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i tried a slightly different writing style here with present tense and choppier, less prosy sentences and i dont really know why other than the fact that i just started writing and it came out like that lmao
anyway this is literally word-for-word just those scenes in thgm2 where peeta shows up and joins The Crew and he talks to katniss at night
i legit just wrote this bc i wanted to know his pov in those scenes
the ending is kinda ehh but i wanted to include it so
have fun reading lmao
“My name is Peeta Mellark. My home is district 12.”
His head’s hung low but he can feel the presence of the soldiers behind him as he mumbles the phrase, their guns a silent threat looming over him if he doesn’t walk.
“My name is Peeta Mellark. My home is district 12.”
He feels eyes burning into him from in front and behind, eyes watching his every move, cautious, like he can’t be trusted. He knows he can’t be trusted. It doesn’t make the shame any easier to live with.
“My name is Peeta Mellark. My home is district 12.”
He hears a bow being drawn at him, Katniss’s bow being drawn at him, and he has to fight the urge to attack her before she kills him. Focus.
“My name is Peeta Mellark—“
“Okay, stop.” Finnick’s voice breaks his concentration and he comes to a stop in front of him. “Hold up. Everyone relax.” He takes the moment to make sure he still remembers, make sure he doesn’t forget.
“My name is Peeta Mellark. My home is district 12.”
If he doesn’t repeat it, he’ll forget. He knows he will and he can’t. He can’t forget or else nobody will want him. Not the Capitol and not 13 and not Katniss. How could they want someone nobody knows, not even himself?
“What’re we doing?” Gale asks, and Peeta doesn’t look up to see who the question’s directed to. Not him. He knows that, at least.
“My name is Peeta Mellark. My home is district 12.”
The woman he recognizes as Jackson approaches him with handcuffs and holds them up to him. “Soldier, this is just a precaution till we can get everything straightened out,” she says. Sugarcoating. “Yeah?”
“Yeah,” he says anyway. He couldn’t fight it if he wanted to. He’d be dead before he could even try.
He lets her slip the cuffs onto his wrists and instead returns his focus to his mantra before he can forget. “My name is Peeta Mellark. From District 12.”
Two soldiers escort him inside and sit on either side of him as he continues softly reciting what little of his identity he has left. The man he assumes is in charge—he thinks his name is Boggs—begins briefing the rest of the team.
“They want us to add him to the propo,” he says. “Show that he’s on our side now.” Of course. His role here is to make them look good. Just like the Capitol wanted him to do. “We’ll move forward a few blocks tomorrow and shoot the new footage.”
“He’s not in control of himself,” Gale says, and his distrust of him shows. Peeta wonders how much of it is because of Katniss.
“I say we schedule an around-the-clock watch on him,” Jackson says. “The Leegs till 1700, Homes and Mitchell till 1900.”
“Give me a watch.” Katniss’s request— no, demand— is unexpected. Why does she want a watch? So she gets the chance to kill him?
“And if it really came down to it, you think you could shoot him?” Jackson asks, doubt evident in her voice.
“I wouldn’t be shooting Peeta,” she replies coldly. “Be killing a Capitol mutt.”
A Capitol mutt.
So that’s all he is to her now.
A mutt.
“I’m not sure that kind of a comment recommends you for the job either, soldier,” Jackson says, and Peeta’s almost grateful until Boggs speaks up.
“Put her in the rotation.” He steps behind Jackson and leaves.
Damn it.
“We’ve been here before, you know.” It’s night now, and he’s speaking to Katniss as he lies down. He can’t sleep no matter how hard he tries. He just keeps getting distracted by memories that pop up, memories he isn’t sure are real. It’s not a good idea to talk to her instead, he knows, but the least he can do is try. Try to test the waters, or... something. He doesn’t know what he’s doing, but it’s too late to undo it.
“What?” she asks.
“That look.” It’s hard to catch in the dark, but there’s something familiar about it. “I’ve seen that look.” He searches his mess of a brain briefly before realizing. It’s in one of the memories he’s been replaying over and over. He sits up, the movement reminding him of the handcuffs around his wrists and he hates the feeling. “You’re trying to decide whether or not you should kill me.”
“I never wanted to kill you.” She looks away. “And that’s not what I’m doing.”
“I saw it with my own eyes,” he retaliates, though he isn’t even sure if that memory’s real. “In the first games.”
“In the first games, I thought you were trying to help the Careers kill me,” she says, slight annoyance in her voice as she looks back at him. So that memory is real at least. “After that, I always saw you... as an ally.”
Ally.
The word should feel good to him. It means he can be trusted even if he’s not stable enough right now.
But it doesn’t.
“Friend. Lover. Victor. Fiancée.” Then his tone turns sour, scornful. “Enemy. Target. Mutt. And now ally?” The words taste as bitter as they feel. “Yeah, I’ll add that to the list of words I use to try to figure you out.”
Movement from across the room catches his attention and he looks over to see Finnick sitting up. He must’ve been too loud. Too angry.
“I’m sorry,” he sighs. He can’t keep getting angry. He can’t let himself lose control. “I... I just can’t tell what’s real and what’s made up anymore.”
“Then ask,” Finnick says. “It’s what Annie does.”
“Ask who?” Who can he trust? Who would care about him enough to listen and help?
“Us.” Jackson’s awake now too. “We’re your unit now.”
Ask them.
The idea’s almost laughable. They don’t trust him, why should he trust them? To them, he’s not a person. He’s an unstable animal— a mutt. Nothing more than a toy that Snow broke.
But who else can he ask?
They haven’t hurt him yet. Not like the Capitol did. There’s always the threat of being shot, but they’ve had every chance to hurt him or kill him and they haven’t. Even though he deserves it. There’s that, at least.
What does he have to lose?
He turns to look at Katniss. “Your favorite color is green.” That memory feels... strangely soft to him, like he can’t believe Katniss of all people could be that soft. “Is that real?”
“Yeah,” she says. “That’s real.” Then a slight pause. “Yours is orange.”
Orange.
“Not bright orange,” she continues, perhaps having seen the puzzlement on his face. “Soft, like the sunset.”
Soft, sunset orange. He can imagine something like that. It feels... right. “Thank you.”
But she continues. “You’re a painter. You’re a baker. You always sleep with the windows open. You never take sugar in your tea. You always double-knot your shoelaces.” Forgotten memories flood back, so small he would’ve thought they were irrelevant if she hadn’t brought them up, and she stands up. “You were right. I can’t do this.” Then she leaves.
It’s his fault, he knows, but he can’t let himself dwell on it. He can’t let his anger come back, so he falls asleep to the image of a soft, warm sunset.
The next morning, Boggs comes by with a gun in hand, taking out the magazine. “Listen up.” He holds it up, showing it to everyone. “Mag’s empty.” Then his gaze lands on him, a silent warning to stay in line. “It’s only for the propo.” Boggs clicks the magazine back in place and hands it to Peeta. The move feels humiliating, but there’s no time to be upset. “Let’s move. We’re headed five blocks north.”
As he walks with them, he can’t tell if he’s sandwiched between them for his safety or their own. This should feel like he’s part of a team, like they’re surrounding him so they can protect him, but it doesn’t.
It feels like a way to trap him if he ever decides to run.
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Civilization VI: Gathering Storm Cheats
Enable Console
Start by head to the following file location:
C:Users[USER NAME]DocumentsMy GamesSid Meier’s Civilization VI
Now, make a backup of the AppOptions.txt file. Open that file and scroll down to the [Debug] section of the file. Look for a line containing the following text:
EnableDebugMenu 0
Change the 0 in that text so that it reads 1, and start playing the game like usual. Then press ~ (TILDE, THE KEY ABOVE TAB) to access the debug console.
Easy Deity Win (Exploit)
You can win the game on Deity difficulty and score some easy achievements by taking the following steps:
Choose your civilization.
Create a custom game with only “Score Victory” checked, and change the turn limit to 1.
Load the game and choose the Found City option.
End your turn as soon as the option becomes available.
You win the match, just like that, and you will unlock numerous achievements. This works on any difficulty setting.
Reveal the Entire Map
Use a text editor to edit the “Config.ini” file in your Steam Apps folder or the “DocumentsMy GamesSid Meier’s Civilization 6” directory.
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Find the “DebugPanel = 0” line and change it to “DebugPanel = 1”
Save and close the “Config.ini” file.
While playing the game, press ~ to display the debug panel.
Select “Reveal All” to reveal the entire map.
There are also other debug options you can enable.
Now you can easily access Debug Console in Civilization VI in-game. In order to activate it you just need to PRESS TILDE “~”. It will open a Debug Window, from there select “Reveal All” option.
Trading Glitch
When trading with the AI, you can use two major glitchs:
1- Give any strategic or luxury resources and as much gold per turn as possible, then click the option whatwill you give me for this?, the AI will break and will offer insane amounts of goldand gold per turn just for the resource.
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2- Ask for whatever you want from the AI (cities included) and start putting gold (not gold per turn, only normal gold) untilthey accept the deal, then reduce until you’re as close as possible to the required amount, Ex: 25890 Gold of 26000 required, and click on the option make this trade equitable, this will break the AI and will ask an amount of gold per turn proportional to how close you were to the real price. (I bought 5 cities for 3 gold per turn and a jeans in emperor difficulty). This glitch can also be used in multiplayer matches that include AI, but will surely get patched soon.
Early Domination
If you want to enjoy Civilization 6’s battle systems, it’ll be best to pick up the Aztecs, Scythia, or the Spartan Greece. Aztecs allow your own territories to have more tile improvements as their Eagle Warriors convert slain units into Builder units. Meanwhile, Scythia’s units have bonuses against targeting wounded enemy units. Lastly, the Spartan Greece units generate Culture per enemy unit killed. Waging war in the earlier eras yields fewer Warmonger penalties, so feel free tosiege other Civilizations or City States if you need something from them. If you manage to take every Capital or wipe out every leader in the match, your Civilization will attain the laborious and difficult Domination Victory.
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Camera keys
With Civilization VI now out in the wild, one of the biggest gripes is the camera control not being mapped to WASD. The good news is that camera keys can be changedwith some simple file editing. To change the camera control keys do the following: ..SteamsteamappscommonSid Meier’s Civilization ViBaseAssetsUI
Open the “WorldInput.lua” file in a text editor such as Notepad or Notepad++
Find the DefaultKeyDownHandler section
Find the line if( uiKey Keys.VK_UP ) and then make the changes as follows
if( uiKey Keys.VK_UP or uiKey Keys.W)
if( uiKey Keys.VK_RIGHT or uiKey Keys.A)
if( uiKey Keys.VK_DOWN or uiKey Keys.S)
if( uiKey Keys.VK_LEFT or uiKey Keys.D)
Next you need to add the same entries above to the DefaultKeyUpHandler section. Note that you will also need to rebind the default Attack and Great Works default keys to something else so your new camera keys do not conflict.
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Rename Cities
1) Go to the Civilization VI installation folder –
C:Program FilesSteamsteamappscommonSid Meier’s Civilization VI.
2) Go to Base > Assets > Text > install language –
..SteamsteamappscommonSid Meier’s Civilization VIBaseAssetsTexten_US.
3) Then open the file named “CityNames_Text.xml” with any text editor, then search for the city/civilization that you want to rename. Change the name there and save. Once you are all done reload the game and you will find your city name changed.
Disable Unit Auto Cycle
Go to ..UsersDocumentsMy GamesSid Meier’s Civilization VI
Then open “UserOptions.txt”
After that go to “line 60” then change “AutoUnitCycle 1” to “AutoUnitCycle 0”
Save the file “UserOptions.txt”
Once you are all done then save (Ctrl + S)
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DECEPTION - A Multi Chapter, Hayffie fic - Prompt...POISON
Thanks @ellanainthetardis for the prompt.
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DECEPTION PT1
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Pt1 of Deception
Today was Thursday and Thursday's were quickly becoming Effies favourite day of the whole week in district 13.
Thursday's were when Coin held their weekly update meetings about Katniss and the war.
And Thurdays was also a day when they were allowed coffee!.
Astriss arrived a little later than usual with a full tray of steaming hot mugs and Effie couldn't stop the beam spreading across her face.
Whatever Coin was babbling on about did not matter to Effie for the next 10 minutes, because she would be holding a steaming mug of coffee between her hands and smelling the bitter sweet aroma of the black liquid and nothing was going to stop her from enjoying it.
"Thank you Astriss, you may serve" Coin six passively, waving at the girl with the tray.
Astriss was also quickly becoming Effies new favourite person.
Haymitch reached for a mug but Astriss batted his hand away...
"Not that one, that's for miss Trinket" The girl looked at Effie and winked "Double shot, just how you like it"
Coin cringed at the delightful squeal that came out of Effies throat.
"Oh Astriss, you are a pet!"
Haymitch grumbled something irrelevant and just took another mug.
"How come she gets two shots" he tutted and Effie jutted her bottom lip out towards him sarcastically
"Because Miss Trinket asked. And besides...she gives good makeup tips...tit for tat" she winked again
"Enough, Astriss" Coin begged "That will be all"
The girl left with a grin and a wave from Effie.
"Oh she's delightful" Effie trilled
Haymitch sipped his coffee and it tasted weak."Yeah, sure. Delightful indeed"
...
That evening in the cafeteria, Effie invited Astriss to join her and Katniss at their table for dinner.
"I don't think the woman dishing out this slop likes me very much" Effie grumbled over her tray of soggy vegetables and questionable meat. Katniss and Astriss peered over towards the serving station.
Effie had a point. If looks could kill. The woman behind the counter was throwing daggers at Effie almost too obviously.
"Has anything happened between you?" Katniss asked, knowing full well that Effie possibly brought it on herself, complaining about the food or something, but Effie shook her head.
"I know what you're thinking Katniss, but I've done nothing to offend that woman, just merely exist it seems"
Astriss lay her hand over Effies
"Hey, some of the people down here just haven't been able to accept the Captiol refugees yet" she sympathised "But if they want to live bitterly, then let them. You're a kind and generous person, Effie. They'll come to know it soon enough"
Effie smiled bright but her smile soon faded when she noticed the difference on her plate as to what was on Katniss's and Astriss's
"Look at that" Effie huffed, picking up a rather unusual looking slice of the rabbit meat that was on her plate. "Pure fat! And those vegetables look like they were drowned twice over..."
"Maybe she's just having a bad day and wants someone to take it out on?" Katniss suggested, but Effie wasn't bought.
"No, Katniss." Effie disagreed tiresomely "She's been treating me this way since I arrived here. Always taking my plate out of my hands and wandering off, only to return with what can only be described as leftovers fit for a mutt. I put up with it because I'm hungry, but heaven knows where shes getting my food from or what shes doing to it"
Astriss grabbed Effies plate suddenly and slid it towards herself "You're right Effie, this is disgusting and this is uncalled for, leave it with me"
Before Effie or Katniss could protest, Astriss was up and marching over to the counter to confront the woman.
The ladies couldn't hear what was said, but Astriss looked stern and the woman looked sheepish.
In less than a few more seconds Astriss had returned with a brand new plate full of healthy looking meat and fresh vegetables
"She won't be bothering you again Effie" Astriss beamed brightly "Not whilst I'm around"
Fair to say, Effie had just found her new best friend.
....
At dinner the next evening, the woman behind the counter barely made eye contact with Effie but Effies plate was returned to her bursting with fresh vegetables and dumplings.
On returning to her table, Effie couldn't help but feel suspicious.
"Saved you ladies some nice hot coffee!" Astriss smiled, sliding Effie and Katniss a cup each.
"Thanks Astriss" Katniss grinned but Effie was distracted by her thoughts
"She's smirking at me" Effie said, peering over her shoulder at the woman still serving the food.
"Effie, she's just smiling" Katniss assured "Maybe she's trying to make amends"
"What exactly did you say to her Astriss" Effie asked curiously
"I told her that if it wasn't for you slipping those golden tokens into the arena, then there never would have been an alliance with Finnick Odair, and Katniss and Peeta may not have trusted him and possibly not survived." Astriss stated proudly "I told her that the real hero here was you, no offence Katniss, and that she better start showing you some respect or I'd notify Coin of her behaviour"
Katniss and Effie shared a look but then Effie was beaming...
Astriss kind of reminded Effie of Katniss in some ways. Fearless, honest, brave and loyal.
"You're a good person Astriss" Effie smiled
Katniss agreed "Yeah, good job you're here"
...
Later that evening, just before she settled down to bed, Effie felt a whirring in her stomach and the room felt particularly warm that night.
She downed a glass of water, took off all of her clothes and crawled into bed, hoping the feeling would shift by morning.
The next morning, she felt no better but Coin had called an early 2nd meeting to discuss an urgent propo for Katniss, but Effie wasnt happy about it because it was still too soon, the girl wasn't ready. So, Effie had to be sharp and focused today and stand her ground.
She arrived late after spending the first part of the morning with her head over the toilet, but her excuses fell flat. Coin didn't strike anyone as a sympathetic soul.
"If you're under the weather, Miss Trinket, I suggest you sit this meeting out?" Coin challenged, but Effie was having none of it.
"No, no. I'm quite alright...go ahead"
But as Coin proceeded, Haymitch leant a little closer in to Effie and gave her a nudge.
"You sure you're ok?, I can fill you in later, you look a little pale?"
"That damn food server in the canteen" she seethed quietly "She's fed me rotten meat again, I just know it"
"Food poisoning?"
"I think so" Effie nodded "But I got the worst out this morning"
Haymitch turned his nose up at the thought.
"Vomiting, Haymitch" She assured "Not the other way yet...although, not too far off" The face he pulled as she rubbed her stomach was totally worth it. She chuckled at his reaction and told him she was kidding... but she wasnt kidding. Her insides felt alien.
"Just...drink plenty of water, ok" he suggested and Effie smirked curiously. Haymitch had never been one to care before... Ever!
"Ok" she nodded, and poured herself a glass.
As the meeting went on, the temperature in the room seemed to sky rocket. Effie could feel beads of perspiration running down the back of her neck.
"Look, just a few more weeks" Effie tried to argue "let's get her comfortable with that damn camera first, if you throw her in now, it'll be a disaster"
Haymitch had agreed with her, thankfully, but between the two of them and Coin and Plutarch, it was still two agaisnt two.
Plutarch tried to reason...
"Well, let's film rehearsal? She doesn't need to know the cameras are rolling, we might capture something good?"
"And if she figures it out-" Haymtich began until Effie interrupted
"Which she will! She will lose more trust in you than ever..." The room suddenly started spinning but Effie couldn't bow out now. "Look, just give her time"
"WE DONT HAVE TIME, TRINKET" Coin bellowed suddenly it was like a hammer had been smashed into Effies skull.
"Ouch! Why are you yelling!?"
Conversation erupted around the table but the voices seemed to become raised causing Effie to cover her ears.
Everything sounded weird and everyone seemed to be yelling now.
She pleaded one more time "Please stop yelling"
Confused eyes crossed the table to where she sat
"Stop moving, why are you all moving..." effie continued, trying to focus. The room felt like it was spinning
Haymitch reached out towards her, grabbing her wrist
"Effie, we're all sat down...no ones moving, no ones yelling...What's going on with you?"
Effie put her head in her hands for a moment, but as she tried to focus again, Haymitch noticed the blood
"Jesus ef! Your nose!"
Effie looked into her hands and saw a pool of sticky red liquid, she pressed her fingers above her upper lip and felt the blood running from her nose.
"Get her a tissue!" Coin ordered. Plutarch grabbed a box on the side and ran around the table to join Haymitch.
Hands were holding her arms for comfort but she didn't know who's they were as the room began to spin even more.
"I need to stand" she whimpered but Haymtich strongly protested
"I need to get out, it's too hot in here..." she begged
Her speech was slurred, Haymitch ordered one of the guards to fetch a doctor.
"Ok, let's get you up" He soothed "I'll walk out with you" But as Haymitch lifted her to her feet, Effies knees buckled immediately and she fell into his arms.
"Miss Trinket? What's happening?" Coin asked, looking to Haymitch for answers but he was just as clueless.
She was becoming a dead weight so Haymitch lay Effie down gently on the floor instead and whipped his sweater off to create a pillow for her head. That's when she started coughing.
"Turn her on her side!" Coin suggested
But as he did, her throat gargled painfully and she began to cough up blood. Not just a little...a lot...a whole lot. It started pouring out of her mouth.
"Effie!? Effie?!" Haymitch panicked now. He saw her eyes starting to roll into the back of her head "Stay with me, Ef. Come on, Breathe in! Breathe!"
Haymitch didn't know what to do or what to say, all he knew was that this doctor better hurry because this was no food poisoning or stomach bug, this was something else. Somthing far more sinister.
To be continued...
*what's going on with Effie!?? Will she be ok??? Find out soon... xx
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2020 & Moon tales
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The time for wishes has arrived, so I wish you a happy new year 2020 !
So, what can we say about this new year ? Well, not to change, it will still be MOON TALES ! If you don't know what this project is about or if you want to discover some new details, I already invite you to read the following text :
MOON TALES, WHAT’S THAT ?
Moon Tales is first of all a webcomic (an online comic book) scripted by Pierre Coppet (author on many french role-playing games, such as - most of the following links are in french - Agone, Capharnaum, Trinités, Venzia, Nautilus, the new editions of Ecryme and Bitume, etc.) and drawn by myself. The story of this comic is set in an imaginary world that we are developing together.
In 2017, I wrote on this blog : "It will be episodic, constant, free and readable in english and french (but don’t worry, I’m not the one who will translate it in english !). Moon Tales will be an urban fantasy soap, with some pulp adventures. Located in an imaginary world, it’ll tell the destiny of several heroines and heroes."
This hasn't changed and this comic will therefore be a soap opera to be read online, on a mobile phone (but big mobile screen = the better) as on a more classic computer.
To specify a little bit all that, the action will take place in a big modern imaginary city like New York, plunged in the night, but in a more fantastic (the "fantasy" side of urban fantasy will be very pronounced), halloweenian and gothic way. The world all around extends from deep countryside, where witches reign, to more remote and wild lands, whose ancient lost civilizations still have much to reveal (the pulp adventure side).
There will be seven main characters : four women (including Follet - cf. his drawing below) and three men, with their magical talents, more or less complicated relationships, stories to be discovered, and so on.
Okay, admittedly, it may still sound very vague when presented that way, but we just don't want to reveal too much at the moment.
MOON TALES IN 2020
As I wrote last year in the 2019 post, the Moon Tales webcomic has been my priority since the end of the Capharnaum Anniversary edition. A relative priority that only concerns my projects related to drawing because, for those who don't know, I have another job on the side that allows me to eat. Also, for the few interested people and those who sometimes read this blog, maybe they will have the impression that Moon Tales hasn't progressed since I've been talking about it... And yet ! Although we don't show much, I can assure you that the work continues on a regular basis : the webcomic takes up a lot of my evenings, weekends and holidays. In spite of this, the speed of page completion is still far too slow for my taste and I hope, with time and experience, it will accelerate. We also need to get a head start (and therefore to finish a lot of pages) in order to keep the weekly publication pace we have planned.
To make you - possibly - wait, we will sooner or later start a little design diary, right here on this blog, to tell you about the background of this project, our choices, our desires, the problems we encountered, etc...
Moreover, as passionate role-players, it naturally (and very quickly) came to our mind that we wanted to develop the Moon Tales universe outside the strict framework of its comic book story. So we have some ideas to develop this world in a playful framework, in a role-playing game in one form or another.
Finally, and most importantly : Moon Tales is a project that we do for fun and because we really want to develop a comic book story and the whole universe - world and characters - that goes with it. The "webcomic" and "role-playing game" are the media that best match us and are the ones in which we will thrive creatively the most. Enough to give the best of ourselves in this adventure !
To finish this New Year's post, if you haven't already done so, I invite you to visit my new web page, which has been online since June 2019 !
Also, feel free to check out my Instagram (and follow me there !), as it's the place where I post the most drawing pictures - and often the most recent ones.
See you next time !
[ Note : you can comment this post on my facebook page, at this link ]
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French version below
Le temps des vœux étant arrivé, je vous souhaite donc une excellente année 2020 !
Alors, que dire à propos de cette nouvelle année ? Et bien, pour ne pas changer, cela sera encore du MOON TALES ! Si vous ne savez pas ce qu'est ce projet ou que vous souhaitez en découvrir quelques nouveaux détails, je vous invite déjà à lire le texte suivant :
MOON TALES, QU’EST CE QUE C’EST ?
Moon Tales est d'abord un webcomic (une bande dessinée en ligne) scénarisé par Pierre Coppet (auteur sur maints jeux de rôle, comme Agone, Capharnaüm, Trinités, Venzia, Nautilus, les nouvelles éditions d'Ecryme et de Bitume, etc.) et dessiné par moi-même. L'histoire de cette bd se situe dans un univers imaginaire que nous développons conjointement.
En 2017, j'écrivais sur ce blog : " En bon webcomic, la parution se fera sous forme épisodique, régulière et gratuite, en français et en anglais. L'action de Moon Tales prendra place dans un monde imaginaire contemporain, dans lequel sera narré le destin de plusieurs héroïnes et héros, au cours d'un soap urban fantasy mâtiné d'aventure pulp."
Cela n'a pas changé et cette bd sera donc feuilletonnante et prévue pour être lue en ligne, sur téléphone mobile (mais plus grand sera votre écran, mieux ce sera) comme sur un ordinateur plus classique.
Pour préciser un peu tout ça, l'action se déroulera dans une grande cité imaginaire moderne comme New York, plongée dans la nuit, mais en plus fantastique (on appuie bien sur le côté "fantasy" de urban fantasy), halloweenienne et gothique. Le monde tout autour s'étend en campagnes profondes, où règnent les sorcières, jusqu'à des terres plus reculées et sauvages, dont les anciennes civilisations perdues ont encore beaucoup à révéler (le côté aventure pulp).
Les personnages principaux seront au nombre de sept : quatre femmes (dont Follet - cf. son dessin plus haut) et trois hommes, avec leurs talents magiques, des relations plus ou moins compliquées, des histoires à découvrir, etc.
Ok, on l'admet, cela peut paraitre encore très vague présenté ainsi, mais c'est que nous ne voulons tout simplement pas trop en révéler pour le moment.
MOON TALES EN 2020
Comme je l'écrivais l'année dernière dans le billet 2019, le webcomic Moon Tales est ma priorité depuis la fin de l'édition anniversaire de Capharnaüm. Une priorité toute relative qui ne concerne que mes projets liés au dessin car, pour ceux qui ne le savent pas, j'ai un autre métier à côté qui me permet de manger. Aussi, pour les quelques personnes intéressées et celles qui lisent parfois ce blog, peut-être auront-elles l'impression que Moon Tales n'avance pas depuis tout le temps que j'en parle... Et pourtant ! Bien que nous ne montrons pas grand chose, je peux vous garantir que le travail continue de façon régulière : le webcomic accapare nombre de mes soirées, week-ends et vacances. Malgré cela, la vitesse de réalisation des pages est encore bien trop lente à mon goût et j'espère, qu'avec le temps et l'expérience, cela s’accélérera. Il nous faut également prendre énormément d'avance (et donc réaliser beaucoup de planches) pour que nous puissions ensuite tenir le rythme de parution envisagé, à savoir hebdomadaire.
Pour vous faire - éventuellement - patienter, nous nous lancerons tôt ou tard dans un petit journal de conception, ici même sur ce blog, histoire de vous raconter les dessous de ce projet, nos choix, nos envies, les problèmes rencontrés, etc.
Par ailleurs, en bons rôlistes que nous sommes, il nous est naturellement (et très rapidement) venu à l'esprit que nous souhaitions développer l'univers de Moon Tales en dehors du cadre strict de son histoire en bd. Nous avons donc quelques idées pour développer ce monde dans un cadre ludique, en jeu de rôle sous une forme ou une autre.
Enfin, le plus important : Moon Tales est un projet que l'on fait pour le fun et parce que l'on a vraiment envie de développer une histoire en bande dessinée et tout l'univers - monde comme personnages - qui va avec. Les médias "webcomic" et "jeu de rôle" sont ceux qui nous correspondent le plus et c'est ceux dans lesquels nous nous épanouirons le mieux au niveau créatif. De quoi donner le meilleur de nous même dans cette aventure !
Pour terminer ce billet de nouvelle année, si vous ne l'avez pas déjà fait, je vous invite à visiter ma nouvelle page web, qui est en ligne depuis juin 2019 !
N'hésitez pas également à aller faire un tour sur mon Instagram (et à me suivre là-bas !), car c'est l'endroit où je poste le plus d'images - et souvent les plus récentes.
À une prochaine fois !
[ Note : vous pouvez commenter ce billet sur ma page facebook, en cliquant sur ce lien ]
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Toshokan Sensou Love & War Bessatsu Hen - Index 22
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ENGLISH
*The happiest day on Earth*
*Today is The Happy Wedding!*
Toshokan Sensou Love & War Bessatsuhen - Index 22
FRANÇAIS
*Le jour le plus heureux sur Terre*
*Aujourd’hui, c’est l’Happy Wedding!*
Toshokan Sensou Love & War Bessatsuhen - Index 22
*I’ve been chasing after his back all this time,*
*and he finally turned to face me.*
*The days we spent sharing plenty of smiles and tears are so dear to me...*
*J’ai suivi son ombre tout ce temps,*
*et il s’est enfin retourné pour me faire face.*
*Ces moments où nous avons partagé tant de sourires et de larmes me sont tellement précieux...*
*And today,*
*I...*
Parents: Hello. It’s nice to see you again for this occasion.
Doujou papa: Our families will be linked now.
Doujou mama: Let’s get along. We’ll be counting on you.
Toshiko: Yes, we’ll be counting on you too.
*Iku’s brothers x3*
*Eldest brother*
*Aaah... Iku’s finally [getting settled]*
Brother: Dad, dad...
*whisper*
*Et aujourd’hui,*
*je...*
Parents: Bonjour. Quelle joie de vous retrouver pour ce grand jour.
Papa Doujou: Nos familles vont être unies désormais.
Maman Doujou: J’espère que nous nous entendrons bien. Nous comptons sur vous
Toshiko: Oui, nous aussi nous comptons sur vous.
*Les frères d’Iku x3*
*Frère aîné*
*Aaah... Iku [se case] enfin*
Frère: Dis, papa...
*chuchote*
Brother: Does mom really agree with this marriage?
Katsuhiro: Toshiko was never against it from the start. Atsushi-kun seems a reliable man.
Katsuhiro: It’s just...
Katsuhiro: She has a hard time accepting they’re both fighters on the front lines.
Shizuka: Come on, brother!
Shizuka: Iku-chan’s done with all the preparations. You should go and see her!
Doujou: I know. Don’t run.
Frère: Maman est vraiment ok avec ce marriage ?
Katsuhiro: Toshiko n’a jamais été contre. Atsushi-kun semble être quelqu’un sur qui on puisse compter.
Katsuhiro: C’est juste que...
Katsuhiro: Elle a un peu de mal à accepter qu’ils soient tous les deux combattants en première ligne.
Shizuka: Allez, grand frère !
Shizuka: Iku-chan en a fini avec tous ses préparatifs. Tu devrais aller la voir !
Doujou: Je sais. Ne cours pas.
Doujou: Good grief!
Brothers: Oh, Atsushi-kun! You look dashing.
*The brothers are all super tall.*
Doujou: Thank you.
Brothers: Take good care of our sister.
Toshiko: *bows* ...
Doujou: Bon sang !
Frères: Oh, Atsushi-kun ! Tu es très élégant.
*Les frères sont tous très grands.*
Doujou: Merci.
Frères: Prends bien soin de notre sœur.
Toshiko: *s’incline* ...
*Phew*
Doujou: Iku, can I come in?
Iku: Yes, go ahead.
*And today, I...*
*Fiouu*
Doujou: Iku, je peux entrer ?
Iku: Oui, vas-y.
*Et aujourd’hui, je...*
[bigger pic here]
*...will marry this man.*
Iku: Atsushi-san!
Iku: How- How do I look? Am I a bit prettier?
Iku: I feel awkward... *glances* You look wonderful, Atsushi-san. ...Am I...
*...vais devenir sa femme.*
Iku: Atsushi-san !
Iku: De- De quoi j’ai l’air ? Est-ce que je parais un peu plus jolie ?
Iku: Je me sens terriblement gênée... *regard furtif* Tu es superbe, Atsushi-san. ...Suis-je...
Iku: ...so ugly that you’re at a loss for words...?
Doujou: Idiot! How did you jump to that?!
Doujou: Don’t you know already?
Doujou: I’m completely under your spell.
Doujou: I’m a lucky fellow...
Iku: ...
Iku: ...tellement moche que ça te laisse coi ?
Doujou: Idiote ! Comment t’en es venue là ?!
Doujou: Tu le sais bien, non ?
Doujou: Je suis complètement sous ton charme.
Doujou: Et je me trouve vraiment chanceux...
Iku: ...
Iku: Right back at you!
Iku: Je te retourne le compliment !
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*All those happy memories...*
*And you were always...*
*...in them.*
*Dans chaque moment de bonheur...*
*tu étais...*
*...toujours là.*
Priest: In sickness and in health, in joy and in pain,
Priest: in riches and in poverty, do you swear to love, respect, comfort, help and honor each other till death do you part?
Doujou: I swear.
Iku: I swear.
Priest: Then please proceed to the exchange of rings.
Prêtre: Jurez-vous de vous aimer, de vous respecter,
Prêtre: de vous soutenir, de vous aider et de vous chérir l’un l’autre dans la santé comme la maladie, dans le bonheur comme dans l’adversité, dans la richesse comme dans la pauvreté, et cela jusqu’à ce que la mort vous sépare ?
Doujou: Je le jure.
Iku: Je le jure.
Prêtre: Alors procédez à l’échange des alliances.
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[bigger pic here]
Priest: You may kiss the bride.
*And you will...*
Prêtre: Vous pouvez embrasser la mariée.
*Et tu continueras...*
*...keep being in them everyday from now on.*
Shibasaki: Aaaah... That was so nice! *And the photos were perfect.*
Tezuka: Didn’t you seem on the verge of crying at some point? *smirk*
Shibasaki: What?!
Tezuka: ...No, nothing...
Komaki: They kept very quiet during the ceremony, but I wonder how they’ll behave at the reception...
*...à être présent dans chacun d’entre eux au quotidien.*
Shibasaki: Aaaah... C’était magnifique ! *Et les photos sont parfaites.*
Tezuka: On aurait dit que tu allais pleurer à un moment, non ? *nyark*
Shibasaki: Comment?!
Tezuka: ...Non, rien...
Komaki: Ils se sont tus pendant toute la durée de la cérémonie, mais je me demande comment ils vont se comporter à la réception...
Komaki: Our dear superiors...
Iku: Phew...
Iku: I was already nervous to death during the ceremony, but now comes the reception!
Iku: Will I be alright? I hope I won’t step on the hem of my dress and fall.
Doujou: The atmosphere should be less tense than during the ceremony. There’s nothing to worry about.
Iku: But...
Doujou: And...
Doujou: *Ahem!*
Doujou: ...I’ll be there with you.
Iku: Atsushi-san... *kyuun*
Host: The bride and groom will now enter the room.
Author notes: I’m so happy I got to draw this wedding chapter. I had a lot of fun drawing it. It looks like it’s the very last chapter, but it’s not (lol). I’m counting on you for the next one!
Komaki: Nos chers supérieurs...
Iku: Fiou...
Iku: Déjà que j’étais tendue à mort pour la cérémonie, maintenant c’est la réception !
Iku: Est-ce que ça va aller ? J’espère que je ne tomberai pas en marchant sur ma robe.
Doujou: L’atmosphère devrait être plus détendue qu’à la cérémonie. Il n’y a pas de raison de s’inquiéter.
Iku: Mais...
Doujou: Et puis...
Doujou: *Ahem !*
Doujou: ...Je serai là à tes côtés.
Iku: Atsushi-san... *kyuun*
Hôte: Le marié et la mariée vont maintenant entrer dans la salle.
Mot de l’auteur: Je suis très heureuse d’avoir pu dessiner ce chapitre avec le mariage. Je me suis beaucoup amusée à le dessiner. On dirait que c’est le tout dernier chapitre de la série, mais ce n’est pas le cas (lol). Je compte sur vous pour le prochain !
Host: Please greet them with a round of applause!
Man (Shindou? Not Genda cause he’s not married): Yo, prince!
Hôte: Accueillez-les par des applaudissements, s’il vous plaît !
Homme (Shindou ? Pas Genda en tout cas car il n’est pas marié): Yo, prince !
Iku & Doujou: !!!
*chatter*
*Moving on without a moment’s delay*
*A real pro*
Host: Oooh, what a great interruption! Describing Atsushi-san, the groom, as a prince is fitting indeed!
Host: Actually, Iku-san was still a high school student when they met...
*clap clap clap*
Host: Iku-san joined the library corps because she admired the “prince” she met at a bookstore...
Host: And as it turns out, that prince... is the very man standing next to her now, Atsushi-san!
Iku & Doujou: !!!
*murmures*
*Elle enchaîne direct*
*Une vraie pro*
Hôte: Oooh, cette interruption arrive à point nommé ! Qualifier Atsushi-san, le marié, de prince est tout à fait à propos !
Hôte: En fait, Iku-san était encore lycéenne lorsqu’ils se sont rencontrés...
*clap clap clap*
Hôte: Iku-san a rejoint le groupe d’intervention des bibliothèques car elle admirait le “prince” qu’elle avait rencontré dans une librairie...
Hôte: Et il se trouve que ce prince... est justement l’homme qui se tient en ce moment à ses côtés, Atsushi-san !
Host: How romantic! ♥ Yes! It wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say fate brought those two together.
Iku: *Uwaaaaah!!*
*clap clap clap*
Voice: Woohoo! ♥
Iku: *Aaaah... Atsushi-san is eyeing death threats at the task force table...*
Genda: *Ahahahahaha!*
Iku: Ah, Atsushi-san, your face!
Iku: We’ve got other guests...
Iku: *I must keep it together!*
Doujou: Mh... y-you’re right. *Sorry...*
Komaki: Well, well... Now they’ve had it. *My stomach hurts*
Shibasaki: *pretends to cough to hide her laughter*
Tezuka: Officer first class...
Hôte: Comme c’est romantique ! ♥ Oui ! Ce ne serait pas trop de dire que c’est le destin qui les a réuni.
Iku: *Uwaaaaah !!*
*clap clap clap*
Voix: Woohoo ! ♥
Iku: *Aaaah... Atsushi-san adresse des regards mortels à la table de la force de défense...*
Genda: *Ahahahahaha !*
Iku: Ah, Atsushi-san, ton visage !
Iku: Nous avons d’autres invités...
Iku: *Je dois garder la tête froide !*
Doujou: Mh... T-tu as raison. *Désolé...*
Komaki: Eh bien... Ils se sont bien fait avoir. *J’ai mal au ventre*
Shibasaki: *fait semblant de tousser pour cacher son fou rire*
Tezuka: Officier 1ère classe...
Katsuhiro: It’s a lively reception.
Voice: Whoo! Prince!
Toshiko: ...
Katsuhiro: Toshiko?
*Thus...*
*the banquet where every attendant later said “the groom’s expression was as hard as concrete but it was a great reception”...*
*...proceeded...*
Orikuchi: Okay, I’ll take pictures. Smile!
Katsuhiro: C’est une réception animée.
Voix: Whoo ! Prince !
Toshiko: ...
Katsuhiro: Toshiko ?
*Ainsi...*
*le banquet dont chaque invité dit plus tard que “l’expression du marié était figée comme du béton mais c’était une magnifique réception”...*
*...se poursuivit...*
Orikuchi: Ok, je vais prendre des photos. Souriez !
[bigger pic here]
Orikuchi: Bridegroom, stop frowning!
*...proceeded without mishaps.*
Iku: *Touma-sensei!*
Voice: Whoo! With this color you look even more like a prince!
Doujou: *Death glance*
Orikuchi: Si le marié pouvait arrêter de froncer les sourcils !
*...se poursuivit sans anicroche.*
Iku: *Touma-sensei !*
Voix: Whoo ! On dirait encore plus un prince avec ces vêtements !
Doujou: *Regard meurtrier*
Doujou: ... *Phew...*
Doujou: ... *Fiouuu...*
Doujou: It’s finally over...
Iku: I... I’m sorry for the prince thing and everything...
Doujou: No, it’s not your fault...
Toshiko: Atsushi-san.
Doujou: Mother-in-law.
Toshiko: So you were the library officer Iku met when she was high school...
Toshiko: I had no idea...
Doujou: ...I’m sorry.
Doujou: C’est enfin terminé...
Iku: Je... Je suis désolé pour le “prince” et tout...
Doujou: Non, ce n’est pas de ta faute...
Toshiko: Atsushi-san.
Doujou: Belle-maman.
Toshiko: Alors c’était toi le bibliothécaire qu’Iku a rencontré quand elle était au lycée...
Toshiko: Je n’en savais rien...
Doujou: ...Je suis désolé.
Doujou: It’s my fault Iku-san chose this occupation...
Toshiko: This is so wonderful! Why didn’t you tell me about it sooner?!
Toshiko: She fell in love with the prince she admired and married him! *This is great! Oooh! So romantic! What should I do?!*
Katsuhiro: Iku, Atsushi-kun... Mother is...
Katsuhiro: She’s become uncontrollably excited ever since she learned the truth... *I’m a bit tired just standing next to her...*
Doujou: C’est ma faute si Iku-san a choisi ce métier...
Toshiko: C’est merveilleux ! Pourquoi ne me l’avez-vous pas dit plus tôt ?!
Toshiko: Elle est tombée amoureuse du prince qu’elle admirait et elle l’a épousé ! *C’est génial ! Oooh ! C'est tellement romantique ! Qu’est-ce que je vais faire ?!*
Katsuhiro: Iku, Atsushi-kun... Maman est...
Katsuhiro: Elle est extatique depuis qu’elle connaît la vérité... *Je suis fatigué rien que d’être à côté d’elle...*
Toshiko: Atsushi-san!
Toshiko: Once again, please take good care of Iku!
Doujou: ...
Doujou: I will.
Katsuhiro: *Come on, let’s sit over there for a while.*
Toshiko: *Aaah, it’s so beautiful...*
Iku: ...
Iku: This means...
Toshiko: Atsushi-san !
Toshiko: Encore une fois, prends bien soin d’Iku !
Doujou: ...
Doujou: Oui.
Katsuhiro: *Allez, allons nous asseoir là-bas un peu.*
Toshiko: *Aaah, c’est magnifique...*
Iku: ...
Iku: Ça veut dire que...
Iku: ...all’s well that ends well, right? Atsushi-san!
Doujou: ...
Iku: We’ll have to thank our superiors for this.
Doujou: I absolutely forbid you to.
*And that was how...*
*...our new life began...*
Doujou: Are we done carrying all the boxes in?
Iku: ...tout est bien qui fini bien, n’est-ce pas ? Atsushi-san !
Doujou: ...
Iku: Nous devrons en remercier nos supérieurs.
Doujou: Je te l’interdis.
*Et c’est ainsi...*
*...que notre nouvelle vie commença...*
Doujou: Il y a encore des cartons à ramener ?
Iku: Yes! *Let’s take a break!*
Iku: It was easier than I thought. Thankfully the single dorms aren’t far.
Iku: And we’re still whithin base grounds.
Iku: *Shibasaki’s close by.*
Doujou: Well, we’ll tidy everything up during our free time...
Doujou: But first, how about planning and dividing up the housework, dear wife?
Iku: Non ! *Faisons une pause !*
Iku: C’était plus facile que je ne le pensais. Heureusement que le dortoir des célibataires n’est pas loin.
Iku: Et puis nous sommes toujours à l’intérieur de la base.
Iku: *Shibasaki est toute proche.*
Doujou: Bah, on finira de tout ranger petit à petit durant nos pauses et nos congés...
Doujou: Mais d’abord, que dirais-tu de nous répartir les tâches ménagères, ma très chère femme ?
Iku: Okay!
*...with casual days.*
Sign: Doujou Atsushi & Iku
Iku: D’accord !
*...avec un quotidien ordinaire.*
Panneau: Doujou Atsushi & Iku
Hisa’s thoughts on the chapter:
Toshiko is a Doujou fangirl like the rest of us rofl XD
I realized Doujou’s parents and Iku’s brothers still don’t have names :-( The japanese wikipedia page doesn’t have that information either so I guess they were never given names by the original novelist and shall forever remain nameless...
This chapter is how the first bessatsu novel ends. The 2nd novel begins with Ogata’s past story, so maybe it’ll be less interesting to you for a while but after that we *should* have more Shibasaki & Tezuka.
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Maëlle : “Être une vraie meuf c’est se sentir bien avec soi même”
J’ai rencontré Maëlle sur Twitter, on ne s’était jamais croisées en vrai mais on avait des amis en commun et elle faisait partie des nombreuses personnes avec qui j’interagissais dans ma TL. J’appréciais sa manière simple et sans complexe d’être. Je me souviens d’un jour où j’ai juste répondu à un de ses tweets en disant “Maëlle, je veux te vraiesmeufiser”. C’est comme ça que cela s’est passé.
J’arrive donc en bas de chez elle après les cours, pas loin de la porte d’Italie. Je vois sa tête par la fenêtre et elle me fait signe de la rejoindre. Après quelques secondes dans l’ascenseur, j’arrive dans son appart, qui donne vue sur Paris et le 94. S’il y a bien quelque chose que j’ai remarqué après avoir rencontré autant de filles, c’est que j’ai toujours l’impression de les connaître depuis longtemps : c’est comme recroiser une ancienne camarade de classe.
Maëlle me prépare un thé, roule une clope et commence à parler. Elle était en première année en licence de philosophie, mais m’explique qu’elle a arrêté d’y aller. “Jsuis un peu le genre de personne qui peut baisser facilement les bras quand ça devient difficile. A la base, j’ai fait un bac arts et j’aimais beaucoup ce que je faisais mais quand ça a commencé à devenir dur, j’ai tout lâché. Alors je me suis dis que j’avais envie de faire une pause pour ne pas finir dégoûtée par les arts, et la philo rejoignait un peu ce que je pouvais faire en cours. Je me suis un peu jetée là dedans sans trop savoir à quoi m’attendre. Mais la fac c’est très particulier surtout quand il s’agit de sciences humaines. J’étais habituée à une classe avec une vraie ambiance familiale et des cours très vivants et là ça n’avait rien à voir. Je n’avais pas forcément le niveau, et on se rend compte que vu le nombre de personne en TD et en amphi les profs viennent juste lire leurs cours et basta. C’est aussi pour ça que je m’intéresse au mouvement étudiant d’en ce moment, parce que les conditions pour étudier ne sont pas vraiment top. Du coup à force ça a fini par me lasser et j’me suis sentie débordée par le travail personnel que je devais fournir à côté.”
Justement Maëlle se sent plus ou moins concernée par ce mouvement étudiant dont on entend énormément parler en ce moment, que ce soit dans les médias ou sur les réseaux. “Je soutiens totalement les bloqueurs de ma fac et je suis déjà allée en AG voter certaines mesures. Après, je ne suis pas allée manifester à cause du boulot et j’avoue que comme beaucoup de jeunes j’ai du mal à comprendre complètement pour (ou plutôt contre) quoi on se bat. C’est pour ça que j’essaye de participer un minimum pour me tenir informée et dans tous les cas, je pense qu’on a tous des choses à revendiquer alors je vais faire entendre ma petite voix quand je le peux.”
J’aime beaucoup demander aux filles que je rencontre où est ce qu’elles se voient plus tard, comment elles voient leur futur, mais la réponse n’est jamais certaine. Je me rends compte qu’on est nombreuses à être encore indécises, à ne pas savoir quel avenir on veut. C’est aussi le cas de Maëlle. “Je ne sais pas encore ce que je veux faire plus tard, c’est carrément flou. On va dire que pour l’instant j’envisage de me réorienter en histoire de l’art ou en tout cas rester dans le domaine des arts et arts appliqués (vu que c’est le bac que j’ai passé). Ce que je vais faire plus tard, quand je serais une grande fille, j’en ai vraiment aucune idée. J’aspire à une vie simple, tant que je suis à Paris ça me va. J’essaye juste de ne me fermer aucune porte. Pour l’instant mes journées se résument à aller bosser au resto le midi et voir mes amis, en gros une vie de petite parisienne lambda.”
Justement en parlant de cette vie de Paris, c’est quoi être un jeune à Paris aujourd’hui ? “Pour moi c’est être ouvert à tout ce qui nous entoure. On a la chance d’être à Paris, une ville qui mélange un tas de personnalités, de cultures, d’opinions différentes, c’est super important d’être curieux et tolérant. J’adore rencontrer des gens ou découvrir de nouvelles choses et pour moi Paris c’est le meilleur endroit pour ça. On fréquente des gens de tous horizons et je trouve ça super cool.”
Maëlle est très active sur les réseaux sociaux, en particulier Twitter. J’avais envie de la questionner sur l’image des femmes sur les réseaux sociaux, comme c’est un peu la problématique principale de #VRAIESMEUFS à la base (j’ai vraiment l’impression de parler de cela à chaque fois, mais c’est une thématique très intéressante à aborder). “Je suis une fan inconditionnelle de Twitter mais parfois c’est quand même très particulier. On peut apprendre plein de choses, que ce soit sur l’actualité, l’histoire, la religion et j’en passe parce que c’est une fenêtre ouverte sur l’information. Tout le monde peut partager ce qu’il sait ou ce qu’il aime. Après il y a beaucoup de dérives. Moi je me revendique comme féministe et je pense que tout le monde l’est finalement. Je déteste voir des meufs se faire insulter ou harceler dans la vraie vie mais aussi sur les réseaux. Chacune est libre de ses propos, de son corps et de ses choix. Après, ce n’est pas parce que j’accepte que je comprends tout. J’ai du mal à comprendre les filles qui se dénudent librement sur les réseaux. Sans parler du fait que ce soit intime ou quoi (je parle librement de sexualité alors je vais pas faire la morale de ce point de vue là). Pour moi, Twitter est un réseau social qui regroupe des jeunes et des plus jeunes encore. Ça m’embête de me dire que des gamines mineures soient nues sur les réseaux et que des gros dégueulasses y ont accès. Ce n’est pas un site porno et de ce point de vue, ça m’embête. La nudité pour la nudité, je ne comprends vraiment pas mais bon je n’irais jamais insulter une femme pour ce qu’elle fait, puisque j’accepterais pas qu’à l’inverse on m’insulte pour ce que je dis.”
Est-ce qu’elle a déjà subi le cyber harcèlement ? “Oui carrément, c’est facile d’insulter sur les réseaux, j’en suis la preuve vivante et ce n’est pas forcément un truc dont je suis fière. Il y a une fois qui m’a marqué où j’étais prête à aller porter plainte. C’était quelqu’un qui avait beaucoup d’influence sur Twitter et qui s’amusait à rabaisser les gens. Elle avait posté pas mal d’insultes racistes 2 ans plus tôt mais elle n’a pas été sanctionnée pour ça (juste suspendue) et du coup elle a envoyé ses chiens de garde pour voir si j’étais clean (ouf je l’étais). Après ça, c’est rien, je vois des filles qui se font harceler pour de vrai, quotidiennement et que ça pourrit littéralement. Les seules fois où j’ai eu des problèmes à cause de Twitter c’était anecdotique, je suis relativement chanceuse de ce côté là.”
Enfin, je lui demande sa définition d’une vraie meuf. “C’est super compliqué comme question parce que je pense pas qu’il y ait une réponse unique. Pour moi la vraie meuf on peut la trouver à tous les coins de rue, même chez les hommes. C’est quelqu’un qui s’assume pleinement, qui vit selon ses principes et qui est droit dans ses bottes. Il faut juste être bien avec soi-même, se dire qu’on fait ce qui est bien pour nous et pour les autres. Pas besoin d’avoir accompli des choses incroyables ou d’être engagée dans une cause particulière. C’est juste se sentir bien avec soi-même je pense.”
Tu peux retrouver Maëlle sur Twitter.
ENGLISH VERSION (translated by Lucie)
MAËLLE: ‘BEING A REAL GIRL IS FEELING GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF’
I met Maëlle on Twitter, we had never met in real life but we had friends in common and she was one of the many people with whom I interacted in my TL. I appreciated her simple and unapologetic way of being. I remember one day, I just answered one of her tweets saying ‘Maëlle, I want to give you the real girl treatment’. That’s how it happened.
So I arrive at her place after school, near Porte d’Italie. I see her head popping out the window and she motions me to join her. After a few seconds in the elevator, I arrive in her apartment, which overlooks Paris and the 94th department. If there is something I learned after meeting so many girls, it’s that I always feel like I have known them for a long time: it’s like getting together with an old classmate.
Maëlle brews some tea, rolls up a cigarette and starts talking. She was in the first year of a philosophy degree, but she tells me she stopped going to classes. ‘I’m the kind of person who can easily give up when things get hard. Basically, I had a baccalauréat in arts and I liked very much what I did but when it became hard, I let everything go. So I told myself that I wanted to take a break so that I would not end up disgusted by arts, and philosophy was somewhat similar to what I did in class. I threw myself in there without knowing what to expect. But college is very peculiar, especially when it comes to human sciences. I was used to a class that almost felt like a family, and lively lectures, and college was nothing like that. I wasn’t necessarily up to speed, and you soon realize that. That’s also why I’m interested in the student movement right now, because the conditions for studying are not really great. As a result, I grew tired and I felt overwhelmed by the amount of homework I had to do on top of everything else.’
Indeed, Maëlle can more or less relate to this student movement we are hearing a lot about, whether in the media or on social media. ‘I totally support the blockades in my college and I have already gone to several assemblies to vote some measures. But I did not go to protests because of my work and I admit that like many young people, I have a hard time really understanding what we are fighting for (or rather against). That’s why I try to participate a minimum to keep myself informed and in any case, I think we all have things to claim so I will make my small voice heard whenever I can.’
I really like asking the girls I meet where they see themselves in the future, but the answer is never clear. I realize that many of us are still indecisive, not sure what future we want. This is also the case for Maëlle. ‘I don’t know what I want to do in the future, it’s completely blurry. Let’s just say for now that I plan to redirect myself towards History of art, or at least stay in the arts and applied arts field (since it is the bac I took). What I’m going to do later, when I grow up, I really have no idea. I aspire to a simple life, as long as I am in Paris, it works for me. I’m just trying not to close any door. For now my days can be summed up like this: going to work at the restaurant at noon and seeing my friends; basically the life of every Parisian.’
Speaking of life in Paris, what is it like, being a young person in Paris today? ‘For me, it’s being open to everything around us. We are lucky to be in Paris, a city that mixes a lot of personalities, cultures, different opinions, it’s super important to be curious and tolerant. I love meeting people or discovering new things and for me Paris is the best place for that. We meet people from everywhere and I find it super cool.’
Maëlle is very active on social media, especially Twitter. I wanted to ask her about the image of women on social media, as it is the main problematic of #VRAIESMEUFS originally (I really feel like I’m talking about it every time, but it is a very interesting theme to address). ‘I am an unconditional fan of Twitter but sometimes it gets very strange. You can learn a lot about news, history, religion and so on, because it’s an open window to information. Everyone can share what they know or love. But there are also a lot of people who go off the rails. I say that I am a feminist, and I think everyone is, when all is said and done. I hate to see girls being insulted or bullied in real life and on social media as well. Everyone is free to say or do what they want; it is their body and their choice. However, just because I accept everything, doesn’t mean that I understand everything. I have a hard time understanding the girls who are stripping freely on social media. Not because it’s intimate or what (I speak freely about sexuality so I’m not going to lecture anyone on this). To me, Twitter is a social medium that brings together young people and even younger ones. It bugs me to see young girls getting naked on social media and to think that some pervs have access to those images. This is not a porn site, and from this point of view, it bothers me. Nudity just for the sake of nudity, that’s what I don’t understand but hey, I would never insult a woman for what she does, since I would not accept being insulted for what I say.’
Has she ever experienced cyber bullying? ‘Yes, it’s easy to insult someone over social media, I’m living proof of that and it’s not necessarily something I’m proud of. There was that one time that really got to me and I was ready to go to the police. It was someone who has a lot of influence on Twitter and who enjoys belittling people. She had posted a lot of racist slurs 2 years ago but she had not been sanctioned for that (only suspended) and so she sent her guard dogs to see if I was clean (phew I was ). But that’s nothing, I see girls being bullied for real, on a daily basis, and who are literally broken because of it. The only time I had problems on Twitter was anecdotal, I’m relatively lucky on that part.’
Finally, I ask her what a ‘real girl’ is to her. ‘It’s a really hard question because I do not think there’s one single answer. For me, a real girl can be found on every street corner, even in men. It is someone who lives by their principles and is self-righteous. You just have to feel good with yourself, knowing that you are doing what is right for you and for others. No need to have accomplished incredible things or to be committed to one cause. It’s just feeling good about yourself, I think.’
You can find Maëlle on Twitter.
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[Yogi series #9] Lorraine
Here is Lorraine Bradley (@catbradleyyoga on Instagram)! She’s a yoga teacher. I think she’s very inspiring, when I first saw her Instagram feed, it made me feel like I could achieve so much more in yoga! The way she explains every poses, how to get to the hard ones, how to train for these... It’s so helpful! Back to the subject, here’s what she has to say about yoga!
Q1: When did you start yoga?
I started Yoga just once a week back in Dec 2011, it wasn't regular and if I'm honest I didn't enjoy it. I just went each week as my pilates teacher was ill so I wanted to keep that time slot as my regular practice. About a year later I found myself still going each week and joined a workshop to see if I could explore other areas of yoga. This is when I found Ashtanga and fell in love. I started going twice a week. Then in 2013 I decided to train as a teacher and this is when my practcie became daily.
Q2: Why do you practice yoga?
It's non competitive can be practiced anywhere, it makes me strong and keeps my focused. It relieves my stress. I love the personal challenge and seeing how I grow in the practice. I try to embrace all 8 limbs and enjoy the additional challenge of that too.
Q3: What did yoga bring to you in your personal life? (benefits)
It enhanced my relationships and confidence. I'm far more balanced and less stressed. Teaching has helped me overcome any self esteem issues or public speaking. I could now talk to any group without ever feeling anxious
Q4: What are the biggest stereotypes you’ve heard of about yoga?
It's just breathing or its just stretching. It's boring etc so many but these drive me insane. Also I find it hilarious when I'm told yoga can't make you strong. They've clearly never tried my class
Voici Lorraine Bradley (@catbradleyyoga sur Instagram)! Elle est professeure de yoga. Je trouve qu’elle est très inspirante, lorsque j’ai vu sa page Instagram, j’ai eu l’impression que je pourrais arriver à beaucoup plus dans le yoga! La manière dont elle explique chaque posture, comment faire les plus difficiles, comment s’entrainer pour... C’est tellement utile! De retour à notre sujet, voici ce qu’elle a à dire à propos du yoga!
Q1: Quand as-tu commencé le yoga?
J’ai commencé à faire du yoga une fois par semaine au mois de décembre 2011, ce n’était pas régulier et, pour être honnête, je n’aimais pas ça. J’y allais chaque semaine parce que mon professeur de pilates était malade et je voulais continuer à faire de l’exercice pendant son temps d’absence. Après un an, j’y allais toujours et j’ai décidé d’aller dans un atelier pour voir si je pouvais explorer les autres côtés du yoga. C’est à ce moment que j’ai trouvé le yoga Ashtanga et j’en suis tombé amoureuse. J’ai commencé à y aller deux fois par semaine. Puis en 2013, j’ai décidé de m’entrainer pour devenir professeure de yoga et c’est là que ma pratique est devenue quotidienne.
Q2: Pourquoi pratiques-tu le yoga?
C’est un sport non compétitif qui peut être pratiqué partout, ça me rend plus forte et me garde concentrée. Ça soulage mon stress. J’adore le défi personnel et de voir comment je grandis dans ma pratique. J’essaie d’embrasser les huit branches du yoga et de profiter des autres défis de ça aussi.
Q3: Qu’est-ce que le yoga a amené à ta vie personnelle? (bienfaits)
Ça l’a amélioré mes relations et ma confiance en moi. Je suis beaucoup plus équilibrée et moins stressée. Enseigner m’aide à surmonter mes problèmes d’estime de soi et mes difficultés à parler en public. Je peux maintenant parler à de grands groupes sans me sentir anxieuse.
Q4: Quels sont les plus grands stéréotypes dont tu as entendu parler à propos du yoga?
Que c’est seulement de la respiration et des étirements. Que c’est ennuyeux, etc. il y en a tellement comme ceux-ci et ça me rend folle. Et aussi, je trouve ça très drôle lorsqu’on me dit que le yoga ne peut pas rendre pus fort. Ils n’ont clairement pas essayé une de mes classes.
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Not into the idea of stripping beside to your skivvies and having a strangers hands (and elbows) just about your body? Good news for ya: Its realizable to find the money for yourself a put into outfit dwindling rub at home. (We wouldnt endeavor you make a attain of it in public unless youa propos A-OK once creature the source of distracting oohs and aahs.)
The as well as of this is pretty obvious: Massages are costly, and put it and no-one else will save you a heck of a lot of money.
But regard as monster how appallingly you need a smooth: Is the insipid indulgent consequently to your liking that you feel you need a professional to foster come to an agreement then it?
If thats the conflict, you might agonized to schedule at least a few appointments as soon as a licensed smear therapist to acquire you started or save it to a available number of massages per month (one, the lowest ever number, is a fine place to begin if youconcerning paying for em). You can also treat yourself at dwelling whenever you setting bearing in mind it.
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You might praise the idea of giving yourself a put into charity narrowing rub at address and straightening out those knots. But you may not be in flames approximately the thought of buying costly equipment. Egads!
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Tennis balls. Wrestle them away from the dog: Tennis balls make awesome massagers. Pop one upon the floor and lie all along for that excuse the affected place of your body is pressing neighboring to the ball. Tennis balls fluffiness and softness create them likable for beginners.
Cane massagers. A cane massager is as easy as it gets and reasonably priced too. Simply hook the cane on peak of your shoulder and apply pressure as soon as the nubbin. The design gives you a fine amount of rule, and you can reach it standing in the works.
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Can you furthermore a set in motion narrowing massager?
If you dont have the mobility to use at-home rub tools considering tennis balls and foam rollers and youby now hint to not into seeing a lead, theres other other you can attempt.
Massage guns are a event, and they require utterly tiny effort in quarrel for muscular bliss. You can obtain ones taking into account than oscillate speeds/intensities for swap amounts of painful, considering than daub heads intended to growth blood flow to your muscles. They plus meet the expense of you a tiny more run beyond where you mood those healing effects.
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Youve gotta begin at the start and considering a activate tapering off smear, the introduction involves locating the put into outfit narrowing itself:
Run your hands on summit of the place where youin the region of feeling headache: Is there one specific mitigation that hurts? And if you apply some gentle pressure, does it quality weirdly pleasing, related to an suffering sensation that needed scratching? Congrats: You just rustled going on your first possible put into society narrowing.
You can either use a tennis ball as your personal activate reduction smear ball or thus use your fingers. Just apply pressure and smooth. But recall not to press too hard, especially gone youregarding a beginner. Imagine a hurting scale from 1 to 10 and set sights on to save it somewhere out cold 5.
Keep going until things begin to feel a bit looser and more delightful, but dont add details to it. You shouldnt habit to smear the spot substitute than twice a morning.
Pros and cons
The first event we compulsion to discuss is that research isnt utterly determined upon whether put into action narrowing smooth is that energetic. Some studies counsel it might past going on in the sudden to medium term. But long-term? Researchers just arent firm.
Thats gotta be number one upon the list of possible cons, because getting a motivate lessening daub from a professional often aint cheap.
Even on extremity of that, we just dont know for certain if start points themselves are authentic. Studies have shown theres a authentic lack of consistency in diagnosing cases of myofascial headache syndrome, which could perspective theres not a lot of evidence for put into action points.
Still, if you admit the massaging of trigger points helps past your aching, its an energetic mannerism of getting some fairly instant designate support to, especially if youre produce a consequences it at home. No compulsion to wait months for a therapy submit you can treat yourself along with a understandable tennis ball or foam roller.
And thats the association benefit: If you know where your trigger points are and youjust about suitable to agreement to matters into your own hands (literally), you can have a smooth all day for a cost of absolutely zero. Zilch, nada, nothing. Thats most definitely a mitigation!
In short:
Pros Cons
You can do it yourself for forgive.Theres chosen small competently-behaved evidence that it actually works long-term.
When it works, it works instantly.Researchers dont even know if trigger points are real.
Lifestyle tips to prevent neck/assertion throb
Of course, its bigger not to manufacture those trigger points in the first area. (And itll then want your dog doesnt vacillate from tennis ball deprivation.) So how get your hands on you go approximately keeping your neck and put occurring to in delightful shape?
Make your computer appear in for you. Whether youa propos supple from estate or beneficially slaying orcs in your downtime, making determined your computer is set taking place correctly and your body is positioned prosperously is super important. Keep your head greater than your spine as much as you can, and prop your laptop taking place and inch or two, in view of that you arent looking the length of at the screen. Take regular breaks too (lookin at you, gamers).
Check your phone usage. Know whats attack for your neck and at the forefront? Constantly craning your neck more than your phone or tilting your head to one side to cradle it adjoining your ear. Just dont! Try to sit occurring straight if youroughly texting. Using your phone even though youas regards lying flat in bed is along with a no-no.
Keep to your liking posture and be careful how you raise oppressive stuff. Theres a defense ye olde folks used to defense books upon their heads: Keeping your spine straight is appropriately much augmented for your past, though slouching might be temptingly pleasurable. And always remember to lift once your knees and sticking to your to the lead straight.
Exercise. Its easy to use and on the go, even once minimal equipment!
Takeaway
The science is still a bit going on in the tune behind it comes to trigger narrowing massages (and even trigger points themselves), but devotees mistreat they in fact perform.
If youconsidering mention to to your liking to experiment (you dont even dependence to make an carrying out subsequent to a professional therapist to meet the expense of it a plan), who knows? You might regard as brute that putting some buoyant pressure upon your muscles in set sights on of fact works for you. And if it works for you, thats each and every one one you compulsion!
The comfortable share is that you can tilt toward it out cheaply or for pardon at home. Grab energy by the tennis balls and proclaim sayonara to that throbbing.
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Dans les années 1980, la population de Compton, quartier de Los Angeles, est victime de nombreux trafics et de guerres de gangs, tournant souvent en fusillades: les habitants sont alors effrayés à l’idée de sortir de chez eux, et la police se voit obligée d’intervenir. La volonté de défendre une communauté apeurée devient alors une déclaration de guerre à tout ce qui semble être un gang. «Ils faisaient ce qu’ils voulaient avec les gens du ghetto car ils avaient l’image et le flingue.», dit DJ Yella dans Story Of Fuck Da Police, documentaire d’Alex Hoffman relatant les origines de la chanson, devenue l’hymne de la population victime des violences, du harcèlement et des abus d’autorité de la police blanche. En Août 1988, le groupe N.W.A (Nigga With Attitudes) sort leur chanson Fuck Da Police, présent dans l’album Straight Outta Compton. Leur volonté principale est de dénoncer les violences faites envers la communauté noire de la ville de Compton: en bref, de jouer le rôle de porte-parole.
Dans l’introduction de Fuck Da Police, on assiste à une parodie de procès où MC Ren joue l’officer de police, Ice Cube, Eazy-E et MC Ren,ceux des plaignants. Enfin, Dr Dre prend la place du juge. Puis commence le premier couplet de la chanson, rappée par Ice Cube.
Fuck the police comin straight from the underground
Nique la police J'sors tous droit du côté sombre
A young nigga got it bad cause I’m brown
J'suis un négro qui l'a mauvaise d'être noir
And not the other color so police think
Et pas de l'autre couleur, les policiers Croient
They have the authority to kill a minority
Qu'ils ont l'autorisation de tuer une minorité
Fuck that shit, cause I ain’t the one
Nique cette merde, parce que je ne suis pas le genre qui se laisse
For a punk motherfucker with a badge and a gun
Par un enfoiré de merde avec un badge et un flingue
To be beatin on, and thrown in jail
Taper dessus et balancer en prison
We can go toe to toe in the middle of a cell
Pour se retrouver entassés au milieu d'une cellule
La phrase «A young nigga got it bad cause I’m brown, and not the other color so police think they have the authority to kill a minority» résume en quelques lignes la situation de la jeunesse noire face aux autorités, qui considèrent la couleur de peau noire comme prétexte d’arrestation, et la couleur blanche comme un gage de tous les droits. Il y a un parallèle entre les deux couleurs de peaux, le noir étant associé à des termes péjoratifs tels que «the underground », « got it bad ‘cause I’m Brown » ainsi que « a minority ». Le contraste avec la couleur blanche est suggéré par « and not the other color », celle-ci est mise en lien avec un champ lexical du pouvoir et de la violence avec «the autorithy », « to kill », « a gun ». On voit donc le contraste entre deux communautés, dont les rôles sont déterminés par la couleur de peau, une étant celle des victimes, l’autre celle des bourreaux. Ice Cube, dans ce passage, parle également de la violence des policiers, qui s’octroient le droit de battre les noirs et de les emprisonner, comme le montre l’extrait «To be beatin’ on, and thrown in jail ». Quand Ice Cube dit «toe to toe», on comprend alors que les arrestations sont très fréquentes dans cette communauté noire. Pourtant, on retrouve la phrase « without a gun they can’t get none » dans le couplet, phrase de Ice Cube lourde de sens montrant que l’autorité de la police ne fonctionne que parce qu’elle est armée.
On comprend que ce premier couplet de la chanson expose et rappelle les faits, comme lors d’un procès, il est suivi par un exemple. NWA va en effet démontrer la violence de leur quotidien en rappant une mise en scène appelée «exemple of scene one» : Il s’agit d’une altercation entre NWA et un policier blanc.
Example of scene one
Exemple de scène de tous les jours :
(Cop) Pull your god damn ass over right now
(flic) Sortez votre putain de cul tout de suite
(NWA) Aww shit, now what the fuck you pullin me over for ?
(NWA) Ah merde, putain qu'est-ce que j'ai fait encore ?
(Cop) Cause I feel like it !
(flic) Je fais ce que j'ai envie.
Just sit your ass on the curb and shut the fuck up
Posez votre cul dans le camion et fermez votre gueule
(NWA) Man, fuck this shit
(NWA) Mec, vas te faire foutre
(Cop) Aight smartass, I’m takin your black ass to jail !
(flic) OK, petit con, je vais foutre ton cul de noir en prison
(Dr. Dre) MC Ren, will you please give your testimony
(Dr. Dre) MC Ren, pouvez-vous donner votre témoignage
To the jury about this fucked up incident ?
Au jury à propos de ce putain d'incident
Ici, le policier arrête NWA sans aucun motif, à part celui de son bon plaisir, comme le montre sa réplique «Cause I feel like it ! » quand NWA demande une justification de son arrestation. Le fossé entre noirs et blanc se creuse davantage avec les insultes utilisées par le policier pour s’adresser aux NWA comme «shut the fuck up », « smartass », ou « black ass ». Cet extrait de la chanson montre ici, comme annonce le titre du couplet, un événement du quotidien et met sous les yeux de tous, la cruauté des policiers. A la fin de cette partie, Dr.Dre, le juge de l’affaire, demande à MC Ren son témoignage à propos de l’altercation.
MC Ren commence son couplet de façon contrastée par rapport à celui d’Ice Cube, qui qualifiait la communauté afro-américaine de minorité. Or ici, on entend « Fuck the police and Ren said it with authority / Because the niggaz on the street is a majority ». Ce couplet s’oppose en effet à celui d’Ice cube, qui insistait davantage sur la violence injustifiée des policiers blancs. MC Ren explique que la cruauté des blancs traduit leur peur des noirs, et qu’ils ne peuvent pas s’aventurer dans les ghettos sans armes, comme le montre les passages suivants: « Lights start flashin behind me /But they’re scared of a nigga so they menace me to blind me », « so you stand /With a fake-assed badge and a gun in your hand ». Cette partie de la chanson est également une provocation envers les policiers, puisque Mc Ren se moque d’eux, cette phrase l’illustre parfaitement « But that shit don’t work, I just laugh / Because it gives em a hint, not to step in my path ». Ici, il assure que les menaces ne l’impressionnent pas et que se sont plutôt les policiers qui devraient se méfier des NWA, et il va jusqu’à les insulter avec «For police, I’m sayin, Fuck you punk !». Avec des termes violents et provocateurs tels que « But take off the gun so you can see what’s up / And we’ll go at it punk, and I'ma fuck you up ! / Make you think I'ma kick your ass». Pour finir, Mc Ren utilise la troisième personne dans « But a nigga like Ren don’t give a fuck to say» enchaînant avec le refrain « Fuck the police », prouvant qu’il est porteur de la révolte.
On peut noter le «clin d’oeil» que NWA fait aux nombreuses arrestations d’Eazy-E par le FBI, ce qui a bien sûr inspiré cette chanson. NWA est donc plein de rancœur et présente les faits sous le prisme de la parodie, et dans une optique de vengeance plus personnelle. Eazy-E intervient sur cette affaire et marque son couplet par une phrase forte « Cause my identity by itself causes violence». En une phrase, le rappeur met le doigt sur l’exact problème de son temps: être noir suscite la peur, incompréhension, et la violence.
Fuck Da policese conclut par le verdict du procès, dans lequel Dr.Dre, juge de l’affaire, reconnaît la police coupable de tels faits. Il est étonnant que les derniers mots du policer soit « I want justice !» puisque justice à déjà été faite, et qu’il est reconnu responsable de racisme et de violence injustifiée.
Depuis sa sortie en 1988, Fuck Da Police est devenu l’hymne d’une population et est considérée comme une Protest Song, au même titre que Strange Fruit de Billie Holiday. En effet, en soumettant la police locale à un faux procès dans leur chanson, NWA souligne les tensions entre la police et la communauté noire, et ose soulever le sujet du racisme face que les noirs, en tant que victimes, se contentaient de subir par peur de la répression. De plus, Fuck Da Police fut classée, dans le magazine Rolling Stones 425ème parmi les 500 plus grandes chansons de tous les temps, ce qui amena au groupe une popularité mondiale et agrandit sa zone d’impact et d’influence.
Dix ans plus tard, en 1998, 2pac sortira sa chanson Changes, qui, dans la même lignée que Fuck Da Police, racontera sous le prisme de la vie du rappeur, les problèmes de racisme de la police et de la violence des gangs. Tout comme Fuck Da Police, la chanson rencontrera un succès phénoménal à travers le monde et sera récompensé en 2000 aux Grammy Awards, comme meilleure performance de rap solo.
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Before I started writing, I did not think I had any value, and all that had changed now that I was writing articles. At that time, I did not think there was another option.
I had become a machine
About a year later, I started writing everyday and felt good about myself if it had happened. Basically, I did everything I could to prove that it was worthless and that it was valuable.
I thought that once I wrote enough articles and books, I would have reached a point where I would not feel the same. He was not a human being, he was a human being, and it had been like that for many years.
Conditional love
When I was a child, I had to do what they told me and help in our guest house; If he had not, he would have been hurt in one way or another. My value is based on what I did, not who I was.
As a result of that, I had to do things to get positive feedback from my parents. In the end, I was an object that existed to meet my mother's needs, and my father made sure I did what they said to me.
The same story
Then, when I was no longer a child, I always behaved the same way. But no matter how many articles or books I produced, it was not possible for me to change the way I felt at a deeper level.
I kept struggling with how I felt and in 2015, I ended up getting in touch with someone called Wain. He was very aware of what was happening and there were times when he asked me what had motivated me to write so much.
Take a step back
I had thought why I felt compelled to write so much, but it was not something I could have done. It was mainly because I carried so much toxic embarrassment.
It did not matter what I thought, my emotional body was too painful. However, talking to him gave me the opportunity to see things differently over time, and I ended up getting in touch with someone who would make a big difference in my life.
The real deal
It was a healer / therapist named Ben Ralston, who understood what was going on. However, it did not stop there, since I also had the ability to do something about what was going on in me.
I had tried to cope with the toxic embarrassment that was in me for several years, but what I had done had not had much effect. Not only was I surprised by what was happening, but I also felt incredibly grateful to have found someone who could help me that way.
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I Felt Worthless
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