I Mean This. Forever. Alternate Ending
OK so I feel bad because I haven’t been updateing Heroes, so I’ll give you this. It takes place after chapter 59. Instead of takeing her home they took her to the hospital. I wrote this because I was tired of the story and thought I needed to end quick, but thanks to @thepromiseofanend I drug it out the way it needed, so thank you for that. three chapters in one.
Jareds pov
When they finally got to the hospital there was a quiet commotion in the lobby.
I don’t know she just disappeared. We didn’t even stitch her up! She woke up in the ambulance and as soon as we opened the doors she jumped into an SUV and was gone!
Fuck.
I found Rob in waiting room nonchalantly reading Better Homes and Gardens. “Dude they lost her.” I took the seat next to him letting out a breath of exhaustion.
He closed the magazine and sighed, “Fucking figures. Did you talk to them?”
I shook my head.
“Then how do you know they lost her?”
“I heard them talking. She jumped out of the ambulance and got into an SUV. Why would she do that?”
“She’s probably being investigated again. What has she been doing lately?”
“Nothing, I mean I’m not sure I go to work on the other side of the house everyday. I don’t know. She’s on the phone a lot, but I just assumed it was normal business.”
“Normal? Do you know what she says?”
“No, I don’t eavesdrop.” Rob cursed under his breath. He walked to the desk and asked about Rhiannon. I stayed put trying to process the fact Anni was hiding stuff from me. I mean I understand that she can’t tell me everything she does. The less I know the better, but I wish she would tell me if she was doing shit that was illegal enough she wouldn’t be able to buy her way out of it.
“Yeah you’re right. She bolted. The SUV they described was one of her guys’, and she’s not answering her phone.”
“What do we do?”
“I need to go through her office to see if there’s any evidence of what she’s doing.”
I had completely forgotten about Ruby and Blair until Blair chimed in. “What’s going on is she ok?”
“No she bounced.” Rob said annoyed.
“What do you mean?”
“He’s not here. She left. We don’t know where she is.” he threw up his hands and walked out of the ER.
I followed outside into the morning air. “I guess I’ll see you at the house.” I walked back to where I left the car only to find it gone. The only thing there was her cell phone. I picked it up and walked over Rob’s truck. “She came back for the car and left this.”
On the ride home I listened to the voice mail the random number had left for me.
“Hello, Mr. Leto. This is Agent Greem with Child Protective services. If you would please give me a call back as soon as possible it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you have a nice day.”
Yes, a nice fucking day. Why the fuck is CPS calling me? When we returned to Wonderland there was a black car in the drive waiting for us. What the fuck now? As we all piled out of the truck I told Blair and Ruby they should go out and see LA, and called them a car to drive them around. I didn’t want either of them there right now. I don’t need them asking questions, and I couldn’t just blatantly tell them to fuck off. I walked up to the car waiting as a man stepped out. “Hello Mr. Leto. I’m Agent Greem. How are you?” He held out his hand for me to shake.
I ignored his small talk and shook his hand, “What is it that you need to talk to me about. I’m not sure why CPS would need to contact me.”
“Well mr. Leto is there somewhere we could talk? Inside perhaps?” I nodded and he followed me into the house. We sat on opposite couches, and he pulled out a stack of papers. “Do you know an Annaleese McGregor?”
I wracked my brain trying to remember the name. “Not that I know of why?”
“Because she has passed from lung cancer and her daughters birth certificate states you are the father.”
“How old is she? Her daughter?” I’m not a father I’ve been very fucking careful about that shit.
“She’s ten.” I thought for a moment not being able to recall a time I didn’t wear a condom with a random woman.
“I want to do a DNA test first.”
“Yes, that’s why I am here. I just need to prick your finger for a drop of blood to put in here and we’ll have to results in about fifteen minutes.” he held up a DNA test kit. I held out my hand giving him my finger to draw the blood from. I’m not this kids father. There’s no way in hell. While we waited for the test to finish I excused myself to find Rob.
He was in her office digging through paperwork. “How often does this happen?”
He stopped and looked up at me. I’m sure the worry and fear was imprinted across my face. “Every once in awhile, but she usually cleans up her mess then comes home fairly soon. Not much to worry about. All I can find in here is arms shipment schedules. She’s either planning a heist or she’s running guns again.”
“Are you fukcing kidding me?” I groaned and ran my hand over my face.
“Hey man, it’s cool she’s done this quite a bit, actually. She’ll usually call tonight from a untraceable phone and let us know when she’ll be back. She just had to disappear for a while. She left at the hospital because she doesn’t want the ATF knowing where she is.”
“That’s not the only problem I have right now.”
“What do you meen?”
“I might have a ten year old daughter, I’ve never known existed, whose mom just died from lung cancer.”
“Oh shit. Is that who that guys was?” I nodded and sunk down into a chair. “Are you doing a DNA test?” I nodded. “Maybe she’s not yours…”
“There no way she could be I was careful with that shit.”
“What are you going to do if she is?”
“Well I can’t just say ‘No I don’t want her; take her away’ I can’t be that father. Not after the shit mine pulled. I’d never be able to live with myself. I just don’t know how I’m going to be able to be a dad and work like I do. What happens when I go to shoot another film or Mars goes on tour. I’m just going to have to stop.”
“Hey calm the fuck down man. You aren’t going to have to do this alone. Rhi will be back soon, I’m sure your mom would be out here in a heartbeat and I’ll stick around and help until Rhi gets back. It’ll be ok. That’s why you have family, but hey, we don’t even know if she’s really yours yet.”
I nodded and returned to the living room, “Mr. Leto congratulations! Your DNA’s match.”
Well shit.
“What do I need to do?”
“Well I need to know if you’ll take her in. If not I’ll have to turn her over to the state of California, and let them find her a foster home.”
“No, I’ll take her. I can’t send her through that shit.”
“Well that will make everything much easier for all of us. I just need to do a walk through of the house and make sure she has her own bedroom to sleep in.”
“Of course where would you like to start? there’s 55,000 square feet.”
It’s took an hour to tour the entire house. “Everything looks good although I do have some concerns. The staged dungeon down stairs and some of the art could be considered quite, um, vulgar.” He pushed his glasses back up his nose as I looked over to Rob. “It’s art…and those are museum pieces. The guillotine in harmless.”
He hesitated and looked between the two of us. “Very well. I will go pick her up from her grandmother’s house. Along with her belongings and will be back momentarily. Thank you for taking her in Mr. Leto. Her grandmother would have but she’s also battling cancer.
Agent Greem left and I sank back into the couch processing everything. I pulled out my phone and called mom. It rang three times before she answered, “Hello, dear.”
“Hey mom. You’ll never guess what’s happening.”
#2
Mom was on a plane within the hour, and I had gotten off the phone with Shannon when Agt. Green pulled back in the drive. I watched from a window as he helped the little girl out of the car. She looked exactly like me. Thick dark Brown wavy hair, slender, sharp cheekbones, and bright blue eyes. I looked to Rob who was watching too. “She is most definitely yours, dude.” There was no doubt about it, and it instantly made me angry I hadn’t known her, her entire life. She was something I had helped create. I felt robbed.
I stood there washing over with emotions. I’m a dad…I’m scared, happy, nervous. What if I fuck up? What if I don’t live up to her expectations? I’m angry at her mother for not telling me. Who knows why she told her why I wasn’t in her life. She most likely built me up to be a terrible person. One thing I do know is that I’ll do anything to make her happy, and I wish Anni was here. The doorbell pulled me back to reality. I took a deep breath and opened the door. She stood there sad and scared clutching onto her pink backpack. There was a pause of silence before Agt. Greem spoke up, “Cecilia, This is your father, Jared. Jared, Cecilia.”
I instantly fell in love with her. I moved down to her level, “Hi Cecilia. It’s nice to finally meet you.”
She gave me a funny look, “Why is your hair is your pink?”
“Because it’s one of my favorite colors.”
She smiled, “Me too.”
I couldn’t fight the smile that invaded my face when she smiled. “Would you like to come inside?” She nodded. I stood and everyone followed me back into the living room. We sat and i introduced her to Rob, “This is one of your uncles, Rob.”
“He’s your brother?”
“No he is my fiance’s brother. My brother is on his way over.”
“Oh. Where’s your fiance?”
Fuck. “She’s on a business trip right now.”
“When will she be back?”
“We aren’t for sure, but hopefully soon.”
“Oh.” she looked down at her hands gathering her words. “Is it ok if I live with you?”
“Of course it is. That’s why you’re here. Do you want to live here?” she nodded silently. “Would you like to go pick out your room?”
Agt. Greem interrupted us. “How about I have you sign these papers real quick. They just state custody and parental rights. Then I’ll be out of your hair.” I signed the papers and walked him to the door. “I’ll call in a month to check in on things. Thank you again.”
I nodded and shook his hand before pulling the rest of Cecilia’s things in the house. “Shall we pick out the room now?” she grabbed my hand and we walked to the hall lined with bedrooms. “This is my room here. You can pick from anyone of these rooms in this hallway.” she carefully walked down the hall and inspected each room. Finally landing on the one with the big four poster bed.
“May I have this one? It has a princess bed.”
“Yes, you may.” She’s so polite.
Over the weekend she got settled in and we redecorated her room by adding more pink. I dropped her off at school in the morning and Mom, Emma, Rob, Shannon, or I would pick her up. I worked all day trying to keep myself busy so I could keep my anxiety at bay. I didn’t sleep much. Rhiannon being gone with no real explanation was wearing on me. No one had heard anything from her. Days turned into weeks with nothing still. Christmas and my birthday had come and went. New years, nothing. I’ve kept in touch with her family. Her nonna flew out to let my mom go back to New York for a while. Anni’s absence has all but driven me mad.
I sat down with Catiana one night after putting Cecilia to bed. We sat in silence drinking tea. “Rhiannon contacted me today.” Cat seemed somber.
“Really?! Where is she?! Is she coming home?” Cat shook her head and handed me a small piece of paper. Scrawled across it was Anni’s handwriting, ‘I’m alive.’ “That’s it?! Are you fucking kidding me! ‘I’m alive.’ Nothing else?! What the fuck is this? Some kind of fucking game for her?!”
Catiana rested her hand over mine. “No it’s not a game, Jared. This is how it is. James had to go into hiding with no explanation right after we got married. He was gone for three years. Then one day he just reappeared. When I asked him where he had been he simply said, ‘It’s over that’s all you need to know.’ and after thirty-seven years of marriage I still don’t know where he went or why he left. All I know is he did it to keep his family out of harm’s way. He did it for us. Don’t hate her for what she has to do. This is apart of our life, Jared. Most likely she brought on some heat and someone is after her. She left to keep you away from that. She will be back. I can promise you that.”
The months turned into a year. It was Christmas time again and I decided we should head to Italy with Rhiannon’s family.
Cecilia and I had talked about Anni. I told her what truth I could about her being gone. She seemed to understand. Cecilia was extremely smart. She wanted so bad to meet Anni and asked me questions about her constantly.
When we arrived in Porto Cervo we went straight to the house, “Daddy, it’s beautiful here.”
“Yes, it is.” I hadn’t been back since I killed Chris. Chills moved up my spine as I crossed the threshold into the house. It was warm and smelled like her, and cooking, like she had been her seconds before. I reveled in the ambiance of the house.
“Does it matter which room I take daddy? Dad?” I snapped out of my trance as I looked over everything.
“No, it doesn’t.” The first door she opened she stepped and stepped back out. That room overlooked the water, “What’s wrong with that one?”
“There’s a crib in it.” My heart thundered in my chest. There wasn’t a crib in there last time. I walked through the door and was it had been painted light green and was set up as a nursery. What the fuck was going on? I went to the kitchen to find the back doors open and a hot pot of tea steeping on the island. I looked out the doors to the water. There she was standing with her back to me. Her hair was black again and reached down to her shoulders into a dramatic bob. She had a sweater wrapped around her as she looked out over the water. I felt like I was watching a mirage. Cecilia stood next to me, “You see this?”
“Yeah, is that Rhiannon?”
“Yeah.” my voice was barely audible.
#3
A tall thick man dressed in a very expensive suit walked up next to her with a tiny baby in his arms. Fire in my chest raged out of control. She fucking left and moved on? “Are you fucking kidding me?” I whispered. “That’s impossible. She can’t have kids.”
“Maybe it’s not hers…”
I moved through the kitchen as she took the child from the man. When she turned back the house she saw me standing on the patio with my arms crossed. A huge smile spread across her face. She walked quickly to me, “Jared! I-”
I threw my hands up to stop her, “Don’t. What the fuck is all this?” I motioned to her, the baby and the man in the suit.
“This is Simone. He helps with Alex.”
“That’s Alex?” I pointed to the baby. She nodded. “Where did he come from?”
“He’s yours, Jared.”
“That’s impossible.”
“No, it’s not. Let’s go inside it’s getting chilly.” She pulled Alex to her chest and covered him with his blanket.
As soon as she saw Cecilia she smiled undoubtedly knowing who she was. Anni held out her hand to her, “Hi, I’m Rhiannon. You look just like your daddy.” Cecilia shook her hand and smiled at me. Alex started fussing in her arms as she walked to the fridge and pulled out a bottle and placed it into a bottle warmer. She had changed. She was softer now. I stood shocked. This was real.
“Did you leave because you were pregnant?”
“No. I didn’t know I was pregnant when I left.” She stood with her back to me swaying softly to comfort Alex. “I’m sorry I left. I had too. I got myself into some trouble and needed to hide out for a while. Then I found out I was pregnant and it took a lot out of me. All the scar tissue from being shot made it painful the entire time, and the doctor didn’t want me to fly.”
“Why didn’t you tell me I could have been here with you. I could have flown here.”
“Because you needed to take care of her, not me.” she nodded over her shoulder to Cecilia. She pulled the bottle from the warmer and shook it. “I’m sorry you didn’t know. I couldn’t let you know until now anyway. Until a few days ago I was still hiding, but everything’s been taken care of. Nothing like that will happen again.” She turned around and gave me a faded smile.
“Are you ok?” she looked drained.
“Yes just tired is all.” she led us into the living room and turned back to me, “Would you like to feed your son?” My heart jumped. First my daughter now my son. I nodded and sat in a chair. She handed him down to me. A huge slime across his face. He clutched at my beard and giggled. His bright green eyes shifted from me to the bottle in his mother’s hand. I brought it to his mouth while he flapped his hands happily. I was instantly in love again.
“He’s so tiny.”
“He didn’t have much room. He was only five pounds when he was born.”
“And he’s healthy?”
“Yes very much so.”
Alex and I watched each other closely while he ate. He twirled my beard in his tiny fingers while he drank. “What’s his full name?”
“I named him after his uncle’s, Shannon Alexander Leto. His birthday is August 3rd.” I smiled I couldn’t have picked a better name. Both of our brothers would be excited, and my mom. Looking up to see Anni and Cecilia talking and laughing made my heart swell even more. Catching the light bouncing off the goddy engagement ring she still wore I’ve never felt more love in my life. I could lose everything tomorrow and I would be fine as long as I had these three with me. Anni looked up at me smiling. We watched each other while Cecilia babbled on about decorating for Christmas, and Alex ate in my arms. I couldn’t live without this.
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