#and then i left and i blasted my most personal playlist on the way homr w the windows down

[glitternsparkles]

went to a party and all my college friends were there and all of them were so excited to see me and their energy was so amazing i didn't realize how much i missed them . feeling so Loved and Seen and Wanted like this is love this is love this is love like life is so great again actually

#im so happy man #im so so so so so so fucking happy #life is literally so good and i love my friends and life is just so good. it is so good. #like they made me feel so loved and seen and valued and i felt like i coukd be myself again after 2 months of not seeing them #and one of the people there we got to talking and they wanted sushi so i was like do u wanna go get some #but kroger was closed so he decided he just wanted waffle house so we just spontaneously drove to waffle house #and we got everyone food and went through one of those questionnaires to get to know each other better to pass the time #and we got to talking and we're so similar #and then before we went back in we were like we shoulf make out so we tried but he was bad at kissing #like he said he was rly shy to get intimate but he wanted to make out w me bc im hot but he was shy so he was holding back #so then i was like oh we dont have to and then i gave him a lil peck and we went back in and gave good to everyone #and then i left and i blasted my most personal playlist on the way homr w the windows down #and just thought about how good life is and its so good im so grateful to be alive right now #and im so grateful for having friends like this #and also hes a few months younger than me😈😈😈😈😈 im a cougar core #but yea older me would have been so embarassrd bc the kiss was Not going well but now i just brushed it off #like it's a bad kiss . it's not big deal #and he kept overthinking and i was trying to like comfort him but yea he was so shy it was cute #but i wanted to kiss someone at this party and i did ! manifestation core #anyways life is so good right noe and i love being unconditionally loved and everything is so good and i love myself so much #like i need to keep these people close to me bc they make me feel so fucking hapoy man #dear god #life is good life is great everything is so amazing and cool and awesome #:) #and also he was so hot lowkey like his face structure is so unique and he dresses so fucking cool but hes so shy and #overthinks everything like his personality does NOT match his looks but hes cute . hehe