#and that’s probably why I’m single

[virgothozul]

I-

hum.

#That 21 one questions meme #I don’t know if I should feel sorry yet. #Maybe there are several reasons why the people tried to discourage me to play this- #Have I ruined the thing for you ? #If so ; I’m moderately sorry ; also it’s never too late to unfollow -you know that right ? #I have forgotten many many things. But a few - probably meaningless or barely relevant - things seem a little clearer to me. #I hope this year will go ok. I don’t want to completely lose my mind. That’s my single wish right now. #these tags make less and less sense. #Don’t you find it easier to organise ur thoughts this way tho ? Little entries of words. #disco elysium #I need to say; I’m only day2 but if something ANYTHING happens to Kim .. #I’ll gun everyone down in this hellhole

[eclairfair98]

“Oh, but you see, Kazansky,” the boy looks down at him and smiles. Engulfed by the honey-gold haze of a sharp summer sun, the sweetest, most reckless thing he’s ever seen. “I am dangerous!”

And there’s something about that smile, guilelessly fluttering across his flushed face like a hummingbird taking flight, that digs into Tom’s chest like the gentlest of knives. Cleaves its way between his ribs.

Fills his heart with light.

It’s strange, how quickly it all happens. How startlingly unremarkable it really is. How Tom takes a deep breath, lets the faint wisps of warm vanilla sugar trickle down his too-dry throat, closes his eyes, and just knows: he might’ve entered this quaint house in the middle of nowhere with a firm plan in mind to destroy any chances his father had of securing a betrothal (even if that meant stooping low-enough to make a thirteen-year-old cry) but hurting Pete Mitchell in any shape or form, wouldn’t sit right with his conscience.

Knows that there’s no reason why Mrs Mitchell should be so intent on finding her son a match at such short notice, especially when he’s so young. (Especially when she doesn’t seem like one of those parents that unfortunately, aren’t all that uncommon in the Navy: who think their omega children have little value beyond the connections they can help forge via bonding and marriage.)

Recognizes dire straits when they’re staring him in the face: the thinly-veiled distress in Mrs Mitchell’s dull green eyes; the worn dress shirt that’s almost two sizes too big for Pete — that he was probably supposed to grow into several months ago, but never did; the stale scent of grief and pain that clings to even the most carefully-polished surface of their home.

Finds himself thinking that maybe, it isn’t all that strange. Maybe, he could spend the rest of his life with this boy. Finding out what makes him smile. What makes him laugh. What is his favorite dream to dream.

In the end, it all comes down to this: Sometimes, you meet a person and it feels like you’ve known them your entire life. A quiet sense of belonging settles in your bones, and you realize you’d do anything to keep them happy and secure.

#the unbearable lightness of being #icemav #topgun #omegaverse #as I promised myself (and others) #I will be making a final fully-edited version of this fic #and posting it on ao3 once I’m done #don’t know how long it’ll take me but I’m hoping to get it done by Spring/Summer of next year #this is the first fic I’ve ever written and the more I think about it the clearer it seems to me that it’s probably going to be my last #which is why I want to do my best to leave the best possible version of it on the internet for posterity #to everyone who’s left me asks and DMs and Ao3 comments in the past few months #please know that I’ve read every single kind word you’ve sent my way #and they all mean a lot to me #thank you ❤️ thank you ❤️ thank you #I’m going to try my best to get back to all of you as soon as I can 🤞🏼 #hope you’ve all been doing very well #and oh #Happy Holidays! 🌻

[oddly-casual]

All those people with the ‘Mikey’s gonna get bodied’ theories need to shut up bc I’m starting to believe them look at this

Why does it always feel like he’s further away from his brothers, what does this mean, I’m gonna go all Pepe Silva if y’all don’t start chilling the f out

#mutant mayhem #tmnt #tmnt mutant mayhem #tmnt mm #mutant mayhem mikey #i always felt it was weird that Mikey was taking up focus with a lot of the promo material #like even before the Movie was released Mikey was either infront of or right beside Leo when it game to promo things #and now It’s sticking out like a sore thum everywhere and it worries me #i know Mikey was the favorite turtle for a lot of people working on this project and well #yknow what happens when the writers have a favorite they’re gonna ruin this poor kid probably #at first I was like ‘ha ha that’s a cool theory but I they all have reasons nothing bags gonna happen to mikey my little baby’ #‘my little pebble will be fine he’s fine’ and then I see stuff like this and I’m like ‘why he so far why are you singling him out to us-‘ #guys help if he gets ran over by a car what do we do like as a fandom #what’s the contingency plan here bc I don’t know

[paperglader]

I’m just realizing that because I watched HOTD after s1 aired, I never actually got to see the amount of Alicent hate first-hand. Now that the fandom has sort of come alive again because of the trailer it makes me want to rip my hair out whenever I see certain alicent takes

#the world does not get that character #fully #and the funny thing is that like one of the main reactions I get from like the people in my life and like antis on social media is that #i view it from a totally different level that most people- the gay lense where alicent is human and there’s a romantic connotation with nyr #and at first I was like yeah they’re probably right it’s a game of thrones show and I’m probably seeing things #but non stop since then every single creator of that show has spoken again and again in validation of those interpretations #so like wtf why do people just cannot conceive the fact that she’s a three dimensional character #like I’m not saying like her or root for her #but some takes are just downright stupid #rhaenicent #alicent hightower #hotd #house of the dragon

[danidoesathing]

am i the only one who feels like alex(the world ender guy) was kind of a missed oportunity in vide noir? like, he was set up by johnnie to be a badass gang leader just for him to never even appear in the end, we just got a close up to his face scar

i feel like buck's encounter with the psychic would've been way more powerful if it was alex instead. its implied that johnnie and moonbeam had a relationship ig, but its barely even hinted at, and he never even mentions her. but with johnnie and alex, johnnie actually mentions him and speaks highly of his brother, and says alex will help buck if he sees the red cloth that belonged to johnnie

the fact that all that build up led to buck not even TALKING to alex kinda irks me. imagine how much better the payoff would be if alex had received the cloth instead of moonbeam? if we had seen his reaction to johnnie's death? if he would've helped buck like johnnie said he would? if we saw what johnnie implied alex would do to the guys who black brained his brother? idk man i think we were robbed

im new to the fanbase, so im gonna be very embarassed if this is a topic that already came up here LOLL but i still wanted to get it off my chest💀sry if this ask is messy, i suck at writing down my thoughts lmao

No I gotta agree on that. Like I LOVED seeing Moonbeam and getting know her as her and having all this new information about her (her being part of the World Enders is still wild to me and I love it) and it’s a good scene and all, but I’m still confused as to why they built up Alex so much, especially since this is the first time we’re hearing about him, and he never even got the chance to speak. If it were Dale I’d be a bit more understanding as we know him already (tho not by much cause I would have loved to see more of Dale). But it’s Alex, whose not only the leader of the World Enders but also Johnnie’s (and Dale’s) brother. I would’ve have loved to, you know, actually meet the guy. Especially with how much build up he got. And I GET IT Lord Huron’s lore is meant to be weird and vague and hard to pin down but like. Didn’t need to tease me like that come on

The only reason I could think of was maybe they needed to get Buck on his own again? Like having this the beginning of a war between the World Enders and Z’Oieasu shown or having Buck work with them consistently might have thrown off the tone. It is supposed to be Buck’s story and his own descent into madness. The whole album has this isolated vibe to me, like being alone in a city of people Hard to get that when there’s other people around, especially a group as lively as the world enders. Or maybe they just wanted to include Moonbeam back into the story again lol

GOD I would have loved to see Moonbeam’s scene with Buck done with Alex. I can only imagine how that scene would’ve played out and his reaction to Johnnie’s death. Contrasting Buck’s scene with Johnnie with Alex’s own personality, the possible dynamics, the anger and grief that could arise…..ough

#thanks anon now you’ve given me the urge to write that scene. how am I supposed to do a character that doesn’t even have A SINGLE LINE /lh #I’m already struggling to characterize Dale how am I supposed to do Alex. why would you do this to me /lh #seriously tho I wish we got more of Alex. or anything or Alex tbh #I wanna know more about him #Alex Redmayne who are you….. #it’s also possible they were originally going to include a scene with him but it got cut/changed for whatever reason #tho honestly I think moonbeam was always gonna come back into the story in some sense due to the song #my own personal theory (thanks to the clip in POTU) is that Buck and Moonbeam were supposed to have something going on but it got cut #mostly cause the dynamic in the clip is way different from the one they’ve got in the movie #but idk I’m glad they didn’t force a romance at least. imo they didn’t really have romantic chemistry in that second scene. at all #whether that’s due to rewrites or just a decision to cut it I don’t know. I don’t think it would’ve fit the story anyway #i could be wrong tho so take my theorizing with a grain of salt #however it is very funny that one character with a love song that has all the hallmark’s of Buck’s writing isn’t probably done by him lol #esp since he’s got chemistry with the other characters. women hate him ghosts want him /j #dani speaks #ask #asks #lord huron

[wist-eri]

quick wip

no i’m totally not obsessed with this man he’s totally not living in my mind rent free

also originally i had this like handheld card-style vertical orientation for this drawing but,, i might actually like what i have right now

(feel free to look in the tags to see me rant about david btw)

#wips #i’m reading every single theory on here btw. y’all. why are y’all so good at doing interpretations like those it’s insane #should i also bring up the fact that uhh #since the motives weren’t disclosed until after arei’s death #the first time david actually heard his motive was during the confrontation with arei? #i feel like his given motive contributed to him like. breaking #because it probably feeds into his inner spiral of self hatred and confirms his inner doubts #as well as. literally reminding him of the parts he hates the most about himself #so hearing accusations of manipulation from AREI of all people? who he literally just tried to help?? god that must hurt for him #don’t even mention the SHOCK value of hearing that out of nowhere for the first time. god #david chiem #danganronpa despair time #drdt #fanganronpa

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

lonan and harrison fanfic where all they do is watch movies & throw popcorn at each other

#my brain NEEDS THIS NOW #all of this is prompted by me seeing the ‘ppl who say why are you buying a physical copy just stream it need to jump into a hole’ post #<< paraphrasing I can’t remember what it said exactly lol #a couple days ago #AND SINCE THEN IVE HAD AN INSATIABLE NEED TO GO TO A THRIFT STORE AND #BUY A WHOLE BUNCH OF DVDs #anyway does anyone remember how I discovered that something loner & harrison have in common is a love for movies #WELLLLLLLL now that I need to write cute fluffy scenes of them actually being functional I need to figure out which #they are canonically into film noir BUT WHAT ELSE #last week I decided I wanna watch every single movie referenced in current joys songs (not an autisric choice at all) #so 80s & 90s here I gooooo #BUT RECOMMEND I NEED TO LIVE LIKE THEM #but also why is them having something in common so cute to me like are they not a COUPLE?????? #also I’m tired & been watching movies instead of writing because my brother left me his GIANT TV #BUT I CANT FIND ANY THAT ARE MY VIBE PROBABLY BECAUSE IM BAD AT LOOKING #AND QUEER MOVIE RECS PLS IM IN DESPERATE NEED OF GAY

[littlekinng]

sacred timeline Mobius Don in this

#why are you booing me i’m right #though in reality it would probably say ‘world’s sluttiest ^ single dad’ #really drive that point home #loki series #mobius m mobius #loki season two

[archduke-enver-gortash]

posting on here is like my sisyphean boulder i'm constantly rolling tbh

#god i am trying so hard to just have fun and be myself #but when i do that i'm immediately a strange outsider creep #and since i can't really mask my version of masking is just not talking and then obviously you don’t find any joy in fandom spaces either #i will always be a shitty unlikable freak no matter how much i pretend otherwise. it was obvious from the start that getting involved in #fandom spaces was a fucking mistake. it's always a mistake because you're some laughing stock at best and a horrifying freak at worst #i don't blame people for not liking me i've realised what an awful person i am long ago #but it's always so hard witnessing something like fun social groups from the sidelines knowing you'll never be a part of it #this is why my mental state has been deteriorating so severely in the last few months. that Realisation once again nothing fucking changed #i know it's stupid to get so upset over fandom but it's only a pattern for me #i stopped trying to be friends with people when i was a teenager because it hasn't worked a single time #this attempt at integrating myself into the wotr and bg3 fandom by sharing my shit was just one mistake #gortash/zeke is so different from anybody else’s work and i wish i could find joy in something that it isn’t fucking deranged but i can’t #like yes it’s just fandom bullshit! gortash/zeke is a fucking oc x canon ship! why am i getting so upset over it! #i love writing them. i’ve never been this happy writing anything. and it’s entirely indicative of a common pattern in my life #when i earnestly share parts of myself/things i’m passionate about people get creeped out. and honestly? rightfully so #i would leave the discord servers i’m in because it’s fucking crushing me dude. this is so petty but i’m so jealous of what you people have #but in one i am server owner and i don’t want to just dump that responsibility onto someone else and then dip #and in the other two i’m not sure anyone would even notice that i’m gone but i still worry about being rude #though i’m not entirely sure i didn’t get invited to one of those just so people could laugh at me. idk probably just being paranoid but i #it’s been gnawing at me #ok no if i’m being this vulnerable on tunglr.com i can also say that part of me staying is also still having the hope that i could fit in #one day. logically i know it won’t happen but it’s nice to have hope sometimes #watching you all from through the window having fun like a creep #so yeah. i’ve always felt like this but it’s been rapidly getting worse with my failed attempt at the bg3 fandom #idk just been crying non-stop for the last few hours. went through an entire pack of tissues in an hour it’s very disgusting #they’re all lying around me as i’m typing this like a pillowfort of snot lmao #so yeah. idk. if someone could come over and lobotomise me that’d be nice. orin where are you when we need you most #i never had any friends irl so i foolishly gave this a shot. i’m sorry #also doesn’t help that i can see someone dropping me for people that are easier to be around in irl rn #it just hurts because it’s always like that. someone you are around when you have no other option at best. not even that sometimes

[janiedean]

me looking at stannis baratheon 99% of the time: i’m this picture and i dont like it

me looking at stannis baratheon 1% of the time: i’m this picture and i don’t particularly like it and our coping methods are unhealthy af but hey at least it means i can somewhat function it could be worse

#fellas is it healthy to go like okay i’m gonna absolutely detach from each single emotion i might be emoting #hell no #but considering the alternative it’s probably better #i’m already having my stomach being a mess of anxiety eating it up i don’t need it to proceed forward #could i be physically sick yes #is it happening tf it’s not #i’ll take that but good grief why can’t i just not feel like i have zero shit under control #and else #like would like to spend (1) week without feeling wholly inadequate for everything i do #anyway sorry is2g i’ll come back without being like this at some point soon

[caesurah-tblr]

I’m so for q!Cellbit and q!slime just getting worse together. Because getting better and healing from past trauma? Boring!

#qsmp #the last part is /j btw #I’m all for them getting worse #I don’t have a single clue why Cellbit is jacked but it probably has something to do with killing more fed workers #all of Baghera’s work undone by exactly one chat with Cellbit #sometimes you gotta accept the worst parts of you to protect the ones you love

[axolozzy]

anyway wanted to post this wip because LOOK AT HIM!! MICHAELLL!!

#wip #gertrude is there too but all my homies hate gertrude #(lovingly) #bluejay says stuff #fun fact every SINGLE TIME i hear a door or anythign creak my first instinct is to think MICHAEL? THE DISTORTION? SPIRAL IS THAT YOU? #WHY ELSE WOULD THERE BE A CREAKY DOOR? #i’m autistic about tma but extra autistic about michael he’s so silly #i say that as i draw his absolute most tragic backstory from mag 101 #still not normal about that episode :( #it changed me #/pos #michael is the silliest avatar #belonging to the silliest entity the spiral which is my fav #although #i would probably be an avatar of the eye or maybe the vast #but the spiral is very cool tho #and so is helen i love her #the distortion is very gender

[dreamerlynx]

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#sigh. puts up the barricades please I do not want to see d.nf on my dash #and again I do have it super filtered #I’m just soooo tired every little thing being HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH until the next thing bc of course that didn’t happen #and life went on as usual #look I get it I’m the minority I’m aroace and easily exhausted by shipping esp real ppl shipping #but it’s times like this I miss the lore fandom bc man the complete focus on platonic dynamics and relationships was so nice #look if they ever actually say they’re dating I guess I’ll eat my words but so far I am not getting the sense that that will ever happen #and so it is extremely annoying to want to follow drm fans and get 90% of One Single Ship #and no sap except as third wheel for said ship #sorry I’m the only one who seems to not care abt George 😭😭 not in a bad way just. he’s fine and funny sometimes I guess but #I Just Don’t Care. and also another thing I need to get off my chest #why do ppl act like George is really shady and passive aggressive and ‘oh he should interact w X person who wronged drm he’d ROAST THEM!’ #like huh #George is one of the most Don’t talk about anything be vague be private ppl ever #I’m not saying he hasn’t had his moments of public support for drm but I just don’t get it #(it’s probably because he’s so vague and noncommittal that fans can just project their own feelings onto him) #sigh anyway I’m done that makes me feel better a bit #no tags just venting #<- it’s funny that became my venting tag now that I only vent in tags #bc some things such as this I am afraid to even put under read more lol

[jemmo]

no you don’t understand. bad buddy ep 5 is like an ever-present black hole in my life threatening at all times to suck me in. like i have to actively make myself not think about it otherwise i will plummet head first into a void of emotions so overwhelming i will not escape.

#I don’t know how we got here #I don’t know how a single episode of a show has this much power over my ability to simply function #and yet here we are #not letting myself go to a place I love too much bc it’s so good that it’s all consuming #it takes over my every thought and feeling until I’m just a puddle on the floor #like I will cry rn if I think about how much this single ep means to me on so many levels #bc there’s both the ep itself and how masterful ut is #there’s the 4/4 of it all and how earth shattering life changing universe altering it was #how no bl has ever done that and probably will ever reach that level again #and then there’s how it made me shut down for an entire week #like for that whole week I literally and I mean this in the most serious way I could ever mean anything ever #I could not think about anything else #my brain was fully stuck #and then how it brought me back here made me find this community made me wanna contribute and say stuff #and how I met so many incredible and talented people and like fucking found my place and corner of the internet #this ep has given more to me on every level than I could ever convey #and it’s incredible to remember what it felt like experiencing it and knowing that the course of my life was changing in that moment #like it’s just a fucking ep of a show why is it so important #and yet it’s one of the most important moments of my life #just the way you are ep 5 #you are my everything #bad buddy #badbuddyrewatch

[meowonhao]

my ticket finally came!! 🩷

#i rarely have to use my full english name unless it’s stuff like this that i have to verify myself #and it always reminds me just how long it is ajshsbsjsk #like especially in korea but honestly even by like american standards #think it’s like 26 characters total including the two spaces since i have to do my first middle and last name 😅 #long ass line blacking it out taking up half the ticket #diamond life #anyways story time! #no one knows the stress interpark has put me through in the process of actualy receiving this ticket…. #was supposed to be mailed out like within a week of buying it #took forever to do that #Then they finally did like sometime last week and said expect it to come 3-5 days #and it came thru the post office and i was like okay probably next week because they don’t deliver on weekends #or so i thought #anyways that was like thursday i think? then i get a text like friday afternoon #saying oh we tried to call you to come deliver the ticket (bc i have to sign for it) but you didn’t answer so #even though i did not have a single call that wasn’t a saved number all day #so i immediately called the number that texted me and they were like well it’s too late to come today #(it was like 4pm) #and it’s about to be the weekend so we’ll come on monday just make sure you answer the phone this time #even though they literally never called me in the first place 🙄 #pretty sure they were just pretending so they could go home early on a friday ahsjsks #but the thing was. i wasn’t even expecting it until this upcoming week so they could have just waited and i never would have known #ANYWAYS so i was like okay fine i’ll make sure someone is here to get it on monday #tell me why i slept in bc it’s sunday and i don’t have rehearsal and i was woken up by a call #they’re like i’ll be coming to deliver your ticket in about an hour! #like it is literally sunday and you said you couldn’t deliver on weekends…..but whatever i was like oh 네 감사합니다 you know #then dude came like. 5 mins later i’m still basically half asleep and look like a mess #but anyways none of that really matters now bc i finally have my ticket but #it put me through so much unnecessary stress bc i’m always paranoid about stuff like this until i have it physically in my hand #even though i knew it was gonna come and be okay

[urmomsfavelesbian]

wooooooo music sharing tag game my faaave, ty @snowflakenali 🥳 im also gonna not do the same artist twice teehee let’s see what we got

willow and aquaria both like this album and it was on my 2023 aoty list :3

im not immune to instagram pseudo hyperpop

okay listen yes i think of that one daya performance (and subsequently ultra rare daya tummy) every Single time but i also just really like this song okay

😭 someone’s gonna perform this at the dyke tour i SWEAR IT anyway i love my lesbian pop princess

brain tingly 😌

im no one without hayden

i-

i had a breakdown and listened to this thirty times like two months ago why is it still there 😳

cuntry

picture me alone in my room listening to this while thinking about daya and geeking

thank you for the taaaag i was way too excited about this clearly !!! no pressure tags @polychromeedge @dayabot @that-art-hoe @thecollectionsof

#had about five more raye songs bc 21st century blues is my fave album rn but i skipped those teehee #same with one more caroline song and one more hayden song which to be fair i like more (strangers) but i’m being true to the game 😤💪 #minus all the skips #yes daya Heavily impacts my music taste every single day and what of it #i got saturn by sza too #if spotify was more accurate it would be von dutch instead of minnesota and good luck babe instead of bunny is a rider #and probably stick season instead of lone star #im not a front bottoms gay except for the 3-4ish songs that i will loop for hours randomly #there’d usually be more hyperpop but hyperpop + concussion isn’t the most fun 😣 #Spotify #ew why does it forcibly add a spotify tag die