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[f1nalboys]

Hi, I have been reading your blogs and love it! It's so nice to find someone who loves slashers too haha. If it's not a bother, I'd like to make a request. With The Lost Boys where the reader ends up stopping in the TLB movie universe. She gets confused at first but quickly recognizes everything, especially the boys. That being the case, she tries to help them by warning about the frog brothers. How would they react? Sorry if it got confusing lol.

hi there!! so sorry for the long wait but i really enjoyed writing this request!! I hope you enjoy it :)

WARNINGS: none

WORD COUNT: Approx. 1460

You had never been more confused before in your life. One minute you were in bed, half asleep, scrolling for a video to watch on your phone and the next you’re laying on the beach. You were sitting in the sand now, looking around trying to figure out 1. Where the hell you were and 2. Why the hell you were here.

There was a boardwalk just behind you and it was absolutely bustling with people. Most were dressed… differently than you were used to, but that’s not what made you freak out. It was turning to your left and seeing the Santa Carla welcome sign. Santa Carla. There’s no way you were here, right? It had to be a dream.

The sound of yelling caught your attention and you nearly shit yourself at the sight in front of you: four men in familiar clothing arguing with a beefy motorcycle man. One had platinum blonde hair, bordering on white, and he was smoking a cigarette with a smug look on his sharp features. Directly to his right was a taller, long-haired man with no shirt but a leather jacket on.

Holy shit. You blink your eyes hard, pinching yourself hard on the arm until the skin began to throb. You weren’t waking up. This wasn’t a dream, or, at least, wasn’t one you were waking up from. You stand, extremely aware of how differently you were dressed compared to the people around you, and you make your way towards the men. They had finished arguing with the man and were now standing around talking to one another.

“Hey!” You call, instantly slapping yourself in your mind. ‘Hey?’ Why would you try and get their attention anyways? The four turn towards you and you watch as David, because the closer you get the more you realize this was real, cocks an eyebrow at you. Paul and Marko were whispering to each other, large grins plastered onto their faces, while Dwayne watched you walk towards them silently.

“Do we know you?” David asks, his voice having an edge to it. You gulp, your heartbeat picking up speed and David grins at you. He could hear it. He takes a step towards you, closing the gap, and the others follow suit. They walk circles around you like a lion waiting to pounce on the injured gazelle. “I don’t think we do. I’m D-”

“David, I know. You’re Marko, Paul, and Dwayne.” You say, your voice much more confident than you actually were. David's grin drops instantly, his eyebrows scrunching together. He takes another drag from his cigarette, dropping it and stamping it out with his foot as he glances you up and down.

“How the hell do you know that?” Marko asks though it seems he’s more curious than angry. You bite the inside of your cheek, trying to figure out the best way to tell them that wouldn’t make you sound crazy, but nothing came up.

David’s hand outstretches and grabs ahold of your chin, gripping it tightly and forcing you to look at him. His eyes darken. “He asked you a question.”

“It’s a long story and it won’t make sense to you, honestly. I’ll tell you if you let me go.” You bargain and thankfully David obliges. He drops his hand to his side and raises an eyebrow, waiting for you to talk. You take a look at the other three men who were all waiting with various levels of annoyance and intrigue. You sigh.

Almost three hours of talking and answering questions later, you were finally finished telling them what you knew. You were now at a random restaurant, sitting on one of the outdoor tables, picking at fries. They had oh so graciously bought them for you halfway through your story which seemed to be draining their energy.

“So, let me see if I’m understanding you correctly. You’re telling us that you’re not from here and are instead from a place where we are… in a movie? And that it talks about us being… ya’ know?” You nod. David was on his fifth cigarette now and looked genuinely confused. “None of this makes sense.”

“Yeah, but I’m just telling you what I know,” You say, popping a fry into your mouth. Marko was absolutely riveted by your story and he had continued to interject, asking questions or correcting small details of what you said. Paul looked confused but you came to learn that was just his resting face.

“So… what now?” Dwayne asks, leaning over and grabbing a fry from your tray. He had been quiet this entire time, only speaking to tell Marko and Paul to shut up so he could hear you. You shrug. It’s not an everyday thing for you to get transported into one of your favorite movies and have to talk to the four people you had a crush on since the first time you ever watched the film.

“Maybe you got put here to tell us something… maybe warn us? This is awesome! It’s like that ‘Back to the Future’ movie or something,” Paul says and Marko nods excitedly. Dwayne seems to consider this and shrugs. David is the only one who doesn’t seem fully convinced.

“Who’s the head vampire?”

“Max.”

“... You’re right,” David says, displeased. He takes a swig of his now-warm beer and grimaces slightly, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. He kept staring at you, trying to figure you out and it was really starting to get to you. Sure you had always day-dreamt about staring into those icy-blue and green eyes but it was a completely different story now that he was doing so in a not-so-friendly way.

Marko throws an arm over David's shoulder and shakes him a bit, trying to get him to smile. “Come on, Dave! This is cool!” He turns to you once again and leans in close. You catch a whiff of his scent which was practically intoxicating; sea salt, hair gel, and nail polish. “So, how does the movie end?”

“Uhh… not that great, at least for you guys.” You say, grimacing at their expressions. You did not think this through. “You guys and Max kinda get killed…”

“Killed? By who?” Dwayne asks, his eyes narrowing slightly. Even though he didn’t believe you fully, you knew far too much about them for him to completely blow you off.

“Michael. Well, Michael, his brother, the frog brothers, and Star.” Their faces contort at the names and you realize that you may have gotten here before any of them had met the others. “You don’t know who I’m talking about, do you?”

“Star, yeah, but we just met her yesterday. Haven’t gotten her back to our place. Who the hell are the frog brothers?” Paul asks and, right on time, two boys sprint past your table, comics in hand, cursing at whoever they were running after. One was in a camo shirt and a red bandana tied around his forehead while the other wore a grey sleeveless shirt.

“That’s the frog brothers.” The four men pause before erupting into laughter. Those two losers had a part in their deaths? Yeah, right. “Seriously; they know about vampires and they’re the reason you four get caught. Just… try and steer clear of those people, alright? And if you haven’t turned Laddie yet, don’t.”

You scrunch your eyes in pain as your head begins to throb. You can hear the four men in front of you talking but you can’t make any of it out. A buzzing sound fills your head and your hands find a place over your ears, trying to stop the pain that has erupted in your brain. Right as you think your head is about to explode the noise stops.

Your eyes opened and you’re no longer on the boardwalk. You were in bed, a random video playing on your phone. It was considerably darker outside now and if you really concentrated you could almost smell the cigarette smoke that had been wafting around you for the last few hours. Smiling, you turn your phone off and curl into bed. That was the most realistic dream you’ve had yet.

Back in Santa Carla, the boys were still seated at the boardwalk, gaping at your now empty chair. One second you were there and the next you were gone. David hadn’t taken his eyes off of you and yet you had vanished.

“Huh. I think we should go talk to Max,” Marko says, standing up. Paul and Dwayne nod, standing as well, but David stays sitting. His eyes were still on your chair. Dwayne places a hand on his friend's shoulder, pulling him from his thoughts.

“Yeah, let’s go.”

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[random-imagines-blog]

Creeping in My Soul {Zacky Vengeance x Demon!Female!Reader}

Requested by: Anonymous Wordcount: 2230 Summary: You find out an interesting secret about your real identity. How is your boyfriend going to take it? Trigger Warnings: Swearing. Notes: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

You gave your boyfriend a wave and a kiss goodbye over Facetime, and hesitantly pressed the large red button. You always hated to let him go, but you knew that you had to. He was three hours ahead of you and it was nearly midnight where he was. One last show tomorrow, playing with the rest of his band - the rock group Avenged Sevenfold. Millions of fans world-wide and a sold out American tour. And then after the show, he would be getting on a plane and coming all the way back home to you, in sunny California. But there was one big problem with him coming back home to the house that you shared. It was that you have changed. No, you were still changing. And you didn’t know how he was going to react to seeing it.

It had started just a month ago when you were brushing out your hair. It was just like any other day really, you were getting ready for work, applying just a touch of make up, pulling the comb through your hair in an attempt to make it look less like you had just woken up. But it kept getting snagged on something. It kept bumping into something and it hurt a lot whenever it did. God, how you had panicked then, as you touched the top of your head and felt two protruding bumps. Did you have a tumor? Two tumors, growing out the top of your head? You instantly called your doctor, who wasn’t able to get you in for a couple of days. That didn’t ease your worrying. But the fact that they told you to go straight to the emergency room if you started feeling a headache coming on, any sort of dizziness, helped a touch. It was an option. And other than the bit of pain up there, surface and not internal, you were feeling fine. You tried to sweep your hair over the protrusions, but ended up putting on a headband instead, which pushed on them uncomfortably but at least it kept them out of sight.

The next day, you woke up to a sharp pain on your lip. You must have bit it in your sleep. That’s happened before, but this was a rather deep cut, given the fact that the taste of blood on your lips was rather potent. When you went into the bathroom to see if you could find it, you found that not only were the bumps on your head more tender, and that something - some sort of bone was poking out of it, but your teeth - they seemed sharper, especially the canines. You went to touch what was coming out of your head, and your nails nicked your skin. Your usually bitten down nails were long, and they were sharp. Like a stiletto shape you’d seen on instagram, ready to claw someone’s eyes out. And that was a very violent thought for the likes of you.

Everything in your mind was telling you to head for the hospital and now. To book some sort of surgery to get your head fixed. But you take a deep breath. You call into work, saying that you can’t come in, you’re taking a sick day, and then you take a ride over to your parents house. At least that way, if you did go to the hospital, you wouldn’t have to be alone. You were terrified to  be alone, but you couldn’t bring yourself to call your boyfriend and make him worried. It would only end up with him coming to you, throwing off the tour, disappointing so many people, just to sit at a bedside and hope for the best.

Your parents were a lot less concerned than you thought that they would be. Your father looked over your head, prodded at the tender skin. You hissed at the pain, and you wanted to lash out, strike him for doing that, but a stern look that he gave you made you calm down. It was like he had known your thoughts. Then he sat down, beside your mother, reminding you of the way that they used to talk to you when they had bad news. And you thought you had been the one going to them with the bad news.

But you were getting more than a ‘Our dog went off to a farm to frolick in the fields’ sort of talk.

“Okay, ha ha, I’m a demon child, great time for jokes mom,” You said, crossing your arms in front of you. “Is this some sort of genetic disease that I’m not aware of?”

But they were serious. They were avoiding your eye, but it wasn’t because they were trying to withhold the truth. They were ashamed of the truth. “We should have told you a long time ago... but we’re not your real parents, my love. We were unable to have children, and there you were - a gift. Demons .... they aren’t as bad as people make them out to be. You could never be bad.”

And they continued to talk to you about it throughout the day and the night, convincing you to cancel the Doctor’s appointment because it was risky to have people find out. The sharper teeth and the longer nails could just be an aesthetic choice but the horns - you’d have to learn how to keep them hidden from the public. Hats would cover it somewhat, or you could learn glamour magic, something that had been helping demons on earth for millenia. It would take a lot of practice in a mirror, but it was something that you were just going to have to do in order to keep on living your life. To keep your job. To keep your friends. And most importantly - to keep Zacky.

-

You had everything set for his return home. It was a  late night flight, and he wasn’t getting in until five in the morning, but you had made breakfast for him. French toast was being kept warm in the oven, coffee was being made, you had squeezed some orange juice - you wanted everything to be perfect. Most of the windows had the blinds and the curtains closed, making it a little dark but you had lit some candles to try to set a mood. The sunlight had been bothering you more than usual lately. Despite the California heat, you had been having to wear Zacky’s old hoodies out to go about your day. But at least for now, the sun was still down, and you were able to wear one of your favorite dresses. Which also happened to be his favorite dress.

The front door unlocked, and you heard the rustle and bustle of bags being set down. And then the door closed. A loud yawn as Zacky stepped into the kitchen, probably smelling the coffee. “Ugh, I can never sleep on planes,” He groaned, stumbling in. His eyes looked red and itchy, he must be utterly exhausted.

“Then you had better drink some orange juice instead of the coffee, then we can go to bed right after you finish eating,” You said, putting a glass in front of him. “I missed you.”

“I missed you too.” The first thing that he did was come up to you, and wrap his arms around you in a tired hug. You hugged him back, smelling his aftershave on his neck. Fuck, he smelt so good. You almost started to salivate. Just feeling his body against yours, chest against chest - you had to bite down on your lip to hold in a moan. Your sex drive had been insane lately, another thing that your ‘parents’ had warned you about. He pulled away from you, making you feel just a touch of anger, but it faded quickly. “Why are you wearing a hat inside?” He asked, noticing your beanie.

“Uhh - bad hair day,” You said, quickly. “Don’t worry about what I look like, let’s just eat something.” You gave him a big smooch on the side of his cheek, then hurried to get the food out of the oven. Zacky sat down, dropping the topic since he was so tired, while you put everything in front of him. All the fixings. Syrup, butter, berries, sliced banana, whipped cream, chocolate shavings. You went all in for this welcome home breakfast, figuring that he hadn’t had anything real in weeks. You knew how these boys were. They go on tour, eat nothing but fast food, end up working it all off during one show from all of their running and jumping around. But no doubt the girlfriends were all going to be taking care of them now that they were home. “Eat up, buttercup.”

And he did, fast at first, and then slowed down towards the end as he started to feel full, but his eyes kept looking at you, flattering you. You could feel blood flow to your cheeks, and to other places as you started to clean up, putting dishes into the sink for later tonight. You were ready to sleep the whole darn day away, especially now that you had Zacky back in your bed. You could feel his eyes on the spot of your thighs where the dress ended, where it was dancing around.

“There’s something different about you,” He said, putting down his knife and fork. You took his plate, raising an eyebrow. How could he tell? You adjusted the hat around your head, trying to make sure that the horns weren’t popping out. “What did you do, get a bad hair cut or something? Come on, take the hat off.”

He beckoned you over and you felt like you didn’t have much of a choice. You walked back towards him and he pulled you between the legs of the chair that he was sitting on. It was a rather high bar-stool type chair on the island so you two were identical height right then and there. He took the beanie off of your head and looked over your hair, his eyes going straight to the horns. “What the fuck are those?”

“I - I can explain,” You said, taking the hat back, fidding with the fabric. And so you did, only going through some of the major details because though he was interested, and shocked, Zacky looked too tired to really comprehend what was going on.

“Fuck,” He said, getting to his feet once you were done. “That’s - a lot.”

“Yeah, how do you think I felt?” You shot back, crossing your arms in front of you. You were waiting for the worst to happen. For him to freak out, to leave, or to even throw you out. You wouldn’t blame him for having any of those reactions honestly. You already had a bag packed in the front closet just in case of that very scenerio.

“Come on, let’s go to bed,” He said, putting his arm around your shoulders, and started to lead you into the bedroom. Your smile could not have gotten any bigger. Leave it to your man to accept you just the way that you were. Demon or not.

-

And he did more than accept you. You two spent a straight up week getting re-acquainted. Or more so, he was finding out more about the demon that you were once you had accepted yourself. Your horns had come in. The skin __around was still tender, but oh the spine-tingling feeling that you got when you let him Zacky rub them. It was such a deeply personal and intimate thing. You wouldn’t ever let anyone else touch your horns. Not for as long as you lived.

Although the whole demon thing had messed with your temper - things like Zacky leaving you to get food or to go to the bathroom had you furious for a couple of seconds - it also amped up your sex drive. He seemed particularly accepting of that bit. When you rode him, both of you sitting up, you on top of him, lifting your lips and driving down, your hands had gone to his back and you had riddled him with little scratches from your nails. He never even minded that. Just hissed with pleasure. It seemed like you were having an effect on him in return. He wanted you all the time.

“I fucking love you,” You said after another rigorous session of love making.

“I fucking love you,” He said in return, still holding you tightly, keeping you in place as he softened inside of you. “How are you a demon when you’re so angelic?”

“I wouldn’t say there’s anything angelic about me after what we just did,” You laughed, rolling off of him. He laughed as well, but pressed kisses to your cheeks, giving you affection even when he wasn’t touching you. No matter what was ahead of you - Hell? - you were more than happy now, and would be as long as you continued to be with the love of your life. Though from the looks of things, he might have a little devil in him too. Definitely a lustful sin behind those eyes.

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[dayseternal-blog]

Summary: Naruto and Hinata join the Twelve Guardian Ninja of the Land of Fire's Daimyo.  (But not really.)  Their mission is to smoke out the rat among them who's selling political secrets to insurgents, while making sure the other Guardians don't figure them out.

Neither can tell when their acting became so convincing.

A fake relationship canon-divergent AU.  Rated E for eventual shameless smut.

Written for NH2020 March - Bodyguard Theme

Read Chapter 1

Chapter 2: Motives II

Back at the apartments, they shut the door of Hinata’s unit, drop themselves into chairs, and simultaneously sigh heavily.

They look at each other, bewildered at their timing, embarrassed smiles cracking open at what they just went through.

“I’m sorry I left you hanging for so long!” Naruto starts.

“Oh no!”  Hinata shakes her head in disagreement.  She was just relieved that he caught on to her trick.

“I really had no idea what was going on there, like why they were being so confrontational, why that guy was picking on you-”

“It’s okay-”

“Why you were suddenly so close to me and holding my hand and stuff-”

Her cheeks heat up again at the memory.  “I know!  I’m sorry, I just wanted them to stop questioning us!”

Naruto works a hand over his face, trying to settle his deep embarrassment.  “Yeah, I don’t know why I didn’t catch on quicker, oh man, I’m really sorry, Hinata.”

“It’s really okay, Naruto-kun.”  She tempers her blush as best she can.  “At least now we have an excuse to meet up often without drawing suspicions.”

“Yeah.”  He nods, thinking about how the other Guardians didn’t question the fact that they left together.  Just sent them off with snickers and sidelong glances.  It was so embarrassing.  “It’ll definitely make it a lot easier for us to plan and share information.”

They both nod, getting used to the idea that they are now a fake couple.

“Speaking of information,” Hinata says, finally getting a handle on herself, trying not to think that she’s now Naruto’s fake girlfriend...  “They told us their motivations for joining the Guardians.”

“Right.  That’s a good place for us to start.  That guy, Eizan.”  He frowns at remembering how he jerked Hinata’s chin up, how he was looking at her.  Even if it was all an act, it was a very convincing act.  That still bothers him a lot...that's probably why he didn't catch on quicker to Hinata's plan...  “He said he never had a family.  That the Guardians are his family.”

Hinata nods.  “That’s either a very good reason to want to protect his job, or a good reason to want to change things.”

“You’re right…”  He really wouldn’t be surprised if Eizan is the rat.  But he also recognizes that they got off on the wrong foot.  He needs to try to be impartial in their investigation, no matter how much he dislikes the man.  “We need to find out what happened to his family.  It would be good if we can confirm the others’ claims, too.  And we need to learn the other half of the team’s motivations.”

So they spend the next several days growing acquainted with the other Guardians.  Besides, earth and fire-style user Geiiro, lightning-style user Tacchi, taijutsu specialist Eizan, and long-range wind-style user Hukukane, they meet the other six: Taiyou, Ryuu, Sandou, Kurikaero, Hioki, and Jin.

Through regular shifts, always in fluctuating twos or threes, almost never together, Naruto and Hinata make conversation with them and grow acquainted with their fighting styles during training.

Naruto gets them hooked into conversations naturally.  He has something to bond in with everyone.

And unlike the first day, Hinata finds everyone trying to be kind to her.  They’re the ones trying to make conversation with her.

They send an initial report back to Konoha, asking Kakashi to do background checks on all of them with the help of the Anbu.  Until they receive the report back, Hinata fields their questions, building up her own story for coming to join the Guardians.

“My father is too strict.  I couldn’t live with him anymore.”  Or “I needed to get out, away from my clan.  I wanted to see the outside world.”  It’s an easy lie that the Guardians expected from her in the first place.

The men nod sympathetically, as if they understand, and so she says, “I must sound so ignorant.  It’s embarrassing.  Thank you for being patient with me.”

And they try so hard to assure her that she’s doing fine, that she surprises them during each training match with her prowess.

She acts like it’s a compliment, smiling, like she has no concern for the fact that they thought she was weak.

The truth is that she knows she’s doing fine.

She knows she’s creating a false, sheltered image of herself.  All of her targets on missions underestimate her, and she’s learned to weaponize that.

Feed their egos and ideas of her.  Paint herself as non-threatening.

It’s not hard at all.  Maybe annoying, but she expected all of this.

Naruto has an easy time, too, settling into the team of Guardians, until conversations steer toward Hinata.

Hioki and Jin, two who had been on duty once with her, pout longingly on their shift off in the break room.

“Ah, Naruto, you know how lucky you are?” Hioki asks, a question that doesn’t need an answer.

But Naruto honestly has never once felt lucky.  So he responds with, “Huh?”

Jin laughs, completely understanding Hioki’s line of thought.  “When Daimyo-sama told us who was coming, we all got our hopes up.  Maybe except Hukukane and Sandou. ��They’re both married.”

“Hopes up for what?” Naruto asks.

“Hinata,” they simultaneously answer.

His guard rises immediately.  “...What about Hinata.”

“You know how frickin’ long it’s been since I talked to a girl?” Hioki asks.  “Who’s not a prostitute?”

“Or some chick at a bar?” Jin adds on, sighing.  “Who just wants to sweet-talk free drinks off of me?”

He frowns.  Of course he doesn’t know.  And he doesn’t want to know any more on this topic.  He shrugs.

“Too long,” Hioki continues.  “Must be nice.  Having a girlfriend.”

“And Hinata seems like an actual nice girl.  I mean, picking up girls at the bar is fine on a weekend off, but...you know...civilian girls are different from kunoichi.  It’s hard to relate to their lives.”  Jin lies back on the sofa.  “It’s always a one-nightstand.  None of them want to wait around for someone in this profession.”

“...Oh.”  Naruto’s the one who feels like he can’t relate.  He hasn’t taken advantage of the girls around him in that way.

“Must be nice having a kunoichi girlfriend,” Jin continues, echoing Hioki’s earlier sentiment.

Hioki gestures out the window.  “This place is like a frickin’ monastery.  Not a woman in sight except for some desk clerks.”

“Well…”  Naruto can’t quite place what’s making him so uncomfortable.  Why are they talking about this in front of me?  “..Just...don’t touch Hinata.”

“Yeah, yeah, we all know she’s yours,” Hioki says, turning his attention directly at him.

“She’s yours.”  It makes him feel like he possesses Hinata.  A strange, strange idea that makes him feel...strange.  Eizan said a similar sentiment that first day, too.

“Yeah, she’s my girl.”  He knows he sounded confident, but all he feels is the awkward lie.  He inexplicably feels the need to apologize to her for these straight-up falsehoods.  But he also feels like it’s necessary.  Neither he nor Kakashi knew they were bringing Hinata into a pack of wolves.

“No need to brag, okay!  We heard from Eizan and Geiiro that you freaked out when all Eizan did was touch her a little,” Jin fusses.

Naruto feels all reservations take pause.  “Okay, no, he didn’t just touch her a little.  He touched her face and he called her a ‘pretty little princess,’ he-”

“Is that what he said?!”  Hioki snorts out a laugh.  “She is a pretty little princess.  A pretty little princess who can obviously fight and handle if someone touches her a little.  Dude, you freaked out!  About to fuck up Eizan's stomach!”

“I didn’t freak out!”

“Yeah, you are right now!” Jin laughs.

Why does he always feel like he’s two steps behind everyone else when it comes to this topic?  “Well, if some guys you only recently met kept talking about wanting your girlfriend, wouldn’t you be getting mad?”  The words are out before he even thought about it.  But he feels like he completely nailed the strange discomfort of this whole conversation.

“We’re just teasing you, relax,” Jin says.  “It’s interesting.  You gave up, at least for the foreseeable future, your obvious path to being Hokage.”

“Even I don’t think I would do that for a girl as nice as Hinata,” Hioki adds.

Naruto stops to consider their words.  He wouldn’t, either, right?  If this wasn’t a mission, he would never join the Guardians.  But he can’t say that. To these guys, he gave up that dream--they don’t know it’s his childhood dream--to stay with his “girlfriend.”  If he had a real girlfriend, a girl who would actually want to be with him...would he give that up-

“How long have you been together?” Hioki asks, interrupting his train of thought.

“Um.”  He blinks himself back to the present.  He has no idea.  “I’ve known her since I was a kid.”

Hioki stares at him like his head’s not screwed on straight.  “No, like how long have you been in a relationship with Hinata?  Unless!  Did you mean you’ve been-”  He twists his middle and forefinger together.  “-since you guys were that little?!”

“Oh, um.”  The obvious answer is no, it’s a yes or no question, but now that he’s taking so long to answer, does that mean his answer has to be yes?!  His mind flies through random intervals of time.  “I mean, I guess, maybe...8 years?”  He has no idea if that sounds ridiculous or acceptable, and this whole topic is messing with him.

“Eight years?!”  Jin bolts up from the sofa.

...He guesses he chose a ridiculous answer.

Jin stares at him incredulously.  “How old were you guys then?!”

“Uhh……….12?”  Aw shit, that really is ridiculous.  He wants to kick himself for choosing such a stupid age.

Both of them stare at him, jaws hanging off their faces.

It’s too late for him to take his answer back.

“No fucking wonder you followed her here.  Damn.”  Jin lies back down on the couch.  “Why haven’t you married her, yet?”

Uh…  He has no idea.  Why haven’t I married her, yet??  Whyyy did I choose 8 years??

Hioki leans forward in his chair.  “Is it because you had to keep your relationship a secret?”

He nods.  He’ll take that answer.  In fact, he can really run with it.  “The Hyuuga clan would have never accepted me before the war,” he starts with as much seriousness as possible.  “I was the village jinchuuriki.  Everyone hated me, and if Hinata’s father found out about us, he would’ve killed me.”

Hioki makes a sound of sympathy.  “That must’ve sucked.  What about now, though?  Do they know?”

“We just...got so used to hiding it...we haven’t figured out a good time to...drop the news on everyone.”  He grimaces, realizing that excuse sounded really flimsy.

Hioki’s brows scrunch together.  “I can’t believe you hid it for so long.  I mean, we figured it out before we even met you.”

“Uhh yeah.  I can’t believe it either.”

“Maybe everyone knows already and is just waiting for you to say it yourself,” Jin suggests.

“Eight years is a long time,” Hioki reiterates.  “People probably have figured it out already.  Either way, you two should’ve gotten married by now.  One of you could die tomorrow and leave the other in regret.  You know, just seal the deal and to hell with what anyone else thinks.”

Naruto frowns, feeling a guilt for a wrong he didn’t even commit.  It’s just an elaborate set of lies, but he feels guilty about this whole imaginary situation.  What kind of loser must his imaginary got-a-girlfriend self be to not marry after 8 whole years??  

“I’m assuming you want to marry her, right?” Hioki asks.

He feels a heat crawling up his neck.  Marriage has never been in the cards for him, but in this scenario he created…  “...Yeah.”

“What’s holding you back?” Hioki asks.

He drops his gaze to the floor, trying to make up some convincing reasoning, his mind carrying him to why he’s been holding back on accepting dates from any of the girls who have asked him out.  “People still don't understand who I am, who Kurama, the Kyuubi, is.  Few people have ever really seen me for me.”  He thinks Hinata is among those few...  “People might give her a hard time.  I just don’t want to ruin a good thing.”

Hioki nods, brewing on his words.  “You really love her, huh.”

“I love her a lot,” he simply affirms.

“Naruto!  Damn!” Hioki exclaims, a bit of admiration in his tone evident.  "That's awesome."

“Sounds so nice,” Jin verbalizes in a sigh, still stretched out on the sofa.  “To declare that so easily about someone...I want that…”

Was what he said deserving of such reactions?  Was it supposed to be hard to say?

Suddenly, the room feels stuffy, the heat at his neck doubling down.

Hioki turns his attention out the window once more.  “Yeah...must be nice,” he echoes.

The longing in both of their tones is obvious.

And he can’t deny that their envy resonates with him.  ...If all of these lies were real...

“Oh.  I also just thought you should know, Naruto.”  Hioki’s voice is softer now, slightly muffled as he talks to the window.  “It’s not just us who felt that way...when Jin said we were all hoping...  Be vigilant for her.  We’re all family here.  But we’re all lonely, too.”

He hasn’t thought seriously about girls in awhile, not since his younger days when he went peeping at the public baths, worked on his Sexy Jutsu, and had a crush on Sakura.  He’s been aware of the attention from girls he’s been getting.  It’s been more of a source of confusion than of entertainment in his daily life.  He was aware that Hinata’s the only kunoichi in the Guardians, that due to that, it must not be easy for her.  But he had no idea exactly how bad it might be for her.

When he meets up with Hinata later that night, he’s suddenly, incredibly, ridiculously conscious of the fact that she’s a girl, a woman.  He knew that, obviously he knew that, and he’s known that for a long time now, but Hinata is most definitely someone of the opposite sex today, more than she ever was before.

Long, rich hair.  Nice, smooth skin.  Delicate eyebrows.  Long lashes.  Lean muscles.  Small, soft figure.  Proper, feminine speech.  Demure mannerisms.

It’s the everyday Hinata.

Logically, he knows she looks and acts as she always does.

But to those guys?  She must be like a drink of water in the desert.

To look at her, and get a sense of what she’s like for those parched bastards, it makes his chest heavy, anxious, almost paranoid for her.

“Are you okay, Naruto-kun?”  She looks up at him, concerned about his periods of silence.  Without his constant responses, she’s not even sure he heard her recap.

“Those guys, the other Guardians, they’ve been nice to you?”

Completely off-topic from the news of the daimyo’s upcoming trip to Kumogakure for the Chunin Exams…so, no, he wasn’t listening to her.  But she nods.  “Mhm.  None of them have given me problems since that first day.  Eizan-san and Hukukane-san are actually very respectful.”

That doesn’t make him feel better at all, even though he knows it should.  “You shouldn’t get too close to any of them, Hinata.”

Her expression obviously communicates her confusion at his demand.  “Naruto-kun, we spend all of our time together.  I have to be friends with them, even if any of them could be the culprit.”

“Yeah, but you shouldn’t be friends with them.  And you shouldn’t go anywhere alone with one of them.”

“We sometimes work in pairs,” she reminds him, starting to wonder if she can’t catch a break...not even with her crush.  “What are you so worried about?  I can take care of myself.”

“I know!  I know you’re really, really, really strong!”  He tries to backtrack as quickly as he can.  “That’s not what I mean!  It’s just-”  He huffs out a sigh, remembering his earlier conversation.  “You know what Hioki and Jin told me today?”

She registers his uncharacteristic unease.  His obvious discomfort from today’s events.  “What did they say?” she asks gently.

“...All of them are desperate for a girlfriend.”  They all wanted you when they heard you were coming.  He almost wants to tell her that.  He doesn’t know if he should, or if he even can verbalize that.

Her lips tighten into a contemplative frown.  “I don’t think any of them would do anything to me, Naruto-kun.  And even if one of them tried anything on me…”  She smiles and shakes her head.  She knows the unfortunate soul might just lose a limb, or something even more precious to a male.  She knows how to use every single tenketsu on her body, after all.

“I know.”  He knows she’s more than capable of handling herself.  He just hated the warning Hioki gave him, even if telling him was actually a cool thing to do.  “I’m sorry for even hinting that you can’t handle them because I know you can.  I’m not worried about you, really, I just...want you to be careful, okay?”

She nods, doing her best to allay his concerns.  “I am being careful around them.”  She waits for her words to really sink in, for his expression to finally relax a bit.  She decides to steer the conversation back on topic.  “We just need to focus on our mission.  The faster we determine if any of them are another informant, the faster we can return home.”

“Right.”  He takes a deep breath, deciding to try to forget the earlier events of that day.  “...Sorry….so what were you saying about the trip?”

She smiles, glad that he actually was listening, at least a little.  “We need to let Daimyo-sama know how we want to team up.  Per the Guardians’ work Agreement, only half of us will go on the long-term shift, while the other half get to take a break.  Then on the next trip, the teams switch.”

“Well...if we can...we should go on the break first, right?  That’s likely the most opportune time for a spy to meet up with his-”  His memory flashes to Kakashi’s mission debrief.

“Last time, the spies were caught on the break,” Hinata reminds him.

“So they’ll probably be more cautious this time.  ...We can have an Anbu team watch them.  That would be easier than us trying to track where everyone goes during the break.”

Hinata nods.  “They probably expect to be under surveillance this time and will act as unsuspicious as possible.”

“Then we should go on the work trip, yeah?”

“I think that would be our best option, too,” Hinata agrees.  “And Daimyo-sama asked us if we have any preferences about who the other four will be.”

“Those background checks we requested should come back soon.  Can he wait on the schedules until we get that report?”

She nods.  “I think so.”  She writes their decided response on an inconspicuous letter, their major method of communication with the daimyo.

That would close up what she needed to talk to him about for tonight, but she doesn’t want to be the first to say so.  Then he would leave.  And for a partnered mission, she really doesn’t spend as much time with him as she expected.  With alternating schedules, sometimes she doesn’t see him all day and all night.

“Is that it, then?” he asks.

She hums an affirmation, trying not to sound sad.  “That’s all.”  She mentally prepares to say good night to him.

But he doesn’t stand up to leave.  Instead, he looks extremely uncomfortable.

With the way he’s been acting all night to her, she can tell that something’s wrong.  To encourage him to share his thoughts, she asks softly, “Do you have something you need to tell me?”

“Yeahhh…”  He scratches the back of his neck, trying to gather courage to push through the awkwardness and tell her the story he strung together that day without her permission.  “I don’t know if the others have asked you about...us?  And our ‘relationship’?”

She shakes her head.  “No one’s questioned me about it.”

“Okay.”  Good.  That’s a relief.  “Hioki and Jin were asking a lot of questions, and I kinda just told them a bunch of lies about us.”

She blinks up at him, curiosity peaked, an embarrassed smile making its way to her cheeks.  “What did you say?”

He can’t help smiling in embarrassment, too.  “I told them we’ve been together for 8 years.”

As he expected, her eyes widen in shock.  “Naruto-kun,” she starts, not knowing if she should laugh or scold him.  “Eight years?”

“I know, I know!” he groans in regret.  “It just popped out!  Hioki was asking if we had been together since we were little, and I didn’t know if I should just go with that or not, so I just chose something in-between!”

She tries to stop, but she can’t.  Silent giggles erupt into laughter.  She can imagine how troubled he was, trying to make up something believable about them, only to still land on an outrageous idea, that, several hours later, is still troubling him!  “I was only 11 years old!”

“And I was only 12!  I was just a runt back then, like didn’t we only just graduate from the Academy at that age??  I couldn’t even clone myself at the time!”  With Hinata’s laughter, it really starts to settle in how ridiculous his story was.  “If anyone from back home heard this…”  He shakes his head, knowing that none of their friends would fall for such a stupid story.  It’s lucky that none of the Guardians know what he was like when he was younger.  “I was so embarrassing back then!  Ah, who am I kidding, I’m still an embarrassment.”

Hinata stops laughing for a second to scrunch her face up in disagreement.  “No, you weren’t!  And you aren’t.”

Naruto looks at her incredulously.  “Hinata, Hinata,” he sighs in mock seriousness.  “You don’t have to try to be nice to me all the time, I know what I was like, at least back then, I know no girl would’ve dated me.”

Instead of agreeing, she stares at him determinedly, pink filling in the peach of her cheeks.  “...You!  Were admirable!  Even back then!”  Each word forced out to smash down her bashfulness.

“Admirable at what?” he scoffs.  “At causing a commotion?  At making Iruka-sensei reprimand me?”  He nods, feeling a tiny bit of pride in his childhood escapades.  “I was pretty good at that.”

She pulls herself up, shaking her head in confusion at his self-deprecation.  “Even back then I thought you were inspirational, Naruto-kun.  You always faced forward, just like you do now.”  She smiles, hoping he can see that she’s being sincere.  “I always thought you were a great shinobi.”

Her words sound too self-assured to be lies.  Cotton puffs in his chest, light and thick at the same time.  He awkwardly grins, not knowing what to do with himself.  “Aw geez, Hinata.”  He has no words to deflect the praise, no words left to even gloat.  “...That’s gotta be the nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me.”  And he’s been hearing a lot of nice things recently, yet none of them seemed so...so real.

And he’s astonished at how nice she is, at how nice she’s always been.  He really lucked out on this mission, to get to do this one with her.  He supposes that out of all of the girls he knows, Hinata’s the only one an 8-year long secret relationship would seem even remotely possible-  “Oh.  And our ‘relationship’ is a secret to everyone in Konoha.  I haven’t married you yet because we haven’t figured out a good way to tell everyone.  And we had to keep it a secret in the first place because I have Kurama in me.”

This time Hinata really does feel speechless.

“They were asking me why we weren’t married, yet, after 8 years,” he awkwardly explains.

“Oh,” she finally softly answers.  She doesn’t know what else to say.  She knows the villagers were terrible to him back then.

“Sorry,” he starts, suddenly uncertain at her lack of response.

She hums a disagreement.  “That sounds...realistic, doesn’t it?...  My family never let me talk to you.”

He nods silently, remembering all the parents who dragged their kids away from him at the playground, who avoided even walking near him on the streets.  Hinata was just one of the many kids who was told to not even look at him.

She can see melancholy casting a shadow in his expression.  She knows that even though everyone loves him now, that doesn’t make up for the treatment in his past.  Nothing she says can erase that hurt, but… “I always wanted to talk to you when we were kids...I wanted to be your friend.”

He looks up, the clouds in his gaze chased away with honest disbelief.  “Really?”

She smiles, nodding, embarrassed at the memories of her many failures to even say a single word of greeting to him.

He searches back into his own memories, trying his best to recall little Hinata.  “You were really quiet all the time.”  He peers at her analytically.  “But I guess you wanted to be loud and brash like me, huh?” he jokes, only half-serious.

She scrunches her nose up, smiling.  “Maybe I did…”

The idea of an energetic, troublemaking Hinata gets him cracking up in laughter.  “I can’t even imagine it!”

She shrugs, smiling, unable to imagine it about herself, either.

“Ahh,” he sighs, calming down to a chuckle.  “As fun as a noisy Hinata would be, I like you the way you are.”

She looks at him.  For a moment, too amazed to respond.

She doesn’t know how he never holds things against her, against any of them.  He could so easily question why she never tried to help him in his times of need, but, instead, he jokes.

Instead of blaming her, he laughs.

He builds her up unthinkingly.

It’s a warmth that glitters about her, within her, around him.  She knows that he has no idea how his candid words light her entire world, open her up, and it’s the effect he’s always had on her.

“I like you the way you are, too," she murmurs.  It’s so close to her truth, though they’re not exactly the words she really wants to tell him.  Perhaps this mission will give her the confidence to finally confess, to finally be completely honest with him, to support and be there for him in the way he rightly deserves.

His blue eyes brighten, his head tilts slightly, as if he didn’t hear her right.  “...Thanks.”

She smiles, happy that he’s happy.

He stands up.  “Good night, then, Hinata.”

She nods, understanding that it’s getting late now.  “Good night, Naruto-kun.”

He’s not exactly sure how he ends up back at his unit, puffy cotton steadily fuzzing up his chest.

Between her blushing gaze and his own blanking-out brain, he knows he must have said something to take his leave.

He doesn’t really care about what he said, though.  He just knew he had to get out of her unit.  He had to escape, of course politely, but escape, because that’s what he always eventually does once the girls' attentions become too much for him to handle.

But this time, it’s not confused discomfort that follows him to the safety of his room.

He feels dizzy.

Breathless.

Collapsed on his bed, staring up at the ceiling, overwhelmed.  Fantasy and reality blurring, he’s not sure if he imagined it all.

Unrestrained admiration...he’s seen that a lot recently.

But to get that from Hinata…someone who’s usually so reserved, fearless, and genuine!

It’s like a punch swabbed in pillows aimed straight through his chest.  Everything thick, heavy, squishy, churning right down to his stomach.

Sick.  But a flip-flopping sick.

He’s trying to breathe it out.

Trying to rapidly blink away her softly feminine smile, softly light eyes, softly pink cheeks--

He rolls over completely, face flat into his pillow, suffocating himself.  Hooohhh...

His memory runs rampant in the dark of his mind’s eye.

“I like you the way you are, too.”  With her softly gentle voice.  Cutely smiling at him, so much care in her tone, earnest honesty, so bare and unaffected.

So real.

He smushes his face back-and-forth into his pillow as if lack of oxygen will calm the pressure in his chest and beat back the heat under his skin.  Hhhooh...

“I always thought you were a great shinobi.”  Always, like, she meant always.

“I wanted to be your friend.”

“You were admirable even back then!”

Her expression turned amusedly sneaky.  “Maybe I did.”

Hooohhhhh…

His chest is aching, all the things, so, so, so many things she said, all of them burning him up like he’s about to explode.

He flips back over, gasping, the sound of his own labored breath finally starting to clear his mind.

“Hohh...hohhhh…”  He shakes his head slowly, almost in disbelief.  “Haahh, damn…”

He’s sweating.  Blinking.  Aware of himself, freaking out, in his room.

He unzips his jacket, throws it off onto the floor.  Drags the chain mesh shirt off, too.

He closes his eyes, tuning in to how near he is to hyperventilating, trying to get his breath to pace and calm.

Logically, he knows he shouldn’t be reacting like this.  Hinata didn’t intend to provoke this ridiculous behavior from him, this is just him, blowing things out of proportion now that he's overthinking it.

It’s not a big deal.  It’s not a big deal.  Plus, she said everything so easily, like it should’ve been obvious-

His chest inexplicably tightens, heat dyeing his face.  He plops himself back over on his stomach, pressing all parts of himself into his bed, dragging the blanket beneath him tight into his stressed hands for some kind of comfort, until his muscles are straining, his body screaming for air again.

He just turns his face to the side, breath rushing into his burning lungs.  He relaxes his grip.  He stares unseeing at the wall.

Suddenly exhausted.

Hahh.  Hinata...  He closes his eyes.  Hinata…..hahh….

He holds his breath again for a second, then lets it out in a measured sigh.

Heartbeat receding from his ears, sinking back into his chest.

A smile he didn't know he had on this entire time, now hurting his cheeks.

He's okay.

He feels really good.

#naruhina fanfic #canon divergence au #no the last #fake/pretend relationship #bodyguard #undercover missions #romance #eventual smut #minor original characters #naruhina 2020 #nh2020 #thank you for reading! #naruhina fanfiction

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Out of My League (Midoriya Izuku X Reader X Bakugou Katsuki) PART 5

PART 5 to:  https://ice-cream-kitsunegirl.tumblr.com/post/189980977299/out-of-my-league-midoriya-izuku-x-reader-x

Taglist: @dailyojiromashirao​, @asja-the-hoarder​, @breezy-chan11414​, @captainw0lfy, @sunflowergem​, @lenkiryuu

Clarifications:

(F/C): Favorite Color (H/C): Hair Color (E/C): Eye Color

Summary: You prepare yourself for the dance, and Izuku is nervous as hell...

She comes to speak to me I freeze immediately 'Cause what she says sounds so unreal...

‘She’s So High’- Tal Bachman

THE OTHER DAY…

‘Hey. I know I acted like a gloomy doofus yesterday, but I still do wanna go to the dance with you. So… we’ll meet here? At the front of the school building?’

Izuku gasped sharply and loudly, hand coming to his mouth to cover any scream that wanted to leave him, and he called himself an idiot before texting back ‘Yes! Yes! We’ll meet here! Can’t wait!’ That came off a bit more excited than he hoped but he couldn’t help it, you still wanted to go to the dance?! He was so happy! Oh my God he was still going to the dance with you, he almost forgot about that…

Oh my God he almost forgot about that and now he had to learn how to dance! And fast!!

And unbeknownst to him, you were thinking the exact same thing as you stood in your room and put on several Youtube videos to learn all these cool dances. You were clumsy doing it but you kept at it so you could actually try to do something like dancing for tomorrow night…

Afterwards you made sure to shave everything, well, legs and pits at least. You’d let the forest reclaim the lands AFTER the dance, but for today and tomorrow, your legs and pits would have to be bare and maybe a little shiny.

THE DAY OF THE DANCE…

This was it. You were scared as hell as you anxiously sat in the seat of your mother’s car and double checked everything. Your legs and pits were shaven and soft with lotion you vigorously rubbed onto your skin, your teeth were brushed too but you still chewed some gum so it didn’t smell. And you wore extra deodorant and perfume so your body didn’t smell the way it usually did either.

Lastly, you made sure that this dress you chose wasn’t all messed up after you got your hair done at that place Midnight suggested and also had your nails all polished up. Looking at yourself in the mirror shocked you, lips shiny with gloss and eyes covered with that mascara stuff but it wasn’t like it was overdone. No you only had a minimal amount of make-up done because it wasn’t something you were used to but you could still see a little bit of a difference?

It was strange but at the same time you thought you actually looked kinda good. Especially now that you saw all of yourself in the mirror in your dress, your shoes, this weird purse that your mom gave you. It was kinda weird and yet weirdly exciting too. You felt like one of those princesses in those movies where the princesses were getting ready for the ball.

And you felt like surprising everyone too to let them all see their frumpy classmate all dressed up, because you were living for it as your happy mother drove you to the front of UA. “Have fun~! Please ask Inko-chan to take a picture of you and Izuku-kun!” She chimed and you perked up in shock, why did she mention Izuku’s mom?

Oh my God she wasn’t there was she…?

NOT FAR AWAY…

“M-Mom…! P-Please y-you really don’t…” Izuku was already blushing quite heavily as his mother did his tie for him, so she could take yet another picture of him. Oh my God his mother was at school with him, and his classmates were there and he could hear some of the females like Hagakure and Yaoyorozu cooing at how cute it was, while Aoyama, Tokoyami, Kouda and Ojiro glanced at him sympathetically before they went inside.

He was already nervous as hell and sweating bullets that he needed extra anti-perspirant. His teeth were brushed and everything, and he was starting to hate himself for not brushing his hair more. Even though that’s the way it was, naturally curly and yet still he wished it was a little straighter because he wanted this night to be perfect. You deserved perfect.

“I’m sorry Izuku! But I couldn’t resist! It’s your first dance with your first date!” However, Inko almost pretended to be oblivious to the fact that her son turned even redder the second the word ‘date’ came up in front of all his friends.

“D-Date?! N-No! No t-t-that’s not… I-It isn’t…” He stammered quite badly, even though he was starting to wonder, was this a date? No he couldn’t think that, he was just taking his friend out to the dance because you asked him out and he WANTED to go with you. His friend asked him out, he was NOT going to get over that…

“I-It can’t be I mean… no we’re just… f-friends…” Still, Izuku convinced himself that this was just a dance, because he still believed that you were way out of his league and he felt so lucky that you asked him out and that he would have this dance with you. Someone he thought was amazing, powerful and so…

“She’s beautiful…” Inko didn’t mean to ignore her son, but the second she saw the person he was going with she paused as soon as she saw you. And Izuku perked up a little bit in confusion when he heard his mother, but he gasped outloud as soon as he saw what she was talking about, eyes going wide when he saw that it was you.

He swore Todoroki must have been around with his quirk because Izuku felt himself freeze the second he saw you coming over to him.

You were smiling bashfully in the (F/C) dress that was long and flowing with the night breeze; there was shorts underneath, almost like a romper but it didn’t deter from how elegant it made you look. (F/C) shoes clacked with the ground you walked on, and (H/C) hair looking so beautiful, shiny in it’s unusual style, high up and tied in contrast to how you normally wore it. Your (E/C) eyes seemed to sparkle a little more today and Izuku couldn’t help but notice, his flushed cheeks burning even hotter as he couldn’t help but admire the way you looked in that dress, his mother was far from wrong.

You WERE beautiful. You were so beautiful…

“Izuku…! Is that little (Y/N)-chan?!” But then his thoughts were broken when his mom recognized this lovely young woman as you, and he nodded slowly, “Y-Yes… yes it is… and… s-she is…” He clarified, and agreed with what his mom had said earlier, god you were so beautiful…

“U-Uhh H-Hi! Hi Mrs. Midoriya.” Your smile widened when you saw Izuku’s sweet little mother and she was more than excited to greet you again. “(Y/N)-chan! It’s so nice to see you again! Oh my goodness… y-you… you’ve grown so much!” She remembered you as Izuku’s good friend, you were a sweet girl, definitely had that charm to you, and so it surprised her to see you looking… like an adult.

“Y-Yeah…! Haha… I uh… still can’t believe I’m here… but if there’s one person I wanted to ask out to this thing… it was Izuku. He’s… been my friend forever… and I wanted to dance with him.” You said somewhat shyly but sincerely as Izuku’s face somehow turned even redder.

“A-Ahhhh…! T-Th… T-Thank you (Y/N)… o-oh my God… I-I…I-I’m so g-glad that… y-you asked me out… I-I… n-n-never thought I would… g-get to go to… o-one of these things… b-but… t-thank you (Y/N)…” Poor Izuku could barely speak he was so flustered, still so awed seeing you looking so regal and so powerful. How and why you asked him out to this dance he’ll never know.

“Y-Yeah… y-you… you’re welcome Izuku. I’m… really happy to be here.” You said with a warm smile, which made Inko smile. But then she started to tear up when this made her realize that her son was all grown up, because just not long ago she remembered you and Izuku playing together, the two of you were so tiny and now you were going to a dance…

You were always so good and so sweet to her boy…

“Thank you (Y/N)-chan!! For being so good to my Izuku!!” She promptly burst into tears as you and Izuku both jumped and started to freak out a little bit when the poor woman started crying. “M-Mom! Mom it’s okay…! D-Don’t cry…!”

“M-Mrs. Midoriya…! R-Really it’s no problem! Of course!” Still, you and Izuku smiled and comforted the emotional woman and she did calm down… albeit purely for the sake to take at least 20 pictures of her son with you.

‘She bounced back fast…’ You thought in amusement as you stood with Izuku, hand in his as he was still blushing darkly and looking hella embarrassed when his mom kept taking picture after picture. “Mom I-I think that’s…”

“Oh just one more! It’s your first dance!!” She chirped as you giggled and kinda helped her by putting your head on Izuku’s shoulder and he nearly screamed and you swore he was going to faint when you hugged his arm and Inko took even MORE pictures.

“O-Okay I think…” Izuku felt bad for wanting to make his mother stop but this was getting embarrassing, “C’mon Izuku… put your arm around me, for your mom.” However, you convinced him to let her take one more picture as Izuku’s body trembled and his eyes went wide.

He wasn’t unfamiliar with being hugged, but it still made him incredibly anxious. At least until you smiled at him, oh God that didn’t help you were too beautiful. “It’s okay… just like this.” But your words and gentle touches somehow allowed him to calm down long enough as he swallowed hard and found his arm around you.

He tried to will himself to not blush any darker when he could hear his mother squeal as she took at least 10 pictures of that and you had to try not to laugh at how endearing she was. “Okay, okay! Thank you! I think I took plenty… have fun you two~!” Although she wanted to take a little bit more pictures of her son actually dancing with you, she decided to give her flustered boy a break so you and him could actually go into the building.

“W-We will mom…!”

“Oh we totally will!”

The two of you waved at the women before Izuku decided that now was a good time to go in, he’s seen this in movies before where the guy offers his arm out to the girl but he felt so shy and so anxious about doing so. He shakily brought his arm out for you to take, which you were more than happy to as you giggled.

“Goodness aren’t you a gentleman?” You asked him somewhat playfully as he started to stutter and blush quite heavily again, his face was so bright red you thought it was adorable and just wanted to kiss it all over.

“I-I uh… w-well u-um… I-I… h-hope so…” He admitted, although he didn’t want to brag and say he considered himself a gentleman because his mother DID raise a gentleman after all. However, he knew that you deserved just that, a gentleman.

“You are Izuku… obviously. Your mom is so sweet it’s only normal that her baby boy is just as sweet.” You smirked and teased him a little more as he perked up in embarrassment, “(Y/N)…! Don’t say that…!” He kind of whined when you called him a ‘baby boy’ and you just smiled and laughed, hugging his arm as his already flushed cheeks further reddened.

“That’s a good thing though… it’s why I asked you out.” You said rather fondly and this somewhat calmed the boy down a little bit, even though it still shocked him, it also made him really happy as he was able to smile at you. “I’m… glad (Y/N). I didn’t think I wanted to ever go to one of these things until… well… until you asked me out and I thought that maybe it’d be fun, because I’d actually get to go with someone I… trust.” He couldn’t bring himself to say ‘like’ because… for one he was already blushing just thinking about saying it, and on top of that, he didn’t want to just ruin everything by saying he liked you.

Even though he did, he really liked you, and deep down, he always has…

“Yeah… me too.” Nodding in agreement you and Izuku smiled at each other as you couldn’t help but admire all of these silly decorations, “Hee-hee… I’m almost thinking about going to Mcdonalds after this or something… what do you think Izuku? Wanna go someplace after this, maybe ice cream?” It was so awkward you had to say something that sounded like you and it actually made Izuku feel a little bit more at ease as he almost giggled.

“Sure! I think that’d be a good idea…” He was more than happy to accept that, if it meant getting to spend more time with you, then he’d go with you anywhere and even take you anywhere.

INSIDE THE GYM…

“What the fuck am I even doing here?”

Was all Bakugo could ask himself as he glowered at this entire fucking place with it’s annoyingly bright music and corny music. Who the hell was in charge of the music? And why the hell did they let Kaminari choose some songs?

Then again, some of these dumb old songs also sounded like songs you listened to. Bakugo knew of your taste in music, frankly he thought your taste in music sucked, but that was just you. And this theme, good God this fucking theme, it was definitely something you chose and he couldn’t believe it won.

Yet, he was almost bummed that you couldn’t even be here to see it. He knew how much you loved this dumb show, and he had to admit, it was cool. Those three dragons were fucking awesome. Dammit, you weren’t here…

He almost didn’t expect you to be here though, not after you were feeling too miserable to even get up out of your room. Although, Kirishima and Mina did tell him that you were feeling better. He wanted to go and see if you were all right, but he was also still kind of mad at you for going off on him the other day. Even though you had every right to, Bakugo was well aware that he wasn’t a good friend to you all those years. He wanted to apologize, but his damn pride kept him from doing just that…

Maybe he just leave, this dance wasn’t even fun or even getting close to anything resembling fun. He only came because Kirishima and Kaminari annoyed him into going.

“Aww c’mon man, it just started!” Kirishima tried to get his friend to stick around just a little bit longer, since they literally just got here.

“Well it fucking sucks already! What the hell kind of dance is this supposed to be?!” The theme was the only good part, but he didn’t want to admit that he wasn’t having fun because he was still not all happy because of everything that’s been going on with you and him. Kirishima knew though, so he smiled at his friend because he knew you were coming.

He just didn’t know that you asked someone else to dance.

“Give it a chance! I mean… it’s just getting’ started, the music and the girls are coming~.” Kaminari tried to tease him, but Bakugo could care less about the girls. All except for one, and he was certain that one wasn’t even coming. Dances weren’t your thing.

Dances weren’t his thing either. He thought they were a waste of time and still didn’t see the point of them. Sure he was cool enough to go to them, and anyone else who tried to ask him out was always rejected. Some were too scared to even ask him even if they wanted to, but you were somehow brave enough to, even when he rejected you.

Bakugo would never admit it, but he felt bad for you. Not just for the video, but for everything. All he’d done in the past, how he rejected you like that before the Sadie Hawkins dance, and the fact that you probably weren’t even coming because again, dances weren’t your thing. And he had no doubts that you didn’t ask anyone out because you were way too shy to do that, so he thought.

“Oh my God, who cares?!” He shouted angrily at his two dumb friends, much to Sero’s amusement as he tried to not laugh at his friends’ expense.

“Sheesh… someone’s got a wedgie or something…” Sero commented on how extra cranky Bakugo was to Mina, but she didn’t seem to be paying attention as she had her eyes on something else. She looked surprised, even amazed as she saw you peeking from behind the entrance door.

“She looks beautiful…!” Mina finally spoke and Sero tried to see where she was looking and his eyes started to widen as he quietly said ‘oh…’ and caught the attention of Kirishima when he noticed his two friends looking quite surprised.

“Oh… wow… no kidding... she is...” Mina wasn’t kidding, Kirishima had his eyes on you, in that dress, your hair, your eyes… you were beautiful…

“Who?! Yaoyorozu, Uraraka?” Kaminari then giddily asked, obviously he was expecting two of the prettier girls but he got the shock (pun intended) of his life when he saw his friends all looking right at you. He’d never seen you look so… beautiful… wow… was that really you?

“Holy Shit... wow... um... I uh...” And now he was stuttering, as if it were the first time he’s noticed how pretty you looked, and it was...

“Tch…” Bakugo had no idea why all his dumb friends were dropping their jaws though, it’s not like any of these girls were goddesses or anything. They were pretty but why were they so awestruck…

"...?!" But then he gasped and his red eyes went wide when he finally turned to see what they were all looking at. And it was you, in your (F/C) dress, flowing and elegant with your hair all styled up as you walked inside slowly, somewhat anxiously but with a shy smile when some of your classmates waved at you with wide, amazed eyes.

Bakugo didn’t think he was capable of freezing, but he couldn’t move, at the moment he couldn’t move or do anything other than stare at how stunning you looked. Nothing else in the world existed, just you as he watched the way you walked, the way that you moved, the way that you smiled so bashfully as if you didn’t know how beautiful you were.

It was such a stark contrast to your usual self, all dressed down and not dolled up, a look Bakugo grew fond of because that was just how you were and he always secretly thought that it was endearing. Yet, he couldn’t help but admire and appreciate this princess-y version of you, you looked so lovely, so captivating that he couldn’t and he wouldn’t dare tear his gaze away from you, or the way that dress hugged your body without showing too much skin. No, it showed just the right amount, and you had such lovely skin, and a lovely body to go with it. He slapped his younger self for being a fucking moron, calling you gross and ugly. Hell no, you were the most beautiful girl he had ever seen in his life.

“Man... (L/N)’s a little hottie...” Kaminari thought outloud, a bit more shamelessly than he meant to come off as Sero nudged him a little bit, “Hehe okay... you’re not wrong, she’s... wow cute... real cute...” He said just a tad bit more respectfully, but then it was Kaminari’s turn to nudge him when they could clearly see Bakugo paying them no mind, just you...

“Someone’s got a crush~.” Mina whispered to the two of them, who started to snicker and nod in agreement. 

“What...?!” But then apparently they weren’t quiet enough as Bakugo shouted at them, and that was enough to make Sero and Kaminari nervously smile at him. “Hey it’s cool dude! I mean... it’s like I said (L/N) is cool! Sweet, funny and cute!” Kirishima was obviously stunned by how different and lovely you looked tonight, but at the same time, he knew you had a little something-something to you even before you got a little more dolled up.

And all those times Bakugo would yell at him for being stupid, because it was just his way of denying the fact that it was true. Kirishima was always right about you, he always thought you were cute, sweet and funny in your own weird way, but no there was no humanly way Bakugo could deny it...

“Go get her dude! You should ask her to dance!” Bakugo was so lost in your beauty that he almost didn’t hear Kirishima and the rest of his friends urging him to go try and make a move on you as Kaminari and Sero aided the redhead in cheering as they were giving him thumbs-up and chanting ‘Go get her!’ while Mina giggled and snuck away to go with the girls.

“Shut up you idiots!” Still he shouted at them because they weren’t really helping even though he was GOING to go and ask you to dance, somehow... but the last thing wanted was to get your attention by looking like an idiot.

One things for sure is that he wasn’t going to leave this dance now. No, Bakugo was going to dance with you tonight. He wanted to dance with you, and maybe even actually apologize for being such an asshole in the past. He was an idiot back then for saying that stupid shit, you were the only girl in the world to him, and you were the only girl in the world he wanted to dance with.

Finally he snapped himself out of it, and found it in him to move again as you finally seemed to notice him. God, he thought it was adorable when he saw pink coating your cheeks as you gave one of your typical crooked smiles and awkward little waves.

Bakugo didn’t get flustered, but somehow you managed to do just that as he tried to glare at you like always but couldn’t fight the blush heating his cheeks. It was you, why was he so nervous around you now? You were his friend weren’t you? It didn’t matter that you looked like some queen who was missing her crown…

Oh my God it did matter, you were beautiful all along and he needed to have you, he needed to dance with you.

He took the first step, the music doing nothing to aid him as it played one of those corny love songs from America that he remembered seeing once in this crappy rom-com with you, Deku and Deku’s mom for that matter when you were all really little.

'Cause she's so high High above me She's so lovely~

Annoyingly catchy, but absolutely perfect, because you were more beautiful than Aphrodite. Your smile outshined all the lights in this room and Bakugo forced himself to keep going to you despite all of these new nerves coursing through his veins.

But…

In his mind he swore the music STOPPED the second someone else walked in right besides you, no one else other than…

Deku...

Deku?!

Bakugo cringed and gasped, looking shocked, horrified and absolutely appalled when he saw you with, with… 

Deku?! 

Deku of all people?!

“Hee-hee…”

He heard you giggling. It wasn’t the first time he’s heard you giggle with Deku, and it wasn’t the first time it pissed him off either, but right now, it pissed him off even more than usual as he snarled and clenched his fists the second he saw that fucking Deku smiling that stupid smile at you. As you held onto his arm…

The blonde’s eyes further widened as he started to gasp once the realization hit him…

Deku was here with you. Deku was your date…

No fucking way…

He couldn’t have that, he couldn’t let Deku have you.

And he was glad that all the girls rushed over to you once they saw their last girl show up, dressed up so beautifully that they couldn’t help but fawn all over you.

“OMG~!! GIRL!! That dress is FIERCE!!”

“WOW!! (L/N)!! You... you look SO pretty!!”

“No kidding that dress is... WOW...”

“Wow, it’s really nice, and it’s your color too, amazing...”

“Oh my goodness! (L/N)!! You look so good!! You’re… beautiful…” Mina, Uraraka, Jirou, Tsuyu and especially Yaoyorozu approached you and Izuku once the two of you came in together and they had to praise you for how beautiful you looked.

“Aww thanks Momo!” You called her by her name with a big smile, her eyes sparkling with joy at how you dropped the formalities as a token of friendship, “Oh! And thanks for helping me with my boobs! I couldn’t have gotten this dress without your help!” You then chirped happily which made the guys in the vicinity, but especially Izuku and Bakugo all blush quite madly with wide eyes of shock at such a statement.

“Oh it’s no problem at all! I was happy to help!” She replied rather happily as you giggled, “That’s my girl~! You are looking FINE tonight just like I knew you would!!” Hagakure then had to compliment you on how amazing you looked as you smiled at the invisible girl.

“Thank you Tooru… you were right.” You giggled a little bit when she was giving you a look that you couldn’t see, but you knew she was making it and she was right to. Because she always believed in you and she was always urging you to be more confident, and now you were. You found it in you, it was always there, it just took a while to actually act on it.

No more hiding, you were ready to be you. This was your ultimate ‘This Is Me’ Camp Rock moment as you grinned at the way everything looked inside this place, so this is what a dance looked like. This was where you and Izuku were going to dance.

“Ooooh~. (L/N)! Are you and Midoriya… here together to dance?!” And Mina picked up on it, Hagakure always knew but this really shocked the other girls, especially Uraraka whose smile looked a little extra forced as soon as she heard this…

So Deku did have someone ask him out… in hindsight… it’s a good thing she couldn’t bring herself to ask him here…

“Hee-hee that’s right…” You said rather shyly as Izuku blushed a bright shade of red once it became more obvious and it served to piss off Bakugo even more as he couldn’t help but overhear you talking to the girls, “I didn’t think I’d have the balls to but… I did it…” Chuckling nervously you started to blush as badly as Izuku was.

“I’m still shocked that you said ‘yes’ to be honest Izuku…” You admitted with a smile, obviously still a little bit self-deprecating which made Izuku smile sadly at you, “You shouldn’t be shocked… of course I said yes. If there’s anyone in the world that I want to go to the dance with… it’s you (Y/N).” He said a little more confidently, and your blush darkened as your smile warmed.

“Aww… Izuku… haha well hey! Music’s gonna play, let’s get our groove on~!!” You exclaimed and shook your hips a little bit as Izuku perked up nervously, but excitedly too. All-Might taught him how to dance last-minute just yesterday so he had this!

“R-Right…!”

He exclaimed as you and he were oblivious to the way Bakugo was glaring at you when he saw you both going to the dance floor, and he didn’t hesitate to follow you both with a furious, determined glare.

He couldn't and wouldn't believe it. You asked fucking Deku to this dance?! That was NOT going to fly. If anyone was going to dance with you, it was going to be HIM.

Not Deku, HIM!

TO BE CONTINUED...

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[cowboyguts-moved]

Ok i’ve GOT to know 14 and 15 because josh...you have a torment hard-on unlike anyone else i have ever seen...why do you always have one OC who’s like a fucking orphan with a peg leg and almost starved to death as an infant or another one who ended up in the hospital and lost all of their money because their small time drug dealer turned out to be working for the colombian cartel and robbed them blind. josh why

ok tumblr wont let me post all of it but gimme a sec and ill edit this ask

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HHSHDJDKXNXJDJZNSJ WHAT'S FUCKIN LIFE WITHOUT PERILOUS DANGER and inborn trauma and tragedy... i do it to purge myself of my own problems and to give me incentive for research and discovering different walks of life than my own ... you almost hit the nail on the head with lewis though which is the answer to

14. The roughest backstory I’ve given an OC

Lewis was made because the head of this cult wanted lewis to be born... kinda like symbolism for jesus's birth. i don't know all the lore for this cult yet but they're a small commune north of a small town in northern California. They have their own isolated community of two hundred people give or take. Lewis' mom was a teenage runaway and lewis' dad was a simple farm hand in a cruel family who treated him poorly because of mental disability and they had to have lewis because it was ordered of them and there was sorta no way out of it...they had a boy and for some reason the birth of this kid didnt feel right and he didnt feel like... divine enough to be used for ritual practice and the ultimate mission of these cults leaders... which would inevitably be a sacrifice of the boy. haha (: and so theyre like ...try again. so now Lewis was born with a fraternal sister but they only cared about Lewis...his real name is Aloysius for petes sake, he's named after a saint. Lewis isnt particularly singled out as he grows up like he doesn't know he's being especially watched because of some bullshit prophecy that was most definitely made up and no theres no angelic godly energy running through him everyone is just a bunch of freaks. Lewis grows up not knowing his siblings are his biologically because the commune is about group-raising. everyone is a sibling every adult is a parent. he doesn't know his mom is His mom but she watches him extra close and lewis gets an idea that this one women may be his Mom mom even though he doesnt have a strong concept of what that even means. Lewis is abused and neglected like other kids, him more severely by a man called Father Gabriel..we despise him ha ha. he's the most vile evil character i will ever make. Lewis's life is fine, not fine... because he's being raised in a cult... but fine in his eyes because he gets schooling in the small community school, he gets recreation activities..this is where he learns to paint, he does labor a lot but he does love when he gets to garden and pet the animals in their barn, he sings in the church choir. the hardest part about it are his visits with Father Gabriel that occur whenever father wants them to at whatever time of day and the neglect from the Brothers of the church as well. this starts when he's about 7 or 8

he's treated especially poorly and corporal punishment and solitary confinement and withholding of basic needs is a big thing. etc etc. this is a religious cult obviously so that sort of biblical fear is instilled in him. uhhh then for whatever reason i have to iron out the kids are allowed to go to private schools close by, probably as not to seem like a closed off and suspicious cult that draws attention. lewis meets chris at his school (: hehe. lewis still has to go back to the commune every weekend though and thats especially hell because things get worse when he's in middle school. uhh when high school comes around hes actually plucked out of the school system and is going back to living full time in the commune and being homeschooled except he and 5 children are selected to go on a Retreat with father gabriel and two of the Brothers..the retreat is actually just living in an abandoned home in the middle of Nebraska and its one big sacrificial ritual thats lasts a year and the kids are of course neglected, made to do odd rituals, are humiliated. uhh basically its Horror Movie stuff... i wanted it to feel like a horror movie that lewis is trying to escape from. theres no light in the house. they only use candles and daylight. theres limited food. hardly any outside time. the ultimate goal is that they'll eventually get very malnourished and then theyll be sacrificed... a little girl doesnt make it. Lewis is upset because he learned to love her as a sister. he can feel himself getting closer to death.... he has deep lacerations on his leg from abuse and theyre not getting treated and his tissue is dying and his leg is getting gangrene. he escapes one night through the corn field and he tells a man he sees in town to call the police and then flees. he realizes his leg is dying! he by chance meets a doctor! lewis has no money for amputation so he offers something Else and this disgusting doctor accepts!!! lewis is sent off with a bad wooden prosthetic and not enough healing time in bed and no physical therapy and his own supply of pain meds that will soon run out! lewis prostitutes for money and pain meds in mystic overhang!! he gets with very repulsive men that mistreat him! when lewis is touched he gets very pliable and limp as a coping mechanism! he stops the meds and withdrawals! thank you

15. The least painful backstory I’ve given an OC

My least painful backstory HHHSHDHSHS IS TANNER. jesus tanner grew up with a very...here or there father. he's not great at all. he's not the worst. but being around him feels kinda empty and they don't talk about much besides tanner in hockey and other common interests like that. his parents are divorced, he feels lost with his passions and where he's going in life. it all feels a bit aimless and he feels like he's on the Precipice of something bad or losing something he holds dear. like friends and memories and his girlfriend amiyah. his brother is really mean like pretty much abusive..he's 14 and he's narcissist asshole with a fucked up head and he makes his life hell and he's honestly a little frightening. sometimes his mom is unaware of the important things going on in tanners life and she's a bit harebrained and unfairly self absorbed but she is a good lady and he loves her. also we arent sure yet if this is canon material but he gets amiyah pregnant and she miscarries 3 months in SO...yeah there u have it.

#abuse #child abuse #child neglect #child torture #lewis #tanner

[lovemesomesurveys]

1. Are you related to the last person you spoke to? Yes, I was talking to my mom and brother. 2. Are your blankets normally kicked all over the place when you wake up? No. 3. Do you wear an eye mask when you go to sleep? Nope. I’ve been wanting to get one of those eye cooling sleep masks, though. I get bad headaches and cold washcloths help with those, so I figured a cooling sleeping mask would be great for that. And for when it’s hot. 4. Are family get-togethers fun or awkward for you? I like them.  5. Are any of your friends hoping to be famous one day? No.

6. What do you do if someone way too old for you hits on you? I’d decline. 7. Can you eat a whole pizza by yourself? I typically only eat 2-3 slices at a time. 8. Do you wear a lot of red clothes? No. 9. Do you lock the doors? Of course. 10. Is coffee better with or without milk? I only use milk (well soy milk) when I order lattes/mocha/macchiatos. If I order a regular coffee at like a restaurant then I use Half and Half and sugar. At home I use flavored creamer.  11. When was the last time you were at a hotel? Last weekend briefly when dropping my brother off. My mom and I went up to check out his room and stuff before we left. 12. Who would you kiss right now if you could kiss anyone? My doggo. 13. Are you afraid of the dark, or were you ever? I mean, I sleep with the TV on for some light and sound because I can’t have it completely dark or silent. 14. Do you have trust issues? Not really. I just have a hard time opening up and expressing myself to anyone. 15. When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard? I don’t remember. It’s been a long time since I’ve laughed that hard. 16. What are your plans for Thursday? I don’t have any plans for tomorrow. 17. Have you had your birthday yet this year? Yes, back in July. 18. Are you playing hard to get right now? No. I’m just hard to want. 19. Do you still talk to the person you were dating five months ago? I was single and still am. 20. Does cuddling freak you out? No. 21. Are your toenails painted? Nope. 22. Have you ever told someone you were in love with them? Yes. I laid all my feelings out on the table for Joseph, which took every ounce of courage I could muster up. It was so hard for me. 23. Ever slapped a guy in the face? Only playfully, and it was lightly. 24. Would you ever dye your hair blonde? Nah. I had blonde highlights for several years, but I never went full on blonde. 25. Did you make anything to eat today? I had a sandwich for lunch. 26. Do you wear eyeliner? When I wear makeup, which is rare nowadays.  27. What’s your favourite part of the song that you’re listening to? I’m not listening to music right now. 28. Do you think you’re a good friend? I haven’t been at all for the past few years. I’ve been very shitty. :/ I can’t even call anyone a friend anymore. 29. If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose? Fall. 30. Could you go out in public looking like you do now? I’m wearing leggings with Santas all over and A Christmas Story shirt at the moment... in October. :X lol I’d really rather not. Plus, my hair is messy. Like,  I couldn’t even just throw a hat on it.  31. What was on your mind mostly today? Blah. 32. Who was the last person you got into a small argument with? My mom and I bicker sometimes, mostly cause my moody moods get especially bad and I just end up butting heads with everyone. :/ 33. Can you handle the truth? Depends. 34. Are there some songs you can’t listen to because they remind you of someone? I listen to them anyway and get sad. 35. Last night, did you go to sleep smiling? I never go to sleep smiling. 36. Where did you sleep last night? My bed. 37. Did you have a good day yesterday? It was alright. 38. What was the highlight of today? I’m getting my favorite pizza for dinner.  39. Do you hate anyone? Besides myself, no. 40. Do you wish you had the chance to tell someone something right now? Not right now. 41. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My mom. 42. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? No. 43. Do horror movies these days scare you? I love horror movies now it’s so weird. I used to be such a scardy cat. It’s October aka spooky time and I want to watch a ton of scary movies. 44. What is the best thing that’s happened in the past week? Spending the afternoon this past Sunday in one of my favorite touristy cities  that’s near water so it’s a lot cooler there temp wise and it was great and getting my favorite pizza twice. 45. What colour is your hair? Naturally it’s dark brown, but I dye it red. 46. What did you do yesterday? Same stuff I always do. 47. What are you doing tonight? Eat pizza and watch AHS. 48. Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger? When? No. 49. Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now? No. 50. Do you want to fix things with anybody? Yes, but I know I’m not in the right space mentally to do so yet. 51. Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? I’ve gone 6 years so far since the last time and I have no desire to drink as of now. 52. Is your hair long enough to pull over your face like a mustache? Yeah. 53. Do you ever find yourself making up survey questions throughout the day? There’s been times I’ve thought up a question or two. 54. Who is your favourite online friend? I think the survey community on here is pretty cool. 55. What was the last thing you tried for the first time? Hmm. I can’t think of something at the moment. 56. What was the last thing you said out loud, and how loud were you speaking? I was saying goodbye to my mom and brother who were leaving to go get our food. 57. What’s your favourite nail polish colour to wear or see on others? I liked wearing black the best. 58. What was the last thing you learned? Hmm. 59. How warm do you like your showers/baths to be? Not scorching, burning hot, but hot.  60. Are there any advertisements/commercials you actually like? Which? There’s been some commercials that I actually like, but generally I don’t pay much attention to them. 61. How often do you visit your relatives? Not often these days. There’s some family members I was really close with that I haven’t seen in a few years, which is crazy. I just really became withdrawn, distant, and reclusive these past few years from everyone. :/ 62. In your opinion, what is the scariest natural disaster? All of them sound terrifying. I’ve thankfully never experienced one. So far anyway... 63. What design is on your bed sheets? They’re just pink. 64. What is your favourite brand of fizzy drink? Like soda? I like Coke and Dr. Pepper, but I haven’t actually soda, only just a bit when I take my medicine, in like 2 years. I used to have one a day and I had been drinking soda since I was a kid (not regularly as a little kid, but I had it sometimes. I regularly started having it in middle school). 65. As a kid, did you use toothpaste that wasn’t minty? Yeah, I remember having bubblegum flavored ones. 66. What is your favourite vegetable? Spinach, potatoes, broccoli.  67. Do you have any other countries’ timezones saved to your computer/mobile phone? No. 68. Is your username the same for every website? No. 69. What do you have in your online bookmarks? On the bookmarks bar on Chrome I have Google, Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, and YouTube. 70. Do you have a lucky number? Why is it so lucky? I don’t believe in luck, but my favorite number is 8. 71. Do you set your browser to remember passwords? No. 72. Describe the perfect burger: I’m not a big burger person, but if I were to have one I’d just want cheese, ketchup, mustard, and mayo. 73. What was the last thing you made yourself to eat? A sandwich. 74. Do you agree that the nude scenes in movies are generally unnecessary? Uhh sometimes, but it’s whatever. I still act like a kid and mostly look away, though lol. 75. Have you ever stood on a sea creature while at the beach? Uh, no? 76. What’s worse; speaking in all caps, or all lowercase? When people type in all caps my mind reads it like yelling. 77. What’s your favourite place to go for fast food? Taco Bell, Burger King, McDonald’s, Chick-Fil-A, or Jack in the Box. However, I haven’t really been into fast food at all for the past few months, oddly enough. 78. How many fillings do you have? A lot. 79. Do you prefer warm or cold hands? I’m fine with my hands being warm, just not me overall being hot.  80. Have you ever had a mud fight? No. 81. When you see people in love, is your first reaction “ew” or “cute”? Cute.

82. Have you ever woken up from a dream and thought it had actually happened? 83. Do you know anyone who closely resembles someone else? Yeah, family members. lol. 84. When your sunburn peels, do you leave it or pull at it? I’m the worst cause I pull it. :X 85. What type of food do you find yourself craving most (sweet, savoury, meat, etc.)? Savory. 86. Why did you last go to the doctors? Monthly checkup for one of the ongoing things I’m dealing with. 

#personal #text #survey #surveys

[studpuffin]

The Richie Diaries Chapter 2:

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Richie Tozier talks a lot. In fact, most of his friends would say one of his defining features, is that he never shuts the fuck up.

But right now Richie is speechless.

Not only is he completely at a loss for words, but he’s also mildly horrified that his estranged grandmother is three feet from him with an expectant smile on her face, like he’s supposed to start jumping for joy that he has yet another thing that’s going to make him a freak to his peers.

He’s barely surviving high school. How the fuck can anyone expect him to run a country?

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” It’s out of his mouth before he can find a nicer way to say it, although he does get a quick flash of joy at the horrified look on Claria’s face.

“I beg your pardon. Does your father let you get away with that language?”

“You can’t just waltz into my life and tell me this. And are you SURE you have the right person? I mean look at me!” he frantically gestures to himself in all his frizzy-haired, chipped nail polish, dirty sneakered glory.

His grandmother gives him a sympathetic smile, “Richard, I know this is a big change in your life. And I know that the adjustment won’t simply happen, but once you’re all settled in Genovia you’ll see it really isn’t-”

“I’m sorry what?!” Richie slumped lower in his seat, “Move to Genovia?”

“Of course,” She smiled in that cool, calculated that made Richie want to knock himself out on the heavy marble table, “You’ll meet parliament and get to know the traditions of the country.”

“Who said I was doing it?” he cut in quickly, “You can’t make me do this,” he shoved his chair away from the table, “No FUCKING way,” he grabbed his backpack and bolted from the room.

Half an hour later, Richie stomped into the apartment and was instantly furious with the scene in front of him. It wasn’t that the scene was particularly offensive or even that uncommon. Went and Mochi was curled up on the couch watching some Simpson’s rerun. What made Richie fume was that his father could act like life was completely normal when the world was clearly falling apart.

Richie slammed the door loudly, causing Went to look over from the television.

“Hey Rich. How was seeing grandma?”

That was the final straw, “Like you don’t know how it was,” Richie huffed, flinging his backpack into an empty chair, “You knew!” he rounded on his father who was giving him that look. The look parents give as if to say, ‘sorry for lying to you but I have an excuse.”

“Rich…”

“Oh no, you don’t get to make me feel bad for being mad. You lied to me! For 18 years!” He kicked off his sneakers, and shot up the stairs, his bedroom door slamming shut behind him, blocking him off from whatever excuses his father could have made.

Richie’s alarm blared the next morning, beeping loudly until he kicked it off the table near the foot of his bed, flinching as it crashed to the floor.

Fuck school today, he thought to himself, pulling the blankets over his head and tugging Mochi to his chest. He buried his face in his pillow, letting the events of yesterday circle around in his head.

This has to be a nightmare. That didn’t happen. He shifted onto his back, letting Mochi push her paws into his stomach and make herself comfortable. He lay there a few more moments longer until the grumbling of his stomach forced him out of bed.

The sight in his kitchen was not at all what he expected. His father was reading the paper and drinking coffee and sitting across from him was his grandmother, daintily eating a toaster waffle and sipping coffee.

His brain spun so fast, he felt a wave of panic and nausea rising in his stomach. This wasn’t supposed to happen. If they were in the same place that could only mean one thing.

They were going to make him do this.

“Dad...what’s going on?” he cautiously walked over to the counter and picked up a cup of coffee. His eyes darted quickly between his dad and grandmother. Wentworth looked up from his paper and ran a hand through his hair, much like Richie did when he was nervous.

“Rich...we have to have a talk.”

“No kidding,” he mumbled, taking a sip of his coffee and scowling at the neon green floor tiles of their kitchen.

There was silence for a moment until Claria cleared her throat, “Richard-”

“Richie,” he snapped, glaring at her.

“Richie,” she amended, “This...whole situation was supposed to be avoided. You...you were born out of wedlock and your mother was meant to come home and get married. But when she...well she had some health complications that made it impossible for her to have another child, leaving you as her sole heir. Our country's sole heir.”

“But no pressure or anything,” he deadpanned.

“Quite the opposite. The future if the nation rests on your shoulders.”

Richie barely suppressed a snort, and looked over at Wentworth, “Do they not have sarcasm in Genovia?”

Wentworth gave him a warning look, “What your grandmother is trying to say,” he looked over cautiously at Claria, “is that there are...some expectations. However,” he held up a hand as Richie tried to protest, “I know this is a lot to spring on you. And I completely understand if you don’t want to do it or if you need to take your time to make a decision.”

Richie narrowed his eyes suspiciously, “What’s the catch?”

Claria gave him a small satisfied smile, “You’ll be attending lessons with me.”

Richie scrunched up his nose, “Lessons?”

She nodded, “Lessons. In diplomacy, fashion, etiquette. Every day after school until the Independence Day Ball that is a month away.”

Richie choked on his coffee “A month? I’m supposed to learn all of this in a month?!”

Claria gave him a smile smirk and he shudders at the sudden realization that there were, in fact, facial similarities with the woman who was attempting to ruin his life, “Trust me, Richard. In my hands, you will.”

“Richie you promised!” Bev slammed her history textbook on the table, “You said you would help me edit tonight!”

Richie looked up from where he was listlessly poking at his cafeteria food, “Bev, believe me, I’d rather be with you editing for the newest episode of Breakfast with Bev but Madam has made it explicitly clear that if I’m not the Plaza at 3:30 sharp she’s going to send the entire NYPD after me. Get Ben to help you.”

“Can she do that?” Eddie’s eyes widened in concern.

Richie shrugged, “Legally? Probably not. Will she anyway? Most definitely.”

Bev huffed, “I wish you’d at least bring the camera. Your grandma would be a great interview subject for the family history episode.”

“Something tells me she’s not the family history project kind of person,” he mumbled before turning to Eddie again, “Hey Eds did you fix my baby yet.”

Eddie had quite the talent for cars. He loved to help people and fix things, and that coupled with his dexterity and patient nature is what made Richie come to him with the insane project of fixing up his 1985 Mustang.

Eddie cringed, “Err...kinda?”

Richie gulped, “Kinda?”

Eddie gave him an apologetic smile, “sorry Richie. Come by later though. Mike might be able to fix it.”

Eddie...sweet caring Eddie. Always going out of his way to help

Richie shoved his shoulder gently, “At least lemme pay you for staying late this time.”

Eddie smiled shyly and shrugged his hand off, “No way. Come one you know that the Hanlons just let me stay late and practice anyway. Not like my mom would let me bring the keyboard home.”

What a gem this kid is. Seriously Richie why haven’t we wifed him up again?

Are we seriously still gonna sit here and pine over Denbrough until we graduate?

Richie shook his head slightly and sighed, willing himself not to think about what was coming after school as he got lost in whatever story Bev was telling now.

3:45 pm. Richie slumped lower in his chair, scowling at the clock. 15 minutes and she still wasn’t there. He jiggled his foot, watching it come dangerously close to an intricate looking statue on the table in front of him. He narrowed his eyes in annoyance, picking at his nails.

“Mr. Tozier?”

The voice startled him, making his foot slip, causing him to hit the statue and knock it off the table where it shatters on the floor. He looked up, making panicked eye contact with a pretty girl with long auburn hair, pulled up in a neat ponytail. She surveyed him with a look of vague amusement on her face.

“I can fix that…” he whispered.

“I doubt it,” she laughed, flipping her ponytail over her shoulder, and held out her hand, “I’m Patricia. Your grandmother’s assistant,” she nodded towards the door, “She’s ready for you.” He scrambled to stand, accidentally knocking over the chair he was sitting in. He cringes as he hears the dull thud and the tinkle of what he assumes was the expensive looking vase on the table next to it breaking. He quickly through another, ‘sorry’ over his shoulder at Patricia and takes off down the hallway toward the large wooden doors.

She’s ready for you. God that makes her sound like a fucking bond villain. He thinks to himself as he pushes the door to her suit open. Sure enough, there’s Claria, sitting in a plush high-backed chair with her white Persian cat Elsa perched on her lap. She looked up when he entered and regarded cooly.

“I’ve been expecting you,”

BOND VILLAIN called it!!  

“Yeah...I’ve been here for like 15 minutes already.”

“Do you realize adding ‘like’ into your sentence makes you sound exponentially more uneducated than you are? I’m sure that fancy school of yours doesn’t allow it.”

“Uhh…”

“And they ‘uhhs’! You young people today. You don’t know how to speak I swear.” She stood, shooing Elsa from her lap, “Let me have a look at you. Come on now come here.” She crossed the room to him in easy strides and looked him up and down.

“Turn.”

“What?”

“A circled Richard. Turn in a circle.” She gave him the same look he’d often given Audra as if to stay ‘what are you? Stupid?’

Richie turned slowly, feeling his skin prickle uncomfortably.

“Patricia! Patricia come in here and take a list! And phone Stanley. Tell him I’ll need him for tomorrow!”

Patricia nodded, “Right away your majesty.” she clicked her pen as Claria circled Richie again.

“Hair is far too long for a boy his age, and far to mess. I swear Wentworth knows better than to let you galavant around looking like one of the Wild Things,” she clicked tongue in disapproval and then continued, “Eyes, beautiful like his mother’s,” she paused for a moment to give him a soft smile, and then immediately launched back into her rant, “Nail, horrid. Clean nails from now on. And we’ll be taking your measurements,” It takes Richie a full 30 seconds to process she is, in fact, speaking to him, “I want you in pants that fit not those baggy monstrosities you’re currently wearing. And no more street shoes. Oxfords or dress shoes from now on. Are we clear?”

He’s too stunned to do anything but nod. No more Chucks? No more nail polish? She was going to cut his hair? This was too much. He had to run. Say ‘no no thank you, not for me’, book it back to the Village, and spend of the afternoon watching Eddie work on his car while he and Bev edit videos for her youtube channel. But before he can even move, a tall older man with sunglasses, who had been standing so quietly Richie hadn’t even noticed him, was shutting the wooden door and moving to stand in front of it.

“Alright,” she settled back in her chair and gestured to the chair across from her, “Let’s begin.”

Tag List: @tinyarmedtrex @dyslexictozier @sunflowertozier @richietoaster @jem-carstairs-is-perfection @totaltozier @richardxtozier @reddie-for-anything @aizeninlefox @reddiepop @oldguybones

#reddie #reddie fan fiction #reddie fanfiction #reddie fanfic #richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #the princess diaries AU #the richie diaries

[apartmentbound-au]

Ninten’s Diary 5/5/20XX

Final Exam!

5/5/XX

Welp, today’s the day of final exams for our Calculus class at community college; at least on what the others think. I decided to put Ness, Lucas, and Claus through the test of stress, what exactly happens to a PSI user when they end up under a bunch of stress. I borrowed a simulation machine from Dr. Andonuts, and of course I’ll be doing the simulation as well. What? We don’t have the kind of technology yet to watch what’s going on without being in it!

           “Wait!? Are you for real?!” Claus said as he sat down at his desk, the words “Final Exam Today!” were written on the board. “We barely even learned anything!” The teacher was of course, was Ninten, but the others couldn’t recognize him simply due to a change of looks, it’s a simulation, you can do whatever you want! “Mr. Perez, he’s kind of right…” Lucas said tearing up, “I would’ve studied hard, you know that.” Ninten looked at Lucas, trying not to blow his cover, “Lucas I did say something, you must’ve not listened. Please, go back to your desk.”

           Ness simply just walked into the room, looked at the board, and sat down. “So like, is it April Fools or is there actually a test today?” Ness whispered to Claus. “No, I wish it was April Fools…” Claus said hiding his face with his arms crossed on the desk. “Oh, I see.” Ness said in a puzzled tone. He even knew something was up, they never studied for anything. “School ain’t for me anyway guys.” Ness said putting his feet up on his desk. “Ness, are you going to try to take your test or no?” Ninten said, passing out the exam. “Uhh, yeah Mr. Perez I’ll take it.” Ness said putting his feet back down onto the floor.

           “Everyone, you have exactly ten minutes to answer ten questions.” Ninten said as he sat in his desk. You may begin.” Claus and Lucas began to freak out and instantly started looking for any questions they could answer. Ness however, was taking his time looking over the questions and answering them at a decent pace.

           Ninten decided to read their thoughts as they were taking their tests. Oh jeez, oh no, uhhh maybe, wait one plus one equals two?! Claus was thinking while he was writing down everything he could do. Well, uhh maybe this is it? I think so, I’m gonna go with that, better to fail trying then to not try at all. Lucas was thinking as he began to take his time working a bit more. Ness however, didn’t have any thoughts, how odd.

           “You guys have one-minute remaining, hurry it up.” Ninten announced at the class. Claus and Lucas began to write even faster and faster, but Ness just flipped his paper over like he was done. Kind of odd Ness didn’t even try, I’m a little disappointed. Ninten thought. I really wish he did, he doesn’t even seem to be stressed the slightest.

           “Alright everyone, pencils down. I’ll grade everyone individually.” Ninten said as he collected all the papers and began to grade them. “Claus is first.” Ninten said as he began to grade his paper. “Claus, you got a forty.” Claus put his head down, he seemed a bit defeated. “Lucas is next.” Lucas began to quiver a bit and started to bite his nails. It was obvious that he was stressed. “Lucas, you got a fifty.” Ninten said as he moved on to the next paper, he felt a bit bad since Lucas was starting to let some tears fall a bit. “Now, Ness….” Ninten said as he began to grade his paper. “Wha…?!” Ninten gasped, each question he went by, he had to checkmark.

           “Well uh, Ness…” Ninten said as he gulped, “You got a hundred, congrats.”

           Everyone began to stare at Ness. Ness looked around at everyone, and then stopped at Ninten. “What? Lucas, Claus; should know Jeff taught me some Cal.” Ness then grabbed his bag and danced out the doorway.

           How in the heck….

#final exams #earthbound AU #lucas mother 3 #claus mother 3 #ness earthbound #ninten earthbound #finals week #math is hard #simulations #relatable #ninten's diary

[lalka-laski]

Do you have a favourite celebrity chef? Jamie Oliver's a cutie! I also love me some Ina Garten. That bitch knows how to LIVE! Do you prefer diamonds or pearls? Diamonds Who is your favourite online friend? Umm I don't really have any What is your favourite nail polish colour to wear or see on others? Pink, of course What was the last thing you learned? Beats me How warm do you like your showers/baths to be? Pretty warm. But the other day my shower got SO hot it burned my skin and it was still stinging hours later In your opinion, what is the scariest natural disaster? I'm gonna go with a tsunami maybe Which meal of the day is your favourite to eat out for? I love them ALL but my favorite would probably be dinner, because it feels like a whole event Is your username the same for every website? I have a couple I rotate through Do you set your browser to remember passwords? Nope but that would make my life a lot easier What was the last thing you made yourself to eat? Some toast What is something most people find ugly that you find cute? Spiders What type of food do you find yourself craving most? (Sweet, meat, etc) Salty & crunchy Did you get carded the last time you ordered an alcoholic drink? Most of the time, yeah. I've got a baby face Do you currently have a tan? HA, good one! Who was the last person you said “I love you” to? Glennie Have you been to more funerals than weddings? Or vice versa? More weddings, thank goodness What was the last thing that frightened you? Umm How many siblings does your mom have? 2 sisters, just like me Do you use real bait of fake bait when fishing? I've only been fishing a couple times but I have no idea what was used Do you usually cook your own meals, or does someone cook for you? I cook them. Glenn is master of his wok, but he doesn't cook much else If someone cooks for you, do you always thank them for it? Of course?? What is the most hated item you own? I can't think of anything I hate. Why would I own something I hate? What is your most favourite item you own out of all the items you have? My baby blanket, my teddy bear, my old journals... any of that sentimental stuff So, do you think that you will get where you want in life currently? I think I can What is your favorite time of the day? Bedtime! When was the last time you had pizza? It's been a bit- I'm overdue! Have you ever known anyone that’s gone missing? Not personally. Thank goodness Do you have to pee often? YES! My bladder is the size of a peanut, I swear. (It also doesn't help that I overload on liquids) Do you live near a pet store? Uhh nope What does the sound you currently hear remind you of? My fan reminds me of... a cool breeze? If there are bruises on your body, how did you get them? Who even knows Where did you kiss the last person you kissed? My bedroom How do you feel about forehead kisses? Freaking love them! Giving and receiving When do you make wishes? On birthday cakes, on shooting stars, on dandelions, sometimes on 11:11, on fallen eyelashes... the list goes on If you ever had the chance, would you eat a frog? I'm a vegetarian so I'm out Do you collect anything obscene or unusual? If yes, what do you collect? I wouldn't say that If you were ever granted one single wish, what would you wish for? MONEY. Really that's all I want right now. I have everything else I need. What’s the luckiest thing that’s ever happened to you? A lot of stuff comes to mind. But nothing I really wanna elaborate on... What’s the weirdest pet name you’ve ever heard? I don't know about "weirdest" but the coolest pet name I've heard is Rochambeau which is what the French call rock-paper-scissors What do you want written on your gravestone? I haven't put thought into it yet Describe yourself with a song title? She's a Rainbow. No, not actually. But I wish Do you have lots of floor space in your bedroom? Yep, plenty What happened in the last dream you had? I can't recall. My dreams fade as I wake up Are you stubborn? Not really If you could forget about

one memory that you have, what would it be? Let's not do this Your favourite tweet ever made by your favourite celebrity? That one tweet Kanye West made about being responsible for a water bottle is hilarious My favorite question: Do you like Aerosmith? Why is this your favorite question? Anyways, I guess I like them Have you ever been on a gondola lift? Nope Do you know anyone who’s been on TV? If so, which show? I was on a local kid's show called "Let's Read" as a kid. CELEB STATUS

When you see a pinecone, do you kick it, step on it, or leave it alone? Step on it and make it go crunch! Have you ever had pie smashed in your face? No but I know a dude who has that fetish Do you have any lockets with pictures inside? Nope Have you ever been used as a ‘rebound’? How did it go? Probably What is your favorite joint to crack? None, I can't stand cracking any of them Would you rather babysit someone weekly or tutor them weekly? I currently babysit weekly and it's my favorite role! What is the weirdest animal you’ve ever held? Mmm.. I'm not sure Have you ever tried any drugs? If so, did you regret it? Just weed When ordering food, what do you usually get as a drink? Orange Hi-C wherever it's available :P When drawing something, do you try to be super precise or do you not care? I don't really draw anymore How many languages do you know how to say ‘happy birthday’ in? Uhh like 5? If you could fly, what kind of wings would you have? Fairy wings. In pink, of course Who was the name of your first crush? Jacob How long ago was that? Kindergarten! Do you still know that person? We're Facebook friends but we don't talk or anything Do you know anyone who faints at the sight of blood? Nope Now what is your favorite flavor of lollipop? Sour apple Would you care if your child was gay? Of course not. Glenn and I have actually joked that we probably won't have a straight son. Do you prefer to be barefoot or wear socks? BAREFOOT BAREFOOT BAREFOOT Is there a TV show that you watch everyday? Nope Do you wish you could call the police on the police? Yes If someone tried to murder your child, do you think it would be wrong to expose them publicly and talk about it on social media? Um ,absolutely not? The fuck kinda question is this? What would you do if your Bible was falling apart? I don’t own a Bible Do you want Jesus to come back soon? Uhhh What is something you can’t wear because of your body type? I don't like that attitude. Wear whatever you want and OWN it, mama! What is the curviest part of your body? I'm not very curvy. I have a little bit of an ass so I guess that Have you ever worn matching pajamas with someone? My sister Who’s the most narcissistic person you know? I won't name names Who gives the best hugs? Glennie What’s your favorite cheese or cheese flavored food? This is a cruel question. I love it all! Have you ever been to a concert that got out of control? Kinda, nothing major though What’s the last thing you watched on TV? Melissa and Joey before bed last night What’s your favorite filling in chocolates? I like solid chocolate best. Otherwise, I like PB or caramel Would you ever eat rhino meat? I don't eat any kind of meat Have you ever done something sexual that you regret? OH indeed Have you ever said anything to the last person you kissed that you regret? Yeah Do you care about what others think of your physical appearance? Yes and no. I have a complicated body image What are the names of all the people you have dated? No thanks Are you going to be getting any new pets soon? No, I can't see Glenn and I ever having pets Can you do a twirl like a ballerina? No way When you party, do you get wild? It's a problem...

[m4rkshouse]

a kid!myungjin fic heavily inspired by this fic by @astrofireworks . shoutout to the anon who shared their story bc it rlly rlly inspired me to write this! uhh i definitely got a little carried away, pls enjoy the first part bc i had to split it up with how long it is. 

myungjun and jinwoo don’t even remember when they became friends bc they’ve always been friends

jinwoo’s parents moved in to the house next to myungjun’s parents the year before jinwoo was born and being the 2 youngest couples in the neighbourhood they really hit it off

jinwoo and myungjun’s parents are basically bffs and they go to each other’s houses all the time

jinwoo’s mom adores myungjun before she can even really know him 

the first time jinwoo’s parents meet him is just after his 1st birthday when they go to the kim residence for dinner

myungjun starts crying and freaking out when jinwoo’s dad tries to come near him so jinwoo’s mom shoos her husband away and begins talking with the toddler

the only things myungjun can say other than “mama” and “dada” are “yes” and “no” 

somehow they make the conversation work and soon enough they’re sitting in the middle of the living room playing with blocks with myungjun babbling and jinwoo’s mom beaming at the 1 year old

jinwoo’s dad is basically myungjun’s second dad and jinwoo’s mom is his second mom

every once in a while myungjun and jinwoo’s dad’s take him to baseball games on saturday afternoons to give myungjun’s mom a bit of a break

their wives will spend the afternoon relaxing somehow; they sometimes go shopping, get their nails done, just hang out at one of their houses, etc

this tradition continues once jinwoo is born and gets a little bit older

right after myungjun turns 2:

jinwoo is born

he’s old enough to understand that jinwoo is a baby but other than that he’s got nothing

is v gentle and caring when he’s around him though and really likes to sit in his mom’s lap and hold jinwoo with her

loves making jinwoo giggle

actually the first time jinwoo ever laughed was because of myungjun pulling his signature duck face at him

when jinwoo is 1.2 and myungjun is 3.2:

jinwoo starts walking

nobody really knows how jinwoo learned so quickly but they suspect he learned faster by following myungjun around all the time (crawling isn’t effective with how energetic myungjun is and so jinwoo had to adapt somehow)

jinwoo also can’t really say myungjun’s name very well so he starts calling him mj as prompted by their parents (the nickname sticks and to this day jinwoo still calls him mj)

when jinwoo is 2.7 and myungjun is 4.7:

it snows for the first time all winter

myungjun obviously wants to play outside and this means that jinwoo has to play outside too (jinwoo literally follows myungjun everywhere)

so their parents bundle them up in sweaters and long sleeve shirts, putting on their snow pants and hats and mitts and winter coats before sending them outside and sitting on myungjun’s porch to watch them

the boys try to run around in it but jinwoo is still a little clumsy when he walks and keeps tripping in his clunky boots

myungjun giggles each time he falls before helping him back to his feet and making sure he’s okay, brushing snow off his shoulders and anywhere else its gotten stuck

both boys are all bright smiles and wide eyes, trying to take as much in as possible before they have to go back inside

myungjun shows jinwoo how to make a snow angel and laughs loudly as jinwoo tries (and fails) to make one himself

their conversations mainly consist of myungjun talking in semi-full sentences and jinwoo babbling much of the time but the 2 understand each other so well anyways

both of their dads come down from the porch and start teaching the boys how to build a snowman

excitedly they begin helping, successfully completing a full snowman about the same height as myungjun in about 20 minutes

myungjun wants to name it but wants jinwoo to help him pick

myungjun: “jinwoo, what should we name our snowman?”

jinwoo, looking up at myungjun from where he’s sitting on the ground: “*talks about nonsense and unrelated things, just saying random sentences*”

myungjun, not at all frustrated bc he’s totally patient with jinwoo and understands that the boy is still learning and leaning down to his friend: “jinwoo, do you want to name our snowman?”

jinwoo, excitedly: “yeah, yeah, yeah”

myungjun, smiling: “okay, what should we name him?”

jinwoo begins concentrating hard, their parents can tell bc his tongue is sticking out of his mouth slightly, a habit he’s stolen from myungjun, who does the same thing

jinwoo: “we name him Bugs”

myungjun quickly agrees, willing to go along with whatever jinwoo suggests (and also bc he likes the Looney Toons cartoons too and it’s one of the only ones jinwoo watches with him)

myungjun: “then his name is Bugs!”

jinwoo claps excitedly and myungjun smiles widely at him

now that they’ve named it, its time to go inside bc they’ve been out for almost an hour and their moms don’t want them to get sick

they sit in myungjun’s living room on the couch watching cartoons and their parents bring some hot chocolate for myungjun and a tiny glass of warm milk for jinwoo

myungjun totally lets jinwoo have a sip of his hot chocolate when he asks for one (he’s a giant sucker for the boy)

when jinwoo is 3.2 and myungjun is 5.2:

jinwoo’s parents have a pool put in their backyard

myungjun and jinwoo spend the rest of the summer in their water wings (myungjun) and life jacket (jinwoo), climbing in and out of the pool and playing imaginary games

their favourite is to hop on to the pool floaties and pretend to be cruising through a river in the jungle and exploring for rare creatures

myungjun’s parents bought them each a pair of plastic binoculars to carry around with them

jinwoo is very easily distracted and so the game doesn’t always work but myungjun doesn’t even care bc as long as his best friend is having fun then so is he

usually end up falling asleep sometime during the late-afternoon on top of each other on jinwoo’s couch bc they’re tired from swimming and being out in the sun for so long

myungjun begins calling jinwoo jinjin that summer, no one really knows why, this nickname also sticks

when jinwoo is 4.5 and myungjun is 6.5:

myungjun starts school

jinwoo watches his friend get on the bus every morning from the park residence living room window with a pout, wanting to go with his best friend

bothers his mom all day about where myungjun is and when he’ll be back bc he misses him

tells his mom every single day that he “hates the bus for taking mj hyung away” and his mom just shakes her head with a smile bc myungjun will be back in just a few hours to see him but she can tell how much her son loves and admires the boy

most days, the two boys play in jinwoo’s driveway for just under an hour before jinwoo begins rubbing his eyes and yawning

even though he wants to keep up with myungjun and continue playing, the poor boy is still little and needs a nap most days (he could have one while myungjun is at school but he refuses to do anything except stay in the living room playing until he spots the bus bringing his best friend back)

as soon as myungjun sees him yawn he begins picking up whatever toy they had been using and grabs jinwoo’s hand, leading him into the house to find jinwoo’s mom

“jinjin is sleepy”

jinwoo’s mom thanks myungjun and tells him that if he wants to go watch some tv or play in the living room then he’s welcome to and when she comes back she’ll bring him a snack

he nods his head, hair bouncing around as he smiles widely at the mention of a snack and heads to the living room, searching the toy shelf for one of jinwoo’s colouring books and some crayons and kneeling down at the living room table

jinwoo’s mom walks in every day and spots him with his tongue poking out of his mouth in concentration as he colours whatever pictures he’s chosen, his hair messily flopping into his eyes and forcing him to push it out of his way every once in a while (she has a feeling that the boy is going to be a really great artist when he grows up bc of how much he colours and draws and how much he enjoys it)

around 5:00pm, myungjun’s mother will knock on the door to pick him up, thanking jinwoo’s mom for watching him

jinwoo often makes his way back down the stairs as myungjun is leaving and the two boys talk quietly while their moms are talking

jinwoo, pouting: “i just woke up and you’re already leaving”

myungjun, ruffling his friends already messy hair with a giggle, “i’ll be back tomorrow, silly”

jinwoo, still pouting: “but tomorrow is so far away hyung, i don’t want you to leave yet”

myungjun, smiling even wider at his younger friend: “you’ll see me before you know it”

myungjun’s mom, unknowingly interrupting their conversation: “okay myungjun, time to head home so i can start dinner, say goodbye to jinwoo”

both boys quickly mumble goodbyes before wrapping their small arms tightly around one another, their moms beaming down at them as they do

jinwoo running to the window after the door closes to watch them cross the lawn to their house and waving at myungjun one last time when he turns around, smiling goofily and waving back

when jinwoo is 5.4 and myungjun is 7.4:

they’re sitting on the floor in myungjun’s living room with blank paper spread out around them and various crayons and markers

jinwoo is happily scribbling and messily drawing random shapes, more concerned with the colours than anything else (definitely colouring on himself and myungjun with the markers, would get in trouble but myungjun’s mom couldn’t bring herself to be upset with him for drawing hearts all over himself and her son)

myungjun is drawing people and animals with pretty good skill for a 7 year old

myungjun, suddenly announces: “jinjin i’m going to draw you!”

jinwoo, giggling: “why would you draw me?”

myungjun: “bc you’re my best friend and i want to draw you!”

so jinwoo agrees and sits still across from myungjun for as long as he can while his friend draws him, watching the crayon move around on the paper and myungjun use various colours for different things like his hair and t-shirt

after about 20 minutes he’s finished and shows jinwoo who claps happily and tells myungjun how amazing it is before shouting that its his turn and proceeding to try drawing myungjun

he finishes after 10 minutes and its less of a person and more shapes put together to make a person but myungjun smiles widely nonetheless and tells jinwoo how good it is and that he’s so talented

they make one another sign the drawings and have myungjun’s mom put the date on it for them

both jinwoo and myungjun pin the drawings up on the walls of their bedrooms (the drawings remain there well into their teens)

when jinwoo is 6 and myungjun is 8:

a new family moves in across the street

both boys don’t know much about the family until their parents tell them that they’re coming over for a bbq at jinwoo’s house, and that they have a son a year younger than jinwoo

so the day for the bbq arrives and jinwoo and myungjun are excitedly running around the park family’s backyard and jumping into the pool while their dads are talking by the bbq when the lee family arrives

dongmin hasn’t yet turned 5 and is standing in his swim trunks and a shirt with pool goggles in his left hand, clutching onto his mom’s skirt with his right as he hides behind her leg

his mom grabs his hand off her skirt and motions for him to talk to the boys as myungjun and jinwoo, all messy hair and dripping water, walk up to him

dongmin is nervous for .3 seconds bc as soon as he sees myungjun smile at him he feels totally at ease (bc myungjun’s smile could make literally anyone feel welcome)

myungjun, shaking dongmin’s hand: “hi, i”m kim myungjun, i’m 8… what’s your name?”

dongmin smiles back sheepishly, still a little shy, “i’m lee dongmin, i’m 4, but i turn 5 in 6 days”

both myungjun and jinwoo are a little surprised at how soft-spoken dongmin is, his voice coming out crystal clear and small

they brush it off as jinwoo smiles too, also reaching for dongmin’s hand, “i’m park jinwoo, i’m 6 years old”

just like that, any shyness dongmin initially had is gone and he’s running after his 2 new friends to the edge of the pool, quickly (trying to) taking off his shirt and throwing it on a chair near the waters edge (after he finally get his head through the hole)

he puts his goggles over his head and follows myungjun and jinwoo when they jump into the water

jinwoo and myungjun’s parents are a little worried about him being in the water without any kind of flotation device as jinwoo had only started being able to swim without water wings at the end of the previous summer but quickly learn from dongmin’s parents that he’s been in swimming lessons for the last year so he’s okay

myungjun and jinwoo are curious about why he’s wearing goggles and decide to ask him

dongmin: “i like wearing them so my eyes don’t sting in the water”

suddenly jinwoo and myungjun are begging their parents to buy them goggles too so that they can be like dongmin

pretty soon its dinner time and all 3 are quickly wrapped in towels by their mothers and sat on the patio furniture in front of plates

they all begin rambling to each other about various things, myungjun and jinwoo talk about school and dongmin tells them stories about where he used to live

when its time to leave, dongmin, being that he’s only 4 (nearly 5) throws a bit of a fit bc he’s a bit sleepy and also wants to stay and hang out w his new friends

somehow the three convince their parents to let myungjun and dongmin sleepover

at 9:00pm (which according to the boys is so late) they head to jinwoo’s bedroom, sliding into his double bed and staring up at the glow-in-the-dark spaceship stickers on his ceiling, accompanied by a few stars and planets

myungjun: “i wish i could explore space”

dongmin: “but space is scary, its dark and there’s lots of scary things like aliens”

jinwoo: “i think it would be fun… but only if we went together”

myungjun: “of course, and i’d protect you from all the scary things dongmin, the aliens wouldn’t even be able to come near you”

dongmin, being only 4 and still afraid of monsters hiding in closets and under beds: “myungjun hyung, will you protect me from scary things here too? i mean, the scary things not in space?”

jinwoo: “myungjun and i will protect you from everything dongmin, nothing will get you while we’re here”

dongmin: “promise?”

myungjun: “always”

all 3 hold out their pinky fingers and swear on it, vowing to protect each other

dongmin then begins falling asleep bc he is 4 and tuckered out from running around and swimming all evening

myungjun and jinwoo try to stay awake talking but also fall asleep pretty quickly afterwards

when they wake up, jinwoo’s mom makes them breakfast (dongmin clumsily spills about a quarter of his breakfast into his lap as he eats)

each boy returns to their respective home for about 10 minutes before they’re back outside and ready to play

spend as much time together as they can on weekends bc myungjun and jinwoo have school during the week

they also begin calling themselves the 3 musketeers and go on adventures where they save people from monsters and evil villains like in movies

dongmin carries around a telescope and map to lead them places while myungjun ties bandanas around his head like a ninja and fights off bad guys and jinwoo wears a blanket as a cape and carries a foam sword around in order to kill monsters and slay dragons

and those 3 characters would never really be together but the boys make it work and run around their neighbourhood on crazy adventures

when myungjun is 9.4, jinwoo is 7.4, and dongmin is 6.2:

they watch their first horror movie

it’s the week before halloween and one of jinwoo’s classmates was talking about the movie Gremlins and so the boys want to watch it too

dongmin’s parents are hesitant to let them when the boys ask but after they beg for over an hour they finally let them bc they know its not too scary but enough for the 3 (but not without talking to myungjun and jinwoo’s parents first)

so the boys snuggle close together on the couch in dongmin’s living room under a blanket and his parents put the movie on

and whenever they’re scared, jinwoo and dongmin will hide their faces in myungjun’s shoulders as he’s sat in the middle, and eventually they just end up holding hands and squeezing one another’s hands tightly too

they laugh at the funnier parts but dongmin and jinwoo, being slightly younger, seem to be getting more freaked out by the gremlins than myungjun

once they finish the movie, the rest of their sleepover is spent with the lights in dongmin’s bedroom on and all of them triple-check that the doors are locked (and also that there are no gremlins playing with the electricity wiring outside)

when myungun is 10.6, jinwoo is 8.6, and dongmin is 7.4:

a boy in school begins picking on dongmin

myungjun and jinwoo don’t really know about it until one day, dongmin gets onto the bus crying

myungjun, extremely concerned for the younger boy: “dongmin, whats wrong? what happened?”

jinwoo, wrapping his arms tightly around him and gently wiping at his tears with his fingers: “its alright dongmin, me and mj hyung will protect you”

dongmin stutters out that a boy in his grade had been calling him names and he tried to ignore it but today as he was leaving school the boy had told him that jinwoo and myungjun didn’t even like him and just thought he was annoying

and this hit him pretty hard bc he didn’t like hearing people say things that he had worried about before, especially when he’s so much younger than myungjun (he’s little but he’s dongmin so of course he worries about this kinda thing)

myungjun, throwing his arms around dongmin too: “thats not true at all dongminnie! me and jinjin love you, you’re the third musketeer!”

jinwoo: “yeah, myungjun’s right… without you we wouldn’t be able to go on adventures or anything bc we wouldn’t have 3 of us!”

dongmin, smiling with tear tracks down his cheeks: “i love you guys”

and people might look at them a little funny bc of their exchanged i love you’s but they don’t really care bc its myungjun and jinwoo and dongmin and thats them, and they wouldn’t want their friendship any other way

when myungjun is 11.2, jinwoo is 9.2, and dongmin is 8:

by now all of their parents see the other 2 boys as their second and third sons

that being said, they agree to let them have a campout in myungjun’s backyard after the boys have been begging for a few weeks

myungjun’s parents set up a tent and the boys bring sleeping bags and pillows and pile them onto the air mattress myungjun’s parents have blown up

and they stay up late watching the stars overhead while laying on myungjun’s patio furniture and talking

dongmin: “will we be friends forever?”

jinwoo: “i hope so, dongminnie… i don’t want any other friends but you guys”

myungjun: “me too, you guys are my best friends, even better than my school friends”

dongmin: “i think i’d be sad if we weren’t friends anymore, you guys are my first friends ever and i don’t want new ones”

the boys sit in silence after that, each thinking to themselves

dongmin thinks that he wouldn’t rather have anyone else but myungjun and jinwoo help him with homework when he doesn’t understand, nor would he rather hit anyone else on the head with things whenever myungjun falls asleep

jinwoo thinks that he wouldn’t want to ride the bus with anyone else but myungjun and dongmin, nor would he like to play games and run around with anyone else

myungjun thinks that he wouldn’t want to protect anyone else except jinwoo and dongmin, nor would he rather come home to any other friends each night

they go to sleep in their tent not too much later, squishing as close together on the air mattress as they can in order to stay warm (and definitely not bc all of them are a little emotional about how much they love each other, its not that at all)

when myungjun is 13.2, jinwoo is 11.2, and dongmin is 10: 

dongmin’s family announces that they’re moving once again for his father’s work

they don’t really know how to react bc “what do you mean dongmin won’t live across the street anymore?? what about the 3 musketeers?? what about all our adventure plans??”

dongmin cries when he tells them bc he doesn’t want to leave them and myungjun and jinwoo just hug him and try not to cry themselves, insisting that it would all be okay

dongmin doesn’t know that when he leaves, jinwoo and myungjun embrace each other instead and cry to one another bc their third musketeer is leaving??

the day they leave, jinwoo and myungjun aren’t even really sure how they haven’t started crying yet

they stand on the curb with dongmin while their parents talk with his parents as the moving van finishes being packed and is closed 

and dongmin’s parents motion that its time for them to go and so dongmin hikes his backpack higher onto his back and wraps his arms as tightly as he can around jinwoo as tears begin sliding from his eyes

dongmin: “i’m going to miss you so much jinwoo hyung”

jinwoo: “i’ll miss you too, but its okay dongmin, we have our emails and you have my phone number, and myungjun’s too… we’ll still talk every day”

dongmin wants to tell him that it won’t be the same but he needs to hurry and finish his goodbye’s

so he turns to myungjun and throws his arms around him too, burying his face into the eldest boy’s neck

dongmin: “i’m going to miss you so much too myungjun hyung”

and myungjun has never really been one for words so he presses his lips to dongmin’s forehead instead just before they pull away

dongmin: “promise me you guys won’t stop protecting me”

and all of a sudden all of them are taken back to the first time they met and pinky promises made while talking about their plans to go on an adventure in space

jinwoo is trying really hard not to cry at that so myungjun takes over instead: “of course not dongmin, we’ll always be looking out for you! and next time we see each other, we’ll be ready to leave for space”

and then he smiles so widely, and pulls both boys in for one last group hug before dongmin rushes to his parents car and climbs in the backseat

his hands are pressed to the glass and he waves at myungjun and jinwoo until the car turns the corner and he can no longer see them standing at the end of what was once his driveway and then he cries even more bc now it’s real, and he won’t see them anymore

and myungjun continues smiling until the car turns the corner bc he wants to make sure that dongmin’s last memory of him is the same as his first and isn’t one of him crying, he doesn’t want dongmin to remember him like that

once their parents take them back to the park residence, jinwoo is crying into myungjun’s chest and tears are sliding down myungjun’s cheeks silently bc they really just had to say goodbye to their best friend of 5 years and they’re not ready for him to go

they fall asleep like that, huddled together on jinwoo’s bed, and once again it’s the 2 of them against the world, just like it had been when they were little

after that jinwoo and myungjun are closer than ever bc they may have lost dongmin but they were determined not to also lose each other 

the end of this had me crying as i wrote it but i had to have some kind of drama happen in their lives right? (thats what I’m trying to tell myself anyways). part 2 soon?? (hopefully)

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PART 1 - BEGINNING OF THE SEMESTER

CANAL SQUARE - LUCAS’ APARTMENT

Two high school friends, Lucas and Meika, lay sprawled on a couch, discussing their upcoming junior year in college. 

Lucas: I don’t have time to study or do homework. I work too much and I have to still spend time with Kim. Priorities!

Meika: Are you serious? I have two jobs and yet, I STILL have time to study AND do my homework for class. I would think that college would be top priority.

Lucas: I mean, it sorta is, but it also sorta isn’t.

Meika: So basically, it sounds like you aren’t sure where your priorities actually lie *laughs to herself*

Lucas: You have more control of your life than I do.

Meika: But -

At that exact moment, Lucas’ new roommate walks into the apartment door. Both Meika and Lucas look up, halting their conversation. Adam, Lucas’ new roommate and old high school friend, looks in their direction.

Adam: Uhh hey guys. I’ll just go to my room.

Meika looks at her hands and begins to pick at her nails.

Lucas: Alright dude, I’ll see you later!

Adam: Yeah.

Adam walks around the kitchen bar and disappears behind the bedroom door, closing the door after he walks inside.

Meika: I still cannot believe you chose to live with him.

Lucas: You can’t blame me. He’s the one who texted me asking if we still needed another roommate. I couldn’t just say no because of you.

Meika: Yes, you totally could have! He was the love of my life, Lucas. He fucked me over so many times and he STILL believes he didn’t do anything wrong. It is so messed up.

Lucas: Meika, you can’t let him get to you. Yeah, he didn’t treat you the best, but you are better off now. We both know that. Hell, he probably even knows it. 

Meika: He better know it. I cannot believe I waited for him to come back for three years. What a freaking waste of time.

Lucas: I told you that you shouldn’t have.

Meika: Yeah. Yeah. Whatever Lucas. I have to get to class, but I’ll talk to you later, okay?

Lucas: Sounds good! Have fun in Microbiology. *Flashes a smile and gives a thumbs up*

Meika: Don’t remind me *laughs*

Meika gets up off the couch and grabs her bag. She waves goodbye to Lucas and walks out the door. Lucas turns on the PlayStation and begins to play a game of NBA 2k17. 

Lucas: Yo, Adam! You wanna play me in 2k?

Adam: Yeah, i’ll be right out.

Adam walks out of his bedroom and heads to the kitchen.

Adam: You want something to drink?

Lucas: Yeah, get me a Gaterade. 

Adam gets two drinks and walks into the living room, where his ex-girlfriend and love of his life was previously sitting. 

Adam: Here ya go.

Lucas: Thanks man! How was class?

Adam: It was class. Lots of science. But overall, not too bad. I like living on campus so I can just walk everywhere rather than commuting everyday.

Lucas: I totally get that. I hated commuting Freshman year. I’ll never go back.

Adam: Neither will i. So...uh why was Meika here?

Lucas: *looks over at Adam with a weird look* We were hanging out and talking about our classes and whatnot. 

Adam: Ah I see. So, what kind of classes is she taking?

Lucas: Why don’t you ask her yourself dude?

Adam: I don’t know. I kinda ruined things with us. I don’t think she wants to hear from me.

Lucas: She did want to hear from you, that is, until you ignored her every single time she tried to reach out to you. But you're right dude, you did ruin things. 

Adam: Yeah, I’m aware. I was just overwhelmed.

Lucas: *looks at Adam with complete disgust* Overwhelmed?! By what? I’m sorry but that is a terrible excuse. You ignored her. You reached out to her and gave her hope again. She thought you two were actually going to date again and make things work. You led her to believe that. Then you went and ignored her as if she didn’t even exist. There is NO excuse to be made. You fucked things up, and there is no going back. 

Adam: *looking down at his hands* Yeah, I am aware of that. Do you think she would meet up and talk to me? I just want to explain and apologize for everything.

Lucas: Explain? No. There is NOTHING to explain, Adam. Don’t you get that? You did this. You can try to apologize but I really think you should just leave her alone.

Adam: I want her to know that I never meant to hurt her or lead her on in any way.

Lucas: Okay, but the thing is, every time she hears from you or sees you or even hears your name, she is hurt by the memories. She will always love you, but you have hurt her so many times. If you ask her to talk, she won’t deny you because that would hurt her to say no. She is always thinking of you and your best interest. She could never tell you no. But in doing so, she will be hurt by seeing and talking to you. 

Adam: It’s just so hard. I fucking hate it. I’m going to go find her after her class and ask her to talk.

Lucas: Good luck dude.

CAMPUS // NURSING BUILDING

Adam walks out of the apartment. He begins to walk towards the Nursing building, which is where Meika has Microbiology. After 20 minutes, he finally gets outside, just in time to see students filing out of the building. Adam sits on the ledge and waits for Meika. 

He finally sees Meika and begins to walk towards her, until he sees that she is with someone. Meika is walking with another guy. She is laughing and smiling more than Adam has ever seen her. 

CANAL SQUARE - ADAM’S APARTMENT

Adam turns away, trying to go unseen. He begins to briskly walk back to his apartment. Once he arrives, he busts into the front door.

Lucas: What the hell, dude? I’m watching a scary movie and you scared the shit out of me. *Lucas looks up at Adam* What’s wrong?

Adam: She, she was with a guy. She was laughing and smiling. She looked so fucking happy. Happier than I’ve ever seen her. 

Lucas: That might have been the guy she is dating .

Adam: WHAT!?!? She is dating someone? Why didn’t you think to tell me that before I went there?

Lucas: I didn’t find it to be important. I thought you were wanting to talk to her, not kiss her. 

Adam: Fuck. I am SUCH an idiot. She looked so happy.

Lucas: Yeah, you are an idiot. She is really happy and Kaleb is a really nice guy.

Adam: That’s his name? How do you know that?

Lucas: Well, he’s been over here before. She brought him when she came to hang out with me and Kim.

Adam: She’s finally happy with a nice guy who probably actually deserves her and treats her right. Perfect.

Lucas: There is nobody to blame but yourself. 

Adam: Yeah, thanks. I’m gonna get ready for class. I’ll see ya later.

Adam walked back into his bedroom and slammed the door shut. 

CAMPUS // SCIENCE BUILDING

Meika and Kaleb are walking across campus, headed towards Kaleb’s next class. 

Meika: I’ve literally never heard half of the words Professor Jones just said.

Kaleb: C’mon, yes you have! We went through this last semester in Physiology. You know most of them!

Meika: You are totally lying. Professor JT never said anything like that last semester.

Kaleb: Maybe you just didn’t pay enough attention.

Meika: I had a cute lab partner so it was a little distracting *winks*

Kaleb: You’re too sweet, but that’s also the reason we aren’t lab partners in Microbiology! 

Meika: Fine! *pouts* Will you at least be my study partner? 

Kaleb: Of course I will, Meika. Anything for you!

Meika: I knew you’d come in handy! Ha!

Kaleb: Oh, so that is why you’re dating me? So I can help you pass your science classes?

Meika: It’s the major reason *winks*

Kaleb: Ha, you’re so funny!

Meika: I know! *smiles* Here we are, science and technology building for the genius I am dating!

Kaleb: Oh no. You’re walking me to class like I did for you.

Meika: What?! You did NOT walk me to class. Well, you sort of did, but it doesn’t count because you were IN the class too!

Kaleb: Totally counts! *winks*

Meika: Whatever. 

Meika and Kaleb arrive at room SL227.

Meika: Here we are. Have fun in class! Text me after? I’m probably going to go hang out with Lucas for a little bit. 

Kaleb: Yeah, I definitely will! We can go back to my apartment and study for Micro after, if you want.

Meika: Sounds great! 

Kaleb walks into the classroom and Meika turns down the hall, towards the exit door. As she walks out of the exit, she runs straight into someone coming inside.

Meika: Oh my god! I am so so sorry. 

Person: It’s fine. No worries, I went in the wrong door like an idiot. I’ve been an idiot all day, so what’s new?

Meika: Adam?

Adam: Oh..Meika. Sorry.

Meika: Are you okay?

Adam: Yeah, I’m okay. Like I said, it was my fault. 

Meika: You having a rough day?

Adam: I really have to get to class. Sorry.

Adam rushed off down the hallway and turned around a corner. Meika continued to look at where he disappeared. All the memories of her and Adam rushed through her head at once, good and bad. She tried to shake them away as she walked to Lucas’ apartment.

CANAL SQUARE - LUCAS’ APARTMENT

Meika walked into the front door of Lucas’ apartment and found Lucas with his other roommate Keegan.

Meika: Hey guys!

Keegan: Meika, what’s good?

Lucas: Hey! Back so soon? 

Meika: Yeah, Kaleb has another class before we are studying so I was hoping to hang out with y'all a little bit longer. 

Keegan: For sure! Sit down and let me destroy you at 2k. 

Meika: I’ll have to pass on that one, Keeg. Sorry. *laughs*

Keegan: Whatever. I’m going to head to my girlfriends’ anyways. She’ll get destroyed, just not in the same way. *winks*

Meika: You disgust me.

Lucas: Please leave now. 

Keegan: Bye guys!

Lucas: So how are things with Kaleb?

Meika: Pretty good! He is super nice and he treats me really well.

Lucas: You have always deserved that, you know? I’m really glad that you are happy, Meika. 

Meika: Me too, Lucas. Kaleb makes me really happy. He’s not too serious about things, but he cares at the same time. 

Lucas: I’m happy for you, really happy. 

Meika: Thanks Lucas. I appreciate your approval of Kaleb! *winks*

Lucas: Always looking out for you! Kim should be here soon!

Meika: Ugh. I’m always the third wheel. This isn’t fair. 

Lucas: You have a boyfriend. Shut up.

Meika: Fine. I wonder what they are learning in Bio 3 right now. 

Lucas: No, you don't.

Meika: You’re right. I hate science. *laughs*

CLASSROOM SL227 - BIOLOGY 3

In Bio 3, the professor is sorting the class into partners. In the middle of the room, two males are sitting by each other, decided upon by the professor. 

Male 1: Hey. So, I guess we are lab partners. 

Male 2: Yeah, it seems that way.

Male 1: I’m Kaleb. Pre-med.

Male 2: Adam. Forensic Biology.

Kaleb: Nice to meet you! Forensic sounds really cool.

Adam: You too. It’s not bad, I guess.

Kaleb: Seems like I have the most qualified lab partner in the room!

Adam: Doubt it.

Kaleb: *under his breath* Not the friendliest though.

CANAL SQUARE - LUCAS’ APARTMENT

Lucas: I hate that you always beat me at my own game.

Meika: I used to play my brothers’ PlayStation when he wasn’t home. It’s natural for me! 

Lucas: This is why we never hang out.

Meika: What? We literally always hang out! *laughs*

Lucas: I hate you even more for that statement.

Meika: No, you actually don't! *smiles*

Adam bursts through the front door and looks at where Meika and Lucas are playing video games. 

Adam: You’ve got to be fucking kidding me.

Adam walks across the room, into his bedroom and slams the door shut. 

Lucas: *screams at Adam* You could’ve shut the fucking door, you dick!

Meika: What the hell was that?

Adam decides to throw open his bedroom door and stares at Meika. 

Adam: What the hell was what?

Meika: Why are you so angry? What is wrong with you?

Adam: Get out of my apartment.

Meika: What?

Adam: You heard me. Get the fuck out.

Lucas: Woah, Adam. Stop. Meika, you can stay. It’s my apartment too. 

Meika: It’s fine, Lucas. I have to go anyways. 

Adam: You want to know what my problem is?

Meika: Not really actually.

Adam: Well, I’ll tell you anyways. My problem is that I walked to the Nursing Building this morning to talk to you after class. But then you came walking out with this guy laughing and smiling. You came out of class looking happier than I’ve ever seen you. That hurt me. I was pissed off.

Meika: Adam, what did you expect? Did you expect me to wait my entire life for you? I got the hint. You didn’t want to talk. I wasn’t going to push that. I understood.

Adam: That’s not all. Guess who my fucking lab partner is? Go ahead, GUESS!

Meika: I don’t know.

Lucas: KENDRICK LAMAR!

Adam: It’s Kaleb. It’s your awesome boyfriend. So first, I had to see you looking so happy. Then, then I get to be lab partners with the guy who is making you happy. That should be me. I should be the one making you happy, Meika. We both know it.

Meika: You had your chance. Actually, you had several chances. You took them all for granted. I gave you so many fucking chances and you took it all for granted. You thought I would always be there waiting. But look, I’m not. I’m done with it all, Adam. 

Adam: No. No, you aren’t. You know you are still in love with me. You’ll always be in love with me. Don’t lie to yourself. We will always feel this way for each other. No matter who gets in the way. 

Meika: What the hell. I’m not lying to myself. I will always love you, but we do not work well together and we will never. We had our time and it didn’t work. Let’s leave it at that. 

Adam: No. You should be mine.

Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. Everyone looked around at each other.

Lucas: I guess I’ll get it.

Lucas opened the door and Kaleb was standing on the outskirts. 

Lucas: Oh. Hey Kaleb. Come in.

Kaleb: Sorry to show up on your doorstep. I tried to call you, Meika, but you didn’t answer. I’m out of class, so we can go study now if you want to. 

Meika: Yeah, sorry about that. Let me get my bag.

Lucas: Don’t forget your laptop! It’s charging in my room.

Meika: Right! Thank you!

Meika walked out of the room and into the bedroom to retrieve her laptop and charger. When she turned around, Adam was in the room too.

Adam: I want to talk.

Meika: You’ve said a lot already, Adam. Plus, I need to go.

Adam: Meika, everything came out wrong. I just want to talk to you. Please.

Meika: As you can see, I have to go. Another time.

Meika walked out of the bedroom and back into the living room, with Adam on her heels.

Kaleb: Hey, Adam, right?

Adam: Oh yeah. Hey Kaleb. 

Kaleb: Meika! This is my Bio lab partner!

Meika: Oh really? I went to high school with Adam. 

Adam: Yeah, that’s how we know each other..

Meika: Alright, well I will talk to you guys later. We have to go! See ya!

Kaleb: Bye Lucas! See you later Adam!

Lucas: Bye you two!

Adam: *whispers*  Bye.

RIVERSIDE - KALEB’S APARTMENT

Kaleb and Meika are sitting in Kaleb’s room, studying Microbiology. Meika lays on the bed with books and notebooks spread open all around her. Kaleb is sitting at his desk with just one book open.

Meika: I’m never going to understand your studying techniques! 

Kaleb: I know. Things just seem to click if I read them.

Meika: You’re so lucky. I am such a visual person. It sucks. You’re a natural genius, Kaleb. I’m lucky actually.

Kaleb: *looks at Meika* How did it go from me being lucky to you being lucky? Why are you lucky that I am a supposed genius?

Meika: Because I’m dating you. *smiles*

Kaleb: You’re adorable.

Kaleb gets up and walks over to the bed. He sits on the edge and leans down to kiss Meika. Meika blushes.

Kaleb: I still can’t believe you blush.

Meika: I literally have never blushed once in my life. 

Kaleb: Whatever you say!

Meika: I mean, Adam did say that he saw me with you after Microbiology and I looked happier than I ever have before.

Kaleb: Wait, Adam saw us together?

Meika: Uh, yeah?

Kaleb: Was that why he was being such a douche in Bio?

Meika: Don’t take it personally. He’s always like that.

Kaleb: Really? Damn.

Meika: I’m sorry Kaleb. You don’t need him. You are a genius all on your own! *kisses Kaleb’s cheek*

Kaleb: Thank you. You are just too sweet to me. 

Meika: It’s so you’ll help me pass Micro *sticks tongue out at Kaleb*

Kaleb: You’re the worst!

Meika: *laughs* And somehow, you are still with me!

Kaleb: It’s your genius mind!

Meika: Now I know you are lying! *laughs*

Kaleb: I think you're extremely smart, Meika. Honestly. Believe in yourself.

Meika: I do, sometimes. But thank you Kaleb. You always tell me what I need to hear!

Kaleb: Now, come on, my little genius. We need to continue studying! *kisses Meika and walks back to his desk*

CANAL SQUARE - LUCAS AND ADAM’S APARTMENT

Lucas and Adam are watching TV in the living room. Both of them look like they are more deep in thought than watching the TV.

Lucas: Dude. What the hell was all that? 

Adam: I don’t want to talk about it.

Lucas: Tough luck, because we are. You cannot tell someone to get out of our apartment when I am the one who invited them over.

Adam: It’s hard to see her, okay? Especially with another guy. It sucks and I am aware that it is all my fault, but that doesn’t help the hurt at all.

Lucas: Yeah, i get that, but you will have to deal with it because she is my best friend. I’m sorry. I won’t have her over all the time, but I won’t ban her from this apartment. I’m sorry for the way things ended with you two, but it’s life. Things happen. People move on. 

Adam: I don’t want her to be happy.

Lucas: What? You want her to be miserable all her life? You want her to wait for you all her life, when both of us probably know that you would never go back. You want her there for when you actually want her. She doesn’t deserve that. She deserves a guy who will want her all the time, through the good and the bad. She deserves the best out there. We both know that. Let her be happy. Maybe she will come back to you in the end. But let me give you some friendly advice dude. If Meika comes back to you, do NOT push her away again. Accept her. Do not take her for granted again. She would have given you the world. She would have done anything for you. You were always her first priority. So if by some miracle, she comes back to you, don’t fuck it up again, okay?

Adam: I wouldn’t. I know it’s hard to believe me when I say that because I’ve said it before, but I mean it this time. She never really looked happy with anyone else before. I haven’t seen her with anyone else, so I didn’t really realize how badly it would hurt and affect me. It does. I finally feel it now. It sucks. If she was to come back, I would never let her go again. At the same time, I hope she doesn’t come back, not because of me, but because of her. For her own good, her own happiness and wellbeing, I hope she never comes back to me. I could never make up for the past.

Lucas: That is very respectable. You can’t change the past. You just have to change the present in order to change the future. Be a better person and guy in general to prove the difference. Maybe she will recognize that. Maybe not. It’s hard to see, but in the end, it would make you better overall.

Adam: You’re right. Thanks for talking to me. Tell her I apologize for yelling at her. Also, she can come over whenever. I will be okay. I’m sorry.

Lucas: It’s okay. I understand it is hard sometimes, but you gotta work through it all. Maybe you should text her and apologize. It would mean more coming directly from you.

Adam: Yeah, you’re right, again. Alright, well I’m going to work on some classwork. I’ll talk to you later, okay? Thanks again.

Lucas: No problem man. I’m going to play some basketball. Have fun with the work.

Adam walked into his bedroom and went straight to his desk. He sat down and stared at his phone. Finally, he picked his phone up and began a text message addressed to Meika.

RIVERSIDE - KALEB’S APARTMENT

Kaleb and Meika are still studying in Kaleb’s room. Meika is starting to pack up her stuff, getting ready to leave. 

Meika: I should get going soon. I need to get home for dinner.

Kaleb: I could make us dinner if you wanted.

Meika: Of course you can cook. What aren’t you good at?

Kaleb: I’ll let you decide over time! Do you want me to make us dinner? 

Meika: It sounds fun, especially being with you, but I really should get home soon.

Kaleb: Okay, I’ll walk you to your car.

Meika: Thank you. I’m going to get a drink for the road! Be right back!

Meika walked out of Kaleb’s room and out of sight. Kaleb is laying on his bed where Meika was previously laying. He is smiling to himself, when Meika’s phone buzzes. Kaleb looks down at it, ensuring it is not Meika’s parents trying to contact her. 

Adam: Hey Meika. I am terribly sorry for earlier. I am sorry for yelling at you and telling you to leave. I understand that it is also Lucas’ apartment, so you are free to visit whenever you please. I am sorry for getting so angry at you and putting all the blame from the past on you. I really do want to talk with you about everything, but I understand if you do not feel comfortable doing so. I want you to know that you were never in the wrong - it was always me. I am so sorry I tried to blame you for every bad thing that happened. Also, most of all, I am sorry for never answering your messages. You didn’t deserve to be ignored. You deserved a response of some kind. I regret the way I treated you. I will always love you. Kaleb is a really lucky guy. He seems very nice and like he deserves you. You deserve to be happy and I hope you find that happiness, whether it is with Kaleb or elsewhere, you deserve it all. I apologize again, Meika.

Meika walks back into the bedroom with a flavored water under her arm. 

Meika: Are ya ready to go?

Kaleb: *looks up at Meika, confused* What is this about?

Meika: What do you mean?

Kaleb: This text from Adam. What is it about?

Meika: I didn’t know I got a text. Let me see it and I’ll let you know. 

Meika takes her phone from Kaleb’s hand and reads the message she received from Adam. After she is finished reading, she looks up with shock in her eyes. 

Kaleb: Meika? Are you okay?

Meika sits down next to Kaleb and looks at him.

Meika: Yes. I am perfectly okay. *grabs Kaleb’s hand*

Kaleb: Meika, what is all that about? What happened earlier?

Meika: I used to date Adam. In high school. I fell in love with him. I always wanted to try again with him, but he was so back and forth with his own feelings, it was hard to pursue something like that. I held onto the relationship for so long. I tried reaching out to him about six months ago, but he wouldn’t respond back. He was supposed to help me study for my nursing test, but he just stopped responding. I finally gave up hope then. He got mad at me earlier because he went to talk to me after Micro and he saw me with you. He noted how happy I looked. How it upset him that someone else was making me laugh and smile, that it was not because of him. It didn’t help that you became his lab partner. He just wanted to explain things to me, but honestly, I wasn’t really interested in listening to his excuses again. So, yeah, I think that’s all.

Kaleb: Do you still love him?

Meika: I will always have some love in my heart for him. He was the first guy I fell in love with. That love will never disappear. But no, I do not want to be with him.

Kaleb: Are you okay? 

Meika: *looks at Kaleb’s bright blue eyes* I am completely okay. Thank you. *kisses Kaleb*

Kaleb: I’m always here for you. No matter what. Let’s get going before you miss dinner though. 

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[crazykendal]

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Why did you close the door the last time you closed one? so no little kids would rampage in Stripes or polka dots? stripes Do you care if people touch you when they’re talking to you? depends on who What is your gender? female Do you think that people think its obvious? i sure hope so haha

How long did your first date last? 0 seconds ;) Is your favorite color within 10 feet of you? yes Highlight of your day? my old friend came over Would you rather be on a boat or a plane? dood no boats those scare the f outta me, but ive never been on a plane Can you tell when girls (or guys) have eyeliner on? yes. Can you cook?

yikes uh.. nope How high is your ceiling? i believe 35 feet im some parts of the house Whats the worst job you can think of? honestly idk Do you swear a lot?  what the fuck are you talking about Does the last person you texted have an O in their name? HA no Is everything working in your house? i dont think so Would you rather have a pool or a trampoline? pool. Does pop give you energy? no..? TV show you love with a passion? the walking dead, and ive been watching the 100, but i love twd  a lot more Do you think you learned anything from the worst night of your life? yeah, im a fucking prick/dick head

Perfect age to get married? who the fuck knows

Is it safe to say you own over 20 pairs of shoes?  i own 3 or maybe 5.. i think Name a career path that women are known for taking. doctors?? idk Favorite type of cookie? chocolate chip, i can never make them because i always come close to burning the house down A quality you look for in choosing a significant other? if anyone can understand me im good What would I find if I looked in your pocket? no pockets What was your first word? yo wassup my homies. (I say that too much, but I have no idea) A musical instrument you wouldnt mind learning how to play? DRUMSSS Last time you went to 7-eleven? months ago A fast food restaurant that you hate with a passion? I kinda hate most of them equally Does everyone in your family have a job? yeah Going anywhere this weekend? im going to a legally blonde musical Is your room ever clean? yeah but usually never What does it mean when youre being quiet? im mad Last person you had a face to face conversation with? my cat Wheres your phone? dude idk ive been grounded for 2 weeks ahahahah Do you know the difference between your and you’re? yes i aint no dumb bitch How late did you stay up last night? 10 pm Anyone youre ready to kill? oh hell yeah Do you need to get a tan? yes What do you want? money and love Favorite TV show as a kid? dood idk

Whats a show that you absolutely refuse to watch? Strangers Things How many times have you been in love? once Go camping or go to a party? camping Do you remember how old you were when you started swearing? maybe when I was 12 How many years older than you would you date someone? I would like to date anyone in my grade, nothing over or less What was the last thing you pinky swore on? I dont swear to anything, ever, unless i care about the person usually more than my self Would you consider yourself a nice person? no. why is this even a question Are there a lot of mirrors in your house?  a lot more than I think there should be Has there ever been a serial killer in your house?  I sure hope not

Do you know anyone who looks like Adam Sandler? no True or false: Glee is annoying. true, ive never watched it but I know its annoying Last thing you cooked? grilled cheese Do you use slang often? maybe Wear glasses? yes hahahaha

About how old was the last person that hit on you? well.. no one has ever hit on me OH wait I cant say (this one girl maybe I don't her well oh god) What color are your headphones? black and red BLUETOOTH BITCHES Would you make a good teacher? Why? I would rather be some sort of leader than teacher Dont you hate those commercials that try too hard? lol some commercials are my life, like the life alert commercials. HELP IVE FALLEN AND I CANT GET UP but yeah some over them are just to much Is the fan on? I have like a ton of fans on right now Any special reason why youre taking this survey? i have nothing better to do What does the last text message you sent say?  i was telling my mom that my little sister was being a pain in the ass and that i wanted pizza hahaha

Your friend needs you to run to the store to get a pregnancy test. Do you? which friend? Friend #1, id ask her who she fucked and be really surprised. Friend #2 I wouldn't even have to ask. Friend #3 I would be shocked and possibly upset. But id get them for all of them hahahaha Do you log out on facebook when you leave the site?  i dont use my Facebook What color are your underwear? white How short are your nails? short Do you like the opposite sex to be dominant or you the one in control? funny you ask that, id rather have the opposite sex dominant and id rather be dominant with same sex.. yep Favorite holiday? Christmas If I asked you to point to Ohio on a map of the US do you think you could? yeah You're locked in a room with spiders. Do you have an issue? spiders don't really bother me, depends on size tho Do you wear your most expensive item of clothing often? uhh Do you eat a lot of food? no THERE'S NO FOOD IN OUR HOUSE

Have your parents ever tried to control your relationship? well like a relationship relationship? maybe Have you ever had to give someone directions before? yes i forget everything but I know how to give directions like a mastermind Speaking of which, are you good at understanding driving directions? ive never driven before because im too little!! in two years i can tho hahah How many people do you text daily? usually none Do you play any instruments? Which instruments do you play? nothing Is there anyone who you call by their last name? no What did you do on your last birthday? I dont remember I think I had a sleepover tho Which of the Seven Deadly Sins do you commit the most? what Has anyone ever told you that you’re incapable of whispering? no What is your least favorite subject in school?

math and science Have you ever been involved in a custody battle before? depends Do you know a couple who constantly sucks on each other’s face? what the actual fuck When was the last time you watched a YouTube video? a few days ago Have you ever babysat a newborn baby before? no

When was the last time you held someone’s hand? does my cat count How many meals have you eaten today, so far? none and it’s 1:05 pm Do you think it’s stupid for people to call others “hot?” no because they might actually be hot hahaha Do you personally think Wikipedia is a reliable source? yeahhh? depends Have you ever shopped at Wet Seal before? Did you like it? wtf is that Do you care about spending money if it’s someone else’s money? yeah What is your favorite Disney movie of all time? dude I dont really like Disney movies so none When you were a child, did you ever want to become a wizard/witch? wtf no Would you rather have hardwood floors or carpet? i have both in my house Who was the last person you yelled at? Why? my little little sister As a kid, did you ever go to camp? no Have you ever made out in a movie theater before? no Are you currently trying to learn to play any instrument? no. When was the last time you went somewhere you thought was haunted? hmm a few months ago Who was the last person to compliment you? idk that was over a month ago How old were you when you got to go on your first date? never have and I bet I never will :( Would you call your parents over-protective or under-protective? over protective helpppp Did your parents ever let you play in the pits of those multicolored balls? what Have any of your siblings ever had a crush on your significant other? chandler riggs or alycia debnam-carey? Are you the jealous type? yeah When was the last time you felt like you were high on life? when clarke and lexa had sex mwahahaha what Do you know someone who cares about themselves more than their child? yeah haha we have their kid now Do you still watch cartoons on television? no What do you usually order at Taco Bell, if you go there?  i dont like taco bell Is there anyone currently annoying you? yes Do you have freckles? no :’( How many dogs do you have, if any at all? imaginary doggos Have you ever witnessed someone being beaten up? i couldn't say I witnessed someone being beat up I usually beat up things Do you think biting is weird or sexy? well it depends on who Would you rather be called hot or beautiful? hot but im neither hahaha Have you ever had a pet turtle before? yes Do you still sleep with your parents when you’re scared sometimes? no. Have you ever met someone with two different color eyes? nope. Have you ever felt like someone was following you? yeah

What color shirt are you wearing at the moment? white Do you enjoy going school shopping? sometimes Do you think Pug dogs are adorable or just plain ugly? I LOVE PUGS my grandpa has some and I love them so much Have you ever met someone who completely resembled their pet? haha ive never thought of that but maybe What was the worst substance you’ve spilled on yourself before? bleach Have you ever made out with more than one person in one night? no Do you think there is a soulmate out there for everyone? no defiantly not me

Do you like short or long surveys the best? long Have you ever bought fake money and tried to make it pass for real? no Are your siblings nice the majority of the time? depends on who Do you freak out when a thunderstorm comes along? no i live for thunderstorms How often do you shower? every other day Have you ever had to sell something for a school fundraiser? maybe How many sodas do you usually drink in one day? sometimes one but usually never Have you ever met someone who was completely weird all-around? yes shes a good friend of mine Do you ever watch any soap operas? i have no idea what that is Have you ever met someone who was mean to everyone? yes. (me) thats not trueee though <3 Do you usually have a low tolerance for pain or high tolerance? I dont care whenever I get injured Would you rather eat or sleep? i dont care Are you one of those die hard Twilight or Harry Potter fans? no just no

Do your parents ever force you to talk to your grandparents? I have one grandpa and a step grandma and I dont really know her that much but I never really see them Do you think long surveys are boring or entertaining? it depends on the questions. Have you ever learned that someone had lied to you all along? i feel like someone has been lying to me but I dont know if its true or not Have you ever wanted to be a lawyer? no. Have you ever had to bail someone out of jail before? no. Is there anyone in your immediate family who was adopted? yeah Do you know anyone who doesn’t have any common sense? yes my same weird friend, oh and me :) When was the last time you bought something? Monday Do you think you look anything like your parents? kinda What are your plans for this weekend? i answered this What color is your significant other’s hair? Chandler Riggs and Alycia Debnam-Carey both have brown hair. Woah ive never thought about this but every single person ive ever crushed on was a brunette Have you ever applied for a job at Walmart before? no. Would you ever become a foster parent? id rather be a foster parent than give birth but I fucking hate kids (maybe that's why I hate myself) Are you ashamed of anyone in your family? yeah my cat Bub he attacks my other cats Would rather talk to someone on a landline or a cell phone? cell Has anyone ever given you a psychiatric assessment? no What is your favorite amusement park?  i dont know Did you ever have braces? I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET THEM OFF THIS MONTH BUT NOOOOOO What is cuter: kisses on the forehead of the cheek? i like both? why am I answering to this Do you believe in evolution or creation? evolution, there was never a god who created anything

Would you rather take a bath or a shower? Why or why not? shower, I dont have time for baths Does it bother you when people touch your personal items? depends. When was the last time you did something sexual? ..depends on what.. Do you collect anything? What? snapbacks Are you better at hand-drawing things or painting? I cant paint to save my life Have either of your parents ever called you a failure before? oh my god all the time! They tell me that more than compliments Have you ever suspected someone of cheating on you? no. When you get married, will you convert your last name? depends on who :) Are your parents divorced, married or separated? married Has someone ever left a relationship with you for someone else? no. What’s the most painful thing you’ve ever experienced? from december 5, 2002 all the way to today When was the last time you went shoe shopping? like 4 weeks ago Are you a part of any clubs at your school, if you still go to school? like in 7th grade CREATIVE WRITING CLUB oh man Do you know someone who wears a wig? no What is your best friend’s last name? nakamura. its my cat haru When was the last time you cried? For what reason? awhile ago because im a fucking baby, just because im going to a different school than a friend of mine who im going to tag mwahaha sucks to be you IM LOOKING BACK AT THIS ITS NOT TRUE IT WAS THE LEXA DEATH SCENE

What is your favorite shop to go to at the mall? forever 21 What time do you usually go to bed on the weekends? like 10 or 11 Have you ever considered suicide? not much? Have you ever been raped before? no. Would you ever consider becoming a marine biologist? no if i ever see those words again im going to fuck someone up. (my dad wants me to be one but im deathly afraid or the ocean) Did you carry a lunchbox as a child? yes. What is your favorite ‘sweet’ to eat? idk Are you someone who usually eats when you’re bored? no Have you ever eaten your way through a breakup? no. Who was the last person you texted? my mom Do you usually buy popcorn when you eat at the movie theater? yeah Did you sleep alone or with someone last night? alone. What kind of dressing do you eat on your salad, if any? none Are you someone who constantly likes to wear hats? no what are talking about im not wearing a hat at all Have you ever seen a Lifetime movie that relates to your life? what What is your Myspace URL? never had one Are you someone who likes to wear dresses more than pants? hahaha if i ever have to wear another dress again im going to kill myself Have you ever dated someone who was way overprotective of you? never fucking dated alright What was the last thing you touched besides your keyboard? my HAT When was the last time you witnessed a fist fight? never..? Do you know anyone who lives in the state of California? bitch I do

Are you waiting for a text right now? no Is it your summer vacation right now? yepp fucking kill me Do you like traveling? love it, more time I can listen to to musicccc What color are the walls of the room you’re in right now? dood i think grey, im looking now and its hard to tell Do you still make mix cds? no. Are you eating or drinking anything right now? no

Do you go to church regularly? no i dont believe in that stuff Who’s your best friend? haru Are you determined? yeahhh...

Are you always looking for/in a relationship, or do you like being single? id love to be in a relationship but i hate so many people and a ton of people hate me and I bet i never will Ever had your heart broken? yeah Even broken someone else’s heart? oh god yes Are you confident? not really When’s the last time you smiled? today. Are you tan? no

Any big plans for today/tonight? I want pizza What’s the background on your computer? oh I recently changed it to lexa and clarke from the 100 Do you have days where you just want to listen to sad songs? yeah Don’t you hate when your plans fall through? sometimes Ever maxed out a credit card? no How old are you? older than time itself Who’s the last person you kissed? my cat Are you hoping they will also be the next person you kiss? no Do you ever actually go on dates? no

Im going to tag @rottentulips because I finally found a really long question tag for her to do so you're welcome ;)

[perspectiveartist]

@opus13

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST: 1. Drink: raspberry white tea 2. Phone call: Uh...shit who was it? It was either James or Mom. 3. Text message: Abby <3 4. Song you listened to: ...”Prelude 12/21″ by AFI...I WAS BEING NOSTALGIC 5. Time you cried: Sunday when Mom shamed me into shaving my knees by saying they were gross

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: I mean...I guess. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Kinda. I didn’t at the time but in retrospect, there’s people I wish I had never shown affection for. 8. Been cheated on: ...kinda ambiguous. I thought we were still dating but she claims we weren’t so idfk but as far as I’m concerned yes, that cunt cheated on me and then BRAGGED to me about it 9. Lost someone special: Too many. I’ve been to a lot of funerals. 10. Been depressed: Chronic depression over here :))) 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope, I don’t drink

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Blue, black, and either silver or gold. Which of those I like best depends on the context.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends:Yeah! I made some online friends, at least. I don’t think most of them consider me much of a friend, but I am happy to have them.  16. Fallen out of love: No 17. Laughed until you cried: Uhhh maybe? I don’t think I have but my memory’s shit so I could have 18. Found out someone was talking about you: I guess if anyone’s gossiped about me, they were smart enough to not let me hear about it 19. Met someone who changed you: Nah 20. Found out who your friends are: Ehhh any drama I had with friends was mostly just me taking slight to stupid shit, not anything serious that actually tested any friendships.

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Well yeah since James is friends with me on there 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Most people tbh. I don’t really add online friends very often. 23. Do you have any pets: My cat Samoa and betta Maui here, then my two calico girls Kia and Autumn at Mom’s. 24. Do you want to change your name: I used to want to change my name to Melanie or Melissa as a kid tbh but after a while I just accepted my name. Idek what I’d change it to but it wouldn’t feel right. The closest I’ve come is having friends call me Al. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Laid on the couch sick as a fucking dog watching TV as I drifted in and out of consciousness. Yaaay happy 25th! 26. What time did you wake up: 10-ish? 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Trying to paint my fidget spinner with nail polish LOL but I fucked up and then got sad and realized I was way tired and was getting to that toddler phase of “I’m so tired that everything is upsetting me”. It wasn’t even much of a day, I think I was just hungover from a full weekend of socializing. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: uhhhhhhhhh I don’t think there’s anything particular I’m excited for. I don’t get hyped for games or movies anymore cuz I don’t have money to drop $60 on a game and movie theaters freak me out (anxiety) 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Yesterday evening when she was dropping me off in Van Wert for James and his dad to drive me back home 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Only one? My anxiety. At the very least, it would get rid of my eating issues, I could hold a job once I got my strength back, etc. I can live with the depression, but I feel like everything would be more tolerable if my anxiety didn’t stop my body from taking care of itself or working right. 31. What are you listening right now: I WAS listening to Philip DeFranco but tbh that was just white noise for me, I didn’t pay attention much to the issues he was discussing. It just ended. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah, my friend’s ex. I cussed him out over the phone. Then he had his mom and sister cuss ME out lmao what a fucking coward 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Hmmm nothing at the moment. But that can easily change. 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr because I always come back out of the hopes of finding something new to look at every few minutes 35. Mole/s: Yeah, some. I have one under my right boob that I’ve had since I was little, I have a birth mark on my right elbow that’s like a mole, and then I have little moles on my legs and a couple on my stomach? 36. Mark/s: Yeah, a couple scars if that’s what you mean. I have a vertical scar on uhh my right shin I think, and then I have a scar on my upper lip. 37. Childhood dream: First I wanted to own a zoo, then I wanted to be a veterinarian. Then I realized I can’t handle the nasty parts of working with animals like shit and blood and stuff. So then I just didn’t really have a dream aside from maybe making a comic. But I gave up on that. 38. Haircolor: Dark brown 39. Long or short hair: Medium 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Idk I don’t consider it a crush if you’re in a relationship with them 41. What do you like about yourself: :)))) 42. Piercings: None and no intentions of getting them 43. Bloodtype: No fucking clue. In 8th grade we tried to do an experiment to find everyone’s blood type but my fingers are small and the rooms were cold and I have bad circulation so my teacher lanced me twice before deciding I wasn’t going to get a proper drop of blood to test and he was scared of bruising me cuz I guess I seem like the type to sue. So I never learned. Idek if Mom knows. 44. Nickname: Al, Sharkie 45. Relationship status: Taken 46. Zodiac: Capricorn 47. Pronouns: She/her 48. Favorite TV Show: uhhh idk I don’t do well picking faves I guess Bob’s Burgers 49. Tattoos: None and probably will never have any. If I did, it would be a watercolor style one of a flower that reminds me of a loved one. 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: None 52. Hair dyed in different color: Nope. I want to get some blue in my hair but neither my budget nor my Mom seem thrilled about that so it will probably never happen. It’s expensive and time-consuming to safely bleach my hair. 53. Sport: Idk I played soccer in 4th grade but hated it, then I was on a bowling league for 6 years. But I ain’t played sports in 8 years. 54. (question wasn’t here) ...:D 55. Vacation: Like a dream vacation? Idk travel stresses me out too much for me to get excited about going anywhere outside my house. 56. Pair of trainers: wh...what? Like shoes?

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: Fried stuff yeee 58. Drinking: Coke, bottled tea, water, uh...fuck idk 59. I’m about to: smack my head against a wall for my brain being made of cotton 62. Want: security 63. Get married: I have no idea tbh I want to be with James the rest of my life but ceremonies suck. I also have issues of commitment in the way of “Oh god what if it doesn’t work out and then it hurts that much more cuz then he’s not just an ex, he’s an ex-husband?” And if James and I did split, I highly doubt I’d get married. I don’t even have an interest in dating. 64. Career: Fuck a career, I just want an income. I have no illusions of having a job you could call a career.

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Kinda weird but it seems like the women I’m interested in I prefer same height or shorter, but men I prefer taller 68. Older or younger: Same age. I don’t have an interest in anyone over a year younger than me, and I just can’t wrap my mind around dating someone older than my brother so no one more than 2 years older than me. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: idk I don’t care about either 71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive indicates to me that they’re touchy and I don’t do well with that, but I don’t like loud people either so...they both suck I guess? I can’t be around sensitive people who take things too personally, but I also fucking hate loud assholes. 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship, I don’t fuck people I don’t know well. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: I guess hesitant since a constant troublemaker would get fucking annoying.

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: No 75. Drank hard liquor: No 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: No 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex on the first date: No 79. Broken someone’s heart: I wouldn’t call it breaking his heart, but I did break up with a guy and he was upset for a little while. He got over it. I’d say it was a dent if anything, we were only together a couple months. 80. Had your heart broken: Not really but I never put myself out there to get it broken either 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: Well duh 83. Fallen for a friend: Yes, hard, but I got over it eventually

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: nah 85. Miracles: nah 86. Love at first sight: nah 87. Santa Claus: nah 88. Kiss on the first date: Depends on the date LMAO James and I technically kissed on our first date but I’d also known him for years and already had feelings for him. If I went out and dated some rando, no, no kiss. Kisses are commitments. 

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: Uhm...A tie between Abby and Katie. They’re both always there for me and have been my friends for the past like 12 years. They’re reliable and sweet and supportive and I fucking love them like sisters. 91. Eyecolor: My eyes? Brown 92. Favorite movie: Aladdin

[cutegirlmayra]

11 and SonAmy please !

*POOF* Whattaya need?

Prompt:

Amy bit her lower lip, seeing as she was finally alone with Sonic The Hedgehog only to find out that she felt so awkward after that last little misunderstanding between them…

She hit her shoes together, sitting down just a little aways from him.

He had been through a pretty rough time… that last adventure made him question himself a lot, but he pulled through, just like she knew he would, and triumphant over evil!

She stared with a warm and proud smile on her face.

He looked over, and she quickly blinked in surprise.

He looked away.

She frowned, bending her eyebrows back as if the awkward silence was going to kill her.

She looked forward and put her hands on her chin, supporting her head up, sighing…

She saw some birds flying…

“Ah!” That’s it!

She leaned up, and side-glanced Sonic, before twiddling her fingers.

Now she just had to get a way for him to take her…

“Ehem. Gee. Haha, great night.” she looked around, it was getting late. Wasn’t it night?

He started to bend down, and pick grass blades. “Should you be getting home by now?”

She pouted. “How rude.” she huffed silently to herself.

She then put on a nervous smile again, closing her eyes and addressing him again, “Ah… y-yeah. M-maybe you could fly me home?”

Sonic’s head perked up. “Fly?” he turned around, looking confused.

“Uhh… huh.” she nodded slowly, freaking out.

His face looked annoyed! His voice sounded angry!

Scary! She slightly sweat dropped at how awkward this whole thing was going.

At least she had a plan. a .. kinda firm objective? She just had to get on that plane!

“We can take the X-Tornado! You have a call button for it, right?” she got up, “Tails installed it, it’s right-”

She bent down nearer to him to point to the button, but his gloomy expression threw her off guard from her usual cheery one.

She flinched back, and hesitated to point. 

“S..Sonic..” she was really worried now. He had been acting this closed-off all day… but he won!

“Haa..” he let out a quick gust of air, and scratched behind his head, bending down to do so before getting up, and stretching.

“You’re right. The Chaos Emearlds are back with Knuckles now. Emmm.. So I’ll fly us home, Tails style.” Sonic clicked the button, and folded his arms, waiting as he looked at the fading sky…

Such a dark blue… it really looked gloomy too… matched his whole look… poor thing.

“…Sonic… is there something you want to tell me?” Amy tilted her head. She hoped he had moved on from everything.. especially with them, but it looked like he was still bothered by it. “…In other words… n-.. need to talk?” she put her hands together, and cutely twisted them to the side, trying to be adorable.

“No thanks.”

She dropped the cute act and frowned in her failure to get him to speak.

“Fine then! I’ll ride in the back!” she shouted out, stomping away.

“Sheesh! I see you’re depressed and troubled and spend the whole rest of the day just sitting by you and keeping silent. And all you do is keep shutting me down and closing me off! Horrible! Terrible! So cruel…”

Sonic’s mouth moved more towards the center of his muzzle, as he bent his head down… his eyes out of the frame.

Amy held herself, as the cold wind blew by her… facing her back to Sonic, and his to hers.

“…I’m sorry… I know you’ve been through a lot.. especially emotionally…”

Sonic raised his head slightly.

“I know you’re one to sit alone and deal with it all by yourself. But… But I can’t help feeling that somewhere deep inside… you don’t want to be alone.”

He blinked his eyes, scanning the ground as if putting her words together in his head.

The engine noise grew closer, and he looked up, scanning the skies… but no plane in sight.

“I… I just wish…”

He turned around.

“That… you would let me in… sometimes.”

She suddenly felt a quick rush of wind and two arms around her.

“Duck.”

“Huh?”

“Now!”

“WAHH!!”

Amy landed to the ground with Sonic, as the plane flew right above them, almost having taken Amy out in the process.

Amy twitched violently, terrified as Sonic got up, and shook his head.

“Why is it I turn my back on you for five minutes…” he looked back down at her trembling self, mumbling. “And you’re always there.” he changed his wording, and smiled.

“Alright, come on. You’re fine.” He picked her up, holding her bridal style as she teared up. “It was just a low-riding plane…” he acted like it was nothing, jumping up to the auto-pilot plane.

“Huh?” Sonic looked into the back seat.

Each of the seats were filled with Tails’s tools or boxes. Probably with gear pieces and other bots and nails mixed within.

He drooped his eyes, a bit annoyed at the circumstance, but hopped in the cockpit, having Amy on his lap.

“You might want to sit forward with this.” Sonic warned, turning the plane to manual.

“…Uh… oh!” Amy blushed slightly, but maneuvered herself to be sitting between his legs, and looked down at the stick in front of her.

THIS WAS NOT AT ALL ACCORDING TO PLAN! She had swirls in her eyes, as Sonic placed both hands on either side of her, getting ready to lanuch.

“Amy, hold the front in place.” He was talking about the stick in front of her, and she gulped, before holding it tight.

“Careful, it jostles.” he rammed the levers forward, and they were off on a running start.

“WHHAAHAHAHAH!” Amy was hoping up and down in her seat, making this more awkward, as Sonic tried to keep the wheels moving.

“Amy, lift up, now!”

She pulled and strained… but the plane finally took off from it’s weird dance on the ground.

“Good. Keep it steady.”

His hands moved over her own, and her eyes widened as his grip became firm.

“Nice and easy…”

She turned to glance behind her.

He was… smiling… again.

She smiled too.

He then looked down at her, curiously. “Huh? What’chu staring at?”

She flinched and looked forward, “N-nothing! J-just wondering…”

“About what?”

She flinched again, “Ah…uh, uh… well.” she gulped. “Where did you learn to fly a plane?” she turned back to him.

He stared at her a moment.

Then burst out laughing.

He threw both hands out, one to his head and the other banging the side of the window as he laughed, his foot hitting the floor too.

Amy freaked out, looking around and realizing he wasn’t flying the plane anymore.

“SOOONNNIICC!!!” they started to dip down.

“Whooo! Hahah, I almost forgot how much you could be a hoot and a holler, Amy! haha!” Sonic gripped the stick again, and they were back up to a gentle, but fast glide.

Her eyes were still spinning, fear and anxiety taking over.

“I don’t even know what to say to that…” she whined out.

“Amy… Who do you think taught Tails how to fly? Or rather, who even built this plane from scrap in the first place?”

She thought about it a moment, snapping out of her worry to then realizing something.

“Ah! It was you! You taught Tails all those things!”

Her cute moment of epiphany made Sonic look down and laugh again, but lighter this time.

“Uh-huh.” he smiled. “But Tails has always been a fast learner. He was good with planes from the start. He just hadn’t gotten his hands on one just yet. That’s why I gave him my plane. I could see he had natural talent for the thing.”

Amy turned and looked up at him, seeing the kindness in his eyes… and how much he truly cared about Tails.

She looked down.

“W-well… I can be a fast learner too.” she puffed up her cheek, slightly jealous of him.

“Oh?” Sonic looked down, raising an eyebrow, seeing her pose a challenge.

“Would you like me to teach you a thing or two?”

“Em!” she nodded back to him, excited.

“…” he smirked.

“Huh?”

“Hang on then…” he leaned forward…

“W-wa-what?”

“AHHHHH!!!!” he started to do crazy manuvers.

“WHOO!!! HAHA! It’s been FOREVER!”

“SSOONNICCC!” she was gripping the sides of the plane, her quills all the way up as Sonic had to look over them to pilot.

“Isn’t this fun, Amy!?”

“PUT ME DOWWNNN!!!”

He continued to laugh, though Amy realized once on the ground he was probably just letting off steam… and was glad she could help him feel better…

Even if she was cringing over her trashcan for the rest of the night… still suffering motion sickness… and feeling rather dizzy in her light-headedness.

You thought a girl who travels with a fast moving boyfriend would be used to that by now…

#sonamy #sonicxamy #amy rose #sonic and amy #sonic prompt #prompt meme #sonic the hedgehog #sonamy prompt

[fairyfairypie]

tagged by @theprettysettersclub, thank you!!

1) Are you really ready for 93 questions?

yeah!!!

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?

,,,uhhh no?? ive never been in a relationship?? so no i guess?

3) Who did you last say “I love you" to?

idk probably my mom

4) Do you regret it?

nope :DD

5) Have you ever been depressed?

Yeah

6) Are you a boy or girl?

Girl~

7) Who is your best friend?

@peppermintstars buT SHE DOESNT GO ON TUMBLR EVER WE MADE A TUMBLR AND U NEVER CAME BACK ON

8) How do you want to die?

idk lol probably not very painfully but aware of it??? if that makes sense

9) What did you last eat?

Ahhhh idk what it’s called but it’s like watery rice except that makes it sound really bad,,, it’s called xi fan but idk what it is in english (apparently its rice porridge) 

10) Played any sports?

well i skate and im learning volleyball;; and i used to swim, dance, and do gymnastics + more but i quit every sport within a month of trying it so :/

11) Do you bite your nails ?

YES, SO MUCH ;-;

12) When was your last physical fight?

never??? i dont fight a lot???

13) Do you have an attitude?

no?? not really??

14) Do you like someone?

yah but they don’t exist lol unless u count kpop idols 

15) What is your real name?

Eileen ^^

16) Are you gonna get high later?

no???

17) Do you hate anyone at the moment?

not that i can think of rn, no

18) Do you miss someone?

not off the top of my head, no

19) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?

??who cuts spaghetti??

20) Do you tan a lot?

uh no?

21) Have any pets?

if i did, they’d be dead, but no

22) How exactly are you feeling?

like,,, nothing rn 

23) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?

yeah i do it a lot when im busy

24) Ever made out in the bathroom?

no ??? ive never made out ???

25) Would you take any of your exes back?

no exes,,,,

26) Are you scared of spiders?

who isn’t?? spiders are scary whether dead or alive

27) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

of course!! it’d be cool!!

28) Do you regret anything from your past?

yeah, a lot of things

29) What are your plans for this weekend?

uhh i’ve got my regular weekend schedule, then I have to go to @orangejuicymatsu‘s house for some kind of dinner party, then I’ve got a syncro competition on Sunday-Monday

30) Do you want to have kids?

kids scare me, no

31) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?

my mom!!

32) Do you type fast?

not horribly fast, but not too slow either

33) Do you have piercings? How many?

no, but piercings look cool

34) Want any more?

yeah, maybe some ear piercings when i get older.., needles tho

35) Can you spell well?

nopee

36) Do you miss anyone from your past?

not really bc i can remember probably three ppl from my past

37) What are you craving right now?

ice cream

38) Ever been to a bonfire party?

not that i can remember,,,maybe

39) Have you ever been on a horse?

probably, but horses r big

40) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?

no??

41) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

not that i know?

42) Have you ever been cheated on?

can’t be cheated on if you’ve never been in a relationship

43) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

no...

44)Would you live with someone without marrying them?

yeah of course my parents lol

45) What should you be doing?

HOMEWORK

46) What’s irritating you right now?

my complete inability to do homework

47) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?

no not really

48) Does somebody love you?

idk ???

49) What is your favorite color?

PINKKKKK

50) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

ya

51) Do you have trust issues?

well idk honestly

52) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

yeah i think so

53) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?

,,,i have no exes

54)Who was the last person you cried to?

i honestly have no clue lol

55) Do you give out second chances too easily?

yeahh 

56) Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forget

57) Is this year the best year of your life?

its 2017, no

58) What was your child hood nickname?

i’ve never really have a nickname

59) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

no

60) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 

yea

61) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 

uhh read fanfics lol

62) Do you socialise often?

not too much but i do sometimes

63) What is bothering you?

I STILL HAVENT DONE MY HOMEWORK

64) Have you ever been out of your state?

yeah,, ive been to over 30 states 

65) Do you play the Wii?

not really

66) Are you listening to music right now?

yeahhh

67) Do you like Chinese food?

I eat it everyday, eh

68) Do you know your fathers b- day?

UHm i think its September 21st ???? no lol

69) Are you afraid of the dark?

well yeah

70) Is cheating ever okay?

no

71) Are you mean?

not usually no

72) Can you keep white shoes clean?

not really lol

73) Do you believe in true love?

yeah

74) Do you like the outside?

yeah!!! esp when it’s warm or sunny or just nice weather!!

75) Are you currently bored?

not really but kinda,,, 

76) Do you wanna get married?

idk maybe

77) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

no thats kinda weird to me

78) Are you hungry?

no but i want sweet food lol

79) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?

no...

80) What makes you happy?

my friends, my followers, ppl who r cool and nice, anime, cute things + more

81) Would you change your name?

no not really

82) Ever been to Alaska?

no, but im going this summer

83) Do you watch the news?

no lol

84) What’s your zodiac sign?

Aries~

85) Do you like Subway?

its okay, better than mcdonalds

86) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

no bc that was my mom

87) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

freak out lol

88) Do you talk like your friends?

do i? a bit yeah,, ive noticed lol

89) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?

all the time in public 

90) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

not that i can think of

91) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

one of the alexs -.- 

92) Does it matter if your boyfriend smokes?

eh i mean,,, a bit

93) Can you count to one million?

well yeah but im not doing it rn

ey so im tagging (you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to):@ruyi, @orangejuicymatsu, @fadeslikewhispers. @yolkygoblin, @yew2, @mothsky, and anybody who wants to do this! 

#i was too lazy to tag more but if u want to do it just say that i tagged u #pls do #i only tagged my irl friends so dont feel left out anybody #etc #p long eh

[onlyangcll]

answer all of those questions

okay im gonna do it

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

water bottle

2. chocolate bars or lollipops? 

chocolate bars

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

cotton candy

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

uh as smart and kind when in reality i never knew what the fuck was happening

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups, or glass cups?

soda bottles

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

can i wear pajamas

7. earbuds or headphones?

earbuds

8. movies or tv shows?

tv shows 

9. favorite smell in the summer?

the smell after it rains

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

if you though that i ever participated in p.e. in any point of my life ur funny

11. what do you have for breakfast on an average day?

i dont eat breakfast on an average day oop

12. name of your favorite playlist?

u already know blue gang babeys even though it scares me a bit

13. lanyard or key ring?

lanyard

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

sour worms 

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

either secret life of bees or fucking of mice and men FUCK 

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

i would prefer laying on the floor tbh

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

u already know my air force 1′s babey

18. ideal weather?

crisp fall day where its under 60 degrees 

19. sleeping position?

usually just laying on my side

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

i’ve been writing in my journal a lot to vent so i guess there bc i dont rlly write other than that

21. obsession from childhood?

hannah montana

22. role model?

my mommy she is amazing

23. strange habits?

idk i bite my nails i dont rlly have that many weird habits

24. favorite crystal?

bruh when i was younger i had this whole crystal obsession and i love amethyst and it is my birthstone

25. what is the first song you remember hearing?

chasing cars 

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

go to the beach which i have only done once this summer because i had a major fucking breakdown after going and it made me not want to go for a while

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

not going outside oop legit just staying inside and watching netflix im a loser

28. five songs to describe you?

i am too lazy to find 5 songs to describe me can i just put yeah! by usher

29. best way to bond with you?

show me pictures of literally any of your animals and i will cry

30. places that you find sacred?

what is this even supposed to mean im confused

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

another question im confused by i will wear sweatpants and a t shirt

32. top five favorite vines?

- lets go to the beach each... ninki minjaj

- godzilla seems like a nice man i, i just wanna take him to red robin

- road work ahead... uh yeah i sure hope it does

- you spilt lipstick in my valentino white bag????

- look at all those chickens!

33. most used phrase in your phone?

me going “oop”

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

idk i dont watch much tv or anything to get them stuck but i constantly have pewdiepie’s tuber simulator ad at the end of his videos in a loop in my head

35. average time you fall asleep?

it can be anywhere between 11-7 am

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

uhhh idk probably like a minecraft meme or something i have pea sized brain i dont recall

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

duffel bag

38. lemonade or tea?

lemonade babey

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

lemon cake

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

... pen stabbing

41. last person you texted?

audrey?? maybe idk

42. jackets pockets or pants pockets?

pants pockets are weak always jackets pockets

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket, or bomber jacket?

i LIVE in my jean jacket during fall and winter so i would say that

44. favorite scent for soap?

i am a whore for anything vanilla scented

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

fantasy

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

i’d say a hoodie and sweats

47. favorite type of cheese?

CHEDDAR

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

watermelon

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

i heard this on a tv show once and it b cheesy as fuck but i love it

“everyone you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. be kind. always.”

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever had?

if im being completely tbh i dont think i have ever laughed as hard as i did after anything cat said on the phone the other day

51. current stresses?

everyone in the groupchat has me stressing ab my future 

52. favorite font?

i dont fucking know????? times roman point size 12 double spaced - mrs. christina

53. what is the current state of your hands?

they are pretty freaking cold

54. what did you learn from your first job?

i learned how to fold t shirts properly and to always be scared of men

55. favorite fairy tale?

the little mermaid

56. favorite tradition?

uhh idk anything involving christmas

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

- getting clean from self harm

- coming to the conclusion my dad won’t be there for me

- that i can’t control everything in my life which i still b working on

58. four talents your proud of having?

- i can paint pretty well

- makeup

- kind of can dance

- i cant think of a fourth oop

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

skskkskskskskskks and i oop!

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

never have i watched anime

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

shut up about the sun. SHUT UP ABOUT THE SUN

62. seven characters you relate to?

this takes too long all i can say is i relate to stiles stillinski on a different level

63. five songs that you would play in your club?

can this stop making me list things i dont have the fucking patience i would play hotel room service by pitt bull and thats it

64. favorite website from your childhood?

animal jam was my shit

65. any permanent scars?

well the thing is yes the thing is i would rather not speak of them

66. favorite flower(s)?

sunflowers

67. good luck charms?

i dont rlly have any

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

i tried these dill pickle flavored chips and wanted to vomit

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

i don’t know many fun facts i small brained

70. left or right handed?

right handed

71. least favorite pattern?

i dont rlly dislike any patterns

72. worst subject?

math

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

i will eat almost anything with hot sauce so i guess that

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen? 

at least a 5 or a 6

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

when i was 6

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

french fries

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

i had cacti for like 2 years but they died,, may they rest in peace

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

considering i don’t eat sushi or any kind of fish i would have to go with coffee

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

i don’t have a license so i guess school ID

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

jewel tones

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

fireflies

82. pc or console?

pc

83. writing or drawing?

drawing

84. podcasts or talk radio?

podcasts

85. fairy tales or mythology?

i am a whore for mythology

86. cookies or cupcakes?

cookies

87. your greatest fear?

bugs

88. your greatest wish?

to be a fucking cowboy

89. who would you put before everyone else?

i think u already know the answer to that

90. luckiest mistake?

my mistakes don’t end up lucky

91. boxes or bags?

boxes

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

christmas lights but all year long

93. nicknames?

jill, jilly bean, jillie, jilly pops (that one is cat), beans, dumb bitch

94. favorite season

FALL BABEY

95. favorite app on your phone?

instagram probably

96. desktop background?

considering this is not my computer,, it is just default

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

i have one memorized and it is mine

98. favorite historical era?

i like the one with the dinosaurs