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silent-raven13 · 9 months

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Hobie never cries but

this time he did

Hobie never cries, not the neglect of his mother, not for being alone, not for losing his closed ones, not for no one. Until...

Hobie: Shh, it's okay, luv. We're gonna pull through -he holds Miles in his arms, he felt his tears coming down his cheek-

Miles lay in his arms having trouble breathing, his mouth covered in blood: We- Did we win? Did we finally beat the anomaly? -he coughs up blood from his mouth, his eyes feeling so heavy-

Hobie sniffs trying to maintain his cry: Ye-yeah, luv. We defeated it, peter pan. Peter and Mr. Grumps are taking care of it. -Mr. Grumps is a nickname they use for Miguel in secret. The salty tears burns Hobie eyes, his hand placing on Miles' chest- You saved Mayday.

Miles breathes again: Heh, Miguel is gonna be so mad at me, huh? -cough a bit louder with more blood out of his mouth. He saw his boyfriend crying- Hey, man... don't cry. I'm okay! It's not that bad right?

Hobie let out a small chuckle with a bit of painful scoff: Yeah, it's not. We'll take you to med-bay. You'll be alright, sunflower. You're gonna be alright. -His hand finally pressing into Miles' large wound, he had been struck with a beam in the middle of his chest. A hollow bloody hole not even Hobie can prevent the amount of blood lost.- Your gonna be alright, Miles.

Miles gave a weak smile: Funny... you never cry. Here you are crying for me... must be bad. -He felt his body so cold, his eyes heavy, he couldn't even move to caress his lover's cheek. Hobie looked a mess too, his face covered in dirt, scratches, and blood. Could it be blood from him or Miles- who knows!- I-I I love you, Hobie.

Hobie: Don't talk like that, Miles. -This time he broke into tears- Your gonna pull through -false hope, denial- We're gonna take you to med-bay and-and your gonna be good as new, mate!

Miles' eyes look up at the grey cloudy skies: Tell my parents, I'm sorry. I wasn't- I wasn't care enough. -his body feels so cold and heavy- Tell our friends- I'm sorry..

Hobie: Stop it! You're gonna be fine, mate. -he holds Miles tightly. He saw Gwen and Pav running to them after the fight of the anomaly. Gwen was the first one to gasp with her hands covering her mouth. Pav quickly buried his face into Gwen's chest having to cry-

Pav: Oh no...

Gwen sniffs: Miles... -her voice weak-

Miles couldn't hear them, his hearing fainting: Hobie, I feel so-so cold -his skin slowly turning into paler dark purple shade, his lips chapped covered with his own blood. The life out of him is slowly fading- Hug me.

Hobie: I am, luv. I am! Look here, I got you. I got you right here. I'm not letting you go! You hear me! Don't give up on me! You hear, sunflower... -no response- Miles? Miles!

Miles's body unresponsive, his eyes no longer holds that sunny glow that Hobie fell for. They were dead, darken, his face frozen as if time has stopped. He was gone...

Hobie: MILES! Wake up, man! This isn't funny! MILES! -he broke down crying- Come on, mate- luv! Your Spiderman! You can't just fucking die on me! You made a promise we will be together forever -he hugs his lover's body having to rock back and forth. For once in his life, he felt like a scared little child. He finally broken down, as he cried out loud for the love of his life- MILES!

Gwen and Pav stood crying softly for Hobie and for the lost of their Miles. When Peter holding Mayday and Miguel arrived, they were too late to help. They're fellow Spiderman gone. Hobie refusing anyone to touch him.

Lyla softly whispered into Miguel's ear: Looks like Hobie has reached his canon. He had lost his own Gwen Stacy. -Miguel said nothing, because he knew it was meant to happen-

(Part 2)

#punkflower #angest #hobie brown #miles morales #spiderman #spider verse #across the spider verse

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idkjustsupersonic · 11 months

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Jason Todd x Reader

Warnings: Angest??? I dont rlly know what it is, sad, fluff idfk, hugging, kiss

You felt Jason nuzzle into your neck. His arms around your waist and his thumbs rubbing your back.

One of your hands laid in his hair and the other on his back rubbing up and down.

You knew he had a bad day patrolling the city when he stumbled in through your window on the brink of tears and his face bruised and red.

You immediately got up from your bed and hugged him as he let his tears out onto your shoulder with his hands on your waist.

“I can’t deal with this… I tried to save-“

You quietly shushed him and rubbed his back.

“It’s okay, baby. Not even the best can save everyone…”

You let him take a shower and you gave him some of his clothes that you found in your dresser.

You could see the guilt and sadness in his eyes and you couldn’t unsee it. It worried you but he always tried to stay strong while on patrols until he came to yours.

When he got out the shower, he placed his uniform under your bed and you grabbed your hairdryer, making him sit at the end on the bed while you dried his hair.

You kissed his cheek every now and then until his hair was dry. You placed everything away and laid in bed.

He laid on top of you, wrapping his arms around your waist and his head nuzzled into your neck. You could hear his slight sobbing, making you want to start crying.

You rested a hand on his back and the other in his hair as you felt tears running down your cheeks.

You hated seeing Jason in this state as he’s normally the goofiest person ever but people have facades.

You heard Jason silently come to a stop with his sobbing and his slight snores coming through.

You bit your cheek, rubbing your tears away with the hand that was his back.

You felt Jason’s weight move off of you.

You opened your eyes to see him sitting up on the side of your bed.

You shuffled up next to him, hugging him one-sided.

“Morning, Jay…” you mumbled.

He slightly smiled down at you, wrapping an arm around your waist and resting his head on yours.

You stayed like this for a few minutes before you both decided to get up and see what your parents were making for breakfast.

“Hey, lovebirds.”

”Hey, dad.”

Your dad had already made breakfast which was eggy bread with maple syrup.

“What time did you get in, Jay?” Your dad asked curiously.

He knew that Jason would sneak into your room through your window, so it wasn’t that big of a deal.

“I don’t know… late?” Jason replied.

“If I did that to your mum at your age, Y/N, her parents would have killed me,” your dad laughed.

You smiled, the memory of your mum warmed you sometimes.

You started eating, Jason slowly following on behind you.

Jason obviously finished first, then asked for seconds. Which your dad didn’t mind one bit.

After breakfast, you and Jason went back to your room and got dressed. Jason tugged his uniform out under your bed and plopped it onto your desk.

“Do you have a bag?”

“You have like five of my bags, Jay,” you smiled.

“I know… they’re pretty. Not as pretty as you though.”

You giggled and threw him a bag.

Jason placed his uniform in your bag and then opened your window.

“I’ll see you later, Y/N,” Jason said, already out the window.

“I’ll see you later too, Jaybird,” you said, walking up to him and giving him a kiss.

Well it’s 11pm and I’m back… yh ive been busy doing gcses and its been AGES since I’ve posted so I don’t expect this to get a lot of attention lol

see you later

#jason todd #x reader #x yn #x you #x you fluff #jason todd x reader #Fluff #angest #titans #robin #batfam #batfamily #nightwing #red robin #batkids #idk just a ton of tags

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evathesimp · 1 year

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WARNING:ANGEST,FLUFF,PREGNANT Y/N,OVER PROTECTIVE BAKUGO

ENJOY?

yellow eyes and a black body showing up with a man who's purple? Well half purple But you still didn't know what he wanted from you, and then the purple man spoke "Your the wife of the number 2.hero,pro hero Dynamight" he asked.You didn't respond because you were really scared.'' I'll ask you again, are you Dyinmait's wife?'' You answered graciously '' Yes, I am.'' ''Now we wait for him'' ''he won't come unprepared.'' ''Oh, you think he won't, and I thought you knew your husband. '' ''What are you talking about? Of course I do.'' ''Then you know he would've come here if he was worried for you.'' all of a sudden You heard a loud explosion. Your first thought was Katsuki. You were so happy when you saw him with all of your friends at the door. As they were fighting, Katsuki came and untied you, trying to make a run for it. As you two ran out of the building, you were not even processing what just happened. Was this real? When you came home, you knew right away what was going to happen. You had a big lecture from your husband about how stupid it was for you to get caught by the leuge of villins.]

[''You could have died. What were you thinking, dumbass?'' ''I'm sorry. I didn't know they were after me.'' ''They're after you, dummy; you're the wife of the number 2 hero of Japan.'' ''Yeah, you don't have to brag about being the number two hero, you know.'' ''What does it matter, are you hurt?''' ''Of course I'm hurt'' you said, but you didn't have the heart to tell him that, and when you were waiting for him, you found out you were pregnant, but now you know for a fact that it had died from all the punches in your stomach. Now that you had nothing to tell him, you felt really bad. After covering your wounds, he asked ''Is there anywhere else where you were scratched or badly injured?'' You couldn't hold back your tears and started crying, knowing you couldn't go back in time to change things. You wanted to tell him so badly but didn't want him to go all out on you anymore ''why didn't you take more care?'' Or '''why didn't you listen to me and stayed at home while I was in the hospital'']

[''y/n You know, you can tell me'' soft bakugo was a rare thing. but you remained silent for a while. You took a deep breath, trying to calm down. ''I'm going to the hospital tomorrow'' you said. ''Of course you are.'' You looked at him with a worried face. You didn't want him to come because you were going to see if there was any chance the baby was still alive. Even though your dreams are small, you still have hope. I'm going alone. ''NO!'' You said; he can't know even if you get caught again.]

[''w-what do you mean, no, I have to come with you to know if you're okay?'' ''Fine, you said, but I may have something to tell you before we go to the doctor.'' He looked at you, waiting for you to tell him. ''You see, I wanted to tell you this before you went to the hospital, but I didn't have a chance to tell you the news'' you said ''so what was the news you wanted to tell me?'' You took a deep breath. ''I'm pregnant.'' He looked at you, pulling away from your hug. ''Are you sure you're pregnant?'' ''Yes'' he hugged you, not wanting to let go, but then it hit him. You wanted to tell him you were pregnant before you were kidnapped by the League of Villins. Does that mean the baby might be dead? No, theres still hope. ''did… Did they hit you in the stomach?'' He asked Sakely, and you could feel your tears building up in your eyes as you responded with a quiet yes.]

[''Let's go to bed. We will think about what we will do in the morning'' but Bakugo is raging right now. All he could see was red. All he could feel was rage. You were trying to get him to bed, but he was too hot-headed to even lie down with you. Come on, Bakugo, you know you can't change anything now. Maybe the baby is still alive''you said. he said quietly ''The baby is alive, and where his parents after all? So hes strong as hell.'' ''You think it's a boy, no, it's a girl for sure.'' You said, ''I don't care; I just want it to be alive, but of course he is.'' ''Your ego is too big.'' You said he just growled in response. You laugh. ''Come on, let's go to bed. We have a big day ahead of us.'' ''Yeah, yeah, I know women.'' You two fell asleep cuddling and watching a movie together.]

That's it for part 2, for those who want a part 3 repost and like this story. and sorry for the wait.

part 1

#katsuki x reader #bakugou x you #bakugou x reader #bnha bakugou #pregnancy #angest #bakugo fluff #kidnaped #part 2

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ramblingmoon · 1 month

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OK SO. One-shot idea. Levi/Samarie (platonic or romantic) where they bond together after Marina’s death, and possibly, perhaps, maybe get drunk together. Samarie having lost the person she put on a pedestal and loved the idea of, and the irony that Levi knew Marina for less time and was closer to Marina than Samarie ever was. Samarie seeing Marina in Levi bc of Levi’s connection to Prehevil, the two bonding over the shared feeling of being walking corpses. Do you see my vision 😭 (PS: please don’t feel obligated to ever get to this request! Only do it if you feel motivated, are interested in the concept, and it’ll be fun for you! Take care of yourself!!! 💕)

Okay, but I’m making it sadder.

Also, I love this idea. Two people that are just so lost that they make it worse for each other.

Rating… explicit?

Tw drug use

Tw depressing

Mention of major character death.

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Her sun was gone.

There was no warmth let in her as Samarie laid on the bed. A thin blanket was the only thing covering her nude body. She was desperate for anything to numb the pain of losing Marina. Beautiful Marina, perfect Marina, her personal sun.

Without her it was only cold and darkness

So desperate in fact that she found herself crawling into bed with him, an addict ex-solder from her dead sun's hometown. Not like she could judge him, Samarie was addicted to someone like he is addicted to his drugs. Was, what a painful word.

She barely knew this man besides her, was it Jordan, Luke, it was Levi. That was his name Levi. She had found him on the streets and read his mind and found he was delirious withdrawal. Samarie has gotten him to safety and found they drug of his choice. A whole case of heroin.

It was an intimate thing, to be taught how to shoot up. Her resting in his arms as his hands guided her hands to injected the needle in. She whined when the needle went in and the fluid entered her blood. But she was higher than her pain so nothing else really mattered.

The memory was fuzzy on who kissed who first. But he had his mouth around her breast licking her nipples. His cock in her hurt but only for a moment.

She moaned and thrust with her hips to his what she hoped what was good sex. Not that she had any experience in that department. Levi didn’t complain verbally or inside his mind.

Samarie had plan for her first time to be with Marina but there was not happening. She wouldn't do that to her corpse even if Samarie herself felt dead too.

So they just stayed in bed. Getting high and when they got thirst they drank vodka straight from the bottle. Fucking each other to make the pain go away. What else do people do when they are going to die in a couple of days.

Levi slept by her, naked as well. He dreamt of horror things that would sometimes flash into her mind. Blood and bodies piled high that they blocked the sun. Bayonet tearing through human flesh. A symphony of war pledged him.

He was as broken as she was and they will both drag each other to hell. There was no way either of them could stop from free falling into their misery.

She could feel his heat even as she laid on the other side of the bed. Her skin felt icy and in pain from the cold.

Turning over, she could see his back. The outlines of his bones where visible under his skin. She moved closer to him. Her body bare to his. His warmth burnt her but she didn’t mind.

Wrapping his burning body in her arms, Samarie nuzzled her head into his neck. So warm against her heart.

She had lost her sun but for these last couple of days of her short life, Levi could work. He was no sun but he was warmer than being by herself.

#fear and hunger #fear and hunger termina #funger #fear and hunger samarie #fear and hunger levi #samlevi #levarie #what will this ship be called?#angest #tw drugs #tw depressing

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trenchcoathunnybee08 · 11 months

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The villain fighting the hero: the heroes just thrown the villain across the room and they spit the blood from their mouth and while what’s left away with the back of their hand.

“You think you can kill me? HA. Nobody can kill me. You of all people should know that. What makes you think you’ll be the one to change that? Hmmm ?! You couldn’t even kill your self. The only people you have ever killed were the people you loved.”

Hero:

“Shut up!!”

And the hero lunges for the villain.

#writing #hero x villain #writeing prompt #was this impaired by willam defo as the green goblin?#yes it was #but also chuck from supernatural #and I feel like it’s #Dean Winchester core #angest

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dancingdevildemon · 2 months

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"I just don't want people to die.....like I did." He paused with hands in his pocket staring off. "Cold....and alone.....with no one around to care....":

#ic: dancin' demon #open #ANGEST

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b1as1an-souya · 2 years

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“Thank you, for being my brother”

Baji x younger brother reader

WARNING: blood, death, stab wound, implied suicide? And knifes

ALSO TOKYO REVENGERS SPOILERS BELOW BAJI PHOTOS‼️‼️

Alone.

I’ve always been alone.

Ever since I was born.

So why am I lying down on the ground? Next to such a familiar body, a familiar boy…

Keisuke Baji? Baji Keisuke? Who is he? How do I know him?

That’s wrong, I wasn’t alone I had someone, but who? I can seem to remember. Oh yea…I had a brother. A older brother. Keisuke Baji, I’m [Name] Baji. We’re siblings, we’re together, on this ground. But why are we here? What happened?

Oh I remember now, he got stabbed. Twice, I got stabbed to. But i did that myself. Does that mean we’ll die? I don’t want to die… I don’t want Keisuke to die either. I love him too much for him to die.

We were at the Toman versus Valhalla fight. Kazutora stabbed Keisuke, but he didn’t wanna die by Kazutora’s hands so he stabbed himself again, and also so Mikey wouldn’t have a reason to kill Kazutora.

But why am I here? What happened?

I remembered again. I stabbed myself. But why? I-I didn’t want my older brother to leave me. I would be all alone. I wanted to be with Keisuke.

“[Name]? [NAME]! Why are you on the ground?” Keisuke yelled at his younger brother. “You’re all I have Keisuke, I couldn’t lose you too. If I did what kinda younger brother would I be?” [Name] replied back to his brother. “I don’t want you to die Keisuke.” [Name] said while tears built up in his eyes. “So I decided I’ll go with you.” The crying boy said while giving him a warm smile.

“But it wasn’t supposed to end up like this! You were supposed to live [Name]! What happened?” Keisuke cried. “I…I stabbed my self with the k-knife you had…b-because we started together so we’ll end together. Right?” [Name] said while giving his brother a sad but warm smile. “Don’t…don’t! Look at me like that [Name] it makes me feel like I’m a horrible older brother. So why? Why would you do this to yourself?”

“If you died… I-I wouldn’t know where to put myself! I wouldn’t be anything without you Keisuke!” [Name] said trying to prove a point. “You’re the best brother in the world Keisuke. It was almost time [Name] realized he was about to die soon. “[N-Name]!” Keisuke said while looking at his crying brother, he realized he was crying to.

Keisuke rushed to grab [Name’s] hand. “Keisuke I need to tell you something before we go. If we’re ever reborn, I hope to be your younger brother again. And you’re the best big bro ever! Also t-thank you for caring about me!” [Name] said while sobbing as his body became cold and lifeless.

He was dead, gone, deceased? It wasn’t true he was alive, this was just a dream! “[Name]? ANSWER ME DANMIT! [NAME]?! Your hands are cold… I’ll warm them up for you!” Keisuke yelled while crying. “Don’t worry, I’ll be joining you soon!” He whispered to [Name’s] lifeless body while smiling warmly at him. Then Keisuke’s body was also cold and lifeless.

Both of the Baji siblings died with a genuine smile on their face… but yet such sad and tired eyes.

#anime #tokyo revengers manga #tok rev #tokyo rev x reader #baji x reader #keisuke baji #male reader #tokyo revengers x male reader #x male reader #manga #angest #baji angst #tokyo revengers baji #baji keisuke

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stinkyham · 10 months

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Help I just watched Minari. Jacob And The Stone (track #2 in the soundtrack) reminds me of Ellie and Joel and their little happy moments :,(

#ellie williams #joel miller #tlou #the last of us #angest #minari #a24 #im crying #send help #im actually going to cry #the #Minari soundtrack is so mf good

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gigglingcloud · 11 months

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I feel like mitsuri kanroji is the kind of person that senses feelings (ᶠᵒʳ ᵒᵇᵛⁱᵒᵘˢ ʳᵉᵃˢᵒⁿˢ )

Night terrors were nothing off the ordinary when it came to demon slayer corps,the splattered blood, the shouting, even images and clear memories of deceased comrades that were fighting for a reason bigger then them..

This is were mitsuri's ability comes in handy when not in fighting grond, you don't need to phrase it she simply understands, that's one of the biggest reasons obanai the big and scary is comfortable around her. He doesn't need to initiate anything she is simply there existing and radiating comfort and him wishing and waiting for the day he fould deserve to call her his.

Imagine a situation where you find yourself attacked by both humans and demons, the unwanted,

After various encounters and putting in effort tooth and nail the headmaster of the hashira's recognized you're presence but it was never said ip it's a bad thing or good, you were no combat genius nor inherited any form of abilities, if they wanted you off they simply will and you wouldn't even realize when it's over for you,

The butterfly hashira proved it write many times, they are allways several steps ahead of you..

A sword to your throat were what those " nightmares consisted of for several nights and days, that it became a sign that you're eyes were closed whenver you thought you heard a shield shaken

But not today, she was patient wasn't she? It had been hours and the sword never collided with your weak and sprawled porm in the makeshift bed made by the medics that had no idea you were the cause of the mess they had to deal with, muffled crying and noises of carriages moving the rumble to find the missing were never enough to mistake the love pillars presence but you couldn't move, and she didn't either, you had no energy to move so she did as she usually deos, understands.

She told you she sensed the pain and she wanted nothing to help

It's an instinct you thought, an instinct engraved in whom is willing to sacrifice themselves for unworthy beings

Iike you.

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#Angest #Sad #I just love her okey?#Mitsuri kanroji #Love #Hashira #Obanai #Demon slayer #Reader insert #Youtube #Kimetsu no yaiba #artists on tumblr

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arkainea1911 · 2 years

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IT IS DONE!!!!!!

This is the longest fic I have ever written and honestly, I never thought I would finish it but I'm so happy I did and I hope you like it!!

#star wars #star wars fanfiction #obi wan/ female reader #Darth maul/ female reader #long fanfic #fluff #smut #angest #random

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babyqueen17 · 10 months

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So I had another daydream where Miles from 1610 turns into Miles from 42 because of the betrayal and the loss of losing his dad.

So Miles starts off as quite and every time Miles says something it comes off as cold and rude basically he turned into a person that gave a fuck about everything and everybody to giving no fucks at all he becomes this violent person gets into arguments with his mom because all he wants to do is look out for her but she doesn’t understand and also gets into fights at school going out at night knowing that he is not supposed to disappearing every once in a while for weeks but once’s he comes back home he doesn’t want to talk about where he was evens while he was away. Miles saying that since dad is dead “I’m the man of the house now so u let me do what I got to do” so Miles stops being Spider-Man because of what Miguel said about him being a mistake, him not supposed to be Spider-Man, etc… So when Miguel comes to terms with Miles being Spider-Man and him not being a mistake. Miles says that people don’t need him that they don’t need Spider-Man that they can’t all die for all he cares that people are evil, ungrateful, selfish, and etc… and everyone is just shocked at what they are hearing rn because this is not the Miles they knew. And then continue on saying that people in the spider society can die (expect for Maybay and Hobie ☺️) for all he cares that whatever happens to their universe is not his problem and it can be destroyed and he will still not give a fuck about them. Says that Spider-Man is dead the day they betrayed him and the prowler was born and Miles says that “fuck being a hero is a waste of my time I want to be a villain instead much more easier” and everyone is so shocked Miguel feels bad for saying that to a kid and says that he was in the wrong for treating him so horribly then telling Miguel to go and fuck himself that he does give a duck about their apologies and shit and then just walks out leaving them alone with their thoughts and they all start yelling at Miguel for one putting those thoughts into his head and second for treating him like shit just being he was an anomaly and wanted to save his dad but they also blame themselves as well because they didn’t tell Miles the truth and then proceeded to betray him.

I know this is a lot so if something is interested in writing this let me know and make sure to tag me so I can see as well.

Do u like it?? If so comment down below please I want to hear from u guys your opinions matter to me

Sorry if this is a little confusing to read I tried my best unfortunately I have dyslexia me personal I hate my learning disability because it makes me feel dumb as hell and no I’m not saying people with dyslexia are dumb I’m talking only about myself when I say I feel dumb with my disability

#miles 42 #miles molares #miguel o'hara #angest #sad thoughts #no comfort

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greyalaska7 · 9 months

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I have been so tired for so long

I worry too much

I worry I’m am too much

Because I am too much

I have been told that I am the worst person in the world

and I do believe that too

I cry and beg and it’s meaningless

I scream inside my head too often to be sane

I have worried too much that my scandalous existence would only ruin the peace of the house or get on my mothers nerves

I cry and beg and it remains meaningless

I scream inside my head too loud

I forget how to breath

I run in my dreams too hard my lung give out and I almost die in my sleep

I worry and worry till I can’t no more

I want to be seen to much I ruin the peace of a house that would only answer my begging with more anger and disfigure

I hate my existence as it never made me happy I hate to be seen otherwise I hate to be there

I want dig my self hole inside my brain and fall there for hours unseen

I know I’m cursed with what they call disgraced manner

I’m cursed with what I call scandalous existence

one day I hope it kills me

I can no longer abide

I hope it tears my skin apart and leave me for the crows to feed on my flesh for at least somebody can feel from me

so I can never feel the consequences of every overflow every outbreak and every mistake

it rules my body like a puppet on a show where only suffering is what it’s paid for

I cry and beg and it’s meaningless

I scream inside my head

I fantasise about being a meaningless existence

one of the many ghosts on empty shores wondering forever if they will ever be known

but I only want to wander

to be gone with the wind and never return

to breaks my skull and fall to a meaningless form

to never cry and beg no more

to never scream inside my head no more

to be an existence unbothered by the coldness of its home

or that house it loathes the most

I want to cry and I want to laugh

but I would never be with someone I love

it’s the curse and what it brings

I’ll cry myself a river to drown

yet never try to reach a hand to hold

but only cry and beg for the coldness to respond

it’s the curse and what it brings

kill me soon if you can

I can’t abide no more

kill me now if you can

I can’t cry any more

kill me now if you can

I’m begging a silent wall

kill me now if you can

I’m the only promise they can not hold

kill me now if you can

I’m the problem of this home

#grey #spilled thoughts #spilled words #angest #poets corner #new poets society #my poem #poems and poetry

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sexygrass · 11 months

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6. Unknown Land.

genre: smut, supernatural AU, soulmate au, vampires au, werewolf au, Sub/Dom dynamics, angst, mention of traumas, mention of torture, deaths of some characters, and blood, explicit language, fluff, mature content, sadism, lots of killing, and many plot twists.

After Suho and Taeyong's serious talk, taeyong decided to warn Mark about what was actually happening and tell him about the interpretation of his unnormal visions about the girl he's eager to meet.

after taeyong's confusing explanation, Mark felt like his head would split into two from all the illogical pieces of information. and to say that he wasn't scared and slightly shocked would be an understatement, not only because he was seeing Samantha Mikaelson, the Original hybrid and Klaus's twin sister in his dreams and his every waking moment, but because of the reason why.

At first, He refused to believe them firmly and called it a bluff. however, when suho showed him a piece of his memory of Samantha and one of his mortal shadow selves together in what seemed like ancient Italy, he felt his whole world closed up on him.

later that day, he kept himself composed and showed no extreme reactions about the matter after what Suho showed him or informed him. nevertheless, the information about Samantha's willingness to kill those who took the Salvatores' brothers made them postpone their conversation about the odd, startling discovery and gather the rest, and head to their home in hopes of protecting their friends from whatever Samantha might do to them.

parking the car next to Johnny's, Jaehyun was the first to get out and whooshed into the destroyed house, stepping over the shattered glass and the scattered wooden pickets. Taeyong clenched his jaw at the unfolding scene.

"Taeil...he's really not here," Haechan stated warily. and from the puzzlement look the rest shared, they're clueless about the relationship that he had with her or the reason why she'd take him.

"what do you mean he's not here? where he'd go?" jaehyun asked.

"She took him."

they all lifted their heads to meet Johnny, who was ascending the stairs with Yuta and Doyoung, the two with ripped and splattered blood clothes. "oh, god, what happened to you?" jungwoo gasped and rushed to them.

"Samantha Mikaelson." Yuta stated darkly. Mark patted his back as his bottled emotion scratched the surface.

"We need to talk," Doyoung stated sternly.

....

"you're kidding. tell me you're kidding. I know you're kidding. stop kidding, it's ain't funny. seriously? no, no, no, this can't be." everyone sighed and looked at haechan, who had his hands on his hips with an irritated glare. "first, her weird, psychic connection with my brother now her beef with Taeil?" he scoffed. clicking his tongue, he ran a hand through his hair "If what doyoung said is true, he must be dead by now, right? what proves to us that she didn't kill him already? that he's still alive?"

haechan voiced out the reality that everyone has been silently denying; Samantha had already killed him. Each one in the room had thought about it but quickly shook it off, pushing it far inside their minds.

only johnny and doyoung were aware of taeil's dark secret and the past he shared with the hybrid. with the latter explaining what he did to her, they now became certain that the only reason she came to town is tearing his head off his body and there is no reason for her not to do it.

"nothing. but what if she didn't kill him and she's just torturing him? if we act up fast, we might get to him before she kills him." yuta scoffed loudly, "We closed the door in her face, and as a punishment, she pierced us with stakes like JESUS TO THE FUCKING WALL! I wonder what she'll do to someone who locked her in a box for hundred years!?" his sarcastic tone turned into a shout at the end as his nostrils flared with anger.

narrowing his eyes at jaehyun, the latter gave him a broken look. as if he was telling him to hold on to the silver lining their holding onto.

"Suho said we have the only thing that Samantha cares about more than her whole damned life, a wild card that can help us." taeyong called, catching their attention. turning on his heel, he flashed a knowing look in Mark's direction. the latter caught the hint and shot up from his sitting position.

"oh, no, no, no, not a chance," he chanted with a shake of his head, "I don't want to be a sniff-close to her," crossing his arms on his chest, he shook his head 'no'.

"Funny how this morning you were whining like a little bitch wanting to meet her," jaehyun bite back, earning a dirty glare from the blue-haired.

Johnny stepped in between when Mark stepped closer toward jaehyun, who, too, didn't hesitate to stand his ground and stood up, his chest buffed and fists clenched by his sides.

"If you're our only hope in getting taeil back, then you must cooperate with us. Mark, the person we're talking about is our friend! a family! And we don't turn our backs on family." Johnny said, tapping his shoulder with a silent plea.

"last day I was a vampire now I'm a doppelgänger of an original vampire's soulmate, Samantha Mikaelson to make it better. the girl is Klaus's female version! what do you want me to do? go there woo her and... I don't know... flirt with her then ask her to hand back Taeil, Who hurt her and stole a century from her?! Are you crazy?"

"like a wise man once said: activate your sexy. sure she'll give in."

shooting his brother a glare, he sighed in surrender, "Yeah, screw it! what's the plan?"

Doyoung and Taeyong grinned mischievously. portraying two crazy scientists itching to do a mad crazy experiment, "alright then," doyoung clasped his hands, "here's what you're going to do."

...

"Man, I'm exhausted," yangyang whined and crashed his body on the couch, "I can't feel my toes—"

interrupting his nagging, xiaojun pushed him to the side"—bitch, scoot over, I feel like dying", yangyang groaned and stretched his long legs, occupying the couch all for himself.

"go sit on Hendry's lap or something, I want some space!" Hendry scoffed and xiaojun gasped, "Ew, what the fuck," turning on his heel, Hendry arched his brows, "Come again, sir?"

the three started squabbling non-stop like old people arguing over the economy. soon, their dilemma ended when Lucas threw his huge, heavy body on top of theirs' causing them to choke and squeeze themselves away.

when the front door opened, the four werewolves in the living room winced at the sharp shriek that cut through the air. "THAT'S NOT TRUE! DAEGAL WOULD NEVER!" the light pink-haired male winced at his high-pitched voice, shaking his head, he fished his phone out. "look, I recorded it. there's no need for denying it."

"Chenle, next time...warn us before you make an entrance," Xiaojun threatened. the orange-haired male scoffed and rolled his eyes at him, shamelessly. "did he—did he roll his eyes at me?!" the blond male asked, highly offended. "yes, yes I did. whatcha gonna do about it?" Chenle teasingly smirked at him.

the rest laughed at their friend whose eyebrows started to twitch up and down from anger. and boy, he was pissed as hell. Jisung sneaked his phone out, ready to record his best friend getting his ass whipped.

the smirk on chenle's face started to fade once he saw xiaojun making his way toward him in slow motion. "Woah there buddy...let us not act stupid," chenle stood up and start walking backward, his eyes not leaving Xiaojun. the latter was eyeing him as a predator ready to jump on his prey.

once chenle spotted xiaojun's smirk he made his way to the stairs, screaming for dear life. "KUN! KUN! HE'S GOING TO EAT ME!" when xiaojun grabbed him from his sweater's collar, the younger yelped, " GET THE FUCK OFF ME YOU DOG LOOK LIKE A DINOSAUR!"

Both Jisung and Yangyang rushed to the hall with their phones filming the scene, laughing out loud, chasing the two upstairs, and the wheeze that Hendry let when xiaojun tripped on the stairs made Ten drop the plate he was holding. now all of them were running away from the raging pocket-sized man.

they know Ten has a soft spot for yangyang and he can save them from the wrath of the angry mom by acting cute to distract him, but with Ten holding a knife, yangyang rethought it and chose not to risk it.

Ignoring the shouts and the crime that was about to happen upstairs, shaking his head, Kun let a sigh as he tasted the food he was preparing. "hm, needs some pepper." he mumbled to himself, unfazed by the shrill scream that he was positive was Lucas's.

seeing winwin walk to the kitchen holding his car key in hand, kun perked up "Oh! winwin, can you come and taste this for me?" the brown-haired hummed and bent down allowing him to lift the spoon close enough to his mouth, blowing on it, he slurped it and let out a hum and a thumb up, "it's good."

kun smiled and went to finish cooking while winwin sat on a stool and unzipped his jacket, after minutes of silence, the brown-haired male sighed "You know...this morning..." winwin trailed off, hearing kun hum, beckoning him to speak. taking a deep breath, winwin looked at kun who's back was facing him.

"that girl I danced with, I think she's a werewolf." putting his spoon down, the black-haired turned to him, "what?" he asked with knitted brows.

"Look, I don't know but... when I was with her, my inner alpha relaxed around her, as if she was an old friend. it was like...uh... there was some sort of bond between us. you know what I mean!" he messed his hair, frustrated.

"Yeah, well, I guess... I know there aren't many female werewolves around so the feeling to be close to one would be different; especially since the last time was—" kun pressed his lips shut when he realized what he was about to say.

"since Yuzho died. yeah, no need to be cautious about it. what happened happened. I'm okay, it's been a year, kun." he let a defeated sigh before pushing himself off the stool.

"car accident." winwin scoffed bitterly, "anyone with eyes would see the bites on her neck. A vampire attacked her. and when I find out who, I'll make them pay for it. in blood," he adds darkly before grabbing his jacket and left the house. kun let out a deep sigh and pressed his hands on the kitchen island.

"IN THE NAME OF CHUCKY! I COMMAND YOU TO BACK AWAY!" rubbing his face, he went upstairs to save his children from the serial killer. "TEN, STOP IT OR I WILL FEED YOU PINEAPPLES WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPING!" hearing Ten's loud gasp, he sighed shaking his head. "a bunch of airheads."

....

two days had passed, and Jeno started to warm up to the hybrid as he magically stopped fearing her. getting to know her, he figured out that she can be just like any normal, moody teenager if you ignored her indomitable strength, fangs, and claws.

poking over her shoulder, he took a sneak-peak at the book she had been reading for a whole day and night. groaning, he dropped his chin on her shoulder with a pout. "I'm bored," he whined in her ear. his husky deep voice made her flinch and snap her head at him.

feeling their noses brush, he blushed and pulled back. closing the book and putting it to the side, and placing Wes down on the floor after he was sleeping on her lap, she gave him her undivided attention. "and what's there you want to do?" she asked calmly, ignoring the voice of his thumping heart.

taking a deep breath, he stood straight and looked her straight in the eyes. "I've been locked in here for days, I feel suffocated." arching a brow, she placed one leg over the other. "you do realize if it wasn't for your handsome face you'd be still locked up in a dark, wet, and cold cell. right?"

taking another deep breath, he swallowed the forming lump in the back of his throat and stepped closer to her. her intimidated gaze never fails to make his tummy churn. an idea popped into his head, a new one that he never saw himself doing in his life; activating his cuteness.

mustering up some bravery, he brushed her knee with his fingers and made her undo her crossed legs before sitting on her lap and slipping his hands around her waist, giving it a light squeeze, he pouted.

chuckling at his cute expression, she rested her hands on his chest. "I want to go out— before you say no, hear me out!" closing her mouth, she nodded at him.

"I will wear a face mask so none would recognize me and you can come with me to make sure nothing wrong would happen." her furrowed brows shot up when his hands slid under her shirt and squeezed the flesh of her waist. letting a gasp, she glared at him momentarily before chuckling when he pecked her nose and flashed her his infamous eye smile.

running her hands up and down his chest, feeling his ripped torso under her touch and the heat that started radiating from him as his face turned red. she smirked and leaned in closer to him, her chest poking out from the low v-line shirt she wearing. "is this you asking me out on a date?"

gulping at the sight of her sexy cleavage. he nodded, hair bouncing. "y-yeah." he stuttered out and pulled her shirt up in hopes of covering her. chuckling, Samantha laid back into the chair with her hands on his thighs, a small smile adorning her pink lips.

hearing the front door open and Matilda's faint 'you can come in', both Samantha and Jeno looked to their right. seeing Baekhyun standing awkwardly in the grand hall anticipating whether to walk down the three steps into the grand room or get back from where he came from.

"Am I interrupting something?" taking a few seconds to register his words. they realized their position. pulling his hands from away, Jeno stood straight with a red hue dusting his cheeks and sat next to her on the couch.

straightening her shirt from any wrinkles, she cleared her throat and pushed her hair off her face. "what is it, baekhyun? you seem stressed." breathing in and out, the dark blue-haired vampire stood in front of her with a tensed body.

"I need to tell you something."

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