#anyway. thats it hehe if u read this far down congrats

[icarusgf]

ramble-y thoughts in tags hehe don’t read unless ur prepared for all my rambling 🌿🍵🏔❕🧺

#jia.txt #didnt want to make like 10 textposts for all the thoughts banging around in my head sorry so this is just going to be very long 😁 #anyway. 1) i rly like jia as a name idk it makes me super happy ^_^ #i initially chose it bc a) wanted more privacy b) wanted to try out going by a diff name c) its more androgynous i think but i rlyyy like it #anyway just thinking like. i do like it and its not like i dislike my old name i just feel very comfy w it. happy to only go by it now <33 #oh AND its part of my chinese name so it just means a lot hehe #yea so back to what i was saying if u know my old name id rather u just call me jia :) ik its in my spotify but like yk.. just on my blog so #its not on it right where u can see #ok topic 2) its april all my senior friends r going to college #and ive started college counseling its just.... i do not like the passage of time 😐 #ive got my summer plans down + ill have to basically start apps during the summer and its just all..... this rly is gonna be my last yr as a #kid huh..... like wtf 😐 #like thats actually so insane to me the idea that im gonna grow up and have to go thru college app season and face my future grrrrjdsfdks!?! #ALSO i am so sick of white people treating mitski like trash i blocked some ppl that replied to that post but i am so so so sick of it #like i said i was not a gatekeeper but i am considering it now if u ppl do not stop talking about her and acting llike #u have some kind of authority over what shes saying -_- #anyway. thats it hehe if u read this far down congrats #didnt wanna bother 1 person w this entire ramble and also didnt wanna make like a bunch of textposts so here it is... <333