you got a 9 to 5, so ill take the night shift
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Fall In Love With You~
Another sleepless night! In legit tears reading a Heimdall series so I needed to do something to hype me back up 😭🤝🏼✨
Story is by @grievedeeply !!
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Life is rough, but as long as there's an AU where Hanzo and Harumi both survive and take in the ice brothers, maybe that's enough reason to keep going.
Art is by Shei ♥️
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denial is a funny thing.
I can ignore you
refuse to think about you
never listen to your playlist
pretend im over you
laugh over the fucking insane shit I did with my friends
but when I close my eyes at night
your face still appears in my mind
and I hate it.
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Sunday panic attack is somehow worse this week ☹️😫 don’t know what to do with myself.
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I remember the first time I stepped into that lobby,
early twenties and terrified but eager.
Eager to end a chapter and start a new one.
Eager to stop punishing myself,
(because wasn’t I just punishing myself?)
Mom taking the phone and spreading lies.
Mom threatening me.
'Cancel or I will'.
You’re not sick.
You’re just looking for attention.
There’s that phrase again.
Attention, attention, attention.
Didn’t she know?
Couldn’t she tell?
That was the last thing I wanted,
just the first thing that came
to her mind.
Hospital bed.
End of summer breeze
tip tapping outside my window.
Meds I shouldn’t have anymore
are the only thing on my mind,
because don’t I need that to function?
But I’m okay now without it.
I’m a different, better person
on something else.
I’m surviving, thriving,
trying to be this new version of myself
without destroying anyone in my wake.
Because I don’t want anyone to hurt
the way that she hurt me.
Two broken girls just doing their best
to hold each other together,
each with their own pain and secrets
that wouldn’t come out in time.
One leaving in haste
when a secret comes out
at the wrong time.
The other getting blamed for something
she didn’t do.
Wasn’t her fault.
Wasn’t her fault.
Feels eight years old again.
Bottle of perfume covered in dirt again.
When will the cycle end?
-Step one to a new me.
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Sunday Morning Coffee: Home Alone
I woke up at 4 a,m. Not my happy time. I’ve had trouble all week, can’t fall asleep. Jumpy leg, restless all over. I need to find a way to get back into a decent routine. No one warned me that old age and retirement can mess with your inner body clock!
You know what’s really aggravating? I’m SO sleepy now, but a nap is not an option. I HAVE to stay awake until bedtime if I’m going to get back…
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Im gonna go crawl in a hole and die
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I'm patiently waiting for more Heimdall x reader stories/updates 🧍🏻💕
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just relized i self sabotage my thesis. i have 6 days to finish, get it checked and submit. and while i had a decent speed in december, the last two weeks i was doing pretty much nothing.
i'm just so fucking tired. i want to sleep and not think about writing and staring at graphs that i only half understand. these are not even the mothods we study, and half of them was literally an afterthought, done in the last week. how am i supposed to know how to interpret them.
so. i probably won't defend my thesis on the first date and just do it on the second one, two weeks later. i literally need two days of fucking sleep, then i can get back to writing.
it's so fucking painful, staring at the word document for 4 hours and write 2 paraghraphs... because you need to checke every word with some book on article. and english is not my first language and understanding these methods is hard enough in polish!
god i wanna sleep
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I just realized I posted a kinktober fic and I didn't added tags.
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I when that 1 hour evening nap cost you your whole night’s sleep.
😒
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