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callsignavalon · 3 years

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BNHA characters react to you flinching at their voice/touch

warnings: y/n clearly has been abused in this situation so pretty much abuse/trauma behind abuse, flinching, trauma in general, crying,

| bakugo x reader, izuku x reader, hawks x reader, shigarki x reader, kirishima x reader, dabi x reader, all might x reader, aizawa x reader |

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Bakugo

- Is naturally loud as fuck so when you flinched he was like ???

- Wouldn’t hesitate to come over and see what he did wrong

- probably very angry at first because he hates whoever would hurt his girl

- calms down enough to hold you

- He’s a softy, but only for you so he’d definitely ask if he had to kill someone

- Would call you a stupid nerd and reassure you that he’ll literally never hurt you, like ever

Bakugo is a very animated person, extremely loud, and always throwing his hands around. So when he had reached out his hand to pull you in for a kiss and noticed your entire body flinch he got pissed. Not at you, but at the idea someone had ever hurt you. He let out a growl, noticing you grab his hand to calm him.

“Don’t do that nerd, you didn’t do anything wrong.” He said, letting you pull yourself against his body. “You don’t have to tell me kitten, but I’ll fucking send them straight to hell if you want.”

“No, just want you to hold me. Sorry for flinching..” Fucking hell. Those words hurt him, he wanted to hurt whoever made you feel this way.

“I’d never hurt you, fucking nerd. C’mon and lay down with me, can’t have you all sad for me.”

Izuku

- immediately would take notice of what he did and literally never do it again

- would kiss your head and say it’s okay

- warm blankies and soft cuddles

- literally apologize and give constant reassurance

- forehead kisses

- most definitely thinks up a plan to make you feel comfy 100% of the time

What did i do? Deku was panicking and trying to find the source of what had you crying. “What did I do princess? Please talk to me.” He begged, sitting beside you. “I didn’t mean to scare you love bug..” He was way too gently and caring, it made you cry harder that he’d even think he did something wrong. So when you explained your past, he gave you a soft forehead kiss and got up, coming back with your favorite hoodie of his. He picked you up, held you close and cuddled with you for hours. He whispered about how he’d always protect you, then would give a few soft kisses over your face before reassuring that you were okay. He promised himself from that moment on he’d do anything he could to never let you feel that way again.

Hawks

- would probably cry

- absolute softie, he’d wrap you up between his wings

- wouldn’t let you leave his arms until you stopped crying

- secretly planning to find the person who hurt you and kill, fight them

When you admitted to Hawks why you were always so flinch around him he almost cried. You were sitting on his lap, little tears falling as he just wrapped you both in the warmth of his wings. “I’m so sorry I wasn’t there to protect you little bird.” He kissed your shoulder, a few tears falling from his own cheeks as he held you close. He felt hurt that someone could ever bring harm to his favorite person in the whole world, and he’d do his best to never make you feel unsafe again. “I got you little bird..” He reassured as his arms cradled you in the warmth of his wings, tempted to keep you there forever.

Shigaraki

- used to people flinching at him, but is definitely confused

- feels bad because its you

- tries to be comforting, kinda sucks at it

- puts you in his lap and plays video games until you wanna talk about it

- promises to kill them if you want him to

“What? Did you really think I’d use my quirk on you?” He was honestly a little annoyed, never imaging the words you told him next. Someone had hurt you? His world, the only thing he felt was keeping him grounded to the small amount of sanity he had left? His blood boiled. “I’m not against murder, I can make it slow an painful if you’d like?” he suggested, tilting his head like a puppy to watch you. When he didn’t get a response, he got up from his gaming chair, picked you up and placed you comfortably in his lap. He didn’t say anything else, just wrapped his arms around you and let you nuzzle his neck as he played his game.

Kirishima

- probably cries about it later

- feels super bad because he literally would never hurt you

- lots of cuddles

- now understands a lot more about why you are the way you are

- gives you a heating pad and tea

- probably confused but wants to do whatever he can

“Baby what’s wrong?” He asks gently, leaning down to sit in front of you. “Are you okay?” He was super confused right now. He had never seen you do that before, and definitely didn’t wanna see it again. You looked so heartbroken when your eyes met with his, and you poured out all those built up emotions to him. He felt sad. He didn’t understand why you always seemed standoffish in a lot of situations, but now a lot of pieces about you were clicking together. “I don’t .. I don’t really know what to do.” He admits, taking your hand. “How about your favorite heating pad and I make your favorite tea?” He suggests, pulling away from the hug he had you in. It took everything in him not to cry as he got some fixed up for you. Why would anyone ever hurt such a precious Angel?

Dabi

- doesn’t know what to do or say

- makes a joke about how he was abused

- gives you kisses and says you’re too sensitive

- offers to murder them

- probably wants to fuck so you arent sad

- literally the worst at being comforting but does what he can

Silence. Pure silence. What was he supposed to do? Give you a hug and say it’s gonna be okay? “Hey uh,,” he slightly kicks your foot, a teasing grin on his face. “Ya know, my dad was emotionally and mentally and probably super physically abusive but I’ve blocked most of that out and turned it into silent rage.. I don’t know if that helps but I’m completely okay.” He says, making you break into a smile as you lean up to hug him. “Shut uppp, you’re too sensitive doll.” He murmurs, kissing your forehead. “Want me to fuck you better? I’m not good at this emotional shit.”

All Might

- big sad

- used to people being intimated by his size but wants to cry when you flinch

- has noticed it for a long time and just casually picks you up to hold you

- is very comforting and makes sure your feelings are heard

- cuddles for hours

Oh my god. She’s crying, you’re crying. Why are you crying? Why did you look like a broken doll shattered in front of him. You had just spilled out a ton of emotions after all might had accidentally made you flinch which resulted into a full blown panic attack in front of him. It wasn’t the first time he had noticed you do this, but the first time you ever admitted to what had happened to you. “It’s okay pretty.. I’m never gonna let anyone touch you again. You’re safe with me .. now lets cuddle, you can even wear my cape.” He says and lifts you into his arms.

Aizawa

- flinches at seeing you flinch

- asks if he can hold you

- talks about what’s going on

- burrito blankets

- holds you for hours

- makes sure to tell you it’s okay and not your fault

“Hey..” he said, sitting next to you after you had admitted to him what made you so anxious and nervous around him. “Is it okay if I hold you? We can just sit back and get all curled up in the blankets..” he wasn’t normally this emotional, but he cared deeply for you and it was hard to see you this way. Of course you immediately nuzzled him, laying in the bed and getting all rolled up. He lets you talk about it for hours, mumbling gentle things to make you feel safe. “None of this is your fault kitten.. than you for telling me about it..”

a/n /writers perspective: never been physically abused but emotionally/mentally and I react to voices by flinching, I react to peoples hands coming near me with flinching so I do have a small insight on how one feels.

Published: 3 February 2021

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makeste · 4 years

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BnHA Chapter 263: [Immigrant Song Intensifies]

Previously on BnHA: Ujiko sicced five Noumus on Miruko. Rephrase that: Ujiko sicced only five Noumus on Miruko. In hindsight this was obviously a mistake. Miruko proceeded to laugh and jump around kicking all of them and literally ripping the head off of the strongest one’s neck with nothing but her thighs. It was legendary and awe-inspiring and also she lost an arm but WHO EVEN CARES, I’m still pledging my allegiance to her. Miruko once beat the sun in a staring contest. Miruko’s calendar goes straight from March 31st to April 2nd, because nobody fucking fools Miruko. Anyway so also the heroes are finally attacking the League of Pliff’s HQ and Skeptic is running around all “AHHHH” so I guess we’ll see how that goes now.

Today on BnHA: Things finally get started over in Gunga, although for the time being most of the kids from 1-A and 1-B are still sitting around in the woods all pent-up and anxious and restlessly shipping KamiJirou. Meanwhile on the front lines, three-and-a-half-year-old Kaminari Denki is all “SOB I WANT TO BE BACK WITH MY FRIENDS WHERE IT’S SAFE”, to which Midnight, who I would just like to remind you is (1) an adult, (2) a teacher, and (3) a person responsible for this literal child’s safety in any number of other capacities, responds with “SORRY KIDDO WE NEED YOUR QUIRK.” I have yet to see any compelling evidence that they really do need it, but putting that dubious matter aside, Kaminari does kick some ass once he gets over his anxieties. Meanwhile Cementoss tears a building in half, Tokoyami reflects on how he was exposed to Kaminari’s good and pure moral character during their many soulful jam sessions, Hawks is about to kill Twice, and – wait, what.

a few stray thoughts since this chapter is taking forever to come out today. one, the good guys need to take out Twice and Toga as soon as they find them, because they’re currently the deadliest combination in the League. Twice for obvious reasons, and Toga because I’m pretty sure she got some of Aizawa’s blood that one time back during the Basement arc, and that fact coupled with the fact that she can now use the quirk of whoever she transforms into spells big trouble for the good guys since she can basically just cancel out whoever’s quirk she wants. plus she’s probably also immune to Midnight’s quirk. all in all bad news

two, it is interesting that Hagakure is the only 1-A kid we haven’t seen yet! probably just me overreacting, but still interesting!

(ETA: we do see her standing next to Mina in this chapter, so so much for that. you get out of it this time Tooru!)

and three, I’m not clear on whether or not Skeptic has actually figured out that Hawks betrayed them, or if he just suspects it, or if he thinks that Hawks leaked something accidentally and doesn’t realize that this entire time the dude was 100% playing them. I’m sure we’ll find out shortly. but regardless of how this plays out, I’m already dreading Twice’s reaction to all this :/ my sweet innocent baby. HE THOUGHT YOU WERE HIS FRIEND HAWKS. HE TRUSTED YOU. fff I really hope Twice’s inherently good and trusting nature isn’t a casualty of all this. then again I still think Twice himself is very unlikely to survive this. so basically I’m just bracing myself for pain sob

(ETA: oh this is bad.)

(ETA 2: by the way just to clarify, the above paragraphs were all written on Friday, and the rest of this recap+all ETAs were written the next day when I finally got to read the chapter! this is not important in any way whatsoever but now you know and that’s half the battle!)

“it’s time” holy shit finally lol. you all have been camped out over here for weeks now. not that I didn’t thoroughly enjoy each and every second of Miruko’s one-woman murder show, but it is nice to finally check in with you guys over here so we can get to work at last and I can get a better feel for who’s about to die. cuz someone here is dying guys

the chapter is called “I wanna be with the others!!” so. this is gonna be a Kaminari chapter isn’t it. I wonder what fresh new traitorous hijinks he’ll be getting up to this week. that detestable scoundrel

Mineta is being all weasel-y and reluctant, and honestly, I’m a bit annoyed. and for once it’s not directed at him! it’s like... how do I explain it. okay, so like, the manga is showing him being all cowardly and clearly not at all happy about being out here, and the fact that it’s Mineta doing it only adds to the general flavor of this being the wrong attitude to have and just a really shameful way of acting in general, because it’s Mineta and we all know Mineta is vile and so clearly he’s in the wrong here! the only thing is though, I actually don’t blame him even if he’s being a little shit about it, because the kids absolutely should not be here in the first place. are they strong? fuck yes. are they gonna end up being the ones to turn the tide once everything inevitably goes to shit, and thus the others are really goddamn lucky that they’re here? probably. does that make it right to conscript kids and send them out here to a soon-to-be war zone which the adults have very little control over meaning that some of these children will almost certainly be injured and traumatized and possibly even killed? nope! not right at all! no amount of “plus ultra” can justify this, folks. and “we get that it’s wrong but that’s just the fucked up times we live in” doesn’t actually justify it either, even if the HPSC seems to think so

but having said all that, there’s clearly nothing to be done about it at this point, and I’m about to enjoy this chapter of the kids presumably kicking ass even after all that whining, so I’ll just carefully climb down from my soapbox now. but I’m still keeping it handy just in case!

who the fuck is this Thundercats guy who looks like he was part of an old timey street gang in 1920s Chicago

lol can he hear the villain hotel being ripped in half over there in the distance

and speaking of hearing, Jirou is popping her earbuds into the ground to do some reconnaissance of her own I guess!

the heroes?? she better not mean the villains. oh lord I still don’t have the faintest idea how they’re planning on actually containing them all. well, brace yourselves everyone. here comes the shitshow

now Gangs of New York is making the most unnecessary speech in the history of this manga

were any of them actually going to be careless?? I’m pretty sure they understand the gravity of the situation my dude. and if they didn’t, I’d say that’s honestly on you guys and not on them because, again, they’re kids. and if you didn’t want a bunch of teenagers goofing off during your incredibly dangerous and vitally important do-or-die hero mission, then maybe you shouldn’t have brought a bunch of teenagers to your incredibly dangerous and vitally important do-or-die hero mission

“listen makeste are you just going to sit around all day bitching about my cardinal sin of daring to involve your precious little darlings in the actual plot,” the imaginary Horikoshi that sits around trying to keep these recaps from veering off track interjects. and okay fine

sob it feels wrong to see MomoJirou there without their Kaminari

(ETA: and there is Hagakure on the left, FYI. at least I think that’s her?)

their baby boy is all out there alone in the woods. is that why you were really listening, Jirou? you can tell me, I promise not to make a big deal about it

MOMO ARE YOU COMFORTING JIROU WHILE SHE OPENLY WORRIES ABOUT “TOKOYAMI”

I lied, I might make a big thing about it. what a beautiful March day for some OT3

MY INFANT SON!!

HE’S ONLY TWO YEARS OLD!! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!? MIDNIGHT YOU BETTER KEEP HIM SAFE!! at least until he makes it back safely into the hands of his friends, the League of Villains

meanwhile here’s a fun tip, this manga gets 100x funnier if you scroll back up to that panel of Jirou being all serious and saying “they’re on the move” now that we know that this outburst is almost certainly what she was listening to lmao. “oh, Kaminari is crying, that must mean they’re getting started”

and here they go!!

who is that in the witch hat?? COULD THIS BE THE LEGENDARY MAJESTIC, AT LONG LAST? this person looks like they cobbled together their entire hero costume from Sero’s bedroom. just ransacked it and draped all of his tapestries and throw pillows every which way over some Adidas pants. goddammit who is this person, I need to know everything about them right now

DAMMIT MIDNIGHT

HE’S NOT OLD ENOUGH TO MAKE THOSE KIND OF DECISIONS GODDAMMIT. HE IS YOUNG AND PLIABLE!! WHAT DID YOU DO, OFFER HIM CANDY. DID YOU PROMISE YOU WOULD TAKE HIM TO CHUCK E. CHEESE AFTER IF HE WAS GOOD

SON OF A BITCH ARE YOU GUILTING HIM

I DON’T LIKE THIS, MIDNIGHT. I MEAN, YOU ALREADY KNOW, IT’S NOT LIKE I’VE MADE A BIG SECRET OF IT OR ANYTHING. GUH

and he’s shouting back “no I don’t think you adults are pathetic at all!” while still looking terrified! goddammit how do I cast protection on a fictional character in a manga. I don’t play D&D, but D&D players can do that, right? how do I create a shield around my party. Kaminari you stay put while I try and figure this all out

lmaoooooo Tokoyami’s words of encouragement

A MAGNIFICENT FELLOW. you guys I’m gonna be honest, lately I’ve been enjoying these fan scanlations even more than the official ones at times. obviously Viz’s are fine and good, but sometimes it’s almost like they localize everything a little too much, you know? most people don’t go around calling other people magnificent fellows, but would Tokoyami? yes. yes he would. I believe this in every fiber of my heart

LMAO KAMINARI

“KAMINARI, I REALIZED WHEN WE WERE PLAYING GUITAR TOGETHER... WAY TO WHITE-KNUCKLE THOSE SICK FRETS, HALEN.” thank you so much for that Tokoyami but we are kind of in the middle of something so I’m not sure if right now is really the time to start asking my boy here for his autograph. after, maybe

now Cementoss is literally screaming “ATTACK!” and throwing subtlety to the winds

and now we’re back to this!

and it looks like this is most likely Cementoss using his quirk to tear the building in half! so that’s one mystery from last week solved! holy shit you guys I just realized we’re actually going to see Cementoss in action. so long as the environment is right, dude is a literal earthbender. we may be in for a rare treat

Skeptic is shouting at his minions to alert the Council. it’s okay, Cementoss already alerted them for you I’m pretty sure

so he’s sending Violet and Black to the front entrance, and Cleveland and Carmine to the Assembly Hall (where the Council is). these, if you recall, are the names of the various Vanguard squads, though I don’t recall who is actually on which squad and I really don’t want to go back and look it up... but fine!

okay, Twice is on the Black squad and Dabi and Otter Pop are on Violet. so they’re being dispatched to the front, while Toga, Compress, Spinner, and Skeptic himself (how convenient for you Skeptic) are heading to the Assembly Hall. isn’t that nice that Dabi is heading out to the front, where my son Kaminari “Clapton” Denki is. hahaha. fuck

Lefty Hair is now making a sudden appearance and giving Skeptic some threatening “you majorly fucked up and the only reason I’m letting it slide for now is because we’ve got bigger things to worry about” vibes, which I like. also he has a cigarette. it’s been a while since I’ve seen a manga character actually smoke a cigarette. I guess only villains are allowed to smoke them now

YOU GUYS LOOK HOW FUCKING RAW CEMENTOSS LOOKS HERE HOLY SHIT

HOW MANY PEOPLE IS CEMENTOSS GOING TO KILL TODAY. place your bets. and is cement stronger than fire. please don’t die Cementoss

YOU GUYS HE FUCKING SLAMMED THE FUCKING BUILDING OPEN LIKE ARAGORN OPENING THOSE FUCKING DOUBLE DOORS IN THE TWO TOWERS. I KNOW YOU CAN’T ACTUALLY SLAM A DOOR OPEN BUT ARE WE GOING TO SIT HERE AND ARGUE SEMANTICS ALL DAY OR ARE WE GOING TO KEEP READING??

ARE WE EVEN ALLOWED TO HAVE THIS MUCH BADASSERY IN A CHAPTER THAT DOESN’T HAVE MIRUKO IN IT. LOOKS LIKE SOMEBODY FORGOT TO INFORM THE BADASSERY GUILD THAT THEIR UNION MEMBERS ARE WORKING OVERTIME. I DON’T KNOW WHERE I’M GOING WITH THIS METAPHOR I GOT TOO EXCITED

by the way I like how a key part of their “let’s contain all the villains” plan was to open up their secret HQ and spill them all out like a bunch of ants. everyone knows this is the best way to keep people contained. instead of stationing people outside of every exit, let’s just make the entire building into one giant exit and MELEE AWAY ALL YOUR PROBLEMS

who died and made Lefty the smartest guy in the room

if only they had all listened to you, Mister Smart Guy. you’re so smart. why didn’t they put you in charge. probably just because they were jealous

booooo it looks like Black and Violet are attacking but Twice and Dabi are nowhere to be found! because they’re part of the Council?? boooo

Best Sweaterist can do anything a sweater can do. it’s not a very good power. everyone was all “you look like the number 3 hero you must be really strong” and so she got promoted waaaaay above her skill level and it’s too late for her to do anything about it now so good luck Best Sweaterist

finally some people from the League!

but where is Hawks? AND WHY IS DABI HEADING THE OPPOSITE WAY AS EVERYONE ELSE HOLY SHIT

LOL HAWKS YOU BEST MAKE YOURSELF SCARCE MY DUDE. OH FUCK

(ETA: Dabi is either going to arrive just in time to save Twice, or just in time to witness Hawks murdering him, and I’m not sure which would be worse.)

OH MY GOD EDGESHOT GOT A LINE

I CAN’T FUCKING WAIT TO HEAR THIS WITH MY OWN TWO EARS IN THE ANIME. IT’S GONNA BE SO GREAT AH MAN. but real talk, Miruko should be above him in the power rankings. I’m sorry I don’t make the rules. but unless you kill three Noumus within the next few pages here I’d say it’s pretty clear cut

OH NO MY SIX-YEAR-OLD SON, MY POOR BABY, HE LOOKS SO FRIGHTENED NOW. LIKE GENUINELY AFRAID-FOR-HIS-LIFE FRIGHTENED AND NOT JUST COMICALLY FRIGHTENED OH MY GOD I CAN’T

Kaminari you sweet little lamb, it’s going to be okay. you just take a deep breath and zap some of these PLF fuckers and then you can go run and hide and you’ll be playing tacky arcade games and eating hit-or-miss-quality pizza before you know it

Kami is actually in a lot of danger here what with how helpless he gets after he uses too much of his quirk though. (unless of course you subscribe to the theory that he doesn’t actually go dumb at all and that’s when he’s secretly transmitting his traitor messages to the zetans.) whose fucking idea was it to put him on the front lines, honestly. he’s only four!!

fuck me, Midnight sees him panicking and she’s being all soothing and encouraging while also being ridiculously sexy as usual. dammit Midnight

hey Kaminari if you want to think about Momo and Jirou I’m not going to complain, I just want you to know that. you can even make it all platonic by just saying “my friends.” either way is fine and I will respect your smokescreen

ahh he’s turning around and the camera is zooming back to the woods where the rest of 1-A are!

the title of this chapter is becoming surprisingly meaningful!! well played!

WOW

I don’t even know what to say?! I basically just slapped both of my cheeks and said “AWWW” out loud?! would you fucking look at these two bisexual icons living it up in this the year of our lord 2020. what a blessing

oh hey this guy decided it was time for him to talk again

okay Kami I give you permission to go pikachu on his ass. go ahead and show us why the heroes went ahead and violated ILO conventions in order to bring you here

don’t tell me this guy is also an electric type. lol who could have guessed that, there were absolutely no clues at all in his hairstyle or anywhere else. I would definitely have noticed something like that because I definitely pay attention to these things lol

(ETA: and presumably the heroes knew the identities of the Vanguard squadron leaders thanks to Hawks, and knew they had to have some sort of plan in place for this guy’s quirk, hence them being all “hey Kaminari let’s talk.”)

anyway

OH SHIT YOU GUYS KAMINARI IS ABOUT TO BE A BADASS!?

MOTHERFUCKER WAS THAT A SHOUNEN WOOSH???! whaaaaaat oh shit everybody brace yourselves

and now a Tokoyami flashback to the two of them jamming like little hero Hendrixes

because he prioritized the health of his fingers beneath his desire to learn the guitar to help his friends perform, you realized he was truly a magnificent fellow. aw shit it’s all coming together

yep

look how evil that smile in the last panel is. clearly the traitor. probably this other electric man is his dad

USING AN ELECTRIC ATTACK AGAINST ANOTHER ELECTRIC TYPE CLEARLY WON’T WORK AND THUS THIS IS ONLY A FAKE ATTACK DESIGNED IN ORDER TO MAINTAIN HIS COVER!

LOOK HOW EVIL HE IS

HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN A FIVE-YEAR-OLD HAVING THIS KIND OF RAW FIREPOWER UNLESS HE’S SECRETLY EVIL!??!

OH MY GOD I LITERALLY SAID “OH MY GOD” VERY LOUDLY IN REAL LIFE AND NOW I’M HOPING MY NEIGHBORS DIDN’T HEAR HOW LOUDLY AND EMBARASSINGLY I SAID “OH MY GOD”

FUUUUCK

just. it’s like this weird and crazy feeling that’s a combination of adrenaline and chills-rushing-up-your-spine. that’s the sensation of clicking to a page and suddenly seeing the thing we fucking knew was going to happen, but just because we knew doesn’t mean we actually wanted it to happen, shit

holy shit. does Jin have to die in order for the heroes to succeed? probably. do I want it to actually happen? NO. am I suddenly reevaluating every single thing I thought I knew about Hawks and mentally updating Jeanist’s presumed mortality status in my head?? yes. are Hawks’s eyes here going to give me nightmares for the entire coming week? also yes. am I really unsettled wondering if those eyes were the last thing Jeanist ever saw? listen why do you keep asking me all of these intrusive and deeply upsetting questions like I’m some kind of magic 8 ball?? am I going to be on the edge of my fucking seat now waiting for next week? fuck

#bnha 263 #kaminari denki #jirou kyouka #tokoyami fumikage #cementoss #hawks #bnha #boku no hero academia #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #bnha manga spoilers #makeste spoiler recap #makeste reads bnha #is kaminari the traitor? still no #is horikoshi the traitor? probably #nah you know what #yes

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laceymorganwrites · 4 years

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Keigo

Word Count: 2,133

Pairing: Hawks x reader

Warnings: SPOILERS FOR CHAPTER 267, Dabi is Touya Theory, angst with a happy ending, swearing, hurt and comfort

A/N: chapter 267 happens

me: *cracks knuckles* (also, I wanted to post this before the next chapter Comes out so there are two Posts today!)

All of his life Hawks was looking for the meaning of it. He came to the conclusion that there simply wasn´t one. How could there be? Heroes were selfish, he was no better, just a weapon of the government to do with as they pleased. Sure, he was popular and working alongside his personal savior, Endeavor, was exciting and a privilege. But that was about it.

He had to shed his name from a young age on and with it the chance of ever building his own personality and character. Hawks didn´t believe in anything but what he got taught and told, but over the years, now especially, that facade started to crumble.

He wanted to be normal, he wanted to be Keigo Takami again, he was sick of his fans, didn´t they know that he was lying to all of them?

Nothing in his life was true, nothing genuine, there was no happiness in it, only pretentious public appearances he learned to hate.

It didn´t bother him much in the beginning, he was hopeful, naive and dumb. He just wanted to be a hero like his idol, was that really so wrong?

Over the years Keigo realized that he could´ve been a hero if only the government didn´t get to him first. Maybe if they never picked him up and he became a hero on his own, he´d have a clear conscience by now, he would´ve never had so many secrets and blood on his hands as he did now.

Hawks couldn´t even tell anyone about his inner conflict, about the regret he felt, how he wished to have never taken the job in the first place, especially his current mission. The mission he failed like an idiot. He couldn´t stop beating himself up over it.

You were a police officer, quirkless, apparently useless in today´s society and Hawks envied you.

He found himself wandering aimlessly at night often after he took the mission, wondering if it was the right decision.

You were just finishing up arresting some burglars when you saw him, a frown formed on your face. You always thought heroes were so stuck up and mocked people like you, you found yourself wondering if the police or fire force were even needed anymore, after all the heroes were there to save the day, weren´t they?

But all they did was having flashy fights in public, leaving the dirty clean up work to you.

No, you weren´t a great fan of heroes, but you gave up speaking your mind on the matter since everyone always said you were just jealous that they had quirks and you didn´t.

Of course that was bullshit, you didn´t need a quirk to survive.

Hawks sighed, shoulders slumping, watching you leave the station.

“Rough day, number two?” you chuckled, stopping in your tracks as you saw the hero that was usually so laid back and easy to talk to. But now he just looked so wrecked.

“You have no idea” he gave you a charming smile, dramatically positioning his hand over his chest.

The comment made you roll your eyes as you tried very hard to suppress a smile. Naturally, you failed. How couldn´t you in the presence of the winged hero? Sure, he was handsome, but you never cared about that, you only cared about the fact that he was witty, he seemed like a guy who could make everyone laugh, and damn, you really could use a good laugh right now.

“You shouldn´t complain so much, you get paid a lot, everyone loves you… you´re not completely understaffed and have to take care of all the break ins and thieves in a ten person team” you said, mockingly, yet there was truth in your words. You and your team split the city so that each of you covered a certain area. Every day you spent your day running after criminals, putting them behind bars and then running after other ones. And still you did it, if you didn´t no one would, it would only mean more work for the heroes and to be honest, most of them, at least the top tier ones, they already had their hands full. You saw it on TV every day, heroes battling villains that made your blood freeze, you could never stand up to them.

“I think you´d get the job done faster with me around” he rested his arms behind his head, a precious smile on his face. If you´d only know how fake that smile was and how honest his words were.

“Not gonna lie, we could really use someone like you in our team” you sighed, giving him a sympathetic smile.

Hawks visited you more often after work, he felt like all of his responsibilities were gone whenever he was with you. He treasured those moments, he could finally let go and be himself, whoever that might be, but that was the great thing, with you, he could explore all that. And over time he even started flirting with you, something you tried to ignore for as long as possible. You didn´t want to be just another one of his fangirls, but honestly, why did you care? He was a hero, the number two at that, he could get whatever he wanted and who were you to deny him? You had to admit he was pretty cute and it did feel nice to have his attention. So you flirted back, exciting to see where this would go.

Never once in your life did you think that a stable relationship would be born of your meetings.

And yet, here you were, Hawks was now the most precious part of your life, you didn´t want to imagine it without him in it. He opened up to you, not completely letting you in on his inner conflict and identity crisis yet, but enough to show you that he fully trusted you.

He knew he never should´ve engaged in this relationship with you, it was a distraction that could cost him or you his life, it was a possible danger to his mission. And it was his way to say fuck it. It was a fuck you to the government, oh how he thrived on it. Not that that was all you were, to him you were everything, you were his calm and peace, his normality. And normal was something he really craved in his life.

You only ever saw him at his worst, tired and completely broken after coming home from yet another stressful day at work, this mission really took his toll on him but you never asked about it, thinking that it was better this way.

His mission was over however, you saw it all over the news, the heroes have won. They all looked equally worn out and injured.

After a week everything seemed to have calmed down, the heroes in the hospital were finally released and everything went back to normal.

Only that Hawks still hasn´t returned. And that scared you.

You wanted to know where he was, if he was alive, you wanted to see him, but nobody would let you.

You spent your days awake, jumping at every motion at the door, but it wasn´t him. Of course you still had to work, but you couldn´t focus on anything else but Hawks.

Again you went home, had a shower and prepared food for yourself. You still made too much, hoping he´d come back to you. Maybe he was just tired of you, which you couldn´t blame him for, but the thought alone still hurt enough.

So focused on staring at the stove, you didn´t notice the door opening, you only realized that Hawks was back when he hugged you from behind and you felt his weight, instantly calming your nerves.

“Babe!” you turned around, hugging him back, not looking at him completely, not taking in all the damage he took. He was back, that was all that counted for now. You had to calm down first, crying into his shoulder, you didn´t want to let go of him.

“Are you hurt?” you finally let go of him, frantically wiping the tears off your face and freezing when you saw his state. His eyes were empty, filled with tears as he sobbed, whatever happened, it broke him and it broke your heart. He had scarred burns all over his face, his wings were gone and so was his usual happy aura.

“Yes...” he answered your question, nodding and burying his head in your chest, pulling you close to him, he needed your touch right now, needed to know you were there for him like always.

“Hey, why don´t we sit down, hm?” you turned off the stove, you could prepare the food later, and took Hawks´ hand to lead him to the couch.

There he curled up to you, his arms around your waist and his face buried in your lap, crying out his tears and you let him. You caressed his back, soothing him, putting your hands in his hair and gently tugging at the strands.

“I killed him….I killed my friend” he sobbed, you didn´t say anything. He´d tell you about the mission when he was ready.

“He didn´t even do anything! He was a good man….and still I…. I´m a murderer. I´m not a hero. I´m not what they made me, I´m just a piece of shit” he cried out, his words hurt you, whatever happened there, it changed him. He wasn´t the man he used to be.

Hawks raised his face to look at you, his eyes were desperate.

“I have a name, you know?” he pleaded, clinging onto your shirt like a lost child.

“Of course you do, baby...you just never told me” you rubbed his back again, then taking his face in your hands to caress it gently, careful not to touch the wound too much.

“Because I wasn´t allowed to….they said I didn´t need it anymore...that I could become a hero. But it was all a lie...” he called out, trying to explain what was going on in his head.

“Touya knew it...he told me, he was my friend too...and I couldn´t stop him...I couldn´t help him...we were friends when we were children, but he couldn´t take it...he got away, he was saved. I was too stupid to understand, but he managed to make it. And now I understand him, now I understand why he wants to destroy the hero society… I mean do we really need heroes? We barely won, I failed my mission, I failed to be a hero, I can´t do anything right...and the others, they just play along, they still believe in it” he rambled, it didn´t really make sense to you, but you listened. You wondered who Touya was and what happened to Hawks and him in their past. But now wasn´t the time to ask.

“What´s your name?” you asked after he calmed down a bit.

Hawks looked up to you as if you were an angel, which to him, you were.

“I´m Keigo Takami” he answered and in this moment the last shackle that bound him to the government shattered. He had a name and he had every right to use it. He was human, he had an identity and he was allowed to figure out what that was, he mattered.

“I missed you, Keigo. I´m glad you´re back” you hugged him and he melted into the hug.

Over the course of the next months Keigo told you everything about his past, his mission, his childhood friend Touya and everything else. He wasn´t Hawks anymore, his wings were gone for good, therefore he was quirkless now.

But that didn´t mean he was useless.

The two of you were a great tag team in the police, he could smile again, genuinely this time, it was like waking up from a nightmare in your comforting arms. He could be Keigo, he could be himself, he could be happy and smile and actually mean it this time.

It was relieving beyond belief.

Working at the police was relaxing and exciting at the same time, he loved working there, nobody there tried to control him and make him do things against his moral code while calling themselves heroes and the best for society.

And most of all, he loved you. He loved living with you, waking up and going to sleep in your arms, returning home to you, watching bad movies and making out on the couch, talking to you, hearing your opinions on things, just your presence was enough to brighten his day.

He was so lucky to have you.

Now that he lost his wings, he also lost everything that held him back, everything that forbade him to be himself.

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outerbongs · 4 years

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Unrequited Love - Chapter 1

Topper Fan Fic

Author: Hey guys! Sorry I haven’t been posting, I probably won’t post much because family are visiting me for the first time this year, but as this is co-written I have the amazing support of @sguymon21 (go check out her writing!) to help me write this! Again, this is co-written so Chapter 2 will be out on her blog!

Warnings: Mentions of abuse, violence, swearing/ ‘slut-shaming’ (as we brits call it)

Tag list: (open!) @sexualparkour

Masterlist!

Sara’s Masterlist!

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After I dropped Aspen off at her house, I began to drive back home. On the way, my mind shifted from Aspen to Sarah. I couldn’t stop thinking about why she was acting so weird, why she was lying to me, and who she was talking to by the gazebo. Thoughts and assumptions filled my mind, I had to go see her.

I drive to the Cameron house, and sneak in through the back door. I head straight to Sarah’s room, my heart beating at least 150mph. My mind was racing and my body was shaking. I am about to admit to Sarah Cameron that I am in love with her. I walk into her room and see her, asleep. I talk anyway.

“Hey, I just... I just wanna talk. I... I know this is random. I don't wanna freak you out. I just... I... I wanna talk, and… and, like, I'll leave. I'll leave if you want me to. I will... I will skedaddle right now. Just let me know. Just, uh… Okay. I gotta... I have a few… I gotta say something, Sarah. I am, uh... I am so sorry for… for making you feel, you know, claustrophobic at the Midsummers party. Like, I, um... I don't care who you went to Chapel Hill with. I mean, if I did know who it was, like, I would for sure, like, put his skull into the ground, but like I said, I'm not a jealous guy. I don't really care at the end of the day. It's just... just like…”

There are so many thoughts rushing through my mind, I can’t get out a simple sentence without stuttering. She probably just thinks I’m a massive fool.

“Listen, listen, I'm... I'm… That was gonna be a big deal tonight. That was our coming-out party, and I just, like... I got upset. I’m thinkin' about you when I wake up, when I go to bed at night, like, it's… I... I never knew love could make you so anxious, and I just feel like… like something's off between us, like, I… And I just… I need to talk to you, Sarah.”

I start to think that she is ignoring me.

“Hey, Sarah, listen. I… I don't wanna break up. I don't wanna break up. I… I love you. Hey, Sarah, come on. I... I said I love you. Like...can't you say anything back to me?”

That’s when Wheezie turns around and looks me in the eye. I get a lump in the back of my throat. I just confessed my love to my girlfriend's little sister. There is one word going through my mind.

Shit.

I questioned her on where Sarah is, and she claimed to not know. On the drive home, I saw the Pogues’ car drive to the Hawk’s Nest. I knew that if the rumours about Sarah and John B are true, she would be with them.

I spin the wheel so I am following their car. My hands are beginning to shake. I can feel my breath speed up even at the thought of Sarah being with him. Of all people, why him? My mind is racing at 100mph and I have no idea how to stop it.

I park my car on the street next to where the Pogues were. I sit in silence. I was about to find out the truth. My hands are like an earthquake and my breath is on the verge of being in the hyperventilating category. I take a few deep breaths to calm down, even though my mind is going crazy and full of every thought of what could happen, good or bad. I get out of the car.

I walk to the Hawk’s Nest and look up. The wind is blowing in my face and I have to squint because of the speed of it, however I look up and see two figures. I hear talking, it’s quiet, someone is hiding something. Even if it isn’t Sarah, I know a storm is coming so I have to warn whoever is up there. I make my way up the steps. When I reach the top, my breath stops. Sarah and John B are kissing.

“I knew it, Sarah. I knew you were lying to me.” I shout louder than I expect, but my blood is boiling? How could she do this to me? I have given her my all and this is how she repays me? And with...a dirty Pogue?

She immediately stops and looks at me. My heart is shattered. I thought she was different. My emotions are going crazy, I am so angry. I am angry at her for lying to me. I am angry at John B for letting her cheat. I am angry at her parents for not teaching her that cheating is wrong. I am angry at myself, because I thought I was good enough.

“You’re a stupid, lying whore. You know that?” I knew she wasn’t. But I needed her to feel the pain that I was feeling. She tries to snap back, questioning whether she was a prude or a whore, clearly because I called her both. Of course, John B intervenes. He caused this in the first place. He knew I was with Sarah. I could kill him. I look at Sarah.

“Tell him to back off.” I walk closer to John B and look him in the eye. “Cause I’m boutta beat your fucking ass-” He interrupts me. He has the audacity to interrupt me? He tells me to walk.

“You know what I’m gonna do? I’m gonna drown you like your old man.” All I can see is red. He’s telling me to quit it and Sarah is telling me to leave. I look her dead in the eye.

“Tell your bitch boyfriend to back off.” He tells me to go home. I start to act calmer, or at least try, because I know if I get angry, I will do things she will hate me for. Even though I am hurt, and my heart is broken, I ask her to talk. He interrupts, again. He tells me she doesn’t want to. How would he know? He knows nothing about her. He is just using her to become a Kook. He doesn’t love her like I do. He doesn’t even love her at all. He’s just a useless piece of shit.

I move closer to him and shove him. He falls back, and goes over the railing. I didn’t deliberately push him off, but neither of them know that. I just wanted to get him out of the way. She runs down, immediately running to John B. Did I kill him?

I stand there in shock before running back to my car. I get into my car, sit there, and I start crying. I can’t stop. I could be a murderer. I got cheated on. I am broken. I look for my phone, and find Aspen’s chapstick on the passenger seat. She must have forgotten it. I start to drive to her house, but decided I look a mess, and I didn’t want to ruin her night, so I will drop it off in the morning.

In the morning, I wake up and see Aspen’s chapstick on my bedside table. My mind immediately goes to last night, before everything happened with John B. My mind immediately goes to her. The way she smiles, the way her hair sits on her shoulders. I have to admit, she is beautiful.

I get up and drive to her house. I am a lot calmer than I was last night. Was it because Aspen was on my mind? She seems to be the only person that really understands me. I shake my head in disbelief. There is no way Aspen Maybank is the reason I feel happier. There can’t be. She’s a Pogue, I’m a Kook.

I sit in the driveway for a minute before getting out. Her house is so different to mine. It looks...broken. I get out of the car as she walks onto the porch. Her eyes are slightly puffy, and she’s breathing heavier than usual. When she sees me, she walks faster. She looks...angry? I can’t tell. Her eye’s multicoloured. The skin surrounding looks aggravated. Spots of black, blue and purple merged together. This bruise was fresh. I look down to her lip. It’s split. Has she been hurt? I knew her dad was violent but I never know she was on the receiving end. Or was this JJ? Did he do this because she talked to me, especially after what I did to John B?

“Are you okay?” That’s all I want to know. I want to know if she was hurt. If she needed somewhere to stay. I bring my hand up to her face and brush my thumb across the split on her lip. She flinches at my touch. That breaks my heart. I knew she didn’t do it because of me but because of the cut on her lip. Still, my heart sank.

She was hurt.

And I didn’t do anything to stop it.

#jj #outerbanks #topper x pogue #topper x aspen #topper thornton #pogue vs kook

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annicaax · 5 years

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Kohaku X Tsuki MC

Tryst with Mr. Mysterious Hawk- First encounter

Tsuki MC’s POV-

I stand there in the garden wondering where Sasuke has wandered off to. It’s been a whole day now and the sun is already setting.

I shuffle on my feet, not knowing why exactly I’m looking for him when I see the object of my interest arriving with another man.

I run to greet them halfway.

“Sasuke…” I pause, “and…”

I take a look at his companion. There’s a complacent smile on his face, his features so intent- precise, I somehow find myself flushing under his hawk like gaze.

I look away feeling silly at myself. I ask-

“Sasuke, is this a friend?”

The handsome man nods, with another brilliant smile on his face, “we’ve been partners for a great while now.”

Sasuke sighs, “I told him it would be a bother if he comes along but he wouldn’t leave.”

“Oh no, a friend of yours can’t be a bother.” I say cheerily.

The man’s sullen expression perks up and he smiles big at me.

“I agree..” a chorus of voices echo my sentiments and I turn around to find mini Sasuke and Lord Yukimura coming our way.

“Whatever.” says Saizo nonchalantly, heading off somewhere.

The handsome man smiles at everyone again.

“Master Sasuke,” begins Lord yukimura, “who’s this?”

“This is Ko-- just Ko for now.” Sasuke looks away exasperated.

Ko chirps like a bird. Happy with the name.

“Ko? Is he a ninja like you? Is he on a mission now or what? that's a strangely short name” Lord yukimura tilts his head to a side questioningly but Sasuke doesn’t answer.

Lord Yukimura doesn’t press him further.

I take a look at Ko. there’s some innocence about that smile of his, that expression in his eyes, as if he’s just come to this world. It’s so cute. Yet, I feel every once of him is oozing manliness and there isn’t a thing that can be described as cute. Then his eyes flit to me, his gaze sharp as he studies me, curious. I break eye contact suddenly feeling the urge to flee. As I hurry away I fail to hear the quiet footfalls following me down to the kitchen.

An hour later,

I was already done assisting the maids. I notice that I’m alone in the kitchen now. The maids have gone off to serve sweets and drinks. That’s right, a banquet is being held tonight here in Tsutsujigasaki palace.

I sigh. Strange. I feel like someone’s been watching me the whole time here and I find none. My ninja instincts tell me, even now, that I’m not the only one in here.

Feeling like I should get away, I look up to find a huge box of sake bottles on the top-shelf. Now this is the excuse I need to get out of here.

Just as I extend my arms towards the box-

A pair of arms reach it before me. The warmth of someone’s presence startles me and I gasp as that person whispers in my ear-

“I heard women are made to handle delicate things.”

Ha. I snort. Just where did he hear that? And who the heck is he?

The hands pluck the box out of the shelf and put it down on the counter in one swift motion. The person whoever it is, is least bothered by our closeness or the fact that my stomach is pressing into the hardwood of the counter.

I regain my senses and swirl around hastily. What was I thinking? This man is a stranger!

A hand comes to cover my eyes and I can’t see the man’s face.

“Wha-” I’m startled but I don’t scream.

“I can't let you see me. Master would…” the man trails off.

Master? And what’s this about not being seen?? Am I being attacked? Is he some assassin? But I don’t feel any murderous intent coming off him, so… why?

Am I being sexually assaulted?

No way!! I calm myself taking deep breaths. What would a capable ninja do in such situations? Scream? No. I wouldn't want this to turn into a big fuss.

My attacker might scramble away if I call for help. Deciding to give him a scare, I begin to fish around the counter, my hands behind my back, searching for a knife.

I didn’t notice it, but I’m literally captive in this man’s arms now, practically up against his chest, his one arm loosely around my waist, his other, it’s palm shielding my eyes from seeing him.

I flail my hands behind my back, hoping, praying he wouldn’t notice what I’m up to when the man whispers yet again in my ear-

“You are beautiful.”

His breath tickles my ear and I shiver. Partly because of nerves and partly, well…

No way! I’m not gonna let some stranger have his way with me!

Come on.. Where are you, knife?

My fingers come in contact with something metallic… aha!

The man whispers, “I heard women like being praised. Being helped… so why…”

The sultry tone of his turns into something innocent, “so why are you nervous?"

The man is heck observant. What am I now? Some kind of tool in his experiment? Something tells me, I’m safe with this guy. Or am I too quick to trust him?

“Wh- That’s because you’re too close.” I say, keeping the conversation smooth.

“I heard women like that too” he chortles, his deep voice tickles my ear again, making my heart race.

“Who told?” I ask, grimacing. Damn, I pushed the metal thing away instead of grabbing it.

“My master, and Haku. I can’t help but wonder how women would react to me. I’m a man now, aren’t I?”

What?? Does he mean, he wasn’t a while ago? Just what…??

His finger traces a line down my arm, all the way to my fingers and I snap. Oh no! I won’t let you outsmart me anymore.

I put some distance between us, pushing against his chest. I cry in delight as I finally grab a knife. His grip on my other hand loosens and he takes a step back, but the hand on my eyes remains blocking my view. I let out another cry, brandishing the short knife as my kunai. With all my might, I push his hand away from my eyes and raise my knife ---

My eyes are blurry from all the pressure of his palm but I can hear a hearty laughter followed by a ruffle of feathers. I adjust my vision only to find that I’m alone.

That… That can’t be my imagination.

But…

That laughter! That voice!

It’s the man with Sasuke, Ko. how couldn’t I recognize earlier? Was he teasing me? Where’s he now?

Just then Sasuke enters. A look of shock on his face, as he sees me, knife in hand.

“Something happen?” he asks.

“Nothing.” I sigh, putting away the knife.

But he must have sensed something because he pats my head, soothing me, before ruffling my hair into a bird’s nest.

“It’s ok. He means no harm.”

I sigh hearing that.

Later that night,

Sasuke finds Kohaku sitting on a tree in his bird form.

“What did you do to her Ko? Hmm? She pointed a knife at you?”

Kohaku just looks on, saddened by something. If only he had more time, he could have done something, maybe a simple conversation?- but he had to turn into a bird again__

Sasuke pats his head as if sympathizing with him, “next time… do things to a girl only after you get to know her.”

“Next time…” Kohaku repeats the word in his mind as if it’s a mantra.

Hopefully there’s always next time.

So, that was something came to my mind. Probably there will be more. because that guy is🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

#slbp kohaku #slbp sasuke #samurai love ballad party #tenka toitsu koi no ran love ballad #kohaku #tsuki mc #mc #fanfiction #slbp fanfic #slbp #tenka #moon chapter

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