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scribbyizback · 2 days
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i have no idea what the abandoned carnival au is but I 100% support rambling so here's your opportunity to ramble about whatever you wanna say about it!
(and if you're like me and can't answer non-specific questions here's some for ya:
What are the character's worst flaws? How do they interact with other characters? Is there any specific event that stuck with them from their past? How do others treat them? Any significant traits important to the plot?)
Hope your day's goin well!
WHAAAAG I LOVE YOU MINUTE/P !!!!! ok no one would really know much abt the carnival au because I haven't mentioned it really um haha. I did draw the moon for this au in Sundays daycare magma so yay if you need a face to the name you have one!
urm let's see here. so, for moon, I think his worst flaw is being unable to communicate properly. He struggles to keep things happy, he really does bring things down a lot and that's a flaw pushed on him by the process of his paranormal creation. what who said that.
sun's worst problem is his pride. he refuses to admit when he's wrong and he refuses to TALK about whatever he was wrong about. he's a 'drop it, I don't want to talk about this' kinda guy. he's a professional ghoster, if I do say so myself. totally not a pun linked to his paranormal creation. whaaat who keeps saying these things??? seriously this is crazy!!!
moon doesn't MEAN to push people away, he was made to operate a carousel, not make friends. But if he knows that someone is worth keeping ther, dedicated to staying with him, he can be soso clingy. he still has to rely on others though, otherwise he can't run, just like a music box. Sun has major people person energy, but he still gets so overwhelmed. He took on over 5 jobs around the entire carnival, between both entertainment and upkeep. so he has an overall energetic personality, bit when he burns out he burns out HARD. this makes him often irritable or overbearing for a lot of people, but he balanced it out between him and moon.
the fire. whenever the carnival closed down for the night. the missing kids. what happened to everybody else around here?
no, nothing much.
they really CANT get out much anymore, they've really tied down their roots since the place stopped moving from town to town way back in '47! furthermore, they cannot really talk to much of anybody but each other! and moon hasn't been wound up since the carnival wasn't needed anymore! that's why sun was SOOO happy when a human- you - showed up! can you believe it? moon enjoys your company too, but someone can only spend 60+ years in solitude for oh so long! can you imagine not aging, because you're nothing more than a puppet- a doll inside the puppet?? oh, he has so many things to show you!!! you're quite nice, probably not well suited to hang around such a guy all down in the dumps all the time! not that moon complains, having someone willing to care so much about him just the same- isn't that COOL??
Sun wasn't always supposed to take over all these other jobs. He used to be happier, calmer. I wonder what made him so tense. He's always stuck in a nervous state, no matter how happy he is around you. Moon wasn't always sad- he used to be a happy and mischievous guy that would even dance along to his music. hard to believe how broken down the tunes of the calliope have gotten.
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yourlocalamoeba · 9 months
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I know there are so many fics where sokka works in customer service, like as a barista or grocery store cashier or smth, and I'm here to tell you that (as good as the fic is) sokka is too judgemental and vocal, he would be fired after a week.
If sokka worked at a coffee shop, he would judge the sugary drinks and anyone who orders the sugary drinks, because as a black coffee enjoyer, he would feel obligated to inform you that "for the last time katie, a caramel macchiato is not a real coffee beverage, so I'm not making that and what in yue's glorious everlasting name is a pumpkin spice latte?!"
And sokka isn't zuko, he does not feel bad about insulting his supervisor or the customer, or both if he feels he is in the right. A customer will ask him where is aisle one twice and sokka, who assumes that everyone has read the directory, says "are you braindead? why don't you know how to read a map?"
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zomb1edude · 4 months
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Oh how wonderful it is to love and be loved
#i think i love too easily and too freely but i have regretted not loving far more than i have regretted loving#or rather. regretted not expressing it#and so i will dance in my bedroom and i will send my love to anyone willing to listen to it#though love is a heavy word. please substitute in warmth or appreciation or some lighter synonym of your choosing#in short i am glad that people exist and that feeling shows up in many different forms heavier n lighter. and i call them all love#but here are some things that make me feel so wonderful to love and be loved#of course. my boy#mä rakastan tätä poikaa#just for existing but also. i just sent him the link to splinters and he said he wants to check it out because of how much i rave about it#and like 🥹 he want to read it because i loved it and it was written because i loved it and i feel so loved#and on duolingo i sent alistair an xp boost and i wasnt going to at first but i was like fuck it and then he sent me one back#and on reflex i literally said thank you habibi out loud#and its the silliest little thing but again 🥹#and then theres my friend who always offers me gum and i drew a little doodle of her todayy#and theres someone on here whos bday is soon and i wanna make them a present but shhh you didnt hear that#and omg the lahjakääryleet thing!!!!!! wahhhh its so sweet and my person is so talented holy shit but im creating something for them#and theyre creating something for someone else who is making smth for someone else and on and on who then is making something for me :D#and this other friend i havent talked to in forever and i lowkey ghosted him bc socializing is scary and when i talked to him#he was so nice he said it wasn't a problem at all and it was like we just talked yesterday even though it had been like months#and my sister who bites me the second i walk in the door shes so funny and bright and aside from the biting you can talk to her abt anything#like shes a kid but she catches onto things so fast you can't hide anything from her and it means shes so fun to talk to#i should really spend more time with her 😭#and there's just love in the world man#the girl who took my blood who was stressed and i tried to calm her down about it#the librarian who waived my late books fee#when i tell the kids i work with they dont have to do the annoying questions because theyre. duh. annoying#idk man theres a kind of love to that#im glad i can notice it and add to it#een if its such a small act love it multiplies man ok i reached tag limit now i got one more. love you#o me o life
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k1rishiki · 2 months
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oh yeah. the reason why i decided to reread tbhk (and thus it was able to hit me like a truck this time around) was actually not bc of mitsukou going canon but actually bc i maybe accidentally started a tbhk book club w my kids at work and wanted to check the contents of it justttt in case before i put the books in their hands
#tl;dr i have this one 4th grade boy who's a total weeb and knows that i'm the only one in this town who's more into japanese media than him#so he pesters me abt it every time he sees me. and the thing abt this kid is that he gets bored easily and if he does he turns into a#complete menace. now a couple weeks ago. he shows up at the program w one piece volume one and spends the entire time he's there peacefully#reading and not causing any problems on purpose. my coworker owen (the one who climbed onto the roof) and i were shocked and in awe of how#peaceful he was being and came to the conclusion that he NEEDS to have a manga volume in his hands at all times. few minutes later.#he finishes reading and isn't bored yet so he decides to go talk to me abt manga. specifically he starts pestering me abt what shonen i've#read despite the fact that i am a shoujo reader and told him that. but he knows i've read kuroshitsuji bc he previously asked me abt what#the worst anime i've ever watched is and i will never not take an excuse to drag the adaptation. and he figures that if i've read kuro i've#probably read more. and so i mention tbhk and he asks more abt it bc of the name involving toilets and him being a 4th grade boy so i give#brief overview and he wants to read it. and i come up with a scheme to make him peaceful AND to give him something to talk to me abt which#isn't 'i know you've read more shonen manga' 'let me gacha on your phone' or 'i saw an ad for rent a gf. thought it was lame. and now want#you to tell me how it sucks bc i assume you know everything abt every animanga ever' (<does unfortunately know too much abt rent a gf bc i'#a bit of a nosy bastard and watched the mother's basement video). so i offered to bring it in bc i own physicals of the whole series and of#as previously mentioned. gave it a quick reread in advance just in case. and got hit by it. hard. i love you tbhk almost as much as i love#when ppl get into things through me. honestly i think getting to live vicariously through him might be one of the main reasons it got me#this time around and not as much the first time (still loved it the first time though). flash forward a little while. one of the 3rd grade#girls is like. really into reading. and also macabre things. like ghosts. and she has two books from the school library. and has had the#same two books from the school library for over a week. she reads quickly and finished them both in under a day and is now bored out of her#mind rereading them. she asks to read the books i've been letting the other kid read. now there are two of them#romeo.txt
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opens-up-4-nobody · 7 months
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#i spend so mad god damn time bitching on this website. its bc i dont talk to ppl. whens the last time i had a non functional conversation?#uuuuhhh last weekend or maybe the weekend before that? so like i gotta complain somewhere. so if i stop complaining u can assume i made#friends lmao. ugh. its just. im worried. im worried abt how this semester is gonna go. how this phd program is gonna go#bc i spent the last 2 years destroying myself. realized ive gotta stop doing that. haven't figured out how to stop and now im gonna triple#the amount of pressure im under while trying to do things in a more healthy way. its just like. it objectively doesnt seem like a formula#for good things to happen. im more worried for how catastrophic its gonna b on my brain than i am abt the things i think most ppl would b#concerned abt. like im not worried abt planning and executing a project or teaching beyond fear of the unknown#its like. ive done these things before. theyre difficult but u make due and tackle the problems. but when it comes to: how to maintain a#healthy school/life balance? i dont even kno where to start with that. i just dont bc when u have a learning disability things just take#more time but like how much time is too much? where does it end? i dont kno how to manage it and i dont wanna hate my project by the end#of this. i want to b excited and not paralyzed bc im afraid i cant change my behavior and its gonna kill me#and im worried bc im meeting with my advisor for the 1st time since march before i agreed to join thr lab and have i prepared for this#project which is almost complete unrelated to what i did in my last lab? no bc ive been managing data and im still not done managing data#bc i cant focus bc i collected that data in a way that was actively self destructive. and i mean i kno itll b fine. thr guy seems nice i#just hate that im showing up devoid of enthusiasm bc its all been drowned out by the fear. and thats also gonna make teaching a problem#bc its hard to b excited abt things when there's a hole in your chest and ur desperate for someone to tell u how to fix it. but idk helping#ppl does usually make me feel better so maybe itll b a good thing. forgot how much i feel like im dying when i sit in meetings and#classroom tho lol. god its been 2yrs since i was a student. classes feel like such bullshit now. and yet if i dont get all As i might die#my students better b good. i have the 1st lab section bc thr lead ta couldnt do that time. so im the trial lab and i start fucking Monday#who tf does labs the 1st week of class? ugh. also its an intro bio so like 2/3 of thr class r freshman. lil bby 18yos and some r non bio#majors. and ive been warned that sometimes there r problems with ppl who don't believe in evolution and cause problems. pls let my classes#b good. im not that worried. its just gonna b annoying as fuck. im not good at being authoritative#ugh. i should b reading papers so i dont look like too much of an idiot tomorrow. itll b fine im just an anxious freak. a lil over a week#until i can try to find a therapist. probably seek medication bc i dont kno how else to stop this bullshit. annoying. i grew up with a dad#who gets anxious abt the idea of taking too much medication when he tskes a single ibuprofen. in this household we feel pain and then we#die miserable. this is all his fault. we have the same brain.im just a lil more irradidic than him#its so funny i say that bc im like the least irradic person ever. i do the same things every god damn day. im just irradic in terms of#sometimes i feel like my brain is on fire and im a cry bby lol#whatever. enough bitching. ive got papers to read. or maybe ill just go to bed and read them tomorrow 🙄#unrelated
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chungled · 11 months
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hot take but in light of recent events, yeah i won't mind if the d20 fandom falls from grace and ttrpg folks dont interact with us anymore.
being a d20 fan is a red flag now. let's do it.
#marcie talks#dimension 20#to be clear i am a d20 fan#i just dont want the people who make the shows i like seeing some of the most unhinged and nastiest shit in the fandom#if that means im also part of the problem then so be it#like ugh i get the critiques on the shows and seasons#but the moment a bunch of people started dunking on matt mercer's appearance it's been war for me#is matt a flawless person? no he's had some problems in the past with CR and their depictions of different cultures#but at least those critiques were targeting things he did and not his personal appearance#i personally didnt like matt or crit role until i watched tlovm and have gone halfway through C1#but the dunking on his fashion choices and the way he speaks and his hair is just below the belt and downright offensive#now ppl on twit are watering down the takes i saw as 'ppl are just sad abt the fanlore' and 'creators shouldnt be in fan spaces'#like no! I SAW YOU PEOPLE MAKING HATEFUL COMMENTS ABOUT SOMEONE'S APPEARANCE. if they wanted this to be a discussion solely about the show#they shouldnt have made some nasty fucking comments!!!!#d20 fandom fall from grace come on#ppl on twit are gaslighting the former d20 guests who have subtweeted abt the nasty comments saying theyre being defensive#yeah i bet theyll be defensive. youre fucking bullying their friend and his appearance and his manner of speaking! what did you expect???#d20 fandom rot era lets go#this is gonna be the worst time to be in d20 im actually nauseous
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zoekrystall · 1 month
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Saw certain tweets and here once again a reminder which a twt mutual luckily wrote shorter than I could (plus public so I can rb bc no way I do that myself on that site)
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And if you want smth I wrote myself which is longer and not just abt that here you go
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#a wild lux appears#I think they're one mutual who is fine w being screenshotted ik some don't want that#I wrote that bsky thing while waiting for food. Reg the fellow person I talk abt don't bash ppl that already spoke up and stop for a bit#To rb more later. Or ppl that still go to work bc they can't afford not to bc the thing by these actions is community isn't there as net#Or like anyone that shows they care and didn't do anything harmful and just take recharge time or so#Educate willing(!) ppl nicely and don't bash them or send a internet mob to them etc#The ones posting they still go to/buy boycott stuff yeah they're awful but what does bashing them bring at the end of the day#Don't support those ppl yeah but them posting that shows how much they care for it. They prob just want cloud which you give them.#Pressure ppl in power in a way they can't ignore focus on that not no name individuals#If ppl you know talk in private and if they don't want to change literally just cut them out of your life if possible#Online just block. Don't argue w people that just want to stir smth up etc etc#Also I don't think it's too productive to be mad when a standard user anywhere doesn't share stuff. Like yeah give them info abt that but#some either just do smth offline (in that case maybe tell them in this case just sharing online is also helpful) or are mentally too done#and focus all energy to survive (which is intended by the ppl in power. make ppl so done they only have energy to survive themselves so they#don't have energy to speak up abt problems in the world). Bashing famous ppl is completely different bc backlash actually brings smth there.#More ppl could do more if strike organizations would include community care so more actually could not go to work/shopping#Also reg protests so they should know do you know how many don't watch news anymore (I don't watch tv since many years)#I'm sure some also just can't esp younger ppl if they're parents monitor their socials and are zionists#Ofc speak up. I'm just here to say there are explanations. If they read things and still don't care unfollow/block/mute/idc or if you know#Them talk and explain how if is important they speak up#This has been going on for a good while now idk how many still don't know I am mostly pointing that out for new or not as much shared things#Tho I'm sure many don't know bc the standard response is the gov knows what he does and they do propaganda#They think surely the gov takes care of that. If they shut down convos reg that then that is dangerous denialism and living in escapism n#All. Not if the ppl who follow this need a break w fiction or so. I am sure the ppl you try to reach w bashing already muted/blocked all#accs and words associated w that#Anyways I gotta shower now. Disclaimer my personal opinion be an asshole and it's block on sight yada yada.#I just woke up I'm hungry I need to shower but that is also when I decide to share my pieces so
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seal-berry · 8 months
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listening to game grumps remixes and realizing it been 10 years since i was a sad 16 year old incredibly fucked up deeply closeted suicidal kid stuck at my parents house and being taken back to that particular headspace is insane. i feel like i havent changed much its more like ive just slowly stripped away all the religious trauma and poorly managed anxiety but its insane that 16 year old me was like. haha. everything is absolutely awful and i want to die but if i get my 20-40 minutes of internet funnyman time daily i will be ok. it was definitely just refreshing and nice to hear from adults out there living and not constantly talking about Our Lord Jesus Christ and why Everything you do is Wrong because that was basically the whole bubble i was stuck in. (holy shit i barely think about it now but before i truly had enough self confidence to deconvert it literally felt like i was living an awful double life between irl and online, which i think is probably a common sentiment but god i forgot what its like to be in that constant self-monitoring place.) i think a lot of it was just wishing i had anything deeper than surface level friendships at the time and ALSO a deeply entwined gender envy for both arin and dan getting to be career silly guys. truly the funnyman was in me all along i simply had to nurture his feral puppyboy spirit and also build the habit of beating the shit out of neurotic thoughts. which all does still go out the window if i have to do socialization in person but hey ill take being able to be an actual person in any capacity or medium ngl being locked up in your own head and having literally nobody take any interest in your real opinions or personality if it falls outside a very specific kind of wanted behavior is a slow and painful internal death. the way we raise kids in this country is deeply fucked ngl anyways thanks game grumps remixes for perfectly dropping me back into 2012 at like midnight on the computer in the living room constantly watching over my shoulder so nobody would see me watch a guy say fuck and then cut off my internet access and my ability to make art and all my social ties
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luminescentturtle · 6 months
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actually still pissed abt ahsoka. my children what have they done to you.
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4giorno · 6 months
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literally yohan having a mental crying screaming pissing fit bc he wishes it was gaon walking arm in arm with him
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earlier today my administrator pulled me out of class to talk abt how i can "improve my attendance" and i had to tell her. for the THIRD FUCKING TIME NOW that there is NOTHING ELSE I CAN DO TO BE IN SCHOOL MORE OFTEN!!! i already go in AS MUCH AS I FUCKING CAN. i am in there AT LEAST twice a week usually with some sort of headache and i am only missing the worst of the worst days where i am PHYSICALLY UNABLE TO GET OUT OF BED
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samuraisharkie · 7 months
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So glad to unfollow and block someone who subscribes to such trash takes/opinions/ideologies. So annoying
ur on anon so like. idk who you are not have any reason to care. you don’t need to tell me you’re leaving you know, btw, you don’t have to announce it. it’s not hurting my feelings and it’s a waste of your time. I’m not even clear on why you were following me in the first place if you don’t agree with anything I post lol. glad I’m living in ur brain rent free though. I hope I can upgrade from annoying to an incessant pest
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poobit · 1 year
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i aggree with the post thats like "you cant revolve your whole life around kid´s shows you have to broaden your interests" but boy some of the takes ... some of the takes in the tags are ... woof ...like you ... shouldnt say that...
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arataka-reigen · 1 year
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Whenever some new media that should not be getting attention comes out i simply don't blog about it...
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nomaishuttle · 5 months
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girl im so sick of sarahs shit i font get what her fucking deal is
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thelastharbinger · 2 years
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TW// MENTIONS OF SEXUAL ASSAULT
How unsurprising that fans who defended their favorite diluted-porn boy's love series for rewarding a character who commits SA also did not bat an eye when a fan-favorite actor from said show is discovered to have been a real life misogynist and fucking r*pe apologist.
Just because you think he has a cute and innocent face, doesn't change the fact that Build, in his twenties, was slutshaming women for the way they dressed and actively contributed to r*pe culture by criticizing women who spoke out against SA basically saying, "What do women who dress like that expect to happen?" and outright says to a male victim of SA (my own rephrasing here but the message is the same) "Why don't you turn your experience into a positive? You might like it." The Fuck???
He may have very well changed (we can never be sure because we don't know these people personally), but that doesn't automatically earn him people's trust. Build fans right now are adamantly screaming, "Forgiveness! He was only 20-21 at the time, how could he know better?! Everyone make mistakes or else we're not human!"
No, a mistake is trying to draw a circle but the two ends don't meet. Replying to a victim of SA while also using homophobic language is, at that point, a bit of a fucking character trait don't you think? That cannot easily be undone.
Anyways, these are the translations of his old social media posts, along with the apology he just recently posted.
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