#anxiett

[messinheaven]

He’s threatening me that he will tell my landlord that I’m letting my friend stay in my house (like for longer). I’m in the worst place in my life rn as I have a week till I finish school and a week to finish my diploma which I have barely even started. If he tells the landlord she will probably kick me out so I will be without a place to live or will charge me extra as if I’m not paying absurd money for the conditions I’m in. He’s fucking threatening me rn but I still can’t hate him, I still feel like he has a good heart and loves me and I’m just so sorry to leave him but do I love him? I don’t know all I know is fear and anxiety. I’m scared I really am

#Advice #my thoughts #relationship #relationship advisor #help me #What should I do #looking for advice #me #my txt #my text #ice #icd #ocd #anxiett #anxiety #rocd #relarionships #relationship ocd #i really don’t know I’m so done rn

[pawbeanies]

hii can we smoke together but i'm a beginner and dont know how to use a lighter so you laugh at me (softly) as you light it and show me how to take a hit before handing it off to me....... can we....

#embarrassing and silly but this did hapen to me once. the one time i smoked JFKSJD #but like in my defense .! i am like. a boy who does not get out much and doesnt do dr*gs or anything #censored in case the tumblrs will banish me for it. #so a high school friend (but like we were in uni atp) lit it for me and liek. had me take a hit #head spinny thinking abt it a little like. weh #they were so nice abt it too n talking me through it like. deep breath... hold it #smiling n laughing a little bit when i coughed bc id never smoked before!! or even like. vaped or anything bc im a COWARD #n then going like. do you want to try again? :) #and then i snuggled w them and their bf and we got italian beef afterwards and watched hells kitchen which is like. so nice #but also like who the hell designed lighters i still don't know how to use one. like real #my hands are too weak to use lighters im a weenie #but also also like i would do it again. i am a boy w too much anxiett and brain thoughts and it was so nice to not have thoughts for a bit

[aropride]

ive been reading a lot about ptsd for like. academic reasons as well as for the normal reasons (for fun/to try and speedrun fixing my brain (it isnt working)) and something a lot of places emphasize is others’ reactions being a super important part of how someone copes with trauma and if they develop ptsd. and thats something i definitely kind of knew already from experience and it just makes sense but like. idk. i just think about how the first person i told (aside from my therapist who doesnt count and my best friend whos just an extension of my own brain and therefore also doesnt count) abt one trauma just flat out ignored it and kept being friends with the person who hurt me and eventually stopped talking to me entirely in favor of them. and how all i could really do was completely isolate myself from everyone bc i was scared and i couldnt even imagine like. talking to anyone else about it. especially when a professional i talked to was really dismissive and.. not rude exactly but i got the sense that she really didnt like me. but those experiences like back to back ended with me like. shutting down completely and hiding in my room all the time and not talking to anyone and also being actively psychotic and realizing i had a dissociative disorder and its like. 😭 i mean it kinda spiraled wildly out of control. but if that first friend i told hadnt completely brushed it off and ignored it i think things wouldve ended up a lot different. i dont think it had to be that fucking awful. bc now with This situation all my friends have been supportive and accommodating and loving, and my school has been helpful and for the most part making reporting as smooth as possible (still sucks though!), and even though it has definitely been very traumatic like. im also seeing how it Should have been. none of that should have happened. when i told my friend what happened he shouldnt have just REACTED WITH A HEART EMOJI AND THEN NEVER BROUGHT IT UP AGAIN.. he shouldnt have texted that person in front of me every time we hung out. i shouldnt have felt nauseated going to the cafeteria bc id see them together and it felt like being beat to death. i shouldnt have been spiraling into psychosis in my room alone bc i should have had a friend who would be there for me. i shouldnt have gone days without talking to anyone because my friend should have been there for me and wanted to spend time with me. i got through it alone but i shouldnt have had to. and now i dont have to and its just. so fucking wild to. be able to see how important a support system is in my own life and how wildly different its been this year. idk

#text #and like yeah there were things i Couldve done. but also i was living with an unbearable level of anxiett #and i cant possibly blame myself for that. bc when one of ur closest friends hurts u and the other chooses them over you and wont even give #yiu the dignity of saying it to ur fucking face. When ur living thru all that and isolated and in a pandemic and deeply traumatized and #dealing with more mental health issues than u could count on both hands. its like. fuck man #i see why i wasnt super intent on like. forming a new support system or whayever. i was trying to just get thru it alive #neg #🗒️

[nitw]

omg i totally forgot to send you these— here’s the pics from the Mob Psycho cafe i said i’d send you like a month ago lol! for context, the first pic was a challenge where you had to eat a whole plate with a spoon that dissolved in your mouth (ha ha get it bendy spoons) and if you did you got the little 100% mob card. the ramen was like “reigen’s challenge spicy ramen” which you didn’t get a prize for or anything but good god it was spicy… anyway it was fun here r the pics

AAAAAH OMG I WAS WONDERING ABOUT THIS!!!!! thank you so much for remembering 🥺 that looks so coooool i hope it was a fun experience for you too

#ENVIOUS #asks #anxiette #mp100

[omohole]

stummy ache :( god gives his hurtiest battles to his handsomest soldiers. i cant see my screen

#vent #anxiett nausea WOOOOO #i cant tell if there are typos i took my glasses off to lay in bed #praying for a miracle not to fix my vision or my tummy ache but insteas to cure me of all typos

[minglana]

they ate my fucking food :)

#basically ive had bad anxiett all day and i wasnt feeling like eating w ppl so i asked if i could get tuppers #and other kids needed tuppers so they had them brought over #except this other kid also grabbed a tupper 'to take it to their friend' but they actually ate it #and it was my food :))))) #i could murder these 16 year old boys #z xarre

[alien--chan]

Brain worms tonight got a coffee … date? Meet up? with a cute girl from my art group from school wish me luck 👍🏾

#i was like oh no shes gonna perceive me #but she saw me act my authentic stuff snd was still interested so i have nothing to worry abt #alien signals #general anxiett of not wanting to mess up and always make the right moves #but that is unrealistic

[missrubybird]

Idk if you remember but a few years back someone was convinced you made a Vlad sim, and kept asking for the cc. That was me, and I want to apologize. I somehow convinced my preteen brain that you made a Vlad sim, and I refused to take no as an answer. I still love all your stuff, and use that elderly stuff cc you made to this day. I want to apologize as every time I look at Vlad I think about that and I realized I never said sorry (I did find the Vlad sim if you ever wondered how that ended up.)

hey! dont worry about that at all, confusing a sims creator with another is not a crime, there's so many of us and i get confused all the time, too! youre very sweet to apologize but just so you know I was never mad about that. And thank you so much for the lovely compliment on my elder cc, it's so great to get feedback like that. And I'm very glad you found Vlad in the end! Take care, lovely <3

#ask #anxiettity

[narcissisticpenny]

sometimes i wanna kms just to have the sick satisfaction that all the people i have met in my life will hear about my death and fucking KNOW that they could've changed the outcome lmao <3

#toxic #toxicity #i like to feel hurt i think #tw: sucidal thoughts #weird #humans are weird #was it my anxiett or my depression? #this is depressing #depression #imma die #i tried #mentally tired #mental breakdown #mentally drained

[sexysilverstrider]

POH

#THR WAY I SPUTTERED #girl she asked to cook for an app #i know u have anxiett bt thats 1 way of asking for a fvour i guess #fafar plays sympathy kiss

[animekit]

Haikyuu Headcanon:

I feel like almost all of the Nekoma boys (especially Lev and Kenma) would get these for their s/o:

Like, Lev would probably be like "what's cuter than kitty couple rings?"

But Kuroo might not go for it since he likes dogs better, maybe get them and joke about it cuz of "NEKOma"

Yaku would be a tsundere about it saying "I thought you might like it and think it's cute"

Yamamoto would get all hype like "do ya like it, babe?"

Fukunaga = endless cat puns

Inuoka would be a ball of energy once he sees how much his s/o likes it

Shibayama would be a ball of anxiett till he hears how much his s/o loves the rings

And finally...

Kenma would take forever to actually give the ring. When he does, he opens the box to show his s/o and murmurs "I thought they looked cute..." Then he would patiently wait for the reaction, only smiling and being a happy baby when he sees how much love those rings brought

I really thought about this the moment I woke up. Cuz I ended up getting those rings for me and my bf....

I love these rings and think that anyone that likes cats (or wants to make a Nekoma joke/reference) should definitely get them

#haikyuu!! #kuroo #kenma #lev #yaku morisuke #nekoma #shibayama yūki #inuoka sō #yamamoto taketora #fukunaga shōhei #couples rings #haikyuu headcanons

[nitw]

hey sorry u probably don’t know me but i’ve been following u for a while and noticed ur into mob psycho recently! i’m currently living in japan and there’s a mob psycho cafe popup near me that i’m planning to visit soonish (i’m not in the fandom but i like the show!) do you/the fandom want pics of it when i go?

OH SHIT HI how nice of you to come to me about this!!!! 🥺 yesyesyes if you do go there i'd love to see pics!

#i've seen those promoted a few times on the official account #the idea of cafes collaborating with shows and stuff is so fun i wish it was more common around the world #asks #anxiette #mp100 #mob psycho 100

[ticklingmesoftly]

I’m totally on the same level with you on social anxiett someone new popping up out the blue like hiiiii or a group of people all popping up at same time I’m like um the heck 😂

Yeahhh, talking to people is hard! Lol. At least being online helps so that I can at least attempt to think about what I say before I say it, haha

[beatle411]

A sweet scene with Olu and Alma from @anxiette 's fic Alma's Father

#our flag means death #ofmd #alma bonnet #oluwande boodhari #ofmd fanart #fanfiction fanart

[sodomiser]

🐭 but im p sure thats like half my own anxiett

Mwah! Definitely just anxiety I'm just a guy :3

#not rp related #ask game