#and the goddawful songs he's been releasing

[konakoro]

I’m going to dropkick Brendan Urie into the Grand Canyon

#dumb stuff #patd #Panic at the Disco #Panic! at the Disco #this is for multiple reasons #both the project i've been working on nonstop for the last 3 days in a feverish attempt to finish it on time #and the goddawful songs he's been releasing #i hope he gets publicly eviscerated and crawls back to his hole to think about what he's done #he's been needing a good assbeating since releasing ME! with swift

[t-underneaththeradardancing]

been a while - since wrote in the evening proper and yah i been scarce - here for a hot minnit only  - fer instance - i started - got a text w info hadda pay attention - before wrote another - word - yet another interrupt - shun a fone call one i wanted yay - but - gone baby gone again if only for another minnit - as far as i can - teenspeek  amminnit is somewhere between at best 5 or ten minutes from now - more likely 30 and maybe forgotten or fone need charging 

it get like that and then radio silence 

and the usual errands taking longer lately rainy holidazed shopping and the energy suck the real world  i usual dont hafta live in much  i dont wanna  - tried straight life a few times i can fake it clean up good like omg tho it make u crazy and i dont use the term lightly - yes u do t 

and a melody my head and fingers meet at the odd times - pick up guitar and work out - it only take a  “minnit “ lol i teenspeak to my own self if itz convenient then repent like bob sing  - it takes so long to crow feed  3 murders sometimes well 2 for sure and stragglers - the birbs always welcome - seagulls and pigeons only if they play nice and they dont the usual  - or the weather - cuz itz winter  - t u fucken go on and on about the fukken winter - u live in temperate sf where it only hit freeze 1x so far and only for     -          - drum roll .....

a minnit      ( puleeez i hope u laffen )

have we mentioned the kitty omg so good she 

got good sleep that something a lot actually 

and about winter 

its a fucken metaphor of a metaphor for an actual weather change and little light and death  - some really sucky stuff has happened  - t some goddawful inna summer also - but at least its warmer? wtf  u dont look for the deep end of the bakery 

and fuck it - bet the whole fore sea able future on recording  - all in before finish  - knowing a couple fucked up cards and a slightly rigged deck  - called life on lifes terms or sum shit  - the unlikely alliance  alliances relationships alone - we all got problems  - but then again everybody  - at least that i know up close and personal and that really aint all that  - but then again wat is - ffs if u read me for any time u know its a little uh wacky in t’s hed  - vitas book has schizophrenic in the title  - we love niko and i aint asked permission - he is a perfectly well adjusted young male speciman of a human - at least by our standards lol - closest thing to an adult in the room - we fukken love him and back gonna meet in 3d his gf tomorrow and know we gonna love her - i hope she bring her bunny but maybe too loud at rehearsal demo recording in a rehearsal studio  - we getting fancy as fuck here  - and yah i bet big but not enuff to ruin - anything - we tawked out failure  “if we the recording gets fucked up are we gonna b good ? “ she ask - if anyone at that time it wood b t who did the fuckupping  - cmon fuck upping oh never mind i gess itz 2 wordz excuse me - no hesitation “ yah we gonna b fucken good  we been thru so much worse - its only fukken money and no one i love is gonna do without “  if we both survive it we gonna b good thru anything even of 1 of our own making cuz we that kind of ppl - sometimes - but when we come thru it is magic  - as long as we act in love as much as and yah we ppl means we fuck up act out - not too long w each other or too often mind u we aint toxic esp to each other or each others loved ones and we both love plenty - and niko says he could ez make a final mix out of rehearsal demos so far - except he duznt have much of my guitar recorded  - it dont matter - imma catalyst  we been making magic - my guitar gonna b there  - prominent in a couple few unless i just fuck up worse than imagine lol and i fekken worse than i spellz - no aint gonna resort to spells bad things happen - too often - cant foresee and its ego - srly the sound the way he shapes vitas songs - there is 1 demo good enuff shape it could b released - we betz we outdo inna studio - theres one important vocal more than good enuff .... imma blather 

laterz 

love

#poetry i guess #or maybe