#and yeah i can't stop thinking about how my ex isn't going to be wishing me a happy birthday and it makes me depressed

[rxmqnova]

Thinking about yn and Wanda broke up, it wasn't messy or anything bad, It was the right person, wrong time.

Wanda is a writer, signing her first important contract and releasing her first book. People liked the book and she was getting famous, and before her first event, she was thinking if Yn is gonna be there or not, when they were together, Yn promised she will be there no matter what, and even if she had to quit her job, she will be there but now, she wasn't sure if her ex girlfriend will be there, they werent even text each other, they needed some space but they missed each other.

When the event started, Wanda was looking if she can see yn in there or not, but she couldn't see her, but she was there, wearing a blue cap, almost at the end Wanda was looking again and they made eye contact and Wanda was smiling at her.

So when everything finished, Yn went to where Wanda was and they were hugged and Yn told her about she Will never break a promise and that she is so proud of her. They missed each other and told the other the same thing, and they went to Wanda's house and talked about how much they want to be together again.

Author event

NO ONE'S POV "I promise I'll be there, Wands. Even if that meant quitting my job, I will be there" Thinking about her ex-girlfriends words, Wanda lets out a sad sigh.

Back then Wanda only just signed her first ever very important contract and released a book which people actually really liked and now Wanda's about to attend her first ever author event.

It's been a few months since Y/N and Wanda broke up, yet the writer still wonders if Y/N will fulfill her promise and come to the event.

To be honest… she really wishes Y/N will and she will have a chance to see her ex-girlfriend again.

They were a perfect match for each other, but unfortunately it was a wrong time for them. Y/N got an important job offer, something she's been waiting for ever since she started working for the company.

It required Y/N to move to another city though and Wanda didn't want her girlfriend to just drop the offer she'd been waiting her entire life for and let her go.

The event eventually starts and Wanda has some talk about the book first. Of course she can't help but look around every single moment she can to see if Y/N isn't here by any chance.

Then comes the book signing and quite a long line forms. That doesn't stop Wanda from looking around though, hoping Y/N would just magically appear.

And then the miracle happens and Wanda locks eyes with a girl in a blue cap, immediately recognizing the face.

Wanda smiles warmly, the nerves finally coming down when Y/N's actually here.

When the endless line comes to an end and everyone leaves, Wanda lets out a sigh when she realizes Y/N's not here anymore. The whole place is empty… or not?

"Could I get an autograph, miss Maximoff?" Y/N teases, placing Wanda's book on the table in front of the writer, immediately bringing smile to Wanda's face.

"Y/N, you came" Wanda pulls her ex-girlfriend in for a tight hug without wasting any more second which makes Y/N let out a chuckle actually.

"Yeah, I did. Hi" Y/N smiles as soon as they pull away, staring into the green eyes she's missed so much.

"Hi" Wanda nearly whispers, biting her lower lip as she's staring back into Y/N's eyes. "I'm glad you're here"

"Of course I am. I promised to come and I never break my promises. I'm really proud of you, Wands. I've read the book, it's really amazing" Y/N smiles warmly, Wanda's cheeks going red.

"Thank you" Wanda says, smiling back. "Hey, don't you wanna come to my apartment? We can have a glass of wine and catch up on everything?"

"Oh, sure. That sounds great" Y/N nods at Wanda's suggestion, watching as Wanda packs her things quickly.

Wanda doesn't live that far from where the event took place, so the walk is quite short.

And as soon as the girls arrive to Wanda's place, Y/N can't help but smile as it looks still the same as the last time she was here.

While Y/N sits down on the couch, Wanda goes to pour them the glasses of wine as she promised earlier. She's back soon, joining Y/N and handing her one of the glasses.

"Can I be honest with you, Y/N?" Wanda sighs, wanting to get it off her chest.

"Of course" Y/N nods, watching the other girl confused and wondering what she's about to say.

"… I really miss you, Y/N. And I know that your work is really important to you and that you've dreamt about that position for a long time. But the few months since we broke up have been the worst months of my life and I just miss you so much" Wanda sighs, squeezing her eyes shut and hoping Y/N won't just leave after what she just told her.

Y/N can't help but let out a small laugh. It's just incredible how perfect the two are for each other.

"What's so funny?" Wanda asks, tilting her head in confusion.

"I just… I came to tell you the same. I quit my job. I guess I just can't be without you. I missed you so much, Wands" Y/N admits, slowly taking Wanda's hand in hers and giving her knuckles a rub.

"You quit your job for me?" Wanda asks in shock, looking at the other girl with wide eyes.

"Yeah. I don't think it's possible for me to live without you, Wanda. And it wasn't as good as I thought it would be anyway" Y/N admits, letting out an akward chuckle.

Wanda smiles, placing hers and Y/N's glass on the coffee table before pulling Y/N in for a hug, closing her eyes and enjoying the warm embrace.

"I love you, Y/N" Wanda nearly whispers, still not believing this is happening.

"I love you too, Wanda" Y/N tells her back, meaning every single word and feeling exactly the same as Wanda. "Will you go on a date with me?"

"Of course I will!" Wanda chuckles, cupping Y/N's cheeks with her palms and rubbing her cheeks with her thumbs.

She knows one thing for sure now… no matter what has life prepared for them, she's not letting Y/N ever again.

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[muwapsturniolo]

✯Hoodie Pt.1✯

Summary: Matt can't seem to let go of his ex-girlfriend

Warning: angst, cigarette smoking, I think that's it.

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See, it's been a whole summer since I told you we were done

It's been one whole summer since Matt broke up with her. He doesn't even know why he did, he was just wrapped up in his head and let his thoughts ruin the only good thing for him.

Heard you found a new someone, I'm happy you're moving on. Tell my friends that I'm over ya, I don't miss you at all

Matt heard through the grapevine that she started to move on. He wanted to be happy for her, she deserved it. When his friends would ask how he felt bout it, he would say he's over her and that he didn't miss her at all. After all, he was the one that broke up with her.

But I'm still riding round With your hoodie in the car

Matt knew deep down he wasn't over her; hence why he would drive around at night with her hoodie in the passenger seat, trying to clear his head. It was his favorite hoodie of hers. It was Y/F/C and still had hints of her scent attached to it.

I saw your friends at the mall, they said that you been living lavish Yeah, you flying solo, you only got designer baggage

He ran into her friends at the mall one day. Being the protective friends they are, they made sure to let him know she's doing great without him. They told him how she finally moved into her own spot, it's decorated lavishly, and she's living the life she deserved. he couldn't help but ask if she was still seeing someone.

"She's flying solo, she doesn't need a guy to hold her back."

You seem so happy like you don't think of me at all, While I still ride around with your hoodie in the car

Matt would torture himself by stalking her socials. All he saw were pictures of her at parties and different outings. It doesn't seem like she's upset at all about the breakup, she seems happy not thinking about him. He couldn't help but be envious of her. she's thriving while he still holds on to the memories of her, wishing he had her back.

Weekends passing, I'm still not moving on Like traffic on the freeway in the hot, hot sun

It's now September and Matt still isn't over the girl. he's stagnant. Every day he wakes up and thinks of her, hoping if he rolled over she would be right there, instead it's just her damn hoodie.

This scent of you has faded but I'm still holding on

He holds the hoodie in his hands, rubbing the material through his fingers. He goes to smell it but he realizes the scent of her has faded. Tears form in his idea at the thought of her finally fading away from him. He stands up and starts tearing his room apart, looking for a specific item. He finally finds it, a spare bottle of her perfume.

I just smoke a cigarette and ride around With your hoodie in the car

Matt was so stressed, he resulted in going back to smoking. He stopped while they were together but he couldn't handle the stress of the breakup. So here he is, driving down the streets with the windows down, and her hoodie in the passenger seat.

I wanna be okay But you, you're always in my head

Matt knows this isn't a healthy way to live. He so badly wants to get over her and finally be ok and move on, but he can't. She's always in his head, laughing, smiling, dancing, kissing...

But I'm still riding around with your hoodie in the car

Matt pulls over on the side of the road and throws his head back. He looks over and sees her hoodie, taunting him.

But you, you're always in my head

"fuck it"

My head

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[inventedsanity]

a 3am essay where i ranted on remarried empress again.... part 1

as a rashta fan, i don't think navier's character is that bad but i do wish they explored it more. like it is interesting to see a person realize they are more than what title they hold, navier had to learn on how she can do other things by just being herself and not an empress. she herself told how much the title empress meant to her and how losing it feels like losing a part of herself, which shows her codependency on this title but in my personal opinion, it felt like the webtoon never explored such themes enough. her character was barely explored or even had that much development. though to be fair, i haven't read the webtoon in a while after i saw how horrible the author was treating rashta and her character. the only thing explored in the webtoon was navier learning to be more in a relationship, the reason why soveishu and navier did not stay together was because of they relecutency to open up to each other even though they were in love with each other, they just failed to open up with each other. and i do wish that the author talked about how even navier has a play in this, im not saying soveishu being cheated should be excused but they should have showed on why not opening up to your partner is not always a good thing in relationships. rashta makes awful decisions for her wanting power just so she can't go back to her horrible past of being a slave, she's tired of being manipulated by the people around her, but during her want for power, she gets manipulated by the viscount who also traumitized the shit out of her by giving her a dead baby. which i also add that he never gets the proper treatment for his awful actions. he is not for once called out for being an asshole. also navier being a classist would also be a great theme to explore in the webtoon, she doesn't even have much of a reaction to the fact slavery happens in the kingdom. in the first few eps, when she finds out rashta was an ex-slave from rumors, she asks soveishu if it is true in such a weird manner like downgrading her? could just be me though duke ergi (i do love him), the guy who manipulated rashta the most after she came into nobility is given the least reprecussions in the webtoon, even the fans applaud him for manipulating her. he is aware of how alone she feels, she can't trust others after what her previous lover had done to her, by what the viscount did, by what her father did. she suffered so much and duke ergi is aware of how isolated she is, and took advantage of it. im not saying the author should excuse her actions, but they should stop downgrading her or making her do stupid actions (which is ooc) just to make navier better. literally in the latest episodes, we see panels of where rashta is sufferring and navier is just living her life and they have similar situations. like rashta sufferring after giving birth to her child and navier finding out shes pregnant. it just shows how the author has blatant favoritism towards the female lead. characters who are literally victims but also bad people at the same time and are so treated by the story are literally my favorite characters (azula from ATLA). i wish rashta got the same treatment as azula. rashta is smart and cunning and i wish the story accepted that. they make her do dumb decisions just to uplift navier to spread the message "navier wouldn't do that", the thing is ofc navier wouldn't do that, she was literally raised in nobility and taught to become an empress from day one but rashta? she was a slave and had to literally use her very limited skills to get a position in nobility, yeah she did do stupid shit but isn't it impressive that with literally no education that she somehow was able to survive in nobility? and navier that took years to study on becoming empress, rashta has done much faster within the limited time she has, obviously she hasn't perfected her studies and even complained on having to study, but i think she has the right. she was literally thrown into this hell fire without any time to prepare.

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[gayshrug]

pit babe ep 8 thoughts

(a peteken obsession was born)

first of all: i cannot believe i have to wait another week for the next episode. how am i meant to focus on anything when The Thing might happen but ALSO the other thing. things are happening. i am stressed and horny.

- i am sooooooo in love with kim. i know i say that every week but holy fuck his strength of character is admirable. i have no idea how the kimkenta thing is going to develop when kenta hasn't even started his redemption arc yet. HOWEVER........ that look™ between them when kim was bloodied, beaten and thrown into the elevator............ yeah.

- ALANJEFF. my angels. so much open communication from them both. i can't believe all it took for jeff to open up was one (1) handsome older guy in a tank top with kind eyes and open ears. that boy needs someone to lean on so badly. he's done so much reflecting. him finding a place of comfort in alan, no expectations or ulterior motives, is so important. (also low key worried alan is gonna turn jeff down at first re: the preview but we move.)

(- unrelated but i'm a nose guy and sailub's nose.......... amazing. can't stop staring at him.)

- GIVE ME MORE OF JUNE. those arm garters. holy fuck. are they a staple in his wardrobe or did they shoot both bar scenes the same day

- way in his villain was to be expected but him straight up implying he's gonna carry out an evil plan to his SPONSOR is insane. like, apparently pete knows way more than he should so he isn't surprised in the slightest but way shouldn't know that 😭 like girl are you so set on your revenge and bitterness that you're willing to throw your team's finances to the wolves as well (the answer is yes) (he's gonna do way worse things) (i'm excited)

- i love jeff and charlie's bond. jeff's doomsday thinking (which.... is warrented, lbr) and charlie's optimism should be clashing but i think they ground each other.

(- Not A Fan of how often charlie expressed that he'd do and risk anything for babe in this episode. yeah it's foreshadowing and He Means It but i love him so much. thinking about what might happen, keeping in mind jeff's visions, makes me so anxious. charlie is my puppy.)

- PETE AND KENTA. listen. he called him ken. those looks. the exasperation from kenta and the calmness from pete. there's history there. FUCK. i wish we didn't already know that pete/way will be a thing because the chemistry in that scene..... holy fuck. idk if they're ever gonna address it but in my mind, they're 100% exes who split due to external circumstances (kenta staying with tony because of his low self-esteem, pete needing to leave because of his conscience and need for independence). there's obviously still lingering feelings. i could eat off that tension for a lifetime.

- also pretty sure that garfield could have chemistry with a tree

- i saw someone wondering why there was so much (undried) blood in kim's hotel room and like. yeah. but, because i like to make excuses for the shows i enjoy, to me it was A Trap. they made it easy for them to figure out where kim had been staying. they left the door unlocked. they staged The Crime Scene to be as dramatic as possible in order for whoever would come to investigate to have Lots To Look At. so they could get them, too, while they were distracted. tony was watching a recording of that hotel footage almost in real time, wasn't he?

- tony seems to be stupid as hell, not gonna lie. are the cogs just now starting to turn?????? girl

- charlie starting to get acquainted with babe's senses is so cool. like, yeah, he can't really utilise them well yet but. baby steps. he is our collective baby after all.

- the amount of charliebabe protecting each other and throwing punches at goons in this episode gave me so much serotonin. dream team with maybe a handful of brain cells between them

- i love jeff but him going back to tony's mansion a) after he just told alan he'd never be dragged back there and b) seemingly without telling anybody about it is sooooo frustrating. babygirl this wouldn't have ended well in any universe

- all i could think when kenta was pressing jeff against that wall and deleting his Exposing Way message was "i wish that was me". the arms 🥴🥴🥴

- i need somebody, ANYBODY, (preferably pete or kim) to give kenta a convincing reason to leave. like, he's obviously conflicted but tony's abuse has its grips on him. tightly. like, i KNOW that man cries himself to sleep every night but maybe the tender touch of another man could heal him

- i had to pause the charliebabe doctor scene sooo many times (and then rewatched it for half an hour). i'm too fucking single for this. their little faces and banter and Visible Love-Eyes. have some mercy on me.

- that being said... we've had public sex. breeding kink. mommy/daddy kink. now medical kink. (scenting is a given.) is anyone doing ao3 tag bingo

- alan noticing that jeff's not there and being worried about him even though it hasn't even been a full day is so 🥺

- i felt so bad for andy like. a fucking GPS bracelet? the guy who's bought him seemed creepy as hell. they named him so i hope we're gonna get to see them free him (and hopefully other kids) too.

- good on way for helping out the boys when they were in a pinch but. i can't help but feel like everything he does has an ulterior motive now, despite (or maybe especially?) because of his talk with babe earlier

- charliebabe looked so fucking good in those maroon shirts 🧍🏼‍♂️

- how i'm tryna be:

might make this my new header somewhere.

- NORTH AND SONIC. my little gremlins. i still feel so bad about underappreciating them at the start of the show. their romantic tension is so good and silly and they were out there risking their lives with less than zero of a plan 😭 sweet boys

- winner is such a loser. he wins at losing. over and over again. it's so much fun.

- listen........ i get that they had to get away from the goons (thank u alan) but.... could they not have grabbed kim at the last second 😭 there was a truck between winner/the gun and kim and the goon, was there not? it's self-preservation above all else but........ my baby got a kick to the fucking face 🧍🏼‍♂️

- jeff with the sneaky escape plan 👁️👄👁️

[preview talk]

- JEFF WITH THE LIES TO GET AWAY FROM TONY 👁️👄👁️

- way being the one (1) enigma basically confirms what he's there to do and. uhhhhhh. if we're also getting The Incident in next week's episode or episode 10 then...... he might actually try. [throws up in my mouth]

- ALANJEFF? jeff being the one initiating contact for once? "alan's boy"?????????????????????

- charlie talking in that deep voice, the Mirror Scene Preview, him throwing his head back. uhhhhhh. i rewinded that more times than i'd like to admit. make that scene 5 minutes long please 💓

- didn't jeff have a vision of tony killing someone with a katana. why was he pulling that while in his office. (hopefully not) while talking to jeff lol

idk how they do it but i'm even more excited/ scared for next week's episode than i was for this one. it's about to get bonkers

#is this my longest one yet. i don't even care anymore #give me some petekenta backstory please god #pit babe the series #pit babe #thai bl

[glorious-imagines]

Crushed

"Are you breaking up with me?" Her features are crestfallen, he could see the heartbreak forming in her eyes.

"Y/n, this just isn't working out. I feel like I'm living two different lives and I'm not doing enough for either of you."

She looks around in a haze. The nice restaurant, the amazing food, the great conversation… it felt like they were finally getting back on track. She should have known it was too good to be true. Things had always been hard since Isabel showed up and dropped a pregnancy bomb. That coupled with both of your 'jobs…' and you had an orchestra of dissonance.

"You know, Jason, the one thing I never understood is why anyone would take their soon-to-be-ex on a lovely date…" she looks him directly in the eye, "just to break up with them."

"Y/n…" he exhaled, gazing at her from across the table with regret.

"I thought we would finally find our new normal… I knew she would be our undoing." Her voice breaks at the last word and she finds herself holding back an onslaught of tears. "Why would you take me on such a nice date to break my heart? This is too cruel"

He can feel the sting in the corner of his eyes. "I'm so sorry, y/n."

Though y/n is on the verge of tears she is pissed. Her hands shake with barely controlled anger and hatred burns in her heart. "Why do we have to end?! Why can't you send that bitch packing?!"

"You know I can't do that. I'm just trying to do right by both of you--"

"By letting me go?! How the fuck is that right by me?" Y/n quickly swipes at the tears before they leave a trail. "Did you think this place would somehow soften the blow?!"

The restaurant's patrons began taking notice. Jason shifts uncomfortably at the attention. He had hoped she would accept his decision and he could still be her friend at the very least. Now, however, he could see that he wanted too much from her.

After years of the 'will they, won't they push and pull, he'd finally gotten the woman he dreamed of. And being with her was exactly that and more. Now, he had to let her go. Lately, all they seemed to do is argue the little time they had together. He knew it was because he was being so attentive to Isabel.

"Y/n, I'm sorry. I just wanted to end this amicably."

"Why? So, we could still be friends?!" She scoffs in disbelief, "when she came into the picture you stopped giving a fuck about me!"

"Well, excuse me for wanting to be there for my kid."

"The kid doesn't even exist, yet!" She slammed her hands against the surface of the table.

"Y/n…" he says in a tone of warning.

This only pisses her off more. "Fuck you! I tried to keep our relationship platonic but you showed love!" She breathed in a deep shaky breath. "And now you're taking it away. You're so awful, Jason. I wish I'd never met you…"

"Um, your dessert is here…?" Their waiter appears with two plates of (fave dessert). He stands there awkwardly trying not to look at either of you.

Jason sighs and massages his temples. "I think we'll take them to go if you don't mind." The waiter nods and leaves.

Y/n suddenly stands up, her e/c irises pierce into him. "I never want to see you again. At any capacity. Stay far the fuck away from me." And with that, he watched her leave.

When the waiter returned he asked, "do you think I fucked up?" Then he downed what was left of his alcoholic drink.

I thought of this while watching an episode of Good Trouble. Yeah that whole Gael and Isabella situation pissed me off

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Sequel

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[bradsbabe]

For You | Brad Simpson pt 1.

Summary | You and Brad have been together for almost a year, you both are happy together. You are even going on tour with Brad and the other boys and you couldn't be more happy, but ever since you got those hate messages from some "fans" you try your hardest to stay happy and not ruin the tour for Brad and the boys.

Words | 1.67k

pairings | brad simpson x fem reader

warning | kissing, mature themes, arguing

Sometimes dating someone who is known isn't too bad. I have been going out with Bradley Simpson from The Vamps for almost a year now and he is the most amazing person ever, but some of the fans don't like my relationship with Brad. I have been getting tons of dms from a lot of fan pages asking me why haven't Brad broke up with me yet, or you definitely aren't his type, also ones like ew you're so ugly why is he with you. I try to ignore them, but I can't. 

I heard the door open and I quickly ran upstairs to the bedroom to hide for a bit until my face wasn't puffy and red from crying. I swear I try not to let those comments get to me, but I'm me, I'm a bit insecure with myself, and I ask the same question they do. Does he really deserve me, like I'm not no supermodel or I'm not a singer, I'm just normal.

“Y/n, I have a surprise for you, can you come in the kitchen?” Brad said with excitement. 

“Uhm, yeah I will be right down in a min, I'm finishing getting dressed.” I lied to give my puffy red eyes more time to go away.

After a moment went by I headed downstairs to the kitchen and saw a bouquet of my favourite flowers Japanese Cherry Blossom and of course my favourite chocolates. 

“I love them, Thank you, but what's the occasion?” I said, hugging him.

“Well, we are going on tour next week, and I want you to come along with me.” He asked, cupping my face. “And I know how much you want to travel, so here's your chance.

“I'd be happy to.” I said kissing him.

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“Are you excited!” Kirstie asked. I have known Kirstie way before The Vamps were a thing, when I came to the UK for a school thing I bumped into her and the rest well was history, she even introduced me to The Vamps and well Brad was and is my favourite as you can tell.

“Yeah, and nervous, I hate planes, and knowing we will be on them for this whole tour, makes me think twice.” I said packing my clothes.

“Don't worry we are here with you, I bet Brad will keep you occupied.” She said. 

“Can I tell you something and promise you won't tell Brad a thing, not even the other boys.” I said, she nods her head.

“Well have you ever got hate messages from fans, because this one account keeps messaging me and telling me hateful words.” I showed her the messages and she read them.

“Oh my god, why haven't you told Brad, you know he can put a stop to this, you shouldn't have to worry about things like this.” She said.

“I can't, I don't want him to know that he has some “fans” that do things like this, I just block them when they send me hate messages. Besides, I want him to be happy and stress free during the tour.” I said finishing packing.

“Well if they keep up, you're going to have to tell Brad.” She said getting up to hug me.

“Awe look at the besties.” Brad said, walking in. “Are you two ready, we have to go now.” He continued. We nod and he grabs my suitcase and we head to the Uber. James, Kirstie, Brad and myself are riding together to the airport. Of course I have the middle seat sadly. I felt my phone buzz and it was yet another fan page messaging me. I tried to hide my phone away from Brad so that he wouldn't see what they said. This one is all about how I shouldn't be seen with Brad because I am just a nothing and that I should leave the UK and go back home, and they wish that Brad would go back with his ex girlfriend again. I felt the tears coming and I turned my phone off and I just stayed quiet during the ride to the airport.

“Hey is everything okay?” Brad asked, getting out of the car. 

“Yeah.” I lied, I'm not going to let him know his so called fans are picking on me and have him have a bad tour, I want him to enjoy this tour, even if that means I have to try and not let those fans get to me.

Once we got settled on the plane, I decided to take a nap. I'm so exhausted, and it helps my nerves as well.

“Hey Brad has y/n said anything to you lately?” Kirstie asked.

“No, what about?” Brad asked, concerned.

“About how excited she is going on tour.” Kirstie lied. “Well I should go see if James needs anything. She continued and walked away.

Brad settles down and pulls out his phone and turns it on. He sees so many messages popping up, he notices it was y/n and sees a message pop up from a fan calling her ugly. He opens it and sees multiple messages hating on y/n. He looks beside him and sees you sleeping. He starts blocking all the pages that have messaged you.

***

“Okay here we are.” Brad said, opening up the hotel door. 

Brad pulls me in a hug and the smell of his aftershave is amazing that I can just stay in this hug for hours. Brad starts kissing my neck, sucking on the skin. He knows it turns me on.

“Don't we have to meet the guys.” I asked.

“Yeah later, I finally have you all to myself.” He said taking off his shirt, but before we got to do anything else there was a knock on the door. He grunted while putting his shirt back on. I sat on the bed and Brad opened the door and Tristan came walking in.

“We have been waiting for 5 minutes. Are you two ready?” He asked.

“Yeah.” I said standing up walking towards the door. 

“We'll finish that tonight.” Brad whispered. I couldn't help but to smile.

Once we met up with the guys, we headed out to explore France, but before we got out of the hotel there were some fans waiting for the boys. I stayed inside not wanting to be near any of them in case someone might say something about mine and Brad's relationship.

“Where's y/n?” One of the fans said.

Brad walked back in and saw me sitting on the chair.

“Is everything okay?” He asked me.

“Yeah…”

“I know about some of the fans messaging you hateful things.” He blurted out.

“Kirstie told you?” I said.

“No I had your phone thought it was mine and messages came popping up. I'm going to write something to them all to leave you alone.” He said.

“No, don't just leave it alone.” I said.

“What, no I'm going to say something, have you read any of those messages?” He said.

“Yes, I know, but just ignore it. I have been blocking them.” I said.

“How long has this been going on?” He asked.

“A couple of months.” I said.

“What, and when were you going to tell me?” He said, angry.

“After the tour…” I said sadly.

“I didn't want you to worry and get upset, I wanted you to have fun on tour.” I continued. 

“Well I'm not now, come on let's go through the back.” He said.

***

“Why does Brad look irritated?” Kirstie said sitting next to me at the bar.

“He found out about the fans, and is pissed because I didn't tell him when it first started.” I said.

Brad and I haven't talked the whole night, and I decided to leave early. I get that he's upset but not wanting to talk is a different thing. I decided to stay the night with Kirstie and James, give Brad some time alone.

The next day Kirstie and I decided to watch them rehearse. Everyone noticed the difference in Brad, he was having a rough rehearsal.

“I should have just stayed home.” I told Kirstie.

“What, why?” She asked.

“Brad isn't having a fun tour. Everyone knows the difference in him, he was fine before, now he's irritated and in a bad mood, because of me.” I said.

“No, it's those so called fans.” Kirstie said.

“I'm going back to the hotel.” I said walking away.

“Where are you going?” Brad said.

“Back to the hotel room.” I said.

“So now you're going to ignore me?” He asked, getting frustrated.

“I'm not ignoring you, I just think me being here was a mistake.” I blurted out.

“Well if that's what you think then by all means go.” He said.

I didn't say anything, because some fans were coming in to watch the boys rehearse. I looked back at Brad already on stage doing what he does best. Tears started coming down and I saw Kirstie running towards me. She brought me in a hug and I just broke down more. She walked me back to the hotel and helped me pack my things. She tried all she could to stop me from leaving, but I think Brad and I needed some space. I didn't want him to be frustrated while on tour. I want him to have fun and enjoy it, rather than fighting with me over some fans. Kirstie stayed with me until the Uber came to pick me up.

“Are you sure you want to leave, how about stay with James and I.” She said.

“I think it's best if I leave.” I said.

As we walked out the guys were walking down the hall they all looked confused, even Brad.

“Are you leaving?” Brad said.

“Yeah, I think it was a mistake coming, I caused things and I think it's best if I leave, besides I want you all to have fun and enjoy this tour.” I said.

“Can we talk in private?” Brad said, walking me to the room.

Author: hello hope everyone liked this if so ill write more!

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[episims]

Judi negotiation skill appreciation post

I've already played Judi's household so it's unlikely I get a chance to let her explain how buying Hanna was for her. This super self-indulgent post sheds some light on Judi's point of view!

No pictures. If you're not dying to know, this probably isn't for you lol.

So let's chop this scene into pieces:

Judith “You’re not stupid, Craig. You must realize that if I didn’t have a pressing reason, I wouldn’t be here.” Chase “Hmph.” She’s right. “I’m listening.” Judith “Thank you. I would rather negotiate indoors if that suits you.”

Judi has literally called Chase a nutcase, and that was before Chase slept with her ex. She needs to really compose herself to be polite.

Even more so to flatter him, as Judi tries to do by acknowledging Chase's intelligence. It works; it's a small step forward to get Chase to agree about something. Being inside the house also makes it slightly harder for Chase to just walk out of the situation.

Chase “-no. She’s not for sale.” Judith “Oh, I’m sorry for my choice of words. Do you wish me to call it a she?”

Since the goal is to get Chase to sell Hanna, it might be a problem that Chase humanizes her. So Judi lures him into changing the pronoun, hoping that it creates some emotional distance too.

Judith “I agree. But I could point out that I can afford to pay its current market value in full. I evaluated its components; many of them are outdated. Its wholesale price will only continue decreasing.” Chase She’s researched based on what Jonas has told her. I was careless with him. “The components don’t matter. They hold their value as scrap metal.”

Chase doesn't take Judi's bait about Hanna's decreasing market value so seems like he isn't hugely interested in cash. It's a bit of a setback for Judi; she doesn't have anything else than money to offer.

Judith “So it comes down to the code. Do you have proprietary over it?”

Spoiler alert: Judi knows damn well that Chase doesn't have proprietary over Hanna's code. She indeed did research. But considering how tightly Chase has pursed his lips about his past, bringing it up would likely only get Chase to raise his guard.

But the negotiation isn't moving anywhere so Judi tries to subtly push Chase to a more uneven ground. She's careful to make it look like an innocent question, something that would make sense to ask.

Judith “I’m not desperate to buy, Craig. I can hire home aid, just as well. There’s clearly a lot of potential going to waste with this project ending with the first prototype, but you’re right. It’s your concern, not mine.” Chase “Hmph.” Hanna’s value decrease was inevitable. But… the market has advanced for my benefit as well. It shouldn’t be impossible to find equivalent parts anymore.

Would Chase sell Hanna if he didn't feel it was completely by his own choice? Probably not, so Judi gives him room to make that decision. And while she has money to spend, it doesn't hurt to leave the impression that she's not ready to pay anything.

Since she now knows that Chase can't be won over by cash only, she tries to convince him that selling Hanna wouldn't take away his lifework but offer a means to continue it.

You can tell that Judi found the right lever as Chase stops to think about the possibility of selling for the first time.

Judith “What I need is a childcare assistant so it’ll only be for a few years. After that, it can break down all the same.” Chase Most of Hanna’s components have extended their lifespan by then, anyway. “It would be cheaper for you to hire a person.” Judith “Cheaper, not easier. Thanks to these idiotic restrictions, I would need to find a local for it. That aside, as you well know, I don’t need sleep. Having service available around the clock would be beneficial.”

Yeah, right. Judi has pretty good connections, of course she could find someone who has the right to pass to Foxfire.

The thing is that Judi wouldn't have considered buying Hanna if Jonas hadn't asked for it. That is a strong motivation for Judi to get the deal done; being seemingly ignorant of Hanna's fate is a bluff to hide that. Assuring Chase that Judi isn't trying to monetize Hanna herself is important, too.

Judith “It’s important that you answer in short. Do you understand?” Hanna “—yes.” Judith “Good. Do you know how to cook?” Chase *mutters* “Of course she knows how to-” Judith “Let me review the product, please.”

It's an act, aiming to close the deal for good. Judi attempts to keep the conversation with Hanna simple so that she doesn't accidentally talk to her in a way that conflicts with what she just told Chase.

So, here you go! If it seemed easy, it's only because Judi's a crazy good negotiator.

#foxfire forest #foxfire forest extra #judith root #hanna p1 #chase craig #long blabbering is long #felt like celebrating the anniversary by posting random extras!

[lutawolf]

Love In the Air Ep 8 Review & Running Commentary

We are now entering into the territory of Sky and Prapai. Be prepared people because there is going to be Sexual Assaults triggers. MAME does not do this for fun, it's actually a way of her dealing with her own demons. I think that's one reason why I'm less triggers, I'm used to listening to survivors. That and this should be less of a surprise which is what typically triggers me.

Sky hasn't had a particularly easy life. Which has created walls a mile high. His best friend Rain has made it past those walls. So when he asks for a favor, Sky reaches out to his abusive ex to achieve said favor. Which leads to a tailspin of him meeting Prapai who jokingly suggests that Sky return his protection for sex. Only for Sky to take him seriously and be down for it. Immediately Prapai is drawn to the sad and passionate boy, and he'll do whatever it takes to break the walls Sky has down. But can he handle the story that created the walls to begin with?

Let's start.. Ahhh, I'm not gonna lie, I'm a litter nervous to see how they handle this. So we are starting at the street race where they will eventually meet. I truly love Sky, he is sassy but will do anything for his friend. Even talk to his jack ass ex. Blah, blah, let us skip to Sky's intro. There we go. Ohh, I like how we have Prapai immediately noticing Sky. It's a cute back and forth, with Sky nervous and unsure and Prapai intrigued. Oh shit! the two coconuts noticed him. I'm gonna go ahead and forgive them since they help Rain later on but coconuts. Damn that music is making it intense right, I know what's going to happen cause of previous but still.

And there we go, "He's my boy." Then he takes him away and attempts to get some answers from him. While Sky looks scared, he isn't talking. "intruders like you can't leave" "What do you want?" "It depends on what you can offer me but if I can choose." To which he goes to touch Sky's face. At that point Sky knows what is up and rolls his eyes. "So you know what you need to give to get out of here?" "You better hurry up, the next race is about to start. Tik Tok." "Just take what you want" I got to be honest here, I really wish that had just stopped at the but if I can choose. Even in the book it was handled better because it's made to be a joke that Sky just happens to be good with. So yeah, I'm not thrilled.

Not Just Wind but a Typhoon.

Okay so we can at least say that Sky is very involved in the kissing. He is not holding back in any way. He giving as good as he is getting. Ohhh, he even pulls him closer. Alright, not a great start but homeboy for sure wants this. OH hell to the yeah, I was concerned that wouldn't show him going down but they are not being shy. Give it to me baby, uh huh. Oh yeah, I don't think there is any doubt any anyone's mind that Sky wants this. DAAAAAAMN. And Sky rides and rides well. I love that they don't shy away from letting us hear them! So hot.

Sky leaving Prapai's place, looking all kinds of sad. Damn, this pulling on my heart strings. Then doing a flash back to them in the bedroom and Prapai is not going to let go of this boy any time soon. Damn, Sky even tells him to bring it on. "They're all assholes." poor baby boy, are you trying to convince yourself. Though I got to admit he did act like an asshole baby boy but you seemed to enjoy the sex at least. Okay, I'm gonna say the book did this better because in the book when he leaves we know he enjoys the sex but he's like, walls are up and no emotions. Peace out dudes. Really wish they had kept that. This just makes it feel not good. Just my opinion don't come at me.

Oh wait, did I speak to soon. Are we gonna get that part? Much better. We know he enjoyed the sex but those walls are a mile high. He wants human contact but he doesn't trust it. Can't. Meanwhile Prapai is hooked, he can't forget him. That's a first for him. Awww, here is the cute little brother. Who flies a rainbow flag. Hahaha, mamma knows, she got slut babies. You about to lose your freedom buddy boy, I would say enjoy it while you can but you already caught.

"Shitty things always happen to me." You killing me baby boy. Now I'm back to not knowing how to feel about this. Yeah you guys, the book did it better. The inner monologue in the book really helped you to understand Sky. This just leaves me feeling like I got whip lash. Today's topic is "How to forget the one you want to forget" I guess this is supposed to be like his inner monologue? Ahh okay, that's exactly what it's supposed to be. They could have done this better but at least we are getting it, right.

Three Months Latter

Prapai really thought he could forget him and since he can't. Didn't he. Sig and Som really just need to fuck it out. Oh and back to Prapai, sorry buddy, there will be no next time. And back to Sky. Don't be stepping between these two, they really just need to fuck it out. And let us watch... Yeah we all know why Som is moody, he lost any chance with Payu. Som not the only one upset with Rain. Ple be riding the jelly train too. Try riding something else, it helps. Sig, you stupid buffalo, are you really making the rock and roll sign.

Look at the rider who would rather be ridden. That's all he can think about. His attention was on or. It means your obsessed. If you can't get something off your mind then you are obsessed. This isn't rocket science. "You either love it very much or hate it very much." Accurate. "Beautiful sky and perfect weather are perfect for making a decision." You guys should know that his name means wind. "I've made up my mind, if he won't get out of my head then I won't let him go." About damn time, now go get ya boy. I mean me too, I feel a little sorry for him but it will work out in the end.

This is totally me when I'm reading. I giggle and clap my hands. I'm redunk. Ohhh, this nerd understands! I feel that pain to my soul. Thinking you have all the series only to find out you missed one so you have to get dressed and reschedule everything to get it. Staying up all night to read is not relatable at all. Sky thinking it's Rain calling to complain about Payu. Instead it's Prapai beeeeeing creepy as fuck. What the hell. You might as well heavy breath too. Just stop the fuck boy flirting. I love Sky so much, he's like, this bitch. Prapai stop flirting like a fuck boy, that is not how you are going to win Sky. NO Prapai, you don't sound creepy and ominous at all. 🤦🏽‍♀️

Ahh there we go though, a reference to his name. "A hot wind god." "Brace yourself because I'm serious." Well at least there is that. Homeboy knows what he wants now. Ahh see Sky knew his name, he is like, no way. Impossible. "Someone like him won't be attracted to someone like me." That's where you are wrong baby boy. That's where you are wrong. Oh, did you block his number?? HA!

Look at you smiling like an idiot. Cause you an idiot. Okay but that's cute, you like your angry Sky. Did he really kiss his phone. He got it bad. Are the exercise machine advertisement? Opps, must not have blocked him. Oh their ceremony is cute! OH I'm Dying. Go Som Go!

And hello Prapai. Yes, Sky, that's brilliant. I now see why you and Rain are close friends. You both have white crayon moments. You cute and you smart but sometimes the common sense is lacking. He is literally standing right there looking at your dumbass behind a box. Oh, you fuck head Rain. You sold your bestie out did ya. Look at that look, that Sky is giving Rain. HA!

So fucking lame Prapai. Sky is like wtf dude and I am dying. His facial expressions are the best. Fucking white crayon Rain. OMG, I love Sky's facial expressions so much. Look at Rain trying to make amends. You gonna have to do better than that buddy. I literally just laid my head down on the desk. He is whispering to Sky that Rain doesn't know about them and Rain is leaning in to listen. From even that range I would hear him. Dead. Rain is like, say bye to me damnit.

Oh, hands off buddy. Look at Sky still being polite and saying thank you for being dropped off. "You should find someone else to play with." "I wouldn't have been here if I wanted someone else." "Look, I don't want to play with you." "If you never try you never know." "It's because I already tried it that I don't want it." Ouch! Buuuuurn! Okay but Prapai is hilarious. Like are you serious that I didn't get you hooked just a little. "This is so unfair. Am I the only one that can't get enough of you." Homebody is hooked and wanting but Sky has been played. He has walls a mile high. You gonna have to prove it dude.

"Lets start over. My name is Prapai. See? I told you I am the hot wind God." "A wind God, I thought you were a Cyclops." Actually this should be “Prapai, right? I thought your name was Wirun Chambang.” Wirun Chambang is a giant that appears in Ramayana Buddhism stories. The joke still fits though, 🤣. We back to fuck boy flirting. Really. Aww Sky, can't you tell that Prapai only gets more enthralled the more annoyed you get. That boy thinks you cute. Danger! Danger! Will Robinson! He is in hot pursuit. "I can't believe how shameless that guys is." Umm, really? Cause I gotta say, I saw the clues a mile away. You don't stand a chance but make it hard at least. People don't appreciate what they don't have to work for.

"Rain will be dead meat tomorrow." Yeah, that's fair. Then he goes to look out the window. How freaking cute. See jitter bug got some feelings. "A guy like him only wants sex. Get it together Sky." Oh baby boy, you been hurt pretty bad. Prapai needs to get on that fix it train. Jitter bug got feelings but he is scared to have them. Yup, Prapai thinks Sky is adorable, he doesn't mind the grump at all. A fucking coffee receipt. At least he met his boy though. Let the wall destruction commence!

Haha Rain, take your punishment. Sky might thank you later but today is not the day. Damn, no wonder Rain is good at taking punishment. Boy been a sub to his bestie, 🤣🤣🤣.

Sunflowers! So pretty! Really that's your note, meanie why can't I get you out of my head. Smh. Better than fuck boy flirting. He named him Psycho in his phone! Love it! Oh, we got a story too. "Cause the sunflower face the sky. I can't be the sun for you. But whenever you see sunflowers, remember that this wind is watching over the sky." Okay, yeah, you are upping your game. You are for sure moving away from the fuck boy moves into adult moves. Sky is like, that shits cheesy... Shit, I like it. Noooooo they are too pretty for the trash!

Choosing the flowers. "Sometimes sexy. Occasionally sad. Mysterious at times. But I want flowers that give off lovely vibes. So he'll give me a bright smile." First step to stepping of the fuck boy bus. Picking out the flowers yourself and delivering them yourself.

We are at the end! Okay I've got mixed feelings but I'm still liking it. I also think it will get better. I'm here for it. Hope you guys enjoyed. 💜💜💜 As always this is dedicated to the coconuts mafia. 💜💜💜

#love in the air series #love in the air #love in the air the series #love in the air kink #luta opinions #coconuts mafia

[threebooksoneplot]

love this podcast so much! this is probably a bit of a nuts ask but i just wanted to let you guys know that you've genuinely helped me in real life- I was approached by two Mormon missionaries today (i live in the UK so it was Unexpected to say the least) and for the entirety of the conversation I was remembering how you mentioned on one of your episodes (99% sure it was you guys) about how being on missionary is most Mormons' first experience of the wider world so you should do your best to be polite etc. all the context you gave genuinely helped me navigate the conversation so much lmao, you guys are entertaining AND educational 10/10

oh wow!! daaaamn, good for you!

and yeah, that sounds like something we would say. I (G) can't seem to dig up receipts right now but the tl;dr is that oftentimes, door-to-door evangelism of the kind mormon missionaries and jehovah's witnesses engage in is less effective at converting people, but highly effective at reinforcing to the group's members that all outsiders are Cruel And Sinful and therefore you should never leave The Church because that's where the only good and kind people are.

but also, like, 90% of the time the reason I (G) try to be kind to mormon missionaries is because they're like 20 and have never been allowed the simple joy of a macchiato (but must try to fill that void with vile concoctions of dr pepper, gummy worms, and half 'n half, apparently.)

also, let the record show that "being kind" does not mean showing any interest whatsoever in converting to mormonism, or leading them on to that effect! but it costs $0 to wish them a nice day and be a shining example of how wearing spaghetti straps does not in fact lead to sacrificing live goats to satan.

anyway. we're proud of you, anon! glad you like the ole podcast 🤠

—G

yeah this is awesome to hear!! and even to add onto this, that sort of advice is pretty good to utilize just in general when talking to people from these ultra-conservative, super-sheltered (and yes, usually religious) upbringings. like G said, you don't need to lie to them and make them believe that "oh yeah totally i'm absolutely going to see you this sunday and I sure will consider changing the entirety of my belief system/morals!" but, yknow, just be kind. it's good to do even for Normal Regular people you see on the street. but this isn't sesame street so I won't start that brand of schoolyard lecture.

semi-related, but a little tangential: my super-strict catholic high school used to invite mormon missionaries to come and 'speak with' specific religious classes (usually the TrulyCatholic bitches took these) every year. and every year we heard about how "lol the ridiculous mormons keep coming and being nice to us to try and talk about their religion as if we're EVER going to change our minds and believe in their FAKE and WRONG version of christianity?? isn't it so stupid that they're so patient and kind to us even as sister catherine anne stands back and lets us bully—I mean, debate these guys? anyways I wonder when the morons—I mean, mormons, will stop coming back. 😌💅"

and to this day I still think about those guys! because I never understood their willingness to come back every year, and I could not fathom why they were consistently so nice. learning more about mormonism through this podcast has really helped my ex-catholic ass look at the outside world and be like "oh, we were the assholes. I mean, I knew that already, but shit." and tbh i'm sure they honestly loved coming to my school, because nothing will solidify your own stance/opinion on a group of 'outsiders' than a mob of privileged ravenous catholic teenagers. anyways, let that be a refrain for you on your new day-to-day: don't be like the catholics, be kind. amen 🙏

—shannon

#asks #mormonism mention

[loyaltykask]

Chapter 33

@journeythroughjourneytothewest

WHO HAS PICKLED PORK?????

Wukong: He's fiiiiiiine Bajie being pickled: HELP

Sanzang has such good boy energy juice he be ruining their location with his fucking clouds, thanks for nothing

Demon: There is he! Sanzang: I can feel someone pointing at me Wukong: Stop being a fucking baby, there is nothing

WUKONG LISTEN TO SANZANG! YALL HAD A WHOLE ARC ABOUT TRUSTING EACH OTHER

I swear people say Sanzang doesn't listen to Wukong but WUKONG DOESNT LISTEN TO SANZANG

Twice now Sanzang has said something feels wrong in this mountain, and yeah he is a coward, but also Wukong like 'you're just being a baby' and NO THERE ARE DEMONS RIGHT THERE WUKONG

Wukong: how can I comfort him? Ah yes, I know. I'll flex so hard that of course, he will feel safer

I cant believe Wukong flexed so hard they even thought about just GIVING back Bajie like no fight

Hmmm exploiting virtue is my favorite thing

It is crazy that during this time Daoist and Buddhist monks were very much having issues with one another, even to the point of sabotaging each other monasteries. It kinda sweet that even though being tricked AGAIN Sanzang does wanna help whoever he comes across

Okay I know you're faking it to get to Wukong but fucking rude

Wujing has FEELINGS DAMNIT

DAMN WUJING XD LIKE YOU RIGHT BUT NO NEED TO SAY IT LIKE THAT! Wujing is funny 2024

He was just pissy that the guy called him names

Wujing: If you think I'm bad you want the literally ex-warlord Wukong: yeeees let me carry him~ I promise I'll be good! (already plotting how to kill this demon)

Even now Wukong makes jokes like: If you wanted to eat him, you could have at least bribed me with a large half

Wukong: Even if you were a human I would have killed you, you're annoying to carry Silver horn: This guy kinda fucked up

This is actually Wukong's greatest feat check as these mountains are considered to be the heaviest and most prominent locations in China at the time, and even now, he is literally carrying the weight of the universe on his shoulders at this moment

So on a one-on-one Bajie could fight Silver Horn but Wujing couldn't interesting enough I can't power scale because I aint about that life but it is to note that the comparison of saying Bajie is the second strongest in the group isn't an exaggeration

I wish I can find that one tictok of LMK Wukong under the mountain again with that Eggman voice over

That was funny af

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

He actually REALLY UPSET UNDER THAT MOUNTAIN

He getting PTSD

Even says to having pity on his brothers who got caught up in it

He such a good bro

HE ACTUALLY CRYING AGAIN

NOT FAKE CRYING LIKE BEFORE

These mountain gods are like: Oooooooo we fucked up....

HE SAID HE WONT BUT HE STILL SAYING HE WANTS REVENGE BRUH

Wukong: Listen I may have caused havoc in Heaven but NEVER have I ordered another local spirit, THAT IS UNFORGIVABLE Spirit: Weren't you a warlord? Wukong: With STANDARDS Fuck! Demons these days! No respect I tell you!

STRANGEST PRIORITIES

Wukogn: Tripping people is my culture, don't judge me

AGAIN THE STRANGEST PRIORITIES

REFUSES TO STEAL FROM DEMONS LIKE BRUH YOU

You know what as least he knows stealing is wrong lets be happy with that

You say, he says 'let him know' but also 'if you say anything but no I will start beating you to death' This fucking guy I love him so much

THIS GUY REALLY HAMMERING HOME THAT "hehehe you guys going to lose"

WUKONG YOU SNICKERING

#jttw #journey to the west #book club

[rsedits9420]

Ceilings pt 3

Masterlist

Word count : 2.2k

Reader x Ethan Edwards

Reader x Mark Estapa

*Flashback from 7 months ago*

y/n’s pov

Today Mark instated on us going to some park close to campus. His exact words were,” Y/n you need to get out of bed, I feel like you might as well have morphed into it by now. Now, come on I’ll take you on a picnic. Oh! I’ll get us some subs to eat, but you can have my pickle. I hate those things.” He’s made it his goal to help me overcome the heartbreak Ethan gave me. He’s taking me bowling, skating, and even to a redwings game, just trying to cheer me up. I never knew Mark had this side in him. On the ice, he looks like a complete total asshole, but in reality, he's one of the nicest humans ever. I never would have known my ex’s best friend would later become mine. Mark says he still keeps in touch with Ethan, but that it's only ever so often.

That makes sense right, I mean it's the same thing he did to me. I guess the big leagues changed him.

“Why is it so cold? I thought you said it was going to be sunny?” I say to Mark. “Well, let me check the forecast.” He pulls out his phone and says,” Look, It says sunny and in the low 60s.” “Buddy that's for next week. Not today.” I say laughing. “Oh shit! Its the 5th? Well, then I’ve fucked up all of my classes for this week.” Somehow he always finds a way to make me happy. Even the week after me and Ethan broke up, Mark was there to put a smile on my face. He’s always been there.

After we ate our sandwiches, we’ve just been sitting and talking. He’s getting anxious about his career after college. I can tell it’s been taking a toll on him. He keeps getting too hard on himself for how he’s playing. I feel bad. He’s a great player, and yet he doesn’t realize it. We’ve been laying on the blanket he brought just kind of looking up at the sky. All of a sudden I feel a drop of water hit my forehead. “SHIT!” mark roars. “It got in my eye! It scared the shit out of me!” he continues. “You okay Estapa?” I ask. “Yeah, yeah. I'm fine. We should probably get going eh.” he says. “Can we stay a bit? I like this. It's calming.” I say back. “Oh okay. Sure.” He goes back to his position next to me. I turn onto my side and look at him. His hair has fallen in front of his face, and his beautiful eyes stare right back at me. I didn't realize how pretty this man was. He’s gorgeous. “You checking me out y/l/n?” he jokes. “ Ah, you wish Stops.” The rain picks up, but we don't move. We lay in science staring back at one another, just thinking. It's refreshing. The rain is washing away my problems, my insecurities, and worries. It's like a breath of fresh air.

Lovely to be sitting here with you You're kinda cute but it's raining harder My shoes are now full of water Lovely to be rained on with you It's kinda cute

We finally decided to get all of our stuff and leave before we got sick. While laying there with him, I realized something. Maybe the rain wasn't the fresh air I so desperately needed, no Mark was. He was my breath of fresh air, helping me with my feelings, my worries, and my problems. He was there. He didn't leave, he didn't complain. Was he what I’d so desperately needed all along? The 6’2 blonde scrappy hockey player was what helped me. Not the guy in New jersey my heart yearned for. No, it was Mark. He had done all of this for me. Not to get in my pant, but to just be there for me. No. It isn't right. I can't have feelings for Mark when I'm still not over Ethan. That's not fair to him. He’s too good for me. Especially when I'm like this. We drive back to the house. “Hey you okay?” He asks. “Yeah. I'm fine, just thinking.” I say back. “You know you can always talk to me right?” I nod. “I know. Thank you so much, Mark. I know I don’t show it, but I'm grateful for you helping me.” He reaches over the console and hugs me. “Anytime. I'm always is here. I promise you.” Those 3 simple words. Ethan had said them, yet he didn't follow through with them. I’ve seen this play out before. Multiple times actually. I don't think I have it in me to do it again. Maybe Mark is just a friend, and today my judgment was just clouded. Maybe just maybe.

And it feels like a movie I’ve seen before

Before

*End of flashback*

Mark’s Pov back in the lake house

The light in her eyes dimmed when he got here. After all of the work she did to get over him, she still never did. I feel like an asshole, because of how I feel about y/n. I shouldn’t feel this way, but it's hard to when she's so perfect. Seeing her upset again triggers something inside me. I go into protective mode. I won't let him hurt her again. I love Ethan. He was my best friend, but he left. When he left he forgot about all of us back in Michigan. For the first 6 months I tried calling and texting him, yet he would just blow me off. When I found out he wasn’t just doing it to me but also to his own girlfriend. I was pissed. He left, by choice, and left all of us without a care in his body. He didn't tries to reach out to y/n. For all, she knew he could have been sleeping with puck bunnies in Jersey. After Mackie found the photo of Ethan, Luke, and Jack all out at some club, my whole perspective on him changed. The photo contained Luke and Jack posing with some chick, while in the background Ethan had his tounge half way down another girl's throat. The photo was taken 2 days after the break-up. Luckily y/.n hadn’t found out about it. She wouldn’t have been able to stop blaming herself. She thinks the reason for him breaking up with her was that she wasn't good enough. God how I wish she could realize how wrong she is.

It’s hard to just accept that I can’t harbor my feelings for her. She doesn’t want me she wants him. No matter how hard I try, she’ll always want him. And he doesn’t even care. He sleeps with other girls, hasn’t talked to her in a year, and just doesn’t care. I care. Damit I care so much it pains me. Sitting across from her this morning in the living room, her face was different. She looked tired and drained. I have spent too much time bringing back her beautiful smile for him just to ruin it again. But there’s nothing more I can do. She wants him, not me. That day when it rained, I had so much weighing on me. My dad was pissed about my last game performance, and honestly so was I. We went to the park that day and just sat and talked. It was a calming experience for us both. I saw a different side of her that day, or so I thought. She didn’t act like I was just some friend, no she acted like I was more. Now looking back at it, I was wrong. The glimpse I saw, were what Eddy would see every day if he opened his eyes. It wasn’t real. She thought of me as a friend. Nothing more. I just had to get the fact through my head.

But it’s not real and you don’t exist

“Markyy!! Come on!! Me, Luke, and Quinn are all going surfing. Get your trunks on, so you can come with.” Y/n yells up at me from the downstairs bathroom. I get up and put on my swim trunks and go downstairs to met y/n and Luke at the dock. “Damit Stopsign, that was fast.” Luke jokes. “I was already planning on coming with y’all,” I say back. I take a good look at y/n she’s in a light pink one-piece with her hair in braids. She’s breathtaking. “Oh come on, let’s go! I want to do this before the sun sets.” She orders. We all get onto the boat and Quinn drives the boat away from the dock.

After about 15 minutes of just cruising, we stop and get y/n ready to wake surf. “Just put this on, and hold onto the handle and you’ll be fun. If you fall, just stick your arm up and I’ll come right back to pick you up.” Quinn tells her. She nods and gets behind the boat. She’s doing pretty well. It’s been almost 3 minutes and she’s not even struggling. All of a sudden we all hear a loud roar of a jet ski drift past. They look like they are coming straight to us when they make a sharp turn and drive right behind y/n. Oh shit. Their wake flows towards y/n, when the wake behind our boat collides with the wake from the jet ski, she loses control. “Y/N!” I scream. She hadn’t even saw it coming. She collided with the water and the only thing we heard was a loud bang. “Fuck, man! What the hell! Where is she?!” Luke yells. She hasn’t come back up. My impulses take control and I dive into the lake. As I swim towards where she was I see her life jacket. It had fallen off, and she hasn’t grabbed onto it. I take a huge breath and swim to the bottom. Luckily it wasn’t 30 ft deep, but just about 14 so I found her hand, and pulled her onto me. As we get back to the surface, Luke and Quinn are right there to help me pull her up onto the boat. “Y/n! Y/n! Can you hear me?!” Luke shouts. I pull myself onto the boat, feeling a bit lightheaded, but that doesn’t matter. I have to make sure she’s okay. She seems to be groggy, not passed out. “W-what happened?” She whispers. “Shh hey. You just feel the wakeboard. You hit your head really hard, you probably have a concussion. I’ll take you to the hospital as soon as we get back okay.” I tell her. She smiles at me and lays back down.

When we get back, I carry her bridal style into the house. I place her on the couch while I go get my keys. “What the hell happened?!” Ethan yells. “She hit her head, Eddy, I got it man. I’m taking her to the hospital now.” I say back. “Let me come.I’ll go change right now.” He says. “Man, I'm leaving now. I’m not waiting on you.” I picked her up and put her in the back seat. “Marky-y my head hurts.” She slurs. “I know. I’ve got you. Just lay down, and try to sleep eh. I’ll wake you when we get to the hospital. She stays silent for the rest of the ride. When we get her we go straight to the emergency room.

After the doctor took a look at her, she knew it was a concussion. Apparently she had a small cut on her scalp so the doctor gave her some pain meds, and stitched her right up. “She just needs to stay off the technology, and in dimly lit rooms, for about 2 weeks. If she needs pain meds give her some Tylenol or ibuprofen. I help her sign out and were out of there. “Mark, thank you so much.” ,” You don't have to thank me. I glab Im doing it.” She puts her finger on my mouth to say,” No, not just this. But everything. Your being way to nice to me. I feel bad. Im no where as near as caring as you are. I’ve just no been able to get you out of my head Mark. Why do you do this? I dont deserve it.” She says. “Y/n look at me. You deserve everything in the world do you hear me. You perfect. Your so perfect that it makes me question myself. I cant even rap my head around why on earth you think you anything less than that.” I tell her. She starts to lean towards me. Are bodys are inches apart, and she then places her lips onto mine. She kisses me softy but yet so passionately. She pulls away from the kiss to say,” God-d Marl you dont know how long ive wanted to so that.” If only she knew I’ve probably wanted to do that for even longer than she has. If she’ll give me the chance, I’ll make us a movie she’s never seen before.

Pt 4 in progress

#hockey #michigan #michigan hockey #umich boys #umich wolverines #umich hockey #mark estapa #ethan edwards #mark estapa blurb #markestapafic #ethan edwards fic

[beansnpeets]

I'm increasingly frustrated with Jon as time goes on. I was so angry yesterday over shit that I had to get stoned to try to calm down, but all that did was make me less anxious about it. I was still super angry.

He took the last roll of TP out of the package. Then he left the empty plastic packaging on the floor in the bathroom. We are 5 rolls into the new package of TP and he still hasn't thrown the plastic away. The garbage can is literally right there. It's RIGHT THERE. I'm not touching it on principal. It's not my job to constantly pick up after him.

Among many other things, too. Like I'm so fucking sick of this. And if I bring it up to him he gets pouty and plays victim and goes "I can't do anything right" and immediately goes on the defensive, even if I bring it to him calmly and gently. But god forbid I do anything, then he gets angry right away and tries to guilt me and scold me.

I don't think I'll ever be able to save up for the downpayment for the housetrailer I wanna buy. I keep having to spend money on other shit. Plus, the municipality that the house trailer is in, the RM office staff all quit and walked out because the SAO and counsel were treating them all like shit so even if I could buy the house I can't get title information or anything else because there's nobody at the office! Which is why I never heard back when I emailed them asking about buying an empty lot a couple weeks ago.

I'm trapped. There is no way out of this unless prices crash. I'm hemorrhaging money left and right because groceries are insane. I don't know what to do.

Oh, and last night a friend of Jon's who I used to be friends with until she got really flakey on me and stopped talking to me, was messaging him last night saying she was sad and wanted someone to hang out with so at almost 11pm he went to town to go hang out with her, which I wasn't keen on because they'd had a thing in the past and I don't entirely trust him if I'm being honest (some shit has happened in the past), but I wasn't gonna tell him not to go because like maybe it's fine and I'm being crazy (but also last time I trusted my partner too much (my ex before Jon) he cheated on me with the girl so). But yeah so he went. Got home at like 1am or so. I asked him how was going to town. Turns out she bailed on him and didn't reply to his messages after he told her he was on his way so he ended up having a nap in a parking lot, waiting for her to message him back, and then came home when she didn't. So whatever. I do get the feeling I'm being a little bit lied to, he's easy to read, but honestly I don't fucking care anymore. It's just more fuel for our inevitable breakup so whatever.

I'm just so sick and tired of everything. I'm so done. I wish there was a way out of this. Unfortunately I just have to endure it for now until I have an opportunity to leave. I'm hoping I can make some okay money with photography this summer to hopefully save because my regular paycheque isn't cutting it. Which is insane considering I'm an entire fucking legal assistant.

#personal

[teeniedaeva]

What are you doing?! Tim fanfiction 🚬

fan fiction 📝

No Warnings.

Canon Tim Wright, all platonic. Reader is a teen/child. Gender neutral pronouns (they/them/their). No described place so you can decide where you are.

Anyways HAVE A GREAT READING TIME !!!!

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You grabbed a cigarette and lighter, you looked around for a moment, checking that your parents/guardians weren't around, nor anyone who would tell on you. (ex. cousins, siblings, etc)

You lit the cigarette up and put the lighter away. Sighing as you took a drag from the cigarette. After a while, there are nearing footsteps. Tim was taking a walk, busy on his phone, you assume it's simply some person walking, not caring to check, as you had already checked and no one you knew was around.

Tim put his phone away in his pocket, looking beside him before he turned to look forward. He saw you, smoking. His eyes slightly widened. 'Where'd they even get a cigarette in the first place?.' He thought to himself as he walked a bit faster, until he reached you.

''What are you doing, Y/N?'' he asked, crossing his arms, his eyebrows slightly furrowed. You flinched as you heard his voice. ''Uumm... I'm not doing anything..'' you say, nervously, wondering if he's gonna yell at you, or worse, despite him being known for being calm.

He sighed a bit frustrated. ''Doesn't seem like nothing, you're smoking. Do you know how bad that is for you? You're not even old enough to smoke.'' He says, as he watches the cigarette in your hand. ''Well- but you smoke too-'' You try, but he shakes his head. ''I'm an adult, it's different. And I surely didn't start when I was a kid, like you.'' He says, taking the cigarette out of your hand, despite his tone being frustrated, he takes it from you rather calmly. He tosses it on the floor and steps on it, putting it out. ''Look, you're way too young to smoke,'' he starts explaining, his voice sounding calmer. ''You're still developing, unlike adults. Why do you think there's a legal age for smoking? You're more prone to addiction as well. And once you're an adult, you'll regret it, temporary satisfaction, or whatever you do it for, was not worth getting breathing problems, and other health problems. You'll wish you hadn't smoked.'' he continues.

''I know it's bad for me, but I'm not addicted, I can stop whenever I want, I promise'' you try again, he puts his hand on your shoulders. ''It's not about being able to stop, only. It's about the damage you're doing to your body. You, being how old you are, are more at risk for things such as a heart attack, difficulty breathing, and other such health problems. I know I smoke, and though I didn't start at your age or even near it, I still regret it. I mean I can't even go five minutes without an itchy throat or coughing.'' he says, chuckling a bit at the last part, you snicker a bit as well.

''I'm not trying to be that one annoying adult, such as your parent/guardian, I'm just trying to stop you before you get addicted. There are better ways to deal with things, trust me smoking isn't worth it at all.'' he says, taking his hands off your shoulders and crossing his arms. You look at the floor for a second, then back up. ''I guess so,,'' ''Thank you for listening, please, try your best not to smoke, okay? you can even call me if it's getting hard to resist.'' he says. You smile and nod. ''Okay, thank you a lot. Um.. You're not gonna tell my parents are you?'' you ask, worriedly. He shakes his head, placing his hands on his hips. ''No, I know that'd do more bad than good. One person making you stop is enough, you don't need any yelling or anything. Right?'' He says with a chuckle. You snicker and nod. ''Yeah, thank you Tim!'' you reply with a smile. He nods. ''No problem,'' he replies, starting to walk away, he coughs a bit, ''I'll see you around, Y/N!'' he says, waving as he walked away, you waved aswell. ''Cya, Tim!'' you replied, as he turned around and walked off.

#cigarettes #cigarette #smoking #smoke #smokingreader #gender neutral reader #gender neutral smoker #tim wright #tim wright marble hornets #tim wright from marble hornets #tim marble hornets #tim from marble hornets #marble hornets #slenderverse #slenderverse marble hornets #tim wright slenderverse #slenderverse tim wright #tim slenderverse #fanfiction #platonic #all platonic #platonic fanfiction #all platonic fanfiction #tim wright smoking #tim marble hornets smoking #teenage reader #child reader #minor reader #kid reader

[lucifersresources]

you me at six // truth decay rp meme.

edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  

deep cuts.

i don't know how it feels.

it's a heartache in the making.

for your eyes only.

you're all grown up.

death by a thousand cuts, a lover's touch hurts twice as much.

a flesh wound got you all torn up.

i don't want you to live like this forever.

i don't want you thinking you can't do better.

you would be better off alone.

the man's an extremist.

i know you've got deep cuts.

people tell you to move on.

still holding on to what you know is gone.

no more time for sad songs.

jealously is a fatal dose.

mixed emotions (i didn't know how to tell you what i was going through)

i was more forgiving in the beginning.

you never let the good ones go.

the good ones never get old.

when did you stop making sense?

you're slurring your words again.

i can't handle this.

i've got mixed emotions.

gotta get your head straight.

it all makes sense in the here and now.

we were just boys back then, hanging on by a thread.

didn't know how to tell you what it was i had been going through.

it's better left unsaid.

it's been weighing me down since then.

it's history repeating.

you are codependent.

life without you isn't sweet.

god bless the 90's kids.

i'm not your enemy.

i'm not your friend.

i'm not your day one.

i'm not your ex.

i wanna fill that space between your bones.

god bless the 90s kids, 21st century misfits.

they never know when to quit.

they write their own scripts.

i'm less than zero, but i'm your hero.

i'm your hero.

smile at your rivals, call them your idols.

not sure what's worse when i think about it, living or dying first.

it is all just a blur.

don't drown me out when you know i can't swim.

after love in the after hours.

it might look good on paper, but it's not there in the flesh.

put your happy ending on hold.

before i ever met you, i used to be happy.

i used to be happy.

i buried what i thought about you.

baby's got a gun to my head now.

i don't wanna be here.

you used to love to fuck me up.

why don't you crack me open?

i let your have your moment coz it's all you care about.

need to break this cycle.

you acted so entitled.

you made me want to die.

fill my heart with lies, got away with it a thousand times.

i know i wasn't perfect.

i didn't deserve it.

no future? yeah right.

you're not really who you say you are.

hardly recognise what you've become.

i almost feel bad for you.

you made that call.

you made that call, always wanting someone else to blame.

this was all your fault.

you wanna destroy me.

i'll never surrender my hope.

don't try to control me.

my future isn't yours to own.

we don't know how to communicate anymore.

you're just picking fights.

won the battle, but lost the war.

why do you do this to yourself? it's bad for your health.

coming after me, i promise, it will not end well.

i'm someone that you should fear.

you thought you could get what you wanted.

i won't go down without a fight.

gonna make you wish you treated me right.

heartLESS.

i can't believe this is really happening.

you can't wait to up and leave.

you and i got matching scars.

i never wanna be apart.

don't point your love at me like that.

you tell me i'm not the one.

i'm not the one.

i know you're not heartless, your heart was just a mess.

i found it hard at first.

i found it hard at first, that someone thought i had some worth.

thought i was better on my own.

who needs revenge when i've got ellen rae.

you're my heaven.

you're my cure.

who needs revenge when you're my girl?

she's the broken one, but says that i need fixing.

i need fixing.

without me, you're doing fine.

you couldn't hurt my feelings if you tried.

breakdown.

i'm about to have a fucking breakdown.

my comeback looks like a piece of art.

sky's not the limit, it's a view.

life is short.

my heart and my mind can't synchronise.

don't wanna throw my life away.

i've become yesterday's news.

i could never theow this all away.

traumatic icon.

it's been tough.

it's been tough, taking shortcuts.

i care too much.

i never wanted to feel like we were on different sides.

i guess this makes this real.

if you don't think it matters.

can't take my eyes off it.

i'd give you everything if you asked.

you know that i can't give you that.

:mydopamine:

i am all the therapy you need.

i know you don't trust anybody, but you can count on me.

you can count on me.

i hate it, when things get complicated.

we're strangers standing in each other's way.

we've been through worse before.

i wanna take it all the way.

you are my favourite memoir.

don't drive me away.

a smile to make you weak(er) at the knees.

it hurts my head to care.

it ain't easy.

i think you're doing fine.

do you really care?

it hurts my head to care.

maybe one day you'll drop your guard.

you make it look so easy.

ultraviolence.

my heart is still beating.

there's no way of coming back.

i'll see you when the sunlight comes.

been living in the dark.

don't believe you could do this on your own.

there's too much noise in my head.

will you be there in the end?

i don't know where the good times went.

i see light in your dark.

you hypnotised me from the start.

nothing could tear us apart.

i don't know where it all went wrong.

a love letter to those who feel lost.

take it as it comes when you're feeling lost.

we used to call the shots.

wish i could make it stop.

all your working parts are my gateway drug.

you're the light that's on.

find it hard to say what i mean to say.

if i tell the truth, don't you walk away.

coming back's the hardest part.

when your world falls apart, not giving up.

#you me at six rp meme #truth decays rp meme #lyric rp meme #lyric sentence starters #lyrics rp meme #you me at six lyric rp meme #rp meme #rp sentence starters #sentence starters #rp sentence meme #angsty sentence starters #angst rp meme #music sentence starters #music rp meme #quotes sentence starters #quotes rp meme

[compassionatereminders]

(Vent) Ahaha hey Kat, so I messaged sometime back about a whole disaster of a situation regarding being in (or maybe I was about to be in?) an on-again-off-again messy FWB thing with my older flatmate who can't communicate, he said he loved me and I wasn't sure how he meant it and he wouldn't acknowledge it, and you told me to step away from the whole mess and I kind of don't think I was in the headspace to listen smh, which is my fault. An update on that: it turns out that he talks in his sleep, it seems, and I shouldn't have spiralled so hard about it that I questioned my own feelings and convinced myself I might feel romantically towards him. It turns out I'm just lonely and my possible BPD was acting up, rip. So we talked it out and kept it going.

Unfortunately I'm still lonely and craving some sort of intimacy, platonic or sexual or otherwise, and his mental state only continues to get worse. Last weekend his ex gf showed up at our flat while I was VERY luckily out, and apparently whatever happened there was bad enough that it made him completely "reconsider" things all over again. Now his walls are up again in full force and it feels like he doesn't spend more time with me than he has to as a flatmate. PLUS he got discharged from therapy this week because they "can't help him" and has nowhere else to go. So I can't blame him for distancing himself, I just wish my own brain would stop craving something that I can't ask for from him. And I wish I could hide it better that I miss his company and that I'm craving physical affection of literally any sort, but I also wish I didn't have to? Just now today I hinted, because it came up, that I would like a hug, and he took it as a great deal more pressure than I meant to put on him. And said he wished he could just escape on his own to somewhere "he could be free from people asking things of him". Oof. Been there, but also oof.

I feel guilty, because I don't want my own bad brain and its frequent neediness to be making his worse, but at the same time, I feel selfish for feeling like I deserve more than to be made to feel like I can't express a single casual request. He said that, although I don't even usually ask for comfort like that in words for fear of making him uncomfortable, he can still tell from my body language and energy and expressions. So essentially now I'm hesitant to be around him at all, because maybe my mere presence feels like pressure to him, in a way I can't control. It's kind of draining, and I wish I felt strong enough to step away from it all of my own volition rather than being forced out of his life. But I still care about him and like him and uhhh want to have sex with him, and also still fucking live with him anyway so. Yeah. Complicated.

Sorry this was just a long vent to process the humiliation just now of having asked for a hug from someone my brain is not normal about, and been essentially flatly rejected and guilt-tripped about it. I normally have higher standards than this. He's never going to care about me even as a friend, but the thought of just 'moving on and finding someone else' seems impossible when I'm still hung up on him. But also I'm definitely spiralling, and BPD makes it very very hard to trust my brain about anything that ever happens to me. So. Spiritually and emotionally I have a headache. This was largely just a vent, but if you have any advice on HOW exactly to stand up and move on from this, that would be much appreciated. 💜

Honestly? Step away from this mess of a situation. For real. Cut contact if needed. Focus on managing your own emotions and symptoms instead of trying to placate his. Because this situationship obviously isn't making either of you happy, and it sounds like that's unlikely to change. And letting him drag you down with him is unnecessary. You deserve better and you CAN have it someday. Just not with this guy

#chat with kat #sex tw #guilt tripping tw

[rphelperblog]

City of Heavenly Fire Book Quote RP Meme

final book in the mortal instruments by cassandra clare- feel free to edit quotes or change pronouns for rp purposes

“We are all the pieces of what we remember. We hold in ourselves the hopes and fears of those who love us. As long as there is love and memory, there is no true loss.”

“I think they’ll probably put that on my gravestone. ‘He Was Heterosexual and Had Low Expectations.” 

“Because the world isn't divided into the special and the ordinary. Everyone has the potential to be extra ordinary.” 

“Family isn't blood. It's the people who love you. The people who have your back.” 

“I don’t want the world. I want you,” 

“When our hearts break, they break into shards that cannot be easily fit back together.” 

“I hate it when straight guys think all gay guys are attracted to them. I’m not attracted to every guy any more than you’re attracted to every girl.” 

“Everyone gets the time they get together, and no more. Maybe we're not so different that way.” 

“Weapons, when they break and are mended, can be stronger at the mended places, perhaps hearts are the same.” 

“I never thought you’d admit anyone was prettier than you.” 

“I was going to kill someone today. I just wasn’t sure who when I woke up this morning. I do love mornings. So full of possibilities.” 

“There are things our souls want, and mine wants you.” 

“Your boyfriend's dead. Thought you should know.” 

“Straight people, why can’t they control themselves?”

“The wishes of our hearts are weapons that can be used against us.” 

“I don’t know why I ever helped you.”

“Hope is all that keeps us going sometimes, biscuit” 

“Because you like broken things.” 

“Every time I think I'm missing a piece of me, you give it back.” 

“You’re heterosexual and have low expectations of father figures.” 

“There are memories that time does not erase... Forever does not make loss forgettable, only bearable.” 

“If you insist on trying to get yourself killed, I insist on being the one who chooses what you wear while you recover,” 

“Sharp are the arrows of a broken heart.” 

"You're my first so many things, “

“I don't want the world. I want you.” 

“Walk of shame, boys?” 

“I loved you recklessly from the moment I knew you. I never cared about the consequences. I told myself I did, I told myself you wanted me to, and so I tried, but I never did. I wanted you more than I wanted to be good. I wanted you more than I wanted anything, ever.” 

“Temper us in fire, and we grow stronger. When we suffer, we survive.”

“They have the collective intelligence of a pineapple,”

“I can read your face like a very open, very pornographic book. I wish I couldn’t.” 

“Have you ever felt that your heart contained so much that it must surely break apart?”

“What do you know? You weren’t even paying attention.”

“Guys don’t let other guys keep calling other guys. Okay, that came out wrong. Friends don’t let friends keep calling their exes and hanging up. Seriously. You have to stop.”

"Shall we join our annoying, voyeuristic friends?"

“I guess this is the part where we say goodbye?” 

“Better to love and fear than feel nothing” 

“I did not make a pie for three reasons. One, because I do not have any pie ingredients. Two, because I don’t actually know how to make a pie. and three,because I am not your bitch,”

“Yeah, but there’s like a 90% chance of me being right most of the time, so that’s not proof you were listening,”

“I hate happy couples.” 

“I've never felt so... light.” 

“As long as she is alive and well and happy in this world, I will find a way to be happy as well, even if it is not beside her” 

“Sometimes you must lose everything to gain it again, and the regaining is the sweeter for the pain of loss.” 

“We will stand bravely with you!

“Well, we will stand bravely near you. Or at least within earshot.” 

"WHY CAN'T YOU GO SOMEWHERE ELSE TO DO THESE HORRIBLE THINGS? MY EYES."

“You’ve changed me for the better, and even if you left me, I would still have that.”

“I don’t care if I did just set myself on fire, I’m not hugging you.” 

“And like lambs to a slaughter we shall follow...

“Why do I care? If Dad decides he hates me because I’m not straight, he’s not worth the pain, right?”

“We’ve been here before, haven’t we? Last time you were starving, I gave you my blood. It was a little homoerotic, maybe, but I’m secure in my sexuality.” 

"Remember how before, I was talking about Dungeons and Dragons?"

“Ghosts are memories, and we carry them because those we love do not leave the world” 

“Usually when you’re in love, you’re miserable.” 

“It smells like heartbreak in here,” 

“Freely we serve. Because we freely love, as in our will to love or not; in this we stand or fall.” 

“You have to know I wouldn’t wish for a different life, this life brought me you” 

“Anyway, my point is that I am not attracted to you in the slightest.” 

“I have known you a long time, and I am absolutely certain on this subject. If you are planning to become a pirate again, it’s a bad idea.” 

"Take your clothes and go!"

"Is this so they have to go back to the fortress naked and their embarrassment will negatively affect morale?"

“I paid a lot of money once to find it out,” 

what do you mean to do with me in this bedroom when you have me all alone? An innocent maiden, and unprotected? Is my virtue safe?

“and don’t start your own line of glitter and try to sell it at Sephora.”

"But ‘at all’ is my favorite way to have sex.” 

“I am a hundred and forty six years old and this is not my first unwinnable war.” 

“We find in our children our own selves again, who might be made better than we are.” 

“Aren't we forever?” 

“I always thought I was happy being the dark star to your supernova.” 

"I guess this is the part where we say goodbye?” 

“I think we have established in so many ways that I am hot enough for the both of us” 

“They said it was better to know your enemy, but how did it help to know that your enemy’s one weakness was your weakness too” 

“Almost four hundred years is quite a lot to take even if you moisture regulary” 

“Take it, and cut your brother's throat with it, and take back the honor of your blood.” 

“Sometimes there is not always a cure.” 

“Was it better to think you had lost everything, and to start over? Or easier to know that the people you loved were alive, even if you could never see them again?” 

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