#anyway i need to fix my sleep schedule

[canisonicscrewyou]

#if your regular sleep med of choice is Benadryl I’m afraid of you #Idek what my answer is though??? probably melatonin. it helps a lot when I need to fix my sleep schedule #sleep soundly <3333 #I also sometimes take ashwaganda if it’s not too expensive or is mixed w other stuff. and drink sleepy teas but not necessarily JUST tosleep #I was on olanzapine and that helped my sleep a lot (at the cost of eventually making me feel so so tired during the day) #anyways you must tell me

[trashhole]

I love starbee and vampires btw (dump)

I really wanted to draw star with a full fanged mouf cause I thought it would look cool and I have been obsessed with vampires lately because of that one scene in carmilla where the girlies have a bloody smooch fest.

What if the vampire you’re meant to kill is reeaaally pretty and wants to take a big ol’ chomp out of you??? What then???? I need to draw bee steaking star in the spark now lol. Starscream is just too hungry 😔

Some sillies. I saw this meme and knew what I had to do.

I took starbee with me on a train but the train I wanted to go on was eeping but it was still fun because trains are awesome

Photo credit to @leefyberrybread because my dumbass was too busy taking a video to get good photos 💀

#Jesus Christ the second image looks so compressed on mobile #vampire brainrot has taken over… #people joke that I’m a vampire actually because I’m allergic to garlic and have a awful sleep schedule and I’m goth #im also allergic to the sun #anyway love trains and starbee #i want to draw more starbee enemies arc #ok I need to sleep because my head hurts from blasting loud music in my ears for three hours on full volume on my comp #yes it was worth it it fixed all my problems #transformers #maccadam #starscream #bumblebee #starbee #tfe bumblebee #tfe starscream #soundwave #earthspark #hanaes scrapheap

[satsuha]

for 1draw! (took 1.5h)

#dragalia lost #satsuhart #lin you #the context for why im drawing so much is i need to stay up to fix my sleep schedule and #drawing is one of the few things i can do without getting sleepy #anyway linyou my queen <3 the only reason i ever got into drgl meta #the early days of covid when i spent hours on eciella making her wep are etched in my brain

[the-kipsabian]

#anyways i need to go to bed lmao #my attempts at fixing my sleep schedule failed tremendously #night is an absolute mess on main #alan wake

[falldogbombsthemoon]

Yall haha, my dad made it so I have wifi access for one hour a day. which I can use from like 14 to 21 german time. So once my mobile data is dead, I will not be active that much ig. So please dont think I'm abandoning yall.

#vent following #its fucking ridiculous. im not a fucking child. neither is my brother #no idea what my dad wants to achieve through that. “so you can relaxe more” yeah no. being on the internet is my fucking coping mechanism. #there is nothing about relaxation there. also he did that so we'll to go sleep earlier. if it really was about that. #he would need to force me to sleep. you cant just change my sleep schedule by that #anyway its fucking ridiculous as i was on a good way of getting to sleep more early but if imma do that now he will think like #“wow. im such a good dad. i fixed all the problems my child could possibly have.” which is absolutely not the case #yk. ive always fucking struggled with feeling like people cant trust me. #and him not trusting my abilities to be responsible for myself is not helping #and then boom. im feeling shitty but wait haha my coping mechanism is currently set offline. #and like also im in extra stress atm bc school is fucking with me #not only are like a bunch of tests on the way but my fucking anxiety in school is getting so bad. #i cant sit in that facility without feeling like imma have a panic attack any minute #i am in need of fucking professional mental help. and at least one diagnosis. i dont want to do shit to myself. #but in this house hold. emotions are not talked about. feelings are suppressed and mental health is an illusion #i NEED to see a fucking psychiatrist. but i dont feel like i can to my parents about that. and technically i could go without them knowing #but someone needs to educate them. and i mentally cant be that someone #and guess whos sitting in their room crying and writing about that rn. not studying for their tests tomorrow and the day after. #i bet if my parents wouldnt have done that shit with my wifi i would be studying rn #quinns daily yapping post #rather #quinns personal hell

[rat-prophetess]

I have this deeply unfortunate condition where I cannot absorb verbal information without doodling, but also I have the drawing skills of young child and the permanently shaky hands of a wizened crone SO the results are. Unfortunate.

I am definitely making a great impression on my classmates and future colleagues by scrawling stick-figure patho characters next to them while they’re trying to listen to orientation lectures 👍🏻

anyway this (+ illegible handwriting) is why I can never lend people my notes. termitarywallart.jpg

#my art inspires questions in the mind of the spectator. such as ‘ok then…?’ and ‘yeah but like. why’ #do not kill the part of you that is cringe. kill the part of you that cringes :) #on another note #i won’t say it again: bloodstains should be considered business casual. maybe business formal #i need to fix my sleep schedule and generally get my shit together #it’s going great #anyway your honor those are my emotional support scrimblo bimblos. my comfort scrunklies. my favorite special little guys #pathologic #pathologic 2 #мор. утопия #silly pathologic doodles #fully forgot what the executor mask looks like. also fully forgot what birds look like #katerina saburova #clara saburova #rat prophet #the 2nd one is me every time they try to take my blood #i have shitty veins #rats: they’re just like us!

[fearandhatred]

ok i'm only posting this here to keep myself accountable and if i don't accomplish this y'all can break into my house and kill me

i need to catch up on my school work (woohoo!) so i'm pulling an all-nighter anddd here's the plan for the next few days (coded though because i don't want everyone and their mother to know my courses ofc). the time now is saturday 11pm good luck to me 🙏

28th: sp reading 1

28th: sp reading 2

28th: sp reading 3 (opt)

28th: sp hw

28th: gx lects

30th 1001: gx l2q

30th 1001: gx hw

30th: ms reading 1

30th: ms reading 2

30th: ve reading 1

30th: ve reading 2

30th: ve reading 3

mr l2

mr l3

mr l4

#fearandhatred #didn't do anything today because i was sooo tired i'm still not sleeping well #so i need to make up for the whole of last week where i also didn't do shit #urgh #and also my family has fixed mealtimes but it really disrupts my schedule and also my vibe #where is my DIAGNOSIS! #anyway see y'all if i don't fall unconscious and/or die

[sleepyowlwrites]

why are you sleepy, sleepy?

chronic insomniac, babe

#sleepy answers #genre friend #for clarification that's the kind that can't be fixed #no matter how many customers or temporary insomniac havers tell me i just have to do 'this' to solve my problems #you need magnesium! you need melatonin! you need a fixed sleep schedule! you need chamomile tea! you need to have no blue screens! #and it's like. those are all fantastic options for insomnia of the garden variety #i have wild insomnia. the kind that's too strong for weed killer and too resilient to be plucked out or mowed down #i've also had it literally my whole life. that's the correct use of literally. it's here to stay #anyway. haven't ranted about chronic insomnia in a bit. i feel better now

[codecicle]

dear fucking god charlie slimecicle's character formula has ruined me once again. it's 4:15 am as im writing this and my body is litterally vibrating I can't stop thinking about peter fucking sqloint he's so me coded fr fr <3 <3

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #jrwi #i promised i would start taking care of myself better and fixing my sleep schedule #AND THEN I JUST HAAAADDDDDD TO WATCH THE ANGLESTONE SUPERCUT #FUCK ME AND THIS GAY EARTH #i need to draw the urge is so strong #but i dont want to draw him digitally i want to draw him traditionally #but i dont have any of my sketchbooks:( #also i cant even DO anything about it because i dont have patreon :(((((( #i watched the supercut then i binged art here then fics as many of them as i could read at once #and now i still cant sleep so my ass is probably about to be even MORE mentally ill about albatrio!!! #(because this dumbass is on episode 56 of riptide and the domestic vibes for this episode are killing me) #anyway point is charlie slimecicle make a character that isnt autistic and laced with cocaine for autistic people challenge (impossible)

[min3nc]

ok if anyone sees me awake past 3 am you're all welcome and encouraged, mutual or not, to do this to me and send me to bed-

#i really need to fix my sleep schedule #HOWEVER i did write about 300 words for my fic!!!! hell yeah!!!! #i've been setting lower writing objectives cuz. i feel like i overwrite #and i wanna fix that!!! #anyways. rambling. rambling.

[dan-crimes]

Me when I have my first dream in a while and then I wake up to my alarm to walk my dog at 1:30 AM 😭

I don't even understand what was happening in my dream honestly there was a whole story going on there with reoccurring characters but now they are lost to the confides of my brain forever

#I remember one of the characters bcuz she constantly tried to keep fixing stuff despite us being in mortal danger #we'd have to pull her away from like every single electronic that wasn't fully functional #plus I think fucking. Spongebob was in my dream at some point. like I was watching the show or smth not totally sure #it's all just a blurry mess man I doth not remember 😭😭😭 #anyway~ back to sleep with me #I need to sleep before I wake up too much and ruin my sleep schedule

[rohirric-hunter]

Everyone has been so mean to Corunir and Golodir lately and I loaded up RangerCamp so I could just hang out and watch them vibe and chill and have a nice time.

Then I spawned in 12 bandit chiefs and for some reason they all had the ice spike spell which instantly crashed my game.

#rangercamp #fallout new vegas is doing that thing where when i open it it instantly minimizes itself #i dont remember how i fixed that with skyrim so. le siiiiiiigh #anyway lothrandir did not eat at his scheduled mealtime #radanir did tho so theres that #i need to add eating sleeping and patrol routines for corunir and golodir #i need to add it other assorted routines so they will all mingle a bit more; right now corunir and golodir just kind of hang out alone #radanir comes up here occasionally but the others do not #i wonder if i can expand the sandboxing area? although i think its the presence of stairs that is keeping them from moving #because i specifically positioned corunir in such a way that the stuff in the lower camp would be in his sandboxing range #and yet he doesnt go down there #stairs :shakefist: #the navmesh is fixed tho and what a weight off my shoulders #anyway i added in a thing where if your health is under 50% candaith will have a special greeting where he advises you to sit down #demonstrating you know a reasonable amount of concern for what 50% health actually entails #unfortunately this line also triggers if you are under 5% health and its sort of ridiculous then #so. idk how to fix that. i could add another condition to the line #i could add a different line that triggers if youre under 10% and set its priority higher #i think i tried to do that actually but it didnt work because i was trying to add a scripted event to it #where like once a day if you triggered the line he would give you a small health potion or something? #anyway scripting in skyrim is horrible and i hate it and all the tutorials out there SUCK #so. i might have to put all this on hold while i do a damn scripting tutorial from the beginning #because no one will just explain how to make npcs hand you things #its all 'were going to learn how to make notifications pop up onscreen and make text boxes!' #why would i want that. skyrim modding tutorial authors #why would i want to do that

[mrpsychokiller]

good meowning everybody i am awake

#i havent made good morning or goodnight posts in a while hello #its kinda later than i should but i went to sleep later than i should because of the drawing i was making so. #ill need to fix my sleep schedule i hope this doesnt fuck it up #i need to showerrr but im tired and its so weirdly cold here even though weve been receiving high temperature warnings all week #surely climate change isnt troublesome #but anyway back to the grind #🧃

[morningmask27]

i've accidentally been thinking too hard for the last two hours about my family and a trio of fictional siblings and the trauma's that I experienced and the shit they went through... Accidentally made some discoveries...

#morningtalks #Love psychoanalyzing myself at 3 am #I wanted to sleep early... #All that for wanting to fix my sleep schedule... #Anyways. I just stumbled upon the fact I had no actual parental figure in my childhood. #I had my mother who was working or at home tired from working or sick and dealing with Problems #My grandparents who dealt with my physical needs (sometimes to an overbearing degree) but I couldn't go to them #Not for personal matters anyway. #That was kinda still my mother's role. But simply because there was nobody else #And my own sister has this sort of weird stop where she kinda acted more like a weird aunt to me than a sister. 9 year age difference and a #But that was only in my teens and later. Before that I would go to my mother. Be briefly tolerated and then sent away because she was busy. #And I couldn't go to my grandparents so I was just Dealing With It. #Fun fact. I have had a serious gimmick of being a teachers' pet since I was 8 or so. It definitely came from my lack of adults that cared #For my emotional needs. I was going through DRAMA at school and they were basically the ones I had to turn to. #Ah.... Family. What a fun thing!

[jounce]

agreeing to come in tomorrow morning for my volunteer shift (theyre finally open again this year) again and trying not to regret it instantly.

#my sleep schedule is so fucked but this is a reason to fix it i suppose😭 #i need 2 go out anyway tomorrow i think for groceries so ig i can do it on the way home -_-

[lyxchen]

When the light starts coming back and you can hear the first birds outside, that's when you know you've been awake for too long

#i do kind of feel the urge to go outside and just sit there because 5am probably is one of the most peaceful times of the day #it's not dark anymore and there's no other sounds to drown out the birds #it's probably very pretty actually #but doing that would wake my parents up so i'm not gonna do that #but also #i really don't like when this happens to me because it means that i have been awake for way too long #like i also know that because i have a watch in my room but my time perception is kinda messed up so that doesn't mean a lot to me #But hearing those birds is a very clear reminder that i need to go to be Now #idk #i thought i had my sleep schedule a bit more under control because for a while i actually went to bed at midnight every day #but today is like the 5th day in a row where i've only started sleeping after 4am #and it's getting later every day #and idk how to fix this #also being awake at night is really calming so i kinda also don't want to go to bed so early #but maybe get back to 2am #that would be nice #anyways it's 5:30 am now i'll try to sleep #lea's random thoughts