Mom and Dad.
You say you will still love me, despite my lifestyle-choices
But you give me weird looks when I say a girl is beautiful on tv.
You are irritated when I watch a show or movie with LGBTQ+ characters.
You still badmouth and make sick jokes about trans people.
You misgender my friends. You say theyâre confused.
You sit me down one night, this night, and tell me to take the pronouns and bisexual out of the only social media site where people we know personally could see. You tell me it isnât appropriate.
You tell me because Iâm a child, I cannot express my choices until I am an adult.
After I bawl my eyes out and feel disgusted and revolted with myself, you come upstairs hours later to hug me and say you love me.
You force me to hug you. You force me into a hug because you couldnât stand the idea of me being angry at you and villianizing you.
You beat the dead horse again and again, saying you love me. You tell me my friends donât care about whatâs good for me as much as you do.
You tell me I shouldnât be ashamed of being bisexual.
Maybe I donât wanna manifest wealth. Maybe I cast spell of bad vibes.
âIâll have you in my thoughtsâ well get me out
So I was watching Lindsey Ellisâ new video on transphobic media and it made me really mad (not her video just the media itself), so Iâm gonna post a comment I made.
âGod why did cis men think puking at the sight of a trans womenâs body was the peak of comedy? I literally cringed so hard every single time it happened. And itâs funny how South Park gets praised for being so âsubversiveâ and ânot afraid to talk about hard truths, and be edgyâ when they were literally doing the same stupid safe unfunny jokes about trans women and intersex women that had been going on for years. Kinda infuriating actually⊠đđđâÂ
Like maybe cis men just shouldnât be allowed to write comedy about people they donât understand cause it always sucksâŠÂ
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I was a good little prey for you, housebroken and obedient and that only made it easier for you to do what ever the hell you wanted it
sorry i havenât been mentally or emotionally capable of entertaining you these past couple days. i know itâs been really inconvenient for you how iâve been laying down in my own bed in my own room not eating or drinking or making a single sound. sorry. iâll try to be less annoying in my depression from now on.