#and the extreme lack of plus size rep within these fashion subcultures really hurts too

[black-winged-pippa]

I’m having a mild self-hate day. I’m going to blame it on my bad sleep habits this past month. Still, I find myself being extra sensitive today. I just wanted to enjoy pretty shit and support people feeling good about themselves, and now I’m back to hating my belly and my inability to lose weight for the past 15 years.

#pippa's personal ramblings #i love alternative fashions #but very few of them have loose fitting options or feel curvy friendly #so i feel trapped in tees and jeans #hardly anything makes me feel confidently pretty anymore #and the extreme lack of plus size rep within these fashion subcultures really hurts too #and what i do find isn't helpful to me because it's all very tight around the belly #the part that i hate the most about myself #and i don't see many plus size models with my belly shape either #so i feel even more alienated #i'm just going to let myself cry and feel #and then i'll try to swing myself back onto the positive track