#anyway girls ... boys ... enbies

[my-chemical-rot]

Full offense but if you ever refer to me by my sex assigned at birth in any capacity, that is misgendering and I will murder you to death with hammers

#Also!! It’s weird and invasive to ask me about that #I am nonbinary. I am bigender. I am genderqueer. I am transsexual. That is all you need to know #You don’t need to know what genitals I have unless you intend to fuck me #And because I KNOW that binary people (trans and cis alike)(usually more often cis) always have to be FUCKING WEIRD about nonbinary people #I KNOW that when you ask for my AGAB it means ''how should I misgender you in my head'' #or ''which set of misconceptions & expectations should I project onto you'' #Because y’all REALLY do not fucking grasp the concept of Non Binary #yall act like you can think of & treat all AFAB enbies as Transmasc or Woman Lite #and think of & treat all AMAB enbies as Transfem or Man Lite #god where’s that one tweet about how cis people r always like well are you a girl nonbinary or a boy nonbinary #I swear to fucking god. Being nonbinary would be a lot more fun if binary people didn’t feel the need to get on my nerves so goddamn much #Anyways had to get that rant off my chest. god bless.

[honeyboyfelix]

just realized i havent told half this friend group in non binary... its been like a year :) how has this not come up??????

#one of them is literally trans... this somehow is worst #it feels too late at this point to be like hey guys i know its been a year buuuuuuuuut- #like should i tell them? yes will i? eh #i dont feel comfy just being like hey guys this is my shit i need to sneak it into convos or it feels awkward #havent figured out how to do that yet #the main friend of the group who brought us together knows #but hes like really flighty about it and since i dont rlly care what pronouns ppl use #especially when my characters are all different genders #i just like almost never correct him on it lol #cause tbh he calls me by my characters name even during normal convos #like theres a 70% chance hell just call me eira or kai rather than my normal name #and since eira is my current character and is a girl.... i get a lot of she/hers in there #and since its vc only i dont ever expect anyone to call me he/him cause i sound like a squeeky toy #well at least not unprompted #actually ive only sonehow played like 1 boy character 😮‍💨 thats sad i need to collect that gender #and also to force them to use he him for me :3c #dnd is actually so good if youre trying on new genders tbh #think i might make my next cyberpunk character enby :) gender is a construct in this dystopia anyway

[magical-girl-04]

Yknow I wonder what it says about me that Princess Ruto from Oot was like my first childhood crush-

#loz #rav speaks #like you dont understand how excited i got that her and link were technically engaged #cuz like link=me #prettg sure i also crushed on Sheik while thinking he was a girl- #i wanted him and link to be together so bad #anyway my other main zelda crushes include tp zelda albw zelda hilda and irene and like triforce hero link in the cheerleader/princess fit- #i do still love princess ruto btw #she holds a soft spot in my heart even if she is a bit of a bitch #ohh and idc if you think she doesn count but lana from hyrule warriors is so cute! and god fucking linkle i love her so much #i really like spirt tracks zelda aswell shes so funny- but also like really cool i love her #also like that one gerudo quine that helps out in oot shes very cool #and to top it off with the only male character on this list vio from the four swords manga lol #altough at this point i dont think he is a boy in my mind anymore (enby gang rise up) #(excludeing sheik becuz at the time i sully believed he was a girl lol)

[leolaroot]

ok not to sound like a 2014 post but it is like actually weird to me that I cannot conceptualize how itd feel to not be attracted on the basis of gender. like due to bisexual brain I'll just never know how that feels like. and that's weird. it's so weird to me.

#ita just always felt like a given to me. #anyways remember those fucking posts that'd say like 'i cant imagine not being attracted to handsome boys 😊 beautiful girls 😁 and #uwu enbies 😖!'

[sunnnfish]

I think. Ive figured out my problem with like every nonbinary identity like word. Like the language itself. It’s that theyre all adjectives. I think. Like. You aren’t “a nonbinary�� youre “a nonbinary person” yknow. Like. Nonbinary isn’t a noun in the same way man or woman are. You can be a man or a woman but not a nonbinary that feels very wrong to say yknow. And the other way around you can say “i am nonbinary” but not “i am girl” And that goes for tons of other words too like genderqueer or agender and even transgender—theyre adjectives not nouns and so it kind of just feels really weird to identify as an adjective and talk about it in the same categories as nouns. “Enby” tried to fix this but it also feels weird cause it starts with a vowel which makes you say “i am an enby” versus like “i am a girl/boy” which just makes it harder to integrate into that language. It’s also two syllables which is just extra weird to me.

Anyways i suppose thats why I’ve always felt weird trying to identify with those words—theyre adjectives to describe a state of being versus just. Being a state of being. Like yeah im not a girl or a boy but then like what am i. A person.? A ______ person. Fill in the blank with your adjective of choice. Yknow? It just kinda feels. Sterile? Too descriptive and not enough just being. I want to be something, not just a type of person. Like, for the sake of example, if a girl is a typically feminine person and a boy is a typically masculine person then what is a typically nonbinary/androgynous/genderqueer/etc person. Of course girl and boy are more complex than that but you get what i mean right. I want to be something.

#anyways! was taking the gender census and realized. these are almost all adjectives #i just want a concise noun for nonbinary #thats not enby bc its two syllables and is just a bit too cutesy for my taste #also starts with a vowel #now im thinking about all the good girl/boy words. #girl/boy man/woman lad/lass lady lassie gentleman #now we just need. gender neutral words like those #and by god it needs to start with a consonant #anyways. #to the void #sunnfish.txt #sunnfish.jrnl

[elder-dragon]

"haha what if weird as hell wild AU that would not work in any way whatsoever with canon but would be fun to think about"

"wait this could work as a backstory to one of my other characters and would Explain Things the more I think about it"

"I am thinking about it"

"Oh No"

#natter #so that's how my weekends been going! #I have a complexity addiction #anyway Luci goes back in time becomes a mother tree when she dies and then that tree tells Scilla all abt the future #and Scilla proceeds to derail the dragon cycle story of her world so she can turn them into anime boys girls and enbies #also her first firstborn is Malyck so that's. uh. where I'm at #Malyck with the same issues as Vlast is a thing in this now I'm so sorry

[ylvaisawolf]

My dumb tired brain was looking at Good omens yesterday and something with Gender was brought up

To cut to the Chase my brain went She/Her on Gabriel

Like not even Female presenting or Female body

No same old Gabriel just using She/Her

I honestly think my Brain had a mix up haha

Crowley thoughts and Gabriel thoughts ♡

(Aka I think brain mashed them. Sticking with it though)

#ylva posts #queued #I will never zay actually dates ♡ #to be honest I actually like the idea of she/her Gabriel but the fandom is kida scary sometimes ♡ #Gabriel and her amazing partner Bee ♡ (I cant spell Bee-) #I should sleep and stop staying up. like amazing thoughts inability to spell or make the thoughts clearer #If I actually make this a serious headcanon Gabriel is a She/Her and He/Him user #Gender is weird like I Enby but like still present Female (not entirely like clothes) and I dont hate she/her #like that is still me but like I changed nothing so like am I truly enby? hell yeah I am! They/Them and She/Her #fight me /j /j This is all mostly from a lack of care aka I get Crowley hard un that aspect #I am so far away from were I started I should go sleep. #but like I am a girl but not a ma'am and I am not a boy but I am a sir and I am a person but I am not Mx. #that make any sense??? Like irl I will respond and prefer to be called sir over any other formal thing #anyway Gender a interesting weird thing that I wish less people cared about so I dont worry that I am “Not Enby” #or anything else really. Ace and highly likely Aro #Everyone is queer ♡♡♡

[shy-sapphic-ace]

Heyyy, so, I need advice. I'm having another sexuality crisis and now I think I might actually be a lesbian... Should I change my username from shy-bi-and-ace to shy-sapphic-ace (or smth like that)?

#ok so here's the thing #I recently found out it's normal for lesbians to have had crushed on male celebrities or male fictional characters #and I was like #oh #bc when I was young I had a *few* male fictional character crushes bc I read a lot #(but never female characters I thought I only liked boys then) #but looking back now I definitely don't have a crush on those guys anymore #and it hasn't happened since I discovered I like girls (all my fictional crushes since then have been girls) #so apparently that was just compulsory heterosexuality speaking?? #the article I read said those crushes were “completely unobtainable” and “allows the lesbian in question to distance themselves from men” #and honestly that sounds exactly like what I was doing #so anyway! #I've been calling myself bi for maybe a year #at first I thought I liked girls & boys #then realized I'm not really attracted to guys #and now I've been using “bi” bc I say I like girls (and maybe??? nonbinary people) #but the only enby person I know is my friend #and I definitely don't have a crush on them #so honestly I don't think I'm romantically attracted to nonbinary people? #so only girls? #which would make me a lesbian?? #right? #uuuurrrgggh this is so confusing #if y'all know how to make sure if I'm really lesbian or bi or SOMETHING #let me know? please? #lesbian #bi #wlw #sapphic #asexual

[aromanticannibal]

I lke to think the students in 1-a are pretty open bout their crushes most of the time mostly bc I think it's funny

#I did that in my chatfic pretty much #figure Ojirou. questioning his sexuality in the 1a chat #he says he likes boys and girls and also enbys actually #and hagakure (who I made come out in the 3rd chapter) pops out of nowhere and goes <3 #anyways go read my chatfic

[chinchillasinunison]

I had a dream last night that we found a new audio file and a bit of it involved Howdy advertising something (as he is wont to do) and he ends the pitch with something along the lines of the product being fun for "boys, girls, and everybody in between!" and Barnaby says, "Eh, Howdy, I dunno about you, but I never heard of somethin' in between!" and Frank is there and makes a comment also dismissing the idea, but you can tell by the way he says it that the idea has hit to something at the core of him. Anyways, that audio track made me really excited not only because of enby Frank, but because it added fuel to my pet "Howdy is already aware of their weird circumstances and doesn't give a shit bc his goal of profits align with the producers" theory, because how else would he know about nonbinary people on a children's puppet show in the 70's unless he has connections that reach beyond it? Alas, it was just a dream, so Howdy is still probably not actually as secretly evil as I wish, but the idea of him bringing goddamn rainbow capitalism to Home before queerness even takes a foothold there is extremely funny to me. Putting the cart before the horse there a bit aren't you, Mr. Pillar?

#welcome home #howdy pillar #barnaby b. beagle #frank frankly

[livelaughleviathan]

livelaughleviathan's carrd

hello boys. and girls. and enbies. everyone.

let's see where this goes.

the road so far (my other blog)

saving people, hunting things, the family business (tip me)

Supernatural - Masterlist

that was scary (dean winchester)

i lost my shoe (sam winchester)

i don't understand that reference (castiel)

now if you'll excuse me, i have a little hell to raise (crowley)

this is me standing up, this is me lying down (gabriel)

stop ruining my childhood (charlie bradbury)

is this a sex torture dungeon? (kevin tran)

i can't deny you're one of my guilty pleasures (chuck)

pay attention to me, i'm bored (lucifer)

i know a thing or two about wounded masculine pride (rowena macleod)

about this blog:

a new hyper fixation of mine: supernatural. my mom made me watch it and once i saw castiel, it was over for me. that and dean in shorts. anyway-

the masterlist gives you an overview of whom i want to write for. for now, i will not write for anyone else, but that might change in the future.

i want to make a few little notes about my works. all works about kevin tran are aged up. as it is not 100% clear how old he is, one can only assume he is between 16 and 19. therefore, please note that i do not write for minors! therefore, every kevin tran fic will be aged up. simple. also, since this bugged me when i was looking for fanfiction and got spoilered </3, i am going to include spoiler warnings in the tags. like what season you should be on to not get spoilered.

apart from that, i have a few rules for requests, assuming i'm opening them in the future.

no:

- scat, vomit

- hard ageplay and underaged

- incest

- animals (this excludes monsters ofc)

- somnophilia

with that being said, i advise you to read the tags/warnings of each fic since i do address topics that some people might be sensitive to. also, most of my works will be suggestive or nsfw/smut, so don't read it if you don't like it!

i might crosspost some of my fics on A03 under the user yutasbellybuttonpiercing, but that's it. if you see any of my fics elsewhere, please tell me. i do not want my stories to be reposted or translated, so please respect that.

#supernatural masterlist #supernatural smut #castiel smut #dean winchester smut #sam winchester smut #crowley smut #the trickster smut #crowley #the trickster #sam winchester #dean winchester #sam #dean #kevin tran #kevin tran smut #castiel #charlie bradbury #charlie bradbury smut #garth fitzgerald iv

[euclyptodis]

its so funny how cis boys love my brand but its for tboys, lesbians, actual whores, girls who are boys, enbys etc. anyway enjoy

[hed-romancer]

season 5 episode 3 of camp camp was amazing, actually

okay so i didn't really like season 5 episode 1, and episode 2 while better, was pretty mediocre to me. Nothing funny, nothing that really moved character interactions forward (besides the slip that david is upset gwen isn't a counselor), some stuff that felt out of character (david doesn't seem the type to worry if he's a good counselor or not so much as worry about literally anything else), and some stuff that was supposed to be funny but was actually unfunny and out of character (the campers choosing to try to open the freezer before even letting anyone know about the cave in). It really was just okay, and only that good bc i love anxious!david

episode 3, however, was absolutely wonderful.

on one hand, you have some of the greatest jokes of the series (david switching over to word associations after explaining exactly nothing, the cut back to the boys where david is taking notes on something nurf is saying, nerris immediately thinking someone born in 1985 must be dead now) (though i'm not exactly a fan of the implication that cj is a child predator being played as a joke).

On the other hand, you have honestly one of the best portrayals of what its like being a tween/young teen girl in media.

ered doesn't know what she's doing, and feels unprepared by her two dads to become a woman, so she goes to gwen to ask for advice, who she thinks is a cool adult woman but is also just so happy to be thought of as cool that she's not even sure what she's agreeing to do. ered asks all the questions she hasn't been able to ask, and gwen realizes quickly she doesn't have all the answers, but still fakes it anyway.

nerris goes off and finds the diary of a kid named jessie, and as they read it they feels seen in a way they never have before. they read more and falls in love with jessie, only to realize that jessie was a kid in 1985, and concludes jessie must be dead by now.

nikki ends up at a spa, and tries new "girly" things, that she previously derided, and finds them enjoyable. once she sees the sum of all the ways she's changed herself, she panics, and realizes she's looking like what she used to hate. how can she still be herself if she's enjoying this?

nikki and nerris go running to ered and gwen for advice, and gwen says "goddammit". ered, realizing that gwen doesn't know anything either, takes helping the younger two on her own. she tells nerris that feeling lost and unsure doesn't mean you're alone, that we've all felt that way. she tells nikki that while its okay to question who she is sometimes, she can be whoever she wants to be and the questioning doesn't make her any less herself.

and it's just chef's kiss. nerris getting a first(?) queer love and realizing it's not gonna happen and not knowing how to handle the heartbreak because it's their first time experiencing it. nikki exploring femininity and realizing it can be enjoyable, even if its not what she usually does, just for her own sake. ered realizing older women don't have it figured out either, and even if she doesn't know everything, she's still gonna step up and help the younger two out. i just love it.

it's literally what becoming an older girl/enby is like. trying to figure it out, helping others try to figure it out, realizing those older than you haven't figured it out either.

#camp camp #cc ered #cc nerris #cc nikki #cc gwen #cc david

[anti-terf-posts]

Srry this might get into rant territory but I've been going through the blogs of terfs who comment on your posts to compile a blocklist and it's honestly crazy to me how unwilling some people are to understand the fact that the trans community is. yk. a community of people? Like I see so many ppl on radblr talking like transfemmes are these evil masterminds forcing the poor little uwu transmascs to do their bidding because they see trans men speaking out about transmisogyny. Which, (Aside from the obvious sexism of thinking afab people are helpless little goo-goo brained victims who can't think for themselves and amab people are all genius evil dictators do we not see the hypocrisy here guys.) as both a punk who is outspoken about shit that matters to me and as a trans guy pisses me tf off. Is it so crazy to think that trans people are human beings who can care about each other? Like so many people genuinely don't seem to understand that we're just normal people. They talk like we're sitting here plotting to take over the world or something but like. I went to high school with other trans people. I ran laps in the sun with a trans girl while the burly phys ed teacher yelled at us to keep up I caught the bus with enbies I sat on the grimy public school floors while I helped a trans boy tune his violin. My transfem friends and I usually just talk about video games. I talk to other trans people all the time about the most boring shit imaginable. I don't need an ulterior motive to look out for my trans siblings its just common decency because we're normal fucking people who are just trying to live our lives. What about that is so incomprehensible? It's just so apparent when I see trans positivity posts on blogs like this and the notes r full of terfs making it out to be part of some elaborate scheme instead of. You know. Good old fashioned human compassion?? Good lord. Anyway man keep doin ur thing and take care of your mental health running this blog has gotta be exhausting. peace and love on planet earth

yeah as a trans guy, I stick up for trans girls not because they force me to, but because I know it's the right thing to do? I'm not quite sure what terfs are missing here.

anyways, this was well written out, kind of reminded me of a poem ❤️

#asks #anon