#and sometimes

[blairelythere]

balls. and sometimes,

even cock

#balls #and sometimes #even cock #196 #hornyposting

[gin-juice-tonic]

sometimes, you can buy fancy juice at the grocery store

#and sometimes #it isnt very good

[certifiedl0serloll]

me trying to figure out what ship the maurauders fans are talking about by using context clues and still not being able to figure it out

#like some are easy like jegulus #and sometimes #everyone just knows what it is like wolfstar #but I still don’t know what SUNBATH is like whattt #kicking and screaming #jegulus #wolfstar #pandalily #maurauders era #dorlene #moonwater #moony wormtail padfoot and prongs #idk man #i feel like it’s getting out of hand

[richiepapes]

Why the hell is it whenever people harp on about the dreaded ~pregnancy subplot~ they bring up how they don’t ever want to be pregnant or have a baby and so it ruins the story for them. Ok? The character is pregnant, not you?

#characters aren’t vessels for the audience. #and sometimes #yes #it is the correct and most compelling narrative decision

[unhinged-nymph]

“lemme spot ya”

#…… #exhausting and suspicious behaviors #sorry I just can’t help but watch everything they do and say with a dirty mind #and sometimes I can tell when it’s intentional #and sometimes #they’re just too damn loud lmao #will they EVER figure it out? #because this flirting is tiring #rhett and link #rhink #gmm 2584 #gmmore 2584 #goog edits

[the-sleepless]

When artstyle decides to do a change- and you remember you can actually do art.

And then that art you do turns out to be ur

✨Aesthetic ✨

Wip- also the angst do be angsty huh. Uhhhh, get back to y’all once this is done (lost spoons on it so I’ll continue tomorrow hopefully if I don’t forget- Fjdjdhd)

#art wip #wip #hermitcraft fanart #hermitcraft #impulsesv #impulsesv fanart #artstyle changes ig #the art thing is arting #why do I doubt my skills smh #clip studio paint #clip studio art #clipstudio #digital art #istg my head is filled with a bunch of tiny racooons #all with little paint brushes. trying their best to do art. #and sometimes #with their paint covered paws #they sucsesed in doing their little racoon painting #and it’s a masterpiece. #also uh #angst apparently #look man #when the story be angsty it gotta angst

[sharonisthebettercarter]

I mean, Billy Butcher has been deflecting, especially in season 3. It's a cruel irony because Billy faced violence and abuse since childhood, but it didn't make him more protective of other children nor empathetic of SOME supes, I suppose in some ways he's detached from them, sorta like turdlander, that exposure to violence and malice so early in life... a disturbance to his mind. Sure he shows small tingue of guilt more than creeplander does, but I think there's just too much at stake for billy to risk attachment.. and what has attachment brought him anyway?

he's actually a pretty common statistic for the society we live in. capitalism is... fucking awful~<3

he's ableist racist trash, of course he's not gonna give a shit as long as he chooses to remain ignorant, arrogant, and blame the supers for their blood instead of the fucking entity that made them.

the whole time if people haven't fucking noticed:

for billy it's been, "homelander, homelander, some random supe killing~, but oh homelander~<3!"

BUT FOR EVERYONE ELSE IN THE BOYS, IT'S BEEN:

"VOUGHT. LET'S TAKE DOWN VOUGHT."

it is BILLY that veers them towards the reckless killing and hyperfocuses the operations on homelander. and it shows, exponentially how much of an addiction and obsession (to the detriment of everyone else) he has in season 3, where he's fed up with 'managing' the right way and having to listen to hughie when it comes to holding supes accountable.

people seem to keep forgetting that scene with raynor but she said it perfectly, "you should be terrified of what can happen if you push him too far." but billy does not care *because* he doesn't care about anyone else, he just keeps pushing.

people keep acting like 'homelander must be stopped' and i'm like... 'okay, do you mean the FUTURE version of him that goes berserk???' cause all i see right now is someone who is at the verge and needs *serious help* as well as a self fulfilling fuckin' prophecy being pushed by those around him, *especially* billy.

he is a ticking time bomb, but he hasn't gone off yet. and the fact that people want to fight that with more explosives to 'destroy' the bomb thinking there won't be collateral *instead* of fucking diffusing it i--

homelander more often gets judged for what he *can* do rather than what he *has* done, and that's not to minimize what he has done, that's to say that he's still in a place where he *could* get treatment and maybe get better but most people... do not give a shit because of what he *could* do in the long run, and in all honesty, kinda not really all that fair?

and then the second hughie finds out about neuman? he panics and pins her as a bad guy *because* she is 'the head popper'/a supe

i want to take a second to point out that while i don't think her intentions are necessarily 'good' and that she's getting desperate, we still have no clue as to what the full scope of her own plans actually are.

and watching back the scene where she 'blows up congress', i noticed something, she seemed scared. almost like she was having a panic attack or flashback or some kind of ptsd episode after seeing vogelbaum, which i just would not be surprised had that been the case. but she *looks* like she *lost control* for a moment and then picked it back up after the fact. and homelander points it out, 'you're not his daughter, you're his weapon' and he's right.

i would wager (what am i sayin', pretty fuckin' sure here) that some if not most of her kills (including raynor) were for the most part on orders for stan edgar's plan *before* homelander hijacked the situation. but to put it bluntly, vicky is also stuck in the vought cult and also a major victim of circumstance. she's a brutal assassin too, but that is exactly what the supes are trained to be. because they are vought's new marketed weapons and they are seen as exactly that by the company itself.

stan lied when he claimed they were a pharmaceutical company. they are a weapon's company.

but going back to billy,

as far as guilt goes, of course homelander isn't gonna show any, he has no understanding of what he would even feel guilty for

"Evil is knowing better, but willingly doing worse."

finally took the time to look up that quote and it's by philip zimbardo.

if we go by this (which i am a firm believer in) and make this our standard for evil in its *purest* form. many characters in the story do this and are capable of it to some degree, and plenty are also not. but~

none moreso than billy.

AND

with exception to homelander.

this means that within context, homelander is the only character that is truly *incapable* of committing *true evil* because he has *no understanding of the moral question*. it's sort of a defaulted thing, but think of it like judging a hippo, a highly aggressive and territorial animal, for killing a person that wandered into it's territory. the hippo is responding within reasonable *nature*, so it hasn't technically committed evil, even if it's caused harm.

it's a fucking hippo, the humans wandered into its territory, it's just gonna do how hippos do! WE are the ones in the wrong here if we refuse to understand that!

likewise, an actually more apt comparison for homelander would be an abused zoo or circus animal, plainly because *he has never once been treated as a human being or been presented with the moral question* and quite the contrary, i actually think vought made an effort to ensure he *didn't* understand these things in any sound capacity to ensure they could maintain control of him, or rather, they deliberately screwed up his ability to analyze things and think critically *as a human being/from a human perspective* because it would be inconvenient for them (also honestly, i feel like if someone took him to a zoo, he'd go berserk and release all the animals--)

and we see this in different instances. of course there are moments where the boi is super mean spirited or bullying someone, but it's not just because he can or wants to, it's because *that's what was done to him and he knows no different*, he lived through nothing but cruelty so that is all he knows and it's his *normal*. couple that with being brought up to believe the beings around him are somehow 'lesser' or that he is 'not one of them' and it causes a whole mess of problems...

billy is the exact opposite of this. he is *fully aware* of the moral question, *fully aware* of what he is capable of and what he does and how it affects other people. *fully aware* of cruelty AND kindness, has experienced both and even given both. hell, he's even fully aware of how to emotionally manipulate people *with* his own emotions and situation and any *guilt* he feels. and i've said it before, and i'll say it again.

HE KNOWS BETTER. he just CHOOSES to do worse. and he even knows *that*. billy is evil and chooses to be while homelander has never had that chance to learn that there's even a difference.

and then billy goes and makes it worse because he also *weaponizes* what he's learned and what he's been through. so you're definitely right about that last bit.

there is too much at stake for him to risk attachment, that's why he also *detaches* himself from people (like ryan) or stabs them in the back to pursue what will inevitably eventually destroy him and everyone else.

if i'm completely honest? i think the self awareness in how evil billy is ends up being part of his game. there is a huge part of him that pushes because he *wants* to lose, the part of him that's *not* evil, feels guilt, and *wants* to stop himself but can't. and that would be the point he turns to outside sources to fulfill that need and self punishment

i think part of why he pursues homelander isn't because *he* wants to stop or destroy homelander, but because he believes homelander may be the only thing that can stop and destroy *him*.

#homelander #the boys #billy butcher #meta #victoria neuman #abuse #character analysis #we create our own demons #and sometimes #we become our own demons #oof ouch owie #the boys tv #the boys amazon #the boys comics #the intricacies of these two characters are truly fascinating #i feel like billy doesn't get explored nearly as deeply as homelander #but he's got some very interesting elements that aren't talked about all that much #i mean i do get it tho #starr just steals the whole damn show #lmao

[magicturtle]

I’m settling in to watch the only good procedural: Leverage.

#leverage #parker #alec hardison #eliot #sophie devereaux #nathan ford #and sometimes #tara cole #I can’t believe I had to download Freevee

[magpie-to-the-morning]

The real reason I want a life partner is because I ache for emotional and physical connection, and my social battery drains too quickly with people I’m not intimately comfortable with.

#I had dinner with 10 friends last night #for my bday #and genuinely enjoyed it #but today #I am so fucking drained #and yes fine smaller friend groups/hangs #but as my therapist put it #my social battery drains quickly #so it’s quality connections over quantity #and sometimes #you just want to be with someone who feels like home

[splatooshy]

and they’re still trynna convince me this man is straight?!

#your eyes are ice blue #and full of lust #your waist is slutty #and sometimes #you talk as if #you’re itching to be pinned against a wall #i know what you are. #🧞‍♀️🧞🧞‍♂️ #damon salvatore

[spnscripthunt]

4.05 (aired as 4.04) Metamorphosis

- Script (Production Draft) 🚨NEW🚨

- Casting sides for Michelle, Jack, and Travis

- Call Sheet and Sides: Day 8 of 8

Read Now ⤵️

Our collection ⤵️

Our signed script fundraiser for World Central Kitchen: raffle closes on Sat, Aug. 26 @ 11:59pm Eastern ⤵️

#admin: lets-steal-an-archive #4x04 #scripts #supernatural #and that's all folks #the previous batch was purchased in...november? #it's august #and there's no one left to ask #who has publicly shared pages of a script #if we don't have it it's because we were #ignored #refused #and sometimes #told no because they [and i quote] like being selfish #so if we don't have a fave you've seen someone tease #that's probably why

[transgender-catboy]

Unstoppable force (an autistic person) vs. Immovable object (another autistic person but different)

#and sometimes #it’s the same person

[catioffical]

*walks up to the mic and taps it a bit*

I really like lonely wizard from inscryption. And I'd think my reality hopper oc, if they met would be good friends. Have these drawings I made today (My friend also stole my sketch book a couple of times and stuck stickers on it)

#art #brainrot :) #oc #lonely wizard #inscryption #As you can see #My interests are all over the place #And sometimes #And only sometimes #I actually stick to something longer than a few months

[hellverse]

i wanna be fun and easy going, but instead im insane about supernatural in the year 2024

#and sometimes #that’s exactly what i wanna be #only sometimes

[if-th3n-else]

I don't like to follow bookstagram trends but I find one super interesting (it's definitely NOT reading a popular bookstagram book).

I'm currently working on creating a box to randomly pick the next book I read. I have hopes to lower my tbr, well with my erratic reading sessions and me ordering second hand books cause I can buy more, it's gonna be a harsh task. Also it's gonna helping me read the books I bought to step out my comfort zone and then I ignored them. But also books that are in my comfort zone but have been here for year. And since my apartment is very small, yet 1/3 books if I avoid the same book lot of time, I will get rid of it.

BUT

While crafting this at past 10pm in the middle of the working week cause I needed to do it now (didn't finish considering the numbers of unread books I read), I have been struck by a sudden illumination.

Maybe, and really maybe, it's a hypothesis, I could apply the jar stuff for the daily stuff I have to do, chores, administrative paperwork, everything a normal human adult has to do. Maybe I could pick a task to do every day and it feels less overwhelming. I definitely need to try it.

#misc #idk if it could apply to daily life #i mean i don't even know if it's gonna work for books #I'm only making the jar #and I have to see how it's working #but i honestly like the idea for task #it could maybe lower the pressure of thinking about everything at once and feeling overwhelmed #for books i know i'd like the unexpected part #(will be less fun when i pick a Stendhal book) #so hypothetically it could also help me #knowing i do one thing and that's good #and sometimes #when i do one thing i didn't plan #i am happy #AND I DO A SECOND THING #also lists absolutely don't work on me #it makes my anxiety even worse #so yeah not seeing everything at once might work better #also it's an excuse to buy a pretty box #what do you guys think?

[mermaids-down-in-heaven-3]

Panties of the day! 👀😊

Bills to pay. Roll up on Tumblr for a free place to stay.

But not today, as you will see

You didn't even bow down or give a little courtsy. 🙇🏻‍♀️

Not even a "Hello" 🙋🏻‍♀️ or "how you doing" 👋🏻 "what such a beautiful Fine day that we are having". 🥴

Birds are singing for the morning sunrise, dogs are sleeping till something smells nice. Cats are stretching and scratching the posts, and the world is all peaceful before it was woke.

Coffe3 pot is on, so pull up a chair, for the waiting times here, are very severe.

you shall be waiting for as long as it takes.... for the world to come together and make it a safe space

It all starts with you and what's inside, and how we treat people from morning to moon light.

It's not that hard, really you should see...

from the bottom of your heart there's much more then a cunt face.... probably.

Have a great day~night on your planet 🥰🖤🫶🏻

#thank you anon #thank you for thinking of me #thank you for the submission #sometimes i write shit #and sometimes #fuck off #poems #go away #leave me alone #not today #tired of being tired #same shit different day #not today boo boo #I'm not the one #so tired #potd