#anyway i loved this quote and i couldn't help it hope i did it justice!!

[wyrdle]

"I for one, am f**king glad that scum is dead."

Part of my AU where Yuri's saved by the SWers who were going to be Lady Killer's victims. Mini fic snippet below. CW for mild swearing, rape/abuse/assault mention.

Yuri had been conscious for several days now, but was no less perplexed by the situation he had found himself in. He was laying back to rest and heal all the, he quotes, "f*cked up injuries" he had.

The bed is scratchy, and garishly ornamented, velvet cushions behind his back helping him sit up. The room he's been staying in is always dimly lit, with the musty smell of cigarette smoke, alcohol and other substances he'd rather not think about.

"The VIP room." The prostitutes, Maria and Lee, had informed him.

Lady Killer's next victims, had Lunatic not interfered.

And now, Yuri had them and a whole group of strangers who knew his identity and did not care, tending to his wounds and housing him away from the authorities.

"Screw the police, they don't give a shit about us anyway." they had almost hissed.

Yuri knew the high rates of rape and assault cases that slipped through the system. Either too dull for Hero TV to cover or ignored by incompetent and corrupt police. Lady Killer himself, had taken 3 lives before his arrest was issued.

Yuri found their company and honesty soothing. They did not mind his scars, and seemed to understand where others could not the horrors humanity could commit. Not the spectacles of heroes vs villains found on television, but the dark, gritty and messy everyday evils. Yuri found himself blurting more about his father and mother than he had ever been able to in years to anyone. (Not a difficult record to beat, in hindsight.)

His whole family is dead deaddead-

They offered their sympathies, but it wasn't patronising like when his father's associates offered their condolences and offers to "help" at his funeral. Freely speaking about his life with one foot in the Justice Bureau and the other in matters of vigilantism... helped. Funnily enough, Yuri found himself taking the role of mediator often, even advocating for viewpoints that directly countered Lunatic's methods for justice.

It seemed, one of the most marginalised of communities in society had many strong opinions about justice and how to enact it. Alternatives even, that Yuri had read once but ashamedly tossed for their idealism. (Or his own trauma-fuelled guilt?) All of them however, held little love for authority, whether it was the pigs in blue or heroes in gleaming gold.

So, Yuri healed, in this strange community of people who stuck out for each other. Each with their own experience of abuse, trauma and discrimination, spoken and unspoken. Only the beaten would have known how to help him with his wounds, physical, mental and emotional. Quite literally, sometimes.

Rei with a medical degree he couldn't use because of discrimination, Sato with their knowledge gathered from years of organising mutual aid, Mira with her kindness and understanding after an angry client blinded her in her left eye and left it scarred shut.

There were less people at Origa Petrov's funeral than Mr Legend's, but it wasn't as cold with these strangers who'd taken him in without judgement.

"What will you do next?" They asked him, when he was mostly okay, and possibly alright with living. Yuri doesn't quite know, but for the time being, working as a judge who was a friend to those who needed support the most sounded good.

Yuri was not a good man, but he learned that there was more to enacting justice than Kotetsu's heroism and Lunatic's punishment. With people he could rely on, life seemed bearable, even hopeful.

For Yuri, that was more than enough.

#two #tiger and bunny #tiger and bunny 2 #yuri petrov #survival au #lol #im not a very good fic writer #but whatever!!!!! #yuri needs therapy #but honestly #communal care would probably do greater wonders #also i assume he retires from the justice bureau entirely eventually #superheroism and herotv etc. all that is definitely not for him #i think yuri learning to be more compassionate to others would be a great way to repent #in the sense of rejecting both kotetsu's brand of justice and lunatic's #in the sense that kotetsu's apprehension of criminals doesn't quite address what happens to them in prison #idk lol #brain is fuzzy and these are all extremely confusing sociopolitical concepts #main thing is I suppose alternatives to the presented #especially SWers who'd have strong opinions on things that affect them the most

[sunball]

Hi💫💓. I have a confession to make. Nothing too serious tbh. This is going to be lengthy. I created a Tumblr acc a while ago but, I was never active on it. I preferred to guest browse, you know. I would lurk around in the tags and read stuff. But, I never actually interacted with the posts. Ever. One day, I was doing the same thing and, I came across your blog. I LOVED reading your posts. You came across as an authentic and outspoken person to me. Your blog's aesthetic stood out to me. I could see that it was an expression of yourself. I could see the effort you put into it. I kept coming back to your blog and ended up finding some other wonderful blogs through it. After a while, I ended up traveling. I didn't have data or WiFi access at the time so, I couldn't read any of your posts. When I returned, I couldn't find your blog for some reason. I low-key freaked out. I am not sure how to explain this to you but, I have ALWAYS struggled with communication. It made me SO anxious to the point that I couldn't even imagine being on social media. People say that interacting with others on the Internet is much easier than face-to-face communication but, to me, it's all the same. At the end of the day, I am always wondering "Was I rude?", " Did I even make any sense?", "What are they going to think of me?". It is such an irrational fear but, I can't help it. After coming across your blog, I decided to check my natal chart, and lo and behold, I have Saturn in the 3rd. After finding out that you had the same placement, it gave me some kind of hope? That may be, someday, I would be able to express my thoughts just like you do. I really respect the efforts you put into your blog. I admire you for that. I really do. Okay, let's go back to the story. I eventually ended up finding your blog. I made up my mind to finally tell you that I loved your blog. I think I send you an ask. I think. But I decided to redo it cause' I felt like the first one didn't do justice. So here I am. I don't know if you will ever actually read this. Even now, while writing this, I am freaking out! I know I am anonymous but, my anxiety doesn't give an f. I want you to know that you are doing great. There are lots of people out there who appreciate what you do, and I am one of them. I hope you rise amongst all perils and achieve all your dreams. Thank you for being yourself. 💛💛💛

Hold up, I was supposed to make a confession, right? Okay so, I used to hang around with a cockroach as a kid. Let's call it bestie. Feels weird to say it, but bestie was actually well behaved? I used to sing songs for it and stuff. Our friendship lasted for a grand total of two days. Bestie was a great roach. Best of all?? It didn't fly. Yap, that's it. I don't know if you will read this but thanks for listening.

omg anon🥺🥺 I’m speechless aahhh aakdhjdg this means SO much to me. you made my day. you made me smile and tear up wow. thank you so much for taking your time to write this. im feelin super special rn hehehe just reading your words makes me feel appreciated 😭 I’m guessing you found my blog when my URL was ilyneptune? I was shadowbanned so that’s why you couldn’t find my blog, SORRY ABOUT THATTTT! I’m glad we found eachother again though :D

I totally get what you mean about the communication part, as a child I was really quiet and did not talk to my family or my friends much. at school I was the most awkward person and was labelled as stupid because whenever I got picked on to answer questions, I would just stutter and answer something stupid 😭 just speaking makes me feel like choking even if it’s just a simple hi. I also used to not like talking online too, I would leave messages unread and ignore them for weeks and I absolutely hated calls (I still do). I also take hours to write a paragraph. saturn in 3rd house things I suppose 😔 but actually, this year my communication got so much better. I stepped out of my comfort zone and made this blog. not so sure what made me do it but I’m glad I did it anyway. now I’m arguing with people in comment sections and I’m not afraid of being wrong anymore. I guess I just accepted that I’m not perfect and that I’m bound to make mistakes and that everyone is here for the same reason - to learn. would me saying something wrong make me a fool? or would the person laughing at me for being wrong and not asking questions be the fool instead? I actually have 2 quotes on my wall, “speak your mind even if your voice shakes” and “he who asks a question is a fool for a minute, he who does not ask is a fool for life”. those quotes are very important to me and pretty much changed my life :B my dad also helped me ig, he’s kinda cold lol but he told me that people actually don’t give a fuck about your mistakes, they don’t notice the things you notice like your crooked teeth, the way you eat, how you stuttered 3 times or how you messed up your presentation. why? people have their own insecurities and their own life to think about, they’re probably thinking of the exact same thing like “omg did they notice that I accidentally spat when I talked?”. so yeah that helped me too.

I believe that you can overcome these fears! I mean, you’re already doing it by writing this to me :D (which brought me to tears lol). If an awkward bean who barely spoke at school (aka me) can do it, so can you! I believe in you anon ((: it’s okay to be anon I understand! I appreciate you writing this to me (for the 2nd time KAHDH I’m sorry I didn’t get your last ask 😭). but anywaysss I’ll still be here for the day you express your thoughts (and imma listen hehe) I’m a sucker for thaaatttt, hearing people’s thoughts and opinions. I think it’s super fascinating how people think differently and how people can come up with different ideas. makes me just wanna take a look inside their mind KAHDJDH.

okay wth a cockroach HAHSGDGD AND WHY IS THAT WEIRDLY CUTE??? why am I aww-ing at a cockroach I don’t get it AHAHAAH AND YOU SANG TO IT?? WELL BEHAVED??? I’m chuckling here 😭😭 that’s so wholesome. so cuteeee😔 bestie will forever be missed <33

thank YOU anon. I hope you are doing well! I hope to see you againnn 🥺

#answered

[canaryatlaw]

well, today was all around pretty wild. Woke up at 7:45 and ubered to work. got a clinic walk in pretty quickly, case some um, very interesting factors, but we decided it was okay for clinic and moved forward with that. Multiple court cases up at various times to handle, and my 12 pm motion ended up getting pushed back to 2, which was when I was supposed to have my 2 pm hearing in the same courtroom (which is at least better than it being in another courtroom, since this way they couldn't start without me). Nothing exciting happened with the motion, just ended up getting another status date. We didn't start the hearing until around 3:15. This was always a slam dunk case, but it was a lot to get through (we had 15 exhibits to introduce into evidence, and 13 pages of questions) so the direct ook quite a bit of time, which included the judge helping out reading some of the text message exhibits because the originals she had were much better quality than the scans I had (the perils of zoom hearings). but that went well, this client was great. While the Respondent was testifying I wrote up a pretty good cross-examination, to which he didn't really dispute any of, so that was good. The judge ruled immediately after closing arguments (which I also wrote during the hearing) before I even did a rebuttal, and when she said that she was ready to rule I knew we'd won, which I never really doubted would happen (the facts of this case were truly nuts). It was super satisfying though because the judge quoted my closing argument in her ruling and said I was exactly right (I was super pleased with that line when I wrote it, so that made me happy). So yeah, big win all around. It was basically 6:30 by the time we finished, because the judge wanted to keep going as she wasn't going to be on the bench next week since she was just filling in (it was our new chief judge, so I wanted to make sure I made a good impression, mission accomplished there I think). Once we finished there was some confusion of sending up the draft order, which culminated in the judge asking the head of our org (so my boss' boss) for my cell phone number (the boss send me a text like "[chief judge] just asked for your cell, I gave it to her hope that's okay" which was a truly wild text to get. She called me just as I got home and we mostly got things sorted out, it'll all be finalized Tuesday since Monday is a court holiday. So yeah, all of that was super wild, but I'm very happy with how everything played out and I'm pleased because I'm really feeling like a competent attorney with all the hearings I've done lately (3 wins and zero losses since August), which was something I felt really insecure about in the past, so I'm glad I'm doing better with that. It also really reminded me about how much I love my job, even though I'm on here a lot talking about how stressful it is. I love that when I get the thrill of winning a case, it's not about someone getting money or anything like that, but it's about keeping someone safe, and that's just so much more satisfying to me. I love that I'm able to help people. anyway. I had a chill night, just hung out on my computer for a bit until I did the dishes and showered, then folded my way overdue to be folded laundry, then actually got ready for bed, and now I'm here. Got the justice center in the morning, so bright and early wake up, but thankfully I can sleep in Sunday and Monday, so I'm happy about that. And yeah, it's 1 am so I'm going to bed now. Goodnight friends. Happy weekend.

#daily journal #February 2022