#anj cringe moments

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CRUSH

I dont want to admit that im having a crush on this person, maybe because i feel cringe2 when thinking about it..and maybe im just that type who is hard to love and hard to be loved sksks

tapi tula, mcm xde sebab sngat pon nape aku suka dia..i cant even remember how it all started in the first place

yep, he’s a decent and good guy, brilliant and famous too

buatkan gue lagi insecure mat, aku cuma cekodok rentung yg ad impostor syndrome and socially awkward sometimes2 but almost everytime and have tooooo many flaws

chat few times pernah, but not yet to talk face 2 face

kadang2 bila smpai moment tuk cuba lupakan dia, time tu la akan terserempak..atau dia post status yg membuatkan susah lak nk move on hahahah hanatt betul

apa2 pon, mamat ni pon kdng drop hint yg kadang aku rasa mcm la..mcm ditujukan ntuk aku

tapi xnak perasan lebih

i mean, for what reason would he maybe ‘like’ me in the first place..who is almost unnoticeable hurm

apa2pon sya minat abe, lamo dah..harap kita minat each other la ek sksksk cringe la anjing

p/s: nanti abe kasi hint lagi, kalini gue cube reply walaupun xtau la hint tu ntuk siapa..sya cuba nasib

harap awok x kene kebas lgi dgn prmpuan laen sksksk, but why ek..good looking, bijok, bnyak join persatuan, tapi x sngkut dgn sape2

padahal selalu up status sedih hidup single hahaha

adakah dia cuba test market, kalau dia kaki test market..aku aku aku x tau nk kata apa

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yeah i got invested in merlin in 2021 :/

#anj cringe moments #having shown exactly zero interest in it before AND with the full knowledge that [redacted] dies i dont understand how this ended up happeni #merlin #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #merlin fanart #head in hands i dont understand #edit: as of this tag ive watched the disir ep and im so filled with rage merlin the opportunity was THERE you IDIOT #i had to pause for a minute to take a deep breath #knowing the ending made this so much worse #edit: anyways elyan deserved better #ive had this post in my drafts for over a month and i cant. bring myself to watch the last few episodes. god ill force myself to eventually #bad anj stop getting way too attached to things #i WILL bite the bullet and post these on twitter and insta sometime but i need to see. how tumblr goes first