#anyway!!! hope you like it 🥺💛 sorry it took me so long!!

[icyharrington]

would there be any way for you to write a scenario where //plus size reader// is tutoring eddie in algebra and he asks you what you want out of it, so you ask him to tutor you in giving blowjobs because you’ve never done it and he’s taken aback,,, nsfw, lots of praise, gentle eddie pls 🥺💛

haiii okay so! i have another plus size request in my inbox rn so i decided to just make this one for anybody! so yea im sorry about that also eddie's a SMIDDGEEEE rough in this (not super rough tho, like just a tiny bit of hair pulling and pushing ur head down to deepthroat) cuz i forgot that you asked for gentle eddie but he's still pretty soft in this. so yea this took me ridiculously long to write for no reason so i hope y'all like it lmfaooo

contains: blowjobs, deepthroating, inexperienced reader, praise kink, soft dom eddie, dirty talk, hair pulling

wc: 3.3k

“I’m sorry, I just don’t see the point in any of this,” Eddie says, after a several-minute-long period of silent staring at the math textbook that sits in between you. You’re sitting on the cluttered carpeting of his bedroom, with both of your backs propped up against the side of his bed. “Where the hell are all these letters coming from? It’s like they’re purposely trying to make this as confusing as possible.”

You shake your head, leaning over to take a closer look at the text. “The letters are just placeholders for other numbers. You have to solve the equation to find out what they are.” 

“What am I, Sherlock Holmes?!” he exclaims, throwing his hands up in an exaggerated show of defeat. Eddie’s a smart guy, but math is certainly not one of his strong suits, which is why you’re here in the first place to tutor him. You’re not exactly a math genius yourself, but you’ve been managing to pull B’s and A’s all semester in algebra, and with Eddie assigned to the seat right next to yours, it didn’t take very long for him to catch on. 

He’d started out copying your answers during tests, attempting to come off as inconspicuous despite him breathing down your neck to get a glimpse at your work. When you finally called him out for it, he’d been apologetic and somewhat embarrassed, which made you feel sorry for him; wanting to help, it was then that you offered to give him a few free tutoring sessions. 

Eddie brings his knees up and settles his elbows against them, the heels of his palms pressing into his forehead in exasperation. “Honestly, (y/n), thank you for offering to tutor me, but I think I’m a lost cause.” 

“You’re not a lost cause, Eddie. You just need to study more,” you say, reaching out to place a hand on his denim-clad shoulder. “I bet if we do a couple more sessions you’ll be able to land a C on next week’s test.” 

Eddie peeks at you from between his hands, the yellow overhead light reflecting brightly in the dark roundness of his eyes. “No way. You’re not giving me any more free tutoring sessions.” 

“I don’t mind helping you, Eddie,” you say, patting him where your hand still lays. And it’s true- while he might be difficult to teach, he’s still a good-natured, funny guy, and you’ve grown to enjoy his company. In fact, you’ve even began to detect the faintest hint of a crush in the pit of your stomach, having been charmed by his smile and laugh and general mischievous demeanor. With Eddie being Eddie, though, it’s almost impossible to tell if he feels the same way, since he’s always putting on a show, never allowing his true emotions to show through his theatrical exterior. “I like hanging out with you.”

“Really? I kind of just assumed you found me annoying,” he grins, dropping his large hands to settle them atop his slender thighs. “But still- I’m not going to milk your generosity any more than I already have. I might be poor, but I’m not a fuckin’ bum.” 

“Well, maybe you can just do me a favor or something?” You scratch your chin pensively, racking your brain for something you could ask Eddie to do for you. What could a guy like Eddie Munson do for you, anyway? 

“What kind of a favor?” Eddie questions, apparently just as perplexed as you are, his head cocking to one side. “Man, I wish there was something I could tutor you in, but, uh, I’m kind of failing most of my classes.” 

You chew on your bottom lip for a moment, his statement jumping out to you for a reason you’re unsure of. You glance at Eddie’s sheepish face as he tucks a strand of dark hair behind one ear, drumming the fingers of his opposite hand against his thigh; you can’t help but find him ridiculously handsome when he’s like this, all shy and indecisive, and you ignore the sudden urge to lean in and kiss him. 

You try to imagine how Eddie would react if you were to make a pass at him; you’re fairly inexperienced, so you haven’t gotten much practice in the department of flirting, which makes you worry you might say something idiotic if you try. 

Licking your lips, you shrug noncommittally, praying that your face doesn’t reveal your current topic of thought. “Maybe you could tutor me in something, like, not school-related.”

“Such as?” Eddie surveys you with his big eyes, blinking rapidly to communicate his impatience with you. “Listen, (y/n). I’m really not good enough at anything to be a tutor.”

Shifting, you toy with an idea that’s begun to form in the back of your mind, inflicting a sudden sense of urgency in your gut. It’s risky, but so tempting, with him this close to you. 

“There’s still things that you know more about than I do,” you start, fidgeting with the hem of your sweater as a means of avoiding his eyes. You’re easing your way in now, testing the waters, and holy fuck, are you scared. “Y’know, like music, dungeons and dragons… and other stuff.”

“What other stuff?” Eddie says skeptically, crossing his tattooed arms across the front of his beloved Hellfire tee. “Those are the only two things I even do. I’m a simple guy.” 

“Well…” you mutter, hugging your legs closely to your chest in an act of self-soothing. You’re running purely on adrenaline now, numb to the doubtful thoughts that nag at you incessantly. “Do you remember yesterday, when we were talking about that rumor that went around about you?”

He furrows his brows, obviously caught off guard by your seemingly random change in subject. “The one about Cheryl giving me a blowjob in the prop closet? I already told you, (y/n), that wasn’t a rumor.” 

Cheryl is Eddie’s acquaintance from his times working backstage for the school plays, and the thought of her flirting with Eddie with her high-pitched voice and bleach-blond hair makes you want to throw up. You hadn’t known she was the type to give blowjobs, and at school, no less; the information had been enough to make your head spin- was everybody at Hawkins getting more action than you?

“I know,” you say slowly, stretching your legs out to recline in front of you. “That’s the ‘other stuff’ I’m talking about. You actually have a sex life, I don’t.” 

Eddie chuckles, looping his fingers into one of the frayed tears on the front of his jeans. “I’m not, like, a sex god or anything like that. I’ve just fooled around a few times, that’s all.” 

“Yeah, but at least you have an idea of what you’re doing.” There’s a gnawing anxiety creeping up within you, and you want to smack Eddie over the head just for being so damn clueless. Peering at him from underneath a veil of dark-painted lashes, you can see the confusion in his face, but to your relief, he doesn’t seem upset by your persistence- maybe this won’t end so horribly, after all. “Sometimes I just get nervous, y’know? ‘Cause what if I meet someone I want to fool around with, but I make a complete idiot out of myself because I don’t know anything?” 

Eddie lifts his gaze to meet with yours, a half-smile making its way across his full lips. Fuck- is he starting to pick up what you’re putting down? You feel your heart skip a beat, palms prickling with sweat as he opens his mouth to speak. “What exactly are you asking me for right now, (y/n)? ‘Cause if I didn’t know any better…”

His words trail off, pink tongue darting out to wet his bottom lip as he observes you quizzically; he’s unsure of himself, with a visible heat flooding the pale expanse of his cheeks. After a prolonged beat, you say, “maybe you could show me how to do it right? So it feels good?”

For the first time since you’ve met, Eddie Munson is speechless. His skin darkens to an even more conspicuous shade of burgundy, his arm lifting to scratch at the back of his neck, and you begin to wonder if you made a mistake. 

“Do…what right?” he asks you, though the tone of his voice tells you that he’s already well aware of what you mean. “You want me to tutor you in-“

“-blowjobs. Yeah.” You cut him off without really meaning to, but it’s not like your mind is focused on trivial things like manners at a time like this. “I mean- only if you want to, obviously.”

He stares at you blank-faced before breaking out into a wild grin, amused giggles bubbling up from the back of his throat. “You want me to repay you- by letting you give me head? Kinda sounds like more of a benefit for me than you, hon.” 

“Just ‘cause it benefits you doesn’t mean it won’t benefit me, too.” You subtly inch your way closer to Eddie until your hips are side-by-side, encouraged to continue when he doesn’t back away. “I wanna know what it’s like.”

“You sure you’re in your right mind right now?” Eddie says wryly, sizing you up, adorning you with goosebumps at the invisible sensation of his dark eyes dragging up and down your body. “You didn’t get into my stash or something while I was in the bathroom?” 

“I’m very much sober, Eddie,” you assure him, hesitating as you prepare to go even further, your palm finally dropping to rest on his thigh. He stirs ever-so-slightly at your touch, although he manages to keep his excitement contained for the most part. “I really do want you to teach me.”

“I don’t know how helpful I’ll actually be, but…” he gestures down at his crotch, where his erection is starting to press through the front of his pants obscenely. The view is satisfying, knowing that you’re the one responsible for it- if you’d have known it would be this easy to get Eddie Munson in the mood, you probably would’ve tried your luck with him a long time ago. “I’d definitely be willing to give it a try.”

“Really?” you say hopefully, letting your fingers trail in the direction of his hard-on until you’re toying with the front button of his jeans. “You’re sure?”

His eyes shoot down to where your hand is, your thumb and forefinger playing idly with the metal zipper. He nods rapidly, allowing you to proceed in unfastening his pants, your hands shaking as you do. “Are you sure about this? I mean, damn, you really wanna get blowjob lessons from the freak of Hawkins high?” 

You don’t respond, rolling your eyes dismissively at his frantic line of questioning; nudging his bent legs so that he stretches them before him, you start pulling his pants and boxers down to pool around his hips. Eddie lifts himself up to assist you in the task, and in a matter of seconds his thick cock is on full display for you, flushed and thick and leaking. 

“Holy shit…” you murmur, in a daze; it’s the first dick you’ve ever seen this close-up, and it’s so more intimidating than you could’ve ever imagined. You wonder if all dicks are this massive, or if Eddie is just particularly well-endowed, as you extend your arm to feel along his length experimentally. 

“Was that a good holy shit, or a bad holy shit?” Eddie asks bashfully, nodding his head forward so that his long hair can obscure part of his face. 

“Eddie, your dick is huge,” is all you say to shut him up, and he’s unable to resist the cocky smirk that teases at the corners of his lips. 

He dips back against his bed so that his head is nearly flush with the mattress, pushing his hips out to elongate his body. He groans and stretches, his t-shirt hiking up around his midsection to reveal his soft belly, your gaze lingering there for far longer than it probably should. “Ah, c’mon. I’m not that big.”

The smugness is palpable within his protests, and you narrow your eyes as you position yourself on all fours next to him. “Just tell me what I should do first.”

“Well…” he looks at your face for awhile, before switching his attention to your cleavage, which is completely visible now that your baggy sweater is hanging off your body. Pretending not to notice, he says, “Usually you’d, um. Want to get it wet. Maybe stroke it a little with your hand before you put it in your mouth.” 

“Like this?” You shift your weight onto your knees so you can sit upright, holding your hand out in front of your mouth and spitting into it crudely. Eddie inhales sharply, closely examining your every motion as you draw your arm away from yourself, a string of spit connecting your palm and bitten lips. 

His cock is warm and silky to the touch as you wrap your fingers around it, and you take note of the way he hisses when you begin to move your hand up and down his generous length. “Y-yeah. Like that. That’s- fuck- good.” 

You quicken your pace, a triumphant feeling washing over you as his head lolls back towards the ceiling, his stomach clenching and releasing in direct response to your manipulations. “And then what?” 

Sinking down until your elbows are on the carpet and your back is arched up high, you bring your face closer to his cock, blinking up innocently in wait of his next set of instructions. 

Eddie clears his throat, obviously making an effort to come off as unfazed, although neither of you are strangers to the truth. “You can, uh, put it in your mouth now.” 

You’re perhaps a bit too hasty in your movements, because by the time Eddie’s cock is halfway in your mouth, he eases you back by your hair, stinging your scalp. 

Rather than pissing you off, however, the sensation travels straight from your head to your cunt, and you let out a strangled moan. 

“Shit- sorry,” Eddie says, his big hand stroking your skull where he’d tugged on it. “I didn’t mean to hurt you.” 

You take him out of your mouth but remain close by, your spit-slick lips hovering mere centimeters away from the tip of his cock. “You didn’t. I, um, actually liked it.” 

He raises his eyebrows, seeming equal parts surprised and pleased by your declaration. “Oh yeah? Guess I’m helping you learn a little more than just giving head, huh?”

Flicking out your tongue, you administer tiny licks to his slit, lapping up all of the pre-cum that’s gathered there; Eddie really seems to like this, because he fists your hair in one hand, a string of profanities spilling out past his lips. “F-fuck. Yeah, atta girl. Gotta take it slow at the beginning.” 

Greedy for more of him, your tongue begins sweeping up the side of his dick, tracing lazily alongside the veins that travel throughout. When you’re certain you’ve covered every square inch of him with your hot tongue, you return once again to latch your mouth over the tip. 

“Damn. No fuckin’ way you haven’t done this before,” he manages to say through grit teeth, fisting a clump of your hair to give him better control over your actions. “Yeah, that’s a good girl. Nice and easy.” 

It’s undeniable what his praise and guidance does to you- your thighs are clamped together in a desperate attempt to create friction between them, hips rocking back and forth as you try in vain to rid yourself of the hungry feeling that’s taken you over. You bob your head down to usher a couple more inches of him into your gaping mouth, flattening your tongue against the side so as to fully embrace his salty taste. 

“Ahh, shit. Fuck yeah, (y/n). That’s so fuckin’ good,” he urges, applying some pressure to the back of your head so you can swallow another several inches of his length. “Little less teeth. ’S’it. Yeah, see how deep you can take it.”  

He gathers up your hair to keep it from getting in the way as you start to take him into your throat, your nose almost up against his pelvis as you choke and sputter around him. It’s difficult to breathe with your mouth this filled, but Eddie’s raspy words of encouragement serve in keeping you motivated.

“Keep going, sweetheart. Doing such a good fucking job for me,” he groans, his grasp on your hair loosening to that you can do as you please. With tears leaking from the corners of your eyes, you work to take in the entirety of his cock, gagging noisily when you feel it brush the back of your throat. “Your mouth is like fuckin’ heaven, babe.”  

Your lips curve upwards at the compliment, but you’re incapable of thanking him, your mouth overflowing with nothing but him; as an alternative, you focus on bringing Eddie to his orgasm, painfully curious to discover how he’ll look and feel during his moments of release. 

“Put your hand underneath. Yeah, right there,” he sighs approvingly as your fingers cup and massage his balls, bouncing them lightly in your palm as you continue to suck him. You’re on autopilot at this point, your rhythm impeccable and unrelenting; the noises of your wet mouth working at him are vulgar, your head plunging down on him again and again like you’ve been starved for a year. “Good fuckin’ girl. Yeah, you like choking on my big dick?”

You whimper at this, the vibrations from your throat transferring straight to his cock. Eddie’s grip on your hair tightens as he bucks his hips up underneath you, causing you to drool uncontrollably all over his thick length. 

“Mhm. Take it nice and deep for me,” he mutters lowly, his head tilting upwards so that you're only able to see his parted lips and sculpted jaw. “Gonna cum in your mouth now. Think you can handle that, babe?” 

You nod weakly, speeding up until his breathing becomes choppy and irregular. Your jaw is aching with exhaust, but you don’t dare stop- you’re too close to the finish line to start showing any slack now. 

“Fuck, (y/n)-“ he gasps, and then his cock twitches, a spray of hot liquid coating the inside of your mouth as his veined hand keeps you securely in place. You find yourself struggling against his tight grip as the bittersweet taste of his cum paints your tongue, but you steady yourself enough to swallow it all. 

Eddie takes in a shaky breath as he combs his fingers through your hair affectionately, giving you the opportunity to sit up and recover. “Jesus fuckin’ Christ, (y/n). Now I really feel like I owe you something.” 

He shimmies his clothes back up so that he’s covered again, his tongue sticking out thoughtfully from the corner of his mouth. His face is flushed and rosy, forehead kissed with the soft glow of sweat, and for the second time today, all you want is to kiss him. 

“So… I did okay?” You wipe your slick face with the back of your sleeve, running the fingers of your opposite hand through your unkempt mess of hair. Sure, it’s pretty clear that he’d enjoyed himself, but there’s still a part of you that craves his verbal confirmation. 

“Are you kidding? That was some A-plus head in my book. You didn’t even really need me to help you,” Eddie smiles, casually looping his arm around your shoulders, the basic act of which fills your abdomen with butterflies. “But y’know what? I realized that I kinda like being a teacher.” 

You poise an eyebrow, a suggestive glint in your big doe eyes. You've got him. “Yeah? Why don't you show me what else you can teach me?”

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[shiftingparadise]

hey bbyyy! i am back with another request! 🙈 i saw the feitan one, but i couldn’t read it cause you said it was spicy 😩😩 but hey it’s hunter x hunter! and i immediately wanted a killua fic from you 🥺🥺

so hear me out, it’s like canon events where they go on adventures and follow gon around as he tries to track down his horrible dad. reader took the hunter exam with the gang and befriends everyone and gains a stupid kid-crush on killua! and killua gains a crush on reader too, and it’ll be a super sweet and comedic romance cause they’re only twelve ya’know! we can expect petty fights and teasing and making fun of random strangers killua style and it’ll be so freaking cute 😆😆

Oh and if it’s possible, can you please not have the fic take place during the chimera ant arc? i’m still not through that cause i literally had to take a break because it overwhelmed me so much lmaoo 💀💀

and of course this is a no pressure request, i’ll understand if you’re not comfortable with writing a fic about someone as young as them, or if you’re not comfortable with writing this particular fic in general! anyways, have a great day luv and remember to stay healthy 💛💛

I thought this request was soooo cute lol 🥺 I really kept it as innocent and cute as possible 🥺. I'm sorry it took a while, but I struggled with writing this because I wanted to keep it interesting but innocent at the same time.

I've rewritten this story so many times by now, but I think this one's cute, so I chose this version :3 I hope you enjoy this one! I had fun writing it, so I'm happy you requested this 😇✨

Word count: 3744

‘Here you go’, you smiled at the white-haired boy, ‘You need this, right?’.

You tilted your head, confused by his distrust. You’d spend forever looking for this badge, he could at least take it without being so defiant about it. 

‘No’. 

‘H-hey! I know you need this!’, you placed both your hands next to your body in discontent. 

‘I’ve already collected enough badges, don’t need that one’, the white-haired boy had his hands stuffed away in his pockets, a disinterested gaze met yours.

‘B-but I-‘. ‘Don’t care’, the boy closed his eyes, now turning his back to you. 

You didn’t want to cry, to show you were weak, but you went through so much trouble for nothing. 

‘Huh?’, Killua frowned when he could hear some cute, sniffling sounds from behind him. ‘I-I just w-want a friend’, you wiped your tears away with the sleeve of your pink sweater. 

‘H-hey, are you crying?! Stop crying!’. ‘J-just l-leave me alone!’, you quickly turned around, running as fast as you could from the white-haired boy. 

‘Tch, idiot’, Killua gritted through his teeth before walking the other way, ‘Who takes a hunter exam to make friends’. 

Killua stopped walking when he considered his own words. Images of Gon forced themselves into his head. 

‘Idiot, idiot, idiot!’, Killua felt frustrated. Why did you have to say something like that? Why did you have to remind him of himself? He knows better than anyone what it’s like to long for a friend, and since you went to all this trouble… Even participating in the hunter exam… ‘Fine!’, Killua turned back around, ‘I can hear her sob from here, it’s not like I would waste much time’. 

It didn’t take long for Killua to find you. You were sitting on the ground, head resting against the trunk of a tree. 

‘Go away’, you sniffled into your sleeve, eyes overflowing with tears. ‘Here, you dropped this’, Killua tossed the badge towards you. 

You reluctantly caught it, a sulking expression now on your face. 

‘How many badges do you have?’. 

You frowned, confused by his question. What did it matter? It was obvious he didn’t want to be friends with you. 

‘Take as many as you want’, you tossed your bag towards the boy. 

‘W-what?’, Killua’s eyes widened when he could see you'd collected over 10 badges, ‘How did you get these?’. ‘Stole them’, you slowly stood up from the ground, wondering what his intentions were. 

‘How?’. 

‘W-what do you mean ‘how’?! You don’t think I’m capable of doing so?’, you raised your voice. He underestimated you, so much was clear. ‘Hm’, Killua raised his shoulders, both of his hands still in his pockets, ‘Let’s make a deal’. 

Killua couldn’t help but be intrigued by you. There weren’t many kids his age that were as strong as him, but you and Gon might be the exceptions. 

‘A deal?’, you crossed your arms, eyes fixed on the bag that was laying between the two of you. ‘If you can get your bag back, I’ll be your friend’. ‘R-really?’, you intertwined your hands, ‘S-so it’ll be like a game?’. ‘Guess so’, Killua smiled, closing his eyes. ‘Deal!’, you smirked, focusing your eyes on your bag. ‘Okay, see you’, the white-haired boy smirked before he picked up the bag and disappeared into the distance. 

---

You sighed, dragging your feet while walking down the crowded streets, ‘Eh, I’m tired’. ‘Just a little bit further. Leorio’s waiting for us in that restaurant’, Gon smiled at you. ‘Good, I’m starving’. ‘I told you to eat some breakfast!’, Killua smacked against the back of your head, ‘Idiot!’. ‘Hey, you’re an idiot!’, you pouted while rubbing over the spot where he’d hit you. 

‘Let’s try to be kind to each other, okay?’, Gon nervously meddled, ‘You can order something, I’m also hungry. ‘That’s because you haven't had any breakfast either! You’re both idiots’, Killua scoffed while grabbing both of your heads, ‘Now we’re going to waste time because you two didn’t listen to me!’. 

You let out a guilty giggle, Gon quickly following your lead. The two of you knew Killua was right, he always was. It was a trait you both came to love and hate at the same time. 

‘We need to get money to buy Greed Island, we can’t waste time like this’, Killua let go of your heads, ‘I hope Leorio has figured something out. I don’t like the idea of hunting down Spiders’. 

--- 

‘If he calls, run. If he calls, run. If he-‘. 

‘You told me you two were the only ones? I’m starting to feel like I’m running a daycare, damn brats’. 

Adrenaline immediately rushed through your veins when you could hear the dissatisfied grunts of your friends.

You quickly jumped away from the window, now looking at the unfamiliar face. ‘Who are you?’. 

‘Phinks’. 

‘Y/N run’, Killua never sounded so serious before. All the playfulness, all the mockery, the sarcasm… There wasn’t any trace left of it in his tone. 

‘Don’t’, the tall man tightened his grip around their arms, ‘I’ll kill them if you try’. ‘What do you want?’, your eyes were lingering on the burn marks around Killua’s ankles.

You wanted nothing more than to shove the man’s face into the concrete wall next to you, but the fact that he’s managed to catch both of your friends told you everything you needed to about his strength – he could easily kill you if he wanted to. 

‘Do you know the chain user?’. ‘Chain user?’, you frowned at the unfamiliar name, ‘Maybe… Maybe not. What’s it to you?’. 

‘Idiot!’, Killua broke free from the man’s grip, tearing his shirt in the process. 

You noticed the way that the man’s eyes widen, he obviously didn’t expect Killua to be so strong. 

‘Why would you lie? You know we’re dealing with one of the spiders, right? I told you to run when I say so! What’s wrong with you? Do you want to get yourself killed?’. ‘I was trying to get us out of here! Why do you need to be like this? I’m strong too, you know?’. 

Phinks frowned, trying to grasp what was happening before him. Was it arrogance? Were you two mocking him? Were you trying to distract him? He swiftly looked at the boy he was still holding onto, maybe his expression gave something away. 

‘We’re friends, don’t worry’, Gon smiled while looking at the blonde, ‘They’re always like this’.

‘Enough’, Phinks grabbed Killua’s arm again. ‘Hey, Mr. Sweatpants, I was talking to him!’. 

You froze when you could sense another unfamiliar presence behind you, his aura just as horrible as the man standing before you. 

‘What’s taking so long? Can’t handle a couple of kids? Pakunoda and Machi are already waiting in the car’. ‘I’ve only got two hands Nobunaga’, Phinks smirked, ‘You can take the little girl. Watch out, she’s got an attitude’. 

---

‘Don’t worry your little girlfriend will be fine’, Phinks sighed while sitting down on a stone, ‘Machi and Pakunoda were in the car behind us, they’ll be here soon’. ‘G-girlfriend?’, Killua raised his voice, cheeks red, ‘S-she’s not my-‘. ‘Oh?’, Gon looked with big eyes at his friend, ‘I really thought you liked her’. ‘Why would you think that? You’re as big as an idiot as her!’, Killua pressed his nose against Gon’s, his digit pressed against his head. 

‘Then why are you blushing?’. 

Phinks couldn’t help but let out a small smile at how innocent Gon sounded in contrast to his friend. He tried to grasp how they could be so skilled that they’d managed to track his fellow spiders without them noticing. 

‘Get off me! I can walk myself!’. 

‘There’s your little ray of sunshine’, the blonde massaged his forehead when he could hear your voice again, ‘She never shuts her mouth, does she?’. ‘You get used to it’, Killua and Gon both simultaneously replied. 

‘I know you have the same IQ as Gon, but please don’t say anything about Hisoka’, Killua looked at you, hoping you would be smart enough to pretend you never saw him before. 

‘This one doesn’t know anything about the chain user either’. 

You scanned the room, trying to count how many people were in it. 

‘Huh?’, you smiled when you saw the magician, ‘Hisoka? Is that you?’. 

‘Idiot’, you could hear Killua’s voice in the back of your head.

‘And you are?’, Hisoka smirked while playing with his cards.

All eyes were on the two of you. Everyone seemed to be interested in your relationship with their fellow troupe member. 

‘I took the Hunter exam with you’, you smiled, ‘I wanted to be your friend, remember? Brought you the badge you needed’. ‘Ah yes, I remember. You two were there too’, Hisoka pointed at Gon and Killua. 

---

‘Again’. 

You could see how Gon’s hand started to bleed, little drops of blood falling onto the cold stones underneath him. 

‘K-killua?’.  

The only thing you could see in his eyes was anger. 

‘Killua? I’m scared’. 

A symphony of fear and sadness flooded your eyes. You didn’t want to feel like this, but neither one of you was strong enough to fight off one of the spiders, let alone the bunch of them. 

‘Huh?’. Your soft sobs seemed to pull him out of his trance. Two blue eyes were now staring into yours, ‘Gon’s fine, don’t worry’.

‘A-ai, don’t worry Y/N, it doesn’t hurt’, Gon forced a smile on his face, a determined look in his eyes. 

‘But-‘, ‘Too much noise, need quiet’. 

You froze when you felt someone pulling your arm behind your back, nearly breaking it. 

‘Shut up or I’ll break it’. 

‘Try and I’ll kill you’. 

Killua’s aura completely changed. His usually bright blue eyes went dark, a villainous grin on his face. 

‘Sorry, can’t let that happen’. Two of Hisoka’s long fingers pressed a card against Killua’s neck, keeping him in his place. 

‘Fei stop’. The man they called ‘Nobunaga’ sounded calm, as if it was normal to threaten a child. 

‘Scared, huh?’, Killua’s soft voice grounded you, ‘I always knew you were a scaredy-cat’. 

You knew this was his way of distracting you from what was happening around you, from the pain in your arm. You knew he must be on edge too, with Hisoka threatening him… even so, he wanted you to feel okay, to stay strong. 

‘Tch’, the man behind you – reluctantly – let go of you, pushing you away from him. 

‘Y-Y/N?’, Killua genuinely felt overwhelmed when he felt your hands grabbing around his arm, your head pressed against his shoulder, ‘You know Hisoka’s standing behind me, right?’. 

Ah, there it was again, Killua’s grumpy voice. A sound you grew to adore over the last few months. 

‘Hm, so sweet and innocent’, Hisoka smirked, pulling his card away when he saw Killua’s burning cheeks. 

---

‘Killua? Gon?’, you softly knocked on the door of your friends' hotel room. ‘What’s wrong?’, Gon opened the door, a startled look in his eyes. ‘I-I can’t sleep, I-I’m scared and Leorio won’t answer his door… I think he’s having a party with Zepile’. 

‘Idiot’. You could see Killua sitting on the ground, a smug look on his face. ‘You always sleep in a room together! It’s not fair!’. ‘No need to fight’, Gon once again tried to meddle, ‘You can stay here’. ‘Let’s watch a movie!’, you smiled, immediately jumping on the big bed. 

It didn’t take long for the three of you to be sitting next to each other on the bed. Gon and Killua smiling next to you, eyes flickering with joy. 

‘Oh Killua, I want to be able to fight like that!’, ‘We already do, idiot’.

‘Hm’, you smacked your lips together after yawning, ‘So tired’. 

You didn’t notice the way your head fall onto Killua’s shoulder; you were too tired to wake up from his scoldings. 

‘Oh’, Gon gently tapped on your shoulder, ‘Seems like she’s asleep’. ‘Get her off me! I can’t sleep like this’, Killua looked the other way, hoping Gon wouldn’t notice his cherry-red cheeks. ‘Are you okay? Do you have a fever?’, Gon widened his eyes when he noticed Killua’s red cheeks. ‘W-what? No, I’m fine’, Killua turned his head further away, ‘Let’s just go to sleep, it’s not like we’ll be able to wake her up. You know how she gets once she’s sleeping’. 

---

‘Hey Killua!’, you tried to catch up once you noticed your friends were already walking ahead, ‘I’m hungry’. 

‘Again?! We’ve just entered the game!’, ‘I’m hungry too’, Gon nervously chuckled. ‘Fine! Why’d I even expect to start playing right away when I’ve got you two idiots with me’. 

‘Let’s go there!’, you pulled Gon behind you, ‘Seems cozy’. 

---

‘I’m scared, it’s so dark’, you whispered, hoping your eyes would still adjust some more to the darkness of the night. ‘It’s fine, we’re here’, Gon’s kind voice made sure you felt more at ease. 

‘Eeee!’, you jumped into the air, quickly hiding behind Killua, ‘I-I felt something!’. Your hand grabbed Killua’s, the other wrapped around his arm. ‘H-hey!’, he turned his head to look at you. 

His eyes softened when he could see the way your cute little nose was pressed against his arm, your eyes closed in fear. He felt a sudden warm and fuzzy feeling when he realized you felt safe with him, that you ran towards him to protect you. 

‘D-don’t worry, I’ll protect you’. 

‘H-huh?’, your eyes widened when you could feel Killua’s hand tightening around yours. ‘Don’t worry Y/N. I’ll keep you safe’. You blushed when you could see him smiling at you, ‘T-thanks Killua’. 

You knew your voice must sound fragile, since you felt too embarrassed to talk properly. 

‘Ai! I’ll protect you too!’, Gon appeared next to Killua, his smile as bright as ever, ‘We’re your friends, we’ll always be there for you, no matter what’. 

#killua x reader #fanfiction #fanfic #killua zaoldyek #hxh #hxh spoilers #killua x y/n #killua x you #killua zoldyck #killua zoldyck x reader #hunter x hunter #hunter x hunter x reader #hunter x hunter x y/n #hunter x hunter x you #hunter x hunter fanfic

[gjrain20-starwars]

Hello!!! I was wondering if I could request a lil hunter x reader from the bad batch? Maybe something cute and soft where the readers love language is touch and throughout the day, every time they pass by / are close to hunter, they make some sort of physical contact with him (quick cheek/forehead/lip kisses, short and sweet hugs, a quick little hand squeeze in passing, etc.) and it’s all soft and cute 🥺🥺 thank you in advance and of course no worries if you’re not up for it!! 💛

Hi!! I am so sorry that I didn’t answer until now, probably almost a year later! I promise I didn’t forget about your request! I hope this is the right amount of soft and fluffy for you!

Home To You

Hunter x GN!reader

Word Count: TBA

No warnings, just fluff! Please enjoy

You just got home from work and Hunter commed you to let you know he was coming home today. You began to get ready. You decided to change into a fancy, red and black shirt and some comfortable grey shorts. You always wore his armor colors on his first day home.

Just as you finished getting changed, you hear the front door open. Hunter is home sooner than expected. You rush over to give him a big hug. You know he has to go and fight. You know he’ll always come home to you. The tears come anyway. You had a rough day so Hunter coming home was the highlight of your day. You hear him chuckle as he buries his face in your hair.

“I missed you mesh’la. I’m home now.” He says as he runs your back with one arm and kisses your temple.

“I missed you too handsome.” You say through tears.

Hunter gently pulls away slightly, just enough to look at your face while still holding you. He begins to brush your hair away and wipe your tears. He understands that crying is normal when you’re overwhelmed. Even though it was something he was taught to suppress, but he never shamed you for it since you were taught differently.

“Rough day?” He asked, wiping away a tear

“Yeah, but you made it better.” You replied, reaching to hold the hand that was reaching for you.

“That’s good.” He took your hand and kissed it.

“What’s for dinner?” He asked, now holding both of your hands.

“Our traditional reunion dinner of course, just gotta wait for the delivery driver. I forgot to get it on the way home.”

“That’s ok. I’m gonna go wash up.”

Hunter gave you another hug and kiss before heading to the shower in the guest bathroom.

As much as you didn’t mind the smell, it was more for his senses and helped him relax. Plus, he missed the soap you got him. It was just a generic brand, but he liked the shampoo, conditioner, and body soap as separate soaps instead of the military issued 3-in-1 soap. He thought the separate soaps got him cleaner and that made him feel better.

Hunter came out in a pair of civilian clothes you bought for him. He figured out how to wash his blacks without shrinking them. He came up behind you as you were setting the table, wrapped his arms around you, and kissed you on your cheek. You missed this feeling. You stopped what you were doing to face him and lean into his shoulder as you held him. Hunter started the back rubs again as he leaned into you.

The moment lasted until he heard your stomach rumble. You didn’t hear it but he did.

“Ready to eat?”

“No.”

“Come on, there’ll be more cuddles after dinner.”

He gave your hand three squeezes, a little way to say “I love you.” You sat down to eat, but you craved him more. It had been too long since he left. You got up and moved your plate to sit on his left. Hunter just laughed and put his arm around you while he ate with the other.

“Can’t get enough of me can ya?”

“Nope.”

Hunter kissed you and ruffled your hair before going back to his dinner.

As promised, you two went to your couch after dinner so Hunter could hold you some more. With his free arm, he turned on the holodrama you two were watching. Hunter was not normally the one for rom coms or holodramas; however, you told him he reminded you of the main character’s boyfriend. He decided to take notes of some quotes to use to make you smile and show you he was paying attention.

You had watched half of the season before you started to feel sleepy. You ended up laying on him and were falling asleep thanks to some head rubs. Hunter loved hearing you had as he scratched your scalp and played with your hair. If you were more awake, you would have done the same for him. He noticed you drifting off to sleep and turned off the TV.

“Let’s finish the season.” You yawned.

“Tomorrow, love. I’m about to fall asleep myself.” He replied before yawning himself.

You resigned and leaned into his chest as he carried you down the hall. Tomorrow would be a new day with more memories to make.

#the bad batch #the bad batch tv show #requests for rain #clone force 99 #bad batch #tbb hunter x reader #bad batch hunter x reader #Hunter #tbb

[ad0rechuu]

OMG NOO GRRRRR IMA FIGHT WHATEVER IS HURTING YOUR STOMACH 🤬🤬🤬🤬

AND OMG 🥺 I’m so happy when you think of squirrels it reminds you of me 🤭🤭🤭🤭

also idk I’ve recently kinda of matured in a way and changed my view on a lot of things kinda having a flow up ngl, and when my birthday roles around ima getting a nose piercing then really wanna dye my hair light pink, and cut it shorter again (bc everyone tell my I fit short hair and I like it better on me too 😩) I’m now more comfortable to wear t shirts and shorts and just cloths I would have never worn before, I’m in awe to say this but I’m actually starting to like and be comfortable in my body. I’m starting to get better at makeup in general, (even tho I’ve done it since I was like 9 💀) and yea my mbti even changed from INFJ- T to ENFP- T so I’m an extrovert now but yk sometimes changes depending on the day, but now I’m more comfortable in public and have less anxiety and actually can go out to places without having a up coming panic attack every two seconds, and literally before I would never go to anywhere like- I mean no where I even canceled appointments for my orthodontist and doctor bc it was so bad, but anyway I hope this gives hope to anyone who reads this as well, obviously not everything is perfect, no where near it, and the fact I’m getting better is a sign that I can change for the better and you can too. <3

ALSO I’ve always kinda been the friend to give advice yk, but now I’m literally a therapist 😭 And I love it, I’m so happy I can be there for my friends and for anyone at that matter, I’ve just been giving the bests advice and comfort and not just saying something and hoping that it’ll help I actaully am saying sensfull things for once 💀

and my grammar is getting better…gradually

-Leo 🐿️💛

okay sorry that it took so long to respond but i wanted to have my full attention on you when i responded!

i think it was just stomach bug i got some sleep and i’m fine now! i’m about to eat dinner :) and that fact that u remind me of squirrels makes me happy too because there are a lot of squirrels over here.

and i teared up a bit reading ur message; i’m so proud of you for everything, feeling comfortable in public and with yourself isn’t an easy thing to do so the fact that you are makes me really happy for you! and also the fact that you are encouraging and lifting up other people with your experiences is such a beautiful thing to do leo!!

i have three nose piercings too! so we would be twinning <3 and make sure to show me ur hair you changed it okay!! i think our birthdays are pretty close so that’s pretty soon

being the friend therapist of the group seems a little hard and overwhelmed so that’s also amazing that you can do that!! and don’t worry you’re always saying stuff to cheer me up and i make spelling mistakes too (english is hard TT)

anyway you’re just a beautiful person who deserves the world love you leo <3 (and thanks for the hwa pic i will be taking that hehe)

#ad0rechuu — asks #ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ leo

[always-andromeda]

hi meda!! ^⁠ω^ can i ask you a question? i wanna join this little cozy community but i'm mortified of the hyperfixation ending any second and me just... dangling there with no purpose when it happens :'3 since im no artist or gif maker or writer i can't really provide anything to make people happy, and constantly battling anxiety makes it hard for me to make friends who'd wanna stick around after the hyperfixation of the interest we share ends... so i dont know if i'm asking advice, since i know you'd encourage me joining anyways, no matter how short the ride might be, and yet... like, i really want to make friends, but i don't have anything to bring to the table, but im so inspired by everyone i saw here, but im not good at talking to people!!! aaa!! its all these thoughts and doubts marinating in anxiety flavoured juice in my brain (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) so i don't actually know what im asking! 😅 yeah, i'm sorry, feel free to ignore! hope you have a good rest of your day/evening ✧(⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠)💛

First of all, hello!! It’s wonderful to hear from you, especially knowing that it probably took a lot to verbalize this!! I really appreciate and am honored that you’d share this vulnerability here. 🫶🏻🥺 Second, I want to say that I get your conflicting feelings on this. Personally, I haven’t let myself branch out into newer fandoms for almost a year now because I’m so worried about losing the roots I have with the Paul fandom and I’m worried about having to start over with another community. It’s anxiety inducing sometimes, I get it.

But I promise you, when I make a mutual, I’m gonna care about that mutual for a very long time. I know that having fandoms in common helps when making friends on here. However, regardless of your current hyperfixation, I am always willing to make friends and keep in touch with those friends!! So please, don’t hesitate to shoot me a message, dear.

Even if you worry about not being good at making conversation or being awkward; so am I!! We can revel in how humanly weird and awkward we both are. No judgement whatsoever. You sound absolutely lovely. Your presence is always welcome and I would love to have you around, no matter how long you’re here for. 💞✨

#˚ʚ ask meda ɞ˚ #˚ʚ anonymous ask ɞ˚

[kpophubb]

Hi lovely ☀ I'm so happy to hear from you, this week I was literally checking your Tumblr five times per day with my tags. I miss you so much and this week I also needed you so much, but it's okay💛 I'm so sad that you are sick😿😿 I thought you recovered but you mentioned that you don't feel good and I'm just so sad about this(((

Honestly this week I have my period, and I have to take 💊 every single day because it's just so painful 😔so I think we could have some sick party together😹

I had an exam last week which I failed, but I was so confident but I failed and my manager was so stressful and is pressuring me so much😮‍💨🤕🥴

How were your weekends? Today is Sunday and I just don't feel anything ...tomorrow I have to start work again and it's not tomorrow even it's like in 6 hours(((

Today I talked to my grandma and the second time during this 10 months and she's not doing good and mental health is bad she's pretty messed up 😣😭I'm watching this one movie now and it just reminds me of some Horrors that have been through and how lucky I am to actually Escape. ironically the movie is called No Escape. The movie is so well done tho 😭😭💔😢🥺

I Never thought these things would ever happen to me.. or would ever happen in my reality 😔😔I am just so shocked that this happened and they're still consequences and I just don't want to be a part of this you know❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹💔 I wish all of this was just a nightmare and I wake up tomorrow and everything is like before

I actually wanted to send you a short message just wish you could have happy Monday and better week 😭😢🥺🥺🥺💛💛

Stay strong baby I am just so thankful that you exist thank you for all the love you give me💛

Thank you for hyunnies gifs and quotes 🤗💗 I miss you so badly

You probably have no idea and will never understand the way you helped me during this sickness period of my life😔❤️‍🩹💗 thank you so much for saving your hyunnie lixie. Please get well soon

🐁

Hi hi hi my love 🥺🤍 tumblr has been mean to me with my other asks since they crash when I make em too long (?) and can’t be edited later so here we go!😭 keeping it short but ilysm 💗 and value every little bit u say ~

First of all don’t worry about me, I’m doing better now altho I skipped my medication yesterday bc I thought I got better but apparently it made my sickness worse and took away my good night’s sleep 💔 but anyway I’m mentally active now..how are you feeling baby?:( is your period pain GONE?? I’m so sorry for being ia I’m here now promise ☀️💛🫂

The movie seems so strong..and really pain invoking and lesson learning is it on Netflix? If so, I’d love to watch while trying to understand you..

Aah it’s getting hectic for you I can say :( no sleep and so much work 😭 but I really hope smh u get a break soon and can rest as much as you need anonie. <3

I can understand about the whole nightmare part. Altho I have not been in such an intense situation like you (that’s why I give it to u always that you’re super strong bc you are my love) but I have had super dark times too and I can relate to that part where I’d be terrified and cry myself to sleep everyday and beg whatever deity was listening to make it better tomorrow and make it all vanish..but everyday I woke up and nothing changed and that made me feel devastated and made me feel like I was better off gone 💔

but I sincerely hope like me a time comes in your life where everyday would feel as good as a dream where you keep wishing you never wake up from the happiness..💖 the things of the past will never really leave u and even tho the shackles are gone someday and you’re free to walk forward, the scary marks will still be there to your feet. But look baby, slowly you’re healing even if it’s at a micro pace, getting a job, connecting w your family member (grandma) and slowly getting up even tho the suffocating feeling still haunts u, it’s slowly leading to a betterment. Like this, I’m sure you will walk towards light, love and happiness soon. Just faith it till u make it okay??

exams Are shitty..and it’s so disappointing to fail after giving your best it’s like realising your best never amounted to anything but hey love remember what I told u? “Human beings are filled w crazy potential even if you feel like u gave your best today you could still wake up tomorrow and try harder.” So keep your chin high, take a deep breath and try hard again. 💘 every success comes with ten failures, remember that.

and lastly I’ll always be here to save u and pull you up just like lixie does for hyunjin. It’s a promise, not a fancy statement. And I keep my words always. I love you sm and I couldn’t add the last quote bc that post isn’t working anymore but it was..

“The world doesn’t matter. YOU matter. 💛☀️..”♡♡

#mia’s asks #stay 💌 #🐁 anonie

[morganee]

hi :) how are you?

Thank you so much for your reply. Makes me so happy you taking time to reply my dumb questions. About the Karen's second chapter? I'm so excited!!! But no pressure, do it only if you feel it. I am very well with your answer.

I wanted to do this before, but my week was crazy as hell. Anyway I read the fic that you post yesterday, and the last one about Mike playing Romeo? I do not know many words in english to tell you how much I enjoy every fic you post, u know? That's made me very very anxious because I wanna express it. But I hope you have an idea how I feel with this messages lol

Now under the limelight? I read it at the second you posted but I think could be kinda creepy if I come here too soon only for being a proper fan of your work (also yes, this week was pretty busy to me too, that was an 70/30 of the reasons why I didn't write this before). All the plot about Will a little bit jealous... I love it because I love that trope so much. Jealous plus trying so hard be happy for the love of your life? It's everything, love it love it love it.

so, *drums please*

uncle will? uncle mike? I didn't know how much I wanted until you give me that. Was fluffy, gorgeous (very quickly to read, sadly) and make me laugh in the right places because I think your obsession with cups is so cute. How much you have? I don't have any collection 🥺 I'm a boring person.

hope u have a wonderful week 🥰

-your hearstopper anon 😌

HIIII! It's so good to hear from you again :') and your questions are not dumb!! Please, keep asking me things <3 or even just tell me things if you want to, I'm here for whatever you want to talk about :D

I just started outlining the chapter for Karen's talk 👀 I woke up with the idea in my mind and thought "well, I guess I could start it!". Again, I can't promise you it will be up shortly but hopefully it won't take me too long. I don't think it's going to be a long chapter but then again, when I tried to write a 2k one shot it turned into a 9k one shot so yeah, we'll see 😂

And don't worry about writing to me just now (also, sorry it took me two days to answer!). I'm so happy you liked my other fics too!! And if you want to, you can tell me in your own language and then I'll google-translate it 😂 I know how hard it is to express yourself in another language! But I think I understand how you feel <3

Nooo I wouldn't think you're a creep!! You can come here whenever you want, it's totally okay, I promise you! But only when you have time, I know life can be busy ahah Jealous Will was fun to write and I have to say I don't often read about it? Like I usually look for fics where Mike is jealous but now that I think about it, I don't think I've read that many fics with a jealous Will! I can keep this in mind for my future fics 👀

asdfghjkl I'm so glad you liked my uncle Will/Mike fic! It was quick to read??? And here I thought it was again too long lol I will stop asking myself if 9k fics are too long. You are definitely not a boring person! Each one of us has its own thing and I just happen to collect mugs lol I'm sure you have other very interesting traits that I don't have! And to answer your question, I have probably something like 16 mugs and that's still too few for me! I still live with my parents and they just can't deal with me anymore lol I had to tell my friends to stop gifting me mugs because our cupboard is full ahah but one day, when I'll move out, I will have two cupboards at least just for mugs! Yeah, I'm that obsessed but I just like to take mugs from places I visit :')

Well, this was long, sorry! But I love to talk with you so much, so thank you for this ask!

Hope you're having a fantastic weekend!!! Sending you lots of love 💛

#my heartstopper anon #<3333 #love you lots #ask

[parisakamali]

the seven husbands of evelyn hugo, by taylor jenkins reid

you do not know how fast you have been running, how hard you have been working, how truly exhausted you are, until someone stands behind you and says, it’s ok, you can fall down now. i’ll catch you.

for @augustsjanes ♡

#tshoeh #the seven husbands of evelyn hugo #tshoehedit #litedit #storyseekers #novelsnet #dailylitgfx #userkalli #tusernoah #usermansi #usercossette #userasena #usercaitlyn #* #*edits #i wanted to keep the travel theme for the event #and ik this is a long post but i had a VisionTM #i really wanted to take it from ordinary to famous if that makes sense #anyway!!! hope you like it 🥺💛 sorry it took me so long!! #1k

[bearinglight]

aurora hello!!! im just here to thank you for all the validation you left me on the toddblack ficlet bc it made me really really happy!! 🥺😭 i was working on it for so long continuously that i kinda ended up hating the sight of it so the fact that you took the time to point out all the bits that you enjoyed had me feeling reassured and much better abt it finally 💛🌟✨ thank you for that, i hope you're having a lovely day!! 🌻

ruhi hi!! sorry if i didn’t answer you sooner but yesterday i wasn’t really online so i missed your message 🙈

anyway! i’m really glad you liked me going a bit insane on your tags, but really i loved the ficlet so much that no joke i already re-read it a few times already 🥰 as i said you captured both characters beautifully so yeah it was a pleasure telling you as much! know that i’ll be here ready to read new things from you, i really like your style of writing 🤩

hope you’re having nice days too!! 🌻💖

#nice messages ❤️‍🩹

[eonghwa]

Ah, lovely, hope the colour turns out great. I cut my hair today a little bit, it got ridiculously long and was bothering me, also dyeing long hair is a fucking hell.

Sadly going back to sleep is not an option for me, but hopefully you'll be able to do it, haha. It'd be nice to watch together, yeah. I used to watch kpop related stuff with friends, like music awards etc. but not only I had to move away temporarily, but obviously the pandemic is still a thing... so I don't see them that often. :(

I'm going to Ateez anniversary event this weekend - hope the special bubble tea will be decent. And a Kpop Halloween party next week, but I'm going with people I barely know. If they get drunk I'm gonna kill them. :') But at least I'm going somewhere.

Also, why is KQ releasing more merch, aaaaaaaaghhhhhhh including an overpriced basic hoodie - I'm not buying it, the photocards and polaroids however... 🤡- I.A.

hello!! sorry it took me some days to get back 😭 i rlly wanted to answer sooner butah i love long hair (no matter how bothersome is it to dye shjsxb) so i rarely cut it but i had to do it too recently 😭 just a tiny bit tho

lol this makes me so sad honestly bc i quite literally don’t have friends at all kshdjs 💔 let alone friends who like kpop (and ateez) so i can rarely watch or talk about any content with anyone 😭 and this always gets me sad ): and my only friend who is into kpop is miles and miles away from me 😔😔 — but anyway!! things are getting a bit better (at least here) even with the pandemic still being a thing so hopefully you will see them soon or more often 🥺

i’m not sure when the event and the party are but hope you will have fun and enjoy yourself!! what you gonna be for the halloween party??

yes… they obvi are but tbh i was a bit let down by the last photocards they released with subk so i’m not sure about getting any of them this time :/ but i am curious about what pic are gonna be on the polaroids!! and about the hoodie IMO the prettiest hoodie they released was the one they did for the 2020 tour! (but like the one they wore not even the one they sold lol)

hope you’re a having a good day!! 💛 oh and btw i ended up posting that video i mentioned today so if you wanna watch it let me know <3

#sorry for being a downer 😭 #but sometimes i do wish i had more than 2 friends #📮 — ask #intimidating anon

[angelblumes]

(food) Hey hey Hiiii how's you doing? 😁 mine is strawberry, the Laffy taffy flavour, idk im not a big fan of banana flavored things but I got you. I've been watching another couple on YouTube smh its still reactions but its scary reactions which I like because its scary lmao and I got ppl with me ya know. Its called Scary Hours just in case you want to know, very paranormally. Cindy is so im so lesbian for her but they both are superrrrrr funny. 2 me anyway. I hope your mom is doing well, the covid is 🙄. Do you know how its so much effort to hate someone but you just can't like them? ugh one day I will blow up and idk what will happen? its connected to one of my immediate family members therefore connected to me. I can't believe Abigail got killed I get its made up but I just wanted her to be happy 😕 there is this big ol spider that lives on my porch, his name is Wilbert. He got many nicknames now. He scares me but he can live with us he just needs to go somewhere else that isn't right above my seat. Ran out of the good stuff, I should cut down but damn I do not want to especially now that its depression season. I've been hanging out in my room instead outside because the weather tis fun. I'm a mobile gamer now 😎 idk if it counts tho its family business because of my family are nerds when it comes to that tho. My coffee has been👌 ❤ my self esteem has been whoo!! Out the roof for some reason no problem with that of course makes my life interesting. I've been decor gaming its beautiful 😍 ok im done now I think. I hope you've been so good and ily and I hope you have a wonderful day etc 💗 💛 💖 💓 💕 ❤

sorry this took so long❤️❤️strawberry is sooo good too if i didnt like banana it wuld be my fave. so u have good taste besides not liking banana flavored stuff🙄oh no r u saying u hate someone connected to ur family? that's so rough. i can't deal w family problems i will blow up always. AND FR THO... i read smth the other day saying she doesn't die in the book. why did he do that..... to cause us PAIN AND SUFFERING that's why. wilbert is such a cute name i love that. i hope he leaves u alone! ok now the stuffs. i've been ok!! i turned in this outline for a paper and added like a disclaimer i'm adhd/autistic and asked a LOTTT of questions and clarification. so don't judge me mrs professor. but then she said my outline was one of the most thorough she'd ever seen🥺😭 i could've died right then. went grocery shopping bc my friends mom is getting knee surgery and it will be hard for her to go after. got my favorite popcorn ever but its the wrong flavor. or maybe they changed it idk. i'm mad as hell tho. its a huge bag it was like $7......um let's see.... i've like completely stopped watching youtube... idk what's wrong with me but its just not doing it for me recently! did i post saying my mom DID get covid or DIDNT? bc she told me she might have it. but then she didn't have it and then like a week later said she did. so i might've posted abt both. boo. i'm trying so hard not to think about it. lastly... this is gonna make me sound like a pampered weirdo but since my friends mom is gettin knee surgery me and my friend are gonna have to do chores right? i can do laundry fine, i'd been meaning to try and help more with that anyway. but also i guess idk how to use their machine and that makes me nervous. but the DISHES. the godforsaken dishes. noooooooo. nonononono. when i was living with my like bio family that was the one chore i never had to do because i would start screaming crying feeling the wet food on the plates. urgh. i think that's the worst sensory thing i've ever experienced. i help put them away but the actual cleaning? even just rinsing them to put in the dishwasher? ❌. anyway idk i was feeling bad abt it today bc we really dont help her out enough around the house. but i guess we are also both disabled and chronically ill.... i still feel bad tho. after the surgery we will do more and i hope even after she recovers we keep helping her out. i used to put the dishes away and split them w my friend but i ended up doing them all most of the time so i got kicked out of the job💀😭

#asks #5 daily things #sorry for slacking i am doing ok but i kind of wasnt for a few days. its ok now tho