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themeadowinforks · a month ago
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oh to be a middle class lady in the 19th century who has nothing to do all day but have time to think about her romantic afflictions and her beloved
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docitoos · 6 months ago
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non angels kissed here.
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acatpiestuff · 6 months ago
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fine i’ll post it since y’all want to see it breach containment so badly
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feral-ballad · 2 months ago
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Linda Pastan, from The Five Stages of Grief: Poems
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beljar · 5 days ago
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This tremendous world I have inside of me. How to free myself, and this world, without tearing myself to pieces. And rather tear myself to a thousand pieces than be buried with this world within me.
Franz Kafka, Diaries, 1910-1923
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satanasaeternus · a month ago
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Robin Isely
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tamurakafkaposts · 2 months ago
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My restless blood now lies a-quiver, Knowing that always, exquisitely, This April twilight on the river Stirs anguish in the heart of me. ------ Blue Evening - Rupert Brooke
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life-imitates-art-far-more · 8 months ago
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Arthur Hacker (1858-1919) “Vale (farewell)” (1913) Oil on canvas
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callmeyellow · 8 months ago
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But I miss you to the point of anguish. I’d like to see you and have you to myself — just to myself — for a long, long while.
— Simone de Beauvoir, Letters to Sartre.
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anjels001 · 2 months ago
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The hidden treasure
I dreamed of something sad.
I dreamed that I was the mc in an Au soulmate and that I was luci's soulmate, a soulmate universe where soulmates gain 1% of each other's power when they meet.
However, for being human, luci hated me, or rather he was indifferent to my existence, events occur in a way -+ equal to the cannon and I can make pacts with the brothers.
Out of respect for his wish, threat, I never told you about him being my soulmate.
I believed that if I worked hard enough, if I proved myself, I could have your love...
However when I see mammon holding the dying body of my own, I passed lesson 16 I realize that while I was running after someone who never called me..... I was ignoring those who took a lot of risk for my well being....
When all was said, when the truth was revealed I asked my first one to sleep in his room, that's where I gave myself to him....
And when it dawned, I went back to my timeline... because I knew I didn't belong in that place, because I knew that if I stayed, I would lose my self....
The only thing that remained was my DDD and a letter apologizing for the abandonment, explaining that because of the laws of time I wouldn't live to see another day...
"........You gave me something I've always looked for, blinded by pain as I sought the favor of my soulmate that I neglected the one who cared the most for me, you always were and always will be the most precious person in my life , no matter how much time passes in my life after death I will always love you, my hidden treasure... the one I chose, I love you always and forever.
Signed your human MC"
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liquidlightandrunningtrees · 4 months ago
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I will never be banished. I am the light, your personal anguish and humiliation. Do you dare send me away as though you were waiting for something better? There is no better.
Louise Glück
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docitoos · 6 months ago
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acatpiestuff · a year ago
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happy 8 month anniversary of this strange thing I did. 
strange how I’ve only been in this fandom for eight months. golly gee whillikers.
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feral-ballad · 4 months ago
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George Seferis, tr. by Edmund Keeley and Philip Sherrard, from The Collected Poems 1924-1955; “The Sorrowing Girl”
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beljar · 7 days ago
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A stranger to myself and to the world, armed solely with a thought that negates itself as soon as it asserts, what is this condition in which I can have peace only by refusing to know and to live, in which the appetite for conquest bumps into walls that defy its assaults?
Albert Camus, The Myth of Sisyphus and Other Essays, 1942
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kayami51 · 8 months ago
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hello may i request a headcanon for shinobu and mitsuri of a gender neutral s/o that tried committing suicide but lived (if that made any sense sorry my brain is absolutely fried)
Your wish is an order, anon! But don't forget: if you're going through a bad time, ask for help, please.
Enjoy reading!
Mitsuri and Shinobu with a (Name) who tried to commit suicide and survived.
Kanroji Mitsuri x Reader | Kochō Shinobu x Reader
- Mitsuri and Shinobu headcanons with a (Name) who tried to commit suicide and survived.
Trigger warning: suicide attempt, depression, angst
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Kanroji Mitsuri
She was returning from a mission she's just completed and had the brilliant idea of ​​stopping by your house to say hello.
She announced in the genkan that it was her and was surprised when you didn't greet her back, which was very strange of you.
She decided to go to your room to see if you weren't sleeping and maybe wake you up with kisses.
When she opened the shōji, she couldn't react.
You were hanging from the ceiling with a rope around your neck, your face was losing its color and your body was giving its last spasms.
When she saw you roll your eyes at her and tried to call out to her, that's when she came to.
"(Name), what's going on?! (Name)! Please don't die, I'll get you out of there!"
She was quick to grab the nichirin and cut the cloth on the ceiling, soon catching your body before falling to the floor.
She was rocking you in her arms, trying desperately to make you conscious.
"(Name), please don't die! Please stay awake, I'll take you to Shinobu-chan!"
She sent the crow to inform Shinobu of her arrival and ran with you in her arms to the Butterfly Mansion while crying and screaming for you not to die, making those who saw her get scared by that scene.
The Insect Hashira wasted no time and started taking care of you quickly while the girls tried to calm the Love Hashira, claiming that you were in good hands.
At some point Iguro appeared to calm his companion, saying that her crow had called him to try to improve the situation.
When everything calmed down and Shinobu let her go to your room to see you, her face was still swollen from crying, but she remained by your side while you slept.
When it was night and you still hadn't woken up, she had to leave the room to get something to eat.
"Mitsuri, dear?"
She turned quickly from the door and saw you sitting up in bed with a sad smile and open arms.
She couldn't stand it and hugged you tightly as she cried, asking several questions about what you had done.
"(Name), why did you do this?! What happened?! Why did you want to leave me?! Was it something I did?! Please answer me!"
"I'm sorry, my love. I'm sorry, please."
After the two of you calm down, Mitsuri weakens the hug and stays in bed holding you to make sure you don't go near her while asking you to tell the reason why you tried to kill yourself.
After you tell her, I guarantee you one thing: she won't let you go for the rest of the night and promises herself she'll help you.
Whenever she can, she takes you to restaurants to eat whatever you want on her own. You have no choice.
She will try to spend more time with you, claiming that if she gives you more love you will get better.
She's not wrong, it really works.
She ended up adopting a cat so you could take care of him, as Shinobu had said that animals can help your recovery.
She will insist that you live with her, saying that you will never be alone and that you will prepare lots of delicious food.
Will hug and kiss you more than she already did, but with limits if you don't like contact very much.
She goes to ask Iguro for help, which he gladly accepts because he doesn't want to see her sad.
And also because he started to like you, but he won't admit it.
Kaburamaru always sneaks up to your shoulders to rest when Iguro visits you with Kanroji and he just left with a lot of insistence from his owner.
It may seem like all is lost, but Mitsuri is always there for you, no matter what.
"(Name), I know you've been going through a rough time, but I want you to know that I'll always be there for you, no matter what, because if you're bad then I'm bad. We promise to be there one to the other one, remember? So here I am, and I'm not leaving here anytime soon."
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Kochō Shinobu
Shinobu was on her way to you house to bring some medicine as you had caught a cold recently and she was very excited to have the chance to see you.
She screamed for you in the genkan and was surprised that you didn't answer her, so she got worried.
"(Name), where are you? I brought you some medicine for your cold!"
When she wasn't answered yet again she didn't hesitate to run to your room, a bad feeling soon overtaking her.
She was a doctor and you were very important to her, so she knew you had some issues.
When she opened the shōji in your room, the bag with the medicines she was carrying fell into the engawa.
You had a sheet tied around your neck, your limp body hanging from the ceiling.
She wasted no time and cut the rope with the nichirin, catching your body before falling to the ground.
"(Name), why did you do that?! I thought you'd tell me when you got in trouble, you idiot!"
She's lecturing you as she carries you to Butterfly Mansion, but that's to keep her sane, otherwise she'd be crying a lot right now.
At the Mansion, everyone is surprised to see her carrying you so desperately and the girls wasted no time in helping her.
After things calm down a bit more and you settle down, she'll stay with you in the room while holding your hand and praying to whatever God there is that you wake up.
When she was wondering whether to go to her own room to rest or spend the night there, you shook her hand.
"Hey, my butterfly."
She couldn't take it anymore and hugged you crying while still giving you a lecture for not asking for help.
"You idiot, never, never do that again! I've already lost nee-san, I can't lose you too! You idiot, idiot!"
"I'm sorry little butterfly, I'm sorry."
After a lot of crying for you two, she will have a serious conversation with you about the suicide attempt and one thing I already make clear: she will do everything to make you better.
She will insist that you live with her at the Mansion, but will respect you if you don't agree.
She will try to spend more time with you, even if it means some sacrifices on her part, like teasing Tomioka-san for a few hours.
Whenever she can, she will kiss you anywhere on your face, but only when the two of you are alone.
In public she'll just take your hand, but maybe give her a kiss to try to make you smile.
She knows that animals can help her recovery, so even if it means she'll have to interact with a pet with fussy or sticky fur she'll give you one because she just wants to see you happy.
She has prepared a daily routine just for you, so that you can take medication or do some actions so that you can improve your mental health.
She asked the younger ones to spend more time with you, as they could make anyone's day better.
Aoi always makes sure you're doing your daily routine properly, claiming that you're only doing it because she sees you as a patient, but even you know she cares about you too.
Kanao spends more time with you too, but since she doesn't talk much, she offers you a bottle of soapy water so you two spend a lot of time creating bubbles.
Even though she looks stern and all, she only cares about you a lot.
"(Name), I know I don't always do things right with you, but I ask you never to doubt my love for you, because he's the only thing that wasn't a mistake."
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promptsforyourwhumpfic · 4 months ago
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Whump Prompt #846
Submitted by Anon - thanks!
The mental anguish of not recovering fast enough from PTSD - recovery is not linear. 
(There was an additional note with this prompt, but all I’ll say is that I’m very sorry for your loss, anon, and I’m glad you’re seeking help. 
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ask-dancingspider · 5 months ago
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A nice little info sheet for idk everyone I guess. Yeah let me just share my private info to the public and hope that no villains use it against me lmao
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merakimegumi · 3 months ago
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what vanitas and noe have is something that is very precious and dear to me, and i will attempt murder on anyone to tries to wreck that.
[spoilers for part 2, ep 8]
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sillycumberbatchgirl · 2 months ago
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Evocations of twisted emotion and animal instinct.
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