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#and the trying to copy other men to see what to do to 'fit in' is a mooooood
imyourbratzdoll · 9 months
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𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒍 𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒍𝒖𝒓𝒌𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒔
🕊️a whore's fairytale masterlist🕊️
summary - y/n jane porter (you) decides to prove men wrong by searching for the lost man, and you happen upon him after insulting a bunch of baboons, only to realise that you will never leave again.
warning - smut, dubcon, chase, marking, insulting animals, swearing, oral sex, creampie, kidnapping/held hostage?
18+ only please, the gif and headers I use aren't mine.
Warnings and Reminders - Please do not plagiarise, copy, repost/republish, adapt, or translate any of my work on any social media platforms, apps, or third-party sites. The only platforms I post my work on are: Tumblr and Wattpad. I do not own any character of any franchise (Marvel etc.) All my works are fiction and may be dark or triggering content: READ ALL WARNINGS BEFORE PROCEEDING.
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You huffed as you stalked the forest, searching for a man who had been lost to the world. Explorers have searched high and low for him but have yet to succeed. You were determined to be different, to prove to them that you could find the lost man. Secretly though, you knew he would be feral, not even knowing what a woman was and the pleasure you could bring him. You hiked up your light yellow dress, white-gloved hands scrunching the material between your fists. You spin when you hear a sound, looking up into the trees, and your eyes widen when you notice the many baboons staring down at you. 
“Oh, hello.” You look closer, squinting your eyes and scrunching your nose. “You’re quite ugly creatures, aren’t you?” You stumble back when they begin to screech, looking ready to attack, and you put your hands up. “I didn’t mean to offend. It’s just…” Your words are lost to them, and you start running as some of them jump from the trees and chase you, the others swinging through the branches. You pick up your pace, dodging trees and rocks, trying your best not to trip or get caught. You feel your breath shorten, and your lungs burn. A scream escapes you as your foot gets caught on a root, but before you can fall, something or someone grabs you, swinging you away from the baboons. 
You screw your eyes shut, not daring to look at what had grabbed you, feeling it would be better if you didn’t see what fate had planned for you. Your brows scrunched as you felt whoever or whatever was placing you down softly, and your eyes widened when you opened them, noticing the man everyone had been searching for. The lost man had saved you from being torn to shreds, and the excitement caused a jolt between your legs. You scanned his physic, noticing how tanned and beautiful he looked. Your eyes landed on his face lastly, eyeing the moustache and imagining what it would feel like in between your thighs, his unbrushed hair all curled and wild, like him. 
Tangerine’s head tilts, doing the same to you. He was curious, never having seen someone like you before. He’s seen others that look like him, but none so… Beautiful, so soft looking. He licked his lips, scanning you like you were a meal for him to feast on. He glared when you lifted your hand, and you returned it with a soft smile. “It’s okay. I’m not here to hurt you… I’m Y/n Jane Porter. Do you have a name?” Tangerine grunts, lifting his hand and cautiously placing it against yours, thinking of his words. You squeeze your legs together at his touch, causing his eyes to snap down to the sweet nectar that lies between your thighs. 
Tangerine’s hand moves from yours and taps his chest. “Tangerine.” Your eyes widen as the words fall from his lips, and you offer a soft smile.
“Like the fruit?” Your head tilts, knowing another name that would fit him. Tarzan stays on the tip of your tongue as you watch him.
He grunts again and stops, looking around before roughly grabbing you, causing a gasp to pass your lips. “Danger.” He growls. You are lifted onto the large man’s shoulders again as he begins to swing away just in time as the baboons swing, missing you by inches. Tangerine lands roughly on the ground. After a while of swinging and making sure you were no longer being followed, he lets you get off of him. You fall as your legs feel shaky, and you stumble back. He spins, eyeing you more, gazing at your exposed legs. 
You clear your throat, brushing the dirt from your dress. “Thank you again.” Your chest moves up and down as you breathe heavily. You try and keep your eyes from looking at the bulge hidden behind the tiny cloth. Tangerine’s eyes lock to your heaving chest. You watch as they become black, filling with feral lust. He stalks towards you, backing you into a tree. You feel your cunt pulse, the large man turning you on. “W–what are you doing?” You gulp, squeezing your thighs together when he traps you against the wood.
“Me do you.” Tangerine growls. He grabs your hips, dragging you onto the ground and climbing over you. “Stay… Still.” He grunts, trapping you with his large body and rubbing his bulge against your dripping cunt. Tangerine had never felt something so incredible, and he hadn’t even explored that far yet. He sits on his legs, looking down at you with dark eyes filled with lust and hunger, growling as your dress becomes annoying. Tangerine grips the material, shredding it and causing you to squeal and squeeze your thighs together, feeling yourself clench around nothing. “Annoying” You don’t know why, but this feral man's few words turn you on. 
You whimper, subconsciously spreading your legs for him, watching his mouth open and close as he glares between your legs, watching your pretty pussy drip. Tangerine growls as he dives in, lapping at your sweet cunt. Your back arches, and you let out a scream that echoes through the many trees. Your hands curl into the ground, legs slamming shut around his head as he continues to feast on your cunt, licking and sucking, wrapping his lips around your swollen pearl and sucking, flicking the sensitive little bud with his tongue. You move your hand into his hair, gripping the untamed locks, pulling him closer. “O–Oh! That feels so good!” You exclaim, feeling the band inside you tighten, ready to snap. “Keep going, please!” Your eyes screw shut, and your toes curl, but suddenly everything stops, and you open them again. “What are you doing? Why did you stop?” You felt furious, sexually frustrated. This was the most pleasure you had felt in your entire life, and you couldn’t let it slip from your fingertips. 
Tangerine growls and your eyes widen when you watch him grab himself. The tiny cloth has tented massively and keeps nothing hidden. He rips the pathetic material from his body and throws it aside, tilting his head as you make an embarrassingly loud choking sound. You look at him and back to his cock repeatedly, staring with your mouth open. “That’s not going to fit inside me.” Even as you say those words, your walls clench as you watch his cock twitch. 
Tangerine grunts, shrugging. He crawls on top of you, forcefully placing your legs onto his shoulder and tapping your gaping hole with his swollen tip. “Fit.” You gasp as he begins to push in, his hair covering his face as he puts his head down, never having felt something so good. “Good” The grunt he lets out causes you to clench around him and his hips to thrust forward, forcing his way deeper inside you. Your head rolls back into the dirt, closing your eyes as he picks up his pace, releasing the animal buried deep inside of him. Tangerine slams hard and fast into you, his cock so large it feels like he’s in your stomach. If possible, the bulge that forms causes him to become even more feral.
Your hands fly up and grip his arms, digging your nails into him before whimpering when he pulls out and flips you around, pushing your face into the dirt and lifting your hips before plunging back into you, grunting and growling as he fucks you like an animal. Your mouth falls open, and your eyes roll back, clawing into the ground and clutching onto it, trying to find something to ground yourself too. Tangerine grips your hips, pounding against you, moaning when he feels you grip his cock like a vice, dragging him deeper into you and allowing him to hit your sweet spot repeatedly. “Ah! Oh! Fuck… Right there!” You whine, fucking and grinding your hips back into him, wanting to feel him more. 
Tangerine pulls out again, your mind too fuzzy to get angry as he grabs you and pushes you against the tree, wrapping your legs around his waist and reentering your sweet cunt. Your eyes roll into the back of your head, mouth open in a silent scream as he fucks up into you, his lips against your neck, marking you as his. You are so close, feeling your walls pulsate and clench around the feral man, feeling so dirty and full. “I–I’m close!” Tangerine grunts, slamming harder into you, pinning you against the tree, not caring if the bark marks your flesh. Your vision goes white, and your body goes slack in his arms as your orgasm rips through you, squeezing his cock and coating it with your cream.
A growl rips through the large man. Tangerine bites into your shoulder, fucking deeper as he feels his balls tighten. He had only experienced this when he’d touch himself, teasing his cock and balls until he was close to cumming before stopping and repeating. He knew the release would feel amazing, causing him to continue to thrust, his hand moving between your bodies, locating your swollen, sensitive clit and rubbing. Your back arches, causing another orgasm to rip through you, and Tangerine groans, releasing his cum deep inside you, filling you with thick amounts as you squeeze his cock.
Your head slumps against his chest, your chest moving up and down heavily as you try and catch your breath. Your walls pulsate around his still-hard cock, wondering how he could still be ready for more. Tangerine cups the back of your neck, grunting as he makes you look at him. He grins, leaning close as he slowly begins to thrust again. “Mine.” 
The growl can still be heard as you realise you will never be able to leave again, but maybe that was a good thing.
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zeldasnotes · 6 months
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SpOoKy NoTeS 👻
Its spooky time until christmas and everyone knows it. Dont even try to deny it. And you better believe I have some spooky observations for yall. And I advice all sensitive people to not read these. Here is a bottle of formula for yall instead 🍼
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⚠️ Achilles(588) shows your weak spot. Working on your achilles will help you so much in life. Because just like with Chiron if you dont work on this weakness people might use this weakness against you.
⚠️ You know that girl your boyfriend always talks shit about? I bet your boyfriends Venus is in that girls 1st house or his planets in her 8th house. I dare you to check.
⚠️ If you have Saturn in the 10th house there is a risk of getting your karma back for stuff you have done very publicly. It might take a while but it will happen. For example Ellen Degeneres.
⚠️ People with Lilith in the 3rd house can say the most cruel things when angry. Sometimes might not even control it and afterwards find themselves wondering what the hell they just said. Can also experience issues with lying especially in their younger years.
⚠️ Lie(26955) conjunct Moon might have had a lot of women make up lies about them. Might be surrounded by women who lie or even a family of habitual liars.
⚠️ Men with Lilith in the 10th house = false assault accusations or snitch accusations. If you are a man with this placement and you are thinking about joining a gang just know there is a 90% chance that if the police catch someone in the gang YOU will be accused of being the one of who snitched.
⚠️ Moon/Pluto women yes women hate on you but you are sneaky yourself and other women pick up on that.
⚠️ The moon really is where we are the most sensitive. Attacking someones moon can really make someone explode. Ive noticed that most times when someone throw a fit in my comments or asks its because of something I wrote about their moon.
⚠️ Fama(408) in Cancer/Conjunct Moon can do ANYTHING and will still be seen as a good mom. They have the ”supermom” image. Trying to expose someone with this placement might fail unless Fama is very afflicted.
⚠️ Someone with Peitho(118) conjunct personal planets can talk people into anything. Peitho was the goddess of persuasion, seduction and charming speech.
⚠️ If you have Moon conjunct Uranus you might have some very ”unique” children so be prepared for shock. Kate Gosselin from Kate plus 8 have this and she first gave birth to twins and then she had sextuplets(!!!!)
⚠️ People with Juno(3) conjunct Fama(408) can be cloutchasers.
⚠️ Moon/Venus harshly aspecting Neptune can idealize women a lot, especially beautiful women. People with these aspects can start copying someone they look up to and if Pluto is involved it can get scary. I know someone with this who would copy every outfit, makeup, behaviour, way of talking & way of walking of another girl in our class.
⚠️ Aquarius Moons sometimes take their need to be unpredictable and unique way too far and might do weird or mean things to show it. They can be just as attention seeking as their sister sign.
⚠️ Lilith in the 7th house people might think they are the controlling one in the relationship but they dont even know half of what their partner is doing behind the scenes. Can also be the opposite tho.
⚠️ If you have Sun conjunct Lilith you probably represent something your dad dislikes about himself. He sees his shadow self in you/the part of himself he denies.
⚠️ Chiron shows stuff you are attacked for. Ascendant = appearance, the way you assert yourself/dont assert yourself. Moon = Your sensitivity, a sensitivity thats very visible to others. Venus = looks, attacked by romantic interests and women. Mars = By men, for not being assertive enough. 9th house=For your background/religion, attacked by students at school. 3rd house = siblings, kids in the neighborhood, early schoolyears.
⚠️ Mars Square Pluto attract people who can feel an obsessive anger towards them or an obsessive need to put them in their place. The kind of people to have others making revenge plans on them. Also masculine energies become obsessed with them.
⚠️ When you have Lilith/Asc people attack like hyenas. With this placement there is a risk of people not showing you empathy, you see sides of people that others dont see because you are a walking threath. This doesnt always mean they hate you, this can be something very subconscious that they dont even are aware of themselves, you just awake a fear in them that they cant explain.
⚠️ A Narcissists worst nightmare is a person with Neptune conjunct personal planets. Narcissists feed on emotional reactions from others and people with Neptune on the Sun or Ascendant dont show emotional reactions because their mind is always focused on having the proper reaction and to read the situation to create their personality around their surroundings. So in a way you will never get a ”real” reaction from a Neptunian.
⚠️ Venus 1st house synastry can make Venus VERY hateful and mean towards the house person. They can have a hard time feeling bad for the house person because of the jealousy. Ive noticed the same with Venus 2nd house synastry.
⚠️ If Toro(1685) conjunct a planet in your chart dont only check that planet also check what house is ruled by that planet. Example: If you have Toro conjunct Venus and your 4th house is in Libra. Toro is conjunct your 4th house ruler so your mother/family could be your bully.
LAST YEARS SPOOKY NOTES🎃
©️ 2023 Zeldas Notes
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barefoothighlander · 1 year
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Hi! I hope you're well.
I have a request that may not be achievable and thats okay! Really, its just a thought.
What if the reader is a new recruit to the team and has the nickname 'Reaper' due to her skull Balaclava and skill (https://www.tumblr.com/men-wearing-masks/652072573328392192/skull-mask-week-day-47?source=share) from her other teams.
They're mainly a sniper but are amazing at everything. They're smaller than the rest of the team (I'm picturing an afab) but they're silent and bring death with them.
For example; Ghost is noticeable by his naturally intimidating presence but Reaper cannot be noticed unless you're actually looking for them, and when they pass, it feels as if a cold shiver has gone down your spine.
I picture this being a Ghost x reader because they're just as good as ghost, if not better, and everyone teases him about that. Making jokes about how reader is on top because a Reaper is higher up the chain than a ghost. Then I feel like on a mission reader gets sick of it, but in an attempt to be 'part of the team' they make a joke that's sexual in nature about her being on top which just sets ghost off.
If you don't do anything with this, totally understand, hope this wasn't just a silly rant though 'xD
Much love,
🔳
ok, sorry this took me so long to respond to I was trying to flesh it out but I hope it fits what you imagined
warnings: typical violence, death
“Hostiles are taken care of, you’re clear for entry” You call it in through your comms, you’re sat high on a hill, hidden from view by the dark as the team infiltrates.
“Copy Reaper, moving in”
You walk as Ghost and Soap make their way into the building, changing your sight to check in on windows.
“I’ve got eyes on two, south east window”
No response
“Alpha team I’ve got eyes on two, how copy?”
The comms are silent, you don’t think you just move, sprinting down the hill before you’re in front of the target building, you can hear the echoes of gunshots.
“Soap I’m at the entrance, what’s going on in there”
You hear someone inside yell, deciding to rush in to cover, you make your way through the rooms, clearing them before heading up the stairs to follow the noise. You see muzzle flashes at the end of the hallway, you slowly make your way down before turning into a room, Soaps backed against a wall struggling with one of the men, you raise your gun to fire but your arms are quickly pushed away,
“Reaper, on your left”
You struggle against the man in front of you, using your foot you kick at his knee knocking him down, your knife raising to plant in his neck before you pull it out, throwing it across the room, it lands in the shoulder of the man strangling Soap, he screams in pain and Soap is able to push him off to kill him.
“Thanks”
You nod your head, “Where’s Ghost?”
“We split down a hallway, comms went dead a few seconds after”
“Why do these always turn into rescue missions”
“Maybe he likes being saves by you”
You roll your eyes at him, picking up your gun and advancing around the building, there’s no sign of Ghost in the rooms.
“Stay inside, I’ll search the perimeter” You say
“Stick to the shadows” Soap winks
You make your way outside, creeping around the dark spots of the yard as you slice through the few remaining hostiles, you come across Ghost in the garage, he’s focused on some computer as you approach.
“Thought you went missing”
Your presence surprises him,
“Clear the building?”
“No thanks to you”
“I did my part” He gestures towards the two dead men on the opposite side of the room, “Got what we came for, let’s go”
You meet back up with Soap at the front of the house, making your way to the rendezvous point,
"You better thank your God that Reaper was here to save your ass LT"
"I was fine"
"Not counting the hostiles swarming you" You jump in
Ghost glares at you as the three of you make your way onto the heli for evac. Arriving back at base Ghost is practically silent, sparing you few words during your ride while Soap talks your ear off, there's something off about Ghost but you can't place it, you decide to leave it be.
The base is bustling when you arrive, people running everywhere, your attention being drawn all around until Price shouts for you,
"Reaper, need you on the next car out"
"Just me Sir?"
"Just you, need the best" He nudges your shoulder, you turn to see Ghost standing behind you, fists clenched at his side,
"You've got competition LT" Soap jokes running past you, Ghost walks away without a word, leaving you standing alone.
Your mission was a success, in and out, just you with Price covering from the sky. You managed to clear the building without being detected, sticking to the shadows as you dropped hostiles one by one.
Your muscles ached arriving back, simply wanting to shower and sleep except Soap had forced you invited you to join the team for a drink, figuring it was an easy way to fit into the team you accepted.
The team was already a few drinks down when you arrived, Ghost catching your attention as he sat in the corner, leaned back in his chair.
"There ya are" Soap shouts from across the pub, hollering you over to their table, you sit and he hands you a beer, you feel the cool glass against your warm palm, eyes darting around the room.
"So is there something about the masks that the rest of us don't get?" Soap asked, pointing between you and Ghost, you tilt your head in question,
"No, no correlation"
"Just coincidence?"
"Just coincidence" You nod
"Well just seems that LT's been knocked down a peg since you showed up, no longer the scary lad in a mask compared to you"
You glare to your side, you can see how Ghost's face contorts under his mask, fumes practically coming from his face,
"Ghost is just as good as me"
"Ghost can't do what you can believe me," Soap laughs, taking another sip of his drink
"That'll do Johnny" His voice booms in your ears,
"You think you're better than me Ghost?" You say, suddenly filled with courage, he doesn't afford you a response, he simply stares back at your masked face.
"You do" Your words are cut off by Johnny
"Is it that mask?" He turns to Ghost,
"What?"
"S'that why you're always buggin' Reaper, you like them, some sort of mask kink?"
Your eyes go wide at his words, your chest suddenly feeling tight,
"You like a strong woman LT?" Soap laughs
Ghost's next movements are quick, he stands from the table practically knocking over everyone's drinks before his hands are at Soap's throat, Price jumps to pull him off but it's no use.
"Keep your fuckin mouth closed Sargeant"
Soap sobers up instantly, nodding under Ghost's grip before being released, there are murmurs around the pub as Ghost exits, the air is thick with tension.
The rest of the night was quiet, the men keeping their jokes to themselves out of fear of Ghost somehow hearing. The next day on base was even more awkward, strange tension between the team had unfolded as Ghost barely spoke a word to anyone all day.
A few hours later you make your way to the gym, completely surprised to see the Lieutenant there you eye him as you enter, setting up on the large mat in the centre of the room.
You watch as he moves to stand in front of you, his stare pinning you down,
"Ready?" He asks, you nod before lunging at him, your arms wrapping around his waist as you dig your feet into the mat trying to push him backward.
You grapple for a few minutes, both of you refusing to tap out, intent on proving you are better than the other, you manage to trip him and he falls with his back flat on the mat. Your legs move to straddle over his torso, your arms pinning him down as you cover his form, your heavy breaths filling the air.
"Guess I really am on top" You laugh
Without a second thought, he thrusts his hips, throwing you off him so he can flip your form, pinning you against the mat, you're caged under his form as he pins you flat, there's no chance of getting out. You writhe against his grip but he doesn't falter, simply staring you down,
"Give up?"
"Not a chance" You continue to struggle against his grip,
"You're just gonna tire yourself out"
"Using weight against your opponent is cheating"
"It's smart, you're small but quick, and I'm more than double your size"
"Get off" You huff
"Tap out"
"Admit I'm better than you"
He laughs at your words, releasing his grip before standing, he lets you get up, your hands rubbing at your wrists as you move across the room, you turn around and he's in front of you. He forces you back his strides pushing you back until you collide with the wall, you tilt your head from him, his mouth inches from your ear, you can feel his breath ghosting over your skin.
"You may be better in the field" He pulls back to face you, his dark eyes glued to yours as your body stands still, "But I'm always on top" You can see his smirk under his mask as he leaves, you're frozen in your spot, his words replaying in your head.
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yourpsicodelicbitch · 4 months
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juno signs and their specific love language🦋🪷 pt2
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Lovely Complex
juno shows us what’s the style that functions better with you -relationships, meaningful committed partnership-, the characteristics of our ideal partner and more.
birth chart + tropical + whole sign system
Taurus
FIRST OF ALL, you don’t play around-yes you do but-, you want someone loyal to their values, someone that will listen to your stubbornness -stubborn thoughts/mind-. you want a GENTLEMAN on whoever you like -ik gentleman is originally referred to men but my intention it’s there-, you want someone that’s drooling for you and shows how attentive they’re without shame. HEAR ME OUT, someone with MONEY or in other words, that can prioritize you economically and takes their time on giving you gifts -flowers, makeup, chocolates, cheesy stuff-. someone that has the ability of transmitting peace in all your bullshit. someone who seems, at first sight, like a junkie? who appears intimidating but then you get to talk to them a few times and realize they’re genuinely a sweetheart. taurus juno will spend like nothing money on you, specially on food, they’ll share it 😭 -idk if it’s just my experience-. this is not beating the taurus allegations. most of the time individuals with juno in taurus have this calm and too much energy that needs to be recharged with their special one.
Libra
they have to be esthetically appealing or have this venusian sense of things, fashion, hygiene, even k how to choose the right t-shirt for an outfit -jk-. they need someone who brings them balance, the balance they seek in all the aspects of their life, including their ideal partner. they LOVE seeing their partner walking and say “hi” to everyone and being reciprocated: social butterfly. practically, being conscious of how to treat people, emotionally intelligent that’ll benefit them in the social aspect. They seek someone who has charisma, who has a sense of justice and consideration, like how almost every prince of disney is presented: the idealized version. idk why I imagine ryan evans from high school musical smirking when libra juno it’s mentioned 😭. you need someone who helps you to feel part of something, not to feel excluded, you want to be in peace. YOU FUCKING LOVE CLICHE STUFF, even if you won’t admit it. someone who let you be a drama queen and will keep it cool with it. your specific love language is to help them in their outfits, in their hygiene, even haircut. idk there’s something so idealized in how libra juno loves, they admire their partner so much.
Leo
personally, sometimes I get pretty confused when they describe what a libra wants and what a leo wants in their ideal partner, the thing here is that leo needs someone who would see them as who they’re; on the other hand, libra is not needy of that treatment, they want someone who would fit perfectly on that space they need to balance their life. leo juno needs and they’re attracted to someone who’s the center of attention without even trying, talented asf, someone who will treat you like you’re their world, who will value and recognize the things you do for others and how you care about people, who would do the same for you. they’ll make you feel as special as you fcking are. leo juno needs expression, affirmation to feel in harmony. THE ATTENTION their ideal partner will give is crucial. they don’t want someone that’s comfortable to be around, they want someone who could practically be their enemy, who match their energy, who’s as competitive and as talented as them. leo juno specific love language is showing you towards others as your partner/special person. this Juno knows their value.
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♡ Based on personal experience and I’ve analyzed in my surroundings
♡ English is not my first language
♡ I’m not a profesional astrologer
Thank youu. baibaii🫣🫶🏼💋
Do not copy. Please give me credits.
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saintship · 10 months
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Can i request Reader being almost blown up on the mission and their face is almost completely burnt/scarred??😢When they wake up and see their red face covered in bandaids and oils they just break down and decide to wear a mask from now on. And Konig seeing them doesn't know what's going on until he accidentally notice how they pulled up their mask a little to eat. Pleaseee😭 I've hard this idea for days. Can it be with fluff at the end? LOVE YOUR WORK SM
THANK YOU !!
OH MY GOD SAINTSHIP ABOUT FUCKING TIME
this has been ROTTING in my drafts I am so sorry anon, also got a little carried away at the end but nothing spicy just big feels
I really hope you enjoy
I love this idea it’s so fitting for König, I feel he’s very observant given how little he draws attention to himself.
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König x gn!Reader - call sign: Radar
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Life around the base could be monotonous. Being in one place usually meant paperwork, meals, paperwork, sparring or group lessons, more paperwork, passing out in your bunk, and doing it all again.
It was different, however, when all of this is happening directly after a loss. And not just losing the fight, but losing many of their soldiers. It was the young men, some no older than 20, losing their lives in the explosions that no one predicted that shook the 141 especially. Their only solace was that they managed to save you.
The air around you was burning hot, flakes of ash floating to singe the gaps of skin they could access. You crawled desperately on your stomach underneath a scorched truck, trying to make your way to the others.
“RADAR, COPY!”
A flaming piece of rubble tumbled next to you, making you jump.
“I’m—I’m on my way..”
“By the east bridge where we came in, you got that?”
Ghosts assuring tone rang faintly in your ears. Finally, you crawled out into a open area, stumbling in the direction of the bridge. The truck there flashed its headlights.
“Move it, private!”
“Yes sir..”
Before you made it a hundred yards, the engine in the car beside you exploded, blasting your body to one side and scalding the right side of your face in flames.
“RADAR!”
Your head smacked the dirt, and the world around you blurred until it was dark.
“Wrap their face!”
“Bampots, these fucks are.”
Soap’s voice cut through the fog that seemed to fill your ears.
“Speak—english.” Your rough voice caught the attention of the truck you lay in, Gaz quickly finishing up wrapping your face. He left as much room as he could, but all that showed in the end was your left eye and mouth.
“Lass..” Soap ignored your taunt, moving to kneel at your side.
“Hi.” Your voice sounded unlike yourself.
Soap’s attention was suddenly pulled to the back of the truck as it rolled to a stop. He darted to swing them open, revealing a few members of Las Almas.
“We’re understaffed on medics, but Rudy’s got basic medical training from boot.” Price explained. “Are you stayin’ awake okay?”
You nodded, the movement stinging your face and scalp, but as he said those words it was like he’d called it—the interior of the truck was dotting quickly in dark spots. Rudy’s gloved hand touching your shoulder was all you felt, and you slipped under again.
This time, it wasn’t voices that woke you. It was the incessant beeping of a heart rate monitor at your side. They’d brought you to the med unit on base—you were home. After taking in the sterile room, your head fell back against the pillow again, exhausted. Fresh gauze plastered most of your face, but the skin underneath felt dry. You needed a change.
Carefully setting down the fingertip pulse monitor on the bedside table, you guided your IV stand over to the mirror and sink, sifting through the drawers for gauze and burn ointment. After retrieving the right tools, you hesitate before removing your wraps. Your good eye seemed as though the color had dulled—the dark circles underneath especially prominent. Your lips were slathered in ointment, but the damage was evident. Breathing deeply, you began to unwrap the gauze. Your eyes remained trained on the sink until the last piece fell into the basin, only then lifting your eyes to the mirror.
No. No, no..
The right half was—gone. It was hard to describe; the skin that had been there before was rendered to an angry scarlet. The tissue pulled and tightened oddly, your right eye missing it’s eyelashes and eyebrow. A sob ripped from your throat involuntarily. Your face contorting from the crying caused pain to tear through your head while your tears stung the affected areas. You hardly registered a nurse coming in, leading you to lie back down, and re-wrapping your head through your protest. One sentiment rang clear through your breaking down;
You could not show this face anymore.
Which brought you to now. Sitting alone, hunched up in the corner of the cafeteria, quickly lifting your balaclava only to put food in your mouth before covering it just as quickly. It had only been a few days—the others knew to leave you be. The 141 sat in a group not far from you, one of them sneaking a glance every so often. You seemed to shrink into yourself, as though you could disappear if you cowered enough.
König wandered into the cafeteria not long after you’d sat down, sitting by himself to eat. You felt a little creepy people watching, knowing you resembled a certain intimidating member of the task force, but found nothing better to do.
König rid of his tray after eating quickly, going over to the 141 after Soap cheerfully called him over. You smiled at his inclusiveness, which deepened when König pointed to himself curiously. Even though smiling pulled at the tender muscle, you didn’t care.
König was pulled into a seat by Soap’s arm, the sight of such a smaller man strong-arming him rather ridiculous.
“Leave him be, Christ, Johnny.” Price picked at his tray, shaking his head at the soldier.
“I’m being friendly, sir.” Soap defended himself, relieving König of his arm.
“Friendliest in the military, aye?” Ghost murmured, lifting his mask to drink out of his canteen.
“Pride myself on it.”
“You’re diggin’ your grave, mate.” Gaz grinned.
“Oi, you-"
“Moving on!” Price grunted, to which Soap sat back and sulked at his refusal to let him argue.
“That was impressive the other day, König. Pulling a truck together and findin’ someone to treat Radar? You saved their life.”
König studied the grain of the tabletop, heat rising up his neck. “Danke. I still don’t know—what happened? They still look..scared.” König snuck a glance at you. Your fleeting eyes and hunched shoulders made his heart break. Seeing someone so determined, so welcoming, so gracious and funny and kind, reduced to a frightened animal—it didn’t make sense.
Price sighed, his eyes carrying the same weight König held in his chest.
“Their face..it got pretty fucked up. It won’t impact their daily living too much, and I’ve seen worse, but it obviously got to them.”
Soap fiddled with the screw top of his canteen. “Really got to them.”
König casted one last look and caught sight of your charred skin, everything clicking into place. You thought you needed to hide.
“I hope they get through it.” König murmured.
“For their sake.”
Because they’re so nice to be around.
König watched you a bit again at dinner, catching more of your facial scars. He wished he had the words to speak to you, but his boots seemed to cement to the linoleum at the thought of approaching.
“You got a crush, eh?” Soap’s sudden presence beside König startled him, studying Soap’s smug half-smile with confusion.
“Crush?” He repeated the new English word. “What is that? What am I crushing?”
“No-" Soap grinned, sitting up straight. “You have a crush. Means you like someone. In that way? König, do I need to explain-"
“No—no, no, I understand now.” König’s face burned; he was grateful it was largely hidden. “I don’t, though, I-"
Soap’s face morphed into one of ‘don’t even try.’
“It’s..” König huffed, lowering his voice. “I’m their colonel.”
“Eh, not really. Different clubs n’ all.” He pointed briefly to Radar. “They’re a keeper. And sweet, too. Don’t stamp this out, mate.” With a clap to König’s shoulder, he stood to join his task force as the mess hall cooks called an end to the meal. König nearly jogged to his quarters, his thoughts racing.
Sitting at the edge of your cot, you removed your balaclava for the first time in nearly 18 hours. The fresh air soothed the irritation caused by trapped sweat and fabric, a sigh escaping your nose.
You made you way to the mirror and sink, studying the damage as you did every chance you got. It wasn’t as angry as the day you got hurt, but the scarring would be permanent. You turned away before more tears could slip by, gently folding the cloth mask.
A rapping on your door made you jump, striding over quickly while wrestling with the mask to go back over your head. You opened the door cautiously, revealing a tall silhouette.
“Hello.”
“Hi, König..” you scanned the hall, not completely sure what it was you were searching for.
“Can I—come in? If that’s alright, it’s okay if-"
“Sure.” You left the door to sway of its own volition, turning to sit on your cot and look up at your coworker. “What’s going on?”
König closed the door gently, fidgeting with his hands. “I’ve—noticed something about you.”
Your shoulders deflate. “No shit.”
You didn’t mean to bite your words that way, but you did, and he shrunk a bit at your tone.
“I apologize. I will leave you be-"
“No, König,” you sighed, frustrated with yourself. “Say what you were going to say.”
He paused, as if a step in any direction would set off an alarm. “May I?” He gestured to the space beside you, to which you nodded.
The cot bowed slightly as he sat, his height still a bit intimidating even after some time knowing him. Being right next to him, you couldn’t help but feel a little small. He looked at his lap, wrestling with his mind on how to start the conversation.
“Where did you get your callsign from?” He blurted the question, briefly turning his head to you.
You paused, not expecting his casual inquiry. “Uh..when we did training in the dark, in boot camp, I could always feel someone coming up behind me.” You gestured to your back before clasping your hands back together. “My sergeant would tell me I had a built-in motion radar,” you laughed a bit at the memory, finding the courage to smile a bit under your mask. “Gaz had met me by then, and he started calling me by Radar, and it stuck.”
König blinked thoughtfully, humming in understanding.
“That’s not the reason you came in, is it?” You teased, leaning to push his side a bit. You noticed he let himself sway instead of remaining rigid.
“You got me. Uh..I just wanted to tell you something that I thought you could..consider.”
Biting back another deflective joke, you nodded, letting him continue.
“There was never a time in the military that I did not have my sniper hood.” He studied his boots, which still easily sat flat on the floor. “Not just because of my—aspiration, but.." he inhaled, then sighed deeply.
You could tell he’d never spoken these words. The impulse to touch some part of him, to comfort him, was blinding. Only his voice brought you back into the moment.
“It was..is, because I hate to see myself. I hate being seen. It feels like I’m giving away a part of myself to every stranger I come across. I would rather choose who sees me, in more ways than one.”
His voice was no more than a murmur, and for the first time, you saw the broken man nestled in a soldier’s body before you. His head hung low, his hands shook, and in the silence after his confession, his eyes fluttered shut. To hide from what, you didn’t know.
“I need you to know," he spoke, eyes still closed. “You don’t have to live this way. You are..kind, and resilient. And..” he turned his head away to utter the final word, a whisper in the dim light.
“And beautiful.”
“König..”
“I shouldn’t have come here.”
“What?”
“I’m sorry..” he stood abruptly, shaking the cot. Watching him head for the door, you refused to let yourself lose him.
“Wait.”
You ripped off what covered your face, your hair falling into place in its wake. König stared, entranced.
“I’m glad you came here. I don’t want you to go, I don’t..” it was your turn to sigh in pause. “I don’t want you to hide from me.”
König blinked, confusion gathering in his eyes.
“Please?”
“Liebling..” he breathed. He crossed the room in a few strides, taking your scarred cheek in his hand.
Anxiety held you in place, your hands finding purchase in the gaps of his vest and his sweater.
“You deserve to walk out of this room and not feel afraid.”
“König..”
And then his hands were over his head, pulling up his beloved sniper hood over and off of his head. You didn’t move, your only physical reaction being the blush that burned its way up your neck.
His eye paint made him look intimidating, but his eyes were far from threatening anyone. His lips, scarred from combat, parted slightly with bated breath. On the skin not painted with black, freckles dotted randomly, forming triangles, lines, and other shapes you wanted to memorize. His brow worried into a slight upturn, which was hidden ever so slightly by the hair that dropped near his eyes. The rest of it was a mess, a rich auburn that stuck up and settled down in all the right places.
“You’ve got to be the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.” The words tumbled out before you could catch them by the tail. Fear clogged your throat in the moments where he didn’t respond before he leaned down quickly, pressing his lips gently to yours. It was devoted and kind, a kiss that said I don’t just love you, I like you.
When he pulled back, both his hands were still settled on your cheeks, the heat of his palms making you dizzy.
“Thank you..” you breathed.
König grinned sideways, and you nearly fainted.
“For what?”
“Not leaving.”
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misseviehyde · 23 days
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BIG CUCK
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"OMG - dude, our bully has turned me into a perfect physical copy of your hot girlfriend Jenna. Why the fuck would he do that to me? I'm your best-friend and he does this to me?
He must be up to something evil. That asshole is so manipulative and evil. He loves to play games.
He's been trying to get Jenna to sleep with him for months but she loves you too much. We can both see that she has real chemistry with Aaron and she's come so close to fucking him, but her love and loyalty to you is the only thing stopping her.
Now he's used the magic remote to copy her exactly onto me. I have her tits, her long blonde hair... even her sexy tan. Oooh shit, that's not all I have. This thing has copied her personality and desires onto me - they're starting to catch up with me. I can feel my mind changing.
Dude, I feel so fucking pretty and spoiled. My skin feels like buttermilk and my body is so tiny and perfect. Ooooh, I feel like totally feminine and girly. Jenna's personality fits like soooo nicely over my own.
I can even feel an echo of her love for you growing in my heart. Oh my God, I fucking love you. I love you so damn much.
Oh shit, here comes Aaron. Don't worry baby, I won't let that asshole hurt you.
What the fuck do you want you bastard? Why have you turned me into Jenna?
You're going to make him enjoy being a cuckold so that he'll encourage the real Jenna to fuck you? No... that's evil, and it won't work. Jenna loves him and so do I.
What do you mean you're gonna corrupt me so I love you instead and I become an evil whore? Nooooo, don't ugghhh point that remote at me... ahhhh fuck what are you doing?
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Ugggh dude, you have to get out of here... he's melting my brain... making me uuuuuhhhhhh slutty and mean. I... I... I'm trying to fight it, but it feels so good. I can feel Jenna's love for you being, uuuugghhh twisted and corrupted into something wicked.
Ohhhh fuck, yessss, I like boys. Nnnn nooo I like MEN. Alpha Men. N...nooo that isn't right is it? Mmmmh, it feels kinda right though.
Ohhhh no he's making me bad and I can't ughhhh fight it. Twisting my sexuality and my mind. He's making me into evil-Jenna and I like it.
Mmmmh, yessss... only big cock will satisfy me. Only bullies make me WET. I'm a bully too? I am? Oh yeah, of course I am. I love being better than other girls. Yessss, I'm a fucking BITCH. I fucking dominate other girls. I dress like a fucking bitch, I AM a BITCH!
Hahah, ohhhh fuck this feels good. To have this smoking hot body... tight and smooth, feminine and powerful. To know men lust and desire after me. No one can understand why I'm dating such a pathetic loser for a boyfriend. Even I can't unders...
I... oh yeah of course. I date you because you're pathetic and weak. You're SO in love with me and think I'm an angel. I use you to get what I want. You pay for my clothes and my makeup. You give me lifts and cook me dinner. You even do my homework for me. But the truth is I fucking h... hate you.
Ugggh, noooo that isn't mmmmmh right, I lll..lllov... NO. NO, I can't fight it. It feels too good when I say it. I... I HATE you. I fucking hate what a weak pathetic loser you are, but it makes me wet to date you and enslave you and fuck other men. Better men.
Men like Aaron. Yeah, that's right. I like his big fat cock and his bullying attitude. He turns me on... he makes me wanna be a slut for him.
And you like it too don't you loser? You know I'm not the real Jenna, but this is how she really feels. Deep down inside she despises you and uses you to get what she wants. But really she wants to fuck other boys and you want her too.
The thought of being a cuck excites you doesn't it? Of kneeling between my legs and licking Aaron's cum out of my tight pussy. You wanna watch him fuck me. You wanna see me fucking scream and cum all over his cock.
He can pound me in ways you never could. You can only last a few seconds inside me, he can go for hours. HAHA ohhhh fuck yes, it makes me so horny to be evil to you. I love what a bitch I am.
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Now then loser are you ready to watch Aaron put his strong hands all over my tight body. He's gonna bend me over, pull my panties to one side and slide that big dick into my tight little pussy.
I'm gonna fucking ride him for hours, pumping my pussy up and down on his cock. I'm gonna suck his balls and swallow his cock deep down my pretty throat. I'm gonna make you watch as he fucks me doggy, then lets me ride cowgirl. Every position, every possible type of sex - he's gonna show you how much better he is than you.
When he's done and I'm dripping with his cum, you'll never forget how hot I look - how happy and satisfied. When you see the real Jenna you'll not be able to stop thinking about her covered in Aaron's spunk. You'll do anything to help her become like me. You want to see the evil-Jenna take control.
This is the beginning of your addiction. Now get ready loser - because it's time for Jenna to get railed.
I can't wait for you to become a big cuck as I take this big cock...
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If You Can't Dance 1
Warnings: dubcon, noncon, other possible triggers. Proceed with caution.
Note: this is what you get when you encourage me. Please leave any and all feedback! 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
Part of The Club AU
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“It's so nice to finally meet you in person!” Melinda beams as she holds out a bright drink. The layers of blue and purple make you wonder about its contents.
“Yeah, so awesome,” Faye hollers as she sips from a yellow cocktail. “Must be lonely working from home.”
“Oh, uh, not really,” you sway, trying to avoid the bodies around you. Your throat scrapes as you have to yell over the pumping bass. “It's…quiet.”
“Quiet!? Carly giggles, “then It's good you got out! This merger is going to be lit.”
“Lit?” Melinda, the eldest of the trio rolls her eyes, “you young ones.”
You wade with them through the crowd, the heat of the clubgoers catching beneath the wool of your sweater. You feel out of place in your dowdy pullover and long peasant skirt, especially as sequins and bright prints refract in the rainbow of lights. Even your coworkers belong, blouse sleeves rolled up and blazers handed over to the coatroom.
“Hopefully they're still down for work drinks!” Faye trills.
“Bigger and better. Work mandated cocktails should just be a thing,” Carly guffaws.
“Mmm, and what about work mandated flings?” Faye ogles past you.
You crane to follow her eyeline. You see several men, striding through the crowd with ease. Tall and not bad looking by common standards. You see nothing especially alluring but you understand what people look for; good posture, nice eyes, broad shoulders.
“Erm,” you look back and taste your drink, giving a face. “Is there alcohol in this?” You call over.
“Duh!” Carly laughs again, “oh my god, you're so adorable! Oh, you know what, you should start coming into office. We do lattes on Friday.”
“I er… don't mind….”
You don't finish your protest as the tempo shifts and Faye squeals, “oh this is my song, girls!”
They throw an arm up each, balancing their drinks in their other hands. You sniff the glass and try another gulp. You cough and hide it behind your hand. They barely notice you. No one really does, you're tiny and dressed like wallpaper.
As they shimmy and swing to the music, you don't know what to do. You wiggle awkwardly, but you don't dance and have no rhythm. You find yourself downing the drink out of anxiety.
You feel an odd sensation in your eyelids and a ripple in your brain as you get to the bottom of the drink. You copy Carly and leave your empty glass on a table. Another song and the heat beads on the nape of your neck.
The flashing lights and wall of sound makes you dizzy. You shouldn't have finished the drink. You don't feel right. You look at the others and how they giggle and joke. You don't fit in. Just like always. You know your coding and you know how to be alone.
You sidle close to Melinda, she seems like a mother, well, she kept mentioning her kids. “Is there a bathroom here?”
She laughs, amused by your obvious question, “over there.”
She points through the crowd. You see the top of a sign but not enough to read it. You smile and wave to the other girls, fleeing as they barely notice.
You get caught between a couple as you try to squeeze by. You squeal and get knocked around by a large guy on the other side of them. You're caught in a tidal wave of people as you peer desperately at the neon blue sign.
You can't get there but you need to get out of here. Your skin is on fire, your vision is streaming, and you can't breathe. The air is hot and humid and putrid.
You claw before you, forcing past the crush around you, stumbling towards the entryway. You trip out the door and heave in, gulping down cold air, trying to get your head straight. Your chest hurts and you're shaking. You need help!
You look around for anything. Anyone. The bouncers are distracted with those seeking entry and those in line don't seem to see you. You lean on the corner of the building and put your hand on your sweater.
You clutch the wool and shake your head. It's been a while since you felt this. The world spirals around you as you struggle to steady yourself. You keep your other hand on the wall and murmur. You're going to pass out.
You shouldn't have come here. You knew this would happen. But they didn't give you a choice. The email said mandatory. You need this job. What are you going to do? Everything is falling to pieces.
“Pardon me, are you alright?” A lilting voice startles you. You part from the wall, nearly falling against it as you teeter on your feet, “oh, woah, watch yourself.”
The man catches your arm, keeping you from tipping over. His touch surges in you but you know you can't stand on your own. You gulp and gurgle, fanning yourself.
“S-s-sorry,” you pants, “I just… I can't breathe.”
He leans in as you can barely speak. His blue eyes are intent on you as he keeps you upright, firm but gentle. He nods as he listens to your staggered words.
“I… too hot… inside…”
“Oh, dear, yes, I agree,” he smiles kindly, “here, why don't you…. lean here, yes,” he eases you against the brickfront, “catch your breath,” his accent is soothing, “and…” he looks around, gesturing to the bouncer, “Pardon, yes, would you fetch some water for the lady?”
The man grumbles but glances inside the club. He must know the stranger before you, “you have some water and it'll be just fine. Hmm? Will you count with me?”
You give him a bewildered look but he's already counting, “one, two, three…”
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toxicanonymity · 8 months
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Brothel - Dicks
The brothel, aka real housecreeps, is a meta reality show about the Joels and other blorbos. Normally everything is smooth sailing, but we mostly air the drama.
Collect calls SPOILERS
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Oh no, a producer leaked a copy of the dick HCs and raider Joel just sent me a dick pic with a ruler for scale, claiming I shorted him. I stared at it for a good 60 seconds, then left him on read. Now someone's knocking at my bedroom door. I ignore it and respond to the pic instead. "Sorry 😬"
Raider, muffled outside my door: Think ya might need a better look. (I don't answer) Can I at least talk to ya?
I put on my robe, begrudgingly let him in, and try not to look at the bulge in his tactical jeggings.
Raider: Production told me to take it up with you.
Me: Tell me you didn't send pictures to production. (Raider is silent.) That's sexual harassment. God damnit, in the middle of your PR tour?
Raider hangs his head and seems sorry until he unzips his tactical jeggings and that's the only reason he was looking down. I'm tempted to make him jack off just because, but I shake my head no.
Raider: Be a good girl for me and it'll be over quick.
Me: are you regressing back to March over this? Don't talk to me like a reader, and don't come in here taking your dick out.
Raider nods solemnly, and I sheepishly add under my breath, "unless I tell you to." The toilet flushes and I nervously look toward the bathroom.
Trouble walks out, fully dressed, buttoning his shirt.
Trouble, to Raider: Didn't I tell you to leave this shit alone, man?
Raider: Pool house, huh? You live in the pool house?
Raider sticks his head into the bathroom and sees there's a big, lavish bedroom connected on the other side and the bed is made. Trouble mouths to me, 'want him to leave?' and I shrug like Idk what to do.
Raider: Can you give us a minute, man?
Trouble: I think you should leave, Raid. I get you're upset but don't bust up in here at 6 in the morning.
Me: Neither of you are leaving.
I put Trouble in the cuck chair, Raider sits on the bed, and I sit down at the vanity to finish talking to him. His pants are still open but I'm not looking.
Me (attempting to be comforting) Hey, anything more than 7" is a waste anyway.
Trouble (7") nods.
Raider: this ain't about sweet pea.
Trouble: that's your issue, man.
Me, to Raider: You're the biggest one either way, why're you pitching a fit over less than a centimeter?
Raider and Trouble look at each other. Trouble shakes his head at Raider like, don't say it.
Raider: We know about him.
Oh, shit. Trouble sighs. I play stupid.
Me: you know about who?
Raider: Jojo.
Me: He doesnt have an HC.
Raider: He has a bulge.
Me: I haven't even seen his dick.
Raider: You've seen his dick print.
Me: How do you--
Raider: All I'm askin' for is accuracy, that's it. Ill do ya a dick print if ya want.
Me: Lemme talk to my dick consultant (@jazziepascal ).
Raider: What'd I do? I used to be your emotional support Joel. Your mental health Joel.
I realize maybe he could've helped me through this month if I spent more time with him.
Me: You still are, c'mere.
I open my arms for a hug. We embrace, but his dick is still hard so it's awkward. After the hug, Trouble is making a face like he wouldnt mind being cucked, but I clear my throat , adjust my robe, and dismiss both of them.
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Later that day, the men gather in the kitchen. They're huddled around the table and you can't see Night Walks, but they're all talking to him. You can see balled up pieces of paper on the floor and and on the counter there's an open ream of printer paper and an open tub of vasoline.
Thighs Out: I think you've gotta really slap it down.
(loud smack)
Thighs Out: There ya go. Your turn, slasher.
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henrioo · 3 months
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°•*⁀➷ONLY ME: LAW
꒰ SYNOPSIS ꒱ : "The parent life is definitely exhausting, when your husband can't stand up because the tiredness you need call your friends to get some help. But who would imagine that Law would be jealous because of that?"
꒰ WARNINGS ꒱ : TRANS MALE! READER, TRANSMASC! READER, PREGNANT MALE! READER, mentions of body dysphoria, mentions of transphobia, mentions of difficult pregnancy, poor communication between parents, exhausted parents, excessive self-demand
꒰ CONTAINS ꒱ : Law trying to be the perfect father and husband, a very cute baby, Sachi and Penguin are the best possible uncles, lots of adult talk about the future and children, Law is jealous but not in the way you think, Bepo is a dog lol, lots of domesticity and family comfort.
꒰ WC ꒱ : 3,1k
꒰ NOTES ꒱ : So I finally started posting again, I have literally like, 12 stories to post?? Yeah I have a lot of things, then I will try to post them while I finish the ask. You already know, if you aren't one of my female friends please don't interact with this post, besides that enjoy it a lot. Also I'm trying to write some platonic child stories but I don't have any ideas so if someone wants to send some ask I won't deny... But remember I really take a long time to deliver my ask
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You slowly opened the door to your apartment while trying to stop Bepo from going out into the hallway with your foot and with your other hand you continued patting Rosi's butt so he could continue sleeping. Sachi and Penguin luckily were quick to notice the situation, Sachi held Bepo on her lap while trying to calm the little furball and Penguin silently entered your apartment smiling at you and the baby wrapped around you in the pink sling with mini hearts that was a gift from your father-in-law who has the same name as your first child.
“Hey” Penguin said softly, approaching the baby and lightly caressing the chubby, rosy cheeks of his nephew who was a mini copy of Law.
“Hey…” You smiled at him as you continued rocking the baby who was sleeping soundly, soon Sachi came back without Bepo in his arms as now the puppy had calmed down and was sitting watching the three of you.
“What problem do you need from the powerful and best uncles in this world?” Sachi smiled confidently and you laughed softly, they were truly the best uncles you could ask for.
“Law is sleeping like a corpse on the couch... He hasn't been sleeping much these last few days and I didn't want to waste it... But I kinda can't get him out of there right now” you laughed as you showed off your baby, it was obvious that you weren't going to manage to take care of your sleeping husband while taking care of your son.
“Don’t worry, we’ve carried them more times than we can count” Sachi shrugged as if that were just any request.
“Yes, totally, he had a bad habit of sleeping in terrible places and we were always forced to carry him like a sack of potatoes” Penguin laughed nostalgically.
“Yeah… Your daddy is a sleepyhead, just like you” Sachi whispered to the baby and stroked his hat, which imitated the same spots on Law's favorite hat.
“Hah… Sleepyhead, you’d be surprised to see him awake for two days in a row…” You sighed tiredly and let the two men go to the couch.
There was Law, your couch wasn't very big since when you bought it it was just the two of you, so Law's huge body could never fit lying there. That's why he was sitting, his head lolling in an uncomfortable way. He was hugging a small pillow and one of Rosi's blankets, since before falling asleep he was rocking the baby while watching some children's cartoons.
The last few days had been a mess, as Law always said, you had done the hardest job of getting pregnant and giving birth to your child and your husband thought it was fair that he took care of absolutely everything else so that you could recover peacefully and not have any postpartum problems, whether physical or mental. That's why he had not only taken paternity leave but used all his vacation to spend as much time as possible taking care of you two, he had also taken responsibility for cleaning the house and even your diet, preparing all your meals to ensure that you ate delicious and healthy things.
Not only that, with your pregnancy it became obvious that the apartment you and Law lived in was too small for the two of you, as well as many negative points for your baby's growth. There were no parks nearby, it was a very busy place and not safe for children, there were no other parents with children to socialize with, there was no daycare or school nearby... It was a great place for singles and couples without children, but when a child entered the equation there were many other things to consider.
That's why Law decided it was a good idea for the two of you to move to a good house where the baby could grow up with everything he was entitled to. Initially the two of you were going to move while you were pregnant, but you had difficulty moving around and especially a lot of emotional problems. You were going through a lot of stress due to having to reduce your hormone therapy and even stop it in the last months of pregnancy for the sake of your child, you were also freaking out about all the prejudice and the process of being a trans man who was pregnant.
There were so many things that were stressing you out about the pregnancy. Whether it was the risk of you not producing enough milk due to having already had surgery on your breasts, whether it was gender dysphoria when seeing your male body having a “feminine” appearance due to pregnancy, or the fact that the pregnancy was technically planned but you getting pregnant earlier than you both expected, which made you extremely nervous about the possibilities of things going wrong, but definitely what irritated you most were people... especially prejudiced ones.
Law could no longer count how many times the two of you went out on the street together and then you were mistaken for a pregnant woman, what made the situation most difficult was that your reactions were extremely unpredictable. You could just shut your face and walk away, you could correct them, you could ignore them or you could just start a fight and yell at the person only to end up crying in Law's arms while having a gender dysphoria episode because you thought no one would ever see you again as a man because of pregnancy.
Due to all this, the doctor decided that it was better to avoid the headache of moving and make you comfortable in a place where you already lived and were well, thanks to this you gradually calmed down and controlled your mood changes better. And honestly regardless of everything bad that was happening, thanks to Law's support you were completely excited about the pregnancy, it was your child, a child that you and Law had made together and planned together to increase your loving family. You were so excited to be a father that regardless of the bad situations, you knew that when you could see your baby's smile and hug him, everything would have been worth it.
As soon as you got pregnant and Rosi was finally with you, Law went back to organizing the move, this time the plan would be to organize as much as possible with the two of you still being in your old apartment even if it cost more money. So when the time to move finally arrived, you would stay at your father-in-law's house, the first Rosinante, while Law got the house ready as quickly as possible so that you would just need to arrive and enjoy. The place he had gotten was incredible, it was a family residence, with parks and entertainment for children, as well as strong security and the entire place was private and closed to provide even more security. Families had children of all ages and it seemed like a good place to raise a child, as well as having a nursery and a prestigious school nearby. It wasn't that far from the city center and since you both had a car it wouldn't be difficult to get wherever you needed to go.
Of course Law was stubborn, he literally forbade you to help with any of the moving, you couldn't even put things in boxes without your husband freaking out and sitting you down as if you were made of glass and could break at any moment. You weren't extremely complaining but you were already getting worried about his health, mainly because it was obvious how tired he was getting, so when he fell soundly asleep during the middle of the day, you saw the perfect opportunity to get him a little treat. .
“Time for work” Sachi stretched and soon the two were in front of the sofa as they considered the best way to get the tall man out of there “Take the legs, I'll take the arms” he said to Penguin who quickly agreed.
Soon your two friends were carrying your husband and if you didn't know that the two of them were really strong you would be worried that they would knock Law down and break his back... That wasn't already in the best condition. It didn't take long for them to return after putting him to bed and closing the door to the room you shared with him, ensuring that you could make a little more noise without worry.
“What now boss?” Penguin asked with a smile, Law was their superior at the hospital and they used that nickname as a joke, but as soon as Trafalgar introduced you, everyone on the team adopted that same nickname saying that you were now the boss since even the rude doctor obeyed you like a puppy .
“I thought you could watch Rosi for just a little bit… I wanted to try and make a homemade dinner for Law, he hasn't let me cook for so long” You sighed tiredly and carefully began to unroll the sling so your baby could be free.
“No problem, we love taking care of mini Law” Sachi laughed and his face lit up at the idea of squeezing his nephew a little.
As soon as you hinted you passed Rosi to Sachi who held him carefully the baby started to move and was soon crying, which left the man in sunglasses with a shocked face and a broken heart.
“I told you you weren’t the favorite uncle…” Penguin teased as Sachi whimpered and handed the baby to you.
“Rosi… You don’t want to collaborate with daddy today, do you?” You sighed as you rocked your baby and tried to calm him down, your son clung to you and had an uncomfortable face.
Your two friends exchanged looks and smiled knowingly, they could see your tired face and even how you walked slower, Law wasn't the only one who was tired. If they know you well, and of course they did, they knew that while Law was burdened with taking care of everything for you, you were also overwhelmed with taking care of Rosi alone as much as possible for fear of leaving more work to Law. In the end you two were taking care of a lot of things alone trying to alleviate it for the other instead of working together and not exhausting each other too much.
“Right… And if we do it like this, I cook and this blockhead makes peace with the little boy in the meantime you take a very hot shower” Penguin smiled placing a gentle hand on his shoulder, Rosi had calmed down now and it looked like he had just had a nightmare but he had quickly gone back to sleep .
“Ah, no need, I don’t want to give you trouble” You tried to disagree gently, knowing that not everyone liked taking care of babies and you didn’t want your friends to feel obligated to do so.
“Man, trust me, you need to sleep as much as Law does” Sachi said while stealing the baby from his arms, this time he didn't cry and continued sleeping peacefully “Look, you two are stubborn and hard-headed, Law is killing himself to relieve things for you and you're killing yourself to make things easier for him” he said with a shrug.
“In short, you two need to rest and start sharing your problems or soon Rosi will be an orphan because both of his dads had a heart attack due to stress” Penguin laughed, crossing his arms as he looked at you, with that look that said you wouldn't manage to convince them otherwise.
“And I would definitely be the uncle who would adopt him, like Spider-Man, but without the part where I die” Sachi said laughing mockingly and you laughed.
“Okay… Thanks guys, being a father is crazy” You stretched your neck.
“We imagine, but don’t worry, you and Law are being the best parents possible, Rosi is very lucky” Penguin assured you “Now go take a shower because you stink!” He said pushing you into the hallway.
“Hey! I don’t stink!” You protested but didn't turn away from the direction of the bathroom.
Hours later you were on the couch in your pajamas while eating pasta with meat and vegetables made by Penguin, Rosi was in his automatically rocking crib, an extremely expensive gift from your father-in-law, while he was extremely entertained by the multicolored toy in his little hands. That's when Law finally woke up and came out of the room looking for you, he was a real mess and all you could do was laugh.
His clothes were wrinkled and his hair looked like a wild forest, his face was also a little wrinkled from sleeping rough and it was obvious that he was still a little confused and asleep, but at least he seemed a lot more relaxed than before. He yawned as he walked towards her, he stopped in front of Rosi who mumbled something incomprehensible upon seeing his father after so long, he gave the baby a small kiss on the forehead and caressed his chubby cheeks, then sat down next to him on the sofa. .
You placed your bowl of pasta on the coffee table and opened your arms, an invitation that Law quickly accepted and soon he was hugging you lovingly as he laid his head on your chest, giving you the perfect chance to stroke his black curls.
"What happened?" He asked in a hoarse voice.
“You slept on the couch while taking care of Rosi, so I decided to call Penguin and Sachi to take you to bed” you said and gave Law a small kiss on his hair, inhaling his scent for a few seconds.
“Shit, sorry, I just blinked a little and must have fallen asleep, it was my turn to take care of Rosi, wasn’t it?” He said frustrated and irritated with himself, he had always put too much pressure on himself and now the pressure had increased when he became a father.
“Law it's okay, you're tired, I'm tired, we're extremely tired” you laughed “I'm sure Rosi won't hate you because you fell asleep by accident, besides those two were very helpful in helping me and taking care of me and his so you could get some sleep” you assured your husband to ensure that your insecurities and excessive demands slowly went away.
“I don't like it when other people take care of you, I'm your husband, that's my job” He murmured irritably and hid in your neck, hugging you tighter.
“Well, then you, as my jealous husband, need to sleep and rest a lot to have enough energy to take care of me and your sleeping baby” you laughed too, hugging him tighter.
“I’m not jealous, I just want to be a good father and husband” he looked at you and you knew he was serious.
“And you are, the most perfect father and husband in the entire world” You said lovingly and gave him a quick kiss on the lips, making Law hum in happiness, loving receiving some of his affection.
“Okay… I can settle for that” He chuckled and sat up, stretching his body “I didn't think I needed to sleep that much, but I actually feel better now.”
“I know, these days have been crazy… You know, Penguin and Sachi gave me some advice” you thought it was a good time to talk and try to reach an agreement that would make your new life less suffocating and exhausting.
“Those two idiots?” Your husband arched an eyebrow at you, curious and wary of whatever his friends had said.
“Yes… But they are right, you don’t must take care of this all alone Law, you need to share this with me, you are taking care of the move alone and you still want to take care of me and Rosi, you are going to explode at any time” you said worriedly and placed a hand on his.
“I don't want to overwhelm you... You've already dealt with too much, the transition, the pregnancy, the birth, stupid people... I know that pregnancy and the first years of a baby's life are the most tiring for those who have given birth... I just didn’t want you to go through all of this being hell” He sighed and looked at you lovingly “I wanted to try to make it easier for you… That way you could enjoy it with Rosi and recover from everything without any problems.”
“I know, and I love you for being so perfect and careful with me, but we are a family now Law, husband and husband, remember? In health, in sickness, for richer or for poorer... Just as you want to take care of me, I want to take care of you” you smiled and leaned your head on Law's shoulder “So let me help with whatever I can, if we do together we will be less tired and then we can both enjoy Rosi's first years together, I don't want to have all the good times alone, I want to have them with you.” You said as you took his hand so your data could intertwine.
“I'll try... I don't want to miss any of this either... Thank you for giving me this chance to make you happy” He smiled and kissed your forehead.
You sighed in relief knowing that no matter the situation you and your husband would always understand each other and be able to find a solution that worked for both of you, even with all the exhaustion of raising children, you knew that you would both work together to do the best you could. without fainting from tiredness.
“How can I make it up to you for being a stubborn husband?” Law asked, laughing.
“Hmm… Maybe with a few hugs and kisses I’ll forgive you” you laughed snuggling into him.
Before Law could respond, Rosi started making noise and trying to get the two of you's attention, he stretched his little hands towards you and made as many sounds as he knew and could as if he was trying to catch you and say ‘pay attention to me!’.
“Oh, looks like someone else missed daddy and wants more kisses” you giggled at your adorable baby.
“Alright, I can handle two little needy men” Law smiled and soon a bark was heard and the next thing you know Bepo was on the ground shaking his fast furiously and looking at you with the best puppy dog eyes he had “Three little needy men” Law concluded.
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Death Goes to Disco Part 4
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A/N: Female reader, righhhttt so NEXT chapter should be the last chapter. For real this time you guys.
Summary: In the middle of winter, the three of you debark into the never-ending darkness of Greenland's winter. Not used to the cold, you struggle to adapt to the cold but Ghost and Soap are there to help.
Word count:  3038
Warnings: not smut but not exactly sfw either
AO3 Masterlist Part 1 Part 3
Cold. So. Freezing. Cold.
In the seemingly permanent darkness, you trekked through the snow. The jacket that covered every inch of your skin really did try. It kept you going, get you mobile, kept you combat-ready. Yet, you knew later at night when you had to stop moving its wetness would become a detriment.
In-between the two men you followed Ghost while Soap walked behind you. All three of you had night vision goggles on to cope. "You alright there Disco?" You heard Soap ask when you clutched your jacket a bit tighter.
"It's fucking cold!" Your voice managed to get out despite the fluffy jacket hood that covered most of your face.
"Not used to the cold eh?"
"Not used to extreme weather."
"Prefer being in the desert?"
"Fuck no, at I can warm up. Only so many clothes you can take off."
"In extreme heat, it's wiser to wear many layers. Polyester is not recommended." Ghost spoke in front of you.
"Fuck are you serious?" You hissed and Ghost looked back at you for a moment with his brow raised. "My uniform back when I was in Afghanistan was made of teredo. In the middle of the goddamn summer."
"What's teredo?" Soap asked.
"Polyester cotton hybrid." You answered with a huff and Soap let out a laugh before your head snapped back at him.
"Ah, I'm sorry. I- that's horrible really. They didn't have anything else?"
"Not really, my uniform fit shit anyway." You looked forward and soon caught up to Ghost who looked down his scope. Johnny joined the pair of you and you copied Ghost's action.
At the end of your scope, you could see what he was looking at. A small cabin, more of a shack than anything. Hidden away in the side of a mountain. If you didn't know to look there, it was extremely easy to miss.
"See that?" Ghost asked.
"Sure do."
"Affirmative."
"That's our destination. Our base of operations."
"Think they have a fireplace in there?" Soap asked.
"No fire."
"Negative."
Both you and Ghost spoke at the same time much to each other's surprise.
"Even if it has a fireplace we should avoid using it. The smoke would give away our location." You swallowed and explained. Ghost gave you a nod at your explanation and you couldn't help but feel pride sweet inside your chest. Like you were a fresh rookie again.
"How long are we staying here LT?" Soap asked.
"Estimated two weeks." Ghost looked towards him.
"Two weeks?" Soap was surprised and he glanced at you for a moment.
"Will we have the supplies for that? I'm not a fan of reindeer." You muttered the last part under your breath.
"Should be, let's get out there and find out."
Despite the close proximity of the building, it took the three of you about half an hour to finally reach it. Ghost took point and was the first to enter, Soap right on his tail. Soon came the call for all clear. Safe as safe could be.
"Hey, Ghost?" You asked as you shrugged off your back onto the sofa. His head turned to face you as he removed his own bag. "You said in the briefing we were here on the odd case that Willem took this path through Greenland. What if he doesn't?"
"Then that's up to the Denmark government."
"No I mean, what do we do?"
"Wait until the call."
"Huh really shelled us out for something so boring?" Soap popped up next to you.
"They need Willem caught, numbers on this path aren't an option. They needed to make sure that if he came this way it was someone that could deal with it."
"Why two weeks?"
"His mobility is slow. Careful but slow."
"You would think that they would work fast with the darkness and all that." Soap took his backpack off and played it on the table to unpack.
"Willem and his men aren't familiar with the land. It was a risk to flee here. We are here to make sure it doesn't pay off."
"Sure thing. Supply check?" Your eyes went past him to the cupboards in the kitchen.
"Inventory, count it." He nodded and you got to work.
In about half an hour the three of you grouped up again. With a list in one hand, you sat down on the couch and Soap joined you. Ghost eventually turned up with a stack of blankets in his hands.
"Ooo that's what I like to see." Your hand went to snatch the top one and you heard Soap laugh next to you under his breath. The room was cold, not as cold as it was outside but still really cold. With your jacket now off to dry, you would take anything you could get.  This meant while you weren't in active danger, you were keeping that blanket like it was a lifeline.
"Report?" At Ghost's voice had you looked up at him and nodded.
"Not including our own supplies we brought, this place could realistically easily supply us for about a year in canned foods. Whoever normally looks after this place does it well. Water is something we will need to get ourselves but with the snow and ice outside I think we should be fine. There's a gas oven in the kitchen hooked up to some propane bottles under the cabinet. Counted four of them."
"Right. I counted our supplies. Among us, we have about 800 rounds, 12 'nades, 3 flashes and 6 smoke."
"Add another 40 rounds. There's an unmodified Marksman which was on the wall of the master. There are four bedrooms with outside windows. Jumping from them is not advisable. There is an attic with an escape hatch. Found out there's also another ladder under that rug over there which leads downward. It's a one-way trip. So only use it in the case of emergency. About our warmth situation, the fireplace is buggered. Couldn't use it if we wanted to."
"Any other type of heating aside from these?" You asked Ghost and he slightly shook his head.
"The building is well initialized, in the bedrooms I've reinforced the windows with blankets and tape. The longer we stay here the warmer it should get."
"Great." You mumbled and pulled the blanket closer around you. Perhaps they would warm up quickly, you certainly weren't.
"We got power here?"
"Negative on that Soap. This place seems to be designed for the summer. While it has the capability to get power from the solar panels we don't have the sun on our side. Everything's dead."
"Our batteries on all our equipment should easily last two weeks right?" You asked and Ghost gave you a single nod.
"Inventory done, now, after we eat we will be doing shifts. Four-hour blocks. Two sleep, one awake."
"I call the first shift." You said.
"Soap you take second, I'll take last."
"Rodger that. So." Soap turned to face you. "Whats allocated for tonight's dinner?"
You pushed off the couch and headed to the kitchen and pulled out some cans and placed them on the island. "Beef." You smiled at him and gestured to the next can. "Beans."
"Have we got seasoning here?" Soap gave you a slightly hopeful smile that was in vain. It was lucky the group of you had food at all and didn't have to rely on MRIs or the local fauna.
"No." You gave him your own bitter smile.
"Just like when it's Ghost's turn to cook then." John made sure to look directly at you and avoid Ghost whose head slowly turned to look at the man. A death glare in his eyes.
"Do you have a problem with my cooking Sergeant?"
"Maybe use a little bit of oregano in the future? Just a thought. Perhaps a bit of chives on spuds. Now that I think of it, maybe some paprika on the chicken. At least it's not dry." Soap kept his eyes on you and you couldn't help but chuckle slightly with your brows raised as he dug himself into a hole.
"I will take your advice into consideration." Ghost's shoulders dropped and he turned back to face you.
"Since Johnny has demonstrated his culinary expertise. He can cook for us today." Soap opened his mouth and shut it. You pushed the cans towards him and grabbed a couple more.
"Thanks Soap."
-
First shift wasn't easy. With the eternal darkness of the night, it made it impossible to know what time it was without looking at your watch. Ghost had instructed you that you didn't need to specifically look out a scope just keep an eye out for anything.
Which led to boredom.
It was three and a half hours in that you felt another presence. Your eyes flicked up from the game of solitaire that you had set out in front of you to see Ghost there. His eyes went to yours. Even though you could barely see him with the small lantern next to you, you were able to see that his greasepaint was removed from around his eyes and he was left just in his mask.
His eyes were on your hand that rest on the pistol next to you. "Can't sleep?" Your voice was soft slowly he came up to you.
"Checking on you."
"Me? Worried I'm going to murder you in your sleep or something?" You laughed and he sat down on the ground in front of you.
"No. If you were going to kill me it would have been back in Las Almas." Your laugh died down and your eyes fell a bit at his mention of the past.
"Well, I'm still kicking if that's what your wondering. A bit cold but I'll deal. You should go back to sleep. I have to wake Soap in a bit anyway. Unless you swapped shifts with him?"
"No." His eyes looked down at your game of cards which was set up.
"I keep losing, I suck at solitaire."
"Surprising, heard from Soap you would have fleeced him dry if you were playing with real money."
"Oh, I'm great at poker and other games you play with other people. Solo games, ugh." You looked down to see you had fucked it up and let out a huff. “Half of the game isn’t about the cards but the way you portray yourself.” You shuffled the cards and paused. “Want some water? Still have some melted from dinner.”
“I’m good.”
“Suit yourself, Lieutenant. Did you wish to play a game then? Since you don’t seem like your heading back to bed yet.”
“You play a lot of cards, why?”
“Something to pass the time.” You glanced down and swallowed. “I used to be really bad at it. When I joined NZSAS I became rather close with a Sergent. Hina was her name. I always ended up assigned under her even when she became a Lieutenant. She always used to stress the importance of staying sane in the military. Downtime was the big part. She always believed that we needed to keep our minds as clear as possible. Preventing paranoia was a big one. So she would always have a pack of cards on her.”
Ghost seemed content to listen so you started to start another game in front of you. “Of course, I was terrible so she made it her personal mission to coach me on the matter. Wasn’t the only thing she coached me on.”
“Hand-to-hand?”
“She taught me how to be a marksman. No, that came from our Captain. Captain Hommeys. Hommeys was an interesting woman,  sort of a good cop bad cop thing with Hina. Our Captain was a scary ass woman. Far scarier than you.” You glanced up and gave him a wink. “Which could be a problem with recruits and rookies. People would be too afraid to bring up matters so, we would get people to go to Hina. They were a great team.”
“Were?”
“Hina died a few years back and Hommeys lost a leg. Still tough as nails.”
“Sorry to hear that.”
“Part of this life isn’t it? Makes every day that much more important ‘cause you never know when it's gonna be your last. One second’s all it takes. One day all you’re going to be left with are memories of your loved ones so it's best to make those memories good right?” You gave him a gentle smile. You looked down at the cards.” From what I heard Hommeys still works on base. Works as an adviser but I didn’t see her when I was there.” You paused when your watch let out a small beep.
“Mmm four hours already? I still feel so awake, maybe I should let John rest more.”
“No. It’s important you get rest.” Ghost narrowed his eyes at you and you put the cards back together.
“Should take your own advice. You need sleep too Ghost.”
“I will.” Ghost followed your lead when you got up and stretched. With Ghost behind you, you found your way to the master bedroom where John was fast asleep. He had stretched across the large bed. His hand lay on the missing area where Ghost had been. You wondered if they would still share a bed when others were around or if it was because it was only the three of you.
Gently you shook John's shoulder and he blinked his eyes open with a groan. “Disco? Mmm, swap time already?” You nodded at his question. “Fuck, your fingers are cold. Like ice.” He shivered away from you and started to get up. Your eyes fell on Ghost who seemed rather interested in what Soap had said.
“You're still cold.”
“It’s like -6, yeah I’m cold.” You smiled at him and started to walk away from the bed. When you passed Ghost he caught your wrist and you practically jumped at the action. His hand was warm, really warm. How he managed to stay this warm surprised you and subtly you leaned into his touch.
“Get in.”
“Pardon?” Your eyes went wide and darted from his to Johnnys.
“You need to stay warm. Our bed's still warm and you will heat up far faster with the pair of us here. Get in.” He explained and you could see John’s lips curl up and snicker. You passed John the lantern and cautiously got onto the bed.
“Have fun you two.” You could feel your cheeks heat up at John's comment. Ghost was right though, the spot was really warm from John. The light disappeared from view and the door clicked closed behind him. You pulled the blanket close and let out a breath. Then you felt him. Ghost move closer towards you and wrapped an arm around your midsection while his now face pressed against your neck. “Ohh.” You let out a sigh of relief and pressed back against him. “Your so warm.” You hummed.
“Should have said something.”
“I did say I was a little cold.” You muttered and he pulled you closer.
“This is not a little cold. This is concerningly cold. I’ll have to remember you downplay things. It's my job to look after you.”
“You sound like my old doctor.” You whined and he made a sound of disproval.
“Not something I want to hear Disco.”
“No scolding me right now Ghost. Not when I’m about to sleep.” Ghost made a sound against you, a sound that rumbled against his chest and through you. He didn't continue on the matter and soon you closed your eyes.
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The sleep you got that night was probably one of the best sleeps you had in a very long time. When you awoke you weren’t surprised by the weight that pressed against you. What you were surprised by was who it was. John had swapped with Ghost during the night and now had an arm locked around you. You start to move a little only for his grip to tighten and pull you flush against him.
A firm ‘object’ pressed into your ass.
His cock. John's cock pressed firmly against your ass and he let out a little unintelligible mumble. You moved a little and he let out a deep hiss against your shoulder. “If you keep moving your only gonna make it harder.” He groaned- more like moaned- in your ear. “Unless that's what you want?” He practically purred.
“John- you're in a relationship. That was a one-time thing.” You swallowed and stayed perfectly still.
“You didn’t have fun?” He pushed his chest further against your back.
“I did, I just- there's a difference between a one-night stand and- ” You let out a sigh of frustration. “I’m not going to be the third wheel to your relationship, some toy.” Your voice went quiet at the end of your sentence. Almost impossible to hear. If he hadn’t been right next to you, there would have been a very high chance that he didn’t hear it all. A pregnant pause surrounded the pair of you for what seemed like a lifetime. In reality, it was maybe a minute or less.
“Then don’t be. You can make this whatever you want it to be.” You felt his thumb gently rub the front of your waist.
“What?”
“If you want us, you can have us. Anyway you want. Ghost and I talked about it last night. If you don’t want anything that's fine too. Won’t change anything professionally between the three of us. Can pretend it never happened if you want.” Soap breathed under your ear and you felt his nose brush against your neck. “Won’t lie though, I’d like it if you joined us. Ghost feels the same.”
“What, like a throuple?”
“That's what they call it eh? Despise that word, but yeah.”
“And your not just saying this because your dicks pressed into my ass?” You felt Soap laugh against you.
“Trust me if that was my motivation I’d go find Ghost like I do most mornings.” Soap let out a breath and continued. “If you want to think about it we can give you time or-”
“Yes.”
“Yes?”
“I’ll date you and Ghost.”
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Deadly Reunion| Chapter 13
Eddie Munson x female!reader // a stranger things apocalypse au
summary: You and Eddie have been best friends since childhood. But when the outbreak happened five years ago, you were torn from one another in the chaos. but now you’re left alone, after your group was killed by another radical crew, leaving you to seek out what was once home. // zombie apocalypse Hawkins set in 1993
warnings: angst + adult themes w/ descriptions of violence, blood, torture + other zombie apocalypse related issues
word count: 3.1K+
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You tucked your face further into Eddie’s chest as the explosions of gunfire and glass breaking seemed to erupt around you. You bit down on your lower lip to keep your screams in as must as your chest ached to let them out. You weren’t sure if those that had come into the downtown area were shooting at you, or something else. So, the last thing you wanted was to give away your position. For a moment, some of Eddie’s weight moved off of you, and you looked to see him slightly peeking up over the counter the three of you had hid in.
“Flayed” Eddie whispered, his eyes moving quickly as if he was tracking something right outside the window. “They are shooting at Flayed.”
You moved along with Robin from the dirty floor beneath you and peeked up over the counter beside Eddie. The windows were covered in caked over mud, but with spots that were big enough that you’d see through them. You saw men in tactical gear slowly moving in formation with rifles and AKs – then you saw the pack.
“Fuck,” You cursed low beneath your breath.
“Should we move? Or stay here? I mean I sort of feel like a sitting duck but what else are we to do?” Robin rambled slightly.
“Munson, do you copy?” Steve’s voice sounded from the walkie that was in Eddie’s hands.
He scrambled quickly to turn the volume down more.
“Shit…shit…shit…” Eddie whispered in panic, before pressing down on the button. “Harrington, we copy.”
“There is a swarm flocking through the city. We found high ground, the fucking trespassers are attracting more with their sound. Get out of there.”  
“How many?”
“Can’t keep count of them falling out of the woods. But the other group is big, it seems to be an entire camp.”
“We’re still in the pharmacy we first stopped at, we’re gonna try and make out way out. Stay where you’re at, we’ll find you.”
Eddie turned down the walkie even further, before turning his dark eyes to you and Robin. “We gotta get out of here,”
You flinched back again as another round sounded off closer to the pharmacy.
“Back alley door, it might be a tight fit, but I don’t see us walking out the front,” Eddie instructed. “We keep our heads down and low. We loaded?”
Your hands were slightly shaky with the fear and adrenaline moving through your body quicker than you were seemingly able to keep up. You double checked your gun and added a few more ammo in before triple checking the placement of your knives if ever needed. You took a deep, steadying breath, before nodding your head.
“I’m good too,” Robin answered back, her chest pressed tightly against your back as you huddled together.
“Stay close. Head toward the hospital if we get separated.” Eddie spoke, his eyes seeming to linger on you for a beat longer before he moved toward the back of the pharmacy.
The further back into the pharmacy you three of you went the farther away the gunfire sounded. But the way the floorboards creaked and bent beneath your feet – you felt far from safe. Eddie reached the door and cracked it open slightly causing the sunlight to bleed into the dark room. He searched from one end of the ally to the other, before opening the door further. You and Robin filed out one after the other after him, before closing the door behind you. You quickly grabbed your weapon to have it ready when needed as the growls and groans of the flayed could be heard along with the gunfire.
“What the fuck are they doing?” Robin whispered as you followed along
“Who knows, and I’m not waiting around to fuckin’ find out,” You replied, looking at the end of the alley as a few from the pack race past you.
Eddie grabbed your sleeve and yanked you back behind a dumpster. You slammed back against the back brick side of a building that lined the alley and felt the air leave your lungs. Your chest tightened for a moment before you let out a soft groan.
“Sorry,” Eddie spoke lowly, “I didn’t want them to see us.”
“You’re fine, you’re fine. Just…” You waved him off before standing taller to look over the top of the dumpster. “Let’s move, they passed.”
Eddie was the first to move forward and through the back alley, once again scouting out before moving forward. But as the three of you move through the back streets, a familiar growl could be heard. Robin’s scream caught your attention. The fear you’d been feeling before flared even worse as you watched as a Flayed tackle her to the floor, gnawing at the air as it tried to bite at any flesh it could.
“Robin!” You screamed, and without a second thought moved quickly. You grabbed the back of the Flayed’s head before grabbing your knife and bringing it down into its throat.
Its decomposing flesh slipped through your fingers as it dropped to the ground beside Robin with a gurgling noise. Your chest heaved with panting breaths as you looked over at your friend that lay in shock.
“Are you alright? Are you bit?” Eddie spoke as he came up from behind you.
You moved to grab Robin’s arm and haul her up from the ground, your eyes scanning over her in a frenzy looking for any sign that the flayed got a bite before being killed. But as you saw nothing of the sort, your heart began to calm. Robin’s wide blue eyes moved between you and Eddie quickly as she shook her head.
“N-No…I’m fine.” Robin took a deep breath before moving to you, bringing you to her chest. “Thank you.”
“Don’t have to thank me,” You spoke, your hand rubbing comfortingly along her back. “You’d do the same for me.”
Robin nodded her head as she pulled back away from you. “Still.”
You pressed your lips together into a small smile before turning away and heading back up in the direction you three originally were heading. Behind you, you could hear Eddie speaking softly to Robin as he checked in on her further. Your eyes scanned around rapidly looking for any sign that more were around the three of you. The fact that one of the stragglers of the pack was able to come out of nowhere and attack was unsettling for you. It created a ball of dread in your gut.
“Fire escape,” Eddie spoke pointing to an apartment building that was not too far from the three of you. “Let’s get up there, and see if we can find the hospital with high ground.”
“Good idea,” You spoke as you three ran quickly toward the building.
Eddie was the first to approach and jumped to pull down the ladder more. But it ended with a few feet to go from the ground.
Eddie laced his fingers together and bent down slightly, “I’ll give you guys a lift,”
“Robin, go first.” You spoke, pushing your friend forward slightly.
Robin moved forward and placed her left foot in Eddie’s palms, grabbing the wall behind him and reaching up as he lifted her toward the end of the ladder. She grasped on tightly before lifting herself up the rest of the way. The two of you watched till she was safely on the first landing of the fire escape.
“How are we to get you up there?” You asked with your eyes still on Robin.
“I can jump up and reach,” Eddie spoke with confidence, “I’m tall enough.”
You looked at him for a moment, before trusting his word, and following the same actions as Robin. Your arm muscles groaned as you lifted yourself up and climbed the rest of the way. Once you were safely on the first landing beside Robin, you watched with slight amazement, as Eddie took a couple steps back before running and jumping to catch the end of the ladder.
You would be lying if you said you weren’t impressed.
The Eddie you knew barely passed gym glass and failed whenever the rope climbing lesson came around.
He readjusted his pack, smiling down at you slightly, before turning to head up the rest of the fire escape.
The apartment building was only a few stories high but was high enough for you to see above most of the downtown area. You walked toward the edge and scoped out over the city.
“Jesus,” Robin whispered as her eyes seemed to have landed on the same thing as you.
The heart of downtown Redding was flooded with Flayed as the trespasser group seemed to off them one after the other. Not without a few of them falling as you saw clusters of the Flayed seemingly feasting on those they were able to hunt down.
But the moment you caught site of one of them moving across the top of a building far from the three of you, your stomach dropped as dread filled your body.
“Oh my god,” You whispered in complete horror.
You saw the emblem that was stitched onto the back of the vest they were wearing. It was one that was familiar to you. One that created some of the scars that decorated your body. It was the face of a monster, its face slayed open like a flower with teeth and blood dripping from it.
It was the emblem you saw on the men and woman that raided your camp.
Of the ones that killed your mother.
You staggered back away from the edge and could feel your heart lurch into your throat.
Eddie speaking your name with worry made your wide eyes snap toward him. He could see the horror and fear etched all over your features. Your skin paled slightly as if you’d seen a ghost.
“Sweetheart, what’s wrong?” Eddie spoke, coming to place a gentle hand on your shoulder as he watched the panic overtake your body. Your breath was coming out harsher and shorter. “Baby, come on,”
He grasped your face so that your focus could turn to him. But he could see it clearly. You were slipping back into your mind.
“Don’t do this, come on…talk to me,” Eddie bent down more so you were eye to eye with him. But you shook your head, a small squeak coming from your parted lips.
“She’s having a panic attack,” Robin spoke.
“I know,” Eddie spoke with strain in his voice. “You gotta calm down baby, ok? Can’t have you passing out on me. Not now.”
Eddie riffled through his pack and grabbed the walkie that he’d slipped in there before, before tossing it toward Robin. “Tell Harrington where we are at. Tell him to get here quick, and to avoid downtown.”
Eddie’s voice started to sound like it was underwater. Your vision was turning fuzzy and blurry the more you stood there. Eddie’s grip seemed to tighten on you more as your stance wavered. You allowed him to move you toward a unit and force you to take a seat. He once again grabbed your face causing your eyes to meet with his quickly. Eddie reached down and grabbed your hand before placing it against his chest.
“Breathe with me, ok? Breathe.” He spoke softly.
You let out a strangled, whimpering noise as you nodded your head. Eddie took a deep breath in, causing you to follow along with him. You held it for a beat, before slowly breathing out along with him. Eddie had the two of you repeat this process for a few passing moments before everything around you started to focus again. Your heart was still hammering wildly within your chest, but the fatigue seemed to hit you hard – causing you to slump against the unit you were sitting on.
“You with us?” Eddie asked with a soft gentleness to his voice.
“Y-Yes,” You spoke, your throat suddenly feeling hoarse.
“Steve and the others are coming back this way. Hospital is only a few blocks it seems.” Robin spoke, stepping closer to you and Eddie. “We’re going to have to abandon this, there is no way we’re getting out of here with the amount of flayed and trespassers.”
“Those aren’t just trespassers. They are a specific group.” You began to speak, closing your eyes for a moment, before continuing, your hands resting on your knees as you bent forward. “They are like a militia group, they move swiftly, silently, and deadly. They are on you before you even have a chance to realize it.”
“You know this group?” Eddie asked.
You nodded your head, as the memories flashed back in your mind quickly. Hearing the screams, smelling the burnt flesh, feeling your mother’s blood against your hands.
“They raided the last camp that I was with down south, my mother and I were with them when they hit us. I was sleeping in our tent toward the back of camp when my mother came and got me. She thought we could make it out, we were farther back, but…we…she…” You choked on a sob and swallowed it down. “They shot at us both, and she didn’t make it. They killed most of the entire camp. I only saw a few more escaped into the woods when I was able to get away.”
“Fuck,” Eddie knelt down beside you, grabbing your hand tightly. “I’m so sorry.”
“We were literally going to leave for Hawkins the next day. We had a whole plan. My friend Wendy was going to come with us.” You cried.
“They killed both of them?” Robin whispered softly.
You nodded your head as you sniffled, reaching up to wipe away the few tears that moved down your cheeks. “I went back a couple days after everything to gather the last of my supplies. And when I went back it looked like a fucking massacre. Wendy’s tent was burned to a crisp, I could only assume she’d died since she’d gone to bed at the same time as me.”
“Goddamn” Robin shook her head, feeling sadness for people she didn’t even know.
“A few of their people died, and that’s when I saw that fucking symbol. I didn’t think I’d see them again,”
Eddie grabbed you tightly and brought you into his chest as he held you tightly, your face nuzzled into the crook of his neck. His chest tightened as he felt and listened to your cries. He wanted nothing more than to take it all away. But also go down there and kill every single of those down there with the flayed.
“You’re safe now, sweetheart,” Eddie whispered softly into your ear, “I promise.”
You believed his words.
In the forty-five minutes, it took the others to rejoin you three, you were able to calm down more and feel more like your usual self. Even though you just took the emotion you’d felt in the short amount of time and shoved them deep within yourself. You felt numb slightly with the memories of your loss coming back to the surface, but it was something you’d deal with later. Robin was standing near the ledge, using the short wall as a post, as she used her binoculars to keep an eye on the militia group. But it was Eddie who’d given them their temporary name.
“The thing on their back looks like a Demogorgon.” Eddie spoke, “Like almost exactly. Telling me someone that plays D&D is in that group and doing shit like this?”
“Not everyone is a sweet little nerd like you, Munson,” Robin spoke from her post.
“Apparently,” He grumbled with a frown, the sound of familiar voices growing closer and closer. Eddie rushed over the edge to look down, giving a quick whistle. “Up here!”
“Have no idea how happy I am to see your face, Munson,” Steve called back up.
One by one, the others climbed the fire escape with Steve and Nancy being the last two.
“Able to get anything from the hospital?” Eddie asked.
“Yeah, good raid. You?”
“There was barely anything at the pharmacy, weren’t able to go to the other,” Robin spoke coming up from her spot. “But we have a problem.”
“What’s wrong?” Nancy asked, her eyes moving toward you before her lips turned down in a frown. “Why do you look sick?”
“Long story,” You spoke before clearing your throat. “The group that’s moving through the town, I’ve run into them before.”
Steve’s brows pulled together tightly, “When?”
“Before I got the Hawkins. They wiped out my entire camp, and I was barely able to make it out.”
“They killed everyone,” Eddie spoke up, moving to stand behind you, and placing a gentle hand on your shoulder. “Including her mom.”
“Shit,” One of the others, Argle, spoke.
“They are a well-organized group. They move quickly and they strike fast. It’s going to be a challenge to get past them,” You continued, “I thought I’d never see them again, but it seems fate has a different plan.”
“How large is the group?” Steve asked, his eyes moving to Robin.
“I have counted about fifty.” Robin sighed heavily. “A few have fallen to the Pack, but not enough. And they’ve killed enough of the Pack off to where it’s not going to work in our favor.”
“Think we can move from above?” Nancy optioned.
“They are taking a position on rooftops. We’re far enough now, but I don’t know how long we’re gonna have if they spread out.”
“Think they are using Redding as a new post?” Steve asked, his question directed at you.
“Maybe.” You shrugged “I don’t know much else about them except for that one night. I thought they were from around down there, but it seems they were on their way up. I have no clue.”
“Alright,” Steve sighed heavily. “We are going to have to move quickly and in tight formations. We use the night as our cover.”
Everyone nodded their head in agreement. Your eyes look out, watching the sky slowly turn from crystal blue into red, oranges, and purple. Knowing night wasn’t too far away and you’d have to come face to face with your past.
So demogorgans will be the image of those we know from the show. I know they are different from the actual game. But I thought for shared knowledge, that would be the best-known one. The next chapter will have death, violence, gore, and blood. I am giving a warning now. It's not going to be a happy one, I am so so sorry. I really hope you're not attached to anyone. Is it going to be Eddie and Reader? No cause then the story would be over and I have a while till we even come close to them dying. But the others...no safe.
Please let me know your thoughts on the story so far. I really love reading comments. Also, are things coming across as apocalyptic as I am hoping??? I hope so. Until next time!
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𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 ✾ ❝𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐌𝐲 𝐁𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝❜𝐬 𝐈𝐧 𝐚 𝐁𝐚𝐧𝐝❞
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(A/n) ➳ What do guys think of the first chapter? I’m hoping that you guys enjoy it and feedback is greatly appreciated!!
Word Count ➳ 1.1k
Content Warnings ➳ Alcohol use, small use of force, mentions of smoking…
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You engulfed your brother in a tight hug as he easily lifted you off the ground, giving a little spin as well. The two of you laugh together as it has been years since you two saw each other, and since you both have different kinds of lives.
“Thanks for the invite!” Shanks smiled as he let you down, “Didn’t think you chose to give up being a pirate.”
“Eh… Well, I found this-” Gesturing to the island you both stand on, “More fun.”
“You’re not wrong about that.” He chuckled and followed you into town where the rest of the crew were sitting inside a bar.
All of them were chattering amongst themselves, enjoying the food and drinks, “I was also surprised to hear from you. Didn’t think inviting a pirate crew was a good choice.”
“I thought this festival would be a good way to catch up.” You take a seat at the bar, next to your brother who is ordering his food and drink, “This island is known for its partying.”
Shanks lifted an eyebrow at your statement, “Really?”
“Yep, just a couple of days ago, we just finished up a party that lasted half a year.”
“Were there any special occasions?”
You shake your head, “The people just like partying.” You said it with a wide smile, your eyes lighting up with joy as you remember the endless partying.
“Seems you haven’t changed.” Shanks smiled as well, thanking the bartender for being his meal, “It’s been a while since we were able to let loose.” He takes a swing of his ale, “Think I could crash at your place?”
If your smile couldn’t get any wider… “I’ll set up your room.” You hopped off the barstool and hurried back to your little home. It was probably big enough to fit a group of four, maybe five.
Shanks sets down his drink and turns to the crew, his gaze fixed on his crew, “Listen up men!” He began. His usually fun tone was gone and all that was left was a deep and commanding voice that was rarely used, “I’ve got something to say.”
He paused, giving his crew a moment to calm down and become quiet, “Everyone here knows my sister, I, of course, talked about her. She’s family and during our stay…” He took another glance, his eyes connecting with his right-hand man’s, “No matter who you are, not a single one of you is allowed to do anything to her. No expectations.”
Everyone exchanged looks, they all knew one thing, not to say anything back, no excuses, nothing.
“Now…” Shanks lifted his mug in the air and his usual smile returned to his face, “Let’s party until we drop!”
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It wasn’t hours later until drinks were poured, music played, and laughter was heard. No matter how many times the island threw parties, they never seemed to tire from it.
The sun wasn’t even down yet and people were already drinking heavily.
Various smells of different kinds of foods filled your nostrils, and you dragged your drunk brother around the stalls, trying the food to keep him happy and still standing on his feet.
“Try this!” You bring the food to his lips, letting him take a bite.
He chewed a couple of times before swallowing, “Not bad.” He slurred, taking the meat skewer from your hands.
You grab another one for yourself, “See?” A single skewer of the delicious meat and devouring it in a couple of bites.
You couldn’t help but watch Shanks as he was drunk but he was enjoying himself. His stupidly infectious drunken laughter as he tried even more dishes.
“You and your crew sure know how to party.” You comment, looking towards his crew where all of them are crowded together, singing to the music being played, “And you haven’t lost your appetite.”
Shanks grinned, “What can I say? Food is life’s greatest pleasure.” He takes a large bite from the skewer. Once he finished, he tossed the wooden pick in the nearest trash can.
A playful shout caught his ears, Shanks turned to see a group of children engaged in a game of chase or a game of tag. With a mischievous glint in his eyes, he nudged your arm, “Care to play a game, sis?”
And you see where’s pointing with his only hand, “You’re on!”
Instantly, you ran away, not before smacking his arm. You dashed through the crowds, carefully not to bump or hit people on the way.
You could hear your brother laughing along. You took various turns to lose him as excitement filled your body. You finally felt relaxed as it felt like you both were back to being children before the two of you decided to split ways.
And even after he decided to form his crew, the two of you rarely saw each other…
You sprinted around a corner, looking over your shoulder to see if Shanks was behind you. You collided with a tall figure, you stumbled back and the stranger grabbed your arm.
Startled and heavily breathing, you found yourself against the wall with your heart racing, “Easy there.” Benn’s voice was focused and low, “And who are you running from?”
“B-Benn! It’s me.” You quickly whispered, hearing your brother’s giggles running past the alleyway.
It was lightened up by a touch hanging off the wall. At the end of the wall, there were some stairs leading up to the second floor.
You could see his eyes soften and his grip loosens immediately as he recognizes your voice, “(Y/n)...” Benn tilts his head slightly, his eyes squinting in the dim light, “What are you doing far from the party?”
You let out a sigh of relief as Benn took a couple of steps back, “Well…” Unsure how to explain.
The tense silence was in the air, so thick that you could cut it with a knife. The joyful festival was pushed to the back of your head as it felt awkward.
Benn looked over at the stairs at the end of the alleyway, he then looked back at you.
“...Care to join me for a smoke?”
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love How to perpetrate and sabotage your own kidnapping: A guide for dummies.
What if reader was or is married. If reader was married, do you think the boys would try and copy what their previous partner did, and try to be better if reader is divorced.
Reader is married, their trying to sabotage the marriage in every pay possible, they deserve you not that idiot you married. and they won’t stop until you’re single again and ready to be theirs
Thanks! I’m terrible with compliments but I’m happy to bring you this silly black comedy of a series.
Now if reader was married, they boys would dig in to find out what happened. That board comes up a lot earlier. If your ex-partner was still alive, their information goes on the other side of the board. The guys are less concerned about them so long as they stay out of the picture. They’ll dig in about how your ex messed up the marriage because there’s no way it was you, you’re too lovely.
The problems lies with getting said information from you. It’s not exactly like they can ask you about that, but they’ll note the way your nose scrunches in a sour response to something mundane.
(One time Ghost overheard you muttering to yourself while you were going over a pile of recruitment paperwork, “He looks like he bites into bananas with the skin on. Never making that fucking mistake again.” He promptly wheels himself back to the cafeteria on base where he sees Johnny halfway through an unpeeled banana, grateful that he now finally has a decent enough excuse to tell Johnny to absolutely never do that again because fucking hell that shite should be considered a war crime.)
If you are still married, then that’s more of a problem. Your spouse remains on the other side of the board, which fills up quickly with personal information, from their first job through to their diet. Even if your partner appears infallible they will find something.
The problem is, if your partner seems like a paragon of niceness, you’re all too aware of it. And forget about bringing up something which could suggest how unhappy the 141 men are, because you - in a baffling fit of blindness - truly believe that it must be because they’re single and lonely. This you begin your crusade of blind doubles dates, so not only do each of the men have to watch you cozy up to the “supposed” love of your life, they have to let somebody down at the end of the night too.
(One time Johnny shows up with you only to find that his date is Simon. The car ride to base is very awkward for the two of them.
“Price and Garrick-”
“-are to never fucking hear about this.”
“… So we aren’t, y’know-”
“No.”
“Is it the way I eat bananas? I am capable of using less teeth, Lt.”
“Sergeant, do us a favour and shut the fuck up.”)
At the end of the day, Task Force 141 are exceptional at infiltration and will utilise their skills to ensure that no matter how small any fissure may be in your relationship, they will with time crack it open further, to the point of instability. The love you and your spouse share may withstand the test of time, but not the test of pressure that’s about to come your way.
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au where ghost, gaz and soap are all price's adopted kids and when price finally decided to introduce them to his new boyfriend soap goes ballistic because it turns out to be his very secret older ex - phillip graves who he had nasty break up with and now everyone have to digest two things: that soap apparently had secret older boyfriend and that price apparently had and still has secret younger boyfriend. it's all crack, everyone loses their shit at some point except for nik who is price's very chill ex husband who visits twice a week.
Father's Boyfriend
Fam 141, PriceGraves, past SoapGraves, past PriceNik
TW: Past Abuse, Past Domestic Violence (both are only mentioned a couple times and it doesn’t go into detail)
Ages: Soap- 24, Ghost- 29, Gaz- 26, Price- 56, Graves- 38
(Soap and Graves started dating when Soap was twenty, they broke up after being together for three years)
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They had a suspicion that their father was seeing someone. It's been a few years now since he and their other dad, Nik, split. Though it was peaceful and mutual, John still chose not to date anyone. So when the late night phone calls started, John being more private about his phone in general, they knew something was up.
"He's definitely dating someone," muttered Kyle.
Johnny hummed in thought, stretched out across Simon's couch. They all had their own places but enjoyed hanging out together. Well, Simon was okay with hanging out with the other two on his terms. Those terms included never being at his house, especially when he wasn't there. But that didn't stop them from copying his key and 'breaking in' to chill and hang out.
The jingling of keys and the front door opening before-
"You fucking assholes."
Johnny and Kyle are unfazed by Simon.
"Hey, Si! Do you think Dad is dating someone?"
Simon walks past them to go into the kitchen, "He's on drugs."
"See, that's what I thought but Kyle says he has to be dating someone."
Kyle scoffs, "The fact you two immediately think our beloved father is on drugs- You're both horrible people."
Simon walks into the living room with a bag of crisps, "Thanks I'm trying."
Johnny laughs as Kyle rolls his eyes. Simon gets a handful of salt and vinegar crisps in his mouth before he speaks.
"I mean, he probably is dating someone. He's been a lot happier lately so we should be happy for him for getting back out there."
"He hasn't introduced us yet."
"Probably wants to make sure this guy is a good fit before introducing him to us. I wouldn't take it too personally."
Johnny crawls over to Simon, "You're so wise, big bro."
He grabs the bag of crisps and darts back to where he was sitting. While Simon and Johnny fought over the bag of crisps, Kyle was in deep thought.
"Do you think we know him?"
Johnny gets shoved to the floor, Simon claiming victory as he settles back down with the crisps, "Maybe. Wouldn't put it past him sneaking his new boyfriend around in plain sight."
Soap gets off the floor, "What if it's someone like our old coach?"
Kyle laughs, "He's so not Dad's type!"
Simon was quiet before he shudders, "Uh, no to that. That guy's a creep."
"The mailman?"
"Oh yes, our father fucking the mailman and it turns out he's our actual father. What a cliché."
Kyle snorts, leaning over to try to grab some crisps.
"Dad has a better taste in men than the mailman or our weird coach from when we played football."
Johnny rolls his eyes as Simon holds the bag of crisps away from Kyle. He gets on his phone to scroll and sees an update from an account on Facebook that he thought he had blocked.
His ex was in town.
"Fuck!"
Simon and Kyle turn to look at Johnny, who froze when he realized he had said that out loud. He slowly looks at his brothers, both staring at him in concern and confusion. All he could do was smile before getting up and running to the bathroom. Johnny locks the door, leaning on the sink as he takes a deep breath. He looks back at his phone, scrolling through the man's profile, which had previously been empty after their breakup. He deleted pretty much everything that had Johnny in it and disappeared.
And now he's crawling back out of the woodwork.
Why is he coming here? What reason does he have to come back here if not to talk to Johnny?
"Fuck fuck fuck-"
"Johnny? You good?"
Johnny stiffens, "Uh, fine! Just, uh- Feeling sick!"
"That's what you get for trying to steal my food," Simon joked even though it was obvious he was worried.
"Need anything? Medicine?"
"Antacids would be great."
Thankfully Simon was the type to just not have basic things like Antacids (because he's weird) so one of them would have to go out and get some. Hopefully Simon was the one to go out because Johnny knows if/when he finds out about why Johnny is freaking out he'll be met with judgement. Kyle was more understanding. There was some muttering outside before one of them walked off. Johnny sighs, not sure which left.
"So... are you actually sick or is this about something else?"
Oh good, Kyle stayed.
Johnny cracks the door open, making sure Kyle was alone before he opens it all the way.
"Don't get mad."
Kyle narrows his eyes, "Why would I get mad?"
Johnny fidgets his hands together, "Remember when we said we wouldn't keep secrets from each other?"
Kyle glares, "Yes..."
"Well... I may or may have not, uh, kept a pretty big secret from you."
Kyle pinches the bridge of his nose, a habit the three brothers shared after watching their father do it for so long.
"Fucking hell... Alright, what is it?"
Johnny braces himself for Kyle's reaction.
"My ex is in town..."
Kyle stares, "Ex? Which one?"
"The one I knew you wouldn't have approved of so I never told you about him..."
There was a good bit of silence before Kyle turned and walked back down the hall, not saying a word. Johnny winces, slowly following him. When Kyle goes into the kitchen and grabs Simon's whiskey, Johnny knew that his brother was holding back on saying something potentially hurtful.
"I don't think Si would appreciate you drinking his good stuff."
Kyle glares at Johnny, "I think he would rather me not kill you."
Simon came back around twenty minutes later and immediately notices that Kyle was drinking his booze. He glares at while dropping the bag of medicine on the counter.
"I was saving that for a special occasion."
"Think this qualifies as a 'special occasion'. Right, Johnny?"
Simon turns to Johnny, who was sitting on the couch, trying to appear as small as possible.
"It's not that big of a deal..."
Kyle scoffs, "You dare to say that after what you told me?"
Simon looks between Kyle and Johnny before finally just stopping to look at Johnny.
"What's going on?"
Kyle stares at Johnny, giving him a chance to tell Simon himself. But Johnny didn't, only stumbled over his words while he tried to defend himself from Kyle's judgement. Kyle turns to Simon, taking a sip of whiskey before he speaks.
"Remember when we told each other we would always tell one another about our relationships? You know, the promise we made after you were hospitalized by your shitty ex?"
Simon snaps his head towards Johnny, "Johnny..."
"Oh, and remember when Johnny 'lost' five hundred pounds from our savings?"
"JOHNNY-!"
Johnny throws his hand sup, standing, "Look! I knew you guys weren't going to like him but I did like him! So I held off on telling you guys about him!"
"You stole money for him-!"
"Also went street racing with him, illegal boxing matches, did drugs-"
"It was just weed!"
Simon was so angry about what he was learning that he was unable to speak. He just throws his hands around while strangled sounds escaped from his mouth. Soap genuinely feared for his safety. He's seen what Simon is capable of. But, Simon does nothing. He calms down enough to grab Soap and forces him to sit back on the couch, sitting next to him while he does.
"Johnny... we made that promise for a reason."
Johnny remembers what happened to Simon, what he looked like in that hospital bed, black and blue.
"I know..."
He figured he would never have to come clean about his dirty secret. But here they were, his brothers staring in disappointment and guilt practically drowning him.
"I wasn't worried anything would happen. He did crazy things but he wasn't that kind of person."
"You think I was worried? That shit happened overnight, Johnny."
Kyle sighs, "We're upset because we care, Johnny. You're our baby brother."
"I know... Don't tell Dad."
"Not in a million years. He's been watching me like a hawk since that day. Don't want to put you in the spotlight... Unless you give us a reason to."
"No more secrets, got it?"
"Yea. No more secrets."
Johnny was hoping that would be the end of it. Other than watching his surroundings more and being very careful about where he was and when (matching where his ex's updates told him where he was), things went back to normal. No weirdness from Simon (more than usual) or further questions from Kyle. Nothing. Just plain old normalcy.
That didn't happen. He didn't know what to expect when they were heading to their father's house for a family dinner. He assumed it would be like all the others so he just grabbed some drinks to bring.
"When's the last time we had a family dinner at Dad's?"
Simon hummed as he thought, "Been a good couple months. He's been pretty busy lately."
"Yea, he has been pretty busy," Kyle says in agreement, eyes flickering from the road to Simon.
Johnny, as usual, was in the backseat. It was Kyle's car (he refuses to let anyone drive it) and Simon also gets shotgun (because he will bully Johnny out of it if Johnny doesn't let him have it). So, he sat in the back, stretched out.
"What if he wants us to finally meet his boyfriend?"
Kyle and Simon blink, apparently that hadn't crossed their minds.
"Holy shit-"
"If I don't like him I'm going to fight him."
"Simon-"
They noticed a car parked next to their father's SUV that none of them recognized.
"Oh shit-"
They got out of the car and Kyle ran around and grabbed Simon before he got to the front door.
"Behave."
"I always behave!"
"No, you don't!"
Johnny walks around them, snickering. He looks at the car as he passes it, seeing something faintly familiar inside it on the passenger seat. It was a shirt with a logo on it but he didn't stay long enough to figure out why it was familiar. He didn't want to seem weird by staring into the car of their father's guest. They got to the front door and Simon bangs on the door excessively.
"Dad! Hey Dad? Dad! Father! Father- Hello!?"
Kyle glares at Simon while Johnny laughs, "You're going to be insufferable tonight, aren't you?"
Simon stops and looks at Kyle, not saying a word but the smirk on his face said plenty. The door opens and there stood their father, glaring at Simon with little to no heat.
"You boys don't have to knock."
Simon shrugs, "Don't have to but I wanted to."
John rolls his eyes before pulling Simon into a hug. He grabs Kyle next, squeezing him, before pulling Johnny into a hug.
"Been too long since I've last seen all of my boys in one place."
He ushers them all inside but keeps them in the front parlor. This only confirmed that he had a very special guest over, somewhere else in the house. Also going off of how nervous their father seemed to be helped enforce that. Simon was the one who decided to say something as John took the wine that Johnny brought.
"Sooo... where is he?"
John freezes and Kyle smacks Simon's shoulder. Johnny could see the panic in John's eyes, something he can't say he's ever seen on his father before.
"Uh-"
"You know, the owner of that shiny, new BMW?"
John takes a deep breath, "Can't hide anything from you. Never could..."
Johnny last heard John say that when Simon uncovered that him and Nik were getting a divorce. Simon has always been good at finding out things, which why it was a miracle that Johnny managed to hide a whole relationship from him. He figured once the money went missing that he would've started snooping.
"Have a seat, boys."
Simon plops down, keeping his eyes on their father. Kyle and Johnny sit on the loveseat, eyes darting between Simon and John. John gave himself a moment to think about what he was going to say before he looked up.
"I've met someone."
"We know."
John narrows his eyes, "How long?"
"Dad... you have been the opposite of subtle."
John snorts, "And here I thought I was doing a good job of keeping quiet."
Kyle makes a error sound which makes Johnny and Simon laugh. John shakes his head before he sighs.
"The... guy I've been with is... a little younger."
The three gasp dramatically, "Dad!"
"It wasn't like I was expecting a relationship to happen!"
Kyle points at John, grabbing his attention, "How young are we talking?"
"He's thirty-eight."
"Wow-"
"I wasn't aiming to start anything with him!"
"How'd you meet him?"
John seemed thankful for Johnny changing the subject, "Met him while out on a company retreat. He was from some firm in the US and they flew out and joined us."
"Ooh! Romance with the enemy?"
"Shadow Co. is freelance. Not exactly our 'enemy'."
Johnny blinks, feeling panic swell up in his chest. Shadow Co.? The guy's age--
Nope! Just a coincidence! There is no way-
"So scandalous~"
"Have you snuck him around us?"
"No, I didn't sneak him around. Didn't really have to since you boys moved out."
Johnny swallows, "What's his name?"
John seems to not notice the shake in Johnny's voice. But Simon and Kyle do, the two turning to look at their brother in concern. John gets up, heading to the hall. He calls for the man who Johnny was praying that didn't turn out to be who he was thinking of.
"Phil! Mind coming in here?"
His heart drops, Johnny feeling lightheaded as he sees his ex come around the corner into the room. He's smiling at John, practical hearts in his eyes. Then he turns and he spots Johnny, those hearts popping as he pales in shock and horror.
"Boys, this is Phillip Graves. My boyfriend."
Simon's eyes widen and he looks to Johnny, jaw dropped. Kyle covers his mouth, cursing as he leans back against the loveseat.
"Johnny? Is there something wrong-"
John notices Phillip's face, the man rubbing his eyes, shaking his head-- Doing everything that he can to change what he was seeing. Finally, Phillip stops, turning to John.
"That's- He's your son!?"
John stares into Phillip's eyes before horror comes across his face, "You-You said your ex was Johnny MacTavish!"
Simon practically screams, "YOU USED A DIFFERENT NAME!?"
"JOHNNY!"
Phillip, unable to say anything else, turns and walks out of the room. John leans on the wall, taking several deep breaths in a attempt to calm himself down. Johnny was full-blown panicking at this point, unsure what the hell is going on.
"This is a joke- A prank! He's not your boyfriend!"
"You dated a man fourteen years older than you!? When did this happen!?"
John looks between Kyle and Simon, "Did you two know about this!?"
"Only recently."
John gaps, throwing his hands in the air, "Fucking hell!"
Johnny was borderline hyperventilating. At least he thinks he is, he's never panicked like this before. Johnny felt his vision start to go black.
"Johnny- Breathe. Easy-"
He felt Kyle hold onto him. Johnny was unable to say anything or see anything due to his blurry vision-- Which added onto his panic. Kyle coached him through his panic attack (he wasn't sure if that was one or not, he's never had one before), helping him regain his ability to breathe. His brother rubbed his back as he slowly calmed down, now able to see again.
"Where's Dad and Simon?"
"Si stepped out with Dad. He wasn't processing this well, either."
Johnny let's out a shaky breath. They sit there in silence before Kyle finally speaks.
"This... is a lot... God, feel like we're on some drama TV show."
Johnny laughs at that, unsure of what to do. This did feel like the plot of some low budget soap opera.
Some god is laughing their ass off right now...
Kyle stands, Johnny turning to look at him.
"I'm going to go check on Phillip."
"You are?"
"This has to be as much of a nightmare to him as it is to you."
"Right..."
"I'll be... somewhere. Don't know where he went. Call me if you need something."
Kyle leaves and Johnny was alone. He puts his head in his hands, cursing at his shit luck. He was beyond shocked by how something like this could happen. His father is dating his ex.
"Oh my god..."
Someone walks into the room and he braced himself. He looks up to see his father standing there, clearly processing this as well as him. Simon was standing in the doorway.
"I'm going to grab a beer. God this is some wacky shit-"
With that, he left. John sighs and walks over to the couch and sits. He rests his arms on his knees, staring intently ahead of him. He clearly wanted to say something but couldn't figure out how to say it. Johnny swallows, never in his life did he think he would end up in a situation like this. They sat there in uncomfortable silence before Johnny finally couldn't take it anymore.
"So... how did you, uh, get with him?"
John turns and stares at his son, blinking, "Are you asking me when I hooked up with Phil?"
Johnny cringes, "No! I meant like, when did you two start going out? How did you get with him?"
"You act like he's a bad guy."
"He's not! He-He's just- UGH!"
Johnny holds his head in his hands, frustrated by his inability to say what he was thinking. John, externally, kept calm.
John sighs, "He told me that his last relationship didn't end well... which was a year ago..."
Johnny slumps against the back of the couch, "Yea... we got into a fight..."
"Phil told me it was because his ex lied to him about something... that something being how old he was."
Johnny winces, "Yea... Kind of told him I was older than what I looked... Even made a whole other Facebook account to trick him into believing me."
John blinks, "You... Johnny-"
Johnny stands, pacing the room, "Look, this is fucking weird as shit, okay. You're dating my ex! How the fuck does something like that happen!? How do you manage to get with my ex- Why didn't he break up with you when you showed pictures of us!? You had to show him pictures of your sons, right!?"
"I-I didn't exactly get around to doing that... I didn't want to scare him off."
Johnny stares hard at his father, "WHAT!?"
"Johnny, he's only nine years older than Simon! I told him about you boys and if he wanted to know more about you guys I would tell him! If he wanted to see pictures I would've shown him! I was following his lead, going the pace he set."
John takes a breath, "This is a very... interesting situation. One I didn't think I would ever be involved in."
Johnny stops by the window of the parlor, looking outside. He tenses when he sees Phillip out there, leaning against his car with Kyle talking to him. They both seemed relatively calm, though Phillip had a cigarette between his lips.
"I don't remember him ever smoking..."
John walks over by the window, "I kind of got him hooked... never did say I was a good influence."
Johnny snorts, "And you wonder why we're all menaces…"
"Hey, it wasn't all me. Your father doesn't exactly have the best track record, either!"
"Does... does Dad know you're dating?"
"He's the one who finally pushed me to getting back out there. Said that I was 'keeping myself miserable'."
"Does he make you happy?"
He already knew the answer to that. They've seen how much happier their father had become since 'sneaking' around with his new boyfriend. More genuine smiles. Deep, hearty laughs (laughing in general had cut back after him and Nik split). He was happy, he acted happy. But Johnny needed to hear him say it.
"Yea... I am happy. Even if this whole situation is weird- If he chooses to stay... I'd still be happy."
Johnny didn't even think about Phillip possibly leaving his dad over this. If he did he couldn't blame him. Johnny could see fear and sadness cloud over John as he watched Phillip through the window. If Phillip left... he'd be sad again.
Johnny steps away from his father, leaving the parlor.
"Johnny? Where are you going?"
"Gonna have a word with Phillip."
Johnny goes outside, Phillip visibly tensing when he saw him. Kyle turns and is surprised to see him.
"Hey, Johnny... Uh, is everything okay?"
Johnny keeps his eyes on Phillip, "Yea... go talk with Dad. And make sure Simon hasn't drank all the beer. I'm definitely going to want one."
Kyle blinks before stepping away, heading back into the house. Phillip avoids eye contact, reaching up and taking the cigarette from his lips.
"When did you start smoking?"
Phillip still isn't looking at him, "Two months ago... kinda started stealing them from John..."
Johnny takes a breath, looking towards the window he and John were staring out of and was glad to see that no one was looking out of it. The tension in the air was suffocating, he couldn't handle having eyes on him.
"Did you know who he was?"
Phillip finally looks at him, "What?"
"Did you know he was my dad?"
"Pff- Fuck no. I've done some weird shit but I've never went out and purposely dated one of my exes' parents!"
Johnny rubs the back of his neck, "Fucking insane shit here..."
Phillip hums in agreement. There was awkward silence, Johnny trying to urge himself to break it and say what he needed to say.
"I'm sorry about what happened."
"Which part? You lying about your age? Stealing shit from your family for me and making me feel indebted to them despite having never met them? What about you using me to get weed or get into illegal fights so you could gamble? Or, is it you lying about who you were? You're not Johnny MacTavish! You're fucking Johnny Price. And, if I had know that, I wouldn't have started fucking your dad!"
Johnny winces, the anger from what happened still very much there. Johnny knows he hurt Phillip. He couldn't argue with it, either.
"Did you tell him all that I did?"
"Parts of it. Didn't feel right bashing some immature kid who fooled me in front of a potential new partner."
"Right-"
"Why'd you come out here?"
"I wanted to apologize..."
Phillip scoffs in response to that.
"And... I wanted to ask if you would stay with my dad."
Phillip blinks before he looks back to Johnny, "What?"
"Look, he's been miserable and lonely since him and our other dad split. Ever since you two started seeing each other he's gotten so happy! Yes, it's fucking weird as hell that you're the guy he's dating, but you're also they guy that makes him so happy. He'll be crushed if you leave."
Phillip looks over Johnny, seeming genuinely surprised by what he had said. Johnny turns his body so he's facing the house rather than facing Phillip. He could feel the man's eyes burning into him, making him feel so small.
"You really care about him..."
"Yea, he's my dad. Been there for me during the roughest points in my life. I want him to be happy."
"And... you think he still wants to be with me after learning about what happened between us?"
"Yea, I do."
Johnny looks back to Phillip.
"You grew up."
"Only been a year."
"Not like that."
"Oh..."
Phillip finishes his cigarette, leaning down and stubbing it into the driveway before he puts the bud in the ashtray in his car. Without saying anything else, he walks past Johnny and goes back to the house. Johnny breathes out, wondering the future would bring them.
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imyourbratzdoll · 1 year
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𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍… 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈
hello everyone, okay so. I wrote this from my own personal experiences and pasts. it's something that I deal with. I don't feel anything pleasurable unless it's from a toy, nor can I put anything inside because it's painful. I also can't feel anything emotionally, when I first began to write this, it started off like how my life starts, but I realised I wasn't writing a story for you about my depression. I was writing a story about what I go through with men. I hope you enjoy it and know I'm always here for you if you go through something similar- the part with johnny is a true story, but the part with ari is sadly not. I apologise if this is bad.
summary - you meet a man who brings security into your life, making the men in your past no longer matter.
warning - angst, slight smut but not really, graphic in some sense, mentions of blood and pee, hint to a traumatic experience but nothing detailed, emotionally cut off, depression, slight fluff.
18+ only please, the gif and header aren’t mine.
Warnings and Reminders - Please do not plagiarise, copy, repost/republish, adapt, or translate any of my work on any social media platforms, apps, or third-party sites. The only platforms I post my work on are: Tumblr and Wattpad. I do not own any character of any franchise (Marvel etc.) All my works are fiction and may be dark or triggering content: READ ALL WARNINGS BEFORE PROCEEDING.
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Maybe there was something wrong with you. 
Because there lying between your legs was a gorgeous man, doing everything in his power to please you, but you felt no pleasure. You could feel how his tongue swept across your folds, probably trying to locate your clit that not even you could find. You always thought that maybe you weren’t gifted one when you were born, but that couldn’t be possible, right? Because when you brought out your toy specifically made to vibrate that little button. You felt everything and more.
But this beautiful, god-like man is thrusting his tongue inside your not-so-lubricant hole, and you felt bad because you could tell he was trying his hardest to make this about you, but unfortunately, you would never feel the pleasure he wanted you to feel. And when your eyes meet his pretty blues, you offer a soft smile because you can’t let that fake moan you let others hear fall from your lips for him. He was too kind and precious, and you dread the day he realises you feel nothing because then he’ll leave, and you’ll be back to being alone and broken.
Your head falls back, and your mind begins to drift as this takes you back to the same thing that happened years ago. 
You finally turned eighteen and thought you’d give men a shot again. So you downloaded the dating app everyone else had in hopes of finding a relationship that could last. You swiped through men, chatting with some but slowly drifting away because you didn’t know how to communicate with them anymore. They seemed to want something you didn’t want to do again.
But then you found him. Johnny Storm, oh my. What a dream he was. You were stupid. You thought that the conversations you had meant something, thought that when he said he only wanted casual, he’d changed his mind when you two hung out. You were a naive girl who had already been through hell yet still wanted a fairytale ending.
You remember when you decided to meet Johnny.
You got yourself all dolled up, dressing in a short sundress that didn’t fit your body well, but no one ever told you. You made sure you were shaved and smelled lovely. You were excited because you were stupid.
Meeting Johnny was… Fun. You could remember everything. You could remember the colour of his car. His face, everything he did and said. You could remember the pain.
You didn’t feel pleasure when he went down on you. The feeling felt like a cat’s tongue. You could remember that he didn’t even see if you had finished before climbing on top of you and covering you in his cum. But you were stupid. At the time, you didn’t see that as a problem. 
You felt pain when his finger/fingers went inside you, even if they were covered in lube. The feeling hurt. It felt like someone had shoved so many knives inside of you. But you didn’t say anything. You pretended it felt good, you faked those moans, and he didn’t notice. Not even when he saw the blood on his fingers, but you remembered it all. You could still feel the stinging pain when you tried to pee. You remembered the blood and the doctor saying there was a tear. But that didn’t stop you because you were stupid. 
The pain got worse when he slid his cock inside you. It never subsided, and the pain was never replaced with pleasure. But you faked it because you didn’t want to hurt his ego. After all, you thought there was something wrong with you. 
You remember going to the doctor and asking what was wrong with you. Only for them to reply that everything will continue to hurt because your mind and body weren’t comfortable, all because of your trauma. You should’ve followed orders when your doctor said not to have sex until your mind relaxed. But you didn’t listen because you thought he would leave you if you stopped giving him what he wanted.
Johnny never noticed. He kept reminding you that this was casual and that he didn’t want a relationship. And you should’ve listened. Instead, you continued until one fateful night.
The two of you were lying next to each other, a tv show playing in the background as you talked. Somehow, you got on the topic of your weight. 
“I’m fat.” You pout, looking down at your stomach. It was playful but also the truth, but you guessed Johnny didn’t get the memo.
He looked at you smugly. “You’re not fat.” You looked up at him, hopeful. “Just a little overweight.”
Your brows furrowed. “That’s fat. You just admitted I was fat.”
He shakes his head, “No. I said a little overweight.” And he kept repeating the word like it would make things better. But it never did after that. You got into a fight, and he left. What hurt the most wasn’t the physical pain or that he left. It was finding out he got into a relationship the moment the two of you stopped speaking.
“Y/n. Y/n, baby.” You blink, sucking in a breath as your eyes connect with those pretty blues again. Ari smiles, “Hey, where’d you go?” You desperately didn’t want to disappoint this man, so you kissed him. One hand rests on his chest, and the other grabs his hand, guiding it to your entrance. Even though in the back of your mind, you know it’ll hurt.
Ari was confused. He felt like something was wrong when he was between your thighs, and it was confirmed when you seemed to zone out, but now, Ari’s unsure of what was happening. He pulls back and looks you in the eyes, “Are you sure? We don’t have to, little dove.” You nod, eyes wide as you look into his. He watches your expression as he slowly pushes a finger inside, barely being able to with how tight you are. And he stops, pulling away from you when he hears the pained whimper. 
You lie there with your eyes tightly screwed shut. Not wanting to see the one man you’ve felt something for, leave. 
Ari slowly moves closer, grabbing a blanket and covering you. “Y/n. Open your eyes.” His voice is so gentle, so caring that it scares you. His hand softly strokes your cheek, and you can feel your heart breaking when he pulls you closer to him. No one’s ever treated you so kindly before. “It’s okay. I’m here if you need me.”
You felt lucky, silently thanking the universe for sending Ari your way. You met Ari on a whim, deciding to give the dating app another go but as a more hardened and cold person. You thought you’d see how an older man would treat you, and there were some you didn’t like but Ari. Oh, he was beautiful and so kind. He never mentioned sex or anything dirty. Instead, he wanted to get coffee, but only if you felt comfortable.
So you met him, and when your eyes connected, you felt safe, something you’d never felt before. He stood and greeted you, pulling your chair out before offering to pay. Ari didn’t pressure you, and he didn’t make you feel awkward for not knowing how to continue a conversation. He was so patient, and that one meeting turned into more. You had only kissed a few times, but he’d never take anything further. 
Today was different... You wanted to give Ari the one thing you thought he wanted. But now, you ruined it. Because you couldn’t fake it with him, you couldn’t push through the pain and discomfort. You couldn’t make him believe he was pleasuring you when you felt nothing.
You slowly open your eyes, connecting with his again, but yours are both filled with sadness this time. “I’m sorry.” Ari could feel his heart breaking at the whisper of your voice, not knowing why you were apologising for something you didn’t do. “I’m a disappointment… I’m so sorry. If you want to leave, I won’t blame you.” Even as those words fall from your lips, you feel nothing. You feel empty, but there’s also a little warmth inside that you know will disappear when he does.
Ari’s brows furrow and his hold on you tightens. Your words ring in his head, and Ari can feel tears building up in his eyes. He’s already aware that you are shut off emotionally, but the way those words roll off your tongue, he knows you’ve been hurt so many times that it’s become normal for you. Ari clears his throat, holding back the sobs that desperately try to escape before he lifts your chin, your eyes connecting again.
“Don’t apologise. You didn’t do anything wrong. You aren’t a disappointment, and I’m not leaving.” He practically growls. He leans forward and presses a rough but loving kiss against your forehead. He stares at you with so much passion that it scares you. You can feel goosebumps rise from his touch. “I won’t force you to do something that hurts or makes you uncomfortable. I’m a grown man, Y/n. I can either wait until you are ready or live without it. Because I am not letting you go, I told you I was all in. I’m not letting something like this break that promise.” His words are so full of passion that you swear you could cry. 
“A–Are you sure? Because I will understand and won’t blame you. I know there’s something wrong with me.” You roll over as you speak, hesitantly resting your chin on his chest while looking at him. 
Ari’s hands curl into fists, wanting to kill those who made you think this. “There’s nothing wrong with you, little dove. And if anyone ever tells you otherwise, I will kill them.” He pulls you flush against him, your face close to his. “We will take our time. We will go your pace, and you will not rush and harm yourself just because you think I’m disappointed. Understood?” 
You nod, your mouth opening and closing as shock fills you. “Understood…” The word falls from your lips in a soft whisper, never having someone put you first.
Ari nods. “Good, now come here.” And as those words leave him, he pulls you into the most passionate and loving kiss. And you swear…
You felt… 
Something.
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lovelybrooke · 8 months
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Yandere OC Introduction
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So, this will be the introduction to my OC and depending on how well it does, I might make some more headcanons about him. I've probably hyperfixated on him more than any of my other characters, it's crazy.
I don't know if I need to say this, but trigger warning for vague talks of Homophobia and struggles with gender identity . Nothing too bad, but still wanted to let you know.
I also don't completely understand how the fashion/modeling industry works nor am I French so sorry if I get something incorrect.
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Maeve Leblanc was born in the French countryside. He lived with his mother, father and his two grandparents. He was born pale in complexation with blond hair he never enjoyed cutting. His parents saw him as the most beautiful child, and his beauty only continued to grow as he got older.
Maeve constantly dreamed of being more than what he was. While being drove into town by his father, he'd imagine of escaping, becoming a famous star, and being loved by everyone.
As he got older, he realized his love for fashion. He watched old, black and white movies, and would recreate the clothing they wore with the little material he had. He'd take his parents magazines and copy their poses in the mirror. He wanted to be exactly like the model on the cover. He'd wanted to be the first thing everyone looked at. He wanted to be the most beautiful person in the room.
Maeve's dreams were welcomed with open arms by his mother and father, who were happy to see their son taking an interest in something so creative. However, his grandparents, specifically his grandfather, was not too pleased. Maeve was never hyperaware of his role as a man or his gender before his grandfather. He never understood his male classmate's aversion to painting their nails or wearing makeup. Maeve was always too concerned with obtaining his ideal version of beauty, and it just so happened that things classified as "feminine", was what he viewed as beautiful.
None of that made sense to his grandfather though, and as Maeve got older, he was forced to deal with his torment. He decided he couldn't take it anymore when his grandfather destroyed a dress he was working on for months, a gift he was going to give to his mother. This was the first time Maeves family was exposed to his anger, trying to get him to calm down as he loudly yelled at his grandfather, nearly lashing out on him when he got too close. His parents didn't take his side in the argument, saying he was being unreasonable, so Maeve left. He planned on heading for Paris, hoping to get work for a modeling agency there. His parents tried to stop him, but his mind was set, and he was gone.
In Paris, Maeve realized for the first time how valuable good looks were. Living in a small town, Maeve was never seen as the ideal man for any woman. He was often teased and bullied for his interests in fashion and makeup, but Maeve didn't care, mainly focusing on himself and his goals. In Paris however, Maeve discovered what desire could do to a person. He watched men and woman swoon over him, and it wasn't hard to find a modeling position at all. By the time he turned 20, his face was on magazines all across Paris.
Maeve, however, wasn't satisfied with just Paris, nor was he satisfied with just being a model. Maeve wanted to be a household name, he wanted people to think of him when they thought of beauty, Maeve wanted power.
Maeve knew he was a good designer, and with the money he got modeling, he opened up his first Boutique in Paris. It was an instant success, due to his popularity, and due to the detail and beauty within his designs. As Maeve grew older and became more popular, he became obsessed with anything he viewed as beautiful. Rumors started to spread of him breaking down over a pose not looking right or a piece of clothing not fitting him correctly. As he slowly came into more of a leadership position, his anger became more common.
Maeve's success continued to grow and grow, until he was offered to expand him company outside of Paris. He was ecstatic, happy he was finally getting the recognition he deserved. Soon, him and a significant amount of his crew was moving to New York. Maeve was able to open his own modeling agency, while still being able to create clothing and even model himself if he was offered.
This takes us to the modern day. Maeve has become a household name and incredible businessman. His clothing company is worth billions, and models from all around the world dream of being a part of his agency. Though, it's never been that easy. Each and every one of Maeves models have been personally approved by him, and even getting to the point where Maeve is considering you is nearly impossible. Every few years, Maeve takes in a handful of Models, sending away hundreds that apply.
However, Maeve isn't just known for his good looks and designing skills. Maeve is also notoriously known for his anger. Maeve is obsessed first and foremost with beauty, and he takes every measure possible to assure he and his models can achieve it. Maeve is known for being brutally honest to his employees and models, but people chalk that up to his time as a model in Paris. However, his anger and bluntness are not just subjected to his models, but to paparazzi and interviewers who want to pry too much into his personal life. There are multiple clips of Maeve snapping in interviews because parasocial questions were asked. It's not common for Maeves models to say bad things about him though. Maeve holds his models to a high standard because he knows the can achieve greatness. He believes all his models worked hard for the position they got in his agency, why should they just stop because they finally made it?
One thing Maeve is asked constantly about it his love life. Maeve has talked vaguely muses, people who inspired him so much it sent him on a craze. No one, not even the people who work closest to him, knows how you become a Muse, or how many Muses Maeve has had in the past. Hell, people don't even know if Maeve has had a relationship with each of him Muses, It's truly a big mystery. People constantly make conspiracies about each of his models, and which one could be his Muse at any point in time. He never addresses these rumors though, keeping that aspect of himself a secret.
Well, until he met you.
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A/n: I'm really nervous about posting this, since I don't know if people would want to read about my OC. I hope you enjoyed, and please tell me if you want to see more of him in the future.
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