i think the most important thing to me about the arcane season finale was jinx saying plainly that she wished vi could love the version of her now the same as she did the younger version of her. i can understand why she sided with silco when vi has been calling her powder and talking about her in the past and treating her like she needed to be fixed. that feels like a conditional love vs the one silco offered her that loved her for who she was now and has been since she met her. no one wants to feel like they have to earn the love of their family by becoming someone else. i really hope vi learned that too and that she should meet jinx where she is now and try to reach her there
i think it’s also really poignant that she was willing to make a “trade” with vi and even used the phrase “you can have powder back” like she knew she would be trying to fit a mold for vi rather than for herself for the rest of her life if vi agreed but jinx loved and missed her sister so much she was willing to for only the piece of mind that vi never intended to replace her
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likewise i also think a lot about how i? might? be the only person writing miranda in this fandom where she doesn’t just. have the ability to walk away.
like, oh no, the merkingdom has sunk its claws into her just as much as anyone else. if she tries to leave then its open season on her too. the merkingdom and the other royals are not just all going to change because miranda does, and very much, if they don’t feel like they’re getting the results they want out of her, they will take it out on her as well. its complicated, and they’re good on teaming up on anyone who threatens the status quo.
like, this is not to absolve her own involvement in it, and she very much enacts the same punishment she herself would face on other royals who don’t fall in line just the same as everyone else — but i hate the overly simplistic view both canon and fanon has on the merkingdom and the vanderbilts themselves.
there’s a complicated, ugly tango going on that mixes up perpetrators and victims, and i think it’s very disingenuous to simplify a horrifically abusive system like that.
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I’m sure many others have observed this, but just to get it out of my system: because Cardassia has been so low in resources for years as it’s said in the show ever since the planet took a turn for the worst, being well fed is a show of power and wealth I.E. Enabran Tain. Perhaps in their youth and to be better for military duties you’ll see Cardassians keeping in the skinnier side to make sure everyone eats equally in their lack of resources I.E. Dukat who has to be tall and twig like to show how much he gives to his people and soldiers. We also look at McCormack’s “The Never-Ending Sacrifice” where Rugal’s grandmother lived dirt poor and tells of how she would walk far to get clean water that would be possibly be contaminated and be fought for. In the same book people are lining up for food and the poor are given handouts from Rugal and his friends. Cardassians don’t have enough food or water and if you do (like Rugal’s family which is why his friends did not like him initially) you show it off with your body in every way — very peacock behavior. You are obviously someone who is skilled enough to obtain what everyone wants. You are attractive and sought out.
Garak is a sort of exception in some ways since he is on a space station that is never without resources, but also that he can live there where it’s shown that people need to PAY in someway for their businesses, that shows he also has the skills to be there. To eat the food and live with clean water. His tailoring and the skills he has from his Obsidian Order years and training are so good he can afford his shop and living expenses. That he remarks on his weight too, albeit in a way to get Julian to notice (most likely to spend time and sweat together 👀), its his Cardassian upbringing peacocking: look at me, I can provide and am in good health! He isn’t wealthy not too powerful those days, but he makes it up with his talents and skills.
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Have a mun question in return! What's your favorite thing about mainline Pokemon, and how did you get into it?
// genuinely didn't expect the return question but let's do this!
// god I think my favorite thing about mainline is the lore... in two different senses of the word. Starting with in-game, the world of Pokémon is vast and has changed so much in the 27 years that it's been out. Back during Generations 1 and 2, it was just a game about catching mystical creatures and stopping Team Rocket... but now? We have gods, parallel dimensions, paradoxes, ancient yet forgotten legends, regional variants, and so much more. We have a general gist of the inner workings of the world, how humans fit, and how their / our actions have affected the world in turn. From the extinction of past variants such as Ursaluna to the saving of Pokémon like Lapras to even passing mention of world events such as the dissolution of Team Rocket, our actions and our experiences throughout the series has shaped the world in so many ways, both passively and actively.
// In the other sense of the word, Pokémon pulls from so many aspects of different parts of the world. We take this for granted sometimes, but each of the 1,000 Pokémon pull from real-life animals, pop culture, mythology, religion and so much more. Learning about even the mundane of the various types of regional birds leads to better understanding the differences in culture, climate, and conditions of the various regions. And it's not even that you need to LEARN all of that to better understand the game, either. It's all there in the background so that, when you do that research, you gain both a better appreciation for not only the Pokémon world, but also for the real world as well.
// As for how I got into the franchise? Well, Pokémon was actually the first JRPG I've ever played. When I lived with my grandfather when I was 6, I wanted to be like him. He was really big into playing videogames and played a lot of games on his PlayStation like Tomb Raider and FINAL FANTASY VII; however, because I was young, he didn't want to expose me to so much violence at the time, so he gave me Pokémon Silver on my Game Boy (not Color) and the walkthrough guide for the game as well. I played it so much, though I was never able to beat it. Whitney's Clefairy destroyed me. Then, I got Crystal as well, but couldn't beat that because Ice Cave was too hard... yes.... even with a guide.
// Anyway, while I'd say that was what got me hooked, it wasn't. I went into the foster care system 3 short years later, and as such was never able to play Pokémon at all. Even when I eventually lived with my mother, she would not allow me to play the games because it was a "sexual game" or some shit (yes. not joking. it's a fun story if you wanna dm me about it). However, I still had the games in my heart and always wanted to play them again. So, when I left my mother's house and was able to choose a game to get for my new DS, I got a used copy of Pokémon Diamond, restarted the game, and started the game.
// And the rest, as they say, was history.
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I had an appointment with my psychiatrist this morning and I told him the anxiety medication is helping but not as much as I’d hoped so he upped it a bit (I was at the lowest possible dose so that’s to be expected) and he also commented at one point that medication should not be the only way I’m managing my mental health, which I know he did not mean in an accusatory way, just a reminder that the medication will not fix everything, but I’ve been spiraling ever since thinking that he thinks I’m drug seeking and beating myself up for asking to up the meds when maybe I should have just left it alone and I am fully aware of the irony that this is the exact reason I need the medication lmao but someone please tell me I didn’t do something wrong
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