#anyway i'm just whining dsklhgfj might read some jaslco fanfic mightttt read the next super long fucking chapter of this

[kuiinncedes]

me every weekend: do some work this weekend!!!

me every weekend: does literally absolutely nothing

#and like yeah i don't have to be productive but hhfglhdjhkgdkjfh i just #fuckin watched four episodes of glee this weekend with gleewatch lmao that's the extent of my productivity #and it's not productive at all lmao #on that note tho s6 really slaps lowkey #but maybe it's also watching with people #anyway #just really wanna read some angsty/hurt/comfort fanfic but everything i can think of to reread i've already reread to death 😂 #lmao lowkey highkey just in the mood to read jaslco fanfic tho..... which is almost guaranteed to be angsty lol #and i haven't reread any in a While #and i'm crying over jaslco tonight apparently lol sorry if u follow my main 😂 #really i Should do internship work but i don't want to 😭 #i want to go to sleep bc i'm tired bc i'm on my computer all day lmao but like #sleep is so annoyinggggg i don't want to have to sleep 😂 #anyway i'm just whining dsklhgfj might read some jaslco fanfic mightttt read the next super long fucking chapter of this #super long ja/tp multichap i'm readinggg might try to get my shit together and do some work but probably not #jeanne talks #alsoooo unrelated but my school hasn't sent me my fucking housing contract yet #they said they would be sent out through like the beginning of august but it's still stressful bc #returning students aren't guaranteed campus housing and i just don't want to have to look for off campus housinggggg #my dad also wants me to apply to be a residential advisor which isn't a bad idea bc you get free room and board #but that's just idk i just don't want to bc i wasn't even on campus last year it's already gonna be stressful for me to go be on campus #let alone have to be an ra idk i don't think it's super high stress of a job but still #and i would have to go on campus august 9 for training or whatever and that adds the layer of #having to tell my internship which i've Barely started actual work for #that i have to leave at the beginning of august instead of the end #which wouldn't be that big of a deal bc i Could do it remotely but still lkasdhflgjsflj #fuck i mean it would be stupid not to apply for free room and board but fucking still idk i'm just stressed about it lol #and the application has some short 'essay' answers that are like about like conflict resolution and shit you have to do as an ra lol #but like i haven't done anything for a year my memory of anything before that doesn't exist lmao how am i suposed to answer these questions #that i wasn't even good at answering before the pandemic