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1ivinqdeadqir1 · 1 year
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Your writing is just *chefs kiss* it's so immersive and good!!! Anyway, can you do headcanons of Nacho x reader (Jo & Amber are out of the picture) who's a college/PhD student that works VERY late into the night because they have trouble stopping themselves from working?
"Just 10 more minutes" then it becomes 1 hour lol
And it's kinda unhealthy esp since they have to wake up for morning classes
Idk your rules or if you do headcanons, so if you don't, feel free to write a scenario instead!
Ignacio ‘Nacho’ Varga x Reader 
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Ignacio 'Nacho' Varga x PhD!student reader HCs Request:
A/N: this was so fun to write, I'm going to write a few fics for nacho whilst I have the muse for him, so please send some soft, angsty, or even smutty requests in via the inbox and I'll check them out!!
BEFORE THE STORM:
First off, Nacho finds it cool how you’re a PhD student. When you first met, he asked you a few questions about it
You thought it was pretty strange, you were only at Manuel Varga's store to have the interior of your car fixed up… 
Though Ignacio was nice enough, and you had to admit very handsome 
He admires your dedication, he thinks it’s amazing how you manage to put so much work into something (this is, of course, before you’re dating and before he finds out how excessive work is)
You probably start as friends to begin, though I can imagine he’d ask you out as soon as the time was right. 
"Uh, when you’re free do you wanna go for a drink maybe?" 
You were silent. 
At first, he thought he’d screwed it, because of how quiet you were.
But he couldn’t have been more wrong. 
"I’m sorry- I know it’s- I shouldn’t have asked-"
"Yes"
"Hm?"
"I’d love to go for a drink with you, Ignacio…"
A few months later, when you’re properly dating and an established couple, things begin to change. 
you spend more time at his home, staying overnight to keep him company (and for sus reasons… obviously) 
You usually watch movies, though recently you’ve been more and more invested in your work and it’s taking away from the time you have together 
That was a concern for him at first, but you always reassured him and made sure to make it up one way or another 
It was all fine until it started affecting your health. 
Recently, you've been sleeping a maximum of 3 hours.
You’d go to bed at 3 am and wake up at 6 to prepare yourself for your classes 
He’d grown more uneasy, noticing how you began to dissociate yourself and fall asleep wherever you could. 
He’d one time caught you in the bath half asleep, so he quickly helped you out and lay you in bed- only to then find you awake at your computer with a cup of coffee 45 minutes later
Now, we are at the present day... 
 He comes home, tired after another long and exhausting day. He feels like he’s going to pass out, but he doesn’t 
He walks into the small office you’d both set up, it wasn’t anything fancy, just something quaint that’d make it easier to revise 
Nacho sometimes regretted giving you the office, maybe then you’d sleep more
He finds you at the desk, hunched over a book and taking notes
You were so absorbed in your work that you hadn’t even heard him enter
“Baby, it’s 4 am” 
You’d turn and look at him, unsure of what to say- it probably takes you a minute to fully comprehend what he’d just said 
“Yeah, I know… I’ll be in bed soon, just another hour, okay?” 
He’d hum, frown and walk over to hug you from behind your chair, pressing a few sweet kisses to your collarbone and the top of your head. 
“I’m serious, you haven't slept properly in days, mija… “ 
You’d always deny it, but he was right. It was ironic how you’d be training for a doctorate and have your boyfriend school you on when to sleep
“I know… but I promise I won’t be long- look I’ll even set alarm”
He’d say goodnight, run his hands through your hair and then go straight to bed 
At about 6 am he hears an alarm 
he’s a bit freaked out at first, 
Though calms down when he finally recognises where it’s coming from 
He’d walk into the small office and find you lying atop the expensive wooden desk with your arms folded. 
He’d turn off the alarm and pick you up 
He’d then tuck you into your bed, lingering for a moment, his fingers brushing your hair from your face. He loved the feeling of your warmth
He loved to watch as your chest rose and fell at intakes of breath. 
Anything human served as a reminder that this was real and he wasn’t living out some elaborate fantasy 
After turning off all the electronics in the converted office area, he’d head back to bed and crawl beside you
You who are now fast asleep 
IDC what you say nacho is the best cuddler going. 
A FEW HOURS LATER… 
you wake up at about 12 pm 
At first, you're worried that you’ll miss a class- but then you remember your lecture was cancelled for today, and you breathe for a minute
Nacho is asleep beside you, an arm draped loosely over your body. You smile and shuffle closer to him, 
You trace the pad of your finger slowly from the bridge of his nose to the tip a few times
He’d always found that soothing
After about five minutes he slowly wakes up, opening his eyes to meet yours 
You smile and press a kiss to his lips 
“Buenas Dias, sleepy” he’d say, as you yawn into your hand and nuzzle into the crook of his neck
“Good morning to you, too”
You’d get up to move, but he’d hold you down and pull you closer by your waist
“Stay for a while longer baby… you’ve been working too hard you’re going to make yourself sick”
You’d just sigh and press your lips to his cheek
“I told you I’m fine Ignacio, honestly… you don’t have to worry”
“You’ve been sleeping less, eating less because of it- you’re the smartest person I know, y/n”
You’d just stare at him with your bright eyes, and he’d sigh similarly to how you had earlier 
“What I’m trying to say is I love you, but you need to know that you’re overworking yourself, you don’t need to overwork yourself the way that you do”
You’d just hum, eyes already becoming heavy just from talking, he probably is right 
“Alright… I’ll take it easy.. for you” 
“not just for me, for you, okay?”
You nod, and he presses a kiss to the top of your head. You place your hands on his chest and kiss him quickly
He tries not to smile like a lovesick idiot but he does 
“Now go back to sleep, we can order takeout later if you want- watch that movie you’ve been wanting to see”
“Alright… Goodnight nacho”
“Sleep tight, kiddo”
A/N: I'd die for him.
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disdaidal · 7 months
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I can't remember the last time I've cried this hard, but I guess it was time.
So my new school is pretty much now pressuring me to find a place to train at, which is not stressful at all, because the workplace I went for an interview last week hasn't returned my calls or my email, despite the principal initially seemed genuinely interested in my application.
Thing is, I wouldn't be this stressed out at all but my new teacher made it pretty clear today that next week is gotta be the deadline for that contract - otherwise my studies really aren't going anywhere.
I also missed my doctor's appointment yesterday because I missed the train. I had to wait for that appointment for 3 fucking months, and because it's related to my financial situation (I'm really trying not to get more student debt, especially with the way how I've been and how I barely managed to keep my shit together during pandemic). Luckily I was able to talk on the phone with her and the social worker, but my new appointment was rescheduled at the end of the month. I also talked to my nurse on the phone a little after that; a nurse who I haven't seen in the last six months because all our appointments have been cancelled at the last minute. So I got a new one in September.
My sleeping schedule has been pretty much fucked up all July-August, and for the last two days that I've been going to the city and attending these classes, I've slept like 6 hours in total these two days. Both days I've come home feeling extremely drained (besides those 6 hrs in total, I napped all evening yesterday). And last night I slept something like 2 hours before school and when I finally got back by train a couple of hours ago, I tried to sleep on the train but I felt so nauseated that I thought I was gonna hurl. Needless to say, my car ride back home was all but fun.
When I finally got home and laid down in my bed for a while, I started crying. Like I know it's probably because I've literally slept like 2hrs last night and it wasn't even a deep sleep, so, think I've just had it. My body and brain couldn't take it anymore.
But when I was on the train, I was going to call the school's office (the one I went to that interview for), but naturally their calling hours had already ended at 2pm. I also thought about sending another email but like I said, I felt extremely tired and anxious; making more phone calls and sending more emails when I'm feeling this way really isn't the way I want to go again. Especially since I already tried both on Monday when they were supposed to inform me last Friday, and I haven't got any response since. Which is not very nice to be honest (my new teacher did comment it's kind of unprofessional of them, and I gotta agree a little bit there).
But seriously, the only thing that's even made my last two school days tolerable, were the other students in my class. I kind of took up smoking again (bad habit I know) because of all this stress and shit that's been going on with me lately, so at least it was an easy way to get to know some of our other students, and got to spend some time with them, so at least I didn't have deal with my worries all alone. Our Moroccoan student (whom I've talked a lot with; I got along with him already on our entrance examination on May) tried to encourage me today when we were smoking, and even said I could try and apply to the same place he works at - which is working with immigrants mostly. Since I did choose international studies as one of my optional subjects, that could also work, because sooner or late I'm gonna have to work/train at a place like that anyway.
But obviously my first and foremost goal right now is try to find a place near where I live because obviously traveling isn't cheap, and I might indeed have a couple of places around here in mind that I could ask for training opportunities.
In any case, if I don't get an answer by tomorrow (we'll have another long school day so I probably won't have any time to be making extra phone calls anywhere), I think I'm just gonna ditch this thing and start calling other places on Monday.
If this is how it's gonna be and I'm on a strict deadline here, I don't suppose there's any other choice. I'm not willing to give up just yet - though I admittedly thought of that for a moment, too. Since I've become somewhat depressed lately again, clearly, and that must have something to do with my bpd. Which is fucking *nice* because right now I'm supposed to be active and efficient so I can actually get shit done and get my studies properly started - and yet right now, I'm feeling all but that.
So I guess I'll go to another class tomorrow - we have a special day anyway as we're visiting a local museum at the end of the day, so. Maybe I can try to forgive myself for being the way I am and give this whole thing a rest until weekend. And if the teacher asks about it tomorrow as she might, I'm just gonna say I'm going try again on Monday.
Cause I really don't see any other choice right now. But again, I'm really not lying about this. I'm not feeling my best right now, and this kind of pressure and stress is not doing me any favors.
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zenon-zogratis · 6 years
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crystu-cii · 3 years
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OF COURSE!!!! I'd say you're hella close to it!!! Definitely closer than I am XDD 💖💞💝💕💝❤️💕💕❤️ A G R EED /hj XDD
Yeah ;w; oohh that sounds super interesting!! I can understand not pursuing a story tho, stories are d i f f icult-- XD fun, but difficult, and you need an attention span for them! (Why do you think I only write one page stories??)
OMS yessss that's so accurate tho-- like I haven't changed much if I'm being honest (I spend a LOT of time inside.. XD) awww-- I can understand that- in japan we didn't have a backyard, so I stopped going outside much at all-- occasionally I biked to convenience stores or walked to vending machines, that was cool, but no backyard :/ having no backyard sUCks, like where am I supposed to scream into the void?? INSIDE?? /j
OMS-- CRYS XDD what a Mood™ tho- "oh I'm gonna continue this thing!!" *does something else entirely*
XDD It was done Against My Will™ (get Against My Will on the album I Haven't Awoken Well Rested Since I Was A Child by the band The Bags Under My Eyes Aren't Makeup! XD) MOOD-- I spent the quarantine summer doing nothing but staying up until the sun rose and sleeping until it was at its peak- where did the time goooo
I AGREE HOW DARE HE- LIKE EXCUSE?? YOU TINY HEATHEN??? anyways now I'm trying to go back to squirting him with a squirt bottle to startle him(even tho he's a fan of water, the harsh spray startles him) but anyways thank you crysss I'm never getting a cat in my life now bc of this rude child (dogs are superior anyways /hj)
(and now time to reply to the OTHER ask cause I'm efficient and not going to send two separate asks to respond to things that can be responded to at the same time.. ....why did I even ramble about that wtf henry(huh I never refer to myself by name that felt weird))
Okay!! No worries dude, you can always take your time with replies, I just don't trust tumblr XD 💞❤️💕💝💝💖💕❤️💖 of course!!! Thank you!!! 💖💕💕💖💞💕
Oooh!!! That sounds super fun!!! Man I miss hanging out with my friends-- but my closest friend(lives in my neighborhood) has a parent who works in other people's houses, so high risk, and the rest live several hours away :)) but anyways yeah that sounds hella!!!! I love that y'all were just like "okay well. we're gonna hang out anyways." XDD
Aww-- I'm glad you are!! My brother and his bf were supposed to come but I think we have to postpone that cause someone in his workplace tested positive for covid :( YESS FOODDDD-- oooh cheesecake?? I've never heard of having it on Thanksgiving!! Usually we have pumpkin, cherry, apple, and pecan pies!! (We're having pumpkin and cherry ones this yeah!! Two pumpkin pies, a cherry pie, and a cherry cobbler--) I... Have never heard of pineapple pie in my life! Sounds like it would make pineapple-on-pizza haters burst into tears tho--
YOURE WHAT-- CRYS YOU HEATHEN IT IS NOVEMBER!!!!! /j I can't stand Christmas music, being a choir student made me not be a huge fan of it-- too much Christmas music.. ugh. (Straight no chaser is tolerable at least. And Pentatonix. And covers by artists I like. But if I have to hear Jingle Bells ONE MORE TIME--) YESSS BESTOW UPON ME THOU'S PRESENCE AND PRESENTS... Ooh nice!! Pfft XDD Yess- I have multiple on my wishlist-- mostly for the switch-- OMS I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T ASK FOR THSC-- MAYBE IM THE HEATHEN--
Okay, it's January 5th! Literally not even two weeks after Christmas-- Feel free to scream happy birthday at me :3 XDD now I'm curious, what's yours?
awhhh thank you ;w;; 💕💞💕💞💞💕💞
and legiT- and omg- also what i do a lot is thinking i have a story all in control but then i realise that i only focused on the main parts and nOT the transitions and all that shit and then i end up last minute thinking them- XDD and ngl one page stories sound SOO much better- imo- not just for writing- but for reading as well- whenever i go to see a fanfic I always read the ones that has one chapter- dunno how to fully explain it- possibly cause its satisfying to see a story actually have its end other than a long lasting series that will never end- XDD oneshots are my FUEL
buT WoW omg this topic has now made me realise how i barely go outside- XDD i wish there would be other thingd around my neighborhood other than a "park" that has DEAD GRASS and the sprinklers go off like every hour for some reason- duNNo what the builders were thinking but i guess i dont mind- i stay in my house a whOLELE lot xD
and YESS IT GETS ME EVERYTIME- "hey lets draw-" *-WRITES-* XDD AND ABHAHAHAHA (NOW ON YOUR LOCAL MUSIC STORES- XDDDD) and omG MEEE- the times i would usually sleep would be around 3 am to 6 am- ironically my mom has a more screwed up schedule than i do- and SHE STILL HAS- last night she told me that she hasnt slept in 48 HOURSSS- MaMAAA PLEASE SLEEP
GO AWAY CAT HEATHEN- XD and omG a squirt bottle of water yes XDD and awh i definitely understand now how youll not get a cat- sounds like a hecka pain ;0;; i never even had a pet before (or not that i would recall- oh wait i think i had fish but i have an embarrassing story that made my mom ban fish from the household- OH MAN the shame)
and yeahh oh man- i hope you are okay with all these topics XDD and thank you!! 💕💞💕💞💕💞💕💞
awwhh i see- i wish you can hang out with your friends without it being too risky! that reminds me of that one time where my friend said "hey so uh you guys can hang out at my house since at my parent's workplace someone was positive for covid" and then immeadiately after they were like "SO WE NEED TO GO TO ONE OF YOUR GUYS' HOUSE" and Im LIKE- UH- NOO??? nOt AfTEr you just say THAT- nuh uh- thankfully we didnt hang out that day- better safe than sorry xD
and omggg those pies sound AWWESOMEEEE- i always wanted to try pumpkin pie before but when i asked my mom that she was like "nO iTS diSGusTing" and im like "*visible confusion*" and lOwKEY SAME- pineapple pie just sounds a bit off but my mom was really hyped to make it xD i'd actually say its not that bad! but im still not a fan of pineapple so uhhh xD (aNd YEAH IT DOES feel like it would make those haters cry-- XDD)
and PFHAOHFA IM A LIVING HEATHEN- XDD omg at this time of year- it gets CRAZYY for me- first off- Tree is a true filipino- right when it was the first day october- youd hear them say "FUCK HALLOWEEN"(and id just whine to them like "BUT HALLOWENENENEN") and then their family set up a whole christmas tree and over-the-top decorations- and omg- if you hate christmas music- you would despise the philippines sO MUCH- when the FIRST day of SEPTEMBER hits- CHRISTMAS MUSIC ON ALLLLL THE STORES- it will drive you WILDDD ( yeah its actually a normal filipino thing- not that i ever went to the philippines myself at tHAT time of year- but my friends and family tell me all about it- filipinos are the true christmas maniacs XDDD)
and awhhh choir must be a pain ;0;;; that would remind me how on one concert- the beginners class of choir screamed on purpose even though they werent supposed to- the teacher got so pissed XDDD and YESSS PRESENTSSSS- and awh man- i actually dont own ANY consoles at all- so the only things i can ask for is steam games- last year for christmas i got just shapes and beats- which was WORTHHH
and oo YAY- now i shall mark that on my calander- XD and mine is february 7!
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pbandjesse · 5 years
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Today was excellent. I had a really nice day. It was way too cold but it was still a really nice day.
I slept okay last night. Enough that I woke up with an alarm at 7 and I felt okay. The sun was way too bright and I forgot to close the curtains. So that was not ideal. And I wasn't actually able to fall asleep like I wanted to. So I just hung out and play it on my phone. It was nice. I didn't get a bid for a long time. I just enjoyed laying here without having to be anywhere.
I did eventually get up. I got dressed and I love my outfit. This dress plus this sweater is just an excellent look. I made an omelet and have toast. And I watch TV for a bit. I've never pain is like I was hoping but that's okay. I have time this weekend. Mostly I just hung out. And it was just chill and nice and I'm really glad I was able to have some time to myself.
I left here a little before 11 and walked over to the 7-Eleven that's closest to my apartment. It is the worst 7-Eleven. It's not the one I normally go to that made the ouija board by the other one on the other side of Martin Luther King. They are just consistently the worst 7-Eleven. They're always half out of everything and just bad every time. And the girl was very confused when I asked for the two pieces of pizza that have the least amount of pepperoni on them. I tried to explain to her that I needed to pull it off since they didn't have cheese. Was very annoying but she figured it out eventually.
I want to wait for the bus that took way longer than I thought it was going to. I was standing out in the bitter wind for like 20 minutes. By the time I got on the bus my hands and my face were numb and tingling from coming into the heat. It sucked. And I had to watch the bus driver yell at a guy because he was standing in the middle of the street with his car door wide open. Just for no reason.
I got to the building before anyone else. Except for Marshall but he is always there. I had my pizza and talk to him for a bit. And eventually Chelsea came. And we caught up. I had a meeting with Tiffany and Chelsi first. We went over my lesson plans and what I was doing wrong and how to correct them. I'm much more clear now. I was actually doing twice as much work as I needed to. So now I can go back in and fix my lesson plans and send them to Chelsi to finish up for me. Because she's the best and she's going to take some of the load off.
Not sure that it was just lesson plan working on. We had a staff meeting. Address some concerns. I had a nice time. I got to hang out with Marcus which I enjoyed. He's always so funny. And then we did a personality test. Which I love. It was so fun.
According to this color test I'm in the blue personality type group and so was a lot of other people in our class. Well the other teachers not the class. We had none in the gold. Two in the orange. And 3 in the green. It was pretty cool learning about the way that we approach life and so many of us found truth and what it was saying. And we had some big laughs as the blue group because one of the things was that we talked to you much or were a very talkative. And Linnea kept interrupting everything to tell people how she didn't love to talk and then she would go on a 5-minute talk about how much she didn't like to talk. And I'm just like darling you are doing it right now. And she almost threw her water bottle at me. It was very funny. And it was really nice as a bonding moment for a lot of us.
Miss Elaine gave me and Marcus a ride home. I had her drop me off by The Rite Aid. At the ride home was nice. We listen to music. And it was hilarious hearing sweet Miss Elaine who reminds me of my mother singing cardi B.
But you left me at the Rite Aid. And I wandered around while I waited for James to finish his shift. I got a new moisturizer to try to deal with the dry skin on my face. It's just a stick of shea butter essentially but it's at black owned business and I always like to support less mainstream brands. I also bought a new shampoo since I am finally running out of the 20 bottles of half things of shampoo I had from when I lived in Minneapolis.
Then when she was done I walked over to the restaurant. We had a pasta dinner. And I enjoyed people watching. And seeing this woman have a really nice interaction with the owner of the pizza place. He made her a dessert that she could only get in New York and haven't been able to find here. And then he gave it to her for free. It was just really sweet. And then James did the personality test 2 and he's also in the blue group. So we talked about that for a while. It was just really nice.
We walk back to my house and he helped me cut the sculpture clay into 20 parts for the kids. I know I technically have like 15 to 17 students but I figured having more split up will be better than not. And I'm going to make more clay anyway. This will just be them to start. And I did some organizing real quick and brought the mail in. And my brandless order had come. Some stuff that I was sending to his house we packed away in his backpack. And then my new fur became! And they are the perfect little Cloud. Their name is vape Life. But it's spelled VapeLyfe. Because me and James think we're hilarious. But they're very cute and I'm excited to show them off to the kids tomorrow.
We went back to his apartment and we were going to make a puff pastry thing but I let it get moldy in the fridge by accident because I was supposed to back in the freezer and I never did. I didn't think it was going to be a problem until he opened it and it was disgusting. So he made some pastry dough. And then his friends came. Brandon who you know. And his friend Dante from Philadelphia that we find out with a few times. I think it's a delight. I ended up sitting in the bed talking to him for most of the time and catching up on all the things me and James have been doing. And then James made me some hand pies and we read about the rules of the internet and I went home at 9.
And now I'm in bed. I washed up and now sweet pea is in my face trying to get attention and I'm just looking forward to going to sleep. I have the BMI in the morning and I don't have my bike so it's going to be annoying getting there. I'm going to wake up and take the bus. And then I'm going to have to just bite the bullet and take a left because it will take like an hour to walk to the bus stop. And the bus that would get me closer so infrequent that I just can't risk it. But it's fine. It'll all work itself out.
Hope you all sleep well tonight. Be safe out there. Stay warm.
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