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variablejabberwocky · 1 month

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started watching delicious in dungeon/dungeon meishi (sp?). or as i like to call it

~*AUTISM COOKING DUNGEON*~

dear god y'all have undersold this to me. and like i get it. spoilers and all that. but holy shit

our boy isn't like... "tee-hee little-bit of autistic, just a smidge" like you were all making me think. no no. no, this guy is DEEPLY autistic. we're talking "normally we only give THIS much autism to aliens and robots" kind of autism. the "i need an allistic translator for my social fubars" autism (rip your sister dude). the "i learned a thing! so now im not gonna shut up about it for at least an hour" autism.

and they gave this to THE ONE SINGULAR HUMAN IN THE PARTY. this guy is a HUMAN FIGHTER/KNIGHT-type that is like the MOST BORING/NORMIE shit in a d&d style setting. that is "why are you even playing a fantasy game?" level of normie shit.

and THAT is who gets to be The Party Freak(tm)

i love it. completely unironically/unsarcasticly i love it. they took the "that much autism isn't human anymore" bullshit thats so prolific its basically a trope and went NOPE FUCK THAT NOISE

what i find unforgivable though is that none of you mentioned he's a Kronk too.

boy sounds SO SO STUPID but is so so smart when you actually listen to what the fuck he's on about now (and think on why he's on about it right then). he's a big tank (literally in the fantasy class sense) that just wants to help everyone and do his little special interest shit on the side. and it is on the side because the other two seem like they had no idea it was more than trivia until he didn't have to help micromanage a massive party. like this shit has clearly been on repeat in his brain in the background for A WHILE but he was so busy helping/keeping everyone alive it got shoved aside of his outward behavior unless it was useful. he is a lovable dorky himbo and NONE of you mentioned this.

anyway, i'm also loving the way this whole show is basically only like this because him and senshi are vibing on the same wavelength and the other two are basically just along for the ride to save their friend/part member

the whole thing has a Green Eggs and Ham kind of thing going on with it too. but like...environmentalist about it? like it was more subtle about the whole "hey maybe work WITH your current environment rather than against it" bit and then we found out what senshi normally does and subtlety just went right out the fucking window on that front.

i'm also liking the way it both explores the horrors of dying in a world where being brought back to life is common, while also kind of...poking fun at it? like its reminding me of a thing i heard something like "the difference between comedy and tragedy is how far from it you are" kind of concept.

like they are so fucking ... how the fuck do you spell it blase? with the little "/" over the e. that. the story is so bland in how it handles how people came back from horrific deaths and yet when the characters have to face things that remind them of their own it gets heartbreaking very quickly. but like...chillchuck. goddamn. we get just enough from his perspective that its harrowing but the way its shown to us the reader/viewer is like a comedy skit

cause like...its both.

these guys keep dying/nearly dying to THE. SAME. FUCKING. SHIT.

mage elf is slimebait, chillchuck is basically Dungeon Canary with an emphasis on mimics, and himbro over here is gonna get himself killed trying to pet/eat a new monster no one else knows about at some point. probably why his sister seems to have specialized in healing magic.

i know the fandom is thinking once they get his sister back that she's gonna be Just Like Him but i think it would be much funnier AND more 'realistic' if they were classic autism-adhd alliance but siblings about it. like him being better at staying on a task and her being better at navigating social cues and shit. and both of them with their own little special interest energy. i'm betting her's is magic. and thats why even magic elf is like "omg shes so good at magic i'm no where near that level" about it. i mean its also the lesbianism but there IS more to that than thirst from what i've seen.

anyway i'm 6 episodes into what seems to be 12 available on netflix and i'm already hooked. might have to see if i can get my hands on the manga or something too

#autism cooking dungeon #spoilers #just in case #and no i DON'T remember most of their names yet #i am TERRIBLE with names #i'll get there eventually but eh

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chaoticgremlinbrainspace · 1 year

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wow man has his and projects onto characters bc he is gripping them like wall climbing foot hold for dear life? more likely than you think!!!

tee hee I think aromatic dick Grayson would be silly goofy, I also like trans Dick Grayson. is it bc im throwing my shit at him, then putting him into situations? perhaps. I just think it would be neat if his gender was like more fluid in a fun mostly undefined way like thats just how he be way. doing gender back flips if you will. if you won't gender front flops are cool too. I guess I tend to project my lack of romantic interest combined with my need to have people at least near me onto him too lol. like ive never really been interested in a traditional intimate relationship like that. like I think queer platonic relationships are cool as all hell. anyway, uh this is my gay agenda, funky gender Dick Grayson who is aro and Yass slays. thanks for coming to my ted talk I have had 4 hours of sleep and I haven't eaten so if this sounds slightly deranged thats why. also im not normal about my blorbos. dick is my fucking weird lil guy and his family by extension are too. I can't help it when I hyp[erfixate on one character from a series. its also probably a little but the he just like me fr. oldest child and all that. AND I CAN GIVE HIM MY MENTAL Illness HOLY SHIT. this dude hehehehehehehhe. im gonna fuck him up with so many problems. anyway this should have ended a bit a go.

#dick grayson #grem screams

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dangan-happy · 3 years

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pw: Kirby Kirby Kirby, that's the name you should know!

for usami

hi, it's the anon who was talking about key. again. school wasn't as bad as i was anticipated and i felt like i kinda over exaggerated and made people worried, so im sorry if i did that.

school isn't as bad as i thought (i think, can't really remember what i was so scared of happening besides existing near key) but it still really sucks. i have no energy until i eat lunch (which is AFTER recess, btw) and then we get all the worst and most tiring classes to end the day. im always so exhausted and im so tired of all of my classmates. i took the day off yesterday and I feel bad about it but i think i needed more rest, even though we had a day off the day before too...

i dunno, I've just been so stressed recently because i already have so many other problems and things to sort out and it's all making me really really stressed and depressed all the time?.

but, it's fine. at the time im sending this it's Friday, and on the weekends we go over to a nice house and i get to have mcdonald's >:3c and i think ill be okay today. it's just one day i have to get through, and then i can just... relax? idk it probably won't be as good as im hoping but it's okay... probably, haha.

it was nice to vent, i hope this isn't a bother! have a nice day :)

It's never ever a bother, my dear anonymous student! I'm always willing to listen to my students vent about whatever's weighing them down. I'm so happy to see you again. I missed ya bunches and bunches. And hey, don't be sorry! You absolutely had no idea how bad school would possibly be up until you went back, so you had every valid right to worry. But I'm so glad and relieved that it isn't as bad as you expected it to be. It's still a bummer to hear that it isn't as spectacular as a pink glitter bomb, but that's a-okay, so long as it isn't as bad as you initially anticipated it to be.

You guys have lunch after recess? That's unheard of, since normally, it's lunch first and then recess. Even I give some recess time to my students, and it's always after lunch. Hmph, and some people say I shouldn't give high school students recess because they're 'too old' or something like that. Everyone deserves recess though; a little free time to just relax never hurt anyone! Anyway, the only reason I can think of as to why you would have recess first and then lunch is to get some energy out before replenishing it all back afterward with food. Then again, lunch first and then recess still has a purpose, too, since you get to stock up on energy before getting it all out during recess... ah, I'm getting way off track here! I'm so sorry, my anonymous student! Guess the teacher in me got the best of me, tee-hee.

Uwwaahh, I hate to hear about your tiring classes and exhaustion though. Still, don't feel bad for taking the day off yesterday, even if you already had a day off beforehand! Days off are meant for you to rest up and relax, and there's nothing wrong with that, so long as you don't severely abuse it for the sake of just not wanting to do schoolwork or such. As for the stress due to other problems, if you ever need to vent about them, don't forget: I'll be here to listen and do my very best! But even so, I have hope that you'll get through it all, and I have hope that you'll be able to sort things out as time goes on. Just do your very best to stay hopeful and do your best. That's all this teacher can ask for.

TGIF though; Thank Goodness It's Friday! Yay for Fridays! Oh, and yay for McDonald's, too! I always like to get their Happy Meals, especially since they always make me super duper happy. Plus, I like to give my students the toys I receive from the meals as rewards for good grades and good behavior. Don't tell anyone, but Hajime likes getting the Happy Meal toys. He'll never admit it though, tee-hee! But hey, I have hope that today and this weekend will treat you a-okay, my anonymous student! And like you said, it's just one day, and once it's done, it's done, and you can relax like the cool peep you are! Not the cute, yummy marshmellow Peeps; some of my students call their friends a 'peep', which is apparently similar to other words, like 'homie'. Hence, you're a cool peep. Hope that makes sense now!

Awww, I hope you have a nice day as well, anonymous student! Feel free to come back if you ever need to; I'll be here. Don't forget to save frequently now! Love love!

#danganronpa #danganronpa ask blog #ask #monomi #mod hajime

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vakna-vera-hugsa · 5 years

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fucking whatever i guess

anyway ive stopped emitting tears so i guess the emotions are like over now or whatever so they are all going under this readmore and like. no one reads this blog so it doesnt matter but i Do have to post it here rather than to my ‘’’’’secret’’’’ sideblag because maybe then someone will Pay Attention To Me

yknow, i fucking miss fanfiction. but youre all a bunch of fucking creeps so i cant hang out in your spaces anymore. and its stupid to complain bout it because i am obvifuckingously not the people most harmed so why the fuck am i complaining about being the most minor collateral in history but like fucking whatever i guess no one will read this so no one will care.

anyway i have 68 followers rn so like. almost reached a number that will engender a voice in my head saying literally ‘tee hee hee’ and a separate voice/screen for the summoning of fucking sv imagery i guess? like fucking whatever i guess. time to edit the formatting or fucking whatever i guess.

the overwhelming feeling of my t(w)een years of 'SOMETHING IS VERY WRONG; I NEED HELP' - i wish so deeply i could have known about being autistic or nd or trans or any of it i wish i could have been told there were so many things wrong in the world instead of everyone acting like all of this is normal/natural/fine i spent so much time feeling strange and 'on the outside' and Weird feeling 'i am missing something' but having no idea what i feel such a sadness! for the things that version of me couldve had if only e'd known how long i spent wanting help but being incapable of asking for it (and trying to ask for help can still bring me to tears today !) how long i spent thinking i was this uniquely bizarre creature apart from everyone else, and that i of course must never let anyone know this how old was i when i stopped enjoying life because i cant remember at this point. five years since i effectively died and im still fucking here in the same pit, but now its got some fucking curtains or whatever, great whats the point of anything ill always be in this pit i cant even fucking see the sides stop asking me to claw my way up them i wanted therapy when i was thirteen because i felt so deeply there was something wrong but i couldn’t couldn’t couldn’t say so, so it all just fucking festered i don’t know why, i can’t remember how it felt to be thirteen, a decade ago is nearly half my life its a stupid reminisence maybe but cocamp at whatever age it was.. the hairdresser guy, he was so instrumental it feels so stupid and it felt so stupid to ask for but hair ‘cut like a boys’ that was monumental.

god but i found that camp so. intensely good and bad. it was a fucking lot.

school fucking sucked. i still hold so much anger for that place. for how difficult everything was and how much it harmed me.

and the stupidest thing is probably the only reason im feeling like this rn is ‘no one payed enough attention to me today and i cant just fucking ASK someone to talk to me thats so stupid childish needy girly’ pause. what the fuck is that ‘girly’.

i honestly just hate existing so much there really is no reason to continue at this point. i dont enjoy anything ill never get my FUCKING SURGERY even if i got more therapy itd be a waste of fucking time just like what ive had before

and in therapy i cant talk at all about a massive fucking (ha ha.) issue because it upset me that fucking badly! the issue being ~sexuality~ and the massive effect the internet’s depictions of it had/have on me like i literally cannot have any kind of sexual thought or feeling that isnt part of this fucking mess and i feel so STUPID FOR IT EFFECTING ME LIKE CMON WHAT KIND OF WEAK CHILD ARE YOU TO BE SO EFFECTED BY THESE THINGS i am so tired

i a m s o t i r e d

#long post or fucking whatever i guess #swearing or fucking whatever i guess #disablist language or fucking whatever i guess #kill me or fucking whatever i guess #suicidal ideation or fucking whatever i guess #tw or fucking whatever i guess

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