#and where do I place Doc

[puppyeared]

for like 3 weeks i was wondering why i was sleeping so much and felt listless. and just now I managed to email 3 people and responded to a month old message in the span of an hour because I got back to TAKING MY FUCKIN MEDS..........

#MOTHER FFFFUCKER #to be fair. my doc said I could stop taking them while im on break since i wouldnt need to be constantly pumped on stimulants #im not sure if it was a side effect but i managed to take like 3 different naps in one day and STILL managed to sleep thru the whole night #at least 2 days into my break. the weird thing is i didnt feel more or less rested afterwards. but mentally i think im in a good place rn #to really put the level of awakeness im at rn i feel weirdly confident i could start one piece. also bc of that sick new opening it BANGS #the song is really good and im in love with the animation style. did some digging and it seems one of the lead animators is masato mori #but i could be wrong. it seems he also did some work on mp100 which could explain a lot lol.. he uses smear frames really well to convey #consistent movement and fluidity!!! someone else might have done color design but it works really really well esp with odas style!! #just love the overall vibe and aesthetic and id really love to study it and incorporate a bit of it into my art.. especially the thick #outlines which i think helps to separate characters and objects on screen. though i have to say the style is definitely more suited to #animation bc of the simpleness and smears. maybe that will help me explore shapes and perspective when i draw... i wanna get better #at drawing poses and angles but i have a hard time wrapping my head around space and using perspective guide lines NGHHHH #i wonder if it has to do with my dogshit ability to judge distance. not depth perception but like. judge how far smth is in metres etc #im also wearing an N95 for the first couple weeks back bc of the wave. absolutely NO BODY is wearing a mask its so fucking over #where im sitting ive heard 5 different people coughing probably not into their elbows!!! and im just. head in my fucking hands #there was a kid sitting a couple seats away in class coughing as he pleases and i wanted to grab him in a chokehold so badly. PLEASEE #ive been annoying my family by asking them to mask up and reminding them to bring masks when they go out and showing them news articles #but at least its working bc we ordered some KN95s and my mom is at least taking me seriously so. please dont be afraid to speak up abt your #health. take care of yourself and others however u can!! wear that mask indoors at your maskless friends house!!! stay home when u can!! #im wearing a surgical mask at home too bc my parents have '''a dry throat cough''' and they are so bad at coughing into their sleeves #also im pretty sure dry throat isnt transmissible bc my brother started coughing too so.. i also tested negative but they havent tested yet #im also not a doctor but i have to keep reminding ppl whenever i can that covid and flu work differently. covid is new and too recent to #have nearly as much research done on it. it seems its also compounding so instead of building immunity it weakens the body and spreads to #to other systems which might explain brain fog and muscle weakness. i remember someone early in the pandemic got infected and it messed up #their smell/taste receptors so bad that they cant eat most foods and that stays in the front of my mind when i think abt covid. christ #yapping

[dionysus-complex]

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#also i'm in this weird place with the vision issues and eye strain headaches where the medical anxiety in me is like 'should i go to the er' #because there is a small but non-zero chance that it could indicate a serious neurological concern #but at the same time i don't want to bother er docs if it truly is just 'stop reading pdfs and looking at your phone all the goddamn time' #but it doesn't help that one time i had chest pain and didn't go to the er for several days b/c i was like 'i'm 20 and healthy so i'm fine' #turned out i had a spontaenous pneumothorax that had developed into a tension pneumo and they had to do an emergency chest tube #so since then i'm always like. maybe i should be concerned when concerning symptoms happen #my pcp did make a referral to a neurologist just in case but they can't get me in for almost 2 months if it's not an emergency situation #having a body is exhausting

[mummer]

ten needs to be trapped in a torture chamber forever for what he does to martha. I hope jakey the time lord fucking dies

#heyy girl lets kiss also share a bed in this inn What do you mean it's weird it's not weird winky face but ew i would never LOVE you #what do you mean how could you even think that i must respect the memory of blond 19 year old who was better than you in every way btw #i defintiely find it more INTERESTING than rose's seasons bc i think theres more dramatic tension than just. We're in love! like ok whateve #doesnt mean that tension is always fun to watch and obviously there are Problems with it #but theres something compelling about the awfulness of it just laid bare #like if you thought rose was Grounded & Realistic. here's the actual stuff. martha's family's not even messy in a particularly charming way #as in they dont turn out to become beloved and heroic recurring side characters like jackie/pete/mickey #everythings on tenterhooks if you're not his Object you're constantly having to reassert yourself and recontextualize the relationship #like oh actually this is scary and feels bad and sometimes there just isnt a heartwarming conclusion where Love saves all #she's fighting for her place in the story but it's not even worth itttt #it's kinda cool.... there are som eideas here..... #ten is so frustrating because he's such a human man about it you KNOW he knows what he's DOINGGGG #doc who

[ladystoneboobs]

i call this collection, contradictory quotes from two boys very, very confused about their families, homes, and loyalties.

#valyrianscrolls #asoiaf meta #asoiaf #jon snow #theon greyjoy #jonathan snowflake starkgaryen #long post #this was such a pain bc tumblr kept giving me errors processing the post #so i ended up having to copypaste into a word doc and take screengrabs of that to post as photos #finally posting out of sheer stubborn frustration as much as anything #(c)lsb #i am no stark #its not like i think jon was wishing for cat's death every time she went into childbirth #but the possibility must have occured to him that w/o her nobody would question his place at winterfell where hed lived his whole life #the same could not be said for hostage theon with no stark blood #and hes blinded by jealousy to think jon had more honor at wf. more love maybe but he wasnt the one sitting with robb for fancy feasts #jon's thoughts of the gods are quoted bc hes implicitly counting himself a stark with that phrasing instead of his gods or the old gods #just like theon betraying himself every time he said plural gods even if he never cared enough abt any gods to pray until ramsay #i'll always think his capture of wf had as much to do w desire to become a stark as revenge #else he would have sacked the castle and took hostages back to pyke like asha said #its like the saying if you cant beat em join em for theon it was the opposite #he couldnt understand why people who knew him as a hostage wouldnt help him hunt down his own child hostages #it was only fair! theyd be his wards and still live at winterfell together #it occurs to me that stannis for jon was like ned for theon stern scary guy he had to remind himself not to care about #jon may as well be shouting im the lord of winterfell when announcing his desertion hes so bold yet he thinks if this is oathbreaking #if! what theon turncloak mental gymnastics could make it not oathbreaking to kill a northern lord?!

[docholligay]

INSULT TO INJURY ON THE BLACK AND WHITE GALA FRONT

(I should really make a tag for this dress search)

Yesterday, my mom went with me to one of the many thrift shops I check once a week.

And found a cute dress, black with white flower detailing.

For 15 dollars.

It was her first day looking.

#Doc needs a dress #This is just the luck of the draw with thrifting #it happens! #But I SCREAMED ahahah #She's a better size for thrifting than I am #I'm fairly small for an American and there's a concept I see circled around that all the stuff in thrift stores is XS -s #I have not personally found that to be true #unless you're in a true VINTAGE store where everything is...well...vintage sized #and then you're not paying thrift prices and they've emptied out most of the thrift stores #A US 10-12 is the sweet spot at most of the places I go #but honestly even 14-16 often hasw more choices than I do at 4-6 #at your standard thrift store #here at least I can't speak for every city in the US #but it was also true at the goodwills in the Chicago area

[batemanofficial]

hello upper middle class northern usamerican tumblr user. i want to play a game. you will notice that you are in a super america convenience store in rural kentucky - you have three minutes to purchase a snack and drink of your choice and make normal small talk with the cashier. however, if you use the word "cryptid" or generally make reference to appalachia and its inhabitants as "wild", uncivilized, or lacking restraint around alcoholic beverages during your time here, i will personally tie you to the chassis of a four wheeler and tip it into the river. live or die. make your choice

#speak friend and enter #i can appreciate mothman as much as the next guy but can we stop treating appalachia like it's the subject of a richard attenborough doc #i come from a long line of hillbillies and i like to think i've got a good sense of humor about it but sometimes i am tested #like. this is not a lawless land with a moonshine still in every holler and nameless voices in the woods!! this is a normal town!! #idk maybe i'm reading too much into it but i'm just tired of the cultural fetishization of appalachia by people who aren't from here #and who don't know anything about it. like yeah you know mothman and what hooch is and that's all well and good #but do you know what the opioid epidemic really is. do you know about the structural injustices that keep people like mcconnell in power #i'm not saying you have to apply dialectical political analysis to every issue that occurs in the region to be able to have an opinion #but also like. i'm tired of people looking at places like where i grew up and making them into things they aren't #like. on the one hand we have ''ooh spooky hills!! run if you hear the trees whisper your name'' #and on the other we've got ''isn't appalachia so depressing...so hashtag ethel cain core...shame it's got no value beyond aesthetics'' #and on yet another hand we have ''i - a person with no ties to the region - am going to take up the cause of every social issue #occurring across the entire appalachian region so the world will see just how bad these poor hill people have it. i am very smart'' #and like. it's frustrating #i'm not saying you should never speak about appalachia if something we have is interesting to you #nor am i implying that i want to gatekeep discussion of the region's issues to the community bc that won't accomplish anything #i'm just saying that like any place it's complex. it's got its good things and it's got its bad things. #and you shouldn't isolate the good from the bad or vice versa - especially if you don't know the context in which those things happen. #and for the love of god dont let your own ignorance cause you to boil down those issues into a reductive and inaccurate set of stereotypes #learn about us from us. not from tiktok not from movies and for christ's sake not from hillbilly elegy. i hate that fucking book #anyway that got weirdly serious but i mean it. putting appalachia as a talking point up on the shelf until y'all can speak intelligently #ok to rb

[gravedigest]

Spins the Deimos dying in that Doing Something short fic and the relationships between him the others. Especially Hank who downright REFUSES to let Deimos die, unacceptable to them and practically in denial about it. Dei pilots Hank and I wonder if that caused some kind of semblance to attachment, from Hank for Deimos. People die, Hank kills them. What’s so different about Deimos dying compared to the rest? Too many resources? Because Doc or Sanford is attached? I feel like that’d be the coverup because there’s no reason to handle Dei’s rig so gently, it’s metal and wires it can handle some roughhousing. There’s no reason to take the rig at all if he’s replacement, another body. There is no reason to plug a cable into it after everything and once again declare that Deimos won’t die, cannot die. And just

They are fascinating to me. So so fascinating and I want to know what goes through Hank’s mind. I adore the harsh, coldness of Hank to Deimos while also tolerating him, their often intimidating interactions with him. It’s all so very interesting and I’m less than normal about them

(All good if you can’t tell bc if spoilers I’m just very very excited)

Pointing at you like a stage magician.

I thhhhink it’s not too spoilery, at least most of my thoughts here are just my own personal headcanons and vague reasoning along with things Krinkels has said.

Like, people have asked Krinkels why Hank actively protects Sanford in 11, to which he answered “Well, Sanford’s useful.”

Which is kind of my general basis for figuring out how much of an asshole to make him.

The more overtly useful something is, the further he goes out of his way to get it.

Or more fun. IE: Reaching for a chainsaw over a gun.

Like, in MPN, Hank humors Deimos. He can’t differentiate between Sanford and Deimos on the spot but he’s marked Deimos as The Funny One. He’s got a sense of humor and he’ll take on Deimos’ race to the top of the tower.

I don’t think I got to go too deep into it in Doing Something since it only takes place over a few days, but that hypothetical death scenario would probably be set further out, theoretically giving Hank time to categorize Deimos as Fun and Useful. He can take the brunt of the technical work off and it leaves Hank with the ability to just enjoy his side of the job, literally just dropping out the moment they have to do something he’s not interested in. The less Hank has to think about things he doesn’t want to think about, the better. And Deimos sure does a lot of thinking for a guy thats head is full of nonsense.

But Deimos is Fun and Useful.

Ergo, by Hank’s very normal and healthy logic, and because Doc has kind of made them each others problem by way of pairing them up in such a fucked up and entangled manner, Deimos is, objectively, his thing he wants to keep. That’s his Touy. No one’s allowed to 💥💥💥 his touy.

And when he does break it’s like a kid bringing their torn doll to their parents and being like “You have to fix it,” to Doc. There’s no room for not fixing it.

I have a set of targets all set up to mash them together further but that’s definitely spoilers and I’m loading Chekov’s shotgun and racking it for later.

#Sanford is also Hank’s but Sanford doesn’t know that yet. #Teehee. #The problem with people is that they’re people so Hank can kill them it’s fine. #Once you’ve gained the rank of Useful you surpass being people. You become Beloved Stick I Hit People With. #The group allows Hank to hit even MORE people with BETTER sticks. #Once you reach the same tier as a cat though that’s when it’s all over. #Things that make job more fun < Things that are relaxing to be around/Hank can lower his gaurd around. #Doc gets stuck in Cat Tier. #My brain logic is like ‘Well everytime I see stray cats around it’s when there’s literally no one else around or it’s been quiet’ #’Maybe that could be some kind of learned indicator that the area has low traffic and is safe to stay in’ #Doc blaming Hank for the abundance of cats but it turns out Doc’s just got cat brain and finds the same places as they do to hole up in. #Places where there’s shelter but no one around to get rid of rodents in a densely populated city. #Maybe I think too much. #But yeah. #I think Hank cares but he doesn’t know Why he cares and is driven by plain instinct to preserve what little he’s got.

[iknaenmal]

i want to make a webcomic hnnggn

#however like um. im 100% sure im wouldnt actually get to like. draw on it at all you know #maybe id draw 2 episodes or something and then post them and then forget about it forever you know??? i dont even have a plot for #i need to figure out like. how im going to do this stuff #make a big google docs and start writing something #i dont even know where i would post it #webtoon ???? is it a good place to post stuff #anywyas oh well #ikna talks #would anyone be interested if i tried ?

[recapitulation]

yowch 🧍‍♂️

#ok medical tmi in the tags -> #ok i think ive pinpointed what frustrates me abt telling people i dont feel well #like it almost feels like a lie or just something i shouldnt talk abt bc like. ive been in a place docs would call 'bad' for like. 5-6 yrs #but within that time what i have felt has been SO varied. like. week to week day to day i the types of symptoms are so different #like this week ive been in a lot more pain but its been like isolated 5-10mins of very distressing pain. w almost nothing at other times #accopanied w like a really concerning amt of bathroom trips including like 3x a night which sucks for my sleep #and also my commute to work 🧍‍♂️ #but like i remember in college there were periods where my number 1 distressing symptom was cramping throughout the day #or there have been periods where nausea and lack of appetite is the thing that worries me the most #idk now that ive typed that out it sounds so similar like its all gi symptoms. but it FEELS so different. its like a different illness #but to most other ppl its like. ive been sick with this one thing forever #idk idk i know most illnesses are kind of fluid like this and im not alone #but when ppl ask me how im doing and im like. well bad. its like i dont know how to express that its such a different bad than last tues #and like the degree of bad def changes but theyre all still bad. how do u communicate that esp to healthy ppl #oughghgghh im just. feeling so bad in such a diff way. its been a week but my pain has been real high #and like Dude. i am losing fluids 🧍‍♂️

[rodeoromeo]

just because the reason George didn’t want to do the song in the 90s was because of the tape quality (still somewhat debatable) doesn’t mean everything is automatically alright now and that he would have wanted the song released now and done this way

#and the quote from him about how he wants people to clean up his shitty demos and make them a song ALSO doesn’t have shit to do with it #it’s not his song and it’s not even really his work on it #you gotta hope Jeff has done his duty to George again in some way but we’ll see #also Paul makes such great emphasis on defending that John would have wanted him to do this #but doesn’t say a word about George #like in the little doc I think George even does seem somewhat disdainful when talking about the technology in that split second clip #where he says it’s a whole other . well he doesn’t say can of worms but I am not going back to look now #but anyways I wonder what exists in that convo outside what was placed in the doc. #op #george harrison

[sodrippy]

watching a doco about hollywood and ironically it is the most poorly structured thing ive ever seen

#at least its not about docos that would be really sad #its all over the fucking place whatever team wrote this did a really bad job #and cardinal sin ive never even seen happen before bc it seems incredibly basic they reuse the same clips of interview #why the fuck are you doing this you cant just use a quote for one part and then reuse it again later to go in depth thats fucking insane? #like someone will say smth kind of related to a topic and then they jump to smth else and push the story forward #and then double back fifteen minutes later ???? #its interesting in content otherwise! but def one of those where you end up wanting to watch three more docs about specific things- #-that they don't cover enough in this one #its specifically abt hollywood in 1939 so obviously they can't deeply cover everything that happened i get that

[doctorbrown]

DOCTOBER '23 ⸺ 「 13 / 31 * PHOTO ALBUM 」

June 12, 2005, 1131 Park Lane, Hilldale

❝Now I know you said you didn't want any gifts, Marty, but showing up to your birthday without even a single gift was simply unthinkable. It doesn't matter how old you are; you're never too old to receive something from the people you care about.❞

Marty hurls a very pointed, accusatory stare Emmett's way and the way the soft blue of his eyes turns to ice digs it in a little deeper. ❝This coming from the man who didn't even tell me when his birthday was! I had to find out from Clara when you got back from the past!❞

Emmett waves a hand, hastily trying to change the topic. He remembers all too well their first year in the future as a family, when Clara had looked up Marty McFly to invite him to be part of what he would later learn were secret birthday celebrations, and the way the boy had actually managed to keep it from him until the day of, where he had vowed to never let him forget it.

In hindsight, this was a much lesser evil to occasionally be reminded of.

❝Yes, well, my point still stands. Here, Marty.❞ He presses a rather haphazardly wrapped gift into Marty's hands that immediately softens the stare that was just trained on him. Marty arches a brow and lifts the gift to inspect it, turning it over in his palms. Emmett can practically see his thoughts written on his forehead, but to his surprise, Marty doesn't shake the gift to try and find out what's inside.

❝It's from Clara and I, but as you may have guessed, I was the one who wrapped it.❞

Marty smiles. ❝Couldn't even tell, Doc. You're getting better. I remember the very first gift you ever tried to wrap for me; now that was a mess. You put so much tape on it I couldn't even open it!❞

How could I forget? They were only a year into their friendship at that point, but Emmett had wanted to get something special for the boy after everything he'd done for him to show him that he was appreciated.

❝I can promise this one has significantly less tape on it.❞

Marty tears open the red wrapping paper with the same enthusiasm he'd displayed on all his birthdays to-date. Inside is a photo album that looks like an antique book, adorned with the words, bonds through time, that reminded Marty of the photo he'd been presented with when the Brown family made their first leap back to 1985.

❝Clara actually inscribed that herself; she's got beautiful penmanship. Anyway, it's a photo album!❞ Emmett smiles as Marty continues to stare at the book in his hands. ❝Since we had the boys, we've been documenting all the milestones and adventures in their lives. And since you and your family have been such a huge part of that, we thought we'd compile some of our favourite photos for you to keep. We have copies, of course, so don't worry about that.❞

❝Doc—❞ Marty chokes on the word and instead of fumbling for something else to say, he flips open the book and starts looking at the pages.

An eight-year-old Verne has his arms spread wide, grinning as Marty gives him his first lesson about balancing on the skateboard.

Marty, Jennifer, and Jules are carrying boxes into the McFlys' new home while Verne and Curie watch from the lawn.

Clara and Jennifer smile from inside Clara's new car.

Emmett, dressed to the nines in a black suit, stands with his arm around Marty's shoulders on the morning of the McFly wedding.

Marty and Jennifer kiss at the altar, looking positively radiant.

The Brown and McFly kids run rampant in Emmett's backyard, being chased by a holographic dinosaur.

Marty and Einstein lay cuddled up on the couch together.

The clock strikes midnight on the year two thousand and the McFly twins are staring at the cake behind the camera while everyone else, decked out in ridiculous holiday gear, beams at the camera.

The photos are placed in seemingly random order and Marty flips through several other pages of photographs before finally coming to the first blank page. He blinks several times before looking up, and there must be a question written on his face, because Emmett says, ❝We didn't want to fill the whole album. There's plenty of space for you to add your own photos. We figured we'd start it, but it's up to you and Jennifer to finish it.❞

Marty sniffs and throws his arms around Emmett. ❝I love it, Doc. Really. Thanks.❞

❝Of course. Happy birthday, Marty.❞

#doctober 2023 #i considered using the 3793 oakhurst lane from pt 2 however i felt like a fun change/discrepancy between the shifted timelines #to show marty's growth would be to use a different address so i decided on instead #using the scrapped address from one of the earlier pt. 2/3 drafts of the film #plus i feel like marty wouldn't want to move back to that same house knowing what he knew of his life in that mess of a timeline #even if hilldale *did* go back to being a very upscale place to live; the house would still bring back memories he could do without #and since it's left open where they end up in the future i said what the hell #i also considered the scene from the game where doc gives him the mcfly family album he went through all the trouble to create but #i wanted this to be something different #&; a great idea can change the world 「 hc 」 #&; i told queue it would work!

[bugmistake]

if i go to the store tomorrow and buy one large apple i will have all the ingredients to make some apple pie blondies........ bitch..

#i just went into an autistic trance and spent 2 hours collecting recipes from my various archives and #places where i save recipes i want to make #and i now surely do have a 20 page google doc of baked goods i will be attempting #but there's that almond cardamom tea cake with vanilla cream i want to make this weekend too.... hmm #maybeeee i'll make the blondies this weekend and save the tea cake for later..

[non-un-topo]

I don’t want to jinx it but I think I might have fixed this plot-hole

#apologies for my fic writing blogging omg you can blacklist this tag: #sage writes #or #fool's gold #and i'll try to be more consistent about tagging #this project feels like a big one and i'm getting excited over it so i've been spamming a lot about it ;_; #anyway YAAYYY!!!! #BUT i noticed i'm doing that thing again where i kind of write the same beginning formula... #like for example: queer quartet shows up in new place. they meet a woman who welcomes them and they all sit down and have dinner - #- with the rest of the locals. here the woman explains shit to them / they learn about the place and some Thing going on. #bonus points if they're drinking alcohol too. #i meean... every writer has a sort of story/formula they write over and over again right...? idk maybe only i'm noticing this - #- and it's not even a big deal. this one isn't really a mystery though. it has mysterious elements but regardless. #it's slightly more house of the dragon + oldschool ghibli inspired. like there's gonna be some family drama and grey morality. #if it does end up being really similar to all my other plotty fics i deeply apologize. and also plotty fics take a ton of effort!! #sometimes ideas subconsciously get repeated... but also i really like to incorporate the message / conflict of the movie into fics #so there's always a good chance some bozo is going to get greedy about immortality or power in my plotty fics #okie back to my doc before this caffeine wears off

[clownkillsyou]

i think one time i did see someone say mrs wimbleton could be doc in mcla and i think thats rlly funny

#like i assume hanks family would be permadead and since this is like. madcom if it took place on earth or at least that what i took from it #then revival might at that point in the series. not exist #hank does appear to die in mcla but the idea for mcla 2 was he would be brought back and i imagined it as that happening B4 he could die #he Was dying but then whoever snatches him up heals him or whatevr. #like here is where i show off my brainrot I IMAGINE IN MCLA THESE EVENTS HAPPEN IN A MUCH MORE REALISTIC SETTING #obviously theres still auditor n shit but like nevada is made to appear much more realistically than in the animations #and i imagined as events went on the more the world would fall apart before it actually becomes very similar to madcom nevada #and like by then coming back from the dead would probably be a possibility since improbability would be going a lil wild by then #so like technically there is a chance mrs wimbleton and wimbleton junior could be brought back but it feels like they Should be permadead #like maybe its been too long to get them back or the new lack-of-rules of the world dont apply to deaths before all that idk #OOPS RAMBLIN HOLD ON. ANYWAYS I DO THINK MRS WIMBLETON DOC WOULD BE FUNNY JUST BC THERE WOULD BE A SERIOUS CONTRAST THERE #but judging by certain characters we already had i guess it would fit in #but it also works with haha funny 2bhank divorce joke #ur wife comes back but shes upset about what youve become despite doing it all for her and then ur divorced #something abt coming back different but maybe ur both back wrong idk

[alligaytorswamp]

hand update: everything still sucks

#context - my hand hurty. i wailed about it in a different txt post #so the shots clearly dont do much #(besides the fact that my ass hurts 👍) #context i am at a countryside - basically in a village #there is a town near but from what i understand going there to see a doc is a terrible idea they got no docs and whoever is there wont help #so gotta go to the nearest city #which is like ight whatever #but my parents searched for a doc that could take me #they found 2 dudes w decent reviews #called the place: 1 of them hasnt been working in this city for 6 years and no.2 is on vacation #ok lit slay swag superb fuck looking for a doc w good reviews so my parents call a different place #there they r told that all surgeons they got r also on vacation #and will be back like in a month #i definitely do not feel doomed #ofc it's sunday and my father will call some other place tmr but LMAO #for the record it's not even about free hospitals or whatever nah nah it;s about the ones u pay for #where they allegedly should be throwing themselves at u bc u gonna give em money #ahaahahahah #*cries and dies* #my hand doesnt actively hurt but it feels so wrong and like hurts a bit??? idkkkk #adry.txt