#anyway we’ll see if I have the guts too ajdhdke

[thecatprince]

I am kinda considering changing my url.....

#cat.txt #I just hate that every time I see family they are just like ‘so read any good books recently’ and just constantly tie my identity to books #like I like other things too #but my entire identity with mu family is the fact I like books #and i feel really annoyed because I have been to depressed and can’t focus long enough to read this year #and yes I do like books but when other people keep telling me that is all they think of when they think of me it is really annoying #and also really feels like they don’t really know me #which like of course they don’t really because I hide almost everything of my true self from the #*them #but like still #and it would be ok if it was just like extended family but it is also my dad too #like he got really concerned when I said that I hadn’t felt like reading lately #and I was like ‘that is what you’re concerned about?? the fact that i am not a big reader anymore?? not that I am failing school??’ #and like I do love books and reading and writing and stuff it is amazing!! #but I would like to be seen as more than just the family bookworm #like I have other interests and stuff not just books #and yeah so might change my url if I find one that I like #only thing is I might have to change like links and stuff in my masterpost #anyway we’ll see if I have the guts too ajdhdke #maybe something related to Roman or something idk #vent #tw vent #andbdjdnd I love how much I am venting recently ajdhdks