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hi18364 · 2 months

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Secrets of the pitch

A bit of backstory first

Me and Lucy have known each other since she played for Sunderland and I played for Watford. We met when she was 19 and I was 17 we didn't get to gather until I was 20 and she was 22 by that time, she was playing for Liverpool and I was playing for Manchester City. We have been together since then, and now we are playing at Barcelona. That's all the back story.

20 August 2023

We were in a World Cup final for the first time ever. We were on the bus on our way to the stadium. It's 9:00 a.m. and kick-off is at 11:00 a.m. I'm sitting next to Lucy she was watching some TV show. One of the Barc girls recommended I have my head laid on her shoulder, her head on top of mine, and we stayed like that for the rest of the ride. Most of the girls were too nervous to make jokes or sing, so the bus is pretty quiet which isn't normal.

The bus stops. We all get off, go to the changing room, and look around for a bit. It's time to find out who is in the starting 11. We all sit in our cubicles and wait for her to tell us who is in. The starting 11

She opens a folded piece of paper and starts to say the names "Mary, Millie, Alex, Rachel, Kira, Georgia, Y/N, Lauren, Alessia, Lucy, and Jess. We will be playing in a 3-4-1-2 format, and everyone else is on the bench. Good luck, girls. You have about an hour before warm-ups, so do what you want.

Skip an hour

We got changed into our training kits and went to warm up. There are people in the stadium already. I look around for a second and go and stretch. After we are done I jog in and get changed. After the ones on the bench go out and sit in their seats, we line up at 10:45. We are just waiting. Now I rub my knee because it started to hurt. The Spanish team comes out and lines up. I look at the players as they walk past.

I noticed a few faces I recognize from Barca. At 10:55, we went out and did our national anthems and got ready for the whistle at 11:02.

Commentator

SAVE! A long bronze throw-in causes some issues inside the Spain area, with a loose ball falling for Hemp. The England striker drills a low left-footed strike towards the bottom-right corner, where Coll saves the first chance of the game with ease.

The goalkeeper passes the ball to Banmati. We run, and Lucy gets the ball. She's trapped by Spanish plays. One gets the ball from her and passes to Olga Carmona. Garcia she runs it's like slow motion. She pulls her foot back and drives it in to the ball. Mary was too late the net ripples.

Half time comes quick. Spain 1 England 0

Me Alessia Rachel out, Lauren James Chloe Kelly and Ella Toon in

Nothing more happens other than Lauren Hemp getting a yellow, a penalty to Spain, which Mary saves, and another yellow given out to a Spanish player at 12:59.

1 minute left, there was no possible way to win we had lost the World Cup

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Right this is only part 1 part 2 will be out sometime in the next 2 weeks

#women’s football #women’s soccer #women’s super league #womens world cup #wwc 2023 #lucy bronze #barcelona femeni

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cruciatusforeplay · 9 months

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Hello I have Good Omens Brainrot like the rest of us, and I had a spare afternoon, so here is

Crowley and Aziraphale's Canonical Chronological History

(watching-guide with media timestamps so you can watch it all develop in order)

It's long so it's going under the cut. Let me know if there are errors beyond being out by a second or so. Also speedrunning two series of this show in an afternoon made me So Unwell (emotionally). I would absolutely recommend it.

I've broadly only included only clips that featured either one or both them as a focal point, or where the events would have informed their relationship, plus the option of the S2 finale in its entirety.

**Before the beginning, nebula** S2E1 0:00- 6:20 (up to opening credits)

**Just after the beginning, Garden of Eden, 4004BC** S1E1 1:55 (or 3:25 to skip Adam and Eve)-6:04 (opening credits)

**Noah's Ark, mesopotamia 3004BC** S1E3 0:00-2:47

**Job, 2500BC** S2E2 0:00-5:35, 22:30-40:01, 44:10-46:49 (end of episode)

**Crucifixion of Jesus, Golgotha, 33AD** S1E3 2:47-4:28 (continues directly to)

**Rome 41AD** S1E3 4:28-5:31 (continues directly to)

**Knights, kingdom of Wessex, 537AD** S1E3 5:31-7:56 (continues directly to)

**Bastille, Paris, 1793** S1E3 11:53-15:31

**The Globe Theatre London, 1601** S1E3 7:56-11:53 (continues directly to)

**Edinburgh, 1827** S2E3 8:34(post credits)-12:56, 17:38-22:10, 24:28-33:59

**St James' Park London, 1862** S1E3 15:31-17:29 (continues directly to)

**The Blitz, London, 1941** S1E3 17:29-24:07, recap can be skipped that can be skipped: S2E4 5:10(post credits)-6:14, 8:24-37:59

**Soho, London, 1967** S1E3 24:07-28:38 (opening credits)

**The M25 meeting, Hell, 1970s** S1E5 21:21-22:27

**The Antichrist, near Tadfield airbase, "11 years ago" ~2008** S1E1 7:32(post credits)-14:24, (optional baby drop off with Crowley) 19:24-20:14, 25:59-29:59, 30:14-32:24, 33:35-35:04 (continues directly to)

**Antichrist upbringing, "5 years later" ~2013** S1E1 35:04-39:30

**6 days before the end of the world, Monday, 2019** S1E1 40:45-43:19 (continues directly to)

**3 days before the end of the world, Wednesday, 2019** S1E1 43:19-44:08, 44:38-45:52, 48:01-49:11(to end credits)

**2 days before the end of the world, Thursday, 2019** S1E2 0:00-3:56, 21:16-23:33, 26:24-27:54, 31:04-32:10, 34:14-44:40, 45:36-46:21, 48:05-54:01 (to end credits)

**1 day before the end of the world, Friday, 2019** S1E3 30:07-31:14, 35:27-36:49, 38:48-41:30, 43:39-45:51, 49:41-49:53, 50:39-53:11

**The last day of the world, Saturday, 2019** S1E4 4:01-5:42, 8:15-9:28, 29:06-29:48, 33:29-42:00, 48:47-54:06 (to end credits)

**5 Hours and 48 Minutes to the End of the World, 2019** S1E5 0:00-1:32, 3:17(after credits)-4:17, 6:11-8:49, 11:01-13:25, 17:47(or 20:18 to skip the spirit of Ron)-21:00

**1 Hour and 43 Minutes to the End of the World, 2019** S1E5 21:00-21:21, 22:28-25:07, 26:49-31:43, 36:59-37:31

**17 minutes to the end of the world (and the rest ofbthat day), 2019** S1E5 46:24-49:25 (end credits), S1E6 1:53(2:35 to skip repeat section)-4:39, 8:19-9:49, 10:44-12:49, 14:02-27:10

**The very last day of the rest of their lives, 2019** S1E6 27:10- 28:07, 31:02-32:58, 0:00-1:46, 32:58-36:26, 42:33-45:45, 48:40-52:17

**London, present day (S2E1), ~2023** S2E1 7:48-13:15, 13:47-29:59, 33:00-36:13, 37:39-38:00, 38:19-42:41

**London, present day (S2E2), ~2023** S2E2 5:35-8:53 (to opening credits), 10:21-22:30, 40:04-43:28

**London/Edinburgh present day (S2E3), ~2023** S2E3 1:14-6:35, 6:47-7:07 (to opening credits), 12:57-14:36, 16:09-17:38, 22:11-24:27, 33:59-42:05(to end credits)

**London, present day (S2E4), ~2023** S2E4 0:00-3:42 (opening credits), 41:08-41:46, 42:02-43:09(end credits)

**London, present day (S2E5), ~2023** S2E5 0:48-2:57, 3:43-5:24, 7:07-8:04, 8:31-10:12, 12:29-13:32, 13:57-17:57, 19:33-29:52, 30:24-40:38

**London, present day (S2E6), ~2023** S2E6 0:00-4:52(to opening credits), 6:20-(optional 21:06-27:31 for Gabe and Muriel memories, otherwise continue to)end of ep

#good omens s2 spoilers #good omens s2 #the goodest of omens #good omens

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trivialbob · 16 days

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I should figure out how to transfer my many iTunes song to my phone. I'm too lazy to Google it, and there aren't any more teenagers living here who I'm sure would be glad to figure it out for me in return to being on my phone plan.

There's an old iPod in my desk. I used to use when running, but I don't feel like trying to get it working again. For a long time I used my phone or one of our Alexa devices to listen to music. I could simply say, for example, "Alexa, play Take A Chance on Me, by Abba" and that song would play.

After a while more and more songs were only available if I paid $7.99 a month for Prime Music.

Eventually if I requested a specific song, Amazon would just play something else by the artist, or something in the same genre. Of course there were more notifications saying I could sign up for Prime Music, now just $9.99 a month.

As of late, when I listen to songs in playlists I had already created, there are now limits on skipping songs. After three or four skips, I can only listen to the playlist start to finish, with only the ability to pause.

Today I wasn't even able to fast forward through the same song, like advance from 0:20 to 1:55 in that song -- unless I sign up for Prime Music.

Tonight I had to sit through two commercials before I could watch a show on Prime Video. That was after I had to hit the down button to get past the advertisement showing on the home screen.

None of this has made me want to pay $9.99, or even $0.99 per month, for Prime Music.

All this, combined with the garbage items that shows up at the top of my product searches on Amazon, is really making me think over how much longer I want -- or even need -- Amazon.

#It's a sucky experience all in all

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radioactive-earthshine · 3 months

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i hope this isn't too big of an ask but i have an idea for a fic with jenni and bart and i really want to get jenni right. is it possible that you could create a jenni specific reading list? i basically want to read only the comics she shows up in. im not saying that legion of supers is bad i just dont have the time to read everything for one person.

Post-Zero Hour Legion of Super-Heroes but it's only Jenni Ognats Reading List (you're still reading a lot of comics anon).

** NOTE ** Jenni is a reoccurring character in two comic series that run simultaneously for a long time; Legionnaires and Legion of Super-Heroes (1989) - you will be flipping back and forth between series. For my sanity, I am grouping the series separately and listing just the issues she appears in.

Further Reading

2023 Spring Premiere Digest

2023 Spring Three-Episode Check-In

2023 Spring Mid-Season Check-In

Yuri is My Job! Retrospective

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justanothersyscourse · 1 year

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Live Reaction to the McLean video, including important quotes

So, I did it. I watched the whole thing. Below is an outline, including direct quotes, explanations of the videos and their use, and some of my thoughts.

I hope this helps if you can't watch the video yourself, and satisfies your curiosity.

Major misconceptions: all videos used were to illustrate one single behaviour that was uncharacteristic of patients that clinicians currently see, that was further discussed and described to the audience based on the example video.

The audience isn't who you think it is, this wasn't meant to be a public video, clearly.

There was no direct fakeclaiming, none of these systems were being singled out. They simply had a video that displayed the behaviour he was looking to discuss.

I don't agree with using uncensored videos from tiktok.

It's important to note that he skips several parts of the presentation due to time. These portions may have contained information that might change the way this presentation is viewed, either for the better or worse.

A lot of statements are in regards to "patients they currently see and treat," and I experienced this first hand as an older system finding communities online. This is a video that focuses more on the emergence of a community that is open and proud of being systems, and how different that is from the community of people with DID they currently treat.

A lot of what was said in the video are things I've discussed on this blog myself. All in all, it wasn't bad, it brought up a lot of good discussion points that I think warrant conversation. Could it have been done better and in a more ethical way? Absolutely.

This is probably going to be disjointed and full of spelling errors. Please forgive.

0:01 - Grand Rounds - Okay, right off the bat, this changes things. This video is a training video. Grand round presentations are: “a methodology of medical education and inpatient care, consisting of presenting the medical problems and treatment of a particular patient to an audience consisting of doctors, pharmacists, residents, and medical students.”

The video itself is a livestream to the same audience that couldn’t be in physical attendance.

Either this video was never meant to be public, or the presenter didn’t know it was going to be public. There isn’t much point in censoring things when your entire audience is supposed to be held to the medical standard of confidentiality.

Should he have still censored it? Absolutely. But I’m not shocked he didn’t anymore. Also, I’m pretty sure the use of the videos falls under fair use.

Let’s continue on!

02:50 - The presenter states, “I cannot, from afar, verify or deny who does or does not have DID, and I’ll be showing examples of online content for illustrative purposes only. I don’t claim to know anything about the individuals portrayed, beyond what they share freely and publicly online.” ***popping back up to say: I believe he’s talking about the specific behaviour seen, in the single instance, and not the people themselves or their behaviour as a whole. For example, at 5:05, he discussing the specific behaviour being shown. Nothing more, nothing less. He's not talking about them in particular, but the behaviour.

3:55 - The presenter explains that he has a number of patients that are confused by the people they’re seeing on TikTok, and I get that. I was already in therapy when I came across my first DID space online. Very, very soon after that, I found the endo community. In both cases, it was a complete shock to the system (HAH) because all I had ever known was shame and guilt. I had spent my life trying to hide what was happening to me, and here were these people! Putting themselves in mortal danger by announcing that they were a system! THE HORROR! Finding the communities initially triggered a HUGE, negative reaction in us. It actually, genuinely terrified us to see people being so open and honest.

4:25 - The presenter explains that patients they currently see are often distraught and confused, etc. True. The vast majority of people in therapy are my age and older. The people in the online communities are only just now entering the clinical world. It’s a shock not just to the patients, but to the doctors, too, to see this massive, POSITIVE shift around the disorder.

5:05 - The presenter states, “I want to show you this video so you can see how the online behaviour contrasts with what we know about our own DID patients”.

5:23 - The first Tiktok video. A partner guessing which alter is fronting. Both are clearly much older in age. They're laughing and smiling.

6:10 - Presenter states that in the patients they currently see, switching is distressing and confusing, and is an intrusive symptom related to flashbacks and trauma related memories. “In this example, we don’t see confusion or conflict about the switching. Instead, it’s almost treated as if it’s a game with her partner.” This doesn’t seem to be negative from his tone, more just a statement.

7:05 - “They are self reporting as DID, but many do not report a trauma history, and they often have elaborate descriptions of parts or alters that are almost character-like. They freely discuss these parts displaying different manner of dress and appearance and so in this following video, I want to show you an example of someone displaying different manner of dress and appearance in a character-like fashion.”

7:40 - Second TikTok video. A very, VERY colourful room and outfit, puppy style makeup, fursuits, dancing, loud music, 8 different styles. “These overt changes are not characteristic of the patients we treat, and these changes and manner of dress are not characteristic of the patients we treat.”

8:05 - “So how do we make sense of overt changes and people changing their hairstyles, tone of voice, appearance, dress and role, when we know from years of clinical and research work that nearly all patients with DID are reluctant to discuss their symptoms, and tend to feel ashamed and conceal what is happening to them? Do these social media content creators actually have DID? If they’re not genuine cases of DID, what are they? And what role is social media playing in self diagnosis and the perpetuation of these online depictions of DID that do not fit with our understanding of the diagnosis?”

That was the introduction. We’re not even in the video proper yet. These aren't his questions, they're introducing the topics.

8:40 - What is dissociation and DID? Descriptions and definitions of normative dissociation. “Traumative dissociation, on the other hand...” “DID is the most severe form of trauma related dissociative disorder.” Nice. Talks about amnesia and alters. Talks about subtle presentations. “So to reiterate, we rarely see obvious signs of overt DID or switching.” Also true. Something like only 5% of system were overt, though it’s noted that the number is on the rise (obviously). And this also makes sense to me, because until I started therapy, and until I found the online community, I didn’t even know I had DID. I was so covert, I was tricking myself, hich for decades is how MPD/DID worked. I made a post fairly recently about how people could go their whole lives and never notice before they internet became common use. There wasn’t access to these new resources to be able to form any kind of communication without help.

11:05 - “Amnesia is really about trauma related information being compartmentalized.” Nice. Note that down, people.

11:45 - “Most often, switches are provoked by trauma related content.” True. He very carefully chose the words “most often”, and I appreciate that.

11:55 - “Identity alteration is what many media portrayals have sensationalized. People that we work with are so afraid of their own thoughts and feelings and memories that they displace them onto a personified aspect of themselves.” I feel kind of called out. Wow.

12:13 - “DID is really about the “not-me” experience.” Oof. “And for wanting to do anything for that trauma to not have happened to them, and to not have to experience the overwhelming trauma related content so they can get through their day.” Sucker punched.

12:30 - Media and Hollywood portrayals like United States of Tara, Split, Moon Knight have dramatized and exaggerated the “not-me” experience-- or the identity alteration featured in DID. This has contributed to a lot of misunderstandings and harmful myths-- We’re dangerous, unpredictable, superhuman, have the potential to get away with illegal activities, and that all of this would happen outside of our awareness. Unlike what’s seen in media, “Our patients most often feel identity confusion and experience identity alteration quietly, subtly. They don’t want people to know that something has shifted or changed for them.” True. Masking.

13:47 - “DID is considered a posttraumatic developmental disorder, and it develops when a child, who happens to have an innate capacity to dissociate (likely a genetic predisposition), is repeatedly exposed to intense, chronic trauma or abuse at a very young age, usually before the age of 6.” True facts. Oooh, he talks about disorganized attachments. That it’s not enough for trauma to happen, but that the combination of parents who don’t provide restorative care is a contributing factor.

14:30 - Presentation of DID in children, how and why it develops. A child depends on this dissociation for survival, for keeping in touch with the same parents that provide them food and shelter while also causing pain and confusion, and they depends on keeping this dissociation hidden. “DID is a disorder of hiddenness, and that’s true into adulthood.”

16:17 - “And that’s why it’s surprising to see people online coming out or celebrating receiving a diagnosis, as in the case in this video.”

16:26 - Third video. A person with rainbow hair states they got diagnosed with DID “a few days ago”. Unsure how to tell people or come out about it, they get a “Happy DID Diagnosis” cake. “As you can see, there's not much fear or conflict about receiving the diagnosis or being labelled as such.” Times have changed and so has our understanding of the disorder.

17:43 - There’s a long history of controversy surrounding DID. Discusses the history and controversy of various time periods, from late 18th century to current. Freud and his edible fantasies, false memory syndrome, hysteria, all the fun stuff. The change from MPD to DID is not because we have more than one personality, it’s because we never developed a fully cohesive and consolidated sense of self across contexts. I like that statement.

22:26 - The recent trend of self diagnosis and the advent of social media representation have continued the legacy of delegitimizing DID.” Judging by the fact that he states in the beginning the bit about “no trauma history,” I’m kind of getting the feeling he’s getting endos confused with DID systems, and as an anti-endo, endo shenanigans have always scared me, especially the prospect of it further stigmatizing DID. Here’s a clinician voicing that, but I’m not sure how I feel about it, though he finishes with, “And so, still today, at the heart of this controversy, are two models of dissociation. One, that asserts that DID is a product of trauma and reports that childhood abuse are genuine and true, and one that believes that dissociation and trauma memories are largely made up or false due to fantasy proneness and suggestibility.” So rather than go the endo route, we're still in iatrogenesis. Interesting.

23:00 - The Trauma Model explained

23:55 - The Fantasy Model explained

24:55 - While the Fantasy Model has no backing, the Trauma Model has been supported in multiple ways, discussions of neurobiological research.

28:10 - Social media and online depictions, the rise of social media

28:50 - While there have always been communities for DID, they were previously niche, and social media platforms have changed that, reaching billions worldwide. The algorithm is part of the problem, because as you like DID content, more shows up in your feed. Additionally, COVID and the pandemic drove us to spend more time online-- especially youth. In four months since his last presentation, views on certain hashtags for DID have increased by 200-400 million, showcasing how quickly these trends are growing online.

30:35 - Internet and social media pros and cons. A picture of this one helps:

Information on DID has become widely and readily available, and there are safe spaces and online communities. “There’s been a general destigmatization of DID online, and this is a good thing. The dominant narrative is no longer a skeptical one.”

32:00 - “Individuals, especially young people, may attach clinical significance to normal experiences, they might elaborate on or manifest symptoms of DID, instead of acknowledging that they may have another problem.” Connection within these communities helps. Creating elaborate inner worlds and characters helps them connect with others and themselves. I've said this before.

“There’s a lot of online harrassment for these content creators and while that’s harmful to the individuals, it’s also harmful to our patients with DID who might stumble upon someone accusing another person of making up their symptoms, which is a common fear that people with DID have.”

33:30 - Social Media Dynamics that enforce trends. “It’s possible that social media is allowing people with genuine DID to express themselves, however, it’s also very possible that the social media internet trends are contributing to increased DID claims that are not genuine, and the dynamics of social media encourage this by rewarding people who create attention-grabbing content, regardless of how truthful or real the content they portray is.” This is important, because on this blog, I’ve always pushed HEAVILY for well-informed self diagnosis, and encouraged everyone I’ve spoken to to consider other options before settling on DID. These aren’t wild takes, it’s things we’ve all said and thought before.

34:10 - “It encourages self-categorization and connection to certain identities and networks, and it encourages performance of those identities to belong or fit in with the online community. There’s a significant amount of self-commodification, where a person can generate income by gathering more followers and social cache, and I’ll show you a video with millions and millions of views.”

34:50 - The fifth video. Popular system. “A day in the life of someone with DID,” alter woke up and got coffee, 8:30, someone switched in, 8:40, someone else switched in, “people ask how we know who switches in and out because we have amnesiac barriers,” yes, they say that, “I am gatekeeper of the system so I’m able to keep track a little bit-- it doesn’t always work.” On and on, 1pm, “I’m here, I’m not entirely sure who’s been out, been really switchy today. I’m going to have to ask the keeper.” 2pm, switch again, in bed because of panic attack. 3pm. Switch again. “We’re so tired, I blame the keeper.” Switch again.

JESUS. There was a period of time where we switched that much, but we were in a baddddd living situation.

36:25 - The system from the video has a merch page and a cameo account and it’s on screen. “So it’s possible that some social media influencers, like X, may be malingering or have factitious disorders.” Explanation of malingering and fictitious, including monetary gain and attention.

37:25 - “We also see self commodification in this video.”

37:35 - Another video-- the same system from the 7:40 mark, advertising merchandise to their followers.

38:00 - “So again, to reiterate, these are not characteristics of people with DID that we see in the patients that we are treating. While some individuals are likely aware they’re exaggerating or fabricating some or all of the symptoms of DID, some online users may also present with dissociative symptoms and genuinely believe that they have DID.” Imitative DID.

38:30 - “Individuals with imitative DID may benefit from psychological and social gain in some way, and therefore, social media platforms are ideal places for imitative DID to thrive.”

It can help to see the slide :

“The DID narrative helps these people explain frequent confusion about who they really are.”

39:53 - “Another example of what might be imitative DID includes plurality or multiplicity in so-called endogenic systems.” Brings up astaeasweb. I'm genuinely surprised here. This video is taking a turn. ***Popping back up here to say, wait until the end, I'm happy with the conclusion

40:40 - “Here’s a video of someone welcoming others to the plural community, offering resources and tips”.

First line of the video, “Welcome to community, I definitely recommend looking up The Plural Association.” Ohohohoh, you have my attention. Where is this going.

Nowhere, sadly, but I can see why the TPA involved themselves.

41:40 - “It’s almost a how-to guide to being plural, but people with DID-- they don’t choose this, they don’t wish for this, their symptoms developed out of a need for survival.”

41:45 - What is endogenesis - multiplicity that is non-pathological, development of multiplicity that does not have a trauma origin. Promotion of plurality as a healthy mindset, and an identity. “Some don’t identify as having DID, but many do, and more work is needed to understand if these cases are genuine DID, imitative DID, or something else.”

43:55 - “Switching is actually very rare in the way that it’s portrayed online, and it does not characterize most cases of DID. I’m going to show you a couple examples of dramatized forms of switching, which again, is not characteristic of the people we treat.”

44:20 - Video. Person sits back in car to wait for a switch to go into a store. *starts dissociating*. I’ve always hated these kinds of videos. They make me so uncomfortable. Person blinks. Their head falls forward. Wrong alter switches in. “This is how we don’t always know who’s going to front.”

45:02 - “And another example.” We’ve all seen this system around before. I’ve talked about their videos and how... the whole... “no one in the body” thing is weird. Like, can you just imagine if you literally crumpled into a heap on the floor every time you switched? They’re wearing a nametag and saying, “I can feel it coming.” Goes crosseyed. Their head falls onto the desk. They finally sit up and start swearing, before smirking and ripping off the nametag. “Guess the player”.

I agree. This is... very heavily dramatized switching. I hate this video. I'm not calling this system fake, I'm saying I hate this stupid video. I don't want to be associated with it. Just because they're being young and "cringe" doesn't mean they're faking, and on a more positive note, I wish I had the self-confidence they have. Good for them.

45:45 - “In both examples, we see an uncharacteristic process of awareness of the process of dissociation, in such a way that they can plan for and video tape it happening.” Switches in the patients they see are often subtle and unnoticed by outside observers.

46:43 - “In this video, we see someone who has developed a really creative or elaborate way of showing their parts or alters.” I think it’s the same system we just saw, showing off picrews of their alters.

47:40 - The final video. It’s the couple from the original video. Used to showcase how in imitative DID you might see uncharacteristic awareness of parts and switching. It’s a joke video. They’re figuring out who’s fronting and they pull out that old “guess who” game?? The one where you flip down the little pictures.

49:45 - Final slide

He skips this part due to time, but references the above paper.

“It’s incredibly difficult to decide if these cases are genuine, malingering, factitious, or something else. I can’t say from afar. And again, I don’t know anything about these people aside from what they put online.”

“Even if they don’t actually meet the criteria for DID, they might still have trauma, and they may feel invalidated by not having that recognized in the way they wish.”

“Based on the number of reports and referrals that we're getting, accurate online information and professional education are more important than ever.” Discusses the concern that imitative DID will delegitimize and undermine current research and progress, and those with genuine DID.

Question period: ***I wrote very fast as he was talking, this is not quite word for word, but it's extremely close and cuts out some extra rambling

1) Does what people get angry about when they’re denied a diagnosis indicate why they might be imitating? There isn’t enough research into this.

2) There’s another community that’s expanding and growing, how do we approach treating these individuals? (I think this is in reference to endogenics). It’s a minefield considering the controversy. The online community is very against questioning of their diagnosis and perception. We did this presentation 4 months ago and there was a lot of discussion online about it and how we were “questioning validity”. These people don’t need classic DID treatment, but they may still need treatment in general. They don’t have PTSD and they don’t have a DD, so you’re right, there’s a new community emerging who will need something, and it might be a combination of treatments that already exist, but it’s not for PTSD or DID.

3) What would healthy empowerment on social media look like? We’ve had our own patients involved in patient advisory groups, and there are very established and legitimate ways for people with DID to destigmatize and provide good information-- there’s a lot of accounts online that DO provide good information, and there’s a space for it, and we do want people talking about and have awareness about DID. It’s about doing it responsibly. For our patients, it’s too distressing for our patients to sift through content to see what’s good and what’s not. I should have talked more about the accounts that provided accurate information about DID.

#this actually took forever #so guess what #eat my spelling mistakes #syscourse #McLean video

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Suicide Squad by John Ostrander (and Kim Yale) Reading Order

This is the run that influenced both movies to the point where James Gunn has given it multiple shoutouts.

It created Amanda Waller, distinguished the team, and gave many characters new characteristics, like Deadshot’s death wish and Captain Boomerang’s backstory. Because of the constantly rotating lineup Ostrander was able to bring characters out of limbo like Shade (who spun out into a miniseries that was so popular it became a 70 issue run), Vixen, Bronze Tiger, and Nightshade and make them significant. As well as turning Barbara Gordon into Oracle. Something I never see mentioned is that a couple dozen issues into the run Kim Yale —a DC editor and eventually wife of Ostrander— started being credited as co-writer through to the end. Bold=Main Story Italics=Optional

Legends 1-6 — Event miniseries by Ostrander that brings the team together. You can just skim the SS parts, which is any scene with Boomerang, Waller, or Flag.

Secret Origins 14

Suicide Squad 1-10

Doom Patrol/SS Special — Takes place around the same time as 11 and 12 but 12 spoils the end.

SS 11-12

Justice League International 13, SS 13 — Crossover

SO 28 — Backstory of Nightshade. Not by Ostrander but she has a detailed origin that shouldn't be skipped.

SS 14-18

Deadshot 1 — 4 issue miniseries by Ostrander. The character doesn't show up in SS again until 22 but this issue has a break between stuff and is mentioned in 19, whereas 2-4 are one story.

SS 19

Manhunter 6, SS Annual 1 — Manhunter sets things up but the Annual feels so different that it doesn't come off like the same story.

SS 20

Deadshot 2-4

SS 21-26

The Janus Directive: Checkmate 15, SS 27, CM 16, SS 28, CM 17, Manhunter 14, Firestorm 86, SS 29, CM 18, SS 30, Captain Atom 30 — long crossover, involving some other titles by Ostrander.

SS 31-66

SS (V3) 1-8 — Returned years later for an 8 issue miniseries that spins out of Rucka’s Checkmate. It works fine without reading Checkmate (which I still haven’t.)

SS 67 — The title comes back years later as part of Blackest Night but it's really more of a Secret Six tie-in and should be read with that instead.

See Also:

Firestorm — Beginning with 55 Ostrander takes over. This was written around the same time as SS and even crosses over during the Janus Directive.

Spectre 1-22, 0, 23-33, Annual 1, 34-62 — Beginning shortly after SS ends, Ostrander begins by far the longest run anyone has had with the right hand of God. Partnered with his frequent penciler Tom Mandrake.

Martian Manhunter 0, 1 Million, 1-36 — After Spectre ends he and Mandrake tell the definitive (and again, longest) run of the character. I would recommend it to anyone curious about MM.

Secret Six — Gail Simone was a big fan of Ostrander’s Suicide Squad and this is basically her version of it, even co-writing an arc with him. It goes through a couple volumes and short return during New 52.

Villains United 1-6, VU Infinite Crisis Special, Secret 6 1-6, Birds of Prey 104-108, S6 1-16, Suicide Squad 67, S6 17-30, Doom Patrol 19, S6 31-36, DC Sneak Peek: S6, S6 1-14

#reading order #reading list #suicide squad #Amanda Waller #deadshot #floyd lawton #rick flag #bronze Tiger #Ben turner #john ostrander #Kim Yale #nightshade #eve Eden #enchantress #june moone #count vertigo #Werner zytle

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just revisited TOOL's absolutely heartbreaking, soul-stirring "salival" version of their song "pushit" (it's a serious song but of course their sense of humor is in the title lol) and in order to deal with it emotionally i have radiostatic thoughts about it (mostly alastor pov). the song is about a toxic relationship, and this version is much more somber and heartfelt. it's inspired a fair number of sad headcanons for me over the years about different fandoms. (also i recommend skipping to like 0:55 seconds to skip the intro if you're interested in listening to it). i'll maybe elaborate on the radiostatic thoughts... later.

#hazbin hotel #radiostatic #alastor hazbin #vox hazbin #shipping #hazbin hotel x music

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strangefable · 10 months

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how kinky is your oc? tagged by the lovely @wrathfulrook, @vampireninjabunnies-blog, and @inafieldofdaisies, thank you <3

no-pressure tags (seriously if it's not your jam you can absolutely skip this entirely!): @socially-awkward-skeleton, @adelaidedrubman, @direwombat, @trench-rot, @v0idbuggy, @iwantjohnsseed, @cassietrn, @poisonedtruth, @ivymarquis, @voidika, @detectivelokis, @gayafsatan, and anyone else who would like to give it a go, please please pretty please tag me <3

100% Switch 99% Sadist 95% Masochist 89% Rigger 75% Dominant 74% Degrader 74% Primal (Hunter) 74% Experimentalist 73% Non-monogamist 72% Submissive 72% Rope bunny 71% Exhibitionist 69% Primal (Prey) 66% Degradee 64% Brat 51% Brat tamer 42% Voyeur 39% Master/Mistress 30% Vanilla 25% Owner 13% Slave 9% Daddy/Mommy 5% Pet 0% Boy/Girl 0% Ageplayer

Yeah, Mikes is absolutely a kinky fucking switch, lmao. I suspect she might be an odd one out among Johnships tbh, but she learned it all from him.

100% Rigger 100% Sadist 96% Dominant 82% Owner 81% Brat tamer 78% Switch 75% Non-monogamist 75% Voyeur 74% Primal (Hunter) 74% Master/Mistress 58% Degrader 55% Primal (Prey) 51% Exhibitionist 46% Experimentalist 44% Masochist 39% Vanilla 37% Submissive 33% Rope bunny 29% Brat 13% Pet 5% Degradee 0% Slave 0% Boy/Girl 0% Daddy/Mommy 0% Ageplayer

Okay, I know Lil's going to weird people out with this one, but yeah. She's a dom and a sadist. She's got a deep-seated need for absolute control and it shows. If she gives someone anything else, it's a significant show of trust.

#micah hale #lilith mallory #nsft #my seedfuckers are kinky weirdos and i don't think this should be a surprise but i'm kinda nervous about it anyway #i'd tag more but i don't want to cross anyone's boundaries #so if i didn't tag you and you wish i had please consider this me tagging you <3 <3

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Sunday April 21st

CW: 151.4 lbs ( fuck )

Breakfast: (263)

2 cups coffee (5) + 2 tbs hazelnut creamer (60)

2 egg omelette (143) + cheese (55)

Lunch: (286)

3 oz tri tip (171) + A1 (15)

Salad(5) + walnuts& cranberries (45) + Greek dressing (50)

Dinner: (0)

Zero sugar dr. Pepper cherry (0)

Snacks: (246)

Toffee chocolate chip cookie (221)

1 piece of chocolate (25)

Exercise: (-374)

10 min warm up (100) + 20 min FTP test cycling (232) + cool down ride (42)

Water: 6 cups

Total Intake: 795

Total Burned: 374

Net Total: 421

Having a bad day or weekend or whatever. I just feel so big. I’m bloated. My stomach is sticking out, my legs are huge, my face is so round. I feel like I’m gaining weight (I am).

I still haven’t gotten my period and I’m still having pms symptoms. So maybe that’s why I’m so bloated and feel this way. (Or maybe it’s because I ate so much yesterday.) My period is now 5 days late. No way I’m pregnant (my husband had a vasectomy) so wtf.

I skipped dinner to make myself feel better. It didn’t work but maybe my weight will go down tomorrow.

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gilliverse · 1 year

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BrBa15 poll results!

FAV SEASON: 4 (by Laine) FAV CHARACTER: Jesse (by Sahar) FAV EPISODE: Ozymandias (by Sarada) FAV RECURRING CHARACTER: Jane (by Riot) FAV DYNAMIC: Mike & Jesse (by Aimee) FAV MOMENT: any scene with Saul (by Anna) FAV MOMENT (glass eating edition): Jesse playing peekaboo with the Spooge kid (by Kardelen) FAV MEMES (by all of us)

and idk if this is interesting for anyone other than myself but below the cut is a complete list of all the results! :)

311 votes total! (a lot of people skipped questions so if the numbers don't add up that's why)

FAV SEASON — season 4 (123 votes) — season 2 (57 votes) — season 3 (55 votes) — season 5b (38 votes) — season 5a (22 votes) — season 1 (7 votes)

FAV CHARACTER — jesse pinkman (145 votes) — saul goodman (55 votes) — gus fring (43 votes) — mike ehrmantraut (30 votes) — skyler white (15 votes) — walter white (10 votes) — hank schrader (5 votes) — lydia rodarte-quayle (3 votes) — junior (3 votes) — marie schrader (2 votes) — todd alquist (0 votes) (thank goodness)

FAV EPISODE (there were a LOT of different answers (47 to be exact sbfsskfb) so here's the top 10) — 5.14 ozymandias (43 votes) — 3.10 fly (40 votes) — 2.09 4 days out (23 votes) — 4.10 salud (22 votes) — 4.13 face off (17 votes) — 2.08 better call saul (10 votes) — 2.06 peekaboo (10 votes) — 5.16 felina (8 votes) — 4.11 crawl space (8 votes) — 4.01 box cutter (5 votes) — 3.13 full measure (5 votes)

FAV RECURRING CHARACTER — jane margolis (66 votes) — badger (55 votes) — gale boetticher (42 votes) — huell babineaux (38 votes) — skinny pete (25 votes) — hector salamanca (17 votes) — tuco salamanca (14 votes) — andrea cantillo (14 votes) — steve gomez (11 votes) — francesca liddy (11 votes) — salamanca cousins (8 votes) — ted beneke (2 votes) — patrick kuby (0 votes)

FAV DYNAMIC — mike & jesse (94 votes) — walt & jesse (84 votes) — mike & saul (26 votes) — jesse & badger & skinny pete (26 votes) — saul & skyler (25 votes) — badger & skinny pete (13 votes) — junior & breakfast (11 votes) — jesse & jane (9 votes) — mike & gus (8 votes) — walt & gus (3 votes) — walt & hank (3 votes) — marie & hank (3 votes) — marie & skyler (2 votes) — walt & saul (2 votes)

FAV MOMENT — any scene with saul (75 votes) — crawl space ending (47 votes) — "I fucked Ted" (26 notes) — 4 days out cooking montage (26 votes) — "I did it for me" (24 votes) — gus face off (19 votes) — jesse & jane holding hands (2.07 ending) (15 votes) — "This is not meth" (15 votes) — gus handing walt the knife because he knows he can't kill him (3.11) (14 votes) — "Maybe your best course would be to tread lightly." (11 votes) — hector shitting himself at the DEA's office (9 votes) — "I am the one who knocks" (8 votes) — machine gun shootout (felina) (7 votes) — "Say. My. Name." (4 votes) — narcocorrido teaser (2.07) (4 votes) — first cooking montage (pilot) (2 votes) — ken wins loses (1 vote) — "Wanna cook?" (1.05) (0 votes)

FAV MOMENT (glass eating edition) — jesse playing peekaboo with the spooge kid (37 votes) — "I loved her more than anything" (29 votes) — "He was just like...a problem dog." (27 votes) — "Let me die in peace." (26 votes) — "ever since I met you, everything I ever cared about is gone" (23 votes) — gus murdering the cartel (21 votes) — jesse go kart (21 votes) — "What the hell is wrong with you, we're a family!?!" (20 votes) — "I watched jane die" (19 votes) — forcing jesse to watch andrea being killed (15 votes) — holly saying 'mama' after walt kidnapped her (13 votes) — "he made up his mind 10 minutes ago" (13 votes) — max's death flashback (12 votes) — skyler walks into the pool (11 votes) — the RV being destroyed (6 votes) — "Vamonos." "I wish." (4 votes) — walt paying the disappearer to stay with him a while longer (4 votes) — dead freight ending (3 votes) — "I don't want a monkey. I want you" (2 votes) — "family. you can't give up on them. never. I mean, what else is there?" (2 votes) — flashforward to walt visiting the house (5.09) (0 votes)

FAV MEME — "My name is Skyler White, yo." (146 votes) — saul goodman commercial (143 votes) — "aaaahhhh wiiiiiireeeee!" (123 votes) — "YEAH bitch, magnets!!" (119 votes) — dinner with jesse and the whites (112 votes) — pizza on the roof (95 votes) — jesse pinkman in the house (95 votes) — "I need Saul RIGHT NOW" (94 votes) — cow house (93 votes) — "the hell is a milf" (93 votes) — "They're rocks, Hank." "no, they're minerals. jesus, marie" (89 votes) — skyler's dumb blonde act (89 votes) — waltjesse toilet fight scene (87 votes) — SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP (72 votes) — badger's star trek script (63 votes) — "did you just bring a bomb into a hospital?!" (59 votes) — "I have the talking pillow" (41 votes) — "Skyler, there's rot." (40 votes) — "You brought a meth lab to the airport?!" (40 votes) — "why the hell are we making meth" (36 votes) — "I'm talking with Ted" (34 votes) — walt & jesse spraying each other in kiddie pools (33 votes) — gale karaoke (32 votes) — the universal symbol for keys (22 votes) — walt pepper spray (3.02) (19 votes) — lydia screaming into a pillow (16 votes) — tableside guacamole (15 votes) — the crystal ship (2 votes) (PLEASE?! AHFAFBFKBA)

#we had a lot of fun with this and I hope you all had fun voting and seeing not only the results but the gifs we made :)#brba15 #how crazy is it that out of 62 episodes total 47 (!!!) were named as the favourite episode by at least 1 person?! THAT'S A SHOW

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Hi! I just reread the Spider-Women crossover and was wondering if you recommended any of the Spider-Verse events for Cindy/Gwen friendship content?

Another related question, do you recommend any of the Spider-Verse events for any specific Cindy Moon content?

Hi ink! I've been refreshing my memory on the spiderverse events for you and I have a relatively long answer that's honestly a really short TLDR: none of them are must-must-reads 😭 I'm going to go through every spidey event Cindy was apart of (that I could think of) so, if any of these interest you, you can check them out for yourself or ask me to summarize/condense in another ask because I would be happy too! Long post ahead!

For Silk specifically, she played the biggest role in the original spiderverse event where she was introduced. That's where she meets Gwen and Jess for the first time, so you get the background of the Spider-Women dynamic and there's some fun back and forths in the middle of all the running. Fair warning: this is before her solos so the Cindy/Peter undertones are still there and she's not really the Silk we know now. She's fresh out of the bunker, just became a hero, immature and reckless... and still being underestimated and babied --- just really different. (I can do more meta but I won't make this ask a ten page essay bc I love you guys). Still, I think it remains to be the spiderverse event where Silk plays the biggest role.

For that event, Spider-Woman Vol.1: Spider-Verse (Spider-Woman 2015 #1-4) will get you into the thick of it. It's right after the big group breaks off into a bunch of tie-ins and missions (The Amazing Spider-Man 2014 #9-10) so we get to focus on a narrower cast. I don't think you particularly need to read TASM when the Cindy-writing is... not great, but if you want further background on the event itself that's the starting point for the whole event. If you find yourself wanting to know the end after the Spider-Woman tie-in: TASM 2014 #12-15 is your answer!

Otherwise, I can't really name a particular big spidey event where Silk is particularly relevant. You can skip Spider-Geddon (the sequel event to Spider-Verse) since it's mainly centered around Otto Octavius and Miles Morales, but Cindy does pop up throughout Spider-Geddon #0-5 to say. like. two-three lines total. Peter had a mini spidey team-up for the Sins of Norman Osborn/Last Remains arc that Cindy participated in with the other 616-adjacent spideys + Gwen. Not a must read but you get to see them team up again! It's not the best Spider-Man run, but when the spideys show up it's right as it finally starts picking up so it's not as much of a slog like it would be if you were reading the whole Kindred arc.

Last Remains you can start reading at TASM 2018 #48, TASM: The Sins of Norman Osborn #1, TASM #49 and then TASM #50LR-54LR with #55. The issues denoted with LR follows the spidey team-up while the regular #50-54 just follows Peter.

The Edge of Spider-Verse 2022 event leads into the End of Spider-Verse event and issue #5 shows an alternate universe Silk from Earth-71490, which is fun! Marvel Voices: Spider-Verse 2023 has a Cindy short that was interestingly done even if the ending fell a bit flat for me. Spider-Verse Unlimited Infinity Comic (2022) is also, surprise, not really required reading but for the sake of being thorough her solo episode is #40 and she is part of the final act in episodes #49-53. I liked ep.51's paneling and you get a good grasp of the storyline Cindy's a part of with just reading the episodes mentioned above.

Oh! Speaking of Edge of Spider-Verse, Cindy does play a relatively big-ish role in the End of the Spider-Verse (Spider-Man 2022 #1-7) when they explore a world with Silk as the main character and Peter as her guy in the chair. BUT the writing is soo 2D, plot paper-thin, and it manages to mischaracterize everyone involved. Slott doesn't even touch Cindy till she becomes a plot point and even then it feels like he's scared of writing her after the backlash of him creating her (as he should be tbh). It's not worth reading but there are certain things established that might play a larger part later like Cindy being retconned into being the Queen totem instead of the Bride. If you wanna get mad at all the spider-girlies characterization, read this event LOL, just keep in mind that it's not a good representation of anyone and boooo Bailey.

Now as for the ones I'd recommend... to be honest, there's a lot where I liked the ideas there but not particularly enough to say you should go through the trouble to read. I would definitely recommend Edge of Spiderverse #5 because it's fun and cute and the Marvel Voices short since it's unique and both of those are easy to find/read. Events where Gwen and Cindy actually exchange a line or two are in Spider-Verse, Last Remains, the Infinity Comic (I think, either that or they share a panel lmaoo) and the End of the Spider-Verse where Gwen calls Cindy bossy pffft. I liked seeing what would've happened if Silk was the main spider-character in EotS and there's a Felicia cameo in LR where silkcat shares one panel and two lines ragging on Peter. As much as I don't like Silk's early depiction, I do think the original Spider-Verse event shares some interesting nuggets about Cindy so if you are a brave soldier you can tread the waters there. And if you made it this far... thanks for reading; you get a medal!!

#cindy moon #ask #which comics #silk #spiderverse #this ended up so much longer than it was supposed to be sorry ink!#ink tag #I'm just a completionist so I've read all of these 😭😭😭#long post

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spnworldx · 1 year

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Every JA DOOL Scene

Timestamps for @jarchaeology DOOL videos

I started this in January and decided it would be selfish of me not to share my notes. Don’t ask where I found the time.

This is for all those jackles gif makers out there or those of you who wanna skip through DOOLs drama and literally insane plot lines.

Please let me know if you find any mistakes! I will be updating the list as I complete each season.

My personal favorite episodes are in bold. Usually episodes where Eric Brady is such a boyfriend. Enjoy. <3

- DOOL 1997: 68 Ep Total - WIP (11% complete)

- DOOL 1998: 151 Ep Total - WIP (99% complete)

- DOOL 1999: 157 Episodes Total -

2:07 - 2:29, 31:09 - 33:40, PART 2 0:32 - 0:56

1:12 - 2:30, 14:25 - 16:59, 33:25 - 34:17

N/A

27:25 - 27:37

4:39 - 5:11, 22:46 - 24:03, 24:59 - 25:09, 32:04 - 32:16, 37:13 - 37:45

2:53 - 3:10, 4:15 - 5:08, 18:01 - 18:28

N/A

15:20 - 15:51, 19:08 - 20:45, 34:10 - 34:39

1:21 - 2:28, 16:50 - 19:18, 22:06 - 23:23, PART 2 5:05 - 5:59

0:00 - 0:35, 7:18 - 7:56, 19:48 - 20:43, 25:33 - 28:50

N/A

17:49 - 18:30, 34:10 - 35:09

0:06 - 1:17, 8:16 - 9:53, 20:24 - 22:19, 28:05 - 28:35 , 34:21 - 35:07

0:00 - 0:38, 9:01 - 9:46, 20:17 - 21:12

N/A

N/A in PART 1, PART 2 6:20 - 6:41

17:35 - 19:19, 28:47 - 30:10, 38:10 - 38:20

27:33 - 28:37

16:49 - 17:29, 26:10 - 26:59, 32:07 - 33:13

0:06 - 0:45, 12:38 - 14:38, 15:05 - 16:21, 20:38 - 20:47, 35:55-36:25

N/A

2:35 - 3:06, 31:55 - 32:38, 36:45 - 36:54

23:32 - 24:09

N/A

0:44 - 1:05, 6:19 - 6:55

0:00 - 0:21, 19:44 - 21:42, 29:58 - 31:15, 34:13 - 34:42

0:26 - 1:24, 19:46 - 21:34, 27:07 - 28:31, 33:18 - 33:59

20:20 - 21:52, 34:37 - 35:27

2:28 - 2:42, 16:07 - 16:52

N/A

1:18 - 1:50

N/A

16:18 - 17:42

10:16 - 11:05

12:50 - 13:42, 25:09 - 25:37, 32:58 - 33:44

15:04 - 17:09

N/A

N/A in PART 1, PART 2 4:51 - 5:53, 13:15 - 13:48, 19:16 - 20:08, 20:46 - 21:14

2:03 - 2:40, 19:11 - 20:02, 31:38 - 33:19

1:06 - 1:51, 10:25 - 12:43, 19:46 - 21:39, 22:52 - 23:20, 31:38 - 32:30

11:42 - 12:50, 32:20 - 32:49

10:01 - 11:54, 19:28 - 20:23, 30:31 - 31:22, 33:21 - 34:10

N/A

34:10 - 35:29

30:20 - 32:26

N/A

26:30 - 28:47

N/A

34:13 - 34:50

N/A

21:57 - 22:33

N/A

13:20 - 13:55, PART 2 1:13 - 3:24

5:11 - 6:07 , 13:56 - 16:07, 25:40 - 26:13, 35:46 - 36:41

7:52 - 9:25, 16:54 - 18:03

0:37 - 1:00, 8:40 - 10:14, 18:51 - 20:00, 23:13 - 26:13, PART 2 6:15 - 6:54

2:28 - 3:04, 19:34 - 21:36, 34:10 - 35:00

2:23 - 3:20, 16:50 - 17:47, 29:48 - 31:03, 40:15 - 40:48

1:34 - 2:02, 2:21 - 3:05, 17:55 - 18:30, 28:38 - 30:15, 38:44 - 39:55

1:04 - 2:13, 14:57 - 16:08, 25:44 - 26:35, 33:06 - 33:45, 54:35 - 55:10

11:55 - 12:11, 12:45 - 13:40, 29:50 - 30:36, 31:20 - 31:43, 32:17 - 32:27

N/A

30:48 - 31:53

24:17 - 25:10, 30:47 - 32:15

N/A

32:25 - 32:48

0:54 - 1:27, 20:54 - 22:28, 29:04 - 31:04

N/A

PART 3 0:00 - 1:25, 4:47 - 5:22

2:36 - 2:58, 11:59 - 12:38, 18:05 - 21:03

20:48 - 22:10, 24:15 - 25:23

N/A

10:07 - 10:47

0:26 - 0:37, 0:50 - 1:00, 23:26 - 24:19

10:05 - 10:34, 17:15 - 18:05, 21:00 - 22:05, 24:08 - 25:36, 30:42 - 31:35

5:03 - 6:36, 13:02 - 13:53, 22:08 - 23:17

1:53 - 3:08, 8:08 - 8:42, PART 2 0:00 - 1:28, 9:38 - 10:47, 16:04 - 16:26, 25:39 - 26:14

2:01 - 2:33, 11:44 - 12:41, 26:16 - 27:53, 30:53 - 31:33, 35:00 - 35:20

2:25 - 3:34, 8:56 - 10:08, 20:45 - 21:44, 34:42 - 35:10

4:03 - 5:12, 16:33 - 17:35, 36:25 - 37:36

N/A

5:33 - 6:09, 34:54 - 35:30

0:45 - 1:30, 5:22 - 6:38, 14:41 - 15:46, 26:10 - 28:04

N/A

27:13 - 27:30, 36:14 - 36:48

N/A

16:30 - 17:21

4:21 - 5:34

N/A

12:38 - 13:40, 20:55 - 22:05, 28:54 - 29:59, 31:13 - 31:27

9:53 - 11:20, 16:00 - 17:01

18:40 - 19:40, 25:21 - 26:05, 31:50 - 32:48

0:53 - 1:33, 13:14 - 14:38, 20:36 - 23:38

11:49 - 12:05, 35:54 - 36:28

2:02 - 2:54, 16:25 - 17:05, 23:30 - 24:17, 30:59 - 31:23, 34:09 - 35:07

0:10 - 1:05, 7:41 - 8:58, 17:37 - 19:11, 31:02 - 31:54, 35:32 - 36:16

0:27 - 1:12, 4:17 - 5:59, 28:00 - 28:15, 35:42 - 36:23

10:12 - 11:16

N/A

31:14 - 32:20

0:58 - 2:11, 8:47 - 9:29, 16:39 - 17:02, 20:09 - 21:06

15:11 - 15:45, 25:21 - 26:46

15:40 - 16:25, 29:00 - 29:23

12:30 - 14:20, 26:20 - 27:13, 31:52 - 33:26

1:28 - 2:33, 7:05 - 8:17, 12:08 - 14:25, 21:12 - 23:08

22:10 - 24:25

5:59 - 6:40, 30:45 - 31:42, 36:40 - 37:08

2:00 - 3:34, 16:07 - 16:30

3:30 - 4:20, 15:47 - 16:42

11:14 - 11:50, 15:50 - 16:06, 20:40 - 21:25, 23:24 - 25:59, 31:29 - 32:23, 36:16 - 37:20

6:20 - 8:01, 14:33 - 15:09, 25:18 - 26:17, 34:32 - 36:11

20:09 - 20:55, 27:06 - 27:33, 33:31 - 35:07

1:02 - 2:33, 4:49 - 5:28, 11:18 - 13:11, 15:24 - 19:38, 25:43 - 28:51, 33:50 - 34:31

25:04 - 26:43

35:54 - 36:49

2:38 - 3:30, 6:17 - 7:46, 16:27 - 16:50

N/A

31:26 - 31:50

1:33 - 2:05, 5:31 - 6:39, 8:46 - 11:25, 19:55 - 20:56, 32:00 - 32:39

2:43 - 3:13, 5:54 - 7:17, 27:53 - 29:30

19:35 - 21:34

7:24 - 8:43, 30:03 - 31:07, 35:34 - 36:13

1:00 - 1:32, 9:21 - 10:04, 15:17 - 16:14

1:04 - 1:40, 8:29 - 10:09, 18:18 - 20:12, 30:16 - 31:24

N/A

15:25 - 17:00, 24:36 - 25:43, 32:00 - 32:50

13:02 - 15:49, 35:50 - 37:19

32:00 - 32:40

1:50 - 2:36, 6:22 - 8:28

N/A

24:07 - 25:24, 25:36 - 26:44, 30:34 - 31:47, 35:30 - 35:53

0:00 - 0:40, 3:42 - 5:43, 15:18 - 17:01, 25:09 - 26:38, 30:02 - 31:33, 35:25 - 36:17

0:00 - 1:08, 13:13 - 13:50, 22:29 - 23:20, 28:49 - 29:43

9:22 - 9:32, 22:35 - 23:08

15:37 - 16:03, 22:31 - 23:15, 37:09 - 37:40

- DOOL 2000: 93 Episodes Total -

26:53 - 27:31

2:52 - 3:04, 9:21 - 9:36, 18:24 - 18:41, 22:02 - 22:42, 35:26 - 35:51

2:26 - 3:00, 14:54 - 15:09, 18:06 - 18:26, 23:34 - 24:16

7:50 - 8:20, 12:14 - 13:22, 30:42 - 31:38

2:31 - 2:54, 10:56 - 12:36, 19:33 - 22:35, 28:42 - 31:24, 34:43 - 35:24

22:31 - 24:02, 30:23 - 31:06, 34:58 - 36:04

1:06 - 1:22, 4:42 - 5:26, 14:25 - 14:42

4:00 - 5:00, 9:26 - 10:06, 19:34 - 20:19, 27:17 - 28:31, 31:00 - 33:12

N/A

3:02 - 4:01, 8:04 - 8:19

32:57 - 33:57

N/A

28:32 - 30:38, 32:32 - 34:05

21:14 - 22:43, 24:40 - 25:27, 31:10 - 32:21, 35:08 - 36:42

33:23 - 35:10

2:15 - 3:06, 5:09 - 6:08, 13:52 - 14:59, 20:51 - 23:43, 31:32 - 32:50, 34:39 - 35:21

2:53 - 4:30, 8:03 - 10:02, 12:50 - 15:37

N/A

33:00 - 34:00, 36:45 - 38:37

15:20 - 15:48, 19:59 - 21:45, 26:18 - 28:27, 30:27 - 31:31, 33:26 - 34:36

0:13 - 1:00, 9:08 - 11:07, 19:07 - 20:29, 29:18 - 30:48

0:55 - 1:33, 4:28 - 5:07, 11:02 - 13:25, 20:00 - 20:46

22:05 - 24:47, 32:39 - 33:53

1:32 - 2:25, 4:28 - 7:11

9:20 - 10:16, 18:12 - 18:38, 23:08 - 24:39, 28:23 - 28:37, 34:43 - 35:00

3:25 - 3:55, 22:57 - 23:27, 34:16 - 34:39, 36:29 - 36:35

5:28 - 6:53, 25:14 - 25:56

2:12 - 3:16, 8:12 - 9:00, 16:09 - 16:54, 19:01 - 19:40, 22:30 - 23:24, 31:09 - 32:50, 36:27 - 37:53

3:38 - 3:56, 5:57 - 7:27, 14:36 - 15:11, 18:34 - 18:54, 23:20 - 24:15, 36:04 - 36:35, 37:18 - 37:48

3:19 - 3:48, 6:37 - 8:00, 9:45 - 9:56, 15:45 - 16:25

20:50 - 21:22

2:19 - 2:23, 5:36 - 5:45, 10:12 - 11:08, 18:30 - 18:39, 35:24 - 36:05

6:41 - 8:00, 20:36 - 21:47, 23:40 - 24:10, 29:17 - 29:21

1:55 - 2:30, 4:03 - 5:08, 10:58 - 13:19, 20:07 - 23:08, 29:11 - 30:21, 34:05 - 35:36

3:25 - 3:55, 11:13 - 12:54, 23:41 - 24:56, 30:15 - 31:30, 36:17 - 36:49

0:58 - 2:28, 4:17 - 5:27, 13:08 - 13:43, 20:10 - 21:20, 33:34 - 34:24

2:52 - 3:21, 16:21 - 20:40, 22:21 - 23:05, 28:48 - 28:57, 32:11 - 32:19

N/A

7:00 - 7:25, 13:06 - 13:27, 17:41 - 17:58, 21:26 - 23:24, 24:24 - 25:31

6:48 - 8:04, 12:12 - 12:46, 31:10 - 31:36

N/A

0:15 - 0:26, 2:43 - 2:58, 28:33 - 32:17

1:05 - 2:02, 10:38 - 11:17, 12:47 - 13:58, 21:18 - 22:00, 30:50 - 31:13, 36:16 - 37:36

5:32 - 6:03, 9:32 - 10:51, 15:52 - 17:14, 22:26 - 23:10, 30:05 - 30:23, 33:33 - 34:03

0:35 - 1:09, 11:49 - 12:28, 19:11 - 19:46, 22:48 - 23:50, 31:05 - 31:49

28:32 - 29:03, 30:12 - 31:02

2:07 - 3:18, 13:11 - 15:03, 28:25 - 28:45

14:04 - 14:39, 19:43 - 20:18, 24:38 - 25:21

18:15 - 21:25, 26:10 - 27:18

0:03 - 1:10, PART 2 8:07 - 9:13, 13:18 - 13:52

1:55 - 2:38, 7:50 - 10:04, 20:53 - 24:20

0:00 - 1:19

29:01 - 31:00, 33:38 - 34:51

0:43 - 1:24, 9:03 - 11:01, 18:07 - 19:19, 20:54 - 22:21, 29:58 - 31:45

N/A

17:15 - 17:42, 20:19 - 21:12

11:38 - 12:19

37:37 - 38:11

N/A

0:00 - 0:44, 15:55 - 17:21, 23:53 - 26:50, 32:47 - 33:23, 36:25 - 37:42

9:07 - 9:26, 14:43 - 15:36, 20:04 - 21:46, 25:24 - 26:21, 33:52 - 35:08

0:00 - 1:10, 7:30 - 10:22, 19:46 - 20:32, 24:50 - 26:05, 33:53 - 34:45

0:17 - 1:45, 18:05 - 20:21, 31:49 - 35:23

0:10 - 0:35, 8:40 - 9:43,12:49 - 13:40, 18:47 - 24:16, 30:15 - 30:57, 31:46 - 32:47

1:54 - 2:48, 6:09 - 7:33, 12:26 - 13:43, 21:03 - 22:06, 36:48 - 37:16

N/A

2:45 - 3:49, 25:28 - 27:00, 30:42 - 33:17, 35:53 - 36:37

0:26 - 0:53, 7:42 - 8:24

0:00 - 0:44, 12:16 - 13:38, 21:13 - 21:30, 22:40 - 23:15, 30:03 - 31:00, 33:43 - 34:23

4:54 - 5:56, 15:20 - 16:54, 25:40 - 28:27, 33:25 - 34:06

13:47 - 15:06, 22:21 - 23:53, 30:07 - 31:05, 31:42 - 32:49

17:18 - 18:49, 25:10 - 26:55, 30:22 - 32:11

N/A

6:26 - 7:23, 12:51 - 15:39, 21:15 - 22:56, 30:42 - 32:23, 35:52 - 36:53

3:59 - 4:33, 25:17 - 26:56

N/A

14:20 - 14:58, 23:31 - 25:01, 27:04 - 29:18, 37:27 - 38:43

4:31 - 6:24, 10:17 - 11:38, 14:37 - 16:00, 19:04 - 20:29, 27:20 - 29:00, 30:03 - 32:32, 36:00 - 38:33

6:00 - 6:33, 8:36 - 11:02, 14:32 - 15:47, 18:44 - 20:13, 26:26 - 28:13, 36:48 - 38:15

0:00 - 0:45, 7:07 - 9:06, 19:42 - 20:56, 23:57 - 26:22, 33:58 - 34:32, 37:59 - 38:56

0:00 - 0:53, 7:27 - 9:45, PART 2 0:00 - 2:22, 15:46 - 18:18, 20:47 - 21:21

1:53 - 2:16, 12:36 - 13:51, 22:59 - 24:56, 31:26 - 32:38, 37:31 - 38:45

2:13 - 2:45, 4:03 - 5:31, 8:16 - 9:00, 13:10 - 14:10, 19:41 - 21:10, 32:30 - 33:23, 37:17 - 38:44

0:46 - 1:50, 5:27 - 6:34, 11:45 - 12:49, 18:58 - 24:27, 25:44 - 28:00, 34:15 - 36:10

22:32 - 23:02, 26:11 - 28:30, 35:06 - 37:54

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bigshotspambot · 1 year

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I posted Sneo 1,223 times in 2022 and drew him like 350 times idk

That's 1,112 more posts than 2021!

670 posts created (55%)

553 posts reblogged (45%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@bigshotspambot

@lio-the-loaf

@snowy1987981

@milfyspamton

@dimneo1010

I tagged 1,210 of my posts in 2022

Only 1% of my posts had no tags

#spamton neo - 794 posts

#spamton - 702 posts

#wow that’’s some [good %2$s%!] - 325 posts

#🎨art tag - 314 posts

#❓ask to your [beating heart’s] content - 311 posts

#spamton neo x reader - 232 posts

#spamton x reader - 184 posts

#all alone on a ? - 141 posts

#💛i love you with all my [heartshapedobject] - 138 posts

#👤up close and [personnel] - 135 posts

Longest Tag: 117 characters

#and the animation is so smooth and your sneos design is so cool and scary and perfect i just 💖💖💜💜💜❤️💜💜❤️💚💜💞

My Top Posts in 2022:

HYMN OF THE ANGEL

514 notes - Posted October 9, 2022

detailed shaded sneo x absolutely MOLECULAR y/n

AWw.. WHaT_D0_WE HaVE HERE…?

568 notes - Posted July 20, 2022

Horror audio of Spamton NEO searching for you in the back alleys of Cyber City.

You manage to hide behind an old metal Bigshot Autos billboard... but for how long?

2:15 in length, but content heavy

⚠️ONLY listen if you're okay with horror/suspense/intense scenes. If that kind of stuff makes you panic, then I'd advise you to skip this one!

Headphones recommended, lots of bass (Gets loud at points, so be mindful of the volume)

Has a few custom voice clips done by @arcademoss and me! Not to be confused with the distorted infomercials coming from his speaker...

Spotlights emit from his eyes, which light up the dark alley. Steam also occasionally escapes from his armor/mouth

Hope you can run...

(google drive link)

Sneo dialogue transcript below the cut

"YOU CAN'T RUN [From These Sweet Deals!] FOREVER..." (voiced by arcademoss)

"YOU'RE MINE...! " (voiced by me)

580 notes - Posted July 23, 2022

Extended (and slightly more polished) version of this

POV audio of the listener resting on Spamton NEO’s chest.

this is the Superior version tho. 7:21 in length instead of 0:59. also some added reverb

(headphones recommended if you choose to listen. THERE IS BASS. If you don't wanna listen, that is very ok because it isn't for everyone)

Includes !??!?!?

breathing, heartbeat

purring/growling (but more subtle and better samples)

computer humming (and also steam hissing at one point but its quiet)

Again, I hope its relaxing and not too creepy lol :) 💜💛

UPDATE: mp3 download link (It's also 9 mins cuz file size can be bigger over on drive)

622 notes - Posted January 30, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I love this

819 notes - Posted January 16, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #Sharing cuz why not !#it has just now dawned on me that I’ve made at least over 350 sneo drawings and you know what I’m not even surprised #I’ve lost it!#Spamton neo #im taking a nap

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silkjade · 2 months

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happie tuesday miss jadieee!!!!! ૮ *ˊᗜˋ* ⍝ ྀིა i come wif a jadetham question n i feel like i may hv asked u dis before so apologiez if i hav ;;^__^7 . . . but what are some instrumental or classical pieces that remind u of jadetham ?

helloo coco my dear, hope ur tuesday is as lovely as you are ♡ hmm what an interesting question ! i think these are a few that are very “us” as they all have a bit of a playful undertone ૮꒰ྀི > ⩊ < ꒱ྀིა

this one is what i have been coining as jadetham theme in my head hahaha >.<

this one u can skip to 0:55 LOL iz meant to be just the habañera part cus i like this version the best w all the diff instruments chiming in — i think it’s sooo fun and flirty like when we dance around each other w our words :3c

partly becus it is where we first met alhaitham in game, but also something abt the port ormos night theme feels so warm, like strolling through a summer night w the scent of salt ‘n spices swirling in the air

#⋆୨୧˚ — ꒰ 𝒿𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓂 ꒱#most of the stuff in my classical playlist are a bit more on the dramatic side so they don’t rlly suit us ^^;;#✧ mutuals— ˗ˏˋ ꒰ coco ꒱ ˎˊ˗

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animefeminist · 11 months

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Chatty AF 184: 2023 Spring Mid-Season Check-In

Vrai, Toni, and Peter try and fail to keep their discussion of a packed-to-the-gills season to a reasonable duration!

Episode Information

Date Recorded: May 13th 2023 Hosts: Vrai, Toni, Peter

Episode Breakdown

0:00:00 Intros Red Flags 0:01:59 KamiKatsu: Working for God in a Godless World Yellow Flags 0:03:46 Heavenly Delusion (Tengoku Daimakyo) 0:11:56 The Sacrificial Princess and the King of Beasts 0:18:40 My Live Story with Yamada-kun at Lvl999 0:20:55 MASHLE: MAGIC AND MUSCLES 0:22:34 Magical Destroyers 0:24:45 Dead Mount Death Play 0:27:47 The Dangers in My Heart Neutral Zone 0:34:23 Why Raeliana Ended Up at The Duke’s Mansion 0:37:52 Otaku Elf 0:38:53 Hell’s Paradise 0:44:00 A Galaxy Next Door It’s Complicated 0:44:52 Oshi no Ko 0:52:36 Insomniacs After School Feminist Potential 0:54:40 Yuri is My Job 1:03:34 Skip and Loafer 1:13:15 Outro