#and you are also a dear friend of mine

[polycrews]

ddcds. for u (hopefully ur day will b a bit better!)

had to take a second to respond to this because dear GOD this made me lose coherent thoughts. ahem

#asks #ddcd #i. i want to start up a good feral tag ramble but the only thing i can think of is to break down wailing /pos #my friend. beloved acquaintance of mine. you canNOT keep doing this one day you will fuckinf kill me of heart attack on the spot #i keep stepping away from this every couple minutes i haven’t felt this much emotions in eons. please have the courtesy to picture- #-my tone as that of soft awe. i am barely forming comprehensible sentences out here dear god #i’d also like to mention that i am in love with how you draw carapace. it all flows very smoothly and feels correct in an indescribable- #fuck the tumblr tag limit #-sort of manner. #your expressions are immaculate and manage to perfectly encapsulate these two #just. everything in general makes me even more fascinated with. well. [gestures abstractly] #please be ever so kind as to excuse me while i yell into a pillow for half an hour. i will be delivering you all of my money- #-as compensation for this on the morrow. thank you #fave

[random-human-being2311]

there is just something so beautiful about songs about the joy you get from such mundane things.

like singing about how the weather's sunny or the weather's rainy but in a way so heartfelt and uplifting the song stays with you, close to your heart for years to come even if you don't know its name

like singing about how much you love your best friends. not because they recently did something that particularly amazes you but just appreciating them being there for you and just generally genuinely making you happy

the most mundane everyday things can become the most meaningful and heartfelt and it's probably just because I'm aroace but I feel that they're so much more genuine than songs about how happy you are because you and your romantic partner got back together or something

i remember seeing a youtube comment a short while back that was along the lines of "I know that usually it's only love songs that are meaningful but this song is the exception" and just thinking dear god how sad must this person's life be if they can't find beauty in anything other than something to do with love. Have you never just stared at a bird perched in a tree singing? Never seen a painting so full of colours that compliment each other in such a way that they each make the others look brighter but it never becomes a clashing over-the-top mess but a harmony of rainbows? Never just eaten a really good meal?

I would trade a thousand shallow, boring, generic songs about romance or heartbreak in exchange for one song about the beauty in the mundane things we take for granted.

#aroace #ace #aro #aromantic #asexual #yes this was originally about the beatles how could you tell #but don't think this was ever intended to be EXCLUSIVELY about them #I just first had this thought when listening to Here Comes The Sun and Mr Blue Sky and Friends Will Be Friends #that one commenter ALONE drove me to make this how the heck could you think that love songs are automatically the most meaningful like tf?? #I just don't understand it at all in any way #my whole life I've thought they're the most shallow and meaningless and repetitive #honestly though for my whole life I've been very obviously aroace even if I didn't know it so take that with a grain of salt #oh also shoutout to the beatles song Rain #it's a personal favourite of mine because I'm a weirdo (/affectionate) who likes rainy weather #so just hearing a song about rain where it's happy and the rain is a positive thing is just like damn this song was designed for me #I mean even if it weren't for that I'd probably still love Rain because it's a bop #dear god I need to stop putting so many tags on everything #the beatles #queen band #electric light orchestra #yes i know the irony of making a post about how there are things much better than love songs and then tagging the beatles #I may be autistic but I'm not THAT bad at picking up on social cues #ok that was a lie I AM that bad #but this one specific time I'm not #that one's ramblings

[elektroblues]

i just remembered that i dreamt that i visited you for a long weekend and it was so fun but then i woke up😭 fksndkdn

wdym dreamt you were literally on my couch hanging out w ozzy last weekend 🧍‍♀️

#but awwww thanks for sharing that i reach ur dreams bc you also reach mine sometimes. like yep thats my dear friend miss spxce #i know what she looks like enough for her to be in my dreams (she's johnny marr but a girl obvi) #also omg what were we doing!!! were we demanding something from alan again im so sorry dream alan #staticspxcelover #💌

[ranvwoop]

@oc-tober2023 day 8: saviour

ft. @adhdo5's ClockworkLocusts (left), @daylovejoy's Finch (right), and my cVwoop :3.

Neighbours trying to save their community from a sculk infestation.

alt vers: Get desaturated

#vwoop.art #vwoop.ocs #Today I offer you cvwoop. Tomorrow? Also probably cvwoop i'm gonna be real. #AND my dear friends' little guys of whom i love so dearly. They are besties and see many horrors together #they are from a mine craft rp between pals :D #blanking on a snappy and coherent pitch I rotate them in my brain and say they are friends and mean everything to me. #prompt relevancy. Vwoop has a bit of saviour complex. This is why I chose these guys; it is in front / more saturated / readable expression #Because it will protect its pals. And this got away from me bc. <333. Also they are collectively trying to defend against evil fungus. So #oc-tober2023 #i'm proud of this one ok. I go into the tags and the like #web tag

[chirpos-pencil]

A conversation between Makoto and a peculiar old man

#“Leave the unpleasant memories for the past. Dragging them around like a ball-and-chain was just dumb” #Something something about Makoto refusing to move past his friends' deaths and he's chosing to carry them for the rest of his life. #“Start worrying about others at your age and you won't make it to see mine” #Something something about Makoto's immense guilt about his friends' deaths haunting him; draining him; sucking the life out of him; #“His optimism which allowed him to readily switch gears emotionally was one of Makoto Naegi's positive traits.” #In the end our dear Makoto manages to stay optimistic and hopeful despite everything that happened. #The past is certainely alive in his head; never forgotten. But he also decides to focus on what more he can do for the present and future #for the dead's sake; for his friends' sake'; for everyone's sake; and lastly for his sake. #danganronpa #makoto naegi #chirpos chirps #Excerpts from the short story 'Makoto Naegi's Worst Day Ever'

[wanderlust-in-my-soul]

I will be back to my hobby - making gifs out of stuff - this weekend! 🥳 So, if there are any scenes from our favorite shows that you would like me to gif from the month of September, just let me know 🥰

I am looking forward to the joy this hobby brought me, but I also just want to enjoy my shows without thinking I have to be one of the first who uploads this scene. This was fucking stressful and I hope I won't go back to that place. Just stay healthy and don't let the stress take away the joy you find in your hobby! Doesn't matter what this hobby might be! I personally tend to be way too competitive and this here is the wrong place for that! I learned that during this month without it. I was playing sports in the past and I loved the competition, and I somehow transmitted that to my fucking relaxing hobby. I don't know how this post turned into some kind of honest self reflection, but in the end, I don't care! I love this platform and the fact that you can express your feelings and thoughts just the way you want to. And I love being this anonymously honest about myself in front of all of you. It feels nice and I want to say thank you! Thank you so much for staying at my side as mutuals or followers or anons! I am very much grateful for this community. I know my mental health sometimes makes me lose the power to do the bare minimum in reblogging stuff I see or answer dms or asks, but believe me, I don't do this with bad intentions. I am just overwhelmed sometimes and then my system shuts down. Where is that coming from? For real now! How did it turn out like this? 😅

I appreciate you all so much! And I enjoy reading your thoughts, looking at your gifs, seeing the things that interest you or reading the things you put in the tags!

#josi is back #I kind of missed this #but I also know now I can live without it #bl series #bl dramas #personal #my personal weatherman #i feel you linger in the air #dangerous romance #bon appetit #only friends #kiseki: dear to me #you are mine #taikan yoho #hidden agenda #why r u korea #love class 2 #absolute zero

[theshebinator]

Hey real quick since I've been getting into Adventure Time / F&C, if you run into anyone who goes by "kittiwintr" and/or "Ess" you should block them. If you're friends with this person, block me.

More info here:

#sheb.txt #i have not the time nor energy to argue about this tbh #its best if you just block me if you like ess and trace #also i really hate to see anyone else get trapped in their web of manipulatiom #cost a very dear friend of mine about a year of happiness and nobody deserves that #frizzdotbizz/frizzypom is one of my closest friends so if that bothers you block me twice 🙂 #im using they/them for Ess because i get conflicting news about their pronouns so imma just cover my bases #i dont like Ess but im not gonna misgender them im not a villain #ALSO SINCE APPARENTLY PEOPLE NEED TO BE TOLD: #dont go sending this person hate or harrasing them. Ess literally provokes people and cries victim so dont bring that on yourself #also just dont be like them. if you do it youre no better than they are #literally just dont interact with them ever #dont be a hero just leave shitty people to their shittiness

[seahydra]

wait wait im so enamoured by the idea of levi making you kandi bracelets. but like being extra sure to make sure yours match with your aesthetics. she totally plays it off like its no big deal and it took like no effort but in reality he spent hours upon hours meticulously stringing beads to make you a really cool cuff with a pattern she knows youd like

she'd absolutely make word ones with inside jokes yall have together too and be SO picky about the beads he puts on them. she insists on doing the hand-holding kandi trading thing (totally not as an excuse to hold hands why would you think such a thing thats sooo embarrassing and cringe whaaat (silly tone . making fun of levi) )

YOU. I WILL GET YOU

AHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHH she's so talented I'm sure anything she makes would be sosososo lovely I would never take it offf eeeeeevr ever OH THIS IS A PERFECT LIKE PRIME OPPORTUNITY TO SHOW OFF. MY CUFF AGAIN.

IN HER COLORS AND EVERYTHING<333333

#✉ msg recieved #MADE BY A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE AUGH I WAS SO HAPPY #THIS . MAKES ME HAPPY. I LOVE MY WIFE. I LOVE YOU MY MUTUAL #🌊 saved #AUGH oh also m #atari.png #❥ the prince and the little mermaid #AOUGUHFHHHHH

[littlefankingdom]

Some stupid Prime memes I made

Light spoilers under the cut

#sonic prime spoilers #sonic primes #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #amy rose #sonic #imo shadow has a part of responsibility because there were better way to deal with the issue than starting a fight with sonic #also sonic's impulsivity was made worse by being slow down by the fight #but we needed them to f*ck it up if we wanted a plot #for trauma I wouldn't be fine if I have to face a dear friend of mine who had become a robotic puppet #and worst when I would learn it's my fault #Original Amy -> tries to befriend everyone Paradox Amy(s) -> so you have chosen death?

[eternal-moss]

I’m like a girl but if a girl was agonising over the inherent tragedy of fossilised dinosaur nests. Ones that hadn’t even had the chance to set their eyes upon the open sun, only felt the warmth through their shells before the world was covered in dust. Those who had hatched earlier than their siblings, but were too small, young, and weak to leave the confines of the nest pits yet, excited to one day explore the world, before their futures were cruelly cut short. To the parents that lay down by their offspring, accepting of something that they might have been able to grasp in part but not in totality. In shell fragments and mineralised bones laying side by side beneath the layers of earth.

#Moss go tf to sleep #dinosaurs #I might have implied that interest of mine in a few posts before about the nhm but yeah #I own 3 dinosaur encyclopaedias #My favourite shirt is a graphic of Sophie from the nhm. Have I mentioned I like the nhm #sorry I saw a Wikipedia caption mentioning the parental behaviour of Maiasaura to their nests and got emotional #I was mentioning nesting behaviour of birds on a biology homework that nesting was probably irrelevant to. I need to think about creatures #so that I can retain somewhat of an interest in this subject #one of my friends (wants to do zoology undergraduate and also loves dinosaurs) understands the pain #maiasaura #ovirators #I want to talk about oviraptors and now is not the time but you can guess how they got their name from ovum #alright goodnight dear strangers on the internet #and good afternoon and good morning #I hope you are all well. I like you lot

[hellonoblesky]

i unfollowed you bc you reblogged that post about the spotify wrapped thing being some antisemitic conspiracy. it's really telling that a bunch of white american jumped on the palestinian op of the original spotify wrapped post and harassed them because of this extremely self centered need to be right instead of compassionate. ibtisams wasn't even directly declaring correlation, just pointing out that spotify still decided to release wrapped on national day of solidarity with palestine. if what you care about more is making sure no palestine supporter EVER shares a CRUMB of misinformation while palestinians die by the score and israel churns out gallons of misinformation constantly, you're not an ally, you just care about what makes you look most morally correct. i don't think spotify put out wrapped on purpose to cover up palestine, but the ceo of spotify IS anti-palestine and that's a fact, and even if it is misinformation, i can't get behind the incredible harassment ibtisams experienced because of the reaction to their post.

Dawg I agree with you why are we fighting

#turtledove answers #??? I don't make detailed posts about my political views #I basically just do my best to understand as many facets of an issue as possible that doesn't mean I like. #wholeheartedly extremely solidly agree with all of them #I'm also not the authority on antisemitism so I rbd that post bc a dear friend of mine was concerned abt it #And also I don't care if you unfollowed me dawg I don't even know who you are you're on ANON #Like if ur a long-time mutual you can just DM me with your issues but if you're literally just a random guy then like #I don't even KNOW you

[todayisafridaynight]

thinkin back to the rggo story where mine saves daigo after he gets kidnapped because daigo thought kiryu was in danger and mine immediately scolds him for acting recklessly and daigo’s just ‘no one’s ever stood up to me before aside from kashiwagi’ and how that calls back to daigo’s Y0 substory where kiryu tells him only true friends will stand up to him and put him in his place and im--

#snap chats #'i'm going to be normal' WELL I WAS LYING. LIKE A LIAR. WHO LIES. #ill go in my kitchen in a sec im just. I'm Just. #*gross sobbing* #rgg really made up for Y3's Everything by giving the rggo stories and im so serious about this #people I Am Also A Part Of People complained about not being able to see mine and daigo together much and see their friendship #and.... the rggo stories..... bro theyve been fueling me for months..... im so ill...... #BUT SERIOUSLY THOUGH THATS WHY I GET INSANE OVER DAIGO'S Y0 SUBSTORY TOO #like daigo just wanted- NEEDED real friends who would ACTUALLY be there for him for him #not for his status or money or any of that superficial shit #it genuinely makes me happy how dedicated mine is to daigo like No Shit but it's just. *crying* #i love how mine does tell daigo when he fucks up though i love that so much #like mine's such a funny character... he's so cynical yet when he gets the chance to pour his heart out he does #he meant it when he said he didn't take sharing a cup lightly and /i/ want to eat a cup because of it #THIS IS THE SAME SUBSTORY WHERE MINE BUYS A STOCK IN EVERY TAXI COMPANY LIKE DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN #ALL OF THAT JUST TO BE ABLE TO FIND DAIGO #dear god dont get me started on the hamazaki/mine rggo story. oh my god it's THAT but 10 billion i'm going to throw up #i'm just. i HAVE to go into my kitchen or i'll end up typing another essay jesus CHRIST #LIKE AGAIN I FEEL LIKE IM NOT SAYING WHAT I WANT OR GETTING MY POINT ACROSS BUT AAAA #i just need everyone to know i AM still ill over them i just havent had time or many ideas to sit and draw/write something

[mothman-dyke]

as someone who has attended a community college, an extremely small and rural state college, and now a large (50000-student!) university, I am always comparing the differences in these experiences. and am aware that each experience is going to have its pros and cons. but honestly my time in grad school at this larger university has been a deeply radicalizing and upsetting experience.

I found attending community college, even at a young age as I did (18-20) really rewarding in that, because of the age-diversity of the student body, instructors were extremely respectful of their students as people with lives of their own. That wasn't quite so prominent at the state college, but you had a lot of well-intentioned liberal-ish types. they were hyper-respectful of student-professor boundaries, were very "it's ok to be LGBT!" and still baseline pretty chill.

In contrast, my experience in grad school has been a trainwreck. professors broadly feel entitled to your time at their discretion and often feel angry if you aren't available at any time. they trample over boundaries and, perhaps because the student-body is broadly older, feel comfortable saying pretty much anything. more than anything, though, in this progressive, university in a medium-sized city, I encounter more unhinged bigotry than I did in ether of my previous experiences. (Author's note: I also encounter far less female professors, which might have something to do with it.) Male professors have trampled boundaries, made sexualized comments to female students, and at every turn condescended to, berated, and verbally abused female students who don't fall in line and defer to them. the same professors have imitated my accent, compared lesbian sexuality to porn, and been openly shocked and agitated if students don't have the newest iphones.

this post is mostly about venting. I have always been passionate about academia and loved my time at my previous institutions, and this experience has been extremely disappointing in many ways. I have never felt more aware of how progressive misogyny, homophobia, and bigotry at large work within the institution, and I am deeply fucking disillusioned.

#diary.txt #.txt #don't reblog this is just me venting. #it's also based on the recent departure of a dear friend of mine from the program after facing so much goddamn bigotry at every turn #don't ever let anyone pretend that the guise of progressiveness in these institutions is real progress. don't ever let anyone tell you #that gay people and women better move to cities if we want to be free from perceived #conservatism in rural areas. cause that is NOT the case. these fuckers are gross. #and they hide it under pretending to be your fucking ally.

[rustinged]

let's all join hands as we reflect on all the good things that happened today

#there's this online story that i got really obsessed with in 2020 but it stopped being translated last year and ive been sooooo sad over it #ive reread it twice since and i thought it'd never be translated. i was considering paying someone to translate it for me in the future #BUT!!!!!!! I DONT NEED TO ANYMORE #someone else picked it up and im so excited to read it tonight #ALSO a dear friend of mine received their late bday gift from me today :))) #ALSO x2 one of three things related to my camera arrived so im >:)))) #oh also in class i sit next to this person and i've been kinda wanting to talk to them and we so happened to meet on the bus today which wa #cool! #anyways :') if anyone would want i'd love to hear smth good that happened to you today. by anon or message or whatever <3

[handcat]

back to the dating app 🚶

#got inspired to try it again 🙄 #i have a date semi planned now and all of the women in portland are obsessed w me or whatever #bc i like love and dating ppl but i keep falling in love with friends and it HAS NOT ENDED WELL ONCE so maybe stop it you dumbass #(this may be caused by the fact i’ve gotten my hopes up a bit abt a friend of mine but i should NOT… unless…) #i crave companionship #and am #also so scared all the time i’m soooooososcaredddd rn #why can’t everyone just love me all the time #must be my personality bc i’m like really hot rn #also me swiping on ppl just looking for hookups them matching and just 😳 i do not know if i’m at a point in my life where i am confident eno #ugh to do that 😳 #as previously stated i’m so so scared #idk i’m conflicted and need to over share about it #idk will continue flirting w that one friend tho #even though flirting with eachother is an ongoing joke in this friend group so i don’t think she would take it seriously lmao #was telling my dear good pal to come over and suck my fingers yesterday like that’s just how it is #anyway she’s cool and makes childrens books and stories and loves dinasours and is tall and can jump really high #we got drunk together at my friends bday and bonded and it was SO CUTE #also she cries a lot when she’s high but doesn’t notice (she’s not even sad there’s just tears lol) #ruh roh just typed that all out and realized it seems like i’m obsessed w her 😳 #going to hit my head on a wall okay goodnight