#anyway we both were so angry and bitched about Chikage 3/4 of the way through

[icharchivist]

im rereading chikage’s chapter to try to come to term with how much i love him now but man the begining of his chapter makes him so hard to like. Like, now i know why he’s behaving like that and all but also i kinda want to deck him in the face. while also kinda crying bc i actually like him yaknow? awful.

#when i first read the chapter i hated him like 3/4 of the way in #i liveblogged it to a friend who was a bit delayed on me so she read my posts (which were under spoilers on discord) once she was done #anyway we both were so angry and bitched about Chikage 3/4 of the way through #with killer sentences such as 'i have no idea how they're going to *fix* that' #'like ofc we know they'll redeem him but it'll be hard to swallow and i don't think we can forgive him' #anyway i finished the chapter before she reached the 'turning point' but after Chikage became really shitty #and i was crying at the chap's end and she told me 'no spoilers but tell me did you forgive Chikage in the end' #and i was just. yes. Unfortunately. and now i love him. #STILL will deck his face before the two little sentences that turned the world around #BUT ALSO I GET HIM BUT IM JUST........ #screams a lot #ichablogging a3