#anyways im rambling

[gh0st-b0und]

I’m so in love with this small interaction i just had to draw it

From @bamsara ‘s fic :]

#my art #cotl #cult of the lamb #trod au #the rehabilitation of death #hi hi hi #so i almost never draw fanart. ever #bc im incredibly shy #but this fic has me in a choke hold and i have like 4 scenes i wanna draw #i love how u write and portray characters so so much #its so fun!! #anyways im rambling #excited for future chaps #art-bound #furry #cotl narinder #narinder #cotl lamb

[musicalchaos07]

Some of y'all really forget Nancy's a loser. Not me though, love my weird girl and her bad reputation.

#she's not popular people just allegedly want to bang her #but i think Fred is possibly biased #do not let the pastels fool you Jonathan is her only friend #some of y'all get caught up in fanon and want to crown her prom queen #the queen of Hawkins High is Chrissy #nancy is the weird sluttygirl #who's long distance boyfriend is allegedly a perv a freak and gay #shes not winning popularity contests #anyways im rambling #nancy wheeler #stranger things

[pictureof-dorianstorm]

things about percy jackson that im obsessed with

it’s a funny show but like, not like MARVEL funny. the dry humor in the dialogue is so casual and natural. excellent writing 11/10

the lack of music in the bullfighting scene. it added so much. also, the anger in percy’s face after sally disappeared. walker is such a good actor

the fact that percy got his exposition to the greek world from his mom. i feel like he deserved that as opposed from hearing it from chiron in the book. i loved this change.

the clear parallels between percy and luke established early. percy and luke are practically the same character, but with different upbringings. percy had a poor upbringing, but his mom established a good moral compass and percy kept that. luke had a tragic up ringing wuth his mom, and that was one of the catalysts for his spiral. i could write an essay but thats the long and short of it.

aryan simhadri. the casting is all 10/10 but i think he’s my favorite.

logical by olivia rodrigo. i know its cheezy and out of pocket, but so is every other pop culture reference in rick’s books. i think it just fits.

along the same lines, sally is SUCH a young mom. i think it adds to her character and how she’s kind of flying by the seat of her pants when it comes to parenting, especially a troubled kid like percy, even if he’s trying his best.

mrs dodds’ transformation. that was hard asf.

the big house is so beautiful???

so is the rest of camp. oh my god. it’s literally what i imagined when i read the series and more. a blend of both beautiful greek architecture and janky summer camp buildings. it felt like going home again.

annabeth’s demeanor??? like the way she was all “yes?? of course im stalking you??” just kinda shows the ‘six steps ahead of everyone’ aspect. not only that, but it kinda paves the way for her hubris fatal flaw.

#anyways im rambling #im so not normal about this #percy jackson #rick riordan #percy jackon and the olympians #walker scobell #aryan simhadri #leah sava jeffries

[empresskadia]

You know when you're in between things, like I wanna game but I wanna write buttt I wanna draw. Thats me today.

#kadia chatter #i woke up on the emotional side today #so like im super sad today #and i could just use some john cuddles #or spartan cuddles #because i know blue team would care 🥹 #linda would sit with me #kelly would try to make me laugh #fred and john would also sit with me #but also i like the idea of being laid on as a comfort blanket #and the spartans would be a great comfort blanket #anyways im rambling #ive been anxious as heck this week #why #i couldnt tell ya

[princeinsomniavoid]

Just leveled my Wriothesley to 90 lets gooo

#genshin impact #wriothesley #this is the fastest ive ever gotten a character to max my god #[i mean to be fair i did a lot of the farming early but i still had. a lot of stuff missing!] #the subdetection units in particular were fucking annoying 💀💀💀 #it was like leveling qiqi all over again lol #except at least with the violet grass you can buy it and grow it in your tea pot #anyways im rambling #now i can be more normal about him

[jonsawarriors]

>>>> our love should have been more than a tragedy.

inspo. (x)

#jonsa #jonsawarriors #you know how i said on that other post that jon loves sansa more than anything? #well this is just me trying to prove it #i mean #the way the he looks at her #how he holds her and sways #how he looks at her lips #how he literally asks mel not to bring him back if they lose botb #bc he doesnt want to be alive if shes not #he would literally rather die than be alive in a world without her #i mean shit #if that doesnt convince you of who loves who the most #anyways im rambling #i just miss them a lot lately thats all #jon x sansa #show jonsa #jonsaedit #actually jonsa

[blinday]

I FINALLY FIGURED OUT!

you guessed it. ATLA THEORY TIME!!!!

Remember this scene?

Azula was able to trick Toph in this scene, and I think it's not because her heart is cold (wink at the antis and shows my middle finger) nor she has her breathing under control, nor because she is just this manipulative.

I think it's because of the addition of so much unnecessary and unknown information for Toph. She includes 3 colour names and her "height", wich I severely doubt it was even taught for Toph. Also, she was describing the shape on an animal differently of what it looks like, wich would have to include Toph's imagination for her to figure how the fuck it looked- wich is also a hint. Toph doesn't know how a platypus-bear looks like. She can tell its weight probably, and its general shape and form, but not how it looks.

Therefore, I think Toph was mostly stunned by the clear discrepancy of what she was sensing, what was being described and especially the riddled information.

#atla #avatar the last airbender #azula #toph #sokka #zuko #day of the black sun #atla DOBS #atla meta #azula meta #toph meta #atla analysis #atla theory #toph theory #i have a fever just let me spill idiotic things without consequences while I can #also my throat hurts #kinda wanted to be on a sickfic rn #anyways im rambling #is this the creation of the tav #feverish blinday #? #BWAHAHAHAHAH #anyways I'm gomna pass ouy rn buye

[greghatecrimes]

posts and shit will probably be sporadic for a little while due to the holiday horrors, but i am indeed still alive

#i know no one rlly will be thst bothered about it. BUT #because i am extremely familiar with hyperfocus and how it works #and how fast it can go away #when i’m taking a little break from something i like to say ‘hey im not abandoning this. im gonna come back’ #bc it cements in my brain that Yes I Will Come Back and my life isn’t ruled by hyperfocus #and also because i HAVE been the person who has the hyperfocus break and disappeared off the face of the earth. thats when i was young tho #i am in no danger of that happening w this blog #anyways im rambling #this is my blog and i can post whatever i want forever lmao #i would absolutely love to just sleep through the next two weeks but unfortunately i must be awake #anya shush #personal #vent #ish

[tteokdoroki]

gonna b totally honest but the lack of feedback n interaction is killing me 👍🏾

#i don’t usually complain abt it #bc im very fortunate to have the lovely moots n followers that i do have #but even consistently posting for like 2 weeks has hardly garnered interaction #sobs #it’s fine like it’s whatever #but the rb ratios n stuff are low-key getting to me #i don’t even know what I’m saying #just that im losing motivation i suppose #from lack of interaction idk #anyways im rambling #delete later #✧ ₊˚💭੭ — aali just posted

[fentyblunts]

my thing with hotd is you can clearly tell that they didn’t expect people to actually like the worldbuilding and political scheming so they tried to rush through to get to the dance immediately and they’ve kinda (seemingly) screwed over the rest of this season.

#cutting characters they didn’t think were super important #so now a bunch of people have deaths clearly designed for us to feel something over #but we don’t because they didn’t spend enough time building the characters #i still enjoy the show and i think (i hope) they’ll be able to find their footing in s2 #also i’m not as upset about laena’s death as other people are but i still don’t really like it #even though grrm didn’t really expand on laena in f&b he did give us something and they completely cut that #and i actually do like the change they made regarding alicent and rhaenyra (making them the same age and friends) #i just wish it didn’t come at the cost of laena #anyways im rambling #house of the dragon #hotd season 1 #hotd thoughts #hotd #harwin strong #rhaenyra x harwin #rhaenyra targaryen #alicent hightower #laena velaryon #laena targaryen

[fuku69420ballslicker]

My thoughts on metal gear solid are funny because its like "wow ...love how they dealt with the topic of carrying on legacies , media manipulation , criticizing people in power etc etc"bur when i sir down to do fanart for this god forsaken game its like "Solid snake is so bisexual and transmasc , very yaoipilled game"

#Mgs #Rambles #Like #I love big boss carrying put boss' legacy but in the end finding peace naive ...and just like continuing war #And how solid snake was like 'we can built out own future ” #And i know im mgs 1 the theme of being more than your dna is like #Said loud and clear in a speech #But it hits so diffeeenr seeing huey and big boss amd peace walker #People who ate relatives and rl similiar to otacon and snake #But chise competely diffeeenr paths .like yea its obvious . But just seeing the charactwes on screen ...and not being quiye the characters #You know ...and knowing the atrocifies theyll commit later #Anyways im rambling #Like theres no point to what im saying ...the game is neat #"building the future and keeping the past alive is one in the same ' is such a cool phrase gahh #Ok enough is wnough #No more gay nerd shit

[san--jose--sharpedos]

I need to stop comparing myself to old pics of myself bc it's actually ruining my self-confidence and actively making my life worse

#ive been in a weird funk w my weight lately so lol #like on one had i feel confident but also i feel like I also am getting weight where I dont like #its a weird thing and its not worth losing sleep over but its annoying me #bc like i bust my ass working out like an hr+ a day 5 days a week #and the 6th day i still do half an hr #anyways im rambling

[typheus]

i aspire to be a nothing artist that only has like 3 fans and when i make art they all go 'woo more stuff!' and noone else knows who i am and when they do see me they go 'what is wrong with that freak' and walk away

#other #t talks #the thought of having lots of ppl like my stuff and think wrongly about my ocs kills me #the general online public is not smart and neither am i but i dont like the way they are not smart. #i like evil women that do wrong and dont feel bad about it #and i only allow 3 male characters to exist and none have facial hair cause im navajo and forgot they can do that 😭 #anyways im rambling #its a rambling kind of day #(is avoiding drawing cause of the)

[ashendalia]

I don't know what to do with myself so all I end up doing is starting off somewhere thinking about how Griff deserved so much better than what he was given in his life

#fate rambles #🌕 #he needed help and therapy to help him handle his trauma and guilt #but from what ive seen with his stories nothing was ever offered to him in those 8 years #the higher ups most likely just cared about having warm bodies on the battlefield and winning their war #and never looked at these people and see that some of them are getting fucked up and maybe we should get them some help or something #who gives a shit if this soldier lost his whole squad bc he did give us a big win in the battle #why would he feel regret over his actions that killed his allies when they also won the battle no thats crazy #this government doesnt care about its people fighting it just cares that it can use these people to keep expanding #and then they hide it with a shiny fantasy of war and glory and patriotism and pull more people in #which definitely happens all over in the world here too #anyways im rambling #but griff should have gotten therapy and a service dog not a shit ass medal and untreated ptsd

[florshedworf]

okay i know creed drinks coffee 24/7 but does anyone in the edf ever sleep. especially alex, she is on 0 caffine and it’s implied that kaiju attacks happen at LEAST every 12 hours. its also implied there are MULTIPLE kaiju attacks DAILY.

#i imagine its just cartoon logic and they never need to sleep #or they just find times to sleep inbetween battles. sometimes not on a bed #like night shift nurses who just nap everywhere #also do alex and creed just??? live there??? like we seem them there all day and night #super giant robot brothers #need to make something about alex being too tired to make commands #and once again i KNOWW its cartoon logic but i feel like this show would 100% question its own logic #the reasoning behind alex not remembering anything about shiny despite creating him was pretty realistic #so why not this. not that the. reasoning has to be realistic #ANYWAYS IM RAMBLING

[looselipssinkships-x]

long post about gender and interacting with kids

buckle up friends i pulled out the laptop for this (i split open my thumb and phone typing is annoying rn)

Before starting to work in an er, I had worked with kids at a summer camp, but never as a person who was out as queer, let alone trans. The kids were at least six years old, but most of them were eleven through eighteen. It was a pseudo educational setting, teaching these kids but never physically interacting. In the years since, I've come out as queer and nonbinary, and am visibly queer to most anyone who sees me. When I was first assigned to work in our pediatric area, I was terrified. All of a sudden, I had to interact with kids as young as days old. I had to take temperatures, put on monitoring devices, hold for procedures, all of these things that involved putting my hands on children. The rural areas I grew up in, and even some of the more liberal, urban areas I spent time in view trans people as pedophiles who should be kept away from children. I was scared of the parents more than the kids, to be honest. For over a month almost all of my shifts were in peds, and as a creature of habit, I learned to be comfortable. I got to be more comfortable by practice, and learning how to do my best at my job. Somewhere along the line I realized kids aren't usually afraid of me. Something about the unusual nature of my presentation tends to intrigue them, while still being small and soft enough to be friend shaped. Somehow I learned how to make kids comfortable with me, how to help them be less scared, and learned enough about my job to be confident enough to reassure their parents as well. Who i am isn't a threat. I can hold a child still against me for one procedure or another and they can heart my heartbeat through my flat chest and they can relax against me and nothing is wrong. The things that have made me comfortable in my body have not made me dangerous.

#how fast the night changes #trans #nonbinary #one night i had to do a comfort hold on a kid for an iv and she hadnt sat still with her mom all night but after we were done #she curled into me and it broke my heart because she had every reason to move away #i was no longer holding her in place just waiting for her to move when she was ready #the association with me was being held for a briefly painful procedure and she was still more comfortable with me #cases we have to report always break my heart because more times than not the kids are just desperate for love and protection #anyways im rambling #trans people arent a threat to your kids