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FIVE TIMES ROSALIE HALE TRIED TO ASK YOU OUT + ONE TIME SHE SUCCEEDED | ROSALIE HALE

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FIVE TIMES ROSALIE HALE TRIED TO ASK YOU

OUT + ONE TIME SHE SUCCEEDED

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ROSALIE HALE X READER

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WARNINGS: Some violence and language, but other than, this one is for the girls who crushed on her as a kid ! Please, read with caution !

THE first time Rosalie Hale tried to ask you out was a total failure. It was a stormy day and you had driven over to play “dress up” with Alice. She loved to dress you up and do your makeup along with your hair. You always agreed to it because it made you feel pretty, plus, getting to see Rose was one of the upsides of the whole process.

You’d liked Rose from the moment you laid eyes on her, however, Rose held a sort of grudge against you. You had no idea why at first, but when Edward explained that she was envious of your humanity, it made sense. After that, you did whatever you could to shove your way into her daily life.

Now, you two were insanely close and you were incredibly in love with her. Of course, everyone in the Cullen household knew; especially Alice because she was your confidant. Rose, however, seemed to be completely oblivious to your growing affection, even when you made it more than known.

“All done, gorgeous girl,” Alice’s soft voice broke you from your thoughts.

You turned to smile up at her, “Thanks, A, I just hope it looks good.” You could never resist teasing Alice when it came to these sorts of things. It was funny how flustered she gets when you imply she doesn’t know what she’s doing.

She frowned and put her hands on her hips, “You know I do an excellent job every time we do this,” She huffed out.

You hid a small giggle behind your hands, which was incredibly pointless being around vampires, “Well, you never know.” You shrugged your shoulders with a big smile on your face.

Alice shook her head and turned you around to face the mirror. When you saw your reflection, your smile grew; she really did a great job. Honestly, this was probably the best she’s ever made you look; soft and subtle, like you normally wore around. Of course, being Alice, she added a few things you wouldn’t normally wear like: lip gloss, eyeshadow, and contour.

“Thank you so much, Alice, I look so pretty!” You turned around and threw your arms over her shoulders.

She quickly wrapped her arms around your back and said, “Well, I have a wonderful model anyways.”

You laughed and split away from her after another few seconds of hugging. She nudged you towards the door and slyly said, “Now, let’s go find Rose.”

You raised an eyebrow at Alice but decided to follow her out of the room anyway. You walked down the staircase behind Alice and entered the open living room. On the couch, you could see Rose and Jasper sitting together. Alice immediately squealed in happiness at the sight of Jasper and ran to hug him. You smiled at the exchange and folded your arms over your chest; one day you hoped to have what they do.

You heard a soft throat clearing to your right and turned your head. There you found Rose with a nervous expression on her face.

You raised an eyebrow at her, “Hi?” You questioned slightly.

Rose’s mouth titled up into a small smile, “Hi, you look pretty.”

“Uhm, thank you, Rose,” You stuttered a bit when you said it, and a light blush began dusting the tops of your cheeks. You did have a crush on her after all.

She suddenly began to look a bit sheepish as she said, “Look, I have something to ask you.”

You smiled lightly when you heard the nervous tone of her voice, “Go on,” You pushed. God, you could only hope she was going to say what you thought she was.

Just as Rose opened her mouth, Alice decided to open her’s, “Wow, Rose, you’re finally going to do it?”

You knew vampires couldn’t blush, but if Rose still had blood pumping into her veins, it would be all in her face right now. You lifted a hand to hide the amused smile rising on your face at the sight of Rose’s annoyed face.

“Shut up, Alice,” She huffed out and turned back to you.

You saw Alice smirk lightly over her shoulder and watched Rose begin to say something again. This time Jasper let out a low whistle before Rose could manage any words.

“Whatever, forget it,” She sounded extremely annoyed as she turned to stalk out of the room.

You raised your eyebrows at the pair after Rose let and they just shrugged their shoulders at you.

‘Hmmmm,’ you thought, ‘I wonder what she was going to ask me.’

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THE second attempt Rose made to ask you out possibly went worse than the first one. This time you were over at the Cullen’s to help Esme with a little gardening. It was something that she had recently gotten into and you’ve been looking for an outlet for your green thumb.

It was an unusually sunny day in Forks, but the Cullen house was located in the forest, so most of the light was blocked by the massive trees. Esme had told you she had just needed help planting a few bushes and hostas to put around the front of the house. Apparently, Emmett would also be helping the two of you. He claimed that “you needed his super strength to lift heavy ass things.” You had just rolled your eyes and attempted to shove him, even though he didn’t budge. You loved him, but sometimes he was really nothing more than a pestering brother you wanted to smack.

You were dressed in a pair of old jeans, a ratty t-shirt, a pair of dirty shoes, and a baseball cap on your head. It was perfect for the weather and gardening because you weren’t worried about getting dirt all over your clothes.

Esme stepped out of the house carrying two pairs of gardening gloves and beamed when she saw you, “I brought you some gloves, dear.” You smiled at her and grabbed the gloves when she stopped in front of you, “Thank you, Esme.”

She waved you off and asked, “You ready to get started.”

“Of course I am,” You excitedly said and nodded your head with the words.

Esme laughed lightly at you and began to walk over the first patch of dirt. But, when you looked around, you noticed someone was missing- a very bothersome, loud someone. “Where’s Emmett?” You asked her.

“He’s out back gathering all the plants to carry out her,” She had her back turned to you as she said it.

You laughed and pushed a few stray hairs back into your hat, “Of course he is.”

Esme immediately laughed at your remark and shook his head, “You know that boy-”

Before she could continue, another voice rang in your eyes, “Are you ladies talking about me behind my back again?” You turned to see Emmett setting down a bunch of huge bushes and small hosta plants.

You scoffed with a smile on your face, “Only the worst thing imaginable.”

“Ouch,” Emmett places his hands over his heart in mock pain, “You wound me, you know.”

You hummed, “Well, your ego needs to be brought down sometimes and someone has to do it.” You crossed your arms over your chest after you said it.

He walked over to you and ruffled your hair, “Of course, shorty.”

You swatted at his hand and huffed, “Not everyone can be as freakishly tall as you!” You exclaimed.

Emmett just laughed and took his hands away to cross his arms across his chest, “Ten points awarded back to this guy’s ego with that statement.”

You just rolled your eyes and were about to say something before a throat cleared from behind you. You turned to see Rose standing a few feet away from you and Emmett.

“Hi, Rose,” You waved and smiled at her.

“Hey,” She slightly smiled back, “Can I talk to you for a second?”

You raised your eyebrows at her and turned back to face Emmett, “You sure you can hold down the fort while I’m gone,” You asked him.

“Of course I can,” He laughed, “Who do you think I am?”

“Don’t crush any plants with your super strength, big head,” You retorted back.

He just waved you off and said, “Go talk with your woman.”

You sputtered at that and he laughed while turning away to help his mom. A hot blush rose to the top of your face and you cursed. You couldn’t tell Rose that the heat was making you warm; Forks was practically devoid of heat.

You just shook your head and turned back to her, “Alright.”

She moved closer to you and looked down towards the ground when she said, “So, look I was wondering if-”

Before she could finish, you heard Emmett let out a long, loud wolf whistle, “Get some, Rosie girl!”

Anger quickly replaced the nervous look on her face, “Will you be quiet, you big oaf!”

Of course, the insult didn’t phase Emmett and he continued to toy with her, “Get the girl, Rosie!”

Rose’s face would’ve been beat red by now if she had any blood left in her body, “Be quiet, asshole!”

You turned to see Emmett laughing and Esme clearly enjoying the situation. You rolled your eyes at him, but, even you had to refrain from letting out a giggle at their banter.

You missed the first bit of what Emmett was saying, but recognized it immediately, “-Sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G. First comes love, then-”

Rose quickly interrupted him and yelled, “That’s it!” You watched her move to pick something up but turned back towards Emmett before you could see what it was.

Suddenly, a large rock went flying and caught him off guard by the look on his face. Both he and Esme quickly moved before it hit them. Instead, it smashed into the plants laid out by the dirt patch. Before the plants were nice and crisp, now they were surely crushed under the rock. Esme’s expression quickly turned from amused to angry in a second and she began to chide both of her children.

Instead of staying and risking being brought into their argument, you decided to walk back into the house for a glass of water.

‘Man,’ you thought, ‘This family is weird.’ You blew out a breath at the thought and leaned against the counter with your water.

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ROSE’S third attempt was better than the second but still worse than the very first one. Today you found yourself helping Edward organize all of his music. When he and Emmett had gotten into a play fight, Emmett apparently knocked everything down and smashed the self. Honestly, that wasn’t the least bit surprising to you at all.

Edward and Emmett had already built the shelf and drilled it into the wall, so all you had to do was help organize the music. It was a tedious job, but at least it was something to do. Often, boredom found you when you were just sitting around your house away from the Cullens. Any opportunity to spend time with the family was something you always jumped at.

When you knocked on the door to Edward’s room, he answered almost immediately. Even with knowing this family for a while, the fact that they could hear you coming from miles away still startled you sometimes.

“Hey, Eddie,” You smiled and lightly tapped his shoulder with your fist.

He chuckled and opened the door wider, “Come on in, Sparky.”

You smiled wider at the nickname; it was something he’d given to you after witnessing your first “fight” with Emmett. You quickly walked in through the door and stopped in surprise at the sight of Bella sitting on the floor fiddling with records. She looked up when she heard you walk in and smiled happily at you.

“Thank God you’re here,” She sounded extremely relieved, “I suck at organizing and he’s,” She pointed back at Edward, “-extremely picky with this stuff.”

You laughed and moved over to her, “Of course, I know how he gets.”

Her eyes lit up at your words and she giggled under her breath slightly. You had met the Cullens right after Bella’s transformation from human to vampire. Though you had only seen pictures of human Bella, vampire Bella seemed to be a lot more bubbly and happy than her previous self. Being changed had definitely done her good and it was nice to see her so happy.

You quickly sat down next to her and began to fiddle through records. You two continued on with light chatter and soon an hour had passed.

You flexed your fingers out and whined, “Why in the shit do you need to have so many of these?”

Edward just laughed at you and Bella nodded her head in agreement. However, before anyone could say anything else, a light knocking broke at the door. By the look on Edward’s face-a sly smile- he had already heard what they were thinking. When he opened the door, a fidgeting Rose was revealed.

Her eyes quickly found yours and she muttered out, “Can I borrow you for a minute?”

You quickly nodded your head, desperate for a break. Rose entered the room to help you up and grab your bag, “You okay with me taking a small break?” You asked Edward and Bella.

Both of them had knowing smirks on their faces and Edward replied, “Sure, go ahead.”

You sighed in relief and cracked your back when you finally stood up. Unknowing to you, your shirt had lifted up when you moved your arms above your head to stretch, and a small strip of skin was beginning to show.

Edward let out a chortle, “It’s just a little skin, Rose. I can hear your thoughts you know.”

All of a sudden, a record went flying at Edward’s head and he ducked. Rose had an annoyed expression on her face, “Be quiet!” She hissed at him.

The smile never left his face and he continued, “It’s not my fault you’re so horny for-”

Rose cut him off by throwing another record at his head and a loud laugh left your mouth. You had absolutely no idea what she was so mad about, but whenever you and her were near her siblings, something always seemed to happen.

Before it could escalate, Bella pulled you onto the small balcony outside of Edward’s room. You were still laughing when she shut the door behind the two of you and you could see the amused expression on her face.

“I have no idea what their issue is,” You laughed out at her.

Bella just shook her head with a large smile on her face. The two of you continued to talk until the sound of a door being slammed was heard. When you walked in, Edward was standing by his door with his mouth hanging open; Rose had broken the whole frame and splintered the door in two.

You and Bella had trouble keeping the hysterical laughter in at the sight.

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THE fourth time Rosalie Hale had attempted to get you alone and ask you on a date was perhaps the best of them all. Carlisle had called you over to help examine some patient files with him, so the work would get done much faster. Vampires didn’t get tired, but working at the hospital seemed to really drain Carlisle.

You two had already been working for about thirty minutes when he offered to make you coffee. It was late at night and Carlisle always made the best coffee, so you agreed. While you were waiting on him, you began to fiddle around with the pens on his desk. You drew small, funny doodles on some sticky notes to place around his computer. The first one you finished said, ‘Rock on Doc’ with a stick figure playing the guitar.

Just as you started a second one, a soft inhale caught your attention. When you looked up, you expected to see Carlisle with a cup of coffee but were instead met with a determined-looking Rose.

“Hiya, Rosie,” The smile on your face definitely carried into your words.

She smiled softly at you, “Hi, sunshine.”

The nickname left your heart fluttering and your lips parted at the sound of it. You quickly questioned, “Sunshine?”

Instantly, Rose began to look very flustered and embarrassed, “Uh, yeah because you just, uh, remind me of sunshine.” She tripped over a few words, but the declaration left you with a warm feeling in your stomach.

“Well,” You began, “I like it.”

Rose seemed to perk up at that, “Really?”

You nodded your head, “Of course, but if I’m sunshine, then what does that make you?”

Rose looked confused, so you kept talking, “I guess you’re going to have to be my moonlight.”

A surprised look grew on Rose’s face at the nickname and her mouth almost dropped open.

You questioned, “Do you not like it? I can think of something-”

Before you finished your sentence, she interrupted, “No!” She exclaimed and then looked embarrassed, “I mean, it’s nice.” You never knew a vampire could fidget so much, but here Rose was, proving you wrong.

She continued, “Can I ask you something?”

You smiled lightly at her, “Of course you can.”

She drew in a breath, “So, would you like-”

Carlisle cleared his throat behind her, “Am I interrupting something?”

“Yes!” Rose exclaimed back at him.

Then, he turned to look back at you at his desk, “You ready to continue working, Sunshine?” The nickname caused your eyes to widen and a surprised laugh to fall from your mouth; so he definitely overheard all of that.

At the sound of sunshine falling from Carlisle’s mouth, Rose just turned and walked out of the room without bothering to say goodbye.

You shot a puzzled look towards Carlisle, “What’s her problem?”

An amused gaze met yours as he handed you your coffee, “Rose has too many problems for us to sort through in such a small amount of time.”

You just laughed and sipped at your coffee, while Carlisle turned back to type something on his computer.

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ROSALIE Hale’s fifth attempt to ask you out ended in utter disaster. You had decided to join the Cullen’s for a game of baseball during the storm that was rolling through. You loved to watch them play because of how quickly they moved. Every game held something exciting in-store and you couldn’t wait to see what surprise awaited you at this one.

You were dressed in a long-sleeve black shirt with a jersey pulled over the top, black pants covered your legs, white vans supported your feet, and a pinstripe baseball cap kept your hair out of your face. You really just dressed to match the rest of the Cullens, considering you never actually played with them.

Emmett offered to give you a ride with him and Rose, but when you saw the dangerous glare from her, you just decided to drive yourself. It was a surprisingly short drive to the destination and it seemed to get shorter every single time you drove there. Still, it was a nice and peaceful drive you enjoyed every time; Emmett would’ve definitely ruined your peace and quiet in the car.

The baseball field wasn’t really a field, just an open area of grass they had laid bases down on. At first, you questioned why they needed to play in such an open and secluded area, but when Jasper struck the ball with his bat, you didn’t question why anymore. Each hit the bat took rang out into the clearing like a crack on thunder; it blended in perfectly with the storm.

Once you parked next to Alice, you hopped out and threw your bag over your shoulder. The breeze immediately tickled your cheeks and cooled the places your clothes didn’t cover. The cold never really bothered you, in fact, it was something that was always welcome.

You hastily made your way over to the field- you were always the last one to arrive- and decided to stand next to Alice.

“Hey, girl!” She cheerfully greeted up.

“Hi, Alice,” You looked around, “Where’s Rose?”

Her eyes gleamed at you, “She’s just grabbing something from the car quick.”

You gazed at her with a confused frown on your face but decided to just leave it. Alice idly chatted with you while the rest set up and waited for Rose to get back from the car. After a short while, Rose returned back to the field with her bat in tow and the game was started.

So far, Edward managed to strike out Jasper, and Carlisle and Emmett broke a huge tree branch trying to catch a ball. Now, it was Rose’s turn at bat and you waiting in nervous anticipation- hoping she got a home run.

Before she could bat, Emmett decided to run his mouth, “You gonna hit a home run for your girl, Rosie?” He batted his eyelashes and pretended to twirl his hair at her.

Rose didn’t say anything, instead opting to walk over to him. Everyone was quiet, waiting to see what was going to happen next. You’re sure no one expected Rose to swing the bat and hit Emmett right in the side with it, but that’s exactly what happened. A loud crack split through the air and he yelled a loud “Hey!” at her.

You guffawed at the sight loudly and it seemed you weren’t the only one who was letting out surprised laughter. Edward looked completely surprised, Bella was in knots on the field, Esme was holding her hand over her mouth, Carlisle was loudly laughing next to her, Jasper was smirking in humor, and Alice was on the ground with Bella. Emmett was still yelling at her, but Rose just stood there with a murderous expression on her face.

Emmett went to say something else, but Rose just raised the bat and whacked him again. You weren’t able to contain it anymore and you fell to the ground in stomach knotting laughter; the look on his face was just priceless.

“Why the Hell do you keep hitting me? I’m not even saying anything!” Emmett yelled at her, exasperated.

Rose just scoffed at him, “Open it again and see what happens.”

Emmett just stood there with his mouth open slightly as Rose moved back to her place at the base. Everyone was still laughing but were recovering quickly from their spells. Once everyone was back in their place, the game continued on as normal.

Soon, the game had to end because the storm was almost finished and they needed it to play. Everyone began to pack everything into the cars and you moved to shut your passenger door after placing your bag on it.

You jumped slightly when you felt someone brush your arm, “Jesus, Rose, you scared the shit out of me!” You exclaimed to her.

She laughed at your jumpiness, “I just came over here to ask you something, sorry for making you jump.”

You just waved her off and said, “It’s alright; what did you wanna ask me?”

Rose opened her mouth and then a big, brawny arm was thrown over her shoulders, “So, what’re you girls talking about over here?” You saw Emmett smirking down at Rose.

Rose immediately turned blank and moved Emmett’s arm off of her shoulders. Before he could say anything else, she threw him back into the field. He landed with a loud grunt and laughter from the Cullen family started again. Rose ignored everyone else and proceeded to walk over to where he had landed.

‘Oh no,’ you thought, ‘We’re gonna be here for a while.’

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YOU found yourself traveling back to the Cullen household late night after you were done with your studies for the day. You needed a break from boredom and knew that they were almost always the best fix for that. You pulled into the long driveway and parked near the side of the treeline; you quickly grabbed your bag and locked your car.

Even though you didn’t knock, the door opened immediately when you stepped in front of it. One the other side stood Rose with a bemused expression on her face.

You let your hand fall and sighed, “I really hate it when you idiots do that to me.”

“It adds to our charm,” Rose amusedly said to you.

You just huffed and walked past her into the house, when you found it quiet and empty, you turned back to her, “Where is everyone else?”

“They’re out hunting for the night,” She said distastefully; she never really liked to talk about the more practical parts of being a vampire.

“Quiet night for us then,” You sighed contently.

Rose also looked relieved at that fact; every time she and you were in the same room with her family, a fight was sure to break out.

You looked over at her, “So, what do you wanna do tonight?”

Rose began to look more nervous after the question and you wished Edward was here to tell you what she was thinking at that moment.

You continued, not giving her time to answer, “We could watch a movie?” You questioned.

She looked a bit more relieved at that and sighed, “That sounds nice.”

“Disney?” You asked with a secret smile on your face; Rose’s favorites were always Disney movies.

“Disney.” She confirmed with a quick nod of her head.

You began shuffling through her collection and decided to watch ‘Sleeping Beauty’. It was in no way your favorite, but Rose seemed to really like this one every time you watched it with her. You weren’t sure if it was her favorite or if she just liked the design of the princess in it; Rose really resembled her and it was a bit uncanny at times.

You turned back to her, “Is ‘Sleeping Beauty’ okay with you?”

She had her back turned to you while she set up blankets on the couch to cover up with, but you could still see the nod of her head. You slid the DVD into the player and stood up to sit on the couch. You plopped down extremely close to Rose and snuggled under the warm blankets she laid out; the Cullens really had the best taste in covers.

The opening credits were playing on the screen when you heard Rose next to you, “I guess now’s the best time to ask you this.”

You turned to face her in a silent confirmation to continue.

She looked really nervous and jittery, “Would you wanna go out sometime, like, with me?” Rose kept her eyes downcast to keep from seeing rejection fill your face at the question.

If she looked up, however, she would find you with a dazzling smile on your face and happy eyes. Instead of saying anything, you moved your hands to lift her face up to yours. When her eyes met yours, your mouth captured hers in a loving and warm kiss. Rose seemed surprised at this but quickly moved to kiss back. Her hands moved from the couch to run up your back and land at the bottom of your skull. Your hands were still gripping her cheeks, so you turned your body to face hers in a more comfortable way. At the movement of your body, Rose broke away and you chased her mouth with yours.

Before you could kiss anymore, she asked, “Is that a yes?”

You just smiled and whispered against her mouth, “Of course it is, dummy.”

So, you went back to kissing each other quickly after that statement. A few minutes in, you found yourself laid on your back with Rose on top of you. Her hands were quickly moving from the sides of your legs to slide up your shirt; you kept yours tangled in her long hair. She wasn’t able to get very far before a surprised, scarred “What the fuck?!” rang throughout the living room.

You pulled away from Rose and just laughed breathlessly under her. She seemed amused at her family for the first time in forever and laughed into the crook of her neck.

“Seriously, guys, get a damn room!” Emmett yelled while hastily walking away from the living room. You heard him tell the rest not to go in there and that just made you laugh harder.

Eventually, you both decided to watch the movie and you fell asleep curled in Rose’s arm with her hand carding through your hair. It may have taken a while to get here, but it was all completely worth it to you.

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AUTHOR’S NOTE:

Hi, everyone ! I hope you’re having a great day and staying safe ! Thank you so much to whoever requested this, I had a lot of fun writing this. I may have also been listening to Girl In Red while writing it ! Anon, I hope you enjoy your request and it was what you were expecting. It’s longer than I intended it to be (oops) but I just got into a zone I guess.

Thank you for reading and feedback is always appreciated. My inbox is open for more requests; I have one more to write, along with the next chapter for TEETH. I have the rules for submitting linking in my bio, so, please check those out !

Stay safe, happy, and healthy everyone and happy reading !!!!!

-K :) !!!!!

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SOMEBODY ELSE | KYLO REN

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SOMEBODY ELSE

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KYLO REN X READER

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WARNINGS: Language, mentions of sex, angst, spicy stuff (oops), and little violence. Please, read with caution !

FURIOUS teeth gnawed at your bottom lip as you stood outside of Hux’s quarters. He hadn’t been answering you all day and it was getting really worrying. Normally, Hux was prompt and quick with his responses-when he wasn’t working. Yet, after work shifts had ended, he still hadn’t replied back to you.

You raised your fist to knock on his door, but for some reason, you couldn’t move your hand to actually hit the door. You blew a breath out and prepared yourself to knock; it wasn’t like you’ve never done this before but, for some reason, you were still nervous.

Hux and you had been friends from the moment you stepped foot on the Finalizer. He immediately took a liking to your work drive and motivation; you liked the comfort being around him brought. Every day that passed away from your family was like another rip in your heart, but being around Hux eased that pain a bit. He was like family to you here- an older brother- it was nice to still have some of that comforting air around you.

Naturally, both of you formed a solid bond; nothing would ever be able to break the two of you apart. You spoke on a daily basis and almost at exactly the same time each night. When Hux failed to answer you, a cold tendril of worry shocked your system. So, you found yourself here- at his door with an inability to knock on it. Something was holding you back and you didn’t understand what.

You shook off the anxiety and decided to just knock. Your closed fist laid several sharp, quick knocks to the outside of the door. You blew a breath out and just waited for him to open. ‘I wish he would hurry up,’ you thought as you stood outside of his door. As the seconds passed, your fingers twitched by your side and your right foot was tapping on the ground faster and faster. ‘What if he just doesn’t answer?’ The worry was really eating you up, ‘Oh no, what if something bad happened?’

A soft whirring sound broke you from the grip of your terrible thoughts and you looked up to see a disheveled looking Hux. His hair was completely out of place, his uniform unbuttoned, and his pants were crooked. This was completely odd because Hux never let a single strand of hair fall from its neatly, slicked back spot.

“What are you doing here?” He hissed at you.

Your eyebrows raised as his tone of voice, “Checking on you, nimrod. I haven’t heard from you at all today.”

He rolled his eyes, “Well, as you can see, I’m fine.”

“Mmhm,” you weren’t convinced; everything was too out of place on his person. You pointed up and down his body, “Why do you look like a speeder hit you?”

“A what hit me?” He spoke in a confused tone, “What are you even on about?”

“Hux, you look crazy compared to normal,” He just stared, so you continued, “Your hair is out of place, your pants are off-center, and,” you sent him a pointed look, “Your work uniform is unbuttoned.”

Right as you pointed all that out, a high blush rose on the tops of his cheeks, “I have,” he cleared his throat, “Absolutely no clue what you are talking about.”

You raised an eyebrow at him, “I’m sure you don’t. Now, what’s going on with you?” You asked in a suspicious tone of voice. He wasn’t injured and he was acting like his normal dickish self, but there was something off- like he was hiding something. The worry you felt earlier had eased its way into something more like suspicion as to what was behind his closed door.

“I don’t know what you are talking about.” He looked like he was sweating now. This is so weird, you didn’t know what was going on with him.

You tried to peak your head around his frame and into the room, but he blocked you, “C’mon, Hux, lemme see.” You moved around and looked again, but this time he pushed you away. You screeched, “What the fuck is wrong with you?”

He harshly shushed you, “Can you be quiet? It’s past curfew, do you want to get in trouble?” He mocked you with the words.

You just crossed your arms and rolled your eyes, “What is this, elementary school? Just let me have a look and we’ll be good.”

Hux just shook his head, “Go away, you’re being a pest. You came to see if I was okay and I am.”

You stood there and stared at him for a few minutes before you lunged and tried to bust past him. He caught you roughly around your waist and wrestled you to the wall opposite his door. He pinned you by the shoulders there and leaned down, “Leave for Christ’s sake, I’m fine,” He emphasized the word fine when he spoke to you.

“You know you can talk to me, right?” You softened the question a bit.

Hux sighed and nodded his head, “Of course I know that, but right now I’m in the middle of something.”

You just huffed and peered around to his now shut door. On their way back to his face, your eyes caught something placed on the top of his neck, behind his ear. Your mouth pulled into a sly smile as you looked up at him, “What’s that?”

He looked confused so you reached your finger up to poke behind his ear. Suddenly, his face turned completely red and he pushed off the wall, “Go away!” He yelled as he ran right back into his room.

You chuckled and shook your head. ‘Well damn,’ you thought, ‘I didn’t know he had it in him.’ Honestly, you were glad at least he was getting some- it could help improve his mood in the long run. Plus, you could press him for details tomorrow when you both met for breakfast.

You turned away from the wall and walked back in the direction of your quarters. It was late and you desperately needed some sleep; arguing with Hux always made you feel drained. You kept your head down as you walked back in the hope that nobody would stop you, but as you turned the corner away from Hux’s quarters, you bumped into something hard. You quickly looked up to apologize but stopped when you found Kylo above you. He wore a forlorn look in place of his mask when you met his eyes.

“Are you alright, Sir?” You knew better than to press with his name when it was past curfew, he could get you in trouble if he felt like it. The two of you weren’t as close as Hux and you were, but you had a soft spot for him. Hux had told you it was just a silly schoolgirl crush, yet something inside of you told you differently. You’d been completely infatuated by the man since you stepped foot onto First Order soil and the feeling was just as strong as it was that day. Kylo consumed every waking thought- as stupid as it was, you definitely had feelings for him stronger than a crush.

His eyes bore into yours and you were beginning to get uncomfortable. You knew Kylo was a man of very few words, but this was just unnerving. Especially because you had just asked him something and he was just staring like he saw right through you. It didn’t help that he was devastatingly handsome- something you’d noticed the first time you laid eyes on him. His presence commanded the room and you’d drop to your knees if he asked you to; no one was at liberty to deny anything to a man like Kylo.

“Sir?” You asked him again, but this time it was softer than the first.

A few more minutes went by and you were about to just walk away when you heard a deep voice speak, “Kylo.”

“What?” You didn’t understand what he just said to you.

He looked away from you towards the wall on your right, “My name is Kylo.”

“Uh, yes Sir, I know what your name is,” You spoke slowly. Maybe he had taken too many hits to the head with his helmet off and suffered from memory loss. There wasn’t a single person on this ship that didn’t know his name.

Kylo began to look a little annoyed, “No. I’m asking you to call me Kylo,” He regarded you quickly before continuing, “Not Sir.”

That was a confusing request, but you tried to speak confidently, “Alright, Kylo.” He looked so relieved at the sound of his name from your mouth that you were tempted to say it twenty times over. Before you could contemplate that thought, you realized he hadn’t answered your initial question. You asked again, “Are you okay, Kylo?”

His eyes snapped to yours again and he looked surprised. The look on his face made your infatuation grow, but you quickly shoved it down when he opened his mouth to talk, “Yes, I am okay.”

You almost wanted to roll your eyes at the same formal tone that Hux used with you. The officers- and apparently their Supreme Leader- needed to learn some contractions. Not everything had to be so formal, especially if you’re off the clock.

“Well, good night, Kylo,” You really wanted to move away from this intoxicating man and go lay down in bed where you could replay his rough voice to lull you to sleep. However, when you tried to pass, an arm gripped your bicep tightly. It wasn’t enough to hurt, but it was enough to let you know to stop moving.

“Do you love him?”

The question caught you so off guard, a laugh almost slipped out, “What?”

Kylo turned you around to face him and this time his eyes weren’t staring through you but into you, almost like he was trying to grasp your soul and bring it to him, “Do you love him?”

You furrowed your brows and regarded him with confusion, “Who are you talking about?”

He tightened his jam and gripped your arm harder, “Hux. Do you love him?”

It was like the question just wasn’t registering in your mind. What on earth was he talking about?

He seemed to take your silence as a yes- even though that was far from the truth- and turned his eyes away once again, “You love him, don’t you? It’s okay.” He looked completely devastating when he let go of your arm and turned away from you, “Fine, when he comes back, I won’t get in your way.”

You had no clue what Kylo was talking about. Who did you love and why did he look so heartbroken? Your mind was moving 1,000 miles per minute trying to process everything that happened in the span of 10 minutes. None of it was making sense to you; why would Kylo care if you loved anyone and why didn’t he know that you were absolutely infatuated with him? He was the Supreme Leader; his eyes never missed a thing and he analyzed every move made by the people he came in contact with.

You recalled he said something about Hux, but why had Hux come up in the first place? You certainly loved him as a brother; he was family to you. The very thought of being anything more ignited a strong feeling of disgust. Not to mention he’s literally railing some poor girl in his quarters right now that certainly wasn’t you. Kylo said you loved him and of course you did; Hux was your stability here.

Suddenly, it hit you; Kylo must have seen what happened outside of Hux’s quarters and got the wrong idea. You gasped and smacked your hand against your head. ‘Oh my God,’ you thought, ‘This is bad!’ You definitely didn’t love Hux like that and that would never change. The feelings you had for him were on the complete opposite of the ones you held for Kylo. You didn’t love Kylo either, but you definitely could if you spent more time together. Kylo had taken over your dreams and thoughts every single day since you’ve been here and if that wasn’t close to love, you had no idea what was.

You turned in the direction Kylo walked away and started to run. He wasn’t in your sight, probably because you’ve been standing in the same spot trying to process everything. You really weren’t about to let this man leave after confessing he had some sort of feelings for you. You stomped across the floor as you ran- if no one knew you were wandering around, they did now- and your lungs were beginning to ache. You weren’t in the best shape and running was no easy task, but this was important.

You could’ve let out a sigh of relief as you saw Kylo’s figure hastily walking in front of you and you picked up the pace. You must’ve overestimated how far away he was because you went crashing into his back, which took him by surprise causing him to lose his footing. You both went toppling to the floor; you directly on top of his back and him underneath you.

You winced when you saw what position he landed in and began to apologize, “I’m so sorry!” You gasped, “I really need to get my depth perception checked. I think there’s something wrong with me. Honestly, who just-” Your rambling was cut off by a force flipping you down to the floor. A surprised gasp was ripped from your lungs as your back met the cold, hard floor.

“What are you doing?” A harsh voice spoke and you looked up to see Kylo’s angry face. Your mouth just gaped open; no response was coming out of it. This only agitated him further, “When I ask you something, I expect an answer.”

You began stuttering, “I was- I-I just- You s-said-,” He cut your rambling off once again.

“Spit it out,” He pressed your shoulders back into the cold ground.

“You ran away from me.”

The words caused a bewildered look to cross his face- the sight of that was amusing and you began to laugh, “What’re you laughing at?” He grumbled out.

‘Talk about mood swings,’ you thought as you laughed even harder.

Kylo just regarded you with furrowed brows and his mouth turned down, “What?!”

You giggled out, “I’m sorry, it's just your face. That was an expression I didn’t think I’d see on your face.”

He ignored you and asked another question, this time in a much deeper voice, “Why were you running through the halls?”

Your laughter stopped when you realized that the situation had now turned serious, “I was chasing after you, Kylo.”

His face stayed blank when he questioned, “Why?”

“Because you think I’m in love with Hux, which is so far from the truth. You’re like ice cold on that one, Sir.” You said softly.

His body seemed to turn cold at the mention of Hux, “I saw you two.”

You shook your head, “No, you saw part of what happened. I only came by to check on him because I was worried and he wasn’t answering my messages,” he stayed quiet so you continued, “Come to find out he’s been busy nailing some girl all day.” You face wrinkled in disgusted at the image of your best friend having sex.

Kylo didn’t say anything and all he did was just stare down at you. Your body was still pinned underneath his and his hands still kept your shoulders to the ground. He looked frozen and you didn’t know if this position was going to change anytime soon. ‘Oh no,’ you thought, ‘If I get in trouble, I am so flaying Hux alive for this later!’ Your thoughts were getting loud again and your body started to fill with anxiety. This man could be lethal if he wanted to be and you hoped he didn’t turn that power on you.

All of a sudden, two strong hands pulled you up and you found yourself nestled in Kylo’s lap. You heard a thud as Kylo’s back met the wall and your soft hands flew up to his shoulders so you didn’t crash into him again. Your eyes meet deep hazel- swirling with thousands of emotions and you couldn’t identify one. Kylo’s gloved hand raised up to lightly run over your cheek. He softly traveled a path down to your mouth and lightly traced your lips; everything he was doing was casting a spell on you. Suddenly, he pried your mouth open and shoved two leather fingers inside. You squeaked in surprise at the intrusion of his fingers in your mouth but quickly welcomed him. His burning eyes watched you as your lips fit around the fingers to suck. He let you trace his glove with your tongue for a couple of seconds before he withdrew him.

Before you could even whine at the loss of his taste in your mouth, he harshly kissed you. His mouth met yours with such fury that even Hades would’ve been surprised by it. You recovered from the initial shock and kissed him back. Your mouth was only following what Kylo was doing; he definitely had the dominant position in this situation and you certainly weren’t going to fight him.

His hand traveled from your back all the up to the nape of your neck. He grasped at the hair at the bottom of your ponytail and tugged your head back. The tingling sensation of pain made you gasp but the pleasure of it all had you clenching your thighs in anticipation. He took the opportunity of your open mouth to shove his tongue inside and consumed your mouth. Kylo tasted of power and blood; something you never knew you would be hungry for, yet found yourself craving more of it.

You slipped a hand up to travel up his neck, only to be met with Kylo’s free hand pinning both of yours behind your back. He broke away from the hot kiss to whisper hotly against your mouth, “Be a good girl, and don’t touch.” You almost wanted to whine in protest at that, but you stopped yourself and slowly nodded your head. Kylo moved his hand from your wrists and smiled when you saw you were keeping them in the position he put them in, “That’s my good girl.”

His mouth swiftly met yours once again and his tongue slipped inside instantly. Your teeth clacked together when you tried to open your mouth impossibly wide, hungry for his taste. Kylo gave a warning tug at your hair and a quiet moan slipped from your mouth. You hoped he wouldn’t have picked up on that but you weren’t so lucky. He pulled back again and gripped your chin with his free hand, “You like that?” You dazed eyes met his and you sent him a blissed out smile. Kylo just tightened his other hand in your hair and pulled again. This time when he spoke, his voice was right next to your ear, “Answer me, little dove. Do you like it when I pull your hair?”

You didn’t know if you had any voice left in you to speak, but you tried anyway. A broken “Yes” fell from your lips and you cast your eyes downwards.

“That makes me wonder what else you’d like.” He moved his hand away from the hair it was tangled in and slowly wrapped it around your neck. Your eyes widened at the sensation of his fingers digging into the muscles on each side of your neck. He regarded you silently as he squeezed tighter. The pressure he was applying was not enough to cause panic to arise, instead pleasure erupted in every nerve ending your body possessed. He was only cutting off your air to the point where a delicious floaty sensation took over your mind.

“Naughty girl,” He spoke into the skin of your neck. Kylo kept his hand where it was and left a small kiss on your mouth. After a few more seconds, he moved his hand away and you drew in a full breath you didn’t realize you needed. Kylo laughed quietly and then buried his head in the crook of your shoulder where he bit down hard. You loudly gasped and your hands flew up to dig in his hair to tug his mouth away.

Kylo chided you and resisted your attempt to pull him away. Instead, he kissed the mark you were sure he left behind and trailed them up to your ear, “Listen to me; are you listening?” You quickly nodded in confirmation, “I put that there to show everyone who you belong to. No one touches you except for me. Is that clear, dove?”

You breathlessly answered him, “Yes, Kylo; crystal clear.”

He kissed the shell of your ear and drew both hands to rub at your back. As the situation slowly deescalated, you realized where you were. You pushed away from him, but you were quickly caught, “Where do you think you’re going?”

“Kylo,” you hissed out, “We are in the middle of a fucking hallway!”

He just raised an eyebrow at your statement- as if to say ‘who cares?’.

“We’re not doing this in the hallway!” You yelled at him.

He kept his hands on your back but leaned in closer to you, “Watch your mouth; we can do whatever wherever I please.”

You poked his chest with your finger, “We’re not having sex in a hallway; are you missing some screws up there?”

He caught your hand and pinned it down on his heart, “Little girl, I’d implore you to watch how you speak to me.”

You just rolled your eyes at his behavior and tried to tug your hand out from under his, “I’d feel a lot better if we were somewhere more private, Kylo. Not somewhere where someone could come walking down here at any minute.”

He thought for a moment before hooking his hands around your thighs and lifting you up with him. The breath was punched from your lungs as he slung you over his shoulder and walked in the direction he was when you crashed into him.

“What the hell are you doing?!”

He bought a gloved hand down on your ass and a squeal left your lips. “Somewhere more private, dove.”

Your lips pulled up at the sound of the pet name; such a weird term of endearment to use for somebody. You lightly pounded his back with his hands and you were sure he could feel you shaking with laughter. Kylo just simply smacked the back of your thighs and you swear you could hear little laughs falling from his mouth.

While you two were distracted, neither of you noticed a red-headed general stopping in the middle of the hallway and watching with fondness. Finally, all his hard work had paid off. Kylo would stop bothering him about you and you would stop moping around the ship every day you didn’t see him. Hux just turned back around and quietly left to go back to his own lover in his quarters.

When he walked away you thought, ‘Hell, of a story I have to tell Hux tomorrow.’

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FIRECRACKERS AND TANTRUMS | KYLO REN

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FIRECRACKERS AND TANTRUMS

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KYLO REN X READER

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WARNINGS: Toxic relationships, violent behavior, abusive situations, light choking, explicit kissing, manipulation, and unhealthy coping mechanisms. Please, proceed with caution !

PRANKS had been a staple in your relationship with Kylo Ren, even if they were seriously one-sided. Kylo never reciprocated the pranks; you seriously doubted that he ever would. Nonetheless, he endured them for you and Hux always had fun gathering the materials. Any chance to see Kylo unraveled, Hux definitely took.

The pranks thus far had been simple, small ones- only requiring small materials like water, whoopie cushions, or shock buzzers. Normally, you never felt like pushing to see how far Kylo would let you go but Hux had convinced you this would be a good idea. Regardless, you were always the one to deal with the fallout of every prank and, as far as you know, Kylo hadn’t said a word to your more dangerous counterpart.

Firecrackers were what you were supplied with this time and, honestly, you felt a bit wary about using them. They were loud and very obvious, he was sure to notice them as soon as he walked up to the door.

You had just finished tying a bunch of them to the top of the door- each rigged in a way so that they would go off as soon as the door opened. You inspected your work with a close eye, trying to see if there were any flaws in the way you had set it up.

You looked wearily towards Hux, “Are you sure he isn’t going to notice that?” You asked, pointing up at the door frame.

Hux eyed the spot you pointed at and shrugged his shoulders, “Who cares?”

You just rolled your eyes at him, “Obviously I do, stupid!”

“I’m your superior officer, you cannot talk to me like that!” He whisper yelled at you.

“Sure, buddy,” You laughed, “Keep telling yourself that.”

He just huffed, “I could get you in trouble, you know.”

You blankly stared at him before you burst out in belly-clenching laughter, “That’s the funniest thing I’ve heard all day!” It was hard to get the words out in between laughs, but you eventually succeeded.

“Do not push my buttons,” Though Hux always wore a blank and stoic face, you could tell he was holding in laughter of his own by the way his eyes shone with amusement.

Hux had been your first friend in the First Order; you’d met him way before Kylo. You really hated him at first, he was way too uptight about everything and no fun to be around. That’s when your pranking had really begun; you’d done it to try and break Hux out of his awful shell. It had taken him a while to figure out who was doing it and he was furious when he confronted you. But, the day he confronted you, Hux had a green face from the dye you put into his shaving cream. There was nothing you could do except laugh at his stupidly bright green face and, eventually, he joined in on it.

From that day forward, both of you had been close as ever. He was like the brother you never had and you felt comfortable confiding in him. He’d been the first to know about your crush on the Supreme Leader and the first to when about your relationship. Hux had warned you about Kylo at first- talked about how cold and dangerous the man was, which you definitely understood. Kylo had been extremely off-putting the first time you met him, but some intoxicating urge to peel back his layers had you coming back for more.

Hux had seen a different side of Ren the day you accidentally pranked him and began to understand why you stayed around. It was late at night when you were planning to jump Hux and scare him before he went to bed, but you found Kylo instead. Apparently, he was on his way to give Hux some very important paperwork- which flew out of his hands the moment you jumped from behind the corner and yelled ‘boo!’ Hux came flying out of his room, only to see you hiding giggles under your hands and a very bewildered Kylo.

From that day on, Hux and you had vowed to prank him at every chance you got. The outcome you got each time was much too satisfying to stop chasing. Kylo had learned to just accept and ignore each prank you threw his way; none of it was really his style.

Suddenly, Hux grabbed your arm tightly and whispered in your ear, “Hide!”

You grinned with adrenaline and ran to hide behind a nearby corner. You peaked around the corner to see Kylo approaching the quarters both of you shared. He wore his normal menacing look as he strode closer to the door. His footsteps mimicked the pounding of your heart- ready to burst from your chest with excitement. The concern you felt earlier had disappeared and was replaced by the high strung adrenaline that came with each prank.

Kylo had reached the door by now and was getting ready to open it. You sucked a stale breath in between your teeth when he finally opened the door. Almost twenty loud, resonating pops filled the air around him and he jumped back into the wall. It was too hard to contain, so your laughter came tumbling out of your mouth and you fell to the floor holding your hands to your stomach. The look on his face was absolutely priceless; you could only hope Hux saw that.

You were too wrapped in your laughter that you didn’t hear the loud, reverberating footsteps coming your way. They stopped right in front of you as you opened your eyes to wipe the tears from them. Black, leather boots filled your vision and your laughter slowly turned dry. ‘Now’s clean up time,’ you thought, ‘Was fun while it lasted.’

Your eyes traveled from the boots, up to his torso, and his neck to end at his face. The look he wore was not his usual one of indifference after each prank. This one was much darker and filled to the brim with anger. Any lingering amusement quickly drained from your body and you gulped. This couldn’t have a good outcome for you; not with that look he’s wearing.

Kylo swiftly bent down to harshly grab your shoulders and push you to your feet. When you were finally standing, he roughly pushed you against the wall behind you. You winced when the back of your head and shoulders slammed into it. One of Kylo’s hands moved to the center of your chest, while the other one rested at the base of your neck. Under his left hand, you were sure he could feel your racing heartbeat. Under his right, you were sure he could feel the harsh movements of your throat.

His fingers on his right hand were beginning to squeeze slightly around your throat; just enough so you knew the pressure of his grip was there. He leaned close enough to you that you could rub your nose against his, but, given the situation, you stayed paralyzed with fear. Your boyfriend was a dangerous man and it seemed like you had pushed exactly the right button that unlocked that side of him.

His breath was cool on your mouth when he spoke, “Little girl, I’m in no mood for your games today.” His voice was low but powerful enough to send your psyche into shock. Your brain was screaming for you to run, but your limbs were much too numb to accomplish anything- certainly not pushing Kylo off of you.

He seemed to notice your need to run and harshly jutted a knee in between your legs to keep you up against the wall. If you weren’t dangerously stuck before, you definitely were now. You could only hope that the wall behind you would open up and swallow you whole away from Kylo.

You eventually just nodded your head in response to him, but that didn’t satisfy his anger. Kylo only gripped and pushed harder on you with your head nod. He leaned impossibly closer to you when he spoke again, “You speak when you’re spoken to. Am I being clear enough for you?” The menace in his voice was enough to tear you in half; the man standing in front of you was not the one you fell in love with.

You squeaked out a nervous, “Yes,” at his question. This seemed to sate his anger a little as he loosened his grip around your throat and removed his knee.

“Good,” You thought that was the end of this conversation, but then Kylo tucked his head close to your shoulder and his lips brushed against the shell of your ear, “Try anything again and see what happens.” Your body shook with the power of those words- the promise of danger in disguise was hidden underneath the normally exciting words.

Kylo leaned away from your ear and met your eyes with his. You could only swallow harshly and stare back into them; usually bright and inviting hazel was almost black with unfiltered anger. It was shocking to see, especially since you were the one who caused it. You didn’t know what hurt worse at the moment; Kylo turning you into nothing more than one of his subordinates or the fact you had pissed him off enough to do that.

After a few more seconds of staring through you, Kylo finally let his grip fall but he didn’t back away just yet. His harsh words found you once again, “Get out of my sight before I do something I’ll later regret.”

He backed away from you completely after he spoke and, as soon as his body left yours, you shot in the opposite direction of Kylo. You needed your safe place right now, you needed away from Kylo immediately. You huffed out sharp breaths as you ran and were sure the staff was staring at you like you were crazy. Eventually, you reached the dark and tucked away corner you loved to use when you needed a break.

Kylo’s actions hadn’t registered when they were happening, but now all you could do was sit and think about them. He had never once acted that way towards you, it was mostly saved for lower-ranking officers that pissed him off. You thought if you never saw that side of him, you would never have to even acknowledge it. Being the First Order’s Supreme Leader was sure to bring an air of fear around everyone he was near, but it barely touched you. Now, it was impossible to ignore the anger that festered and grew in the soul of the man you loved.

Kylo had done awful things, he never once tried to hide them from you and, make no mistake, you weren’t the fragile kind. It was silly to think that he would hide the Hyde of his usual Jekyll nature from you. Every bad thing that floated around about him was so easy to cast away when you only saw the good.

You felt so stupid for thinking that this could’ve been avoided altogether; you couldn’t live with him and not be exposed to the raw rage he exuded away from you. You’d been extremely lucky to have not seen it before now, honestly.

As you sat longer, the numbness of the situation faded from your body and pure hurt replaced it. Tears quickly escaped your eyes and you frantically tried to keep the sobs at bay. Even though this was a completely secluded corner, people would still hear you if they were to walk by. The last thing you wanted was to be coddled by Hux or turned into a laughing stock by the rest of the ship. Being Ren’s girl came with a certain air of responsibility and, right now, the last thing you wanted to do was indirectly embarrass him.

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HOURS had passed since you tucked yourself here. The tears had dried and left your face feeling sticky and taunt. The sobs you held in earlier caused your lungs to ache in the aftermath of your breakdown. The taste of salt lingered in your mouth like a bad aftertaste and left your tongue heavy with dryness. Your head was pounding with migraine and your eyes were too sensitive to open. Your psyche was left to crumble to pieces from the emotional exhaustion of overthinking everything that had happened earlier. You felt heavy and light at the same time; your body was drifting, but your mind kept you grounded with the weight of lingering hurt.

Kylo hadn’t tried to find you and you couldn’t tell if relief or pain filled you with that thought. Your heart yearned for his aura to wrap around yours, but your mind still shook with fear at the very thought of having him close to you. Would Kylo wrap you into his body and whisper reassuring words into your ears or would he back you further into this corner and add a few more layers of fear?

While you tried to decide what side to trust, footsteps approached you. Your thought riddled brain kept you oblivious to the sound, but something told you to turn your head to the entrance to the corner you were in. When you did exactly that, black clothes filled your vision; Kylo had found you. The heart you tried hard to ignore jumped and rejoiced with love, but your occupied mind doused your body with cold fear. You couldn’t gauge the mood he was in because he was wearing a completely blank mask. This caused your mind to kick into hyperdrive and anxiety flowed down your spine to the tips of your toes.

He strode towards you until you were eye level to his knees. Kylo bent at the knees and squatted in front of you; indecipherable hazel met the raw fear that flooded your irises. You couldn’t stop the shaking of your body once it started; this situation made you nervous.

He pulled the glove on his right hand off slowly with his left and his eyes never left yours. He switched hands and did the same to the left as he did to his right. You had no idea what his intention was when his right hand moved towards your face; love kept you still, but fear urged you to flinch. The cool, callused skin of his palm met the sticky tear tracks that were left on your left cheek. You saw Kylo’s mouth pull into a small frown- so small that if you would’ve blinked, you would’ve missed it- at the feeling of dried tears on the soft skin.

He pulled his eyes away from the tracks and they met yours once again. His thumb ran under your eye to smear the beginning of the trail away and it was comforting, to say the least. But, even with that touch, you didn’t know if Kylo would flip his switch again and make it hurt.

His voice was soft when he finally spoke, “Please, don’t be afraid of me, love.”

An ache bloomed in the pit of your stomach and began to reach the tips of your fingers and soles of your feet. For some reason his face said nothing, yet his voice said everything. The yearning was almost completely suffocating as it wrapped to coat your lungs. His words sank into your bones and left them heavy with the fear and sadness they brought. His actions and his words spoke volumes; he was scared you were going to run away.

You reached deeper into his soul through his eyes and sifted through the events of today; you couldn’t find any striking anger or poisonous danger. Kylo wasn’t going to hurt you, so you slowly let yourself fall into his touch. His whole body seemed to sink with release as he found his way to his knees. His unoccupied hand found your other cheek and swiped away the remnants of your fear.

“You’re alright now, pretty girl,” His voice was heavy with comfort as it wrapped around your body, “I’ve got you now.”

Kylo couldn’t stomach the word sorry and you never expected to hear it come out of his mouth. You didn’t even expect, nor want, him to say sorry; right now each soft touch and comforting word meant more than sorry ever could. He was a difficult man to understand- many scars hardened his reserve- yet, he was your favorite book to read.

You tilted your head into his left hand and welcomed the touch that it brought. Your voice finally found the courage to speak, “I love you.” You felt your words linger in the air between your mouths before they finally seeped into Kylo’s skin.

He didn’t say anything back, he couldn’t stomach those words either. It was a gamble to even say them in the first place, but you let them tumble out anyways. You knew you won when Kylo’s mouth met yours in a bruising kiss. His left hand traveled to the nape of your neck and tangled in the hair there. He manipulated your head and pulled back to open your mouth more to his. His tongue slid in between your lips and his familiar taste filled your every sense. Kylo used his right hand to grip the hair at the side of your head to keep you still in front of him; control was something he drew in like air and it was something you never found yourself denying him.

Despite the harsh dominance, Kylo kissed you with, you found hints of sweetness and even love wrapped up into it. You would be content with him never saying ‘I love you’ if he kissed you like this each time you said it. Words were fickle things, having the meaning of them stripped away by false prophets, but actions meant so much more. Each kiss left on you during this moment engraved love into your skin.

You finally found the strength to break away for air, but you let your face hover close to his. Each breath you exhaled was pulled into his lungs and exhaled into yours again; the intimacy was smothering you. You let your hand softly run over his cheek to find his hair; the soft, inky tendrils ran through your fingers. Kylo looked completely blissed out, a stark difference to how he was earlier.

“I’m sorry for doing that to you,” Your words were heavily laced with an apologetic tone.

He stared for a moment before he spoke, “I should’ve handled it better.”

Those words shocked you for a moment before you quickly recovered, “You put up with so much from me. I’m still learning your buttons and boundaries.”

“I promised myself I would never touch you like that,” He swallowed harshly with those words, “Yet when I snapped, I did exactly that.”

You let the words sink in before softly saying, “I pushed when I shouldn’t have.”

Kylo slowly shook his head, “I took the stress of a bad day out on you when you were having some fun and I shouldn’t have.”

His admission was definitely as close to an apology as you were going to get, “It hurt, but I think I needed to see that side of you,” You whispered into the air between the both of you, “You’re too careful around me, Kylo. I know what you do when you’re not next to me. I know you hurt people, I know you’ve blown an entire planet out of existence,” You took a deep breath before continuing, “Yet, it's so easy for me to forget how dangerous you can be because I’ve never seen it. I know now that, even though you love me, you can still snap and break into Hyde at any time.”

Kylo didn’t say anything, he didn’t really need to. Your words spoke for the both of you; Kylo wouldn’t apologize for the ruthless side of his psyche and you needed to learn to love every part of him. You couldn’t pick the sweet Kylo over the one that struck fear into the heart of the galaxy. Love was a close counterpart to pain; each never came without the other. You loved him and it hurt you at times- he was sure to snap more and possibly hurt you worse than he did today. Yet, you would still forgive him no matter how bad it got.

Eventually, Kylo was able to pull you away from your corner and back to the room you shared. Everything would be okay; time would heal the wounds this man wore like armor and you could only hope it would allow him to accept the scars that came. But for now, you could only wait.

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AUTHOR’S NOTE:

First, I’m so sorry for taking so long to fill this request !!!!! I’ve needed a little break for a sec after I finished those other two prompts, writing gets draining at times.

This got a little dark towards the end, but I like have no idea how to write a Kylo that is soft and caring because he really isn’t to me. I did try to slip some comfort in there, though it is pretty subtle.

I hope you like how I wrote your request, fandom ! Thank you for requesting it, I loved writing it. I thought the prompt was really unique and interesting to dive into. Also, good luck with your writing and keep being the awesome author you are !

Other readers, you can check their stuff out on their page; it’s pretty amazing ! They also take requests too and might write for a character that’s not on my list, so check it out !

My requests are also still open, but it might take awhile to get to yours because I have a few more to write and another chapter of TEETH to spit out. I’m happy to see them though, it’s extremely motivating.

Have a great day today and make sure to wear a mask if you go out ! Stay safe and healthy out there; I wish you all happy reading !!!!!

- K xx :) !!!!!!

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