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inkykeiji · 2 years

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Clari! My mind is going crazy right now

I’m the anon that sent you about a year ago, talking about how I’m at the lowest point of my life and the only thing giving me strength was your beautifully written stories.

I’ve written many anon asks since then but I just wanna say this; tonight was the best night of my life. I got accepted into my dream school(medicine😭) after failed tries, all my friends succeeded their dreams as regards university, my boyfriend and I just rescued a hurt puppy and my best friend just sent me the most touching text that made me bust into tears.

This year has been incredibly tough- the worst of my life, indeed. But with the right people, friends, both offline and online, such as you with your incredible stories, one can find their way.

Forever grateful for how you’ve impacted my life.

It truly does get better.

Thank you for everything and I wish you the best, my beautiful Clari💞💞

oh anon <33333 i remember you!!!

every message i receive is important to me, but those types of messages are extra special and very, very meaningful, so thank you again for sharing that with me so long ago <3

wow, that’s incredible!!!!!!!!! i’m so happy for you sweetpea, oh my gosh!!! congratulations bb you absolutely deserve it and i’m incredibly proud of you!!! you are so strong, so beautiful, and so determined, and your resilience inspires me! <33 a puppy!!!! are you gonna keep it!? :o if you are, what are you going to name it??? aw, those type of texts are so lovely, aren’t they? they are such a compassionate and thoughtful gesture <3

i’m so grateful for you sharing this with me, because i’ll be honest with you: i really, really needed to hear it. this past year (june of last year to this current moment) have been insanely difficult for me, and this message made me feel so warm, so happy and thankful, and it reminded me that what i’m doing and what i’m working so tirelessly towards is worth it and is important. if my work helps even just one person, it is more than worth it for me. so i sincerely appreciate you sending this message, thank you so so much my sweet anon <333 your words mean more to me than i can even adequately express, and i am beyond honoured to have played a role (no matter how small!) in helping you through such tough times; that is so important to me <333 i wish you nothing but immense happiness and love!!

#thank you so so much sweetpea <3 #sending so much love ur way!!!!!!!!!!#keep it up bb you're doing amazing and i am so proud of u!!!!#have a marvellous weekend and stay safe n hydrated!!!#inky.bb #clari gets mail

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gojosattoru · 1 year

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Heya Ana!

Glad to hear that despite being tired you're still enjoying your work 😊 enjoying what you do is always important! at the moment i'm not doing much. I'm in-between jobs trying to find my dream one and something that makes me happy!! Hoping I find something really soon!

I agree with colouring and how it takes so much time and effort 😣 I enjoy it a lot but it can take a lot of time! I also enjoy working on gifsets because they take me a lot less time!!!!

Do you think you could tell me in a few sentences, what you enjoy about jjk, sxf and bnha? It will give a better idea on what one of those series to pick for your gift hehe 👀 I already have a lot of ideas! I'm really excited to start working on it!

- secret santa

Heya sweetheart!! Yesss it makes such a big difference when we find a job we love and truly feel happy! I wish it would be same for everyone!! I'm so happy cause i was able to finish a part of the project i'm doing today, it was a big win for me this week hehe <333 Ahhh i see!! Oh wow darling i hope you will be able to find your dream job soon, you're so hardworking so sweet and kind you deserve only the best hon!! Really will be praying so that you can find what you like to do most and stay happy always! <33333 Gosh you bet! Colorings are cool to do when you truly feel like to do some, not like me that used to color every single day lmao! Once in a while is good but the gifsets has been interesting to me recently so i'll be practicing and do more ^^ hehe aahh i just can't wait to see your gift sweetie!! hehe ofc!! well here it comes! for jujutsu kaisen i really like the whole chacarters, the chemistryof them, they are all so unique and have their special personalities/abilities and yet they have such a awesome complicity and always trying their best to help the others and to survive!! i like the plot too, the thing about itadori having sukuna inside him and how the tables are turning i'm really excited and curious to see how he will be overcome the curse.. it would be cool if he wouldn't have to die but... i guess is asking too much ^^"" as for spy x family, i really love how comical and enjoyable it is!! it's like a comforting anime i can always lay down and relax and watch over and over again XDD anya can be such a mood and how she is able to read minds and tries her best to help loid with his mission and utterly fails every time lolol poor baby! i like how each character as their secret and they live together to get the peace they want for their goals it's super cool and i'm wonderfing how everything will be in the end!! i'm always thinking that yor could be such a great teammate for loid, the two of them are so flawless together, it would be a blast seeing them work together on missions <333 as for boku no hero academia, i really liked the idea of heroes versus villains! how they fight for their ideals!! it's getting super interesting how everything is taking place now since all might has retired and the villains almost taking over japan. seeing the students evolving through the series and to be able to stand on the same level as the pros and helping them out to bring the peace again! i just hope they can bring some sense to some of the villains, specially dabi since he is todoroki's brother.. i just hope he doesn't die and his family can save him and start over!.. aahh sorry you said to say a fews sentences and i wrote so much asfcdghjkd!!! when i start to write i never stop lmao so sorry honey!! by the way, what do you like the most about these animes too darling? ^^ i hope this was useful hehe ^^ thank you so much for the message again and to know what i like most of the series <33333 wish you a great day/night honey!! *hugs you real tight* stay well!! <333333

#reply #lovely messages #animanga secret santa

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animated-moon · 2 years

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Good morning my moon <333 How are you doing? I know that you are probably studying to the moon for those finals right now, (you'll do amazing on them by the way my little lamb!) but I was wondering if I could offer a pleasant distraction like a chocolate date? I have made very special brownies and chocolates which im confident you will love <333

For the last week I have been bombarded by any shiratorizawa team member, asking about you, and I get quite worried about confirming that you are indeed holed up studying! You don't even want to know how they planning to get you away from your room my sweets <333 (Although don't worry, i'll make sure to guard them to not barge into your study area!😅).

Aside from that though, I haven't really been up to much due to exams coming up in the next month! I did have a schedule for me to start doing prep for maths and am trying to make sure I am not more than one week behind😔. Not to mention, semi-semi is definitely going to come begging for my help in about a week, and would like to make sure I can help him pass his finals my love!

Apart from your finals though, two things: One being if there is anything else interesting my lovely <33. And two being that you are doing okay because you being ok s the bare minimum needed for me to increase further <33333. I love you tremendously my paradise and congratulate you fro your studying and great efforts💜💜

GOOD EVENING MY LOVELY SATORI :( 💓💓💓 (that.. kind of rhymed..) OHOHOHO I HAVE AMAZING NEWS MY LOVE !! FINALS (well they’re not actually finals 🤨 just 🤨🤨 really important exams but certainly not finals 💔) ARE OVER !!! IM FREE !!! BUT HOW COULD I EVER TURN DOWN AN INVITATION AS SUCH ☹️💓 we haven’t been able to have any chocolate moments in so so long (AAAAND !! ITS A SPECIAL SOMEONE’S BIRTHDAY IN A FEW DAYS HMMM)

my gosh IM ALRIGHT!! i am mentally and physically present now that exams are finally over (..for now 😒) and i will be showing up more often !! (thank god for that.. i’ve missed everyone 💔)

MATHS !! maths… i think i flunked maths.. we may have to study that together my raincloud.. 😭 i’m in a bit of a trouble (just a little bit !!!!!!!!!!!! ahaha…) because of said subject..

OH OH !! NOW THAT YOURE ASKING BABE ! IVE BEEN WANTING TO WATCH THE NEW ANIME (spy x family) SINCE EXAMS ARE OVER !! I WILL SEND UPDATES REGARDING IT (SINCE YOURE BUSY !! WE CAN WATCH IT TOGETHER AFTER YOUR EXAMS ARE OVER MY LOVE ! <33)! other than that IM SO GLAD YOU STOPPED BY PRETTY :(( i love you so SO SO MYCH too and i wish you good luck with your exams !! ☹️💓 muahmuah ☹️💓💓💓

#@ ring for moon !#miracle boy ! — 🌕#I REPLIED #QUICKLY #FOR ONCE #AHHHHWBDKS MY ENERGY’S REALLY STARTING TO COME BACK TO ME

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that-was-anticlimactic · 2 years

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okok like I do with every series I watch I tend to do a crossover with my current fixation (atla lol) so I was wondering in hour most experienced view who would be who in ninjago x atla lol <33333

bestie bestie bestie have i got feelings for you !

so, there are a couple of different ways to go about this.

if we go by element / powers, zuko would be kai, katara would be nya, aang would prolly be morro tbh or lloyd since green ninja and avatar, toph would be cole, idk sokka would be pixal, azula would be jay ???

now, some of these are legit, and i will get into that. um. this got Very Long.

first, let's start with aang.

aang would be lloyd and vice versa. both have powers they never asked for, powers that others wanted, powers that set them aside and made them automatically more "special" and "precious" than everyone else, powers that made them a major target, powers that made them many enemies by default. both of them tend to be lighthearted until they get stressed or begin to notice the pressure becoming worse and worse. they both think and act like a child because they are children until they're forced to face something that challenges what they stand for / believe in (for aang, killing. for lloyd, defeating or maybe even killing his father).

next, i'll talk about zuko.

zuko is kai. like. he just Is. he is angry and brash but one of the best freaking big brothers you will ever meet. he is protective to a dangerous level and gets invested in the impossible to a dangerous level, just like kai. kai's inner quest to become the green ninja is similar to zuko's inner and physical quest to prove his worth to his father and to capture the avatar. s1 ep10, the green ninja, is the equivalent of the western airtemple. or, i suppose you could say it is the equivalent of zuko telling his "father" (he sucks dude) off in the final episode of the day of the black sun. if zuko were to have a true potential episode, i think the one best suited for him is kai's. yes, you could argue that cole wanting his father to be proud of him is what zuko went through, but lou is much different than oz*i and the end result of the royal blacksmiths would not lead to unlocking what was holding zuko back. in fact, that would hold him back even more. it's about letting go of false hope and understanding that there is value in supporting those around you rather than being the "special" one and accepting your true destiny. kai and zuko are both brash and quick to anger but also caring and comforting. not to mention, kai goes through an arc where he loses his fire powers, and that reminds me a bit of zuko struggling to use his powers until he finds a replacement for anger. also, they are both the definition of loyal. they probably wouldn't like each other, tho lol

next, katara.

i do think katara would be an Incredible nya. i supposed you could say that katara not truly discovering and learning how to bend until she was older is similar to nya not learning about her powers until s5. nya is Amazing. she is extremely skilled, versatile, quick to anger and quick judgements, but also smart and willing to stand up for herself and she does, just like katara. they're both feisty and often underestimated. they're both younger siblings (who were looked after by their older siblings when their parents were Gone). they're strong, have a strong sense of justice, and i think they go through a similar arc of dealing with loss and learning how to control their emotions in a healthy way. also... if katara reached her true potential the same way that nya did... oh my gosh i would SOB SHE WOULD BE AMAZING. oh there's also the whole nya being the samurai thing and katara being the painted lady, helping out in the only ways that they know they can because they know they would be judged or not taken as seriously.

next, toph.

toph is freaking Hard. on one level, cole does fit. i feel like cole's true potential would work for toph... aside from the fact that toph's parents suck and would not, did not, accept them for being what they wanted. i think that it works in a found family sense, but not in parental. zane is too different personality-wise and power / skill-wise to be toph. besides, zane's true potential came from discovering and accepting who he is and idk toph already accepts that she's blind and doesn't need like. some kind of arc that may inadvertently (or even blatantly) seem like some "tragic blind girl" thing. no saviorism, no thank you :) then there's jay, also a huge no for toph. their arcs are Drastically different. so, i feel like that leaves a few options: wu (no), pixal (not the vibes), skylor (perhaps...), darreth (PLEASE NO BUT THAT'S FUNNY), and... ronin.

now, ronin is introduced in s5 and he is, essentially, a thief. an "i'm a loner don't need help don't want help unless you give me money" kind of guy. he learns to soften up a little and help without expecting anything in return. i wish he was in the show more because i do love his character a lot. but like. blind bandit, toph's money thieving days... LITERALLY RONIN THO !!! he's very much an "i look out for me and nobody else" kinda guy... until he gets attached (will not admit) to the ninja team, specifically, the durability and perseverance of nya, or, katara. then, he starts to turn around and risk his own person in ways that he never thought he would just to save these people that... he can maybe call family??? although ronin doesn't have elemental powers, he is not to be underestimated and he Is important. maybe this is a stretch, but i am going with ronin. (... although... june would be a good ronin too...)

now, to sokka.

this was also hard. i didn't Want to be obvious and go jay but like. jay. why? well, jay's whole true potential arc is about accepting who he is. i mean, the message and the spark is literally "you are the best you" which i am going to get tattooed eventually. that is something sokka Really needs to know because sokka plays roles. he plays older brother, warrior, water tribesman, avatar's friend, he plays everyone but himself, and when he Does play himself, he gets shut down. he wants to be worthy and he wants to be good enough and he is... he just... chooses not to talk about it. he'll talk about anything else, tho, and so will jay. then there's the whole jay is a genius, show, please stop forgetting that. i mean, he's an incredible inventor and like... so is sokka! sokka has the brain to be jay. yes, he also has the brain to be zane, but zane is aware that he's intelligent and also sokka's sense of humor is Very similar to jay's. they turn to humor to cope, and they underestimate their own abilities. i know that jay and nya are canon but uhhhhh for the purpose of this, sokka and katara are still siblings Not in a romantic relationship relationship and sokka is still her older brother (and also dating zuko). but, they are more than their outwardly anxiety. humor is their coping mechanism which is the loudest part of them. really, they are important to battles. they are strong, their strength is just not so much their strong suit as is their brain. so, they (and often others... aka ninjagio fandom fanon jay oops) often underestimate their physical strength and endurance. no, neither of then are big beefy guys (please... for the love of God... sokka is Not big and beefy...) and their brain is their biggest advantage, but they can carry themselves and they are braver than their outwardly panic makes them appear.

next, suki.

for suki, imma say cole. yes, she is still a nonbender. part of this is purely vibes, but also like. i know that i am right. as one of cole's biggest fans, that is lol. cole is very much the silent leader, the one that takes a step down and observes from the back. the leader before someone more "special" than them came along. they are tactical geniuses and also bury their feelings deep deep deep deep deep deep inside themselves so they do Not have to think about them. they both consider themselves expendable and they both value the lives of their team / friends above their own to a scary degree. they know when to be silent and they know when to speak up. they are clever, good at plans, and are able to play the role of leader and follower without missing a beat and they know when to switch between them. they both play mentally strong and they both crave things they are too scared to ask for. they are both stubborn to a fault and physically strong and capable, both often probably seen as muscles and that's all (i actually did an exploration of suki and how she views the word "strong" before). they are used to taking hits and used to taking the short end of the stick without complaint. but, they are loyal and kind. they take things to heart very deeply but are bad at showing it. they love through acts of service and train to hide their feelings. i just. i gotta be right with this one.

iroh, though this is probably obvious.

iroh is sensei wu. wu is iconic for being an idiot, tbh. a lot of issues occur because he simply does Not tell his students anything until the villain strikes. everyone mocks him by saying "ninja, there's something i haven't told you..." and like. iroh would. both value tea before their life and speak in convoluted riddles and metaphors purely to sound smart and create chaos. they do care for their kiddos. kai and wu have, imo, a very similar relationship to zuko and iroh too. anyways this one is p obvious so imma stop there

now, azula.

yes, i know, azula. where does she fit in? there are a couple of roles that fit: first, harumi from s8. will not spoil as to why because you said you're on s4, but like. it'll make sense. next is morro, the original possible green ninja who let his longing to be the green ninja drive him to death and hate. but, imma take a huge leap and say that azula... would be garmadon.

garmadon has a tragic story. he was bit by the great devourer and the evil was coursing through his veins, much like how azula was trained to be manipulative and evil. i feel like they would have similar arcs where they were torn between what was morally right and the venom in their body corrupting them. not to mention, kai hates garmadon more than anyone else. zuko. also, wu is garmadon;s brother, and although azula and iroh aren't siblings, they do have a strained familial relationship. iroh and wu both kind of gave up on them. i feel like garmadon's arc of constantly having the world stacked against him in ways that force him to be evil until it consumed him is very azula-esq. also i am getting tired and have to shower, so i'll end azula analysis here lol. i also did Not want to make oz*i garmadon because garmadon deserves better than that :/

other important things:

the cabbage merchant is the mailman and No i am Not accepting criticism, i am Correct.

appa is the ultradragon

maybe mai as zane ??? will go into her and ty lee more later (i wanna look at jet and yue too...)

zhao as pythor (... sorry pythor, you deserve better than that...)

#jingyi tag #i have feelings. um. did Not mean for this to get so long #i got So Very Excited by this ask you have no idea ahhhhh #this was So Fun ahhhhh !!!#thank you for letting me ramble and analyze my kiddos !!!#be sure to lemme know what you think too because i am genuinely curious as to what you think !!!#ninjago #atla #corey rambles:)

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glittersparklezthott · 5 years

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what's your favorite thing about all your friends?? :3 gO OFF beautiful man

oof, my friends??? lmao, where do i even start w/those bitches i love them. bUT BEFORE I GO OFF, THIS CANNOT LEAVE US BCAUSE IM DRUNK AS FUCK RN AND HAVE NO FILTER I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GONNA COME OUT OF ME (lmao) AND IF THEY'RE GONNA FUCKIN KILL ME FOR IT so no fuckin snitchin. im watching you 👀

braaanch branch branch bRANCH im so fucking happy we're friends. this is just the tip of the damn iceberg, but he's so fucking nice!! he denies it at any opportunity but not just anyone is as protective as that fucker, he'd do anything for anyone of us and i fucking love that. it annoys the fuck out of me, bcause he doesn't seem to get that we LIKE HIM and him getting hurt is BULLSHIT but i love where it comes from. he'd do fucking ANYTHING to protect us. he's so damn comforting to be around because it kinda feels like nothing's gonna hurt you if he's there?? if that makes any sense, lmao. also he's fucking BEAUTIFUL like??? what the fuck he drinks SWEAT ive sEEN HIM DO IT who gave him the right to be so damn pretty?!?! oOOF and don't get me STARTED on how understanding he is, GOOD FUCK. im sobbing like a baby for no damn reason and he's just THERE looking awkward, sure, but he just talks and talks until i can breathe again and OOF i love that big ol dork

QUEEN POPPY, MY ANGEL!!! she's so brave, like, too brave sometimes. she cares so damn deeply for all of us and i fuckin love that she's always willing to drop something to help us or just frikin make us feel better about some shit that don't even matter. she's just!!! so good!! she's always there to HUG or CUDDLE and she gets that sometimes that's all a man rlly needs to get thru the day again. man my dudes i can trust that girl w/anything, she'd help me bury a BODY with 0 questions. well, i mean. not 0, but you get it, she's so sweet!! fuck man i'd put my life in her hands and i already HAVE she's the most trustworthy person i've ever met. she's so thoughtful too??? like, she genuinelly listenes to complaints and requests of us dumbass villagers who don't know how to do things and she iMPLANTS IMPROVEMENTS ASAP SHE'S AN ANGEL WHO WE TRULY DON'T DESERVE

COOOPEERRRR MY BEST BRO!!!!!! i love that funky boy!!!! coopers so damn chill, i can just fucking go to his house at 3 in the morning and he's all "sup dude, want a drink?" or he just acts like i was there the whole time and screams "GUY I JUST GOT THE BEST PRANK IDEA GET YOUR KEY TO BRANCH'S BUNKER I BOUGHT THE STREAMERS ALREADY LETS FUCK SHIT UP" he's so good at making you feel good no matter what you're doin or what you're goin thru UGH he's fuckin fantastic. whatta lad.

SATIN YOU BEAUTIFUL GIRL oh my GOSH i adore her

and one cannot be without the other mISS CHENILLE!!! she's a dramatic BITCH and i LOVE HER good fuck her sarcasm is ON POINT prAISE THE LORD she's SAVAGE. we've spent HOURS once just smack-talking each other, i don't even remember how it started, but she's a QUEEN. but she's also super respectful?? she knows how to get under people's skin but also knows where to push and where to hold, u know???? that doesn't make sense but like, she knows what to say in either extreme like, if you bein a sad bitch she knows what to say to fix it and make you either feel better or just talk some sense into you. she doesn't judge or ask to many questions she just. listens then verbally tells you how to fix it or how to feel better about it and for some reason when she talks i just. believe her??? lol, wack i know, but she's a damn good person and i appreciate her more than i think she knows

biggieeeeee what an angel. a big ol teddy bear. he's such a damn bleeding heart, he's so hekcin kind

suki is a different kind of chill than cooper, she just sees things happening around her and knows they'll pass one day and lets that keep her calm and im hECKIN JEALOUS!! she's so good with people too, especially kids!!! she knows how to keep things light while also keeping them real and it's amazing. AND HER MUSIC, HOLY SHIT, SHE'S SO TALENTED!!!! SHE'S SO DAMN GOOD!!!! everything i hear from her is a BOP and it SLAPS i adore her!! oof, tbh she's one of the first people who made me adore what my voice could do, she finally talked me into singing the lead for one of her songs when we were dumb-ass tweenagers and hasn't let me look back since. it's rough to look back on now, tweenagers and all, but that's w/out a single doubt when i stopped hating my autotune jams~ she knows how to give everyone a place w/out making it obvi that she's doing anything special or out of the ordinary. Suki is a goddamn angel.

SMIDGE!!! THAT BITCH SHE'S A FUCKING /RIOT/ I LOVE THAT WACKY LESBIAN. our rivalry dictates that im not allowed to say that but good fuck what kinda asshole would i be if i left her out of this lovefest she's AMAZING and i can't even lie. she's so damn determined about everything she does!!! she's beautiful and she never lets anyone judge her for a single damned thing FUCK i wish i had that confidence its SEXY AS FUCK. she's so damn strong too??? she's been lifting since we were 14 and she's sTILL not stopping she's gonna lift up the entire damn world one day and i can't wait to see it. she's so loyal to us too, and like, even on your worst days you'd never ever doubt HER friendship bcause she'd bench press YOU into a suplex if you dared to. she does anything even if she's not good at it just because she wants to try. smidge is a beautiful bitch and despite our rivalry im damn well aware that we'd die for each other.

i have succesfully went OFF i hope that's what you wanted bby

THIS DOES NOT LEAVE THIS POST B LEASE REMEMBER THAT

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gaycousinlarry · 6 years

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Annual Writing Self-Evaluation

*All answers should be about works published in 2017.

1. List of works published this year:

If the story is part of a series or a challenge I’ve put the name of the series/challenge in parenthesis.

In the order that they were posted

Them Butterflies (Them Butterflies)

Moments of Memories

You light up the room (short fics & drabbles)

They don’t know (short fics & drabbles)

Just for you (short fics & drabbles)

Follow the sun (short fics & drabbles)

Flutter of a Butterfly (Them Butterflies)

sun kissed (short fics & drabbles)

Hot Guy (short fics & drabbles)

Remind Me Again

the sun comes back up

a night like this (daydreams are made of this)

a day like a dream (daydreams are made of this)

It’s halftime. Are you ready to go? (50 reasons to Have Sex Larry Fic Fest)

deck the halls with boughs of holly (Larry Winter Drabble Challenge)

The rest under the cut <3

2. Work you are most proud of (and why): Them Butterflies will always have a very special place in my heart. It was the first fic I wrote/posted and that was a huge step for me. I also think it, in a way, set a tone for who I am as a writer lol. It gave me the courage to keep writing, to see what I’m good at and what I need to work on. I’m also so in love with the characters from this verse, I still think about them all the time.

3. Work you are least proud of (and why): Okay I’m going to be obnoxious now, but I’m sort of ridiculously proud of everything that I’ve written? Not because I think they’re all perfect or even particularly good, but because it was something I wrote and even if I don’t like it, it’s helped me get better. I do worry about what people will think of my writing and I always hope people will enjoy it. But I think I’ve never had too high expectations on my own writing because I literally just started writing a year ago and I’m still amazed that I write at all and that I love it so much haha.

4. A favorite excerpt of your writing: This is from Moments of Memories. These two break and mend my heart in equal parts and in some strange sort of way I feel honoured to have written about them.

And it’s so much more than Harry ever imagined. Because he always dreamed of butterflies in his stomach, shaky breaths and soft lips, and it is all that, but also calloused hands holding his face delicately, tears welling up in two pairs of eyes and lips wobbling into wide grins of equal parts disbelief and elation. His fingers find the deep lines at Louis’ temples, wiping at the wetness collected there and he thinks that from now on he doesn’t want to miss a single tear.

They break apart and breathe in the same air. Share another moment containing hundreds of moments, but this time it consists of moments that never were. Kisses never shared, tearful eyes that never had the opportunity to find comfort and understanding in each other. It is years spent apart that wore down their hearts and shrivelled their thoughts.

5. Share or describe a favorite comment you received: I don’t think I can pick one. There are people who’ve told me my writing makes them cry, that it’s one of their favourite fics, that I’ve moved them and that they come back to read my stories again and again. I have no words to describe how much every single comment means, especially if someone take the time to say why they enjoyed the story. Okay now I’m weepy so I better stop.

6. A time when writing was really, really hard: I struggled quite a bit with Remind Me Again at times because the story was so intuitive to me and it’s difficult to get that to make sense to other people. I knew the feeling I wanted to get across, knew why things were happening the way they were, but the characters didn’t always make sense and sometimes it felt like I was swimming in an ocean of jumbled messy EMOTIONS that made no sense outside my own head. Thank to the gods Nic was there to pull my out of it. Over and over. And over again.

7. A scene or character you wrote that surprised you: I would say… no? The stories don’t always end up the way I thought they would, but I think they very rarely surprise me. I guess Remind Me Again was more of a continuous stream of revelations though haha. More like things falling into place than coming out of left field? I dunno.

8. How did you grow as a writer this year: Oh my god. I became a writer this year hahaha! I learned that all these thoughts and feelings (cheers to that if you don’t need them!) that I’ve carried around with me my whole life can be put down and other people can read it and enjoy the things that I’ve kept locked up for so long? Amaze.

What has helped me the most is HANDS DOWN working with the most incredible beta in the world, Nic @louandhazaf . She puts words to the mess that is the thoughts in my head and makes me sit down and think about why a character does something. She makes me see that sometimes less is more. Sometimes more is definitely more so why the frick aren’t I showing that? She makes me think more like a storyteller and a writer rather than just someone vomiting feelings into a computer.

9. How do you hope to grow next year: I’d like to get better at what I already think is my strength, which is stories that are emotionally/character driven. To understand that it’s okay to write like that, but that it also doesn’t mean it has to be all over the place heh.

I would however like to get better at world building and maybe, at least a little bit, dip my toes into more plot based stories…. okay that will literally never happen who am I kidding. I guess what I’d like is to get better at using the surroundings and symbols, to try to be more structured even when it comes to things beyond timelines and scenes.

I just want to keep writing and find new stories to write and characters to fall in love with and discover my own writing while doing that. I still feel extremely new to the process of writing so. I think I should be kind to myself and just let me enjoy it haha.

10. Who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer or beta or cheerleader or muse etc etc): NIIIIIIICCCC! <33333 I literally could never thank her enough. The thought and the time she’s put into helping me, to make my writing make sense to myself, to push me and question me and make me annoyed at myself because I kind of sort of already knew that didn’t make sense but I didn’t CARE and now she’s pointing to the mess and asks What is this? Why is it? but THEN we get to the best part which is when her questions makes me think and then new inspiration hits and all I want to do is write write write. I cannot believe my luck to have found you and get to call you my friend on top of that. Miracles and all that.

I also have to say, I read so much fic and this fandom has so much of it that is absolutely mind blowingly spectacular. I think reading is one of the best ways to become a better writer because it sort of… stretches out your mind and it makes you think about why that writer made you belly drop to the bottom of the ocean with just one word. God I love the writers of this fandom so incredibly much, your words mean so much to me, both as a writer and as a like... human being.

11. Anything from your real life show up in your writing this year: I have read and related to m/m fic since I was very young. It’s been a way for me to escape reality but also find comfort in characters that are more like me than heteronormative mainstream stories. Then this year I started reading f/f and my world tilted off its axis and put a billions thoughts in my head that I thought I was done dealing with a thousand years ago. Then I sat down and wrote girl direction myself and yeah. Gods I love girls.

12. Any new wisdom you can share with other writers: BE KIND TO YOURSELF! Honestly the fact that you’ve written anything at all is AMAZING. Every single word you put on that page is wonderful. If you don’t let yourself explore and need everything to be perfect from the start, it won’t be fun and you’ll never learn more. You learn by making mistakes and just writing, no matter what it is. Betas, editing and rewriting are the magical words.

13. Any projects you’re looking forward to starting (or finishing) in the new year: -Oh gosh. I’m reaaaally looking forward to posting my Hope Floats AU that will probably come out in January. I have worked on it since this summer and it’s made me sweat and cry and laugh. Cannot wait to show it to you guys and I’m so happy @curleduphl is doing amazing artwork for it <3

-I’ll continue writing my girl direction series. I have the next part planned out, I just need to… write it.

-I have a “summer nights” fic that I hope to write. They’re teenagers and it’s summer and Louis skates at the park every night and Harry cannot stop staring. I already have a playlist for it soooo… haha.

-Louis babysits Harry’s cat and has a deep and meaningful conversation with the cat about his feelings for her Papa.

-Omega/Omega fic. I love ABO fics and I’ve had this idea forever. I hope I can gather up the guts to actually write it. Friends to lovers and ridiculous amounts of pining.

-I would also like to write a snippet from the Them Butterflies series. They are at a lake house with their friends and Harry has been really quiet over the past few days.

-THE INCREDIBLE AMAZING IDEA THAT WILL COME TO ME ANY SECOND NOW

14. Tag three writers/artists whose answers you’d like to read. ;)

I don’t know if you’ve been tagged before but I’d love to read this from @haloeverlasting @rosegoldhl @indiaalphawhiskey <3333

#hhsjkfh this was so fun to do!#thanks for tagging me <3 #my writing

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inkykeiji · 3 years

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Clari, that one hypothetical Tomura fic from Touya-nii universe broke me. I actually ugly sobbed at that ending, haven't been able to move on from it in weeks! Of course I mean this in a good way, I love works that leave a mark like that, but I'll admit this is the first time I wished for our dear reader to just ditch Dabi and run away with Shigaraki.

I'll say, the way you portray Tomura is definitely my favorite (in all your universes) to a point that, doesn't matter who I first came looking for, I always end up wishing reader could end up with him instead. The BMB universe has been giving me heartaches recently with the entire situation unfolding, I just want to take Shigs in my arms and tell him it's going to be okay qwq

Thank you so much for your work, you're an amazing writer and quickly became one of my all time favorites ♡♡♡

-Shiggy Sympathizer

hello shiggy sympathizer i love u <3

IT HURTS SO MUCH DOESN'T IT ANON????? I CRIED WHILE WRITING THE END; sometimes i reread it and it still makes me tear up LMAO. but oh my goodness, thank you so much for sharing this with me bb it actually means the whole world to me <333 I DON'T WANT YOU HURTING obviously hahaha but to hear that my pieces leave a mark or leave you thinking etc., aaaah anon that is SUCH a compliment thank you thank you thank you <33333

oh wow!!!!! aaaah anon i'm literally BLUSHING HEHEHEHE LIKE !!!!!!!! omg 🥺🥺🥺 once again, thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing this with me as well <333 tomura is my second favourite character; i just think he's incredible, so layered and complex and his GROWTH is just amazing. it's so interesting to watch him morph from whiny brat to whiny brat who's actually a super villain. like, he's terrifying. i love it so much!!! so i really enjoy dissecting him as a character and then reassembling him and throwing him in my own stories and situations.

BUT AWWWWW ANON BB THAT'S SO SWEET N CUTE 🥺🥺🥺 aww hehehe <33 while the ending of bmb isn't exactly happy, it is bittersweet, and it ends with a feeling of faint, hesitant hope <3

thank YOU so much for reading my work and for being so kind and sending me such a beautiful message!!!!! i genuinely appreciate it more than i can tell you <333 oh anon you're making me tear up hehehe please i am so so so lucky and fortunate to have you here with me!!! thank you for such compassionate and considerate words my luv, they truly mean the world to me <3 i hope my work can continue to provide you with enjoyment + entertainment (or whatever else you may find useful in them!!) <3333 ilysm <3

#SHIGGY SYMPATHIZER REALLY MADE ME GIGGLE HEHEHEHE #THAT'S SO CUTE THO???? I LOVE IT #and this ask oh my gosh this ask <33333 this ask is so special to me bb thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and feelings with me <3 #you are so lovely and i genuinely am so lucky and thankful to have you here with me!!! <333 #i hope you have an incredible week ahead <333 #i am sending u bunches n bunches of love n health sweetpea!!! please stay safe!!! <33 #inky.bb #but also #shiggy sympathizer <3 #hahaha #clari gets mail

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bae i just want to say ily and ur fics are always and forever going to be my go-to’s, ur honestly so so talented and it amazes me every time u write

HELLO HELLO YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY LOVELY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS AAAAAH 🥺🥺🥺 oh that’s so so so sweet ilysm thank you thank you thank you for such kind words 🥺 i hope my work can continue to bring you enjoyment and entertainment!!! <333 ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )

#SO SO SOOOOO PRECIOUS OH MY GOSH #🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#IM SO SOFT I LOVE U :(((#this is such a sweet lil ask bb thank you so so so much <33333 #i really appreciate beautiful little messages like this 🥺🥺🥺 they’re so special aaaah you’re so special!!!!!!#please have a fantastic day my friend <333 #stay safe out there okay????#sending u so much love n health!!!! <33 #clari gets mail

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Touya-nii's sister wives had me laughing so hard. -🦒

HEHEHEHEHE that’s mine & annie’s tag <33333

tw: mental illness, talks of being hospitalized

i’m gonna answer ur other ask here as well if you don’t mind!!

ah yes, so sorry for worrying you my friend :( those two weeks were extremely, extremely difficult for me and i was nearly hospitalized twice. it was not fun. i’m doing a little better now, fingers crossed that i continue to do so <3 but i appreciate your concern and love so much <33 thank you!!!

aw, that’s really sweet, though! i think it’s really important to have people you mesh and click so well with like that; on a level that nearly reaches ‘platonic soulmate’ if that makes sense??? sometimes we find people we just gel will so well so quickly, and it’s always very special (but it can also be very scary, since it happens rapidly!), and it doesn’t always need to be intimate in a romantic way, you know??? platonic relationships such as these are super, super important too, so i’m very glad to hear that you have him!!! friends such as that are truly priceless, and i can see just how much you cherish him <33

oh that’s wonderful to hear!!! oh, that makes me so happy <3 it’s always such a relief when you go into a situation full of anxiety and terror and then you actually get there and it’s totally fine hehe <3

good to hear that the lil guy is doing better too!!! OH GOSH, THAT IS SO SO SOOOOO FRICKEN CUTE WAAAAAAAH WHAT A SWEETHEART 🥺🥺🥺 oh my gosh, what a little angel he is!!!! bless you both <33

ooooh that’s so much fun!!! i’m so happy to hear u got some stuff written down!!! it sounds like a great start, i’m so proud of you!!!!! <33333 i hope you continue to work on it!! please do not stress yourself out though <3

and he ABSOLUTELY would, like 100%; my touya-nii definitely has some sort of tracking device installed on or embedded in her phone, for sureeee for sure. he’s too paranoid not to!!! i totally agree with you!!! it’s just who he is; he NEEDS that ultimate control, you know???

please don’t apologize, i love your little letters to me <33 i hope this weekend was kind to you, and that this upcoming week treats both you and the little one well!!! <33 sending u so so sooooo much love n health my dear friend <3

#tw mental illness #tw mental health #but YEAH HAHAHAHAHAHA annie and i are touya-nii's sister wives #he makes us cummy pancakes on saturdays <33 #LMAO #ehehehehehe #anyway i don't wanna ramble too much in the tags because my response is already quite long hehehe #have an incredible sunday my precious giraffe!!! <3333 #stay safe and hydrated out there today!!!#i love u lots n lots!!!!#🦒.anon #clari gets mail

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hi! I wanted to send an ask even though I’m nervous (I think ur super intimidating bc ur so famous 🥺) but I just wanted to tell u how much I love ur writing! I’ve been reading ur stuff for so long and I love everything u write ur like?? A genius 😵 ur one of the reasons I made a blog actually! I’ve been writing for a few months, I wrote a fic that’s super long it was really inspired by how you write and maybe your bmb series bc I love that one 😩 I’m too embarrassed to share it with you but I just wanted u to know, sorry if I bothered u! Have a nice day/night 💙

AAAAH PLEASE YOU ARE THE MOST PRECIOUS THING <33333 super intimidating!!!! oh my hehehe i can pinky promise you that i am about the least intimidating person on the planet <3 famous ahahaha that one made me giggle hehehe ur cute anon <33 i am far from it!!

oh sweetpea thank you so much for such wonderful and lovely words <3 i appreciate your compliments and you so so so much!!! AM I ACTUALLY??? oh my gosh anon please that is so precious and special, thank you for sharing that with me 🥺 i’m so proud of you for making a blog and for writing!!! you’re amazing!! that’s incredible and i am so honoured to have been an inspiration!!! thank you for sharing that with me, i appreciate it a lot!!!! aw anon i’m so glad you let me know <33

sweet anon, i say this with complete and utter honesty: you could never, ever bother me, especially not with a message as beautiful as this. thank you again, and i hope you have a fantastic weekend <33333 ily!!!

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH LIKE I'M JUST SCREAMING THIS IS SO CUTE???????#LIKE SO SO SO CUTE ILY BB AAAH #oh thank you so much i just 🥺🥺 this genuinely does mean a lot to me!!#AND i'm super proud of you for being brave and sending an ask even though you felt nervous!!!! i hope you don't feel nervous anymore <333 #this is very lovely and special and i will cherish it dearly <3 #sending u so much love and health anon bb <33 stay safe and hydrated!!!#inky.bb #clari gets mail

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you have such a nice way with words and the kindness they exude is so heartwarming. even just reading your replies to asks is making me feel so happy and i really do wish the best for you because you deserve everything nice in life. i love your writing so so much and i'm so glad to have found your account when i joined tumblr. you're one of my favorite people on here.

oh my gosh, when i tell you i sobbed the day i got this message i mean that i SOBBED. chest wracking rib rattling sobs. i honestly don’t even have the words to express my immense gratitude and appreciation towards you and your extremely kind words. this whole ask means so much to me <33333 thank you thank you thank you for such beautiful sentiments!!! i am filled with so much warmth hearing that my responses (and my blog as a whole!) can provide you with some happiness and comfort, that’s so very special to me <3 i am so glad you’re here with me!!! i am sending you all of the love + health in the world, you sweet soul <3

#tw mental illness #i’m going to explain why this message hit me extra hard this week #i’ve been having a really REALLY rough week this week #filled with psychosis basically which is very very scary #and this message…..my god i can’t even tell you how many times i reread it #i was so emotional i couldn’t even respond!!!#so thank you from the bottom of my heart for this <333 #it is genuinely so special to me and i will cherish it forever <3333 #i hope you’re having a fantastic friday my sweet friend #please stay safe and stay hydrated!!!! sending you sooooooo much love + happiness!! <333 #clari gets mail

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hi clari !! i just wanted to drop in and say hi :) it's super sweet how you always take time to read and genuinely answer ur asks, i feel so nice reading through ur page and seeing u interact with ur readers it's what makes ur blog so much different from everyone elses. love you very much and i hope ur having a good evening <33

oh my gosh anon 🥺🥺🥺 genuinely, i cannot tell you how much your ask means to me!!!! thank you for such sweet, wonderful words, i really really really value them <33333 i sincerely appreciate every ask i receive, and i always want to give back the same energy and effort they give to me, because they deserve that. so i’m super glad to hear that my affection comes across so clearly in my answers!!! <3 i love you so, so, SO much!!!!! ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )

tw: mental illness rambling under the cut!

this ask is seriously SO incredibly special to me, because i’ve been really hard on myself lately for not being able to bounce back as fast as i had been hoping to after my breakdown in august/september; not answering asks fast enough, not producing work fast enough, just being upset in general that i’m not as efficient as i am when i’m at my peak (aka when my mental health is at its best). and i know it’s going to take time to recover, to get better, to return to that level of productivity—i know that my breakdown was literally building all summer until it finally came to a crescendo in august—but i can’t help but still be disappointed in myself for not being able to do as much as i used to just yet.

but!!! i also know that i will return to my normal level of productivity eventually, and i am constantly told by those around me not to push myself too much too fast because it’ll just result in another breakdown and ultimately set me back even more time, so i’m working hard to be patient and gentle with myself <3 and, at the end of the day, i’m trying my very best in everything i do, and that’s really what matters the most!! what i’m trying to get at is: it fills me with so much warmth to hear that you enjoy reading through my blog, that’s so special and i will cherish that sentiment deeply 🥺 i love you, thank you so much for this ask <33333

#tw mental illness #just in case hehe #but yeah that’s what’s been on my mind often lately #my disability counsellor in uni told me this but it applies to this situation as well:#she told me i need to think of my mental illness as if it were a physical ailment #she said ‘you wouldn’t run on a broken ankle until it’s healed right? your mind is the same; you must let it heal’#so i’m kind of trying to apply that here as well hehe #but i’m trying my best!!!! and i’m so so so glad to see that it’s coming across #i love u lots anon!!!!#have a beautiful tuesday <333 and promise me you’ll stay safe and hydrated!!!!#sending u all the health n happiness in the world <33 #inky.bb #clari gets mail

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inkykeiji · 3 years

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hi bby!!! just wanted to say thank u for all ur sweet responses to ask- how you wish the person a lovely day and respond with so much clear appreciation and warmth for us makes me so happy to be supporting you and your work! 🥰🥰 also!!!!!!! in the christmas special when shouto shakily tells dabi he’s not afraid of him anymore… dabis easy “that so? shame. whaddya say we fix that” line should NOT be as hot to me as it is. i literally screenshotted that line and cannot stop thinking about it fhdhfh. reader is so sweet and natuso treats her so softly ik we’re supposed to be team dabi but i am so ready for her to leave his toxic ass 😔

oh anon 🥺🥺🥺 anon this message made me SO soft oh my gosh, thank YOU for taking the time out of your day to send me something so beautiful!!!! i am very very glad to hear that my appreciation and love for you all comes through so strong and clear <33 i am genuinely so glad to have you here!!!!! so thank you (again) for hanging out with me and reading my work, it truly does mean the world to me <33

AAAAAH EHEHE IM SO GLAD TO HEAR IT ANON BABIE <33333 i LOVE that line too; i love that whole fight and the build up to it, like the dialogue right before and all of touya’s actions as he’s looking for his weapons and then just kinda shrugs like ‘well, my fists are weapons in their own right, too, aren’t they?’ aaaah like literally that’s one of the first scenes that i had thought of for this series!! the very very first scene that sparked the entire thing was touya + shouto’s fight at the kitchen sink as they’re washing the dishes together; i wrote that first and then built the story around that being a crucial moment!!!

hehehe that’s good though!!! that’s good, and i’m glad to hear it!! we are only team touya in fiction, where we can completely control the situation and step away from it at any time, entirely by our own will. he can be fun to read/write, where it’s a fantasy, or interesting, or entertainment etc etc whatever the reason may be, but in real life we deserve someone much, much better than touya <333

#i love u so much #did u know?????? did u know that i love u so much??????#because i do 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#you’re SO sweet oh my gosh <333 gonna rot my teeth anon!!!!#ah i’m answering this a few hours late i really hope you see it!!!!!#put the rest under a read more because it got long LMAO #sorry for rambling for a moment hehehe <333 i’m really proud of that series and i love it v much hehe <33333 #ANYWAY U ARE ABSOLUTELY PRECIOUS <33 #i hope wednesday treats you well bb you deserve it 🥺🥺#please stay safe out there okay??? sending u so much love n health!!!#ily ily ily!!!!!#inky.bb #clari gets mail

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CLARI HI GORGEOUS!! I’ve literally been sitting in the same spot for like 15 minutes figuring out how to say what i need to say bc im really bad at words so, first and foremost i’ve missed interacting with you so much 🥺 i hope all is well! I hope you’re eating and drinking enough water and getting enough rest!

Second and secondmost I’ve been out of work for over a week bc ya girl caught the flu which allowed me to take the time and re-read all your fics and the new part to bmb. I’ve said this once and i’ll say it again, your writing is absolutely exquisite! It evokes so many emotions in me and i’m so glad to be able to read anything you write, whether it be answers to your asks or your fics. Ok i’m done rambling, i hope you have a great day my love!

oh my gosh!!!! hello beautiful i am so happy to hear from u again!!!! <333333333 i hope you're doing amazing omg!!!

I MISSED YOU TOOOOO AAAAH literally i am SO glad to be receiving another message from you!!! <333 thank you my sweet friend, i hope the same for you, always!!! i'm so sorry to hear the flu took you out like that!! >.< i've been feeling under the weather for over a week now but i can't tell if it's just like,, from being mentally ill and super stressed or if it's an actual physical illness/virus!!

i am also just absolutely overjoyed to hear that you liked bmb part four!!! AAAAH PLEASE I AM LITERALLY SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW OH GOSH thank you so much for such beautiful, precious words, i love u so much!!!!! <33333 i am so honoured, so GRATEFUL that you enjoy reading and supporting my work, and taking a moment to drop by my inbox with such lovely messages, it truly is so very special to me <33 so thank you so so so much, from the bottom of my heart!! i am sending you all of the love and health and happiness in the world my dear friend, i hope you feel better soon!!! <33

#SORRY IT TOOK ME A FEW DAYS TO GET TO THIS #i've been super busy editing my new touya-nii piece and i'm still getting back into the habit of answering asks daily!!#(i took a two month long (semi) hiatus!)#BUT AAAAAAH UR MESSGAE MADE ME CRYYYYY #IN A GOOD WAY #i'm just so thankful #i genuinely don't have the words to explain how truly honoured i feel when i hear that my work inspires such emotion #its one of the best compliments in the world so thank you thank you thank you <333 i love u!!!!!!! i am so happy you are here with me!!!!#please have an incredible wednesday <33333 #i hope you've recovered from the flu now!!!! or are well on ur way to recovery!!!#please stay safe n warm + drink ur water!!! <333 #clari gets mail

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oh my godddddddd I almost cried reading your response, you are the sweetest angel with an incomparably beautiful soul 🥺<33 your genuine, warm and thoughtful reply really helped me so much and made me feel at home(like u always do w ur blog!!) thank u so so much for your advice, I cannot appreciate it enough and it’s going to help me so much every time I come back to read it 🥺 I love u so much!!! also such an honor to be on your mind through the whole september r u kidding me?!?!!! I can’t believe it that makes me melt <333 (+BTW I wanted to apologize for unintentionally sending u a huge rant when u were in semi-hiatus (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) I didn’t realize it until a while after I sent u the ask and I felt so bad for venting to u when u were on a break :( didn’t mean it at all)

I also wanted to say u are one of my biggest inspirations in many aspects (❁ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈) ik I’ve said this before but u inspire me so much in various ways. ur maturity and kindness, passion and enthusiasm w the things u love (such as writing, film and anime), how positive and sweet and thoughtful u are etc etc !!!! there are so much to learn from you. u make me feel truly comforted and safe(which is something that’s NOT easy), be kind to everyone(including myself), keep myself motivated and productive, strive for things I truly love <3 you’ve had such a positive impact in my life and I’m sure this applies to all the other lovely anons of your blog as well hehe

anyways did u drink plenty of water today? how r u feeling lately? what r ur interests/hobbies/favorite little things these days? I’m cuddling in my bed ready to re-binge through all ur bmb series and touya nii series again :D also side question: idk if anyone else asked this but have u decided on what u’re gonna be for halloween? I still got no clue </3 I don’t know if I should dress up as someone meaningful(like audrey hepburn) or just be a thot cuz I’m in college HAHAH I can’t think of a good one at all

sorry that I flooded u w so many questions!! (u don’t have to answer all of em hehe) I hope you’re doing well and having plenty of rest, u are such a beautiful soul <33 mwah mwah -🐰

hehehe hi bunny <333

aw sweetpea i’m super happy to hear it!!!! <33333 it always makes me feel really, really good whenever i hear that my advice helps <3 it’s such a special and rewarding feeling!! i love u too, more than u know!!!! <333 oh my gosh hahaha no, don’t worry about it!!! it just meant that i’d get to it a lil later, that’s all <33 i was literally so happy to hear from you!!

WAAAAAH listen bunny 🥺 this paragraph made me cry!!! it made me so emotional that i took a screenshot and sent it to my mom!!! i’m truly at a loss for words in the very best way, thank you SO much for such beautiful, sweet, thoughtful words <333 this means so very much to me!!! i feel really good inside and really happy when i hear that i inspire someone!! since i was three years old (literally lmao) i’ve always wanted to help others. i wanted to be a doctor until i was 16 years old (first a GP, then i wanted to be a psychiatrist haha), but with the help of a teacher i realized that writing/creating art is what i really loved to do and what i was really, truly good at, and that i could still help people through art, as well. so to receive such a lovely message, and hear that i can inspire and comfort you...well, that just means the whole world to me <3 so thank you, so so so much, for sharing such special thoughts with me <333

i only woke up a few hours ago, but i’ve already drank two glasses!! i’m very good with drinking water hehe <3 AH lately my mood is still really chaotic, it’s up and down and all around hahaha BUT therapy is going well so far, it’s a lot of work but i want to become stable again and reign in my illness a little, and i’m just so so SO grateful to have found a fantastic psychologist after two whole months of searching <3 hmm that’s a good question!!! lately i find myself spending a lot of time with my boyfriend’s family, actually!!! i just watched squid game with him + his brothers like a week or two ago and that was super super fun, and on the weekend we went over to his uncles to watch halloween kills which was also a ton of fun!! the two of us are also trying to establish a new habit of playing stardew valley together a few times a week (we have a multiplayer game started), and we’ve been learning italian together, too!! other than that, i spend the majority of my time writing still hehe <3 OOOOH hehehe i hope u enjoy rereading them!!! i have a bit of touya-nii content coming within the next month! <3 and ofc the last part of bmb in november!!!!

HEHEHE i am dressing up as a bunny princess, actually!!! i was at the store not too long ago picking up supplies for my halloween treat bags and i came across a cute lil bunny set with ears and a tail, and then grabbed the cutest frilliest pink tutu and was like AH! A COSTUME! hehehe <3 i’m only dressing up to hand out my treat bags, so!!! OMG LMAO WELL LET ME KNOW WHAT U DECIDE AAAAH

don’t apologize, i enjoy talking to you!!! have a fantastic week bunny babie ilysm!!!!! <333

#i hope your monday goes well!!!!#and you better be drinking water too!!!#hehehe <3 #stay safe and keep warm bunny!!!#always sending u all my love <33333333 #🐰.anon #clari gets mail

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