#anxiety fucking sucks

[im-suchanicegirl]

If someone could close the voices in my head who are repeatedly beating me up on my looks it would be great.

#anxiety fucking sucks #‘pay no mind to the haters’ isn’t useful #i know my mom means well but ugh #i feel so childish

[hells-greatestdad]

// mun vent in tags

#ooc #anxiety fucking sucks #i made two big social mistakes within like 20 minutes of each other #now I'm freaking out #I'm autistic this stuff happens sometimes cuz i genuinely can't always tell when I'm being rude #but I've developed SUCH a careful and cautious personality to PREVENT this shit from happening #and when it does happen? #it makes me feel awful #I'm freaking the fuck out #no one is upset at me #they were gentle about it #but i still feel like the world is ending

[itsyourstarboy]

I'm pretty sad that it's so difficult for me to listen to Redacted Audio lately :(

I'm more of a casual listener when if comes to audio rps, and redacted has just gotten so plot heavy

And plot heavy content is great, but it also stresses me tf out and scares me away 😭😭 it's why I have a hard time watching new movies or getting into tv series

I've also been scared away from GBA, so if anyone was wondering why the MotH words post hasn't been updated that's why

Guy is like the only RA character I can listen to and not worry about plot. It used to be Aaron also but well... :(

#im still not happy about the Aaron and Elliott thing #just a lil salty #a bit bitter #i havent been scared away from Castle yet so thats good ig #im mostly just interested in Claire and Liza atm and im pretty sure Claire's storyline will get a bit more heavy soon #anxiety fucking sucks #🐏💎 #🏃🛎️

[northlandcleric]

I know I don’t have many followers and I only have a handful of mutuals that I talk to semi-regularly, but I did want to send out this apology for not being very active on here much these last few days.

Between work(I do multiple 12hr shifts a week) and my anxiety being at ultimate highs making me constantly nauseous, I just haven’t able to do or post as much as I’d like to.

I did start a new BG3 playthrough on Monday tho, so I’ll be making a separate post about my newest Tav.

#anxiety #anxiety fucking sucks

[navysealt4t]

worrying that my consellor called my mom today about my name and my mom hasn’t responded to my texts .

#like. erm. #anxiety fucking sucks

[exmorphic]

I'm tired of being tired and trying so hard to fake that I'm okay it's getting difficult. I may sound happy-go-lucky but deep down there's this ugly, disgusting, pitiful person that's negative and wishes things were different in a bad way.

#personal #im just tired is all #i hate nights like these #my late night thoughts are so bad rn that im just venting and screaming #anxiety fucking sucks

[chaotictarlos]

Aggressively reminding myself of the cake rule every time I see an idea float around on Tumblr.com that's similar to fic's I've spent months working on and haven't started posting chapters yet because I want it to be completely done before I start post it but spiraling because I know someone who writes better than me / has a bigger audience will inevitably pick up the idea and when mine does get done it'll fall flat.

#anxiety fucking sucks #and i wish my mind was fucking quiet #i want to read all the fics #and i want to be excited for all the fics #but anxiety tells me no i dont get to be #t talks

[thatisnotamistakewellbemaking]

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#personal #rant #anxiety fucking sucks #i have a mutual on tiktok who’s dealing with some financial issues #they had reached out to me asking me to spread their post about it and i donated #this was a couple weeks ago #and we don’t talk outside of occasional comments #but anyways i saw some resources i thought could be helpful if they were still struggling so i passed them along #and they opened it but never responded #and now im worried i overstepped or something and hurt them #and it could be totally fine they could just not have needed it or not be the kind of person to respond to messages #but my brain is telling me they thought i was really rude and they dislike me now #why can’t i just fucking relax and react normally ever?????

[celestialbabysworld]

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#i really like talking to her ugh #wish i could hear her voice /: #wish i wasn’t so paranoid 😭 #anxiety fucking sucks

[dysphorie]

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#anxiety fucking sucks #at least this time i know whats causing it #alas that doesnt make it any easier to deal with

[transgendermilesprower]

god i hate having anxiety bc i wanna do the final boss of the update because ive put it off for almost 8 hours, but my anxiety is making me feel sick from worry bout it, like fr will have a panic attack if i started it rn

#anxiety fucking sucks #like bro this is a video game not real life #if i die in the game im not causing world war 17 #but anxiety doesnt care

[just-a-queer-fanboy]

I am at home again because I threw up in math class

#anxiety fucking sucks

[heademptyonmain]

got that sick twist in my stomach of dread n anxiety

#t posts #anxiety mention #anxiety fucking sucks #not doing okay #mild vent

[lazylittledragon]

do any other artists feel like. yeah you're a 'good artist' because you draw things that look nice, but like. TECHNICALLY? you're really not great

i really hate that i can recognise that yes, my art is good, but is it VARIED? is it dynamic?? is my anatomy good? is it full of texture and colour theory? do i know how to do This? can i do That? no, not really. and that's quite painful actually

#ramble #yes this is the artist's perspective bs and yes this is anxiety because it's 1am #and yes i'm forever learning and growing but also #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. #drawing my little guys is fun but i am not good enough for the industry right now and that fucking sucks #i really feel like if i walked into a studio with my portfolio right now they would laugh at me #one of those days where i wish i'd done a more useful degree y'know #i'm going back through the phase where i don't know what i'm going to be anymore and it's scary #some days i really want to give it up and never draw again and do something worthwhile because i Know my life would be easier #and i hate that something i love so much makes me feel so hopeless #signs that i should go to bed ^^^^ #i will resume my pity party tomorrow

[sastiel-is-my-serotonin]

Kind of feel like I might faint or something

#Anxiety fucking sucks

[marshmelonfluff]

having a Time this week

#im tired and so anxious i could cry #anxiety fucking sucks #and i continue to be tired bc im too anxious to do anything so i stay up late but TONIGHT. #tonight i WILL go to bed #on god will i go to bed #....i may end up having to order food again tho we shall see #at least this time i know what set me off #update: i have tripped past anxiety and into exhaustion lets hope this lasts to the night