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ilytyun · 3 years

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how does txt text? (v realistic and accurate)

txt as gen z boys you started texting over quarantine😔💔

a/n: this has been sitting in my drafts for so long... it’s literally so bad but i thought i was kind of funny LOLLL💀💀 it’s not like what i usually write but hope it’s at least a bit enjoyable !! (also tysm for 100+ followers !!!!!!! teehee<333333)

warnings: some swearing, overuse of emojis, dated trends bc i wrote this three months ago LOL

yeonjun:

honestly ??? seems like a dry texter ... doesn’t reread his texts so sometimes they come out confusing even though he keeps spell check on, also never sends a text with more than ten words

lowkey dad texter if you’re not having an actual conversation ... lots of ‘k’, ‘thx’, ‘👍’, ‘idc/k’ and ‘lol’ ... also uses 💯, 😂 and ❤️ unironically 😔😔😔

also ‘???’

NOTORIOUS FOR BEING THAT GUY WHO JUST SAYS ‘hey’ WHEN YOU HAVENT TALKED IN LIKE TWO DAYS LMAO

you can never read how he’s feeling over text but sometimes he’ll sprinkle in a :) or a ;)) just to keep you on your toes

either no punctuation at all or an unnecessary overuse of punctuation ... if there is punctuation it?s , bad punctuation . ???????!!??~~~~ which is how most of his texts transfer emotions i guess ?? lol

he’s only like this because he genuinely sees texting as a quick last resort type of communication...

if you want to talk with him just give him a call... he prefers to hear your voice anyways🥺

soobin:

standard gen z texter, has good spelling, keeps his letters all lowercase for no reason other than because he thinks it looks nice ?? turns caps lock on for when he feels scandalized

texts like a bisexual......... u know with a ‘ !!’ or ‘ ??’ at the end...(the space between the last word and the punctuation is the most important part), uses a lot of ~~~~~ and ;;;;;;; and ^^ or >< too because he doesn’t want to sound monotone

‘lololol’ and ‘lolllllllllllll’.... also maybe ‘haha yeah’

super inconsistent when it comes to replying rip... like you’ll be able to hold a really good conversation for at most an hour and then he’ll leave you on delivered until the next day when he continues the conversation like nothing happened

only double texts when he needs to !! is a good boy and sends one longish text rather than a lot of short texts at once; good at paraphrasing, understands that not everyone views texting as a tool for conversation

looks like he’d be pretty good at using emojis, probably hip enough to use 😭😭😭 as a laughing emoji, also keyboard smashes

frequent user of this emoji as well: 😰

probably gets really lazy sometimes too so he ends up sending you a lot of voice memos

just overall extremely chaotic neutral

beomgyu:

seems the most normal/trendy texter imo😭

really great at using emojis... his best hits include: 😳, ✨, 🥰, 🤗 and 🥺 (ESPECIALLY 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺), also is a frequent user of all the pink heart emojis most notably 💕, texting him is never boring and he does his best to come off nice !! and he can tone down how he texts too... versatile king

definitely calls yeonjun a boomer for using 😂

but he’s also probably on tiktok or smthn A LOT so if you’re close to him he’ll pull the: 👁👄👁, 😀, 🥴, 💀💀💀, 😻, 🤡, 🧍....... used ‘no❤️’ and also ‘🧚✨’ before it got annoying...

the one who sends you very obscure memes he finds off the internet as replies to your texts but they somehow always just work..... sth like those badly edited facebook memes or sth LMAOOOOOO😭😭

his one downfall: will definetly accidentally type out the wrong your/you’re... same with there/they’re/their and no matter how much it annoys you he really could not care less

i lied here’s another downfall: he’s SUPER bad with replying. leaves you on read accidentally a lot and it kinda hurts ngl💀

i lied again here’s one last downfall... even if he’s bad with replying he will not hesitate to text you to get your attention...... he does not give a single shit. if he needs you he’ll text each individual letter of H E L L O, also double texts if he’s excited but you let it slide because he’s cute😔

taehyun:

another good texter but maybe... too good.....

his spelling and grammar are on point... you will never ever catch him slipping. periods at the end of every sentence. him and hyuka are probably the only ones who still use auto capitalization

but something about his texting seems so robotic....... you find yourself honestly wondering if he’s being dry with you or if he’s just being super polite

it’s also definetly because he somehow always finds the perfectly specific emoji to include at the end of his message💀

and they’re always obscure ones too... he used the 🚏 emoji once when he told you he was ‘Waiting for the bus. 🚌🚏 Cannot wait you see you. 🤓’ and it made you go huh...

overall pretty articulate over text but when you’re acting a bit questionable his favourite emoji to use is simply 🤨 he also genuinely believes 🤓 is cute... like ok taehyun

lowkey dry texter so it’s somehow satisfying when he uses exclamation marks... it shows that he’s excited lol

he’s unpredictable and distinct... unique king

huening kai:

texting god.... but wbk

if gyu has bruh girl energy hyuka def has big hii girly! :) energy LMAOOOO

genuinely the sweetest texter, you can hear his voice and feel his energy through his messages🥺

takes the time to use the japanese emojis... (๑╹ω╹๑ ) it’s super duper adorable... some of his favourite emojis are 🤩, 😊, 🕺 and 🙈

but if it’s struggle hours you know he’s going 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

uses coloured heart emojis !! 🧡💛💚💙💛💜

definetly uses uwu and xD unironically but it’s really cute when he does it....

ofc >3< is his signature

uses ‘BAHAHAHAHA’ and ‘Hehehehee’ instead of just lol..... also an avid keyboard smasher esp if you are too (he’s never felt more alive than when using sksksksk was still a trend... emits highkey vsco girl energy on top of his hii girly energy lol)

another kid who overuses punctuation ???? but just to emphasize !!!!! his !!!!!!! point ,,,..,,,!!!!

sends you motivational texts throughout the day... ‘You’ve got this!!!!! (● ˃̶͈̀ロ˂̶͈́)੭ꠥ⁾⁾ I hope you have a good day today!!!!!!!!!(๑>◡<๑)💛💛💚’

tried to turn off auto capitalization but thought it made him come off as too aloof/impolite so he turned it back on😭😭 doesn’t have a problem when other people don’t use it though !!

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bucksbisexual · 4 years

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okay since im rewatching 2gether, might as well make my reaction public lol

tine trying to be a supportive boyfriend by asking wat if something is troublig and wat’s himbo self being like “nah fam im good” god i love this dumbass

also tine not knowing how to talk about his feelings is so relatable help

honestly i would’ve LOVED to see sarawat at least one (1) question

tine’s smile while wat drinks..... Sir I Am In Love With You

also his blush..... Sir I Am More In Love With You Than I Was Before

“is the lyric about smile or happiness?” “don’t cheat” wat saw through his bullshit right there KSJFHKS

i wonder what’s in those glasses because it doesn’t quite look like coke but it obviously isn’t beer,,,,

ohhhhh “a friend from high school” ... explains tine’s reaction we see in the teaser when he introduces pam as his highschool friend

also explains why tine thought sarawat made that video for her instead of him. wat is in his high school clothes and tine probably thought it was before he saw him (when in fact it was probably recorded the same day lmao sarawat hopeless romantic)

tine: one more game! [spins the coin and supposedly falls on heads] wat!

sarawat: no one can talk to me if i fall asleep

i’m trying not to look at bright’s jiggly butt why is ass so fat fOR

it doesnt add the points here if i dont write something else so intro time yeet

yknow what . we need more earn and more pear in these two last episodes . i need my wlw rep and i need it Now

“personal space is important even for couples” still cant believe man was the owner of their braincell in this scene

tine giving all of type’s info away to wat so wat can give it to man who tine knows will use to pester him until he becomes his boyfriend...... say it with me: tine mantype shipper

“how did you know?” “i prayed to god” literally the funniest part ever

manboss: im not going good luck wat: you’re so full of bullshit

GREEN <3

i will just say that pink is tine’s best colour. i need him in every soft pink thing u can find. it accentuates his skin colour so perfectly and we are Here for it honeyyyy

MIL SHUT THE FUCKUP

sarawat being a savage (rachet booty nasty) we stan

bro get over him oh my god he’s taken and happy with wat LEAVEEEEEE

and man pestering type begins Now ksjfh

i’m like 100000000% sure that the only thing in that whole backpack is a pencil and half of an eraser

im also sure type saw him buy the book since u literally can see him from where man and that girl are and

hold up the waiter looks like a guy from whyru,,,,,,,,,,

i need someone to write a fic about tine being an astronomy lover and wat falling in love with him because of the joy in his eyes when he talks about the stars and interesting facts about the universe and new discoveries of galaxies and other things that wat doesnt really care about but he listens to either way because he’s too in love to shut off his brain

okay back to the episode sorry i just really had to say this

wat really said “don’t take advantage of me when i’m sleeping” when they haven’t even kissed.......... no words, completely speechless

tine probably thought he was being real sneaky right there lmao boy he fell asleep 2 seconds ago

god green really appears for 2 seconds and yet he steals the show KSFJHKFJFS he really was about to beat the person in front of him’s ass for not walking faster im crying i love him

BITCH SHUT UP AND LEAVE THEM ALONE STOP TRYING TO BE A HOMEWRECKER

wat looks so offended by his offer it’s so funny jhfksjhgj still MIL GET THE FUCK OUT

them running around is so funny when u know they had to do that like 20 times and were tired as fuck KSJFHKSHFS

WAT YOU SMOOTH FUCKER i love u

omg the bracelet truly isnt there at the start of the scene :-(

“nuisance tree” lemme just cry a bit

the music stopping here......... they truly played with our feelings there huh

WAT YOU SMOOTH FUCKER 2

the reactions are so kdrama outro i cant breathe KJHFJSFKJS

GET THE FUCK OUTTTTTTTTTTT

“well, you left him” IM GOING TO STEP ON YOU

bracelet where r u :-(

“it was here a second ago” it wasn’t im an obsessed bitch and noticed just as the scene there started

he looks so worried:-( tine baby

“i can make you a new one” “but i want the old one” why do i feel like that has more than one meaning,,,

half of the times wat touches tine’s head his hands are dirty as fuck lmaoooooo

is- is someone wearing a marihuana dress??????

manbosss again and he has a book

type is the teepakorn brother that can lie and will lie meanwhile tine can’t lie for a living

I LOVE THIS GUY GIVE ME HIS SELF CONFIDENCE

dim really made up a whole spirit just for wat to be with tine lmao i cant breathe (unless the pine tree spirit is an actual thing and he just used it for this specific thing lmao)

“that senior is me” “and who did you go with?” “that was a long time ago” “it wasn’t me, it wasn’t me” “green, drop it!” i love them KSFJHFSJHF

green and wats faces i cant bREATHE these are the faces of people who know this is all fake

BRO WAT WASNT EVEN THAT SLICK WITH THE PAPER IN HIS HAND SJKHSFHHKFS

my guess is that he had two papers that were the same number just incase they didnt get the same number but then somehow mf MIL had to come in and ruin it

i dont know who chose to make bright wear this much brown but it honestly fits him so well

coffee for his soon to be boyfie

man: loving u is kind of bothering? type: o_o man

he’s still reading the book kjshfsf WAIT HES SO CUTE

“you gotta miss me if i don’t show up one day” “just back off. i’m leaving. do not follow me. give me some time to miss you” okay tsundere ass bitch

type’s so rich he’d rather spend money on getting his tire fixed than get it fixed by man for free i hate rich people

he’s also too rich to care to check if his doors were locked i-

“for me?” “do you see anyone else?” bitch ass tsundere

type: smiles, realises he just did that, eyes cutely go o_o

type looks so cute in that scene for no reason im going to eat ur cheeks if u dont stop being a cutie

aaaaaand of course theyre not paired up

dude of course he is youre creepy and also trying to break his relationship apart only because u dont have the decency to see that you dont have a place in his heart whatsoever

dim honey........ jskhsjf

tine’s hair....... PLEASE I NEED TO TOUCH IT IT LOOKS SO FLUFFY

“the spirit doesnt like it when you pray with your eyes opened” did literally no one notice how nonsense that was? KSFJHSJ

GREEN U SCARED THE BABY WHY WOULD U DRESS LIKE THAT

he looks so cute im gonna cry like actually cry

weak ass blankets they gave them i swear

if u cuddled then u wouldnt have been cold but noooooo ur big puppy boyfriend has trust issues

baby:-((((((((((( i will cover u with a blanket and give u lots of kithes and hugs

tine having his phone die at an important moment and also having no sense of direction whatsoever is so relatable lmaooooo

thank god for the rain because otherwise sarawat wouldnt have ran the way tine actually went lmao i wouldve beaten dims ass if mil was the one who found him

this scene hurts so much:-(( his throwing the grass like that in complete defeat??????? the flashback to him saying that bad things seem to happen to them lately makes my heart break

the soft touches:-((((( please im gonna Cry

dnotsaysorrydontsaysorrydonsaysorrydontsayHE SAID SORRY FFS

baby :’((((((

“i prayed for something but i havent redeemed that prayer yet” “what did you ask for?” “it’s if i got to see you again, i would show you the video i made. it’s the song your smile you are so curious about” BITCHHHHHHHHH

HES GONNA SHOW ITTTTTT YES I LOVE HOPELESS ROMANTIC HIGHSCHOOLER SARAWAT

he’s all shy i cant breathe he cant even look at the screen skjfhksh

oh so it was on the same day sksjhj forgot about that

I CRY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

tine is all blushy im gonna sob i love these two

im trying not to scream and tines reaction to wat telling him he went to every scrubb concert just to look for him

ITS NOT GONNA GET STUCK ON THE VIDEO BABY HE WILL LIKE U BACK IN A YEAR!!!!!!

“i like you” “yeah. i know. i like you too” AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM LITERALLY REWATCHINNG BUT I STILL JUST SCREECHED AT THAT I LOVE THIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT

their smiles after he said it tho.......... my heart hURTS

wat: the wish only drew us to cross paths again. us being together is because of something else, tine: what then? wat: shout out to my homies for being there for me since day one i love u bros

THE FLASHBACK AAAAAAAA I FOUND HIM YES U DID BABYYYYYY

boss’s whistle after he tells them that he only said he would kiss him until he dropped lmaoooooo

“his name is tine. [with the softest voice ever] what a cute name”

manboss looking at each other like this bitch is so gone for this random dude but we’re gonna support him because we’re the only friends he has

wat was probably wishing the pool had water in it so he could throw both of them into it at that moment KJSFHJSFHF

“he’s the one i like” “shiiiiiit” same dim, same

fan dee nAAAAAA

his ass was so gone he was gonna make his ig username lovetine i literally cant believe him

boss having the braincell in this scene i love it

“but earn has a boyfriend” LIES. SO MANY LIES. ITS A GIRL. SHES A WHOLE LESBIAN.

boss once again being the owner of the braincell...... im starting to think he owns it half of the time

“you get it now? us being together is not a coincidence. it’s because of us” WAT YOU SMOOTH FUCKER 3

wait,,,,, tine’s little head tilt,,,,,,, SIR I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU

the stars!!!!!!!!! theyre there!!!!!!

“i think nothing bad is going to happen anymore” honey you got a big storm coming

it ended :’(((((( my beautiful boys i love this episode and drama so much i swear

lets watch the next episode teaser

i dont think tine is gonna lsiten to pam saying that but if he does,,, baby pls dont overthink okay he loves u and wont leave u for anyone in the world

phukong dont come back to him he knows that u like him and will play with ur feelings

type is gonna have to choose between im guessing either a boy interested in him from work or man and im gonna vote for him going with man lets hope i win

WHAT IS WRNOG WITH U BRO GET OUT HES HIS BOYFRIEND OF COURSE HES GOING TO CARE AND WORRY YOURE JSUT A CREEP FOLLOWING HIM AROUND HOPING THAT THEIR RELATIONSHIP ENDS SO U CAN SNEAK IN UGH

“is pam your first love?” WHY DID U END THE TEASER THERE AAAAAAA BITCH

im so glad that the episode comes out today because i Need to know more

okay thats it if anyone read all of this first of all sorry kjshkfj and second of all thank u ,, u didnt have to but u did and ily for that okay bye

#2gether #2gether the series #2gether ep11 #2gether reaction #svt-district posts

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saint-patrice · 5 years

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“Tbh I would like to have the 34 *other* Bergy pics on your shortlist, complete with commentary lolol. And then (if you’re still waiting that is) any other Marchy pics with commentary? xD xD”

here are some more of my favourite marchy pics, complete with my bizarre personal commentary, for anon! the 34 bergy pics can be found here also!

Note: a few people have said they like these posts, so i’m up for taking people’s requests if there’s a particular player they’d like to see! inbox is always open (and anon is on) so just drop me your request and i’ll get working on it :)

okay so this is some absolutely premium cute marchy!! the smile that manages to be completely self-confident yet in no way cocky? the polite little wave as he surveys his audience who, if i recall correctly, were booing him heavily?? oh i do love you mr rat. marchy is fantastic and i have so much respect for the way he deals with his reputation across the league and the excessive amount of shit he gets.he knows what people think of him yet doesn’t seem to let it get to him. i have so much love for him.

KATRINA IS LEGENDARY. before moving on to the part of the image that gave me whiplash when i first saw it, we’re back to talking about brad’s smile. i think i said it in my last post but he really is one of those people who smiles with their whole face - even if you just saw his eyes in this photo you can immediately tell that he’s got that little grin on his face and that’s adorable tbh. now onto the d*lf mug (censored bc i fear the dodgy underground porn blogs these days)… i don’t even know where to start. i feel like he very proudly bought it for himself. and it’s like the only mug he ever wants to drink out of. just my take. i also think the longer hair really suits marchy ngl

ahhh the boys and their dirtbag christmas suits 💛 highlights of this image are the suit jacket that is definitely just one size too small for this absolute man rocket, and the pants with “FRAGILE” plastered all over them - very relatable if not at all festive.

gay rights are stored in the rat!!! i’m glad marchy has been pretty open about his support of LGBT stuff, particularly within hockey. also i feel like some of the stuff he’s said in interviews or social media (esp re: lickgate) manages, even if not intentionally, to be quite diminutive towards implicit homophobia or ‘toxic masculinity’ within hockey. okay maybe that that was poorly expressed but basically he just doesn’t give a shit and appears very open and accepting and i think that’s super nice. this picture also makes for a good reaction image when someone says something dumb

short kings love.jpeg !! a wonderful example of the love that brad shows his teammates on a regular basis, despite his constant chirping. i have no real opinions on torey krug (no h8, i just don’t think i’ve seen that much of him off ice so idk) but him and marchy are quite the duo tbh, i live for their back and forths on twitter - more on that later - and they seem to love each other an awful lot, it’s v cute :^)

that’s my pest™. honestly i think lickgate is one of the best scandals in recent hockey history. when looking for a good image of this is saw an article where some dipshit reporter was outraged about it and was like “how would you feel if someone just came up and liked you?” i mean what if someone just came up and started punching you or hip-checked you into the wall????? hockey is a nasty game a lot of the time, and instead of giving people concussions or broken bones (not that he hasn’t in the past ik…) marchy managed to make opposing teams just as angry, if not moreso, just by licking players. i think it’s fucking hilarious. and most of them took it well in hindsight anyway - i think it was komarov who said he kinda liked it lmaoooooo. peak bradley kevin antics if you ask me

every pic from the china trip has such a special place in my heart. this is just an all-round adorable photo and brad is looking gorgeous in the sunlight and his backwards cap

brad waving the towel in surrender is just about the funniest thing i’ve ever seen someone do in the penalty box… i can’t believe they gave him a 10 minute misconduct for it, something i think they’d wouldn’t have done if it had have been someone else. at least someone in this league has a goddamn sense of humour. the penalty minutes stat in the corner just makes this even better

brad, once again, showing us how we should deal with people talking shit about us - just get on board with it. i love how much he’s just embraced his massive nose and his height and his general reputation. idk if it’s really deliberate but i think it’s such a good message to send, and it makes for some pretty funny stuff too.

brad single-handedly keeps nhl refs in a job. in my bruins drinking game™ you have to take a shot every time the ref has to physically restrain marchy (2 if it’s because he was going to get revenge or fend for bergy) and you could get fucked off that alone during some games. it was nice to see him not actually get suspended this year, but i will always love that he’s such a physical player and quite the pest on the ice :))

me: *slaps helmet of brad marchand* this bad boy can fit so much personality.

really though, can you believe he’s managed to squeeze more charisma into only 5 feet and 9 inches than 85% of the league combined… very cute picture, and always lovely to see him by bergy’s side on the ice where he belongs

oh my goddddddd how fucking cute is this though!!!! the hat! the dad energy those jeans and the boots give off!!! his face!! his little daughter!!!!! i can’t take it, my heart is going to burst.

(gif via @kureally) this is also just so cute, i need a minute. brad has some very powerful eyebrows and this gif displays them wonderfully. this section of behind the b was also pretty sweet all round, and i agree with pasta that the hair is looking pretty first class

(gif via @murlin09) i am not like into marchy (no tea no shade if u are though), but this gif… whew. i’ll let you come to your own conclusions on this one, gang

i was not lying when i said more on the brad-torey social media antics earlier. there are some truly iconic chirps (the zamboni one is lethal), but this self-roast just kills me every time. i never once thought i’d read a tweet from the official brad marchand twitter account that opened with “hey shorty” but here we are. “my nose wouldn’t fit” i astral projected the first time i read that. and if you’re wondering what torey said to prompt this, it was simply “hey marchy”. it doesn’t take much for brad to light on you, huh? we better watch our backs

definitely a favourite marcheron pic right here - the pucks and paddles (i still think that’s a questionable name but maybe that’s a me issue) content is always top notch. if you can find the video, it’s even better, but this picture captures the general energy of the video perfectly. the only thing missing is that brad’s feet aren’t actually on the floor because the height difference is so pronounced that bergy has to lift him. beautiful

return of the cute brad smile!! a cute yet mischievous little grin, i can only assume he’s restraining himself from laughing at m*tthews fivehead (although who is he to talk with that schnozz. at least he rocks it tbf 👃🏻). not sure blue is really his colour but he’s going for it anyway. that’s my all star!

it’s been days since this photo first surfaced and i haven’t stopped palpitating. the cutest photo ever, they all look so happy and i love that!!! also how are their wives so beautiful….!? oh my every pixel of this image is just stunning

i know i included this in my last bergy list but if they can name new york twice i think i can put this on 2 lists, because lord knows it’s even more iconic. i feel like this is a good metaphor for brad marchand: getting up to no good, although still relatively harmless, all the while supported by the considerably more sensible, yet still entertaining, patrice bergeron. additionally, another excellent display of the oft-overlooked fact that this man is built like a motherfucking tank. holy shit

i wish i could see these boys in suits without my brain immediately trying to think of some sort of au. anyway, i really like this look on brad (unpopular opinion - i love his loud checkered suits as a concept but i don’t think they look good). although he has dark hair, strong eyebrows, and dark facial hai, the all black actually looks really good on him. coffee in hand really adding to the look too - well done, brad “fashionista” marchand.

ahhhhh i love nothing more than family man marchy 💛 his daughter is adorable - those tiny jerseys kill me - and i love that his son is wearing the all-star jersey omg how cute (he is definitely going to end up taller than brad lmao)

sometimes i forget that brad is short and then i see photos like this (brandon is 6′5 for reference)…amazing. i relate to the lady on the left on a spiritual level. brad’s face is a mood and a half. his feet are half a foot of the ice at least. i adore this photo.

(gif via @brandoncarlo) absolutely one of my fav things about watching bruins games is how brad and patrice will always find each other during a celly - nothing beats the 100 hug. this is also just a very satisfying skating gif that i love.

last but very very very far from least is this. there is literally no need for me to make any comment on this so i’m just going to leave it and go. bradley kevin marchand you are iconic and ily

ayyy this was super fun to do, thank you for requesting it anon, i hope you like!! again, i’m absolutely up for taking requests for more of these lists so hmu if you have ideas :)

#my bergy post was pure thirst for the most part #this is just me appreciating the true iconicness that is marchy #the effort i went to to not use 'iconic' every third word...bc he just is #answered #Anonymous #bruins photos compilations #bruins #marchand

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tokyobara · 5 years

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I've been really sick for the past few weeks like not being able to hold down a meal sick and getting the shakes and sweating uncontrollably, when I went back to Canada my doctor told me it was just an ear infection without really checking it out and he gave me some antibiotics but they haven't really worked I guess, I noticed something was wrong with me back in around maybe April or so and I always thought it was just allergies but I'm not so sure anymore, whenever I come back here I get super ill

its partially why I tried to kill myself a few weeks ago, I quit drinking but I started up again when me and Justin met up the other day (absolutely not his fault) and I've been so scared I haven't been able to stop cause the comedown with me is wild cause I'm an alcoholic, I haven't even been going out or partying I've just been like staying home since being back and trying to work out and planning on going to AA meetings with this buddy of mine Ryan, he came to visit me the other day and I was so weak I couldn't even get out of bed

I've been having seizures or something close to them recently too but I can't even go to the hospital here I'm sorry I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry, especially to you T, you're my brother my bestfriend I always just wanted to make you proud

you've all done so much for me I'm sorry I'm a headcase I'm sorry I've always been like this I'm sorry for everything you're all the bestfriends I could ever have

all day ive been shouting out, praying asking for any deity to help me to get me out of this to help me be clean to help me live to be sober to be straightedge like Gary

I'm dying it sucks it's not fun I used to think it'd be cool but it's really scary actually, don't let them bury me in canada, if you can, get heart shaped lockets put my ashes in there and spread them between you guys and my brother Paul and sister Stephanie with an inscription from Daul Kim.

she's my biggest inspiration I don't tell alot of people this but she is, she's actually part of the reason me and Raeza broke up cause she got jealous when I mentioned her once cause she could hear my enthusiasm I guess

"oh i was into vampire yakuza gore 80's futuristic neo classical romanticism" - Daul Kim

"uhmmm this is very personal. eversince i was like born etimes i'll sleep 20 hrs and sometimes i wont sleep for days and days and days. (my friends call this vicious cycle) i always get the "middle of the night voodoo dreams" which practically my roomates told me that id scream/choke in the middle of the night. and i talk about some weird shit or swear like mad crazy but i dont remember anything except for certain scenes in my "dream" or themes or colour but then in my dreams i see this... magnificiant ... so groggyy and twisted and scary to the point that its dizzy and beautiful visions which truely deeply inspires me and gives me this spin in the head the slight taste of euphoria and ultimate rawness so thank you whoever voodooing me pain is love. - Daul Kim"

i wish you all feel good about yourself and just think happy and listen to 80's music and smile and 'dance-walk' like boy george. - Daul Kim

I really think we're the same person, I've never felt such a strong connection to anyone else ever in my life,

http://feb14th1988.tumblr.com/post/79821805656/i-was-reading-daul-kims-blog-and-seeing

At that moment I've never felt something so intense or like profound I don't know the word to describe it ever before it was like magic lmao I know that sounds wild gay but still, I dunno if heaven or hell or whatever exists but I hope we get to meet and hangout, I don't even really know if I want us to be lovers, it'd just be cool if we could hang out and maybe hold hands and cuddle while watching movies together all the time but maybe kissing and whatever else leads in from that would be okay

I can't stop crying I love you guys so much you don't even know.. I was listening to animay ni koshite earlier and Tim D's verse is so funny, you even mentioned Tekashi, we've been on the next shit forever we're really all the greatest and originators of everything

I'm really sad but I'm happy at the same time that I got to share this with you guys

I can't stop shaking or twitching and I've been like throwing up and spitting blood, life and death is scary but it's been a wild ride, I'm trying to embrace it by watching clips of true detective and Rust, I always watch the first season when I get home from a party or whatever and I'm hungover, I think it's really cool that our tattoos kinda look the same from a distance, I know I'm a model and into fashion and blah blah but I've always just really wanted to be a detective cause I'm psycho and like learning about murder or whatever. Read Dauls blog whenever you have the time http://carpediemdaul.tumblr.com (well okay that's actually just a repost or whatever) but it's how I learned about her, she really was a cool person, remember me from this http://feb14th1988.tumblr.com, that's the truest and most vulnerable I've ever been maybe possibly anywhere and not from this stupid dumb alcohol infused monster I've become over the past two years Also also my favourite song is Worlock by Skinny Puppy, that shit knocks lmaoooooo

https://youtu.be/BJDQbRkqroc

I'm not even trying to kill myself, I've learned I'm too much of a pussy for that, im just really sick, tell the world I said suck my fucking dick

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who knew shaktiji had such an eye for all this stuff? i bet he’s the one who instituted this ‘everyone dresses alike for the day’ nonsense this family does. (admin of the whatsapp group) 😗😗😗

“MERI BETI” WHO’S CRYING NOT ME NOPE 😭😭😭😭

he’s always had a soft spot for her but now it’s coming out PHOOT PHOOT KE 😘😘😘

also it’s hilarous to me that literally everyone’s left billu’s side to stan for the bahu lol. 😆😆😆

“same thing bro.” “not the same thing brooo.”

omfg i love om so much. 💖💖💖

what a face. i love it. i love him. 😍😍😍😍 #omkaraIsBae

“hum ladke waalon ki team bhi kuch kam nahi hai!” “height mein toh kam hi hai.”

hahahahaha cheap shot at the tiny rage siblings 😂😂😂

oh boy rikara are already battling as reps from their respective teams. 😗😗😗

“sab laal rang hona chahiye” “waah! kisi ne bataya hi nahi, jagraata ho raha hai, shaadi nahi!”

lol shut it, you hilarious asshole. 😂😂😂

YUCK OF COURSE BHAVYA WANTS KHAKEE 🤢🤢🤢

“actually kaafi alag hai. kisi ko shak hi nahi hoga ki shaadi ho rahi hai.”

lmaoooo man. tej’s kids truly did inherit his snark. 🤣🤣🤣

omki is playing artist card. but wife is not to be left behind. she has creative side too! 😊😊😊

bride and groom apne mein hi lage hue hai. 😏😏😏

PFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. THEY’RE SO CORNY. JUST PICK A FUCKING COLOUR, LORD. 🙄🙄🙄

ok om/gauri are at each other’s throats almost. i don’t think they fought this much over buamaa and her supposed evilness also. 😬😬😬

YAS, SHIPPING GOING ON. YES YES YES. 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

yeah zeroooooooo sympathy for you pinky. i didn’t think anyone could be a worse parent than TEJ in this house, but my god, tej never fucked with his kids to this extent. (y’know, barring that time where he tried to set their mom on fire in the living room. 😕😕😕)

ok dadi, you tried. fuck her. i’m fwding. ⏩⏩

isht dev ki murti? kiska isht dev tho? the bride’s? the groom’s? what even is going on? 🤔🤔🤔

rudra PRETENDING to know what’s going on is how i get through 95% of the conversations i have in a day. 😐😐😐

snort, anika, maybe you guys should have planned this conversation a little better? 😆😆😆

hee hee, om is at the enddddd of his tether. 😂😂😂

OMG RUDRA SUDDENLY WHY ARE YOU SO EFFICIENT 😒😒😒

lmaoooooo anika straight up just punched rudra in the stomach to get him to stop fucking up her plan. what a savage. 😯😯😯

don’t fuck with bhaabi. 😠😠😠

what is with everyone’s reaction to shivaay proclaiming khanna as his?

i think, i thinkkkkkkkkkkkkkk khanna’s character is canonically gay. this is the second time they’re insinuating it in the show; the first being when rudra was in handcuffs and shivKara say it’s good khanna wasn’t the one who found him.

stupid homophobic jokes. fuck you, writers. 😡😡😡

lol anika is playing gauri’s uber-religious card against her. amazing. 🙃🙃🙃

YAAAAAAAAAAAAS! RIKARA ROAD TRIP! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

OMFG YOU IDIOTS AND YOUR PREMATURE CELEBRATION 😑😑😑

lmaoooooooooo the way they turned that into a “bye” hahaha 🤣🤣🤣

great. he knows now. 😣😣😣

OMFG DADI WONT EVEN LET SHIVIKA HIGH FIVE 😐😐😐

oh goddddddd, these idiots are back at it again with their advice. 😑😑😑

lol anika and her “baat karne ke liye MARE JAA RAHE HO” 😂😂😂

awww shivaay’s affectionate smile at bulbul dissing his brother. he’s sooooo whipped by this chirraiyya. 😍😍😍

“woh sher tumhe bhi sunata hai?” *instantly gives her pepper spray*

lmfao shivaay what even are you trying to imply??????? 😂😂😂

also fully calling it that omki is the one who’s gonna get a faceful of this stuff when the time comes 😐😐😐

gauri’s first instinct is to test the pepper spray out on bade bhaiyya. best. lord knows this billu has deserved to get pepper sprayed in the past. but ab sudhar gaya hai toh chalo, chod dete hai. 😌😌😌

OH HO SHIVAAY STOP MAKING IT WEIRD AND TIPPING THEM OFF 😑😑😑

lmaooooooooo gauri’s plan to “enjoy” the trip is to listen to bhajans the whole way. and when that’s over... SATSANG CDS! 🤣🤣🤣🤣

hahahaha anika’s faceeeee at that. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

“gauri, please! thode romantic gaane sunte hue jaana! please?” “prem ke gaane? theek hai, hum radha kisan ke bhajan sun lenge.”

lmaoooooo gauriiiiiiiiiiiiiii 🤣🤣🤣🤣

meanwhile these two idiots here... 🙄🙄🙄

OH HO THESE TWO HAVE ZERO CHILLLLLL😤😤😤😤

aaaaaaand omki’s caught them. and has revenge on the mind. 😈😈😈

THEIR WHOLE DAMN RELATIONSHIP IS A GODDAMN CHALLENGE IT’S A MIRACLE THEY HAVEN’T MURDERED EACH OTHER YET AUR KITNE CHALLENGES 😩😩😩😩😩

lol this snarky asshole 😂😂😂

hahahaahaha awkward-est silence everrrrrrrr. 😐😐😐

oh hooooo, these two and their tadibaazi. 😣😣😣

ok music time. 🙃🙃🙃

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

OMFG HER YELLING “HAR HAR MAHADEV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” HAHAHAHAHA GOD I LOVE HER SO MUCH 😂😂😂😂😂

oufffffooooo you two and your tadiiiii. what worthy successors you are to shivika. 😌😌😌

awwwww, he knows she gets silent when hungryyyy. 😘😘😘

GODDDDDDD YOU TWO. JUST MAKE OUT IN THE BACK SEAT. 😫😫😫

after getting something to eat. tummy rumbles during make out sesh isn’t sexy. 😗😗😗

first challenge is rasoi and seems rigged towards billu. 😕😕😕

snort, bhavya and her “IPC ke dhara ka ulangan” 😆😆😆

HOW IS THIS A FAIR CHALLENGE?

oooh interesting. she doesn’t want alooo puri! 😯😯😯

lmfao i have never seen anika look this aroused and in desire for billu as she is while describing this pav bhaji. (honestly girl, #same.)

and billu looks a little insulted by that, lol. 😂😂😂

HE WANTS RATATOUILLE AND ASPARAGUS AND WHAT NOT. AND OF COURSE HE’S BEING A PRETENTIOUS SHIT ABOUT IT AND WANTS IT VEGAN. 🙄🙄🙄

literally do not care about this svetlana plot anymore. show me my roadtrip babies. 😒😒

gauri ko billlllllllllllkul bhi bhook nahi lagi hai, so she’s only ordered the entire left side of the menu. and get your own damn paneer and baingan, husband!!!!!!!!! 😂😂😂

snort. 🤣🤣🤣

omki is too hangry to argue with her anymore. 🙃🙃🙃

oh god gauriiiiiiiiiii what even 😣😣😣

LMAO BHOOT FULLY MANDAROING IN THE BG AS OM YELLS ABOUT NO BHOOTS 😆😆😆

lollllllllllllllllllllll bhoot is lounging in their back seat like kareena kapoor in climax of talaash. 🙃🙃🙃

HOW ARE THEY NOT NOTICING THE MOVEMENT IN THE BACK SEAT 😑😑😑

“arre, agar woh itne pyaar se keh rahi hai toh maan jao na ki bhoot hota hai.”

lmaoooooo the bhoot is #teamGauri. as are all of us. 😊😊😊

where the fuck is her pepper sprayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 😫😫😫

holy wow i can’t stop looking at omki’s amazing hair as he runs. so luxurious and bouncy! 😯😯😯

“JUST SHUT UP AND RUN YAAR!” 🤣🤣🤣

PEPPER SPRAY COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN 😟😟😟

LMAOOOOOO CALLED IT. I TOH SUSPECT SHIVAAY FULLY GAVE HER THIS THING TO USE ON OM ITSELF. 😆😆😆

oh finally someone bothered calling jhanvi and checking on her. 😐😐😐

ok whatever, fwding. 😒😒😒

oh look. episode over. ugh. what a time waste this fucking plot is. 😠😠😠

lol anika’s given up on the ratatouille and pesto blah blah. but why fear when rudy boy is here??? 😏😏😏

OOOOOOOOOOH fightyyyyyy om! i love seeing him beat up ppl. so hot. 😍😍😍

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