#and part of me had a sliver of hope he wouldn’t after the breakup arc in s15 bc he gained agency and his faith switched from dean to jack

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cas killing billie back in s12 inadvertently being his cause of death in s15. spn and its circular narratives.

#supernatural #spn #castiel #and in his final moment of gay spite cas killed her again. good for him BOP BOP #you know fucking what #i cap for no writers but i’ll give bobo the least shit #we were all like damn the circular narrative of sam and dean was fucking STUPID but at least cas had growth #and arguably all of them had emotional growth but their deaths were circular including cas #cas’ emotional growth was huge but in the end he would always die for dean again and again #and part of me had a sliver of hope he wouldn’t after the breakup arc in s15 bc he gained agency and his faith switched from dean to jack #and in that moment in s12 dean immediately was like cas wtf did you just do #and he was right! #why is he always right! let him be wrong! i want a no strings attached cosmic decision for once!!! #and cas deadass looked him in the eyes and was like and i’d do it again 🤪 AND HE DID #cas killed billie to save mary from dean’s deal and cas died with his empty deal to save dean from billie #it was always all for dean. #and in the end it got them what? three years? #what a stressful infuriating heartbreaking three years #the interpersonal trauma of the dabb era really is unmatched #i do wonder when the show switched from saving the world from external threats to saving the world from each other’s decisions #but i digress #(i would say after s8)