rosé will always be my thinspo
Feeling like tearing my misery apart
The Frozen 2 is a Phenomenal Movie before i finish watching it’s so very a lovely movie.❤🙏
Anna smiling at Kristoff💖
just hit my first goal weight feelin good
Quick view of my Pops :)
Decided I wanted all the princesses.
Elsa, Sally and Rapunzel should be here next.
In the scale from 1 to 10 how ill am I if I’m happy to have eaten a spoiled meal so I’m gonna have a stomach ache for like 2 days and that means skiNnYy
half an avocado 140 cals
small mcdonalds vanilla iced coffee 60 cals
today~ 200 cals
For whatever reason I’ve gotten it in my head that my weight doesn’t count until Friday. At noon. That’s the only weight that counts.
I still weigh myself everyday, but it’s just to make sure I’m on track for a good weight on Friday at noon.
So i may be lactose intolerant.
So. If i eat butter, EVEN IF ITS IN LIKE MASHED POTATOES OR ON TOAST, i get a bad stomach and spend a few hours in the bathroom crying on the phone with my mom who’s in the other room that i need pepto.
I ate a yoghurt at 2PM (bc no normal college kid wakes up earlier than 1pm) and since i at that yoghurt I HAVE BEEN IN PAIN AND HAVENT LEFT THE BATHROOM IN AN HOUR.
I mean… this will cause me to lose weight bc my body is getting rid of everything I’ve ingested in the past 2-3 days. But also. I love cheese. Cheese is the snack i go to when i binge bc i’m sad. Now in quarantine i’m going to be eating ZERO dairy products bc I need to get tested for this shit. THIS ISNT OKAY.
But also it’s good bc now i can eat less and lose weight bc my toxic mother called me fat again. I’m 125lbs so i lost weight. Now i need to lose more bc of her comment.
So if yall need me i’ll be jn the bathroom crying for some pepto.
Please send me memes. I need to laugh.
I’ve been wearing huge sweatpants and sweatshirts during this quarantine and even started putting a t-shirt and compression shorts on underneath because…
- I’m very cold all the time.
- It’s quarantine and I can.
- I’m restricting like crazy, and I don’t want my family to be able to see a difference in my size until it’s too late for them to do anything about it.
Sorry I was inactive for a few days, I was
✨Binging and being a disappointment 😎✨
🖤 Ig: alyczewska