#and thag you do things because you like to/like me . and yet yesterday i cried because i was very tired and felt lonely

[joyalrelly]

. Why do I still feel like you don't like me

#decluttering #even if you have told me you wull reasure me as many times i need .even if i say im alone and sad and that you are willing to make it better #even if we are together . but maybe its because i want to be loved the way i love and a little more a little different too #maybe because i think about you and want to talk to you at any chance i have and you don't (?). or at least i feel like you don't #and what if i deed you don't . but when we are talking and i need something tou are willing to give and listen #is it that i am the one who does not know how to receive your love . ir is it that you dont love me #i feel like you have yet to like me and love me . and even then you say you do and that i simple #and thag you do things because you like to/like me . and yet yesterday i cried because i was very tired and felt lonely #and we talked about trying to talk more frequently and you trying to be dine wt #done with your chores so you can play and let me keep you company . and to set a regular schedule for calls every weekend or every other #week or as much as I'd like to . and yet i dint feel like you like me or want to be with me #i feel like you are nice but not necessarily kind . but what if you are and i cant see it #i believe love is simple and we can understand it and see it and feel it even if we are bad at it . so when i cant do any #restlesness settle and i cry and i feel lonely and i doubt it all . if love is simple and i am allegedly loved or liked or appreciated #why can't i feeo it . why do i fret . why do i cry #uncluttering