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[thedelusionreaderbitch]

Sirius Black x gn! Reader - Burn

A/n: This is a song fic from the song burn from Hamilton, this also isn't by best work because I wrote it so long ago but I thought it would be a good way to kick of heartbreak week because it the least angsty out of all them!

Heartbreak week masterlist?

Summary: You were warned but you ignored them in favor of love, now look where that got you

Warnings: Cheating, heartbreak, implied abusive black family (just barely,) I think that's it? You have been warned!

The three P's:

[Pronouns used: you/your] [Pov: 2nd person] [Parings: (romantic) Sirius x reader, (platonic) unnamed sister OC x reader]

I saved every letter you wrote to me

From the moment I read them

I knew you were mine

You said you were mine

I thought you were mine

"Y/n you have another letter!" Your sister yells at you as you run down the stairs to tear it from her hands.

"Hey!"

You ignore her, ripping open the letter your eyes racing over the paragraphs, and memorizing each and every word. You drink in the pages, and pages of words and your heart had learned to love the smell of ink and parchment.

You love Sirius, perhaps you were too young to know but you love him. It was harsh sometimes your relationship, mostly due to his parents but you two dealt with it fine. You were in love, what more could you need?

Do you know what Angelica said

When we saw your first letter arrive?

"You should run Y/n." Your sister whispered to you as you cradled the letter in your hands like it was the most precious jewel there was to behold.

"You should run far away before he breaks you."

She said, be careful with that one, love

He will do what it takes to survive

"He wouldn't!" You snapped, aghast at what your sister had even the guts to say. How could she think that!

"Sirius is caring and loving! He would never-"

Your sister just shakes her head and takes your hands into hers. The look in her eyes was sad, terribly sad.

"Just be careful is all I'm saying."

You consider her words for second before nodding, with this you could agree with her. You would guard your heart with your life, but you would also wear it on your sleeve. You were a fool in love.

You and your words flooded my senses

Your sentences left me defenseless

Your hands intertwine with Sirius's as you look at him like he's a star. When you looked at him like that he was, he was a bright star and you were just a lonely moon that was in his orbit. Not even significant enough to matter.

"I'm going to have to spend Christmas away again."

He sighs pulling away from you rubbing his hands over his face.

"Do you have to?" His voice breaks a little as he peaks at you with his twinkling grey eyes.

You built me palaces out of paragraphs

You built cathedrals

For a split second you almost say no, you nearly slip into the habit but you can't. You had to spend Christmas with your family, even if it meant being away from your boyfriend for a couple of weeks.

He sighs yet again, he seems to be doing that quite a bit lately before he pulls you into a long loving kiss.

It ends too soon as he pulls away from you, you miss the heat that he brings and the certain happiness that could only come from him.

"I'll be okay love." He says but there's a particular way he says it, almost like he's relived that you're not staying, yet you brush it off. It was just nothing... Right?

I'm re-reading the letters you wrote to me

I'm searching and scanning for answers in every line

For some kind of sign

And when you were mine

You scrambled through the Hogwarts corridors, you could see your lover again! After all the time spent away, you could see him again! You seemed to be glowing as you ran around Hogwarts looking for him, only for the sight you see to be the worst thing your eyes have ever laid upon.

He was kissing someone else. In front of everyone.

The world seemed to burn

Burn

They just kept on kissing as some foolish students would cheer them on and he would grin cockily pulling away from the person before they would pull him right back in.

You published the letters she wrote you

You told the whole world

How you brought this girl into our bed

In clearing your name

You have ruined our lives

You couldn't take it anymore you ran out of the hallway crying your eyes out. Why would he do it? Why!

So you ran to your sister.

And as soon as she saw your eyes filled with tears as some already flooded down your face she dreaded the words you were about to say. Ultimately though, she knew just as you opened your mouth what you were about to voice.

"You were right."

Do you know what Angelica said

When she read what you'd done?

"He's a fool." She said as she cradled you in her arms.

"He's a fool for losing you." She whispered into your ear.

She said, you've married an Icarus

He has flown too close to the sun

"I had to do it Y/n!" Sirius hollers at you as you try and find a way to escape the room you were in.

He had cornered you in an empty classroom, as he's been trying to talk to you for weeks now. You've been avoiding him like the plague, with good reason.

You and your words obsessed with your legacy

Your sentences border on senseless

"My family was getting on my ass for dating you! So I had to make them happy and I thought-"

Slap!

The crisp, clear clap of your hand meeting his face echoes throughout the room as you gaze upon him with angry eyes. You weren't sad anymore you were furious and burning with rage, the flames consuming you and everything else around it.

And you are paranoid in every paragraph

How they perceive you

You, you, you!

"If you wanted to please your family so bad you aren't the Sirius I know and love." You snare at him.

You take a step forward backing him into the wall behind him.

"If you ever think anyone or even your family is going to see how I was a fool to be in love with you like before, you would be wrong!"

I'm erasing myself from the narrative

Let future historians wonder how Eliza reacted

When you broke her heart

You have torn it all apart

Taking the letters out of your pocket you look at them once more, reading them all and sometimes even smiling slightly at the versus. You loved him, you still do. Some part of you would always love him.

So it had to burn.

I'm watching it burn

Watching it burn

You don't even need a wand, you don't even move your hands the letters just burst into flames in front of you.

Sirius gasped as he lunged for the letters (they must have been dear to him too) but you just kept on feeding the fire with them, as you tossed one after another in the flames.

The world has no right to my heart

The world has no place in our bed

"Y/n, please! I needed to find a place to stay at-" He throws a hand through his hair but you don't stop the distress that is going through him. In simple terms you don't care anymore it's not your problem.

"My family had threaten to kick me out! I just needed to find a place to stay! But I didn't have anytime so I kissed them thinking if the information reached them in time they'd let me off the hook!"

They don't get to know what I said

I'm burning the memories

Burning the letters that might have redeemed you

Looking over at him with a blank face you just shrug your shoulders uncaring.

"We both know you could have asked James."

You forfeit all rights to my heart

A trace of fear flashes in his eyes and you know the truth.

"What did you think I'd really fall for that trick?" Your voice is monotone but it hides an underlying threat. Or maybe in was a very real threat, that was very real now.

You forfeit the place in our bed

"Y/n please don't do this! Don't burn those letters!"

"So? So!" Finally your voice has fury in it and suddenly Sirius is flown back across the room and more papers, and desks, light on fire. But it doesn't spread unless you want it to.

"So you can be the good guy? Ah!" You laugh as you throw more letters into the fire.

You'll sleep in your office instead

Sirius looks at you affronted, and some part of you wanted to ruin his life in exchange for breaking your heart. Though, that part was the angry, hot ice and it was slowly dripping away. Now the furious rage was gone and all that was left was the cold flames.

"Y/n! This will ruin my life!"

With only the memories of when you were mine

"Y/n! N/n..." He attempts to comfort you through his manipulative words as he goes to softly reach for your hand.

"You wouldn't want to ruin someones life would you?" He says in his sweet, charming voice that he used to use on you.

You wrench your hand from his grasp and open the door and look back at him once before walking away.

"You did that yourself."

I hope that you burn

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[obsessedwhim]

Summoning Hour

Two naked souls beat against a dense forest floor with the sky dark and the wilderness sleeping, a shadow slipped through the shrubbery with a quiet bristle in their wake.

Pale hands contrasted against their being's black robe, one reaching out to grace through passing green feathers as the other circled a woven plain basket, its belly filled with odd grasps of plants to the unknown eye. The bright yellow dandelions lay above a small pile of mullein and a handful of angelica root just for good measure, one could never be too prepared. 

The shadowed person released a calming breath as they grew closer to a light glowing in the distance, easing under low branches and through thickening bushes until they reached a small clearing where the light had turned into a small hut. Its clay walls were circled by strong log pillars, its roof peeking past them with long straw finger edging reaching far past the barriers while the middle reached high with layers of sticks and moss, a stone arm prodding from its side to breathe out dark smoke.

A square hole was carved between two of closer stumps and a thick cotton blanket hung from its arch as a makeshift barrier, sealing the inside away from prying eyes. 

A free appendage reached up to pull back the black mouth of a hood to reveal a young woman, her black orbs, blacker than the shadows surrounding her, thinned behind white eyelids as the moon appeared to brighten in fury at her reveal. Her gaze adjusted and marveled at the clear night sky as a gentle breeze tangled with loose black strands that drifted from her face, reaching out to follow where the wind had gone though she circled an ear to tuck away her inky locks. The small smile that had split her coral lips had vanished as her eyes fixed their way to the moon's position once again, now was not the time for stargazing. 

Her shadowed being was quick to glide through the remaining and between her and her home, easily ducking below the ebbing barrier, and her cold cheeks were hit with waves of warmth. She hadn't expected the fire to be so hot but it was nice, as winter was only a few weeks away and this young protagonist detested even the slightest chill but there would be no time to enjoy the hot aroma. 

The cloak was thrown from her back and the basket was placed next to rowdy flames, trying their best to lick past their brick surroundings but she didn't pay any mind and instead took to glancing through her tin box hidden beneath a large rock, filled with jars and vials, the odd wrapped herb which was thrown to the side, abandoned and useless compared to what she needed, her fingers scraping at a parchment flattened against the boxes metal bottom. The small piece of paper was obtained and she unfolded the folded scroll to reveal a language only she would be able to read, her dark eyes glittering as they glanced over the letter one last time. 

"I need to be faster" she reminded herself before scattering around her cylinder-shaped home, cracking a few black candles from various melted perches where countless others had perished before them but now they had a different calling. Small muddy feet kicked away a fur rug that covered most of the home and she collapsed to the cold packed mud below, sitting perfectly center in the pentagram she had carved and filled with a white paste the day she arrived in this forest. 

Releasing the previously gathered contents her skinny arms reached for a green glass bottle half filled with a grape-colored liquid, her chest caved a little at the small patterned waves dancing around the bottle's innards.

"There should be more" pearly teeth peaked from her upper lip to nibble on the lower half "It should be enough, right?" the pale woman asked the quiet around her. Shaking her skull to scatter her rushing thoughts, a hand reached out to grab more, a wooden bowl was held in her small palm filled with familiar white paste and she was quick to draw a memorized symbol on top of the previously filled pentagrams sculpted valleys, white covering the tips of her long fingers as she pinched and lined the shaped until she was happy. Thanking her tired past self who had practiced the symbol till her eyes wanted to throw themselves free of their torment, and then, her body froze.

"This is a big risk" Plump lips opened for the short sentence before air retreated into her lungs, dark eyes growing wide as if it was only now occurring what she was in the middle of doing. But, as if it never happened, the slender woman continued with her etchings until the wooden bowl was set down and a bottleneck was replaced in her clutches to set the bottle close to her thigh. It was time to prepare for her guest. 

A wax light was set on each point of the devil's star, all alight, growing and burning with excitement of what was to come next, what was close to happening. 

Her chest filled with a deep warm breath, hot air pulling in from her slender nose and pushed out through her puckered mouth. Breathing once more she turned to reach the crumpled parchment and flatten it in the middle of her art, laying just before her folded knees. 

Fingers slipped around a small beaded necklace, its wooden pimples bleeding down to meet a silver cross. She took a moment to finger the cool metal before lifting it from her neck without a second thought, dark silk threads slipped through its glistering chains and fell past her shoulders as she leaned forward to weigh one side of the page with the rosary. Thick lashes kept low as her body curved to lose her hand in the soft layered furs of her bedding to her left, past its tickling warmth to reach out for a cold object, the butt of its smooth texture met her cautious grasp and fingers reached out to wrap around the leather covering that she searched for. Lifting her body for a long reflecting blade to slither from the furry folds, the stranger smiled as the fire bounced away from the weapon's polished sides.

The blade was set opposite to her necklace, respectfully weighing down the paper's retreating corners.

The small fires surrounding her grew in size as if the mere presence of the incantation connected them to the relentless flames of Helle, she gave a dry gulp at the watching snake eyes, absorbing her movements from every angle. 

'It's now or never'

With one last breath retreating from her body, the time had come. Her lids lowered to the scribbled language below "Audi me, Quaerite me. Zangetsu validus voco" her chalk-covered fingers traced beneath her lines "De chao, et imperium, et vires novo principio."

A wheeze of air drifted through the hut's window and passed the cotton bouncer, the chill was quick to attack the marrow in her bones, shoulders shuddering but her words kept strong despite the skin beneath the white layer quickly growing a cherry red, she must press on. 

Nothing was allowed to stop this incantation.

The world outside whaled, trees croaked and wickedness filled the air, the walls of her home quietly groaning against the thunderous wind "Audi vocem meam, ab umbris ultra: Interrogabo vos et ego invocabo te quia hora tenebrae!"

A bolt of lightening thrashed from somewhere she could not see as the last of the enchantment left her, breathless and weaker than when she started but the electricity snapped at her still frozen skin with cruel intention and mercilessly pinched goosebumps on her goosebumps, black orbs flickered to a lit sky before a crackle came from the fridged flooring and her gaze was quick, and orange light's flickerd in their darkness as a burn smoldered from below, eating away from the middle of the paper. The orange teeth reflected perfectly in her coal-like optics.

So focused on the lit luster before he, she couldn't possibly have noticed that her once tumultuous fire had flattened to half it's previous greatness and any other lit wicks in her hodge-podge home were silenced of their heat. 

The last of its scraps were lifted by a breathless air and danced in the air as the last of the ravenous orange heat chomped away at the paper's white bits until there was nothing left but ash and a few airborne shreds, quickly losing what was left of the color and heat as it all fell gently to the floor as if falling into a deep unending slumber. 

Her absorbing stare watched it all until nothing was left and the only thing she could bring herself to take note of was the still whipping winds slapping against the outside walls, though the slashes slowed to one whip at a time and then she realized it wasn't the relentless wind closing in on her hutch, it was large footsteps that echoed all around her, unsure if he was close or far, or if he was already here. The woman's shoulders squared and she kept a tight posture in her kneeling position, and then the footsteps were replaced with three knocks that vibrated through the home's rattling bones. Emitting from where her shredded door was located. 

“Come in” she welcomed without the warmth that should come with such a greeting.

Despite the chill that had already filled her home, a new more unforgiving cold bled from the hut's mouth, seeping from the shadows as something large and bulky dipped into the threshold. A low rumble leaked from something deep and the blown candles lit themselves at a wordless command, she swallowed again. 

Each heavy step was felt, the guest moving at a painfully slow pace but not one grumble could be afforded, after all, it was she who summoned this great being, now was not the time for rudeness. 

The summoned beast stood before her bowed gaze, one foot was almost equal to the size of her torso, the toes stretching out in long claws and marble skin carved over their hard body. 

A foot moved to an angle as the creature's body twisted, taking his time to see just where he had been summoned to. The foot moved against and the young witch took a guess, guessing that he was staring at her and the bones in her creaked against the analyzing weight "You forgot the salt circle" came a deep, rumbling tone, the visitor's voice sounded like it had been layered with others. 

Her bow deepened, midnight scrolls waving against white shoulders and she shook her head once "I left it out of the ritual purposely, I did not want a barrier between us"

Her eyes went from watching the tip of the being's toes to his bent shins, her guest was kneeling before her but she couldn't feel any breathing, only the cold of the night air infiltrating her skin. A black robe circled from behind his left side and gathered around beneath his knelt form with a bright fluffy texture rimmed the end of his clothing. 

The young woman's eyes blinked rapidly as a hand, which doubled the side of her face, reached out from below and scooped up to pinch at her pointed chin and she was quick to look up, flickering between the hand and his true face for a moment to be sure, that she had just been permitted to look upon him. 

Though his body was big his waist was small, the black robe wrapped around his pelvis loosely as the sleeves reached up and stretched over his swollen back, his body filled, packed, and rippling with a perfect muscular form. The red trim followed from the floor to around his neck and accented the end of his long tight sleeves.

His thick neck contorted as she was slow to meet his hollowed gaze, she blinked impishly at his skinless face, eyes gliding down the black paint which brushed past his sockets and painted down too far, to where she wouldn't even attempt to steal a look at. 

He was so much more than she could have ever comprehended, he was a perfect beautiful creature with smooth bone-like skin and wide imposing horns that circled the space above her head in some sick imitation of a halo, his height left her in awe, just able to reach his pecks if there would be any measure. 

Long fiery locks of orange hair cascaded past his shoulders, the strands slipping with his outstretched muscular arm, still having the Witch in his important clutch. Her eyes followed the bright river, only stopping once she had met the space caved in the middle of his chest, an unending hole gaping through his center "What is your name, Witch?"

Her growing iris's flickered from their travels and bore deep into the creature's eyeless gaze.

"My name is Bridget Bishop" she breathed "Lord Zangetsu"

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[self-shipper-snowdrop]

Self Ship Valentines - Day 4

Prompt: “Fond memories”

Description: Many years after the war, when Bronwen and Seteth have been happily married for some time and had a few children of their own, they tell their young ones about some old memories sot Flayn can rest.

“Goddess above- Silvia! Get back here, your big sister needs her rest!”

“But mom-! Big sis Flayn already gets so much rest! I wanna play with her, she’s the best at games!”

Seteth smiled fondly towards the group, as Bronwen managed to scoop up their youngest daughter Silvia and stop her from knocking on Flayn’s door too early in the morning. Her words barely even registered as Bronwen pulled their six-year-old over towards him and sat down beside her husband. He managed to snap out of his trance as their older child- an eight year old named Angelica but whom they always called Angie- walked into the room to investigate the noise. She quickly trotted up to them and leaned up to look at Seteth’s desk, her bright brown eyes peeking out as she brushed her deep green hair out of the way of her gaze.

“Seteth, sweetie- let’s tell the girls a bit about before we were married. Then Flayn can get proper sleep.” Bronwen said softly, “The girls have always been curious anyway.”

Seteth chuckled a bit, but closing some documents on Serentir’s recent affairs, he pulled his chair out a bit. Angie quickly hopped on to his lap, Silvia holding on to her mother as Seteth began to speak.

“Well.... you already know I had your sister Flayn before I met your mother. But did I tell you I wasn’t a king until after I met her?” Seteth asked. The girls’ eyes went wide as saucers.

“What?! No way!” Silvia said with amazement lacing her words, “But hasn’t daddy always been king? He has, right?!”

Bronwen couldn’t help but giggle. “No, I wasn’t queen yet. It was my parents- your grandparents- who were in charge. I was just a princess when I met your father.”

Angie looked up at her father, lightly tugging on his sleeve, “Really, daddy? Mommy was a princess like us?”

The parents glanced at one another, a knowing look in their eyes. Seteth, however, nodded. “Indeed. She lead the Pink Butterflies house at the Officer’s Academy. That’s at Garreg Mach, at Fódlan’s centre. I was the helper of Lady Rhea, the archbishop at the time.”

Silvia tilted her head, her brown hair showing some of the pale green locks on the inner side as she did, “Auntie Rhea?”

Bronwen nodded, “Yes, it was her. Your father and I weren’t able to speak much at first, but I must admit, I was taken with him the moment I saw him.”

“Surely not, Bronwen. I didn’t look young even then.” Seteth shook his head.

“No, I truly was! That was why I had such a hard time speaking to you, dear. I had no idea what I was feeling or what to do about it.” Bronwen giggled, “But... time passed. I was alone at the ball during the Ethereal Moon, a beautiful dance that happens every year at Garreg Mach. I was alone that night, and headed up to the goddess tower.”

“I’m still not sure how. Even then, before I realized what I was feeling for her, I thought your mother looked like an angel on that night. She wore the most beautiful blue dress anyone had ever seen. I had assumed she was on a date that night, but I was surprised to realize she wasn’t.” Seteth remarked, “I still remember how she laughed at the look on my face when she said she wasn’t waiting for anyone.”

Bronwen smiled at him softly, “Well, you must admit, it was certainly a sight to see! I’d never seen you so surprised.”

“I didn’t get shocked very often at the time. But you’d surprised me twice in one night, my love. Thrice, actually, after you asked to make a wish with me.” Seteth added, and Angie pulled on her dad’s sleeve again to get his attention.

“You made a wish? Was it to get married and be together forever and ever?!” Angie was basically bouncing with excitement as she clung on to her father, “I heard Auntie Rhea say that if two people make a wish up on that tower, the goddess will grant it!”

Bronwen shook her head with a laugh, “No, no! We didn’t even know we felt that way yet. I was just... scared, truthfully. I wanted someone there to wish with me. Do you remember our wishes, Seteth?”

He nodded, “Indeed. I doubt I’ll ever forget. You wished for safety- that the goddess would protect you from the people who hurt you in the past. I... well, I wished that you would marry the person you love. I had remembered how upset you were, realizing an arranged marriage was still on the table in your future. I was hoping the goddess would be kind and grant you someone to love instead.”

“So... I was kinda right....” Angie huffed, but Silvia stuck her tongue out at her. “No you weren’t! Daddy didn’t think it’d be him!”

“Be nice to each other, you two. If you start arguing, you’ll wake Flayn. You know she needs lots of rest because of her... condition.” Seteth scolded the two gently, but they huffed and went back to listening. “Thank you. Now- my love, we had some time before we decided to become a couple, didn’t we? The war was... brutal to everyone.”

Bronwen nodded sadly. “Yes... it was. That war plunged all of Fódlan into chaos. But, my dears, in it I was terrified of losing your father. Even then, I still didn’t want to face the thought of a life without him. I remember begging the other generals not to end him or Flayn into a fight due to how scared I was of something happening. Your father confronted me about it, actually, but I just ran away from him. I was a new queen, confused, scared- I didn’t know how to explain any of it.”

“I am no fool, though. I had my suspicions- but I didn’t dare ask until later, when we had a few key victories.” Seteth remarked, “But in the process... I’m afraid I accidentally told your mother how I felt. Quite a mess, that was.”

Bronwen giggled as the girls dramatically gasped, “Indeed! I didn’t expect it at all, and like a fool, I started sobbing. He could barely understand me! But your big sister Flayn was so excited after we told her we decided to get together. She was jumping for joy.”

The young girls looked at one another, then looked up at their parents.

“Then you got married?”

They both glanced at one another and laughed.

“Not that quickly, little ones. Not that quickly.” Seteth corrected with a chuckle, “We waited until after the war, and some time after Fódlan was more stable. I wanted to be certain the current archbishop would be alright without my assistance. Then, I asked your mother if she would marry me. The kingdom was quite surprised.”

“They shouldn’t have been....” Silvia muttered, burying her head in her mother’s shoulder, “They’re dumb dumbs if they ever thought mommy wouldn’t marry daddy.”

Bronwen gently ruffled the young girl’s hair, causing her laugh. “No, sweetie. They just thought I’d marry other royalty. But everyone welcomed your father with open arms as the king- and he does an amazing job. Just as I knew he would.”

A door then creaked open, and the sound of light footsteps drew the girls’ attention. Everyone looked towards the source of the sound, but the moment Flayn’s light green hair came into view, the two young girls gasped and rushed over towards her.

“Big sis Flayn!”

The parents couldn’t help but laugh as they practically tackled Flayn in a hug, the story already in the rear view mirror as they chattered on and on with their sister about what game to play. The royals looked at one another, shaking their heads with a chuckle. Seteth took Bronwen’s hand, lightly kissing her knuckles and holding her hand up to his cheek.

“Ah..... maybe the girls were right about something there.”

Bronwen looked at Seteth, an eyebrow raised but a smile on her face. “On what?”

“I think you were, indeed, the answer to my wish from the goddess.” Seteth muttered against her palm, “I’m just surprised she decided to send you... me.”

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Mirjam - Tonight 20:54 Noel - Hold Me (Relax Lounge Cafe Chillout Mix) 20:47 Lullaby Lounge - Chill Del La Mer (Blank Cafe Relax Mix) 20:44 Air - Lost Message 20:38 Cafe Del Mar - Leftfield - Fanfare Of Life 20:33 Merge Of Equals - Clear Blue Sky (Original Mix) 20:28 Coronado (Pianofly Mix) - Bay Area 20:23 Melibea - Lamento (Al Ponerse El Sol) 20:14 Deep-dive-corp. - Bassic (Flow Mix) 20:11 Claes Rosen & Natalie Peris - Stay 20:02 Mysticage - The Lips Of The Sun (Original) 19:55 Rediophonic - Desert Wind 19:50 Mirrored - Stand Still 19:45 Collective Sound Members - Journey To A Dream (Original) 19:41 Limelight - Oxygene 4 19:37 Petit Biscuit - Sunset Lover 19:32 Ohm-g & Bruno - Jungle Light 19:25 Matenda - Orphean Layback Remix 19:16 Little Big Bee - Searchin' (At Jazz Remix) 19:10 Nautic - Freedom Of The Floor (Open Space Remix) 19:05 Triangle Sun - Beautiful 18:59 Alex Cortiz - Deja Vu 18:52 Phil Mison - Lula 18:47 Jjos - Heartbeat (Balearic Club Mix) 18:40 Soft Wave - Plenitude Part 2 18:35 Kaxamalka - True Vibe 18:30 Mastermind - Wanna Give You Shelter 18:25 Nujazzy - On A Sunday Morning (Facebook Affair Mix) 18:18 Moby - Everything Is Wrong 18:13 Smooth Deluxe - Ibiza Sundown (Cafe Buddah Mix) 18:04 Joey Fehrenbach - Grandfather 18:00 Vibrasphere - Tierra Azul (Omnimotion Feat. Krister Linder Remix) 17:54 Sly - Like Love (Original Mix) 17:47 Royspop - Mid Summer Nights (Luxury Deluxe Del Mar Mix) 17:43 Starlive Cafe - Playa Del Mar (Chillout Mix) 17:38 Green Lemon Feat Magica Fe - 11 O Clock (Pure Beach Cut) 17:33 Jjos - Breathe 17:29 Flume Feat. Andrew Wyatt - Some Minds 17:24 Dab - Pure Joy 17:18 Bedroom Surfer - Make It Happen ( Meet Her At Costa Del Sol Mix) 17:14 Out Of Sight - Comfort (Afterlife Mix) 17:09 Arrojas - Didascalias 17:04 Sofa Sweeper - The Sad Side Of The Street (Mellow Guitar Mix) 16:57 Chicane - Saltwater (The Thrillseekers Remix) 16:53 Afterlife - How Does It Feel 16:49 Mandrave & Miyagi - Asian Lights 16:44 Saigenji - No Meio Da Chuva 16:40 Alex Cortiz - Smooth 16:36 The Angelica Project - Another Skin 16:30 Steven Solveig - Boa Noite 16:24 Martin Bro - To Lose Part 16:20 Ku You - 40 Degrees 16:16 Andras & Oscar - (I Know) What You Want 16:10 Blank & Jones With Jason Caesar - Hideaway 16:04 Ohm-g - Relax 2 The Max 15:58 Moon De Lounge - Melodia Amore - Buddha Lounge Bar Chillout Mix 15:50 Aural Float - Still Here 15:44 Sweet Velvet - Recalling The Rising Sun 15:38 De Clive-lowe, Mark - Day By Day 15:34 Alex Baratini - My Play (Chill Out Mix) 15:27 Oxen Butcher Feat. Lisa Eaton - Love & Happiness (Original Mix) 15:21 Strange Voices - All Right For Now (3 Times Infinity Mix) 15:17 Aaron Bass - On The Beach 15:11 Klangstein - Deep Dive (Original Mix) 15:07 Jjos - Body & Soul 15:01 Vargo - Get Back To Serenity 14:56 Naoki Kenji - Endless 14:50 Jazz L'amour - Summer Dreams - See The Light Mix 14:41 Aural Float - Dreamer's Dream 14:34 Paco Fernבndez - Al Lado Del Mar 14:29 Rhodescreen - Peace System (Original Mix) 14:24 Chilloutlounge - Letting The Cables Sleep 14:18 Sam Swift - Wonderful World 14:13 Green Lemon Feat. Bernd Langer - Rauchy Stranger 14:09 Bryan El - Ascension 14:04 Koolsax - Evasion 13:57 Sin Plomo & Torsten Stenzel - Sweet Suffering 13:52 Cafe Americaine - Kashmir Wanderer (Nylons Cut) 13:46 Boozoo Bajou Feat. Wayne Martin - Every Hour 13:40 Sweet Velvet - La Realidad (Feat Debora Vilchez) (Ibiza Del Mar Cafe Lounge Vocal Mix) 13:36 Morcheeba - Under The Ice 13:32 The River Gods - Acadia House 13:27 Listening Deluxe - Guitar Dreams (Short Aqua) 13:21 Michael E - Sark Of Searenity 13:15 Phillip Ashmore - Luxury Living 13:12 The Fairchild - Piano Colors 13:07 Riccardo Eberspacher - I Feel Love 13:04 Chris Malinchak - So Good To Me 12:58 Coastline - Adriatic Sea - Lounge Cafe Chillout Del Mar Mix 12:52 Manoa - Jumaira Drive 12:46 Melibea - Fusion 12:40 Nimino - The Back Of Your Hands (Ft. Ashe) 12:35 Omnimotion - Cozy Life 12:30 Avalona - Empty Streets 12:25 Joey Fehrenbach - Untouchable (Feat. Vi Flaten) 12:22 Dragon Lounge - Saigon Sundown (Asia Cut) 12:16 Dab - Pure Joy 12:10 Peter Pearson - Smooth Talking (Moonrise) 12:04 Guenter Haas - Ai Fu Lin 12:00 Plasma - Spring 11:55 Ziller - Pearl & Dean 11:49 Pep Llado Feat. Antonio Martin - Vai Vedere 11:44 T Mo - La Ritournelle 11:36 Roger Sanchez - Lost (Ibizarees The Unforgotten Mix) 11:29 Laid Back - Sunshine Reggae (Peter Visti's & Stella Polaris Remix) 11:23 Mobymusic - Whispering Wind 11:17 Frank Borell - Somber Moods 11:12 Monique Bon - La Musique 11:07 Sinan - 99 Reasonsfeat. Omenzeter 11:03 The Avener & Mazzy Star - Fade Into You (The Avener Rework) 10:57 Jjos - Foolish Game (Feat. Deary's) (Evolution Vocal Mix) 10:50 Balearic Lounge Boyz - Leaving Home (Feat. Guitaragi) 10:46 Airstream - Electra 10:41 Esteban Garcia Vs. Subworks - Runnin (Jazzy Dub Mix) 10:37 Nouvelle Vague - Love Will Tear Us Apart 10:32 Bop - Enjoy The Moment (Unquote Remix) 10:27 Manoa - Repeat It In Slow Motion (Trippin Clouds Mix) 10:21 Blue Chakra - Free From You (Half Tempo Long Chill Mix) 10:16 Noel - Chalito - Ibiza Chillhouse Lounge Mix 10:10 Thomas Lemmer - I Like It 10:05 Miraflores - Waves Of Love 10:00 Triangle Sun - Beautiful 09:55 Pensees - She 09:48 Verda - Es Vedra 09:43 Guss - Milesing 09:39 The Fray - How To Save A Life 09:35 Shakes Seven - Best Friends 09:29 Coastline - Adriatic Sea - Dj Lounge Del Mar Vs. Milews Ambience Mix 09:25 Jeff Woodal - Silver Birch 09:19 Cdm - Many Rivers To Cross 09:15 Afterlife - Espalmador 09:09 Pilgrims Of The Wind - Nothing Can Pull Us Apart 09:04 The Sura Quintet - Lampedusa (Sunset Session) 08:58 James Bright - Be 08:50 Groove Armada - Inside My Mind 08:42 Dr Drummer - Galactica Soul 08:38 No Logo - Matter Of Time 08:33 Gary B - Love Rain Down 08:26 Steen Thottrup - El Alba 08:19 Jean Martin - In My Dreams (Extended Remix) 08:15 Jupiter Jack - Blank Space 08:09 Citrus Jam - Nice Holiday 08:02 Rue Du Soleil - Essential Feelings 07:56 Puff Dragon - Lava 07:49 Frank Borell - Wake Up In Paradise 07:43 Madonna - Frozen 07:35 Universe Music - Guitar Beach Lounge 07:29 Chilloutlounge - Allstars 07:23 4tunes - Where Are You Now (Feat. Hed) 07:18 Noise Boyz - With My Own Eyes (Keys Of Da Sea Mix) 07:15 Jjos - Don't You Want Me (Chilled Mix) 07:08 Zero 7 - Space Between, The 07:05 Michael Hummer - Coffee 07:00 Moon De Lounge - La Mer Se Calme ( Mounier Oriental Sunset Dub Mix) 06:54 Phil Mison - Lula 06:49 Lemon Sol - Beautiful Morning (Piano Cafe Chillout To Ibiza Del Mar) 06:44 Rae & Christian - Still Here 06:36 Deep-dive-corp. - Relaxer 06:31 The Sura Quintet - Relax In Sura 06:22 Toka Kakabadze - Urban 06:15 Fenomenon - Pacific Memories 06:11 Mahoroba - Faire On Tour (Jazzmatic Lounge Mix) 06:06 Farbor Resande Mac - Stockholmsnatt 06:00 Lux - Head Centre 05:57 Mystique - Essences (Rico Van Basten Chill Mix) 05:52 Conjure One - Make A Wish 05:47 Manoa - Walk This Way 05:42 Peter Pearson - Bossalove 05:35 Fresh Moods - The Touch (Enchant Mix) 05:31 Faith Hill - Love Ain't Like That 05:25 Aurosonic, Denis Karpinskiy & Kate Louise Smith - They Wait For Us (Chill Out Mix) 05:19 The Man Behind C. Feat.debora Vilchez - Fluye 05:14 Vanilla - Dreamcatcher 05:08 4tunes - In The Middle 05:03 Amethystium - Calantha 04:59 Pathetique - Dis Moi - Instrumental Cafe Costes Del Mar Sunset Hotel Chillout Mix 04:53 Fluff - Silent Life 04:47 Digby Jones - Pina Colada 04:41 Lange - Frozen Beach 04:37 Chillwave - Massage Del Mar (Beach Cafe Mix) 04:30 Chicane - Low Sun 04:25 Chilloutlounge - Track 8 04:21 Pines - Tell Me (Feat. Water Park) 04:17 Triangle Sun - Beautiful 04:09 Madonna - Secret (Difrankz' 2003 Confidential Chill Out Mix) 04:04 The Essence - Serpentine 04:00 Pete Tong & Chris Cox - Ku Da Ta 03:57 Oh Wonder - Technicolour Beat 03:50 Silent Poets - Moment Scale 03:47 Lowland - Cafe Del Mar 03:41 Leaking Shell - After Hour 03:34 Milews - Miami Beach View - Sunset Del Mar Cafe Lounge Mix 03:30 Re:locate Vs Robert Nickson - Resource (Rechill) 03:24 Henderson - Rain (Desansis Chill Out Mix) 03:19 Gary B - Set Me Free 03:14 Ra-qi Gong - Rainy Days In Shanghai (Buddha Cafe Del Mar Bar Mix) 03:09 Dj Milews - Children (Ambient Del Mar Winter Cafe Mix) 03:02 Pacator - Tränen (Marcielo Ambient Mix Instrumental) 02:55 Yagya - The Phantom Of Us 02:51 Fragile State - Every Day A Story 02:47 Ben Leela - Dreaming A Dream 02:42 Atb - Remember That Day 02:36 Un Homme Et Une Femme - Une Rose Pour Emily (Cafe Hotel French Del Mar Mix) 02:31 Sofa Sweeper - Voice Of Core 02:25 Kitty The Bill - Cabriolet Tour 02:19 Simon Bareilles - The Sound Of Silence (Feat. Sara Keys) 02:15 E-love - Cause I Love You No More (Alster Lounge Chill Out Vocal Mix) 02:10 Noel - Chalito (Ibiza Chillhouse Lounge Mix) 02:04 Skysurfer Feat Lovay - Circling Elements (Down By The 02:00 P.m F.m - Chinchilla 01:56 Cold Blue - Underwater Love 01:52 Five Seasons - In Your Town 01:48 Fidelity - You Don't Know 01:41 Ibiza - Ibiza Blues Swing 01:37 K Vassiliadis Ft Marien - Den Efiges Lepto (Dub Mix) 01:33 Vio Beach - Piano Chillout (Ambient Dream Mix) 01:28 Alex Cortiz - Fingerprints 01:23 Visit Venus - Home 01:19 Brooke - 1 Want To Know What Love Is (Balearic Hypno Dub) 01:13 Timewarp Inc - Epic Tones Feat Rxn (Sundayman 01:08 Floatation Feat. Pierre - Beautiful (Dub) 01:02 Jjos - Lonely (Feat. María La Caria) Manu López-saxo (Lounge Mix) 00:58 A$ap Rocky - L$d 00:52 Gold Lounge - Only A Dream 00:46 Banderas - This Is Your Life (Easy Life Mix) 00:41 Lemonjazz - Gypsy Woman (Erotic Bedroom Affairs Lounge Chill Mix) 00:35 Sine - Flying (Original Mix) 00:32 Mel. T Waters - Glass Reflections 00:24 Salt Tank - Sargasso Sea 00:20 Emapea - Laka 00:17 Moon Tribe - Moon Tribe 00:12 Ringo Orenji - Mikan 00:08 Karen Souza - Do You Really Want To Hurt Me 00:04 York - Bye Bye Baby (Chill Out Mix)

#1.FM - Chillout Lounge Radio #Chillout #Lounge #Downtempo #Ambient #Trance #2023 #February 2023

[theenaturalisticmystic]

11.13.22 ❤️‍🔥 Sunday's Magical Guide! 🕊

🔥🌞🌻👑🌻🌞🔥

Moon in Cancer

Color of the day: Orange

Incense of the day: Marigold

🔥🌞🌻👑🌻🌞🔥

🤗 Bright Blessings!

The moon continues to paddle her way gently through the sensitive swells of the Cancer Zodiac.

Continuously flowing forward, Luna will break the waves Monday morning before entering the steamy jungles of the lion, Leo.

However, for the day of the sun, our moon will stay in the waters of the crab, Cancer.

SUN'S DAY ENERGIES:

☀️ Sunday Spells:

Spells for Employment, Personal Illumination, Personal Power, Courage, Good Health, Gratitude, Happiness, Healing, Energy, Strength, Success.

☀️ Sunday Stones:

Amber, Carnelian, Citrine, Diamond, Ruby Sunstone, Tiger's Eye, Topaz.

☀️ Sunday Colors:

Amber, Gold, Orange, Yellow.

☀️ Sunday Chakras:

Solar Plexus:

Confidence, Power, Transformation, Will-Power.

Activate: Yellow. Balance: Brown.

Crown:

Consciousness, Cosmic Energy, Enlightenment, Knowledge, Spirituality.

Activate: Violet, Purple. Balance: Gold, White.

☀️ Sunday Herbs/Incense:

Angelica, Ash, Bay, Carnation, Celandine, Chamomile, Cinnamon, Daffodil, Daisy, Eyebright, Frankincense, Ginseng, Juniper, Lovage, Marigold, Orange, Palm, Peony, Rosemary, Rue, Saffron, St. John's Wort, Sunflower, Tea, Witch-Hazel.

☀️ Sunday Gods/Goddess:

Apollo, Aurora, Amaterasu, Brighid, God, Helios, Horus, Hyperion, Ilat, Inti, Krishna, Nut, Obatala, Ra, Rama, Sekhmet, Solaris, Sol, Sunna, Theia, Utu, Ye.

Blessed be!

@theenaturalisticmystic

[styledeficit]

10 October - 15 October weeknotes

Monday 10 October

Wake up with a splitting headache. And it’s raining. No walk.

At the end of the day, I smack my head into the open – yet slowly closing – boot of the car. It leaves a bump, a bruise and I finish the day as I started. With a headache.

Excellent work all round. 

Tuesday 11 October

I’m probably not the only person standing in a field, responding to people about work via email, Slack and WhatsApp, but I am the only person in this field. 

Two weeks ago, this was bare earth. On 30 September I wrote (and edited out) “In the newly ploughed fields you can see the seeds for next season sitting on the surface. I watch the birds eating them as fast as they find them. It’s a miracle anything grows.” And yet today the field is full of green shoots, each one resolutely casting its tiny shadow in the sun.

I avoid them by stepping gingerly into hoof prints on the bridleway, reply to yet another message, then decide I need to turn back. 

Today I was at my desk in the dark, before I’d even seen the frost – the first one of the season, I think? When work was in a good spot I looked outside and thought I had just enough time for a walk before the second starting of the day. The moon was bright last night and a cloudless sky means the temperature dropped. It’s 7am and 4 degrees. It was 12 degrees at this time yesterday morning.

In truth, I came out looking for a colour, but I don’t see it till I’m almost home. You need a cold morning, grass full of frost, sun just touching the rooftops and strong shadows. It’s the colour in the shadow. A bright blue. The best.

10 minutes after I get home, I hear our deadline has changed. Still true then: you should never start work early.

Wednesday 12 October

The sky is a flat, solid pink. Reminds me of a weekend in Athens and the time the weather app said simply, ‘Dust’.

Thursday 13 October

Rainy morning. I walk to the postbox and meet a neighbour on the way back. She changed jobs a while ago and now she works from home all the time. “I haaaaaaate it”. She’s on the way back from the corner shop. Didn’t need to go, just made up a reason to get out of the house. 

Our houses are the same. I ask which room she works in. She says “The cold one.” Me too.

Later: R becomes a Slack emoji dealer and I love it.

Friday 14 October

Drive home from Sussex. Watch glowing yellow rectangles flit past in the dark and wonder what it’s like to live in the houses behind them. Listen to Entroducing and feel a false, impending sense of doom. 

We went to see Nathan Coley chat to James Lavelle at Charleston, where a piece of his work is on display. It was good. Nathan was forthright and interesting (and spoke the most). It’s a writing festival – he doesn’t write, actually. He finds the words and repurposes them. 

When he was talking, he was talking about the physical pieces, but I wonder if there’s a whole other conversation to be had about the photographs. I ask him about it in the bar, but he says only that he has a photographer he works with. And he hates the newspaper photographers “they always take photos of the words in puddles”.

When I get home I look up the history of Charleston. It was the home of Vanessa Bell and Duncan Grant, of the Bloomsbury group. While Vanessa was in an open relationship with her husband, Clive Bell, she and Duncan had a child together, named Angelica. While Angelica was growing up she believed Clive Bell was her biological father. And Duncan took another lover called David Garnett. Later, Angelica married David Garnett, which means she married her father’s lover. 

Saturday 15 October

There’s a lot of kisses that go on in the street WhatsApp. More than email, more than texts. Probably not enough to make the Bloomsbury group blush but still, more than necessary, and I don’t know why. Seems to be a WhatsApp thing in general. I suppose I always assume it’s an ongoing conversation. I guess others think each message is the start of something new, with a beginning, a middle and an end. And an end is sealed with a kiss. xxx 

[innerangels]

ˑ ֗ ִ 𝒂𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚 𝒈𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝒄𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫.

── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──

born in 199x. colorado born, now residing in new york city. gifted kid burnout. former military brat. dark secrets. high–functioning addict. works at a bar in the city. wonderfully broken. obsessive. prone to jealousy. steely on the surface but desperate to be loved.

𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒔 : genuine, sweet, intelligent, open–minded, protective, caring

𝒏𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒔 : easily–influenced, addictive personality, obsessive, jealous, self–loathing

𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒔 : classic literature, dancing, writing, acting, coffee, animals, foggy and rainy weather, the outdoors

𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒔 : being alone, toxic positivity, instability, shallow relationships, spiders, gossip, criticisms, bright lights

𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒃𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉 : 15th september, 199x

𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒚 : virgo sun, cancer moon, aquarius ascendant, leo mars, virgo venus.

・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・

angelica grace carter was born in september 1998 to john and louise carter in denver, colorado. from the moment she learned how to talk, angelica displayed much potential. often likened to a wise little old lady trapped in a tiny child’s body, her parents were proud of how intelligent their only child was. this gift that they saw in her was nurtured carefully; growing up, with help from her substitute teacher mom, angelica had excelled academically, even skipping a couple of grades throughout elementary school under the ‘academic acceleration’ scheme. she enjoyed being a gifted kid — she thrived off of the pride displayed by her loved ones, and the praise that came hand–in–hand.

until her teen years, life was wonderful; though, her family had moved around a lot throughout her childhood due to her father’s role in the military. this left her with no real friends, attachment, or ties until her father was discharged from the air force due to poor mental health when she was eleven, and they were forced to relocate to colorado, where she would finally be enrolled in to a steady bricks and mortar school. though it worked out well for her, the discharge had led to a lot of issues at home — her father had become depressed, restless, frustrated, and oftentimes took out his anger on louise and angelica. while he was infrequently physically abusive, the emotional and verbal abuse was consistent, took its toll on louise, and led her to develop a resentment towards angelica, who oftentimes had it ‘easier’ when it came to the abuse as a result. the strained relationship between herself and her parents was a shock to the system, especially after the almost ethereal, loving, nurturing life she had once had. she had grown up with them being all she knew — this once warm relationship going cold felt like a punch to the gut, and is often attested to as her first heartbreak.

a once stable relationship had crumbled, and angelica’s grades and interest in academia (and pretty much everything else) had dropped entirely — opting instead to take a vested interest in things that made her feel less alone, things that helped her forget, and detach from the reality she had come to hate. this included attending parties with her newfound school friends, drinking and doing drugs, and getting up to things to purposefully put herself in positions that she would explain, ‘made her feel alive’. life had once been so full of colour and opportunity, and now it felt nothing short of hopeless, dingy, and grey.

her decreasing grades and change in demeanour had caught the ( much–desired ) attention from her parents, though it of course wasn’t the type she had craved. they were disappointed with her substance abuse, and her seemingly bizarre disinterest in doing well for herself — in succeeding, and making the beeline for a good college, a good job, and ultimately, a good life. they also had developed a dislike towards her newfound best friend, alyssa, who was a major player in pushing angelica to this point of no return. angelica would fiercely defend her friend, who would often show up at their family home with vodka in water bottles, and a baggie in her pencil case. yes, alyssa was a lost soul, and an atrocious influence — but she was the truest friend angelica had ever had.

by her senior year, she was just getting by; by the school’s standards, she was (by some miracle) on the lower end of average. whether it was her increasing age, or the sense of impending doom regarding her future, angelica became a less–frequent face at the football team’s ragers, and slipped back in to old habits — with new assistance, adderall abuse — obsessively studying, completing homework, ap classes, extra credit, extracurriculars, and even offering tutoring on the side. this straightening out led to a considerably lower amount of tension at home, and it finally felt like the sun was shining on her again after such a long period of darkness. friends, including alyssa, had taken a backseat to her mending relations with her family, and that didn’t seem like a problem to her. the summer and the freedom that came hand–in–hand with it was fast approaching, and promises of making it up to alyssa would often be spoken.

that is, until the week of graduation. angelica was supposed to be meeting up with alyssa to pick up some last–minute stuff, but had been ghosted. this wasn’t rare, but angelica’s intuition told her something was wrong — and this was the first time in her life that she had truly hated being right. upon showing up to alyssa’s house, she had been greeted with police, EMTs, and her hysterical mother bawling on the lawn. instantly her stomach dropped, and her nightmares had been realised. alyssa had overdosed on a lethal combination of booze and opioids. the same drugs that she had planned on taking this weekend with her.

in this moment, her heart had broken for a second time. in this moment, standing outside of her best friend’s family home, she intrinsically knew what had happened before even being told, and she hated herself for it. she should’ve been there. it should’ve been her.

the remainder of the school year passes by in a substance–fuelled blur, graduation turning into a pseudo–memorial and warning, that tone of hope that would be typical in a ceremony such as this absent, the harsh reality of life coming down on everybody when really they should’ve all been floating on cloud nine. angelica returned to that dark place, and this time it only got darker. alone, she had begged for god to take her away in the same vein as he had her best friend.

though starting therapy had somewhat helped her navigate her explosive emotions, she still opted to skip out on heading straight to college, instead taking a few years out to do that classic coming–of–age rite of passage: ‘finding oneself’. without alyssa, she’d lost her bearings, and needed to find them again or else she’d be stuck in this loop of getting clean and relapsing over and over again. that same stability she had resented in her childhood was suddenly more desired than ever.

present day, now in her early twenties, angelica has long flown the nest. many loves had come and gone, her heartbroken and mended a million times over since she had donned her cap and gown. her relationship with her parents had vastly improved since they’d discovered the truth of their daughter’s turmoil following her best friends death, and once–obsessive parents had become more supportive than pushy. though her path to sobriety has many twists and turns, she tries her best to live with her addictions for now — newfound friends and fellow lost souls surround her and lift her up in ways she feels she will never grow quite used to.

though she maintains a bit of an irresponsible party girl persona, having worked a myriad of retail, hospitality, and varying other jobs since the end of high school, angelica has acquired enough savings which will fund her big move to new york city. though her plans aren’t necessarily written in stone, she feels now that the world is her oyster, and plans to make the absolute best of whatever time she has left on this earth.

#𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕.

[sheraincorrectquotations]

Angelica: Now, for the last time, “your” is the possessive. Like “your shirt” or “your socks”, whereas “you’re” is a shortened version of “you are”.

Glimmer: My fire

Bow: The one

Adora: Desire

Mermista: Believe

Perfuma: When I say

Scorpia: I

Frosta: WANT

Entrapta: IT

Spinerella: THAT

Netossa: WAY

Seahawk: TELL ME WHY

Angelica, in a monotone: -do I even try to talk to any of you

#Source: ? #she ra #she ra princess of power #she ra princesses of power #she ra incorrect #she ra incorrect quotes #she-ra #she-ra incorrect #she-ra incorrect quotes #she-ra princesses of power incorrect #spop incorrect quotes #Angelica #She ra adora #adora #catra #bright moon #angelica bright moon #glimmer #princess glimmer #queen glimmer #queen angelica #Bow #She ra Bow #She ra Glimmer #She-ra glimmer #she-ra bow #seahawk #She-ra Seahawk #Frosta #she-ra Frosta

[lananiscorner]

About that tea blend merch...

Seeing a lot of FE3H tea discourse in the tags right now and I’m kind of confused that no-one has pointed out the obvious what-the-fuckery going on with the ingredient choices for some of these blends yet. So below the cut, I’ve put the ingredients of the tea blends that are being sold as FE3H merch, as listed here and translated by Google Translator (because I sadly don’t speak JP, so correct me if I’m wrong), adjusted for the names they have in-game, with their in-game description and my honest thoughts:

Bergamot: black tea / fragrance - “The bright notes of this tea stem from an infusion of citrus oils. This blend is highly favored by nobility.” - Okay, this makes sense--bergamot is a citrus fruit, bergamot tea is black tea + bergamot. No objections.

Dagda Fruit Blend: black tea, coffee / fragrance - “A stark, bitter fruit from Dagda makes this black tea particularly pungent. Connoisseurs enjoy its unique flavor.“ - I gotta ask: Where’s the fruit? Where is it? I don’t see a single fruit in here. They got the black tea and the coffee (bitterness) right, but where the fuck is the fruit?

Almyran Pine Needles: black tea - “This tea is comprised of oxidized pine needles from eastern Almyra, giving it a distinct, earthy tone.“ - They weren’t even trying. None of the shrubs/trees used for making black tea have pine needles.

Angelica Tea: Verveine, rosemary, eyebright, chamomile, green tea, lavender, Nikko maple, blueberry leaf, jasmine flowers - “A cleansing herbal tea blended with angelica.“ - This is actually called “Herbal tea” in the merch, but the closest to that in game is Angelica, which begs the question: Where the fuck’s the angelica? They put pretty much everything in there except the one thing the tea is known for in-game lol. At least this time they used green tea, not black.

Ginger Tea: black tea, ginger - “The sharp spiciness of ginger laces the body of this tea, unforgettable and brightening.“ - I will give them the benefit of the doubt here, since some ginger teas are actually made with black tea (although some are not).

Albinean Berry Blend: black tea, dried strawberry / fragrance, citric acid - “Dried Albinean berries give this black tea its fragrance. The sweet, relaxing scent is popular among many.“ - Nothing to critique here.

Four-Spice Blend: black tea, cinnamon, cardamom, clove, white pepper, black pepper - “A novelty tea blended with four unique spices inspired by the Four Saints. Enjoyment requires a mature palate.“ - So right of the bat, we have 5 spices in our 4 spice blend. Maybe the people who created this counted Saint Seiros too, in which case, take your pick which Saint inspired which spice (Cethleann is obviously the cinnamon and Seiros the white pepper, but the rest is debatable imo).

Chamomile: black tea, chamomile - “A stark white floral tea with bright notes, this blend calms the nerves and heightens concentration.” - You... do not... put black tea... in chamomile... omg, why would you... *shakes head* It is literally just chamomile + hot water + maybe a bit of honey.

Cinnamon Blend: black tea, cinnamon / fragrance - “An aromatic bark blend referred to as the king of spices. Its unique taste appeals to similarly unique people.“ - I know some RL cinnamon teas are made with black tea, but the in-game description mentions nothing of the sort, so this is kind of sus.

Mint Leaves: black tea, peppermint cut - “An invigorating mint blend that revitalizes and refreshes all who partake.“ - You... do not... put black tea... in mint tea... If you really want to use more than just mint and maybe honey, add green tea, but not black tea, wtf...

Crescent-Moon Tea: black tea, vanilla / fragrance - “Fermented dried seeds blended with tea leaves. It has a soft and subtle flavor, akin to the gentle light of the moon.“ - Nothing to say here. God knows what they thought of when they originally created that item in the game.

Sweet-Apple Blend: black tea, dry apple / fragrance - “A tea blended with two types of apple peels. Elegant and sweet, it is popular among common folk and nobles alike.“ - Okay, so they couldn’t even be bothered to use/specify two types of dried apple, that’s a good start, but I also gotta ask: “black tea” in a “sweet” blend? What? Ever heard of red tea? I have three different fruit blend teas in my kitchen right now--not a single fucking one of them uses black tea. Keep that shit away from my fruit blends.

Rose Petal Blend: black tea, rose red / fragrance - “Black tea laced with rose petals. A classic floral blend often enjoyed among Kingdom and Alliance nobles.“ - Good job, nothing to add.

Almond Blend: black tea, almonds / fragrances - “A refined, nutty tea that is blended with leaves and thinly sliced almonds.“ - While “almond tea” is called “tea”, it traditionally does not include any black/green/red/white tea.

Seiros Tea: black tea -  “A black tea common to the south of Almyra, it is fairly basic in its flavors. This is its common name in Fódlan.” - Okay.

Honeyed-Fruit Blend: black tea, marigold / fragrance - “A candied blend made up of dried, honeyed fruits. For anyone with a sweet tooth, this tea can't be beat.“ - Again, where the fuck are the fruits? What the hell is black tea doing in my fruit blend? They couldn’t be bothered to add a single bit of hibiscus, peach or literally anything fruity in there? (Side note: the actual plant “marigold” refers to here is of the genus tagetes, not calendula.)

Lavender Tea: black tea, lavender - “Tiny dried purple lavandula flowers are sprinkled into this refreshing floral tea.” - Similar to chamomile tea, putting black tea in lavender tea kinda defeats the purpose. Stop putting black tea in everything!!!!

Southern Fruit Blend: black tea, blue mallow, safflower, marigold / fragrance - “A blend with a unique dried fruit from the south. Popular for its intoxicatingly strong, bright notes.“ - Again: who. the. fuck. is. putting. black. tea. in. all. those. fruit. blends??? *incoherent screeching*

Leicester Cortania: black tea - “A specialty tea from the Alliance blended with a variety of leaves from the east. This tea is of the utmost quality.“ - Yes, this tea is so special, it has exactly the same ingredients as Seiros tea and nothing else, even though it is supposed to be made from a variety of leaves. So tea, much wow.

Tea of the Saints: post-fermented tea - “Even commoners have tried this cost-efficient tea, which is a mixture of herbs. It's a tad bitter.“ - Ironically, fermentation actually makes tea LESS bitter, so I really don’t know what they were going for here. Also note the dubious lack of herbs.

Bonus round: Hresvelg Blend: black tea, rose red, safflower / fragrance - “A high-quality blend of leaves procured specially for House Hresvelg. Its refined flavor brings sheer bliss.“ - This makes sense, considering the “crimson flower” CF refers to is a safflower.

TLDR: If you don’t like black tea, you’re fuuuuuuuucked. Whoever put these together clearly does not understand the appeal of herbal teas and fruit teas that very specifically do NOT include black tea.

#Fire Emblem: Three Houses #FE3H #FE3H merch #FE3H tea blends #one more reason why Byleth fails as a self-insert for me #they spend all day sipping all those black teas with people #I'd spit them out after 3 sips at best

[jungkook124]

svtfoe actor!au

a/n : i ship moontoffee but i will write moon!actress and toffee!actor first other svtfoe cast is later btw my actor!river was gay and ofc this au star was his ex-girlfriend 

name : troy(toffee) leonardo remiel sanchez

korean name : lee yeong-jae(이영재)

age : 45 

races : germany,columbian and italian,canadian,korean

religion : catholic

born :  1977  december 2 on Valencia in spain but raised in  Daejeon on korean

careers : actor - songwriter - music producer - singer coach - singer - model

btw he is singer like backstreet boys or justin timberlake or you can say 20s and he was still in his sing career and his debut debut “boyfriends” album,ofc his hits albums “ btw he dating his co-star from svtfoe it was actress moon and btw his actor debut on “ eyes of dawn” on kdrama series and “smart guys” on disney channel and he continue acting “euphoria” and “star’s vs forces of evil” ,“venom”,”goblin”,”good doctor” and his most hit show was “kingdom” on kdrama netflix series and most hits movies was “parasite” and he is oscar nominated and emmy winner,daesang nominated and  he is currently lives with moon on los angeles, btw he was producer for taylor swift and justin bieber,camila cabelo btw he was songwriter for bts and baekyun,txt,justin bieber and he even sing disney ost btw he was really in good terms with cast of svtfoe and he was grammy nominates and mtv music award winner, he was pretty well-known in global for his character in “eyes of dawn” and “svtfoe” btw he was debut as actor when he was 19 year old and his age when he was debut as singer when he was 15 year old before his acting career that all information btw he was ex-trainee in yg label btw he love creating music or song btw he was a-list celebrity and highest paid artist

label : island record - awesome ent(agents) - sony music publishing - disruptor record 

personality : tough,serious,chaotic and tender,funny, mood swings,caring, kind,mature,patience,calm,protective,flirty,polite,intelligient,lil cocky ,wise,introvert,sarcastic,loyal,lil annoying

intruments : vocal - guitar - piano - saxophone - bass

partner : moon olivia angelica taylor(girlfriend)

name : moon olivia angelica

age : 27

races : european,british and germany,dutch

religion : christian

born : 1995 november 10 on toronto canada but she raised in Chicago on american

careers : actress - model - film executive producer - songwriter - singer 

label :  Monster Talent Management Inc( agents)-  Columbia Records  -  Polydor Records

btw she was played as moon in svtfoe and her real hair is bright brown and she was singer under columbia record and polydor record and her debut at she was 17 year old as singer under columbia record btw her debut albums “we found love” and her song blew up “closer” in albums “romancitized” , and then her latest albums “and she was producing hits show like “riverdale” and “boy meet world,etc and she was grammy nominates and emmy nominates, she was debut as actor under monster talent management inc when she was 7 year old and she was debut in “mickey mouse club” and until now she was continue acting careers like “anne with e” and “ riverdale,”svtfoe” and etc, she was songwriter for selena gomez,zedd ,rihanna and nicki minaj btw she was a-list celebrity because she was emmy nominates and gold globe winner,grammy nominates,mtv winner that all for the formation btw her and troy realtionship being known as on and off relationship

personality : funny,brave and caring,kind,serious,cunning, patient,cold,introvert,sarcastic,loyal,intelligient,messy,mature,strict

instruments : viola - piano - guitar - vocal

partner : troy(toffee) leonardo remiel sanchez(boyfriend) 

#toffee svtfoe #moon svtfoe #svtfoe #star vs the forces of evil #svtfoe au #actor au #disney actor au #svtfoe actor au #moontoffee #actor!au

[dialovers-angelica]

Elian: “Angelica! I came to wish you a very happy birthday. Ah—Ah. The moon is looking very pretty tonight. I’m sure it’s because of you~ Hehe, that has to be the reason.”

[ He leans down a little to get a closer look at Angelica’s eyes. His look focuses a bit as he peers into her eyes that are dark enough to clearly reflect the moon above them. ]

Elian: “The moon is so bright it reflects perfectly in your eyes. It’s almost as if you have the sky in your eyes.”

[Happy Birthday Angelica 12.19.20] 

Ah Elian hello!  Thank you you so much! I- (...eh? He’s so close! eermmm...!) [Angelica’s cheeks were tainted with a rosy color and her heart was beating faster than usual. Her gaze focused on Elian’s face] 

( I never noticed before... but Elian has very beautiful and gentle features... He’s quite elegant.. Almost prince like... )

[Her thoughts were quickly interrupted when Elian spoke] 

My eyes...? [she cups her cheeks embarrassed] No one has ever said something so nice to me... T-thank you ... ( My face feels so warm! ) 

#SO CUTE #IT TOOK ME A WHILE TO FOCUS #Angelicaasks #Angelicainteractions #Elian #Diabolik oc #diabolik lovers oc #Diabolik Lovers

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You're doing prompts! Yesss you have no idea how happy that makes me cause I love you're writing so so so much its so amazing soo yayyyyyy 🥳🥳 can I request prompt 32? Things you said I wouldn't understand. Maybe some wolfstar? I'm just a slut for your fics so I would probably die if you wrote this. Even if you don't that's fine I never wanna pressure you soo yeah love you 💕💕

~Notes: Gorgeous, this message is literally so fucking kind and I am absolutely SOBBING!!!! You are such a fucking gorgeous soul! And this means the galaxy! And I’m sorry! This screams angst, but I had a really really fucking awful day, so I just wanted to escape with some fluff :( But if you want me to redo I promise I will! Or you can send me another prompt and I’ll write angst! I adore you!!!

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A Reblog Is Worth A Thousand Stars  »  Send Me A Prompt  » Things You Said That I Couldn’t Understand

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Sirius realizes on an ordinary Tuesday morning as he spills the chocolate chips into the batter of the first batch of flapjacks, that he and his husband of over a decade haven’t had a date night for three months.

Three! Ruddy! Months!

THat’s completely not on! especially considering that now that the twins have entered their terrible twos they’ve barely had any energy at all  to go beyond furtive hand jobs and messy kisses in almost just as long. Sirius misses his bloody husband damn it!

“Daddy?” Angelica asks with owlish eyes  from where she and her younger brother, Teddy, are standing on either side of him with their expectant  plates in hand. “You look peaky.”

“Like you’re gonna puke,” Teddy tacks on helpfully, his ordinarily tawny curls  turning a putrid shade of  green just to emphasize his point. And Sirius silently reminds himself to tell Tonks off for teaching his kid such rude gestures once she gets back from her honeymoon with that Muggle bird of hers.

“Oi, you guys are going to make your old man feel like he’s the Hogwarts squid if you keep on.” Sirius tells them with a soft tug on Angelica’s ponytail and a cluck of a tongue directed towards his son.

“You’re father’s probably still just getting use to the time difference after getting back from the states.”

Sirius straightens up— pulse spiking in that way it always has around Remus ever since they had first begun to go out as fifth years— and spots him padding into the kitchen, beautifully sleep rumpled and cradling a babbling Maeve in one arm, while her twin, Matthew, toddles along side them with a meaty thumb in his mouth. Though he immediately begins sprinting towards Sirius once realizing that he’s finally home from teaching those Americans the newly enhanced defense tactics that the British Aurors have been utilizing to successful degrees.

“THere’s my Matty,” he crows, lifting him up in the air and blowing a raspberry into his belly while the toddler squawks with glee.

“Daddy home! Daddy! Daddy!”

“And he brings with him enough noise to rival the frog choir,” Remus notes absently.

Sirius waggles his tongue over at him, heart stuttering when he watches the morning sun spilling through the wide partition and unspooling golden in Remus’s hair. “You need it, gorgeous, considering you couldn’t wake up to your own ruddy alarm.”

Remus smiles in that abashed way that’s always been more devious than most give him credit for, “It’s the seventh year Ravenclaws, I think they will actually end up giving me an aneurism with how much extra they write in the essays.”

“Alas, I’m too pretty to be a widow,” Sirius sighs, tossing Matthew up in the air once more and cradling him into  his arm before walking over to Remus and dipping down to kiss the corner of his mouth. “I’ve missed you.”

“You could’ve woken me up you know,” Remus mumbles, shifting from foot to foot while sliding Maeve into her high chair. “The moon’s not til tomorrow night.”

Sirius ducks his head, scratching the back of it with appropriate diffidence. “I just didn’t want to disturb you, love.”

Remus doesn’t catch his eye as he begins to walk over to the counter and brings the other portions of the meal to the table, lips pinched and shoulders stiff. “I’m not a total invalid, Sirius. I could welcome my husband home after a week apart.”

“What’s that mean, Tad?” Teddy asks, oblivious to the undercurrent of hurt in his father’s tone and  energetic as always while scrambling into his own seat around the breakfast nook, wide eyes glowing with that easy mirth that Sirius is thankful every day his children can feel without any lingering ghosts. “A, erm— In—valvid."

“It means your Tad’s a bit brassed off at me, Ted.” Sirius answers for him, affecting a light hearted cadence. "And that I better get round to finishing up breakfast or else he’ll give me that stiff upper lip of his.”

Remus pins him with a glare from over his shoulder while Sirius sets Matthew into his own seat besides his sister, but his features are softened and Sirius knows that it means he’s close to being forgiven.

“Daddy can I have blueberries in mine,” Angelica asks as he returns to the oven.

“Course, jellybean,” Sirius answers, adopting the pet name that Hope had called her granddaughter ever since they had brought her back from the hospital eight years ago. Sirius loved it even more once finding out that it was actually a reference to some sort of Muggle treat that Remus use to eat by the handfuls as a lad.

“OmyChocomydadzee,” Ted yells towards them with a wedge of cheese in his mouth before sticking his fork into the plate of sliced fruit so to waggle it in front of a giggling Maeve.

“Sorry, son, I don’t understand trollish. Or is that some sort of highly advanced Metamorphmagus language that your Aunty Dora has been teaching you on the sly that we lowly, ordinary wizards couldn’t possibly understand?”

Teddy rolls his bright eyes with a huff, swallowing down pointedly before speaking again. “Only chocolate in mine, just like Tad!”

“Manners, Ted, remember please and thank yous.” Remus says, long suffering as he eases down into his own seat and sips from the mug of coffee that Sirius had already prepared for him. “Though yes, I’d like mine to be chocolate too, Sirius, if you’re taking orders.”

Sirius grins indulgently at them before peering down to his eldest. “Angie darling, what shall we do with their teeth once they fall out from all that sugar?”

Angelica laughs glowingly, and Sirius brushes back her chestnut bangs with a reverent hand.”The snow warlock outdoors could use it since he’s only got a carrot nose after Matty ate the chocolate frogs we were s’pose to  use for his smile.”

“Brilliant!”

.-

After they’ve all eaten, Teddy and Angelica race outside to await the Potters amidst shouts of “Shut your trap,” from a peeved off Teddy every time Angelica taunts him over his crush on Effie, and the twins dig into their toy chest in the living room while Sirius and Remus spell away the mess that always ensues after a meal with the Lupin-Blacks.

“Andromeda wants us to bring the Christmas pudding this year,” Remus idly tells Sirius while he enchants the dishes to begin washing themselves with a graceful flick of his wand. Remus ordinarily prefers cleaning them by hand, so Sirius has an inkling that the impending full moon has already  begun aching in his bones. Merlin’s saggy bollocks does he wish this new, experimental potion would just escape the bureaucracy of the Ministry so that the man who is his other half could at least have a small relief.

“Is that along with the wine and fresh cranberry sauce she’s asked for?” Sirius says, saddling up behind Remus, bending slightly so to nuzzle his nose along the hollow of his long neck.

“Mmm, she thought you might say that, and wanted to kindly remind you that she carried a set of twins for us when she was forty even though we promised that Ted would be the last sprog.”

“Pff, as if I’d let potter outdo us.”

“We definitely didn’t let that happen,” Remus snorts. “The twins and Pip will surely be the next generation Marauders, God save Minerva.”

“Exactly!” Sirius sneers, locking his arms around Remus’s torso. “Besides ’s not like it’s our fault Meda’s bloody eggs decided on a two for one deal.”

Remus stifles a laugh, leaning back into the embrace and setting his hand over Sirius’s where he’s begun thumbing small circles against his abdomen. “Yes, well if you’d like to have that argument with her?”

“Oh, she’s full of it. I know that the twins are her favorites, spoils them rotten I tell you Moons.”

“Well it’s hard not to with such cute faces,” Remus says, turning his head slightly so to peer over at the pair of them through the doorway. Maeve is munching on the leg of her barbie and Matthew is clashing together pieces of two completely contradictory puzzles. Sirius swears that his chest might implode with the love he feels for his chaotic, little family.

“Course they’re cute, Moons,” he says loftily instead of the incredibly sappy emotions that are flooding his insides. “They’re are kids, cute is in the genes.”

“Cocky bastard,” Remus snorts before turning around in his arms and kissing him full on the mouth. And yes, the sight of Remus curled around the latest essay he’s meant to be marking up with the baby monitor for the twins’s room clutched in his left fist, was an absolute heavenly sight, but Sirius thinks this more hands on approach is a much more appropriate welcome after dealing with an ocean between them and six nights apart.

“Mmm, does this mean I’m not in the dog house anymore?” Sirius asks hopefully, trailing a path of kisses along Remus’s jawline and stopping at the hinge where it meets his neck so to suck only slightly, reveling in the beautifully familiar taste of his husband.

“You were never in the dog house you daft mutt,” Remus reproves in a voice that could’ve been caustic if it weren’t for his words going breathy half way through and his hands clutching tightly onto Sirius’s shoulders. “’S just— Just… Nothing.”

Sirius feels his stomach twist, pulling off of him with a scowl set on his face, and refusing for Remus to just brush this aside, the way he’s always want to do instead of talking about anything that actually might be hurting him. Like he’s afraid that his sodding feelings are somehow a burden, the self-possessed bastard.

“Tell me,” he intones, brooking no arguments while he gently takes Remus’s face in hand so he can’t look away.

His gorgeous features twist up, indignant and mulish, but they relax almost just as quickly, a defense tactic that’s melt away almost completely after so long of being intwined with one another in the most intimate of ways.

“Sirius, there was a time that you could hardly keep your hands off of me after being away for less than half as long,” Remus tells him, voice wavering only slightly. “And I understand if it’s getting tiring having to parent around the moon’s schedule—“

“What the bloody fuck are you talking about,” Sirius really meant to listen to him all the way through, he did! But he can’t help just how furious he got at the sound of that absolutely ridiculous conclusion Remus has somehow conjured up in his impossible mind. Positively hates how this is still such a point of sensitivity Remus has when it regards to their relationship.

“Sirius—“

“Don’t be a completely idiotic arse, Lupin!” Sirius very nearly shouts, absolutely broiling. “You are the love of my life, and I wouldn’t change a single sodding thing about us! And I swear to Merlin or Morgana or whoever the fuck else, that if you begin speaking such rubbish again, I’ll have to lock you up in our bedroom, and show you just how intensely I mean that.”

Remus’s face has gone flushed throughout Sirius’s diatribe, and his hazel eyes twinkle with that adoring way of his that always makes Sirius’s heart lodge somewhere in his diaphragm. “Lupin-Black.”

“Pardon?”

“You called me Lupin, it’s Lupin-Black now, has been for quite a while.”

Sirius chuckles lowly, feeling his righteous anger  deflate as  he crowds Remus against the kitchen island and presses their foreheads together. “You done being a senseless sod then?”

Remus locks his hands around Sirius’s neck, kisses his cupids bow with a tender earnestness. “You still could’ve woken me up.”

“I just wanted to make sure that you wouldn’t be exhausted for tomorrow, love.” Sirius reiterates, kissing him with feeling before pulling apart once more. “Though if I’m being totally honest,  I would’ve liked it if you could’ve wanked me off in hello.”

“That’s all you would’ve wanted?” Remus asks smugly, the tip of his index finger tracing idl patterns  against Sirius’s neck.

“Mmm, don’t tease me, Moony.” Sirius tells him before sharing another snog. “I was just thinking earlier on that it’s been three ruddy months since I’ve had you to myself for the entire night.””

Remus’s smile brightens, “Oh yeah? You’ve missed that have you?” He bucks forwards, and Sirius can feel him pressed completely against his front.

“I think I might go mad very, very soon, Mssr Moony if we don’t correct this most awful of grievances.”

Remus laughs fondly, kissing the tip of his nose with a smile on his face. “Well I reckon that the twins are old enough to sleep through the night, and Grandma Lupin is always asking after them.”

Sirius brightens ten fold, “Really?”

“I’m sure the kids won’t mind spending an extended weekend on the Welsh coast.” Remus nods.

“Right, good. Yes! Let’s use that tellamabob thing.”

“But the kitchen’s still a mess.”

“Remus, please have mercy on me,” Sirius begs with his best pleading look until his husband finally relents in that worldweary way of his, even if it’s him who snatches Sirius’s wrist and drags him to that muggle contraption, an excited jittering to his grasp all the while.

Sirius is irrecoverably in love with such a bellend.

~*~

My Wolfstar FIC Masterlist

#WOLFSTAR #REMUS LUPIN #SIRIUS BLACK #REMUSXSIRIUS #SIRIUSXREMUS #HARRY POTTER SERIES #MARAUDERS #SPILT INK #SUGARPLUMS #Sweetest babes

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Hed) 17:52 Chris Coco Mts Afterlief - Home 17:45 Chilloutlounge - Allstars 17:38 Chicane - Low Sun 17:33 Noel - Chalito - Ibiza Chillhouse Lounge Mix 17:27 James Bright - Be 17:21 De Clive-lowe, Mark - Day By Day 17:16 Sofa Sweeper - Voice Of Core 17:08 Matenda - Orphean Layback Remix 17:03 Alessandro Boschi - Sentosa 16:57 Lullaby Lounge - Chill Del La Mer (Blank Cafe Relax Mix) 16:50 Sin Plomo & Torsten Stenzel - Sweet Suffering 16:45 Blue Six - Love Yourself 16:39 Pusteblume - Cold As Ice (Beautiful Chillout Mix) 16:33 Ypey - Love In Spain 16:27 Koru - I Believe 16:23 Alex Cortiz - Glamourgirl 16:18 Mastermind - Empty Road 16:13 Moon De Lounge - La Mer Se Calme ( Mounier Oriental Sunset Dub Mix) 16:07 Miraflores - Waves Of Love 16:01 Frank Borell - Wake Up In Paradise 15:56 Ling Ludd - Waterfront Dub 15:52 The Avener & Mazzy Star - Fade Into You (The Avener Rework) 15:48 A$ap Rocky - L$d 15:44 Collective Sound Members - Journey To A Dream (Original) 15:39 Karminsky Experience Inc - Departures 15:33 Jo Manji - Lazy Loungin 15:29 For - For Want Of Her 15:25 Jeff Woodal - Silver Birch 15:20 Noise Boyz - Honeytrap (Keys & Trumpet Mix) 15:10 Mysticage - The Lips Of The Sun (Original) 15:07 Claes Rosen & Natalie Peris - Stay 15:03 York Ft Asheni - Iceflowers 14:58 Tranquillo - Elaborated Compassion 14:53 Heso - Never Ending Time 14:47 Tosca - Mango Di Bango 14:42 Mahoroba - Faire On Tour (Jazzmatic Lounge Mix) 14:37 Rhodescreen - Peace System (Original Mix) 14:32 Jjos - Breathe 14:27 Esteban Garcia Vs. Subworks - Runnin (Jazzy Dub Mix) 14:22 Juan Belda & Carlo Galimberti - Wine Sessions 14:17 Manoa - Repeat It In Slow Motion (Trippin Clouds Mix) 14:10 Noel - Hold Me (Relax Lounge Cafe Chillout Mix) 14:04 Man In The Moon Feat.debora Vilchez - Fragil 13:59 Un Homme Et Une Femme - Une Rose Pour Emily (Cafe Hotel French Del Mar Mix) 13:53 Pilgrims Of The Wind - Nothing Can Pull Us Apart 13:48 Thomas Lemmer - I Like It 13:41 Jerome Isma-ae - Underwater Love 13:37 Zero 7 - In The Waiting Line 13:33 Faith Hill - Love Ain't Like That 13:27 Remote - Postcard 13:23 Morcheeba - Under The Ice 13:18 Gold Lounge - Only A Dream 13:13 Blank & Jones - Desire 13:08 Soleil Fisher - Beautiful Nights In Ibiza (Tribute To Cafe Del Mar Mix) 13:01 Roger Sanchez - Lost (Ibizarees The Unforgotten Mix) 12:56 Flume Feat. Andrew Wyatt - Some Minds 12:51 Melibea - Jam In Dawn 12:48 Adrien Aubrun - My Last Poem 12:43 Ku You - 40 Degrees 12:38 Air - La Femme D'argent 12:30 Kosta Rodriguez - Blue Grass 12:24 Henderson - Rain (Desansis Chill Out Mix) 12:15 Joey Fehrenbach - Grandfather 12:11 Fragile State - Every Day A Story 12:05 Visit Venus - Home 11:57 Nore Elle - Desert Storm 11:51 Farbor Resande Mac - Stockholmsnatt 11:48 Mystique - Essences (Rico Van Basten Chill Mix) 11:43 Aaron Bass - On The Beach 11:38 Jjos - Lonely (Feat. María La Caria) Manu López-saxo (Lounge Mix) 11:32 Ralph Hildenbeutel - Hommage A Noir 11:27 Nimino - The Back Of Your Hands (Ft. Ashe) 11:21 Steven Solveig - Boa Noite 11:14 Dj Disse - Walk On The Wild Side 11:08 Avalona - Empty Streets 11:04 Conjure One - Make A Wish 10:57 Sly - Like Love (Original Mix) 10:52 Noel - Chalito (Ibiza Chillhouse Lounge Mix) 10:46 Peter Linski Experience - Everything Flows 10:42 Out Of Sight - Comfort (Afterlife Mix) 10:38 Flamingo - My Friend (Mercer & Gissal Chilled Version) 10:33 Autopilot - Seen It All 10:29 Monique Bon - La Musique 10:23 Kaxamalka - True Vibe 10:17 Jjos - Foolish Game (Feat. Deary's) (Evolution Vocal Mix) 10:12 Sunsea - Light The Fire (Chillout Mix) 10:07 Shivana Faction - Talking In Whispers 09:59 Groove Armada - Inside My Mind 09:52 Fenomenon - Pacific Memories 09:47 Dab - Pure Joy 09:40 Kosta Rodriguez - Purple Sky 09:35 Ringo Orenji - Mikan 09:30 Ac - Meditarrean Sundance 09:26 Verbal Kint Feat. Judie Jay - Break My Dreams (Original Live Mix) 09:21 Bay Area - Santa Monica Blvd (No 17 Mix) 09:16 Gary B - Love Rain Down 09:10 Dj Milews - Children (Ambient Del Mar Winter Cafe Mix) 09:04 Lemonjazz - Gypsy Woman (Erotic Bedroom Affairs Lounge Chill Mix) 08:57 More Than Ever People - Levita 08:52 Mark's & Henry's - The Making 08:48 Shakes Seven - Best Friends 08:44 Elmara - Training 08:35 Toka Kakabadze - Urban 08:30 Jeff Woodal - Your Love (The Dark) 08:27 Vibraphile - Waiting For You (Instrumental) 08:20 Madonna - Secret (Difrankz' 2003 Confidential Chill Out Mix) 08:16 Air - Lost Message 08:13 K Vassiliadis Ft Marien - Den Efiges Lepto (Dub Mix) 08:11 Isan - No. 1 (Lent Et Douloureux) 08:04 Synthetic Substance - Unreal 08:01 Michael Hummer - Coffee 07:57 Jupiter Jack - Blank Space 07:50 Moon De Lounge - Melodia Amore - Buddha Lounge Bar Chillout Mix 07:44 Pep Llado Feat. Antonio Martin - Vai Vedere 07:41 Sunlounger - Balearic Breakfast(Chill) 07:35 Ohm-g - Relax 2 The Max 07:28 Deep-dive-corp. - The Island 07:23 Limelight - Oxygene 4 07:18 Strange Voices - All Right For Now (3 Times Infinity Mix) 07:14 A$ap Rocky - L$d 07:08 Blue Chakra - Free From You (Half Tempo Long Chill Mix) 07:03 Maricopa - Sun Scope 06:57 Orange Music - Islandlover (Monotonic Trip Mix) 06:51 Sweet Velvet - Recalling The Rising Sun 06:47 Moon Tribe - Moon Tribe 06:41 Pacator - Tränen (Marcielo Ambient Mix Instrumental) 06:35 Bright And Beautiful - Night Rains - Sound Of Ibiza Mix 06:33 William Orbit - Love My Way 06:26 Nautic - Freedom Of The Floor (Open Space Remix) 06:19 Schwarz & Funk - Night Over Bangkok 06:16 Emapea - Laka 06:10 Rae & Christian - Still Here 06:06 Flume Feat. Andrew Wyatt - Some Minds 06:01 Guss - Milesing 05:54 Aurosonic, Denis Karpinskiy & Kate Louise Smith - They Wait For Us (Chill Out Mix) 05:48 Lenny Mac Dowell - Zanzibar Feeling 05:44 Saigenji - No Meio Da Chuva 05:39 Sunset People - Summer Madness (White Sand Cut) 05:36 Starlive Cafe - Playa Del Mar (Chillout Mix) 05:31 Sleepingroom Armada - Hope - Easy Erotic Groove Lounge Mix 05:25 Mamani - Glowing Desert (Aloe Trumpet Mix) 05:20 Afterlife & Kid Stone - Sleazebag 05:15 Sofa Sweeper - The Sad Side Of The Street (Mellow Guitar Mix) 05:11 Afterlife - Espalmador 05:06 Alex Baratini - My Play (Chill Out Mix) 05:02 Brooke - 1 Want To Know What Love Is (Balearic Hypno Dub) 04:58 Ben Leela - Dreaming A Dream 04:53 Omnimotion - Cozy Life 04:49 Chris Malinchak - So Good To Me 04:43 Vargo - The Moment 04:40 Tall Paul Vs Inxs - Precious Heart 04:35 Ziller - Pearl & Dean 04:29 Blank & Jones Feat. Cathy Battistessa - Miracle Man (Beached Mix) 04:24 Smooth Deluxe - Ibiza Sundown (Cafe Buddah Mix) 04:20 Noise Boyz - With My Own Eyes (Keys Of Da Sea Mix) 04:15 Sunsea - Light The Fire 04:10 Mandrave & Miyagi - Asian Lights 04:06 Fidelity - You Don't Know 04:00 Leaking Shell - After Hour 03:53 The Man Behind C. Feat.debora Vilchez - Fluye 03:47 Joey Fehrenbach - Edison Cylinder 03:42 L'art Mystique - Le Jardin Secret 03:37 Pensees - She 03:32 Listening Deluxe - Guitar Dreams (Short Aqua) 03:26 Simon Bareilles - The Sound Of Silence (Feat. Sara Keys) 03:21 Ohm-g & Bruno - Jungle Light 03:16 Scott Simmons - Children (Mediterr-asian Chill Mix) 03:13 Nouvelle Vague - Love Will Tear Us Apart 03:07 Gary B - Set Me Free 03:00 Dj Lounge Del Mar - Sentosa Beach Cafe - Tribute To Cafe Del Mar Guitar Mix 02:57 Gabriel Le Mar - Seaside (Original Vrsion) 02:54 Oh Wonder - Technicolour Beat 02:51 Afterlife - How Does It Feel 02:45 Night Traffic - Rain 02:39 Guenter Haas - Ai Fu Lin 02:31 Milews - Miami Beach View - Sunset Del Mar Cafe Lounge Mix 02:25 Madonna - Frozen 02:22 Synthetic Substance - Eternity 02:17 Triangle Sun - Beautiful 02:12 Digby Jones - Pina Colada 02:08 Synkro - Memories Of Love 02:03 Dreamscape - Electric Emotion 01:58 Manoa - Walk This Way 01:52 Steen Thottrup - El Alba 01:48 Andras & Oscar - (I Know) What You Want 01:44 Airstream - Electra 01:39 Merge Of Equals - Clear Blue Sky (Original Mix) 01:34 The Fray - How To Save A Life 01:29 Sangar - My Breeze 01:25 Marc C. Griso - Sex, The First Time 01:17 Universe Music - Guitar Beach Lounge 01:13 Erotic Lounge Deluxe - Gimme The Night 01:07 Jjos & Fede Garcia - Foolish Game (Feat Deary's) 01:01 Lux - Head Centre 01:00 Costes - Stéphane Pompougnac - Green Tree 00:55 Coyoteeve Feat Saro - Tribastone 00:48 Rue Du Soleil - Essential Feelings 00:42 Aural Float - Still Here 00:36 Good Chillaz - No Motion (Jazz Relax Mix) 00:30 Sven Andersson Iii - Journey To Your Soul (Cosmic Cycle Buddha Lounge Bar Mix) 00:24 Sine - Morning 00:20 Camille - In A Manner Of Speaking 00:13 Salt Tank - Sargasso Sea 00:06 Rollercone - Daydreaming 00:02 The Weeknd - Earned It

#1.FM - Chillout Lounge Radio #Chillout #Lounge #Downtempo #Ambient #Trance #2023 #February 2023

[theenaturalisticmystic]

10.30.22 🧿 Sunday Magick 🎃

Moon in Capricorn

36% waxing crescent

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Bright Blessings!

The Moon stays in the resilient and mythical sign of Capricorn. Capricorn is an earth ruled sign. Capricorn energy is goal-oriented and demands structure and routine.

This goats energy can have you feeling somewhat detached from the present moment, while Scorpio energy will swoop in waves with over-over-reality checks.

Regardless, both signs have a wonderful and unique sense of humor to remind us not to take life too seriously. We might even cope with some dark humor.

We must flow or swim.

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Today's Correspondences:

☀️ Sunday Spells:

Spells for Employment, Personal Illumination, Personal Power, Courage, Good Health, Gratitude, Happiness, Healing, Energy, Strength, Success.

☀️ Sunday Stones:

Amber, Carnelian, Citrine, Diamond, Ruby Sunstone, Tiger's Eye, Topaz.

☀️ Sunday Colors:

Amber, Gold, Orange, Yellow.

☀️ Sunday Chakras:

Solar Plexus: Confidence, Power, Transformation, Will-Power.

Activate: Yellow. Balance: Brown.

Crown: Consciousness, Cosmic Energy, Enlightenment, Knowledge, Spirituality.

Activate: Violet, Purple. Balance: Gold, White.

☀️ Sunday Herbs/Incense:

Angelica, Ash, Bay, Carnation, Celandine, Chamomile, Cinnamon, Daffodil, Daisy, Eyebright, Frankincense, Ginseng, Juniper, Lovage, Marigold, Orange, Palm, Peony, Rosemary, Rue, Saffron, St. John's Wort, Sunflower, Tea, Witch-Hazel.

☀️ Sunday Gods/Goddess:

Apollo, Aurora, Amaterasu, Brighid, God, Helios, Horus, Hyperion, Ilat, Inti, Krishna, Nut, Obatala, Ra, Rama, Sekhmet, Solaris, Sol, Sunna, Theia, Utu, Ye.

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🌒 Waxing Crescent Magick:

Attracting energy, growth in mind body soul, self-healing, abundance, planting seeds of intentions, candle magick, love, success, Luck

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🐐 CAPRICORN INCENSE:

Musk, Frankincense, Lemon, All Citruses, Sandalwood, Vervain, Clove, Cassia, Cinnamon, Amber Resin.

🐐 CAPRICORN CRYSTALS:

Blue Sodalite, Amethyst, Tiger's Eye, Rose Quartz, Snowflake Obsidian, Clear Quartz, Rainbow Fluorite, Malachite, Garnet.

🐐 CAPRICORN CHANT:

"Thank you, Dear Moon, for uniting me to the stability and practicality of the Goat. Just like her, I am ambitious and determined to achieve my goals!" (you repeat the chant to build up the energy to cast your spell)

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Thee Naturalistic Mystic

Artist: Me

#magick #witchcraft #energy #witch #plants #chants #onelove #planets #eclectic magick

[oftaunt]

Is that GREYSON 'GREY' MARX? Wow, they do look a lot like EMILY ALYN LIND. I hear SHE is a NINETEEN year old JUNIOR who are studying CULINARY ARTS at Luxor University. Word is they are an ARISTOCRAT student who is FOR The Unhinged. You should watch out because they can be JUDGEMENTAL and IMPATIENT, but on the bright side they can also be CREATIVE and OUTGOING. Ultimately, you’ll get to see it all for yourself. EXTRACURRICULARS: gsa, gymnastics, stage manager of the drama club

hey kiddos !! my name is sunny (they/them) and this is greyson. i’m very stoked to be here !! under the cut is a brief stats check. if you’re looking for lore, check out her docs page linked below !!

ABOUT

s  t  a  t  i  s  t  i  c  s  

full  name ,  nicknames  :  greyson mauve marx  ,  grey  ,  g

age  ,  dob  ,  zodiac :  nineteen  , october 28  ,  scorpio

hometown  :  brooklyn  ,  ny

gender  ,  pronouns :  demiperson  , she / they

orientation  :  bisexual , demiromantic

height :  5′4″

relationship status :  taken ( @jordxander )

occupation  :  student  /  aspiring pastry chef

language(s)  spoken  :  english  -  fluent   ,   french  -  advanced

similar  characters  :  allison hargreeves  (  the umbrella academy  )  ,  anita (  west side story )  ,  angelica schyuler  (  hamilton  )  ,  caroline forbes   (  the vampire diaries  )  ,  jennifer jareau  (  criminal minds  )  ,  joan halloway  (  mad men  )  ,  sailor mars  ( sailor moon  )

p  e  r  s  o  n  a  l  i  t  y

your reluctant parent friend.. come crash on the couch, do you need water, etc.

doesn’t come off as a pompous and spoiled aristocrat, but her clothes says otherwise

can be a bitch, will make you feel absolutely judged with just one look

if she likes you and considers you a friend, they would do anything for you

whenever she gets sick, she doesn’t like to see anyone. it makes her feel weak

has dinner parties for their friends, it’s always a ball and the food is always on point

LOVES to BAKE !! she has her on campus side hustle, making cakes and pastries for all types of events . she’ll experiment with flavor profiles and could always use taste dummies

the type to drink red wine at an intimate gathering rather than go out and get sloshed/do something reckless

they get angry/annoyed very easily, her favorite pasttime is holding grudges

h  a  b  i  t  s

swearing |  fingernail  chewing  | slouching |  slurring  |  drinking |  smoking  |  drugs | impulse  decisions |  obsessive  phone  checking  |  bad  time  management |  slang  |  poor grammar  | overworking  |  slacking  off |  over  sleeping | under sleeping |  skin picking |  poor  eye  contact  |  lying | rambling | skipping  breakfast | junk  food  | self  criticism |  procrastinating | day  dreaming |  forgetful  |  envious  |  jealous |  gossiper |  drama  whore |  secret  teller |  skipping  class  |  spitting  | lip  licking | lip  chewing |  drinking  from  the  carton |  yelling  |  too  much  internet  |  poor  hygiene  |  impatient | hot headed |  biased  | complaining |  scab  picking  |  buzzfeed |  cheek  biting |  teeth  gnashing  |  shoplifting  | scamming  |  speeding | hair  pulling |  large  ego |  exaggerating  | fidgeting |  free  loading  |  littering  |  one  -  upping  | whining |  borrowing  without  returning  |  unnecessary  aggression |  plagiarism  |  copying  |  glaring  | spacing  out | ignoring  |  over  critical  | messy |  hateful  |  overly  prideful

#luxintro #* // ♦︎ grey ( MUSINGS. ) #like this and i'll swing into ur dms for plots

[itskateak]

Mint Ice Cream & Bubblegum Kisses - Chapter Three

(Bucky Barnes x Single Dad!Reader)

Series Summary: Y/N L/N works as an intel specialist at the Avenger’s Compound. He scans chatter on the international - and intergalactic - level for any information that might be helpful to the Avengers and other agents. But he’s also a single father to a beautiful eight-year-old girl: Angelica L/N. It’s tough raising a little girl on his own and working a full-time job, but he’s managing. A promotion has him launched up in rank at the Compound, leading him to work directly with the Avengers team. The only problem is it’s a 24/7 job. Life around the compound gets a little strange when his daughter is added to the mix of enhanced humans and ex-assassins.

Chapter Summary: Angelica seems to be settling in nicely and Y/N is still getting used to having his kid around in his workplace. Especially when she's known to be a little mischievous.

Word Count: 2.6

Warnings: Fluff, pranks, like four swear words, discussion of PTSD but it's very brief. Like very brief.

A/N: this is in light of me recently being able to play Black Widow for work. as I said in the last chapter, things will be moving a lot quicker

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Angelica snuck down the hall toward the common room, trying to keep her steps light or as close to silent as she could get them. She resisted the urge to look up at the ceiling, knowing Peter was just above her. This was a new system they were trying out where Angelica went first as a decoy and Peter would follow for the proper scare.

They had a shared love of harmless pranks and therefore had started a small prank war on the other inhabitants of the compound. At first, it had only been against each other, but they figured out that they could do way more if they teamed up. 

Y/N had warned them not to do anything too bad, knowing how some of the people in the compound were affected by sudden surprises. He'd sat Angelica down and explained what Post Traumatic Stress Disorder was and how what she might perceive as a harmless trick might trigger something or cause a breakdown. 

She had understood and in her very solemn way promised to run her more "fear factor" ideas by him first just to be safe. When he did shut down her ideas, she never argued and dropped the plan. Confuse not abuse was their motto.

Y/N, meanwhile,  was working in his office, watching text scroll across his screen. There was a lot less than when he worked general intel, but that didn't mean he could focus any less. Any small detail could make or break whether the information was crucial or not. Everything that came across his screen was very important, but some things had to be taken note of.

He had mastered reading and writing at the same time, his shorthand notes making no sense to anyone but him. He'd learned that the week before when he passed the intel off to Tony and he just stared blankly at the paper. Now, he translated his notes so others could understand. Sometimes, he couldn't tell what he was meaning to say.

A transmission from The Benatar came through and he pulled his seat closer. It was just a simple message about their whereabouts and where they were headed. Gamora had signed it off, saying that it was nice to meet him and that whenever they stopped by next, they had to properly meet. He wrote down their message before typing a message in response.

Received. Glad to know you all are safe and having fun up there. Stop by anytime you want. My daughter would be overjoyed to meet all of you. 

 - Y/N 

Y/N leaned back in his chair, taking up a pen to make notes as information on underground movements possibly related to Hydra agents flooded in. More bases had been popping up recently, despite Steve's attempts to drag them all down in the past. Instead of being against the Winter Soldier, though, he was with them. Which gave them the upper hand since he knew their inner workings.

A knock on his office door made him glance up. Bruce stood in the doorframe, his knuckles still against the wood of the door. He gave a shy smile. "Am I interrupting?"

"Not at all. Come on in, Bruce." Y/N set his pen down and rolled his chair to the end of his desk. "What can I do you for?"

"I just came by to see how you were settling in. We haven't talked much since you were offered the promotion." Bruce sat tentatively on the couch, looking very unsure of himself. 

"Things have been going well. It's nice of you to stop by, though." Y/N swiveled back and forth casually. "I like having my own office."

"It's great, huh? I have a whole lab to myself most of the time. Tony invades my space once in a blue moon but he has his own lab somewhere else." Bruce relaxed a little, laughing gently. 

"Angelica breaks the peace at least twice a day, but she's my kid so it's not as annoying. Except when I really have to focus. Then I kick her out for a bit." He said with a lopsided grin.

"She wanders into my lab every so often to say hello or ask for help with her science homework. She's lovely." Bruce smiled. "Very bright."

"Yeah, she is...I can't keep up with her at this point. She's going to surpass my skills soon." He chuckled, shaking his head. "Good thing she's got you guys to check her science. I barely passed it in high school."

"Really? I wouldn't have expected that from you." Bruce said.

"I was okay up through my sophomore year but once I hit physics, I lost all understanding. Algebra was never my strong suit, either." Y/N rolled his eyes. Bruce was going to respond when shouting down the hall caught their attention. 

Peter sprinted by the office, yelling over his shoulder: "Every man for himself!"

Angelica was a few seconds behind him and she slid into her father's office. "Hide me! Quick!" She slipped around his desk and curled up underneath it.

"Kiddo, what are you doing?" Y/N asked, giving her an amused look.

"Shhhh!" She shushed him and pressed herself into the corner, covering her mouth to hide her giggles. 

"Peter Benjamin Parker! Angelica Ellaine L/N! Get your butts back here!" Natasha seemed to be the source of the yelling as she stormed down the hall. She paused at the door to the office, leaning casually in the doorframe. "Hey, boys. You seen a tall spider or a little monster recently?"

Angelica shook her head vigorously in her father's peripheral vision. He pretended not to see her, making sure not to look anywhere close to her location. "Snitches don't get cookies." She whispered as quietly as possible.

"What'd she do now?" Y/N asked. He had to uphold the Code. Snitches don't get cookies, and he'd never betray his daughter.

"She tried to jumpscare me and then Peter swung down from the ceiling and scared the hell out of me." Nat folded her arms over her chest. "So, I'm trying to grab both of them to dump them in the pool."

Y/N laughed and shook his head. "I haven't seen her, except for a few seconds ago. She ran by on Pete's heels."

"Bruce, have you seen them?" Nat turned her gaze to the scientist, who suddenly grew visibly nervous. 

"Uh," He glanced at Y/N. "They ran by just a minute ago."

"Uh-huh...Well, I guess I'll just keep looking." Nat pushed off the doorway and started to leave before poking her head back in. "You're still a terrible liar, Bruce." She winked and disappeared.

"Is it safe?" Angelica whispered.

"Yep. Come on out." Y/N rolled back a little bit to give her space to move out. "Good luck out there, kiddo. Watch your back."

"Thank you, Mr. Banner! You deserve a cookie." Angelica smiled at Bruce, the full personification of the smiley-face emoticon. She snuck to the doorway and glanced down the hall before turning the same way Peter had run.

"How long do you think it'll be?" Y/N asked, returning his chair to its proper place.

"Until what?" 

His question was answered by a scream from down the hall that devolved into squealing laughter. There was some indiscernible shouting from three different people.

"Until Nat caught her at the corner." Y/N watched as Nat went running by, laughing, with Angelica thrown over her shoulder.

"Peter! Help! She got me!" Angelica yelled through giggles, hand extended out behind Nat's back.

"Angelica! No!" Peter followed, reaching for her. "Nat, give her back!"

Y/N shook his head fondly as the chaos grew quieter the farther they got. "We're settling in well, as you can see. She's making friends and creating chaos. I'd be worried if she wasn't."

"Did she always play pranks on you?" Bruce asked, smiling uncontrollably.

"On more than one occasion, I found shaving cream in my shoes." Y/N wrinkled his nose up at the memories. He had hated that feeling of shaving cream squeezing between his toes in his socks.

"Gross. She and Peter were bound to get along well, then." Bruce glanced at the clock and got to his feet. "I should let you get back to work. If Angelica has a science or math question, you can totally send her to me."

"Thanks, Bruce. You're a genius." Y/N rolled back over to his work station, shaking his mouse to wake his computer up. 

"I wouldn't say that," Bruce said as he walked backward out of the room, pausing in the doorway.

"Don't sell yourself short, Bruce! You're totally a genius." Y/N pointed with his pen, smiling as he spoke.

Bruce ducked his head sheepishly and nodded before he left the office.

Y/N returned to his screen, pulling his notes back into reach, and scanned the text again. Another couple of hours before lunch.

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"Your kid." Tony suddenly popped in, holding his phone out to show Y/N what was on it. "Your kid keeps changing my phone background."

Y/N looked up and glanced at the screen before bursting into laughter. It was a photo of a sloth dressed as an astronaut. In the past year, she'd managed to change her father's phone background and laptop wallpaper to that stupid sloth photo without his knowledge at least sixteen times. 

"Why?" Tony asked, defeated. "Why is she doing this?"

"She read about someone online who did the same thing to their parents and she took inspiration. I'm happy to see she's moved on to other targets." Y/N shook his head in amusement. "Shouldn't your phone be super secure or something?"

"It is! I don't understand how she keeps doing it. I've changed my password eight times and even had Friday monitor any attempts to hack in." Tony sank down onto the couch, tossing his phone beside him. 

"Well, she definitely can't hack things. She's smart, but not that smart. Usually, a password change will keep her from trying again." Y/N swiveled to the side, head cocked.

"This is the second time today," Tony grumbled, brows furrowed. "I don't get it."

"Well, you're the genius here." Y/N snorted, glancing at his screen again. "If my kid's not the one hacking your phone, who is?"

"Oh, my god," Tony said, standing quickly. He rushed to leave but paused in the door. "You're the genius, Y/N."

Y/N arched a brow in mild intrigue. "Uh-huh. You're welcome?"

Tony flashed a smile before turning. "Peter Benjamin Parker, how many times have I told you not to hack into my stuff!" He shouted as he walked down the hall.

"Kid, you're sowing chaos." Y/N glanced at his daughter curled up under his desk. 

"Huh?" Angelica looked up from her book, confused. "What's going on?"

"Peter hacked Tony's phone and changed his phone background to that astronaut sloth." He responded, returning to his work.

"Oh, Pete didn't do that." She said, turning her page. "Mr. Banner did after seeing us do it. Somethin' about getting back at him for leaving crumbs all over his lab."

Distant yelling floated down the hall to the office. High-pitched 'Mr. Stark, it wasn't me!'s were the only things that could be properly made out. Angelica made eye-contact with her father.

"Should I?" She asked.

"Nah." Y/N said and they both started to snicker. "He's a big boy. He can take care of himself."

Angelica giggled and returned her attention to her book. 

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Y/N pulled himself out of the pool, shaking his head to fling water off his face. He hadn't gotten to use the facilities yet since they moved in. The pool was really nice - way better than any of the public pools he'd been to. He used to swim once a week but work got in the way. Now that it was Sunday, he could enjoy the free access for as long as he wanted.

He grabbed a towel, dried his hair and face, and walked to the locker room. His shirt was folded up on a bench with his shoes sitting beside it. He dried the rest of his body off and pulled his shirt on. He slipped his feet into his shoes and froze.

"Dammit, Angelica!" Y/N shouted as shaving cream seeped between his toes and spilled over the top of his feet. He grimaced and kicked his shoes off, quickly wiping the shaving cream off. He picked up his shoes and went storming off to find his daughter.

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"Hey, Y/N. Sorry to intrude after hours." Sam knocked on the doorframe to his bedroom. 

"Hey, Sam. No worries." Y/N looked up from his book and set it aside. "What's up?"

"Bucky and Steve are coming back really early tomorrow morning. Like, three in the morning early." He wrinkled his nose up. "They might have sensitive intel from their raid so Tony's asked you to be in office by the time they get back."

"I won't yell at you since you're just the messenger, but really?!" Y/N groaned, running a hand over his face. If he wasn't a morning person before, he surely wouldn't be a happy camper at such an early hour. "Guess my plans to stay up reading have been shot."

"Sorry, man. It's what the boss wants. But really, blame Barnes because he wanted to get back as soon as possible." Sam crossed his arms and shrugged. "Always his fault if somethin' goes wrong. Man brings bad luck wherever he goes."

"I think that's a little harsh and biased. I haven't even met the guy, yet." Y/N leaned over to set his book on the nightstand. He snagged his phone and started to set an alarm or two for the morning. 

"I'm sure you've heard all the rumors. Some of them are true - about him being grouchy and an anti-social person - but a good majority of the rumors is just scuttlebutt. Er, gossip. He's got a good heart, but man he can be annoying as hell," Sam smiled fondly, though he tried not to look it. 

"Sounds about right," Y/N chuckled, sliding his charging phone underneath his pillow. 

"He's really slow to trust and open up, so if he's a little closed off and rough around the edges, it's not you. It's all him, so don't worry." Sam explained. "Might want to ease him into meeting the little rascal, though. He's skittish on his bad days and after missions."

"I took the liberty of reading over all of the team's files so I get why. Thanks for letting me know. I should get some sleep so I'm not as grumpy in the morning when I greet them." Y/N yawned on accident, covering his mouth with his hand. 

"No problem. I'll let you get some rest." Sam reached forward and closed the door as he left.

Y/N turned out the light and sank down in bed, drawing the covers up. He had at least four extra blankets just for the weight. He liked having the excess weight since it made him feel secure and grounded. 

"Hey, Friday?"

"Yes, Mr. L/N?"

"If I don't wake up from my alarms, please wake me." 

"Of course." 

Y/N fell asleep shortly afterward, not fully aware of how tired he had been. Moving and getting used to the new environment had really taken it out of him and his body was begging to catch up. A shame he'd only get five hours before being dragged from bed. That was going to be one of the very few downsides of this new job.

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