#and sorry

[circinuus]

TW. chapter 109 and bungou stray dogs. angst angst angst. sad.

You've always wondered what you would do in the last moments before the world caves in.

Gaze into the sunset as the economy falls into ruin? Find a good book as humanity morphs into mindless monsters?

Run and fight for the love of your life?

You weren't sure. You've never been. Everything passed by like the sigh of dawn. Hasn't it been, always? You were having an outing with him. He was smiling, and you were too. Then he was gone. Then everyone else was gone. Then the world started to crumble, and you are left with nothing but blisters on your feet and soul.

Was there even anything left? Of this world and of this sick death maze? Of this twisted war and of the reality that you've all lost?

Nothing.

Nothing?

No, there was something. Your everything.

That was why you run. That was why you're here. Are you not?

You run you run you run. You don't care. You don't care. About the cracked walls, the blood staining the floor, the calamity that might as well struck the world by now. You don't care about all that. One thing only rings in your mind.

Dazai.

Dazai. Dazai. Dazai. The curious shell of a man. The pitiful, lonely man. The man you love.

Then you find him.

There he lays against a cold white wall. Deformed, broken, splashed with cracks and glistening maroon and oh God!-

It was sick. Horrifying. Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.

He just sits there. Why is he just sitting there? In front of him stands a person. No, you don't care. Your mind only rings about one thing. Dazai. Dazai. He is alright. He must be. He always has. This must be wrong.

So you ran. Like all your life depended on it. Maybe it did. Your life is his life. You are his. He is yours. The man in front of him resembles someone you know. A vacant gaze in his eyes. A gun in his hands. But it doesn't matter. None of it does. In your mind only rings one thing.

"Dazai?" you whisper. tentative, scared. His warmth in your cradle is familiar. But not the seeping coldness. not the dampness of the crimson.

"Dazai? Dazai?" his cheek is cold and for a split second, his eyelids seem to flutter. But even your gaze is getting blurry. What of? Of tears? But why? Dazai is alright. He always is.

A slight squeeze on your arm. He is too frail. Has he always been? That doesn't matter.

He is alright. You will help. You will help him.

"You'll be okay," you whisper again as you appraise his wounds. "You'll be okay," you choke as you realize his broken bones.

"You'll be okay," you rip a piece of your own, bloodied and tattered clothing, desperately dressing up whatever mess out of his body. "You'll be okay," you appraise him, again, perhaps to convince him once more. Or to convince you. It doesn't matter. None of it does.

He looks so frail. Hasnt he always? But he looks too frail you feel the beats of your heart escaping you.

"I'm sorry." you press another piece of ripped fabric into his wound." I'm sorry." The wound on his shoulder continues to bleed. It must've hurt. "I'm sorry." Then you patch the one on his side. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Dazai hated pain. It must've hurt. It must've hurt. "I'm sorry."

Then you stop at the wound on his brow.

"I'm sorry, darling."

And maybe, at that point, you felt like your life is spent, too.

this took more time than I thought. i haven't written anything properly these days qwq (and i don't know if you guys rmb but) thank you @white-heartt @extemporeies @muderdrones! for encouraging the completion of this piece heh

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#thank you #and sorry #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd x reader #dazai x reader #dazai osamu x reader

[kesharik]

he`s not doing that

#fear and hunger #funger #francois #i mean even in the hall he got big cutout #show us your big golden boobies!! #anyways little sketch between drawing little more complex drawing #and sorry

[bubbles-for-all-of-us]

On weeks like this I wish my grandpa was still around. I know that the comfort of his arms would make it all better. We would talk for ages. He would hold me through all of my shitty moods. Then we would both smile. I would drop a big old kiss on his forehead like I always did. He would listen to me ramble some more, then tell me about the book he’s been reading. Tell me the whole plot. With things he liked and found strange. I would make us tea. I always knew we were two linked souls. Pieces of us that didn’t belong to this world were destined to become interlinked. I just wish I had told him more often just how much I loved it. Wished I had pulled myself together and told him I Ioved him on the phone when he called from the hospital because he wanted to hear my voice when he first got there and not just sat under the table in blinding panic. Wished I would have went up to his hospital room that last evening. Regardless, I know that for the rest of my life no matter what I do I will see an empty space at every gathering and at every celebration. I will never get to call him and tell him first about the exciting things. I would give up everything for a chance to hug him one more time and to feel the warmth that he carried. Big piece of me died with him. And I don’t know if I know how to function without him properly.

#will delete later #but needed to have a mental breakdown somewhere #it’s stupid so feel free to skip by #and sorry

[glowyskull]

Bleh

“Healers are weak”

The words were spat, not quite in her direction, but definitely meant for her.

Once, twice, many times over

Pacifism in a world of chaos was deemed foolish. Power not used for destruction was ludicrous… many knights and warriors mocked the idea of possessing power and it being useless for anything that didn’t obliterate enemies, yet, when things went south, they’d be begging healers to help them.

In a war, shoot the medic first.

A constant contradiction. Deemed too weak for the world, but too important to actually leave behind.

A healer.

Innocence had no room in this world. Nyru’s hands were red and raw, but the girl kept scrubbing. Harder, desperately. Like the hot, sticky feeling of blood wouldn’t leave her skin, like it’s strong, metallic scent was clinging to the flesh.

Desensitization. That’s what her parents had tried. Lift enough weapons, hunt enough wildlife… it’d sure get rid of the idea of going through this world only knowing how to heal. Ordon may be peaceful, but if the history of Hyrule had to be taken into account, one could never be too careful.

But the sting on her hands made the skin throb. The tears after hunting were never ending. It’s not like she was weak… she’d bare teeth if needed… but the idea of fighting, of hurting, of killing, just wasn’t in her.

Disdain. Exasperation. That’s what met her every time she talked about a plant, every time she held a book on the subject. All surely useless if she refused to fight in the first place.

So, she started to hide… quiet down her excitement, snuff out the spark of curiosity that lit her eyes when someone mentioned anything related to potions or fairies.

That was, until she met him.

The sight of a young boy, sitting against a tree, eyes closer, had the young girl quietly approaching him.

Was he asleep? Unconscious? Hurt?

She got close, perhaps too close, trying to assess if he was ok… in a quick snap, her gray eyes met a vibrant blue. The boy, startled, tried to move, foreheads smashing together with a dull thud.

They both held their heads, tears stinging their eyes as they tried to soothe it. Awkward questions, explanations, laughs and a shaky handshake and Nyru had found someone who didn’t roll his eyes in exasperation, who listened to her rambles as she showed many plants, critters and chu jelly.

So indeed, the healer was weak… when the right person came along.

#A Nyru snippet? #i usually dont share my silly writing publicly cuz… ew #i send them to close friends if anything (aka grim) #but im a lil high #feelin brave #so i figured #fuck it #i might delete later tho #when the shame kicks in #so if you read it #congrats #and sorry #for subjecting you to my lame ramblings of ocs #nyru

[jjongslutz]

sorry y'all 🙏 i've been very very sick recently and haven't even been writing or working on anything so it'll be quite some time before anything new comes out. thank you for your patience ♡

#౨ৎ 𓈒 ﹒ 🍒 sol's thoughts #thank you ♡ #and sorry

[bagofbonesmp3]

la ultima vez que hubo golpe de estado en peru los argies ganaron el mundial rooting for yall!!!!!

#thank you #and sorry

[khudkifavourite]

▪︎ Jitne bhi anon birthday wish kar rhe hai, AAJ NAHI HAI MERA BIRTHDAY. Ab birthday wale din un asks ke reply krugi.

#pyaare to ho anons #thanks #and sorry #birthday wale din reply dugi #asks #ka #geetkibkchodi #askgeet

[limethechef]

My stand name will be Saint PHNX! It’s powers will be to make everyone overstimulated!

#jjba #oc stands #limethechef #autism #autism test #Saint PHNX #great band btw #i recommend Happy place #and Sorry

[oobbbear]

Sorry for the extra question, because you probably have things to do, but could you tell us a little about your characters that you shot videos on YouTube? :>

Thank you I really really really appreciate that that you want to know more about my characters

but the thing is I don’t really know what they are at this point, I’ve been adding storylines and lores to them till the point that it becomes a mishmash of nonsense :’-)

This is the cat girl oc in the Villains amv in a nutshell

The rest I need to figure out myself first…

#ask #thank you #and sorry

[zahri-melitor]

For the ask game 10 or 12, whichever you prefer. Both would be stellar but no obligation or pressure to!

Ooh let’s go.

10: Justice League or Justice Society?

Now, while part of me really loves the generational nature of the Justice Society - what other team naturally has several people who served in WWII, their grandkids, folk from other timelines and a modern teenager on it simultaneously? - and the interesting extended found family nature that brings to its dynamics, I've got to go with the Justice League.

Every comics canon needs that team that can go smash up the universe-threatening events, facilitate connections across the whole community, and have completely unanswerable questions like 'who is in charge here anyway?'. The power levels are better balanced and hilariously enough the drama is less complex.

12: Pick up to 7 characters to star in a Teen Titans ongoing (any era or generation you like). What tone do you envision for this series?

Tiny Titans: I am so pumped for this team you have no idea give it to me give it to me give it to me I've been dreaming of them since 2006 or so. Lineup is: Lian Harper, Irey West, Jai West, Cerdian, Robby Long, PJ Holt, Maxine Baker.

They're all so overpowered, except Lian. They've all died (except Maxine). They're all legacies. And they're all arguably in the 10-14 zone right now. It's gonna be ADORABLE and hopefully stops people pitching so many Super Sons flashbacks.

#dc ask meme #it has also amused me that other people have suggested tiny titans versions #but they’re hung up on adding Damian and Chris and/or Jon to the line up #nah sorry I don’t want them there #could have worked a decade ago. now? they’ll smother the others #I want a lineup with no supers (unless we add the Supertwins too but that’s a lot of twins) #and sorry #but PJ Holt can fill the ‘Bat’ shaped spot on the team just as well #this is supposed to be the Fab Fives Actual Kids #plus Maxine as she’s over the top powerful AND Irey’s best friend #and I don’t mind adding PJ Holt since Adams has set him up as well

[i-dont-know-anything-anymore]

Idk I might do a second part?

#the hobbit #lotr #rings of power #the hobbit poll #lotr poll #rings of power poll #i am so bored #and sorry #What has life come to

[larcenylupin]

i think if zenigata had sex with a man even once he would be instantly cured. like he would quit his job on the spot and become an alpaca farmer. happy pride month

#and sorry #zenigataposting

[ultravioletrayz]

I was gonna try to write some stuff today, but things have come up. I have so many drafts and requests to work through, everyone who’s sent in a req has amazing ideas that I absolutely love. I’m sorry I’m not able to post anything. 💜💜

#ultravioletrayz #im so tired #and sorry #the struggle is real #my mum’s a bitch #but i love her #…sometimes #I need to update my request guidelines #so I’ll do that i guess #does anybody even read the tags? #if so ignore me lol #currently dying #I need to vent so bad #but im holding back #𖤓violets are blue𖤓

[greatestrival]

#max verstappen #i stole this frm my friend. #if you found this hi #and sorry #but not rlly

[mookybear12404]

IM SO SORRY I THINK I DELETED YOUR ASK @crazy-catholic-fangirl but HERE YA GO Craft you would like to learn?

I'd love to fully master digital art/crochet, but I think another craft I'd really love to learn is sewing :>

#thank you for the ask!! #and SORRY

[honey-on-your-tongue]

discipline part nine when babeee?? i love it sm ♡♡♡♡

BABYYYY I know it's been so long 😭😭😭 but I'm almost done and I hope it's worth the wait!!!

#inbox <3 #i'm so sorry #it'll be out soon #i swear #ilyyyy #and sorry