#anymore and i hope stays away

[oseike]

"This person, who not so long ago searched for herbs with me so earnestly....

"It's too sudden. There's so much everyone wants to say, wants to hear.

"If only he could open his eyes one more time..."

If funerals are for the living, what of one's final moments? For whom do they exist? Is it okay to force wakefulness one more time, even if it should cause pain?

EDIT: @keidokusha has translated this to Vietnamese:

Many thanks to them!

#orv #orv spoilers #lee seolhwa #there really isnt much about her written originally or in fanart that I've seen #i would imagine as his state becomes more precarious the usual drugs or methods don't work on him as well #and some substances might not be available anymore #so this is lsh testing out something that might wake him up #she does it at night so no one else is around just in case the result is bad #the party shouldnt see him in danger or in pain #but that also includes lsh too #her own helplessness in the face of kdj's situation must be crushing #to see the party expecting her to save him and not be able to answer those hopes #she's supposed to be the best!! #between her and aileen what problem could they not fix? #and when she fails the party can walk away but she must stay and watch him disintegrate #i feel that would have some hard repercussions on a person #oseiart #vietnamese translation

[sneezemonster15]

I usually write long shit overexplaining things but imma be brief for once.

I am so tired of the 'Sasuke and Naruto are brothers or friends' debate.

They are gay and in love. This media is gay. Full stop. Period. Just get with it or get lost.

#i am sorry i can't give two shits anymore about fans' deliberate dismissal and ignorance of Sasuke and Natuto's unique relationship #like if this story doesnt even make you question your preconceived notions about gay narratives and its portrayal in media #and you still deny everything in the story simply because of your limited view of the world #and you can't even be curious about it or doubt your understanding of the story in the face of such clear nuance #then i am sorry but you have failed the litmus test #you will pass away one day but SNS is here to stay #it will keep inspiring tons if fans such as me #and you will become more outdated than ever and SNS will stay on still being relevant #nothing you can do about it #but you can learn about it #i hope you do #sns #sasunaru #narusasu #sasuke #naruto #uzumaki naruto #uchiha sasuke

[arsonist-chicken]

My flatmates came back, immediately started complaining about everything again, called me stupid and gross, and I have an appointment tomorrow at the Chamber of Labour's rental law advice office and I'm gonna happily walk over there with all my notes, photos, saved chats, and messages of people backing me up and ask about an immediate termination of my contract and if furniture that was bought my former tenants still belongs to them if they moved out over two years ago and I could therefore ask them if I can sell, throw out, or give away every single thing in this apartment that these two didn't buy 🙂

#i have a colleague who has an open room she said I could move into if I can't live here anymore #i don't really want to; she's nice but I'm kinda done living with others for now but I know I have an option so that's good #so I could stay there until march when I can hopefully move into a dormitory with my own little kitchenette #rent's a little cheaper there too although for dormitories they sure have become a LOT more expensive since I first lived in one #jess' flatmate rants #ohohooooo I hope I can move out and they're left trying to quickly find a new renter or they'll have to pay for my room too #and I hope I can take or sell or give away or back to the people who bought it every single thing in here #the washing machine; the kitchen and balcony table and chairs; the bathroom and hallway closet; the microwave; all the cutlery #am I petty and maybe childish? perhaps. with anyone else I'd not be like that but as soon as I get to move out of here I'm being the #pettiest bitch on earth and making my leave as annoying as possible for them #maybe leave behind a plate and set of cutlery for the new renter if they're normal so they don't have to immediately suffer #but ohohooooo I cannot imagine how these two will find a new renter esp. if the renter asks about my experiences here

[thekidsarentalright]

wait Atlas you collect vinyls I can ask you this! I trust you as a source! I'm trying to save up and potentially get a record player and start collecting vinyl as I finally have space to do stuff like that but I have no clue what kinds of record players are decent/what kind of setup I would even need or where to start. do you have any advice??

haiiii lu omg love answering questions about vinyl stuff i am abt to ramble so much jfkdfn so sorry but!! so exciting that u might be getting a record player and starting a collection!! so, with record players it's my belief that like. it is better to go for the more expensive ones, cheaper ones have poorer audio quality (if you're planning on listening to your records a lot this is. obvi very important) and aren't great for your records either (cheap needles can damage a vinyl). it feels a lot easier to say what to Avoid: - the brands crosley and victrola specifically (notoriously cheap and low quality record playersi had a crosley as my first player and it just. wasn't great) - portable/suit-case style record players (cheap needles, horrible speakers) - honestly anything $100 or under just doesn't feel trustworthy to me

it might feel like a big investment/a lot to save up for for one over $100, but if youre planning on collecting for a long time and listening to a lot, it's worth the price to get a more expensive one! Here's a few i found that i think are good examples of what to look for/get (at varying prices): - angels horn H019 (record player) - fluance RT85N (turntable) - orbit basic (turntable) - wockoder (record player)

for a record player, all you need truly is the space to put it, so it doesn't require much set up because the speakers and everything is built into the turntable. As for turntables, I myself have a record player and have no experience with them (though i want to. so badly fsdjknf), i Do know they require a lot more set up from putting together the turntable itself to buying speakers to amplify what the turntable does (as it is essentially Just the thing that turns the vinyl, typically they need additional support to amplify the music). So, generally i'd say turntables are more for very serious vinyl collectors/audiophiles, starting with a record player is my advice! (also, highly recommend investing in a good vinyl holder that you can grow into, a collection can grow Fast and it's obvi good to have them contained somewhere. There’s a lot of good ones on amazon! no specific recs here bc you cant Really go wrong w any)

#i hope this helps you find a place to start!! it can be kinda daunting but theres a Lot of record players out there that are good ones #literally as long as you stay away from suit case style ones even if its under $100 its a Great place to start!!!! #and i am here if u have anymore questions :3 #asks #lu 🫶

[ox1-lovesick]

sorry for being ia I just haven't been in the best place mentally

#just trying to work through some stuff on my own at my own pace #social media gives me a lot of anxiety so I felt it would be better to stay away from most of it until I feel better #I honestly don't know if I'll come back to blr #I've been thinking about deleting my blog altogether #I do love writing but I'm not sure I want to continue writing fics #If I'm being completely honest I feel like I've been growing out of (?) reading and writing fanfiction #I'm not really sure what changed it just doesn't appeal to me anymore #Which is kind of a problem because the whole point of this blog is for me to read and write fics #Also writing is very stressful for me and I do not need something else to worry about right now 😭 #But I hope you all are doing well an taking care of yourselves <3 #Please eat well and stay hydrated #I just need to figure myself out ig #But I'm doing a lot better than I was a while ago so #Merry late Christmas 😭 #sorry for the rant aum 🧍 #That's all I have to say

[housewife-hannibal]

trapdoor is such an aggressively oz song without even being an oz song it’s insane

#this is not to take away the fact that it’s a ruby song at all I swear #he’s just my fave #idk why im apologising I’ve just had discourse over this in the past #ANYWAY #every single lyric #like genuinely #not dramatic at all #/srs #a beat a step is all you need to walk away #a beat a step is all you need to fight the urge to stay #UTTERLY UNHINGED #you don’t need me anymore no you don’t see me anymore #i try my best to leave but I can’t get past the door #ABSOLUTLEY BANANAS #I try to keep the hope alive. after all the things I’ve said and done I don’t feel like the chosen one #how will they see me if I lose my faith? #YOU’VE GOTTA BE KIDDING. #THE WORDS MAY AS WELL HAVE COME STRAIGHT FROM HIS OWN MOUTH #casey lee williams the artist you are #this also brings up the fact that the amount of parallels between ruby and oz bring me to my knees on a daily basis #rwby #ozpin

[fishandshesmygills]

one week since my mini depressive episode so bad my friend called in a wellness check on me. i love anniversaries <3

#spring break has been good for me i dont want to kill myself anymore. here's hoping it stays that way #however i have been ignoring all my emails #and the work i need to do #also my mom has been away but she gets home tomorrow #love her dearly but we'll see how that impacts my mental state

[infomaniac]

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#i don't know if i can do this like i don't know if i can get out of it this time #i don't know if i am strong enough to withstand the pain long enough anymore to stop drinking and actually stay sober #i constantly feel like im one impulse away from doing something drastic to myself and i just want it to stop i am weak #im so weak and tired is there any strength left in me to push through this pain again and reach stability #god i hope so

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#i was supposed to spend the last 2 days prepping and relaxing for the start of this big project tomorrow #but ive spent thr last 2 days frantically coding as fast as i could and focusing v hard to get a lot of bullshit done #and ive fixed things since yesterday. the changes i had to make were too too bad bc the thing that went wrong was so fucking weird #but it should be okay by tomorrow. knock on wood. but this does mean ive done fuck all to prep for tomorrow #so we r winging it bby. ugh. just gotta fucking pray that everything goes ok. pls let nothing b broken and let everything seal properly 🙏 #i was also supposed to meet with my boss today. probably for her to make sure i dont fuck up this project but apparently their safety hood #was having an emergency... whatever that means. so im sure shes having a week as well. and im free to fuck everything up for everyone #ugh. im so. theres a certain point in burning out where youre not really in pain anymore. you dont really feel anything all your joy and #hope dissolves away and u just exist to be useful. and i feel like its easier to maintain that than trying to b happy #i do not advise that bc its a fucking miserable. wasteful way to live but i dont really have time to try for anything better #god. i really hope my measurements friday dont take a full 8hrs. i dont know if i can handle that. literally i would have stay intensely #focused with my brain being Interrupted every 5min so i can manually record data points. its gonna b agony #so that fun. but maybe it wont. maybe itll be great and fun and ill have a wonderful time. seems unlikely but ya never kno #lets not think abt the fact that having to rush all this is preventing me from being able to do all thr other bullshit i need to get done #to prepare for the future. future? what future? hard to imagine from the bottom of this pit im digging myself #sigh. in a few months i can leave this place and never come back. soon but not soon enough #lol i was literally crying listening to cold play earlier bc idk thats the type of music my parents would put on at parties in summertime #so it evokes a v specific mood. which is i guess me hiding away from ppl at parties haha #back when i didnt have to worry abt things so much and i could just listen to the frogs chirping and watch the fireflies #oh god. now my boss is asking if i reached out for help tomorrow. no. lady i would rather drink bleach than have to direct an undergrad #tomorrow. its 10pm im fucking tired. just let me be sad. did i reach our for help? no my brain is on fire #tomorrow is gonna b a long day ugh #unrelated

[the-cat-at-the-theatre-door]

When I’m talking about Demon!Mistoffelees, I hope you all know I’m talking, like, Erwin Schrott playing Mephistopheles, “ostensibly insouciant and yet the malevolence beneath the surface was always apparent”; Samuel Ramey popping balloons and smoking on stage mid aria for the dramaTM; “Omniscient am I not; yet much is known to me."; “In the end, you are exactly--what you are. Put on a wig with a million curls, put the highest heeled boots on your feet, yet you remain in the end just what you are.”

Like literal Mephistopheles but in cat form.

#extemporize back chat #i'm not talking a cryptid i'm talking literal servant of the devil as cats were often characterized as #i'm talking grand flourish 'Stop making love to your misery It eats away at you like a vulture! #'I come a squire of high degree In scarlet coat with golden trimming #don't underestimate me just wait and see what i can do! #benevolence and mischief #makes things dance for the amusement of others - creates a big show of *not sure if i can do this SYKE of course i can do this* #appears as something benign and palatable #and like...respected #because even the devil knows when to stay his hand and step away #the cats often whisper about him when he's gone in hopes perhaps he'll appear #reasoning be damned #because no one is ever really *sure* why he's around - *he* often has no idea why he is #until he eventually does #like i am not even talking about a *specific* misto because i know that the fandom likes to toss cryptid on timothy scott #i am talking about mistoffelees period #if he's a kitten he's one that is acting that part *really well* but you blink and suddenly those big eyes #are not so innocent anymore

[mcwexlerscigarette]

my anxiety has been through the ROOF lately. Monday I had a panic attack so bad I thought I was gonna have to go to the hospital. I'm taking care of myself as best I can but I'm still scared I'm gonna lose my mind or something. I already feel uneasy. there's just so many weird coincidences going on and it's scary for me

#I'm going to the doctor to get myself put on anxiety meds because I can't live like this anymore #and in the meantime I'm staying away from alcohol and caffeine #and I'm going to bed early and making sure I eat #and surrounding myself with people and not staying at home all the time #I hope I feel better soon

[risarchives]

Freelancer and Gavin/Vindemiator:

Prime Universe:

“Your eyes… beautiful eyes… full of love.” - Inversion | The Void They Leave Behind [Audio RP]

Imperium Universe:

“That beautiful white in your eyes, the warmth in your voice, (…)” - Cataclysm | Truth Will Out [Audio RP]

Beatrice and Dante:

Her eyes were shining brighter than the stars.

- Inferno, Canto 2: line 55

Now Beatrice looked at me with eyes all full of sparks of speaking love, and so divine that, overwhelmed, I turned my back on her and, eyes bowed down, I almost lost myself.

- Paradiso, Canto 4: lines 139-142

But Beatrice showed herself to me – laughing, so beautiful she must be left among things seen that memory can’t pursue. And so my eyes, regaining their right strength, lifted once more. I saw myself alone, borne with my lady to a higher good. Seeing the flares of laughter in that star, which seemed now far more fiery than before, I knew full well that I’d been lifted higher.

- Paradiso, Canto 14: lines 79-87

[…] my heart, in awe now looking back at her, was free of all desires, save that alone – as long, at least, as eternal pleasure, shining in Beatrice’s lovely eyes, made me, in its reflected view, content.

- Paradiso, Canto 18: lines 14-18

Beatrice is Dante’s God-bearing image and his star (as can be read in many of his scenes with Beatrice). For Dante, she is the embodiment of truth and the reflection of holy light. Her eyes and their significance to Dante and his trip are heavily emphasized by Dante throughout Paradiso.

Beatrice also helped Dante restore his vision when he had lost it due to blindness or light deprivation. To clarify more fully:

Dante's Blindness in Paradiso XXV-XXVI: An Allegorical Interpretation, James Gaffney

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Onto Gav/Vin+Freelancer:

The lines “Your eyes… beautiful eyes… full of love.” and “That beautiful white in your eyes, the warmth in your voice, (…)” were spoken during times of disaster. In the Imperium, yes, it was after the disaster that fell upon the Freelancer, but the Imperium as a whole is its own tragedy, so there's that. The latter line was uttered during the Inversion, when Gavin dug deep into his memories to find good feelings that he could use to block out the unhappy ones that had been dragging him down emotionally and physically. Important decisions and events were started in both situations.

Every time Dante gazes into Beatrice's eyes throughout The Divine Comedy, particularly in Paradiso, he moves a step closer to divine love. (It's like stepping onto another step of the staircase and being ‘lifted higher.’)

Gav manages to survive his terrible circumstance in the Inversion thanks to his happy memories and his relationship with Freelancer. Prior to then, Freelancer's grief drove him to construct a vast ward that served as the barrier between the populace and the wandering shades. Freelancer essentially served as Gav's Beatrice, leading him to (physical) salvation for both the people and himself.

(They didn't necessarily save him, but they did assist in his survival, which is akin to Beatrice leading Dante through Paradiso. And yes, I am aware that Beatrice Portinari, whom Dante Alighieri met twice in occasions separated by nine years, but who profoundly touched him in each encounter, never truly returned Dante Alighieri's love in any traditional sense, but the main idea still applies, particularly in Paradiso: she served as his representation of the holy light. Read the author's Vita Nuova if you're interested in reading more about him and Beatrice.)

In the Prime Universe, Gavin's unwavering love to Freelancer saved many lives; how about in the Imperium? Will this result in an unavoidable tragedy wherein they succeed in saving humanity in one universe but fail to do so in another?

Do Vin's own Beatrice, whose eyes mirror the divine, still exist in the spirit of the Freelancer in the Imperium? Or are we seeing one of those tales where the characters are doomed from the beginning?

There's also the bit about grief (“I felt your pain, your fear...”). Will it have a counterpart in the Imperium? What will happen to Freelancer that will compel Vindemiator to act in order to help them and everyone else?

And I should also point out that the significance of eyes in the story of Freelancer and Gavin/Vindemiator and their link to the soul (for eyes are windows to one’s soul... we’ve been saying this forever) deepens the parallels between Freelancer and Psyche since Psyche eventually becomes the Goddess of the Soul by the end of the Tale of Cupid and Psyche (and, back to the Divine Comedy, the soul of Beatrice escorts Dante through Paradise.)

#the full version of this analysis is still unfinished #but i've been itching to put this particular chapter of the complete one out here #just because the 'eye' parallels and their importance just blew me awaaaay when i finally found it out #the only times vin (prime+imp) acknowleged fl’s eyes were before significant decisions were made #← decisions/occurences/changes #1) survived the inversion 2) the whole 'running away from everything' thing #i don't even know what to say anymore #all i hope is that it ends well for them #or avior convinces them to stay or something... #ik they're tired from everything but honestly there's too much at risk. so ... #just don't split them apart and im good :') #redacted gavin #redacted freelancer #redacted vindemiator #redacted asmr #redacted audio #📜📜📜 #(ngl i don't think i worded any of this right. but you get my point) #this is actually a draft from the complete one so 😭😭😭 #edit: im not finishing the full one since cataclysm has ended

[crowtechs]

hey.

im taking a mental health break off of this site/app. ill probably be on to like + check things, but i genuinely havent been active on most social media ever since the entire fiasco happened with my computer.

it wont be a wise thing, probably, considering one of my friends is giving me the cold shoulder even though i communicated to him a ton about it and then blames *me* for being the asshole to *him*. whatever. not exactly the point of this post.

i just have a lot of anger at that entire situation because its infuriating to say the least.

but yeah: hiatus/inactive for a bit, it might be long i have no idea. i just need to do things for me for a bit or at least just try to enjoy myself again. sorry in advance.

#i also just cant stay on here that long anymore #im also a pretty social guy in retrospect so its whatever #i sound so nonchalant and monotone about this but genuinely really need to just get away from things that are not benefiting me at all #which is normal i am a monotonous person usually (or at least try to be) #promise these posts will hopefully end after the hiatus #probably #lets hope lmao #kaden txts #psa #<- adding for safe keepings lmao

[threebyfours]

I love saying idc but I clearly still do

#personal #anyways hi hello I’m strange and weird and no one stays interested for long either #idc if the guys I’m talking to lose interest. I don’t fucking care anymore but it still makes me emo :/// #like. lol do u still like me orrrrr am I just being annoying everyday? #I hate having crushes on internet mutuals like how stupid but I really thought it could be attainable :/// #I think somethings wrong w me honestly. #like. I want to love I want to move on but also I am terrified of putting all my trust and faith into someone #especially more hesitant if I’m really into them and I’m just like. not reading them as being AS into me as I am into them ya know? #I want to be happy w one person but everyone I’m interested in/interested in me is miles away #just bummed ig #sad but still hopeful. never giving up hope #sorry to rant omg I’m just like. damn dude. I want a bf to love and cherish but my contenders… idk if they want me like that lolz

[pepprs]

covid is such an evil evil disease and an evil evil thing to live through lol

#purrs #this isn’t prompted by anything im just thinking about it. i hate that thisis what life looks and feels like now and it might always be thi #way. i hate that getting covid feels like an inevitability even though i wear n95s and don’t go anywhere but work and have basically 0 #social life and have put my life plans on hold to wait for this thing to pass when it probably never will. i hate that lockdown was better #and easier than this in some ways because at least back then people were still scared and there still felt like hope and there was clear(is #) guidance and free testing and vax sites and whatever. i hate that free testing and public health dashboards showing covid rates and vax s #sites and all that shit have fucking disappeared even though the variants going around now are more contagious than ever. i hate the #mortifying ordeal of being the only person (or one of the only people) wearing an n95 and sometimes the only person wearing a mask at all. #hate that so many things have been lost and we are not taking time to grieve them or make sure that we are okay and will be okay. i hate #being scared every time i swallow. i hate how there is literally no way to tell if you will get long covid and no way to reduce your chance #of getting long covid or covid at all (aside from masks) just ways to make the symptoms less severe. i hate trying to bring people together #and stay away from people at the same time. i hate all the life that covid has taken out of me and the people i love even though thank god #know more people who haven’t gotten it than who have but actually that may not be true idk. and i HATE that because of covid and how #egregiously badly it has been handled everyone is just like.. perpetually tired and sad and we’ve accepted mass illness and death and #accepted that disabled people (esp those who are marginalized in other ways) are disposable when actually no fucking human being is #disposable and everyone should be able to live happy connected healthy lives and we could’ve ended this shit in EARLY 2020 without having t #deal with any of this absolute fucking NIGHTMARE. like god. i remember sobbing hysterically thinking we would be dealing with covid for 18 #months and now we’re coming on 3 fucking years and lockdown is over but the danger is even worse than it was and like.. no one cares anymor #and it fucking sucks lmfao. i am so tired. i need to move out. and i miss my friends and i miss my life and i miss having fewer things to #constantly worry about and i can’t believe how good and simple life was before this stupid shit. #delete later #i wasn’t planning on going on a huge rant lol sorry it’s just what’s on my mind this morning

[johnbronze]

ok for real I know they were limited in their options for explaining Stiles’ actions because DOB didnt come back but like SERIOUSLY. I have so many questions and complaints and not even all of them are Stydia related….. spoilers obviously

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Did…. Did anyone bother to tell Stiles that Allison is alive?  are we meant to believe that nobody did?? or what’s worse, that he was told and he just didn’t come to Beacon Hills or call or anything?

On that note, are we actually supposed to believe — and I am not a Sterek girlie by any means, love and light to y’all but it’s just not my cup of tea — that Derek fucking DIED and there was a whole ass memorial service that Stiles just didn’t bother to show up to???? HELLO????

I mean it’s also nearing levels of ‘spn finale Dean Winchester ending’ stupid that Derek died in the first place, given that his whooooole character arc (by my book, anyway) is springing from the place of his trauma, and the way that he has blamed himself, struggled with guilt and loneliness and has been atoning for all of the pain of what he perceives to be personal failures the ENTIRE TIME, never letting himself get too close to people, never asking for help, and instead sacrificing for and nurturing Scott as the ideal alpha that he feels he couldn’t be… I don’t know. It just feels like a needless sacrifice to me, like there are so many ways that you can restrain someone and prevent them from moving from the place where you need to. Oh I don’t know burn them alive ?maybe? Which don’t involve sacrificing yourself and burning alive yourself, right in front of your son and the rest of your loved ones. I know again there are production factors at play, maybe it’s likely that they knew damn well Tyler H wouldn’t or couldn’t come back for another movie so they decided to kill off his character?? but suffice to say I was not happy with that at all (and not in the way I think it was INTENDED to upset me.)

Anyway, I know that Stiles needed to be absent because Dylan O’Brien was not a part of this movie, but if I’m being honest, I kind of would rather that Stiles had died ! Obviously I love Stiles’s character and it’s not that I want him dead at all!! it’s just. if they were going to fully send it, and they know he’s not coming back, and they knew that they were going to make up this premonition dream to break up Stydia and (poorly) explain his absence, then it would’ve done a lot better to make that separation as permanent as in life and death. The Stiles we know would never want to be separated from the people he loves as much as he has been now because of all of the external, real life factors. In fact, the season arc with the ghost riders proved to us just how far Stiles can and would go to be present! It was aaaactually a whole thing ! So, if I’m being honest… (1) the way that he and Lydia parted, (2) the way that he isn’t present or even mentioned in the light of his loved ones dying/being resurrected, and (3) again the fact that he wasn’t even at Derek’s memorial … it all feels like a silent character assassination to me. It feels like the mentioning of “Stiles” in this new canon contains less essence of Stiles than it would’ve if he had died. I know it’s easy to have a hater moment and make criticisms and piss and moan about how I would’ve done it better, and I know it’s not always as easy as it sounds… but JESUS CHRIST

Also congrats to the sterek girlies on your own personal y yo a ti moment……that jeep shit was CRAZY







#this is only like an iceberg tip of the things I have to say about this movie #like there’s a clear estrangement between some of the main characters that honestly..stiles feared! we know he did #and we know how hard he fought to hold onto everyone #like he was the glue between them and it would’ve been so sad to see that confirmed. he really WAS the glue #seriously. stiles dies. they all fall apart into little groups and fragments pieces of my HEART!!!! I would’ve bawled. #we could’ve had a closed casket funeral flashback! Scott tries to take Malia’s hand and she pulls away. boom Scali breakup explained! #*​scalia (obvi) #and I feel it would’ve been more evocative emotionally to see Lydia grapple with guilt #that stiles died (in her mind at least) because she was too selfish to heed her power’s warning and keep away from him #it would’ve made the moments where Eli is SOOO similar to stiles HURT more for us as an audience AND to the characters who would see it too #like. raise the stakes! heighten Derek’s (and all of their) fierce protectiveness for this baby !! #make us ACHE thinking about the cycle of it all. how this kid is Scott but he’s also stiles and he’s (literally) a little bit of Derek and— #also this is another thing but I’m also pissed that Liam and Mason had like ZERO interactions lmfao theyre fucking besties ??? or #if they’re not anymore then you should TELL US THAT!!! #I wanna know why Scalia broke up and why she’s fucking Parrish FR #for REALLLL it’s so left field and don’t get me started on what they did to her character and how it highlights Stiles’ absence further #also I miss Theo. to ME he’s under the Hale’s wings. to ME he’s a mechanic and an artist and him and Liam are boyfriends. haters stay mad #TAKES A DEEP BREATH. #okay I think I’m done for now #I can’t figure out how to add a read more on mobile so I hope tagging for spoilers will be good enough (!) #teen wolf #teen wolf movie #teen wolf movie spoilers #teen wolf spoilers #tw #…. I mentioned Dean so. #supernatural finale #supernatural spoilers #alright. bases covered? #long post