Thinking about Finnick Odair (thg spoilers)
When Annie was captured by the Capitol Finnick realised that he couldn’t protect her this time. He couldn’t help her, couldn’t save her. He blames himself.
“I wish she was dead. I wish they were all dead and we were too”
District 13 gave him a rope to fidget with. Notice how the rope is short? They were probably afraid he would do something to himself. He even told Katniss he wished he was dead in this scene^ (And he joked about it in a deleted scene)
Finnick wishes Annie was dead too. He doesn’t want her to go through more pain. He wants to join her in death. He’s hoping for a more peaceful life there. He wants to see Mags again. He wants to live his life the fullest without feeling like a robot.
Finnick wants to be asleep, doesn’t matter if he has bad dreams. He doesn’t want to wake up if Annie isn’t at his side.
First Finnick had lost himself.
Then he lost Mags.
And now he might lose his Annie too.
Finnick gives Katniss advice. He shows that he has experience with dealing with nightmares. He is only 24 and already has gone through so much trauma. While still processing his grief, he makes the effort to help his friend with hers. While still processing his grief, he contributes to the revolution by sharing secrets about the people who hurt him. Secrets he collected, knowing they would come in handy later. He used the brutal situations he was forced into to his advantage. To get the victors back.
He finally had her back. He finally could help her heal. He finally got the opportunity to shield her from harm by participating in the '76th Hunger games’ to end this war. I like to think he did it for her. And it got him killed.
The right person but not enough time.
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god she’s so fine in this episode. annie forget your heterocompulsivity and just marry me instead
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This pic felt necessary for the last day of October
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I love thinking about how if Blake went up to Yang right now and told her "I love you," I don't... think Yang would know how to react to it. Not in a silly, "oh what a gay disaster" way, but in a "Yang has abandonment issues and has never been loved in the deep, all-encompassing way Blake loves her, which she absolutely reciprocates, so would she even know how to accept that love for herself" kind of way.
Blake and Yang need to talk about Yang's abandonment issues and the way she values the people she loves over herself to her own detriment before their relationship can move forward and that's why I was so anti-reunion kiss and why I don't expect them to kiss before the last half or third of the volume. They can continue being stupidly cute together before then though, so I don't even mind.
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just opened instagram n saw stef dawson (the actor of annie cresta) posted this n this is the most annie creta core photo ive evr seen ,,
shes so pretty
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I wanted to share this immediately. Anna (@annawayne ) made me this absolutely stunning cover art for my fic.
ANNA. GOD- I can't even begin to describe how BEAUTIFUL THIS IS! Absolutely stunning, the design, the colours, the lake, the mountains, and Aruani!!! They're soooooo pretty omg!!! It's so gorgeous and thank you SO much for this, I'm in awe and totally emotional over this. I can't stop looking at it!!!
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