#anyways I’m laughing at this Bc like. literally.

[bluesidez]

OKAY I HAD TO HIT YOU W THIS BC I NEED THIS TO COME TRUE 🗣🗣‼️‼️

AcademicRival!Miguel x AcademicRival!reader

where they will do quite literally ANYTHING (legally) POSSIBLE to one up each other.

whether their petty rivalry began in high school or first year of uni/college, IDC- but they absolutely despise each other.

and!!! at some point down the track, they forgot why they were beefing in the first place, only for it to start stemming from a place of 'jealousy' (yk how sometimes jealousy is actually feelings of romantic interest in disguise,, yeah, that) and it gets to the point where they are quite literally making it all their friends' problem bc of it.

like i can imagine reader drinking something that Miguel sees and Miguel going 'i need to have this all the time and sell it out so reader can never have any' and Peter is like '???', or reader finding out Miguel got a certain mark and goes 'nobody speak to me for a month i have to understand everything about quantum physics before that smug asshole opens his mouth' and Jess is like '??? just kiss, fym??'

and then they finally have a moment where they have no choice but to rely on each other- whether Miguel's car breaks down on the side of the road reader happens to drive by and she takes him to his, or if reader desperately needs help in a situation and immediately calls him bc she knows he'll pick up bc she needs scary dog privileges and thats HIM so then they end up having a moment of reflection together with either super fluffy smut or absolute debauchery and fluffy aftercare i totally dont mind either way.

IDK do you know what i mean??? 🫣🫢🤭

anyway LY BLUE-BLUE, thank yew for letting me ramble on 🤍🩵

Are you asking me to write this? 🧐 (I shall add it to the pending ideas list just for you 🐰🩵)

I wrote that as a reply as soon as you sent it, but now I have more ideas that I wanna yap about to go along with this.

SO!! You already have a rivals, enemies to lovers trope going on. What better way to make it even more fun than to add the stoic x chatty dynamic???

Like I’m imagining the reader and Miguel first meeting in middle or high school. He’s a transfer student that’s immediately making the top grades and people are like where tf did he come from?? Reader doesn’t really think anything of it, she just carries on with her school life, chatting away (and getting in on the gossip about Miguel).

It’s not until he ends up in the same class with reader one semester (probably in high school) that reader is finally able to be in close contact with him. He’s so quiet and a little boring, but there’s always random girls coming in and out of the classroom to attempt to chat to him.

They’re always bringing snacks or sweets for him. He always turns them down with a “No thank you. I don’t like chocolate.” type of response. (What he thinks to be polite and cordial)

The guys in the class think he’s a huge jerk. The girls in the class still fond over him. You think he’s an oddball, a weirdo. But you really have no solid information to justify it.

It’s not until one day that the teacher asks this obscure question that he pisses you off. (I havent thought of a weird question yet tho). Everyone else has given crude or stupid answers, riling each other up and joking. You raise your head to give the most out-of-the-box, yet plausible answer that leaves the teacher impressed and the class laughing in shock. Miguel scoffs and debunks it so fast, that you start to feel like one of his rejected groupies. If you thought the laughter for your answer was loud, the laughter for his sounds like the crowd in a football stadium.

You’re embarrassed but you don’t really show it. You just brush it off and joke with everyone else like usual.

Then, one of the class’s first huge tests come. You’re gunning for the number 1 spot although you figure it won’t be too hard with half of the room being class clowns and the other half not giving af. You read over the material once and already have a good grasp on it, so you joke around with everyone else. There’s rap battles and TT routines. You guys even manage to get the teacher in on some of them. From the front of the room, you can see Miguel glancing back at you with such a sour look on his face. Wtf was his deal??

Test day finally comes. You’re the first to turn yours in with a smug smile on your face. You even take a nap until the next bell.

You’re on cloud nine for about a good week. Although, every time you open your mouth in class, Miguel looks like he woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

Then, the time came for the teacher to hand out the papers. He was pretty theatrical and loved to announce who got the highest score.

You were gearing up for him to say your name. And you don’t know of you’re crazy, but you’re certain your mom didn’t put “Miguel O’Hara” on your school registration form.

You frown as you come back to reality, watching as teacher handed him is paper. From your seat, you can see the bright red 100 in the corner, a smiley face to adorn it.

Then the teacher hands you your paper. A 99.5. Just 0.5 points from a perfect score. And what you got points taken off for is something so ridiculous that you could scream.

You can see him in your peripheral as you chat with the other students about the answers. Just as you discuss your silly mistake you take a small look at him. He has a faint smirk on his face, as if to laugh at your downfall.

From then on, you decide that it’s a war.

[and obviously, the story would travel with them as they grow. Once they’re adults, I can imagine Miguel to still be this same stoic, yet more approachable person who has had a ROSTER of hookups and a reader who’s still so flirty and chatty, yet can’t find a good partner to save their life. The dynamic of him knowing exactly how to make reader feel good verses reader being overwhelmed for once would be sooooo good]

What do you think Lexie-bun?? 🥸

#lab testing 🔬 #miguel o’hara x reader #miguel o'hara #miguel o'hara x reader #miguel x reader #miguel ohara x reader

[undyinglantern]

the amount of surprised pika “wait people actually shave their arms?” comments on posts about body hair are so funny like I unironically am so happy for you that you weren’t laughed at by a classmate for having hairy arms “like a man” in like 4th grade this is why I wish body hair conversations would stop centering around armpit hair

#okay that’s the tldr but the way I actually remember it is that the classmate (a boy) pointed out my arm hair and ask why so hairy #and I genuinely was so confused I was just like idk??? and then later at home that day I asked my mom about it and she was like #It’s bc your dads side of the family is hairy so then I later talked to that guy again like ‘I take after my dad’ or whatever #And /then/ is when he laughed and was like ‘but you’re a girl’ about it #Granted I’m non-binary but like I didn’t know that in elementary #Plus I didn’t stop shaving until around mid 2010s and was still self conscious about it for years #Like I remember feeling embarrassed during college (2018ish) if I had to use the rest room and someone else was in there when I would roll #My sleeves up to wash my hands #Anyways I eventually stopped caring about it sometime within the last year or 2 but see how long that took? It really shouldnt #Like some of us just genetically have more darker thicker visible body hair than others and we shouldn’t be shamed for it #One thing at a time though because even I’m still working through leg hair shame #I don’t shave them anymore but I also haven’t worn shorts outside of my bedroom in years #I’ll literally switch into shorts if it’s too hot right before bed and switch back into pants before stepping out of my room in the morning #I’ve been feeling cute the past few days and it’s starting to warm up again plus also had a convo w mom recently so #I might change that soon but only within the house still bc baby steps <3 #Anyways I’m just rambling now so I should stop. Good night !!

[euphor1a]

to the boyfriend i want so hopelessly but will never have, happy birthday milove ♡

#gyugyu 🐶 #hiiii ! yes this is the mandatory ‘it’s my ult bias day’ sappy ass long delulu message from aleyna 💌 #so pls proceed with caution bc once i start talking it’ll get ... yeah. anyway #happy mingoo day everyone 🥺🥺 #he the loml 💖 (... one of many but let’s not talk about that *cough*) #i just love him so much :(( #the giant puppy boy who stole my heart and never gave it back 😭😞 #also he’s literally the most boyfriend to ever boyfriend?????? it’s so unfair ☹️ #just another day of not having mangyu 😔... what is life #do you know the feeling when you like look at someone and your heart starts swelling in your chest so much that it hurts?? #that’s exactly how i feel whenever i look at mingyu 🥺! i appreciate and love every little thing about him so much i :(( can’t explain #he’s soooooo comfort shaped i love him 😞. god. wanna pepper kisses all over his face and tell him how happy he makes me and #how precious he is and how i’d actually commit arson for him 😭 #also wanna kith those pretty moles 🥺🤏🏼 nnnnnnnn #why so babie if so huge 😔 he’s literally a giant puppy baby ashtsjjdhk GOD #when he laughs/giggles >>>>>>>>>!! my heart is hurting so BAD i’m so fond of him 😭😭😭 #every now and then i find myself going; SIR WHY ARE U DOING THIS ARE U WILLING TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR MY POOR HEART?? #like loving him literally unlocked a whole new spectrum of emotions for me idk how to explain this like a sane person #in short this is like. the most fucking delulu i’ve ever been in my life 💀? or at least it feels like it... #😩 just one chance PLS!!! PLS I BEG!!!! :(( i’m so down bad it’s SO BAD #a very brainrot inducing man (the type i always fall for 😔?! started seeing the patterns hhhhh) #the amount of love my little body holds for him is insane 😷 (little in comparison to him btw... i’m generic female height 👾) #loving mingoo feels like a rainy night where you’re cuddling with your loved one under a blankie; about to fall asleep bc of how cozy u are #i wish words were enough to express how i feel about this man... but it really isn’t 😕! #he just means a lot to me okay? #he’s everything and beyond 💓 i love him like my whole life depends on it (although i’m like that for several people) #not my fault that my heart is so fucking big and it has separate places to store everyone i adore 💖 #happy bday babylove 🥺 i hope your day is filled with the happiest of moments and you can celebrate properly 💕 #it’s so sad that you’ll never know how much you mean to this random girl on the other side of the world :/ #i’m so done for aren’t i? took like 40 minutes to type and everything... sigh. i love him so bad </3

[cerealmonster15]

Jamil: uggghhh azuls gonna be so critical and picky when he judges my food 😒

Azul when he judges Jamil’s food:

[praises u heavily praises u heavily praises u heavily praises u heavily praises u heavily praises u heavily prai

#literally not one ounce of criticism. just excessively going on about how perfect it is #jamiazu #i love this story so much it makes me laugh #azul: h- #Jamil: oh for the love of GOD why are YOU of ALL PEOPLE here #azul: haha I’m looking forward to it 🤗 <- unfazed by Jamil blatantly bullying him lmao #azul buttering him up is so funny #but it’s also cute bc Jamil Actually Smiled at some of it #like he takes pride in his cooking!!! and he was being appreciated :) #but also I fucking cry at Jamil’s flashback #Jamil: yeah Ace and Floyd said my food looked boring so anyway I’m becoming the joker now #that’s his real villain origin story lol #and the the 💜💜plz come work at mostro lounge💜💜 #this boy does not quit lol

[dollsuguru]

when y’all do dialogue do you just base line write the quotes and THEN later on add extra info? 🤔 also damn how do people Overall write their paragraphs so well

#i wanna avoid he said she said he laughed she smiled as much as possible #like i wanna SHOW not tell #i think i need to maybe write the dialogue/who’s saying it and THEN later circle back and expand #but also omfg writing dialogue is kinda tough cuz i don’t wanna make it cheesy/prose-y #i wanna make it Two Idiots Talking who are playfully teasing and sooooo stupidly in love #also i think my fic has duo-pov interspersed in it… hopefully it’s not too jarring? #ALSO. even w non-dialogue scenes (just normal paragraphs) i wanna make it engaging + have the show not tell feel #thank you to literally every tumblr writing blog bc there’s literal blogs DEDICATED to answering these questions #but also not every question i have i can find the answer 😭 #anyways just a self-rant :3 this is all me learning how to write fiction anyways but i’m having a blast!!!! #i like learning abt this stuff properly i think it’ll help me by doing more research! #hopefully this sugu fic will be out within this upcoming week :D #personal

[daydream-draws]

I’m gonna start drawing the keeper characters w pointy ears I don’t care anymore😭

#Shannon really #she wrote a whole fantasy book and was like. Let’s make them boring #kotlc #sorry I’ve been so inactive school is kicking my butt bro #also I am not as into keeper as I used to be (laughs in has not read the latest book yet) #it’s literally sitting on my desk #but I have been weirdly caught up w the pjo universe I’m almost done w tsats #ANYWAYS small day content soon hopefully more this summer #day blabs #I guess the answer to whether I liked pjo or kotlc more is answered bc #the way I rushed to the library after tsats came out #while stellarlune has been collecting dust I’m sorry 💀💀 #it’s not even better I’m just more emotionally attached

[mqonlighting]

real talk in the tags for a second because i have a crush on a girl and i. a hehe. ahehehe.

will be burying this in reblogs and never touching on it again

#so random disclaimer this girl is like a year older than me and in high school it’s like a nono for older and younger batch to like be #a thing so i know i generally have no chance but i like to live in my own insanity and the progression of my crush on her has been absolute #ly cuckoo bananas. so like it started out as ‘i wanna be your friend’ and progressed into ‘shit they’re really pretty’ to ‘wow ur so??’ to #‘fuck i like them’ and then it died down and then by all golly it came back but more of a hallway crush now which is bearable bc i’m #not really a part of their life?? like we know each other but we don’t wave and shit and we don’t like ever interact that much so i was lik #ok this is fine bc they literally never think of me so i’m just admiring from afar. and the FIRST inciting incident was i request them onig #and i expect to not get accepted because according to their friends they onyl accept close friends and i’m like k this is a bad idea probs #but the worst that could happen is i get left in their follow requests right?? RIGHT?? but then within like two hours of reqing. lord. #i got. ACCEPTED. and they requested back. and suddenly it’s +1 tangibility like ok?? maybe we’re not as strangers as i thought we were #i later discovered i was not that special for this but also?? cool?? anyways for a while it kind of laid dead and we never spoke at all eve #tho i was in their acc now (at this time they barely posted but whenever they did it was so?? funny like they would slap the randomest shit #on that acc) and it was still a hallway crush altho my friends r awful (/pos) people who would always make me pass their hallway and i #would run into them so often but at this point we only ever like exchanged glances and they would walk right past me like i wasnt even ther #but THEN the second incident happened which was basically we had to play instruments for this christmas event thing and bc they’re literall #y amazing they played for it and i was roped into it and. i was so gay the whole time. bc who wears a leather jacket to school and gets the #prettiest haircut ever right on the last day before a long break?? and the worst part is whenevr something confusing happened they would #turn to me and this one other person and we’d b laughing together. like we r friends. and they’re so fucking nice they were checking up on #us the whole time i was literally dying i kept dropping my pick and stealing looks AURURUGH and they’re so gen funny and interesting i just #and the first few days of holiday break i just couldn’t stop thinking abt them it was so bad? like that was the moment where i was genuinel #like is this more than a hallway crush… eventually it died back down until the next event we had to play together where they were being SO #SO much more comf w me? like exchanging knowing looks when smt funny happens and that stuff.. at this point i didnt even know what to like #think of my crush on them so i just let it be yk. atp they’re not even waving at me in the hallways at all still so maybe they’re just bein #nice! BUT NO. THAT IS UNTIL I AUDITIONED FOR A BAND (theyr in charge of accepting) AND THEY ACCEPTED ME WHICH COOL BUT LIKE A DAY LATER I #HEARD FROM OUR MUTUAL FRIEND THAT THEY SAID ‘yeaa im so happy i got (my name)’ AS IN IN THE BAND. LIKE. HELLO?? HI U THIUGHT ABT ME?? and #during the first band mtg where everyone’s all awk they kept making eye contact w me and asking if i was good and making sure i got to say #smt before anyone made a decision and it. murdered. me. i’m sorry maybe it’s the fanfic writer in me or this shit is literally nothing and #think they’re just nice to everyone but who cares bc it means they’re nice to ME too. and then last week happened. which was like the nail #in the coffin. INTERACTION ACTIVITY. I IMPULSIVELY ASK IF THEY WANNA B GROUPMATES AND THEY SAY YES. THEY ONLY TALK TO ME AND THEIR FRIENDS. #I ACT STUPID. THEY ALUGH AND TOUCH MY SHOULDER. I ASK ABT THEIR CAMERA AND THEY GO ON A LONG-ISH (cute) RANT ABT SMTH. THEY ASK WHY I HAVE #BIG ASS STACK OF POST ITS. WE TALK. THEY LAUGH AT MY JOKES. SUDDENLY. THEY SAY A FULL HELLO IN THE HALLS. THEY WAVE AT ME A DAY LATER. FUCK

[evansbby]

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#yall I got played btw 😂😭😭😭 #in real life I mean #and I’m laughing but it’s actually so sad #but it’s also embarrassing #you’d think I’d recognise the red flags by now when it comes to the male species #seeing as I literally write about toxic fuckboy men all the time #you’d think I’d know what goes on in their heads #you’d think I’d be smarter about things #YOU’D THINK I WOILDNT BE DELULU #but I was #and now that I’m looking back at all our chats and remembering all our conversations #I’m like WOW WHY WAS I BEING STUPID #blind to all the red flags fr 😭😭 #but I swear this guy was saying stuff to me that I make the guys in my fanfics say #like the smoothest mf shit 😂😂😭😭 #I hate myself fr bc I haven’t even told yall the worst part #the part that makes me wanna DIEEE #he was……….. #younger than me 🥲🥲🥲🥲😭😭😭😭😭😭 #SNXJSNXKSKKS SOMEBODY SLAP ME #I HATE MSYELF #anyways #it ended a while ago I was just too embarassed to talk about it #but I’m finally coming to terms with it #😭😭😂😂😂😂

[crybaby-bkg]

my niece wasn’t feeling good today so I picked her up and held her until she fell asleep and everything was all cute and sweet right………………why did she shit in my bed 🧍🏽‍♀️

#I am. so mad. #IT WAS TERRIBLE #at first it was all cute bc she kept snoring and making little noises #then after a while I was like 🤨 sum ain’t smelling right 🤨 #why does she hate me #how do I tag this lmfao #tw: poop #why did that make me laugh QKSJDKDJDJD #anyway sorry I’ve been so mia lately #I’ve been feeling so disconnected being on here for some reason #like I just don’t belong idk #I post and get happy for like five mins then just feel weird again #I think cause I’m finally on break I’ve just been in a weird space with everything #I’ve just been watching tv and movies and literally that’s it lol it sucks but it’s sooo hard #trying to get out of this headspace #I wanna write and read and crotchet and go on walks and write and write and write #but instead I’m laying in bed like a blob fish #it sucks butt #sorry I’m rambling in the tags sjdhdjd I just realized #that I haven’t given an update about my life in a while bc I convinced myself nobody cared #I think it’s just hormones #just give me until like Tuesday lmfao #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[just-rogi]

One of the very annoying things about being VERY flexible with AMAZING core strength but looking like I do (not necessarily OUT of shape just not visibly athletic) is that any time I have an opportunity to display my extreme flexibility everyone says “oh you are double jointed that’s why you can do it” NO BITCH I DID DANCE FOR SIX YEARS AND YOGA EVERY DAY YOU CANT HAVE DOUBLE JOINTED HIPS AND ELBOWS!!! I WORKED FOR THIS SHIT!!!!

#I wanted to kick my stepdads ass when he laughed when I said I can hold a three minute plank #like #I literally don’t look visibly unathletic I just don’t have a flat stomach #I’m still a very small person #and this man WHO KNOWS I WAS A DANCER had the audacity to LAUGH when I said I can hold a three minute plank #like ??? you don’t even know me??? #but anyway #I GET SO ANNOYED BC I EARNED MY FLEXIBILITY OVER THE YEARS #THIS DIDNT JUST HAPPEN OVERNIGHT #and if you do CrossFit or cardio or weightlifting for years you ‘look’ fit #but do you know what you get when you have done dance and yoga for years ??? NOTHING YOU GET THICK THIGHS AND A STRONG CORE BUT NO ONE CAN #EVEN TELL #WHATS THE POINT #I WANT FEMMES TO THINK IM HOT DAMNIT

[joanbaezed]

i am very sick and watched all of our flag means death in one day and lads. i’m not doing well.

#now i’m trying to do homework. #which will not work bc i’m ill #the illest 👏😋👍💁‍♀️‼️ #no literally i’m so sick my ears at at like 10% hearing capacity 🫤 #ofmd #ALSO. like i KNOW it’s the GAY PIRATE SHOW #buttttt I DIDNT EXPECT IT TO HURT MY FEELINGS SOOOO MUCH #like. what #also i knew it was like canon queer couples. but lemme tell you seeing canon queer couples on my tv screen was an Experience #a GOOD experience but i felt like someone was gonna laugh at me and be like ahhahaha uou though these were gay ppl #BUT THEY ACTUALLY ARE #anyway hope y’all had a good day

[mars-ipan]

^ nervous but excited

#the senior picnic is tomorrow and i’m genuinely looking forward to it #i’m also kinda scared shitless bc i am going to. ask someone out lmao #SCARED !!!!! i have literally never directly asked someone out with my words before #bc like. okay. when i was a kid and had my first crush #i told EVERYONE in the class except that kid. so eventually someone accidentally told him #since then i have sworn myself to secrecy with crushes. i tell my most trusted friends and NOBODY else #….iiiincluding the person i’m crushing on #i once wrote a note to a kid in middle school but 90% sure i was bearding so i don’t really count it #anyways point is i have liked this person like literally all year. and i do not know what i’m doing #i’ve done tarot readings. i’ve had dreams (they kissed me in my nap dream earlier it was O-O). like i am being given the green light #and i know if i DON’T say anything i’ll regret it #and worst case scenario it’ll be a lil awkward and then we’ll go back to being friends (they’re not an asshole and neither am i) #but i’m still so so so fucking nervous bc i’ve never done this before!!!! and it’s new and i’m not in control and idk what will happen like #at all #bc ok. i don’t think i’m definitely going to get rejected. but i also don’t think it’s definitely gonna be mutual yaknow??? #bc i’ve been looking for signals. and i think there have been some???? #i’m normally very good at knowing when ppl are flirting with me #but when i like the person i become COMPLETELY oblivious no matter how hard i try #i am fully unsure of how they feel about me #like offering to do heart hands with someone for a picture and regularly complimenting their hair and foot positioning and laughing at jokes #when nobody else does and and and #they do a bunch of shit like that! and it’s just like. they’re such an overall nice person that idk if they’re flirting w me #or if that’s just who they are. i do not know #ANYWAYS. i gotta go to bed so i’m well-rested and don’t chicken out #bc i will kick myself forever if i do #uhhhh #goodnight tumblr #wish me luck !! please i need it very badly

[cerealmonster15]

ouguhhh people being nice to me online disease lol

#im gonna cry !!!!! #im literally so relieved people like the idia/cater fic Lolol #I got soooo anxious the moment I posted it #even while I was writing I had that vague sense of dread like #oh I’m gonna spend all this time on it and people aren’t gonna like it as much as I do and they’re gonna be too ooc and I’m gonna DIE #but. I was having fun with it so I perservered 🫡 #very exciting that people had fun reading it also lol😭🙏 #I will reply to comments later 2night when I can but Omg….. #im also sooo surprised people liked the Azul Is A Doubter And A Hater mine LOL #like I thought of it in the spot and it made ME laugh but #I considered changing or removing it bc I was worried #that I was being too silly or people would think it was cringe or something #but I kept it bc I liked it and nearly every comment has mentioned that line BDJCJCNFNFNTNT #so yay my sense of humor is validated LOL #anyway. curling up into a ball about it. tyvm.

[sleepitawaydear]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HE SAW ONE OF MY CVT PICS AAGAKSGSLAGEKEBEKFBSLSBSKSBDLDBD

#personal #we were scrolling through my memories and it just came up 😭 #he laughed and joked abt it cus it was 4 yrs ago and ik he was trying to make me not feel awkward but #i feel awkward folks! #those pics were for my eyes only 😭 #i feel so bad that he just had to see that #why do i obsessively take pics of my sh just for myself anyway #i’ve literally never posted it i’m low but i’m not that mf low lmao #ig documentation? #we’ll go with that #bc that’s what i told him i did it for #too scared to say i don’t have a real answer #or maybe the real answer is that i think it’s pretty to look at #documentation pics? more like progress ;) #i hope i didn’t upset him though fr that was genuinely such a bad accident

[yay-depression]

thinking unhappy thoughts at 1 am except these can’t even be categorized into the “no feelings past 4pm in winter are real” bc it wasn’t inherently a negative thought it was a positive thought which upon saying aloud sounded really fucking sad

#i was thinking about how nice it was to meet someone i met this past week #and how great it felt and how i felt like we clicked so instantly #and then i was like #‘huh wonder why most social interactions feel this good to me?’ #and then i realized the difference was that this person actively introduced themselves to me and started conversation #as opposed to just about 90% of the social interactions i partake in which involve me sitting alone and being ignored #until i stand up and try and butt into some of my friends conversations in some way #anyways just thinking about how very few people seem to want to interact with me #nothing like real world experiences feeding into the deep-seeded belief i have that i’m inherently unloveable #and also that i’m inherently annoying but everyone is just too nice to tell me #i am not joking when i say i genuinely have trauma from being a neurodivergent person in the midwest #going from a life of ‘if people don’t like me they will tell me’ to ‘everyone seems to not like me but won’t say anything’ #as a child was a traumatic experience and created intense feelings of inadequacy and trust issues #which i was already really vulnerable to bc i was emotionally abused as a kid #so combine having a dad who says everything you do is wrong no matter how hard you try #with friends who refuse to say what you’re doing wrong but will hold grudges against it and will be mad at you for it #but every time you ask them they say ‘no we’re not mad!’ #plus literally like a decade of me trying to make friends in this fucking hellhole of a town and getting basically nothing but laughed at #and you can see why having a good social interaction for once is actually really fucking upsetting #because HOLY SHIT is that what life is SUPPOSED TO BE?? #you’re telling me most interactions i have with people make me feel bad not bc i have social anxiety but because i’m giving it 110% #and i’m getting back maybe 10%??? #anyways it’s wishing i didn’t live in this shithole place with these shitty people hours #and wishing the world was fucking nicer to me when i was a kid bc it was so rough for 13 year old me for no goddamn reason #every day is another day of realizing i literally didn’t have a time in my life when things weren’t falling apart #until i was literally 17 #kristen

[ziracona]

Hi im sorry but that feels like an insane amount of Very Large Injuries are you ok over there. The other option is that my concept of average injury amount is way off and I don't like that either.

Oh in the poll answer? It probably is abnormal. Idk about the average number of car wrecks to be in as a passenger honestly, but the rest I would think isn’t exactly at average. I am physically ok though I have some very solid hard survivability in my load out. Thank you for asking ^u^

#nothing compared to some of my cousins like literally how is Gabe still alive I remember helping three cousins pull him up off the edge of a #cliff as like a 7 year old bc the fkn idiot wanted to see ‘how far he could reach off the edge of it on his stomach’ like GABE. & so many #stories like that. I’ll never forget the thanksgiving fleeing police helecopters in a swamp scaling a quarry story his mom told never a #real laugh so hard you cry. — anyway I’m fine. wildly for the amount of damage I’ve taken I’ve only ever broken 1 bone it ain’t that bad #ask #riled-perks