#and Sammy is sad because...

[masterrainb0w]

Normal in different poses from the "Crushing Me" music video because I am doing this to him every second

#dndads #normal oak #sketches #dndads season 2 #dndads s2 #normal oak swallows garcia #shout out to Sammy for the bottom picture because it was just going to be the top one but they wanted him squished #anyways im sad rise of the pink ladies got pulled #rain does art #doodles #colored #Edit: Might to stuff from i dont dance if I feel motivated enough #and the only way you can motivate me is smashing that like butto- [gunshot]

[lilacpaperbird]

I was just watching videos of people reacting to getting admitted into their dream college and seeing their family jump and cry and hug full of pride and joy, and then I thought about sam getting his letter from stanford and how he had had no one to tell no one to feel proud of him no one to hug and celebrate, because he couldn't tell anyone because he knew the people he loved the most would only see it as a disgrace and a betrayal........ I'm crying bye

#also he worked so hard to get into stanford #growing up in an extremely unstable family and having to move from one school to another constantly #and his family also never prioritized his education because they were focused on other things as we very well know #he had every disadvantage possible #(traumatic life. working class. unstable family situation. constantly moving. family disapproving of his pursue of education) #and he made it T.T he made it despite everythinggg he was so smart and hardworking and brave #i'm so unwell sorry it's sad sammy hours #sammy </3 #⚝

[sussex-newswire]

The Daily Beast: Meghan Markle Wins Defamation Lawsuit Brought by Half-Sister Samantha

#meghan duchess of sussex #samantha markle #hopefully sammy will give up her spite campaign now because it's just so sad #they sold her out for so little and they blame her for not accepting the abuse #it really didn't have to be this way but none of it is on Meghan #if they'd behaved like Doria they'd get treated like Doria

[angstintensifer]

Jwcc vent.

Imagine being Darius’s mother, losing your husband to an illness months ago. Then your dinosaur loving son wants to go the place that was his and his fathers dream, Jurassic world. The park tanks, he doesn’t come home, you think he’s dead.

Imagine being Bens mother, you send your quiet reserved son to Jurassic world to help him grow and come out of his shell. The park tanks, he doesn’t come home, you think he’s dead.

Imagine being Yaz’s mother, your track star daughter is sponsored by Jurassic world and gets to go experience camp Cretaceous. The park tanks, she doesn’t come home, you think she’s dead.

Imagine being Sammy’s parents, your ranch is in danger so borrow money, to save it. Your daughter is offered to go to Jurassic world, to spy. You say no, she goes anyway. The park tanks, she doesn’t come home, you think she’s dead.

And now imagine being Daniel Kon, you send your son to the camp as you work for Mr Masrani. The park tanks. Your son didn’t come home. You are rich, powerful, available to afford to go to the island, you got a distress call from the island.

And you do nothing.

#jurassic world camp cretaceous #daniel kon #will never stop with the Daniel hate hour #this man could have done something for his kid #but he didn’t #these kids parents deserved better than to grieve for than six months #i had a really sad thought alright lads #darius bowman #ben pincus #yasmina fadoula #sammy gutierrez #kenji kon #one of the worst parts is that Sammy’s parents never even said goodbye because she didn’t tell them she was going #kenji had probably had this thought at least once but buried it #kenji had daddy issues #let us be happy that Darius’s family adopted him

[novelconcepts]

hi novel! do you have any meta / thoughts on taissa’s relationships with simone and sammy? I really want them to go into that more, similar to the shauna-jeff-callie storyline in s2

Simone and Sammy are what should have been. The life Taissa would have led if they’d never crashed. Even if it wasn’t Simone, even if it was Van, the idea of the perfect happy family is what matters. I think it matters that she’s the only one we see have a warm moment with her parents before the crash; that would shape her whole outlook. Grow up, go to good schools, get a great job, marry a beautiful woman, build a life that makes sense. And we know from Tai telling Shauna about her dream life: this is exactly the path she takes. Shauna’s dreams change utterly as soon as they crash; Tai, the bastion of repression, doesn’t change hers at all. She comes home, and she’s different, she’s traumatized, she has lost and hurt and has all these horrible dark secrets—but she believes if she just works hard enough, she can overwrite the shadows with the light of a life she’s wanted all along.

The problem with this as it applies to Simone and Sammy is they’re not plans, they’re not dreams, they’re people—and to have the meaningful, wonderful relationships that make that Perfect Life, she needs to be able to communicate with them as such. And she doesn’t. She doesn’t let herself. She won’t explain anything of what she went through to her wife; even when push comes to panicked shove, she just demands Simone leave her alone. She doesn’t even feel that “it” factor when it comes to Simone, because she can’t let herself. She’s forever tied intensity of feeling to a loss of control, a loss of who she was “meant to be” before the accident.

Her family, her job, all of it is emblematic of Before Tai. The Tai who didn’t have a sleepwalking problem, who never watched her girlfriend get nearly mauled to death, who never ate her friends to stay alive, who never gave into the hunt. It can’t ever be healthy, for her or for Simone and Sammy, until she accepts that Before Tai is gone. She’s been stitched together with the Taissa who survived the wilderness. And accepting that runs contrary to the perfect life she’s tried so hard to create. She can fall back into old habits with her old friends and old love, but the new version of her? That Taissa isn’t allowed those behavior patterns.

It’s really interesting looking at her family vs Shauna’s, because 1) they’re the only two of the core six to build a traditional family post-rescue, and 2) Shauna tries to play the same game—except the “dream life” she’s living isn’t Shauna’s at all. It’s Jackie’s. Or what she feels she stole from Jackie. And because of that, because Jeff and Callie were never Shauna’s dream, I think it makes it a little easier to let them into the darkness. Tai won’t let herself do that, because it’d be admitting a kind of defeat, and that really isn’t Tai’s style.

#ask #yellowjacket spoilers #yj meta #taissa turner #I very much look at Simone and Sammy and want better for them #not because Tai isn’t great; she’s easily my second fave in the whole show #but because from the very inception of that family she’d already decided to shut them out #she cares for them and she cares for what they represent #but she’s boxed up so much of herself before even meeting her wife that like. how could that ever be a fulfilling relationship? #it’s such a degree of trauma that her id feels the need to take control #and she can’t and won’t share it #it bugged me so much on first watch that Simone’s reaction was to just leave with Sammy #instead of fighting to communicate and get Tai help #but then I realized: she’s probably been trying for years to no avail #so when it comes down to seeing the shrine she just gives up what little hope she has and pivots to taking care of her child #and that makes absolute sense but it’s also so sad. that inherent lack of trust because the woman she married has never let her in

[lastnightonthecyclone]

Another fucking wip on fnaf because inconsistency is my skill

#In my au the crying child kind of accidentally helped kill Charlie lol. He pushed her outside and locked her in the rain. Tee hee #And THEN. He went to go check on her because he felt a little bad since Sammy was going ballistic #and accidentally witnessed the last bits of his dad murdering Charlie. He then hides and was going to wait for his dad to leave but #Since OBVIOUSLY will needs to dispose of evidence he was going to stay there. So he kind of. Went over to his dad and they had a mutual agr #Will in return started treating him “better” and also stopped using him for experiments (as much) and instead tried doing remanent stuff #And then Mike and Elizabeth got kind of envious (this was also their father subconsciously pitting all three against eachother ) #so then they started to bully cc #Sammy comes into play because he also kind of helped cc push Charlie outside because Charlie was deemed “the favorite” and Henry truly #Never bothered to try and care for Sammy. This is not saying he treated Charlie good either #but. He treated her VISIBLY better than Sammy #and Sammy looked up to William (this is actually kind of relevant and is the reason why security breach and help wanted exist because… #Sammy saw William and his work as amazing and even when he figured out he used actual children for his stuff he continued it needlessly. #He usually spent more time in the Afton household than his own which is. Quite sad. William actually thought of him as the perfect nephew/ #Apprentice and taught him in his ways. He’s as old as Micheal #and also the Freddy bully. (I’m figuring out how to not make him white #Oh. Right #also cc was friends with sam #(the one u shouldn’t have killed) and she has two siblings #Why is this relevant. WELL. BUDDY. So the Bonnie bully is in fact Jeremy.F #he has an older sister named Ximena. She worked at Fredbear’s diner and then circus baby’s pizza world #and Jeremy was friends with Micheal AND SAMMY. eventually after Will murdered the og kids #Jeremy was tasked with distracting Mike. #Their younger half sibling is Sammy. Jeremy is also later tasked by William to distract Micheal in any means possible from what Will is doi #Ximena’s life was essentially theatened and in order for will to ensure the animatronics don’t target her Jeremy was forced to distract mik #Even though he was still grieving for his sister and grappling guilt over cc. Mike also was somewhat mean to him sometimes and Jeremy a #Babysat Elizabeth sometimes. By distraction William never clarified so Jeremy kind of went for a romantic ish approach. He’d constantly tak #There’s more but I don’t want to explain 😭 #Mike out from his house

[hellhoundlair]

okay not to have a revelation that deangirls had back in 2006 but im rewatching nightmare and when sam says "a little more tequila and a little less demon hunting and we woulda had max's childhood" and then theres a shot of dean where he pointedly doesnt say anything and just sniffs, like he wants to disagree but hes not saying anything. "All things considered, we turned out okay" "... all things considered."

that combined with the episode ending with "you got one advantage max didnt have." "Dad?" "No. Me. As long as im around nothing bad is gonna happen to ya." im alluding to the fact that this sounds like john used to hit dean and dean took it because at least he was protecting sam.

#sorry was so blinded by sam the first few times i watched season 1 that i didnt see this #or draw any connections between max and dean with the staying behind with parents n not because able to leave. thats def not an intentional #parellel but im drawing it anyway #you could also take when sam leaves the room at the end smiling and dean turns around and he looks sad and thoughtful as dean thinking abt #abuse or whatever even tho i know in canon its bc hes scared of sam becoming a monster. WHATEVER #im sorry i feel like this is a very basic look into deans character like ueah ofc get woth the program have yoy watched the show #i KNOW its just everytime i watch this episode im just distracted by sammy <333 saaaam <33333

[suncaptor]

Well if Sam's first time was with Rachel Nave him and Cas should have a conversation together about that. It would be good for both of them.

#i always make it about brady though because rachel makes me sad and sambrady has boiled me #incoherents #spn #supernatural #sammy #cas #sam winchester #castiel #tw consent issues #s.a #rachel nave #i think youre not a true sam stan unless youve broken down about her at least once lol

[finndoesntwantthis]

Yeah, sure ... I'm Sammy or Tay or Chris 🙄 I don't understand why anytime someone has a different opinion on them, people assume it's because it is actually them. God forbid not all of us jump the hate bandwagon.

Well Sammy I assume it’s you because you’re the only wrestler I get anons for, any time I even remotely hint at not being pleased with your work. I also don’t like Mr. Punk or your dad Jericho and I don’t get anons bitching in my inbox anytime about Chris, and really only got the Phil ones twice when I was being super mean about him. People find you annoying, Sammy, you’ve got to accept that. You gotta learn to just block people. Or since you’re a heel, you gotta learn to take the boos, it’s your job to be boo’d after all.

#bro #maybe because I find it hard to believe that anyone is a fan of him SO MUCH that they go this hard lol #this is tumblr not twitter #I’m not direct tweeting him how annoying I find him #I’m not bullying him #I’ve defended Tay on multiple occasions ions #I’ve even LIKED some of Sammy’s work #but most of the time he’s just too annoying #and tbh not interesting #anyway anon this is just sad for you #at least Phil’s fans had the spine to reblog right from me to be mean lol #ask #anon

[uzuneapologist]

i am once again thinking about kazuaki nanaki

#it's 5 in the morning and i can't sleep #i have Analyses on this guy that i will... probably not ever post here just because #how do i put this #a lot of my take on kazuaki and interpretation of him (and headcanons/extrapolation from the text) #are based in personal experiences i'm not sure i really want to get into on my public tumblr blog #and yeah to a degree i am absolutely projecting onto the sad bird man #but there are some things that feel like... extremely obvious to me that that's what's going on w him #sammy speaks #i also don't want anyone to thinking i'm like... vagueing? anyone in particular i love seeing everyone's takes on the guy #i have just been rotating him in my mind for several hours without sleep

[kajiimotojiiro]

Ugh

#im going to ramble in these tags for a bit so that the potentially triggering tags #are located way way way down and no one will look at them i just #so uh yeah hows the weather anyone else having insane sinus drainage #i actually had a patient call me today worried because her nose was running and her head hurt and im like #well if it isnt getting worse and its only been a few days and you have no other symptoms you probs have sinus issues like everyone else #in this state but if youre super worried and antihistamines dont help please contact your doctor i appreciate your faith in a pharmacist #being able to diagnose over the phone but i actually legally cannot do that #are these tags long enough yet #possibly but who knows anyway if youre here uhhh tw animal death ahead #im a petsitter and have been for like. 10 years now and i share sits with my mom sometimes bc i work full time and cant always get there #anyway at one of our shared sits today she went in and one of the little cats was just #suddenly dead. like she wasnt that old and yet she was just. stiff and gone and we're both just so fucked up over it #like i wish there had been some sign and we could have saved her even though it was likely an unfixable heart defect #and her people apparently had taken her to the vet LAST WEEK and didnt bother to tell us that she seemed to be feeling poorly last week #and theyre just like oh we'll get a new cat when we come back #meanwhile my ocd has been going insane since then bc i have really bad intrusive thoughts centering on keeping my cats alive #like half of my rituals are specifically for my cats #and i just keep think about poor sammie dying alone and scared bc we werent there with her and her people had been gone since friday #and it just makes me so fucking sad my heart is breaking but i cant stop thinking about it and no distractions are working #rip sammie you were such a sweet little cat and im so sorry you had to go alone and scared

[chateautae]

I’m so proud of myself for guessing who Y/N was correctly (let’s not spoiler anyone) ,like I was jumping around sksnjsnsnd 😭😭

DOWNIDOWIEDOE please when i kept seeing all the correct theories i had to keep holding it in that people were right,,, BUT WHAT DID WE GAIN BY BEING RIGHT ANON,,, BECAUSE THEIR SITUATION,,,

#it's like a victory guessing who she is correctly #but then sad because NSOWQNSOQWI #anon #sammy's inbox #feedback: hotter than hell

[muirneach]

quantum leap reboot died? well.

#i wont say anything either happy or sad because i never watched that and heard extremely mixed reviews #i think there are some good things with it but like. i miss my buddy sammy. and al

[ikigaisvt]

idk who the fuck invented hormones and period pain but you can go fuck yourself

#no bc ive been depressed as fuck lately #and i know it's all because of the hormones????? #like. why. just Why. #i like being a happy silly girl but im stuck with hormones and sadness #WHY #also im saying period pain but my period havent started yet #BUT IT STILL HURTS LIKE A BITCH #like the pain is so intense youre gonna wake up from it kind of pain #like not me waking up in the middle of the night and babbling like a baby #i felt like i was being STABBED #why does it hurt so bad. WHY. #FUCK MY LIFE! #anyway i needed to rant bye have a good day everyone :D #sammy's podcast

[imtryingbuck]

Clingy

~ gif not mine credit to owner ~

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x fem!Reader

Summary: Bucky overhears his girlfriend calling him clingy

Word count: 1243

Warnings: sad Bucky and swearing

A/N: whilst editing this I realised that Alpines a girl but just for the sake of this story we’re going to pretend she’s a boy🙃

Masterlist

Bucky had a massive smile planted on his face as he left the bedroom he shares with his girlfriend and cat; he was so proud of himself for finally mastering online shopping - he just ordered a huge cat tree for Alpine. To others it wouldn’t have been important but for him it was an accomplishment he was excited to share with his girl.

With a little bounce in his step, he was about to turn the corner to where the common room was when he comes to a stop.

“-I’m telling you Nat it’s annoying” he smiles at the voice that has soothed him to sleep more times than one “he’s so clingy, always wanting to lay on me, always following me around, trying to kiss me whilst I’m eating! It’s like he always needs to be touching me at every given moment, God he’s so needy” his heart breaks not only at the words but at how frustrated she sounds. He really didn’t mean to be clingy and needy, there was no doubt in his or anyone’s minds that he was in love with her, everyone always mocked about how he was her shadow, but he didn’t care. Being her shadow was his way of showing her that he loves her and that he was always going to be there, that no one was ever going to hurt her. 

Not having the heart to hear the rest he turns around and walk back to their shared room, determination running through his veins he was going to change. He didn’t want to lose her. The last thing he hears is Natasha laughing.

“Y/N he’s a cat! He loves you” Natasha chuckles.

“Yeah but still… it’s annoying. Because the worst part is that he only does it when Bucky isn’t there” Nat tries really hard not to laugh at the pout on the other woman’s face. It doesn’t take long for both burst out laughing.

~~~

Throughout the week Y/n notices something wrong with Bucky, it wasn’t normal for him to be out of bed before her - not anymore at least - he didn’t want to cuddle up with her anymore, the kisses were quick. It was hurting her; she was missing him even though he was close by. It wasn’t just her that noticed Bucky’s strange behaviour.

“What’s going on with you and Mr grumpy pants?” Sam asks as he hands her a fresh cup of tea.

“I don’t know Sammy, he’s been distant this past week and I don’t know what I’ve done”

“Have you guys argued?”

“No” taking careful sips of the hot beverage “the last time we argued was when I took that bullet for him and that was like what three months ago? We only argued for about an hour before we made up.”

“Wait… seriously that was the last time you argued?”

“Yep, we don’t argue about anything. Yes, we have disagreements about everything and anything, but it never leads to us fighting. But we also come to a mutual agreement on whatever we’re disagreeing with.”

“Okay okay” he puts on his concentration face on as she always puts it “have you took any bullets for him recently?” chuckling when he receives a deadpan look.

“No Sam I haven’t taken any bullets for him recently” rolling her eyes as she sets the now empty cup down “I honestly don’t know what I’ve done, I miss him.”

Standing up and placing a kiss to her temple “Go and talk to him, it’s breaking my heart seeing you both sad and mopey.”

“I will, thanks Falc”

Instead of going to find Bucky she grabbed her coat and bag and headed down to the garage, once she was inside her car she drove to the store.

The bed was covered in all different kind of snacks and drinks, her plan was to sit him down and talk then they’ll spend the rest of the night in bed watching movies and filling their faces. Making her way out of the room she went to track down her boyfriend - finding him in the gym.

“Hi bubba, can you finish up here and come with me” instantly not liking how her voice sounds.

“Um okay just give me a minute.”

“Of course.”

“Im done, where we going.?” Bucky’s right hand twitches to reach out to hold hers but all he does is shoves it in his pocket.

“Back to our room. We need to talk Buck”

He was prepared to drop to his knees and beg for her not to break up with him, promises on the tip of his tongue that he’d change and be better. Before he could utter a word, they had arrived at their room. The door was closed softly behind them whilst his head was bowed downwards finding his shoes more interesting. 

“Buck I don’t know what I’ve done wrong but I’m sorry I don-“

“I heard you”

“What?”

“I heard you talking to Nat about me being clingy and needy and annoying and I’m trying baby really I am. I gave you space, Im keeping distant because I love you and I don’t want you to break up with me an-“ 

“Bucky breath! Here sit down, focus on your breathing bubba” Moving him to sit on the sofa that was in their room, she knelt down in front of him going through his breathing exercises.

It took nearly 10 minutes for him to get his breathing under control, leaving him feeling more ashamed as always after he had a panic attack “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry” he manages to rasp out.

“I’ll tell you what I always tell you when you have panic attacks - don’t apologise. It’s okay bubba I promise, I’ve got you” taking his hands into hers so rubs her thumbs over his flesh and metal knuckles “I wasn’t talking about you that day Buck, I was talking about Alpine. He followed me and Nat into the common room and Nat made a comment, I was talking about how he only wants me when you’re not around. Oh bubba you actually thought I was talking about you?” Taking one of her hands from his she wipes the stray tear that rolls down his cheek as he nods “Bucky I love it when you’re all over me, I love knowing that I’m never alone because your always there. I have never once thought you was clingy not once! I love you Buck and I love the attention you give me and affection you show me. Please bubba understand that”

“I love you too” bringing up her hand in his metal one “I’m sorry for overreacting baby I should of spoken to you”

“Give me a kiss and all is forgiven” she grins cheekily.

He pulls her on to his lap and kisses her, both sighs contentedly as they share their first kiss in a week little pants of air leaves their lips once they detach from one another.

“I brought snacks and drinks so how about me and you get into bed watch movies, eat, cuddle and maybe some other activities?” She says with a suggestive tone with one eyebrow raised.

Bucky chuckles when a squeal interrupts him standing up.

The third film has finished, not like they were watching - to busy doing other activities - they lay tangled with one another. 

“I brought Alpine a new cat tree off the Amazon.”

~ banners credit goes to @sweetpeapod ~

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[totentnz]

writing romance is so weird when nobody in your life has ever loved you

#sammy says shit #i know this sounds like a sad post or whatever but thats not my point #like... writing smut if you never had sex is one thing #because smut is... smut #not saying smut is less of a type of writing than anything else #smut has its own... difficulties ig #but smut doesnt have to make sense to me #and i know how i would kiss a person i love #because i have done so before #but receiving kisses from someone who loves you? dont know her #okay this post is getting worse as i write i promise its not that deep