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thoughts-on-bangtan · 3 years

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Let’s talk: Vlive Asks and comment/chat discussions

From @cottoncandykings: Hello! As u probably know jimin just went live recently and again he mentioned mandaggo and discussing about doing it with tae. I just find it so weird though. I mean jimin keeps constantly mentioning it and its not like vminnies were begging or dying for a vmin live everyday even before jimin mentioned it last year. Even now most including myself dont really care that much ofc i m happy if they do one together. But the way jimin keeps mentioning it is so weird. Like surely if he wanted to do it so badly he could have talked to tae privately and arranged it by now. And if tae is the one that doesnt want to do it then idk why jimin is pushing it. But what was really weird to me this time was that he said there were lots of comments about mandaggo yesterday in zoom call and yet they didnt mention it yesterday but suddenly today without prompting he talks about it. I also hope no one spammed the zoom call chat or the vlive chat with requests for vmin live (i didnt see any) bcoz thats just unnecessary and demanding. I hope vminnies wont demand/ ask for another memeber when one of them is live. Its just disrespectful. This turned into a rant sorry. Do you think it was weird too?

Since Admin 2 can’t type their thoughts themselves, I’ll relay their thoughts to you instead, since they had more thoughts/opinions/ideas in regard to this than I do, to be honest.

Admin 2 is sure that there is a good chance that we will get a vmin vlive sometime soon, which I know contradicts their original opinion and post from a few months ago, but there’s a reason for it. During the zoom meeting between BTS and ARMY they noticed something I don’t think anyone else noticed, or at least neither of us has seen any vminnies mention it anywhere, which in conjunction with Jimin’s vlive today and saying how he’d talk to Tae about doing a mandaggo vlive again, as well as another observation a little while ago, leads them to this conclusion.

So, the observation from the zoom meeting. Basically at one point when the question of Jimin doing a vlive arose Tae looks at Jimin and then he nods while smiling which in turn makes Jimin smile as he turns away from Tae and back to face toward the camera before answering the question and saying how he’ll come visit us the next day. Which he did.

Then the other observation from a while ago, this one being from their OT7 vlive celebrating their BBH100 #1 on June 29th where at one point Jimin says something but slips into satoori after which Tae encourages him to say that again but this time in the Seoul accent, so the way they actually should speak, which Jimin says isn’t difficult but he doesn’t actually end up repeating what he said.

And lastly in today’s vlive Jimin mentioned how he’s using satoori quite often but that he isn’t all that good at doing it on command or at teaching it to others, which is something he’d have to do for mandaggo but I’m sure he’d manage just fine if the time came for it.

Based on that Admin 2′s thoughts are basically that Jimin really meant it when he said, last year, that he’ll bring Tae around for a vlive, that it wasn’t a joke or a way to tease us with something he knew he wouldn’t be able to deliver, but rather that up until this point they weren’t quite sure how to do it. Which sounds a bit odd, I know, but what they mean is that if vmin were to just sit down in front of the camera and were supposed to just talk based on what the chat would give them, it would likely just turn out awkward and weird and no one, including them, would really have fun. Even more so when we take into account how idiotic the chat is during regular vlives so now imagine if those two were to do one together that’s just a casual chat. It would likely end up in disaster and honestly I wouldn’t wish it upon them to read all those awful comments that they would likely get, even worse ones than they already get normally, to be honest.

But now that the whole satoori thing was brought up, and Jimin actually mentioned mandaggo and wanting to bring it back after so many years, Admin 2 thinks that they must’ve finally figured out a solution to their problem, if you can call it that. Doing mandaggo would basically mean they would have an activity, something to do similar to how they did those ASMR videos for the Japanese Fan Club which were fun and cute, and so Admin 2 thinks that perhaps chances are we will finally get the vlive we’ve waited for so long (though like many others I’ve long given up the idea).

Another confirmation is that during his vlive today Jimin basically said that he only came by for a little while since they are quite busy and had to soon get ready for work with the other members but that he’ll return in two or three weeks for a more proper, longer, vlive. So, he could’ve treated today’s vlive as the promised one but instead he saw it more as a bridging one between the zoom meeting and the proper vlive he wants to do, so is it the farfetched to think that he had proper plans for a vlive, like doing mandaggo, but it just wouldn’t have worked out time wise today so he moved the actual vlive he wanted to make to a later date?

One last thing (well two actually) that has nothing to do with this question but Admin 2 wanted me to include it anyway is that one, have you noticed how Tae and Jimin were both on weverse around 3 am (until almost 4am (also both of them posting a comment to some post at 03:41 am KST)) one after the other (though with one day of a break in between them) recently and then also two, that Jimin was up until like 6 am (since he posted on weverse around that time) on the 8th and then during the zoom meeting Tae answered a question by saying that he’d been awake until 6 am the previous day (also the 8th) since he wanted to see the sunrise? Which is also something an anon mentioned to us. Curious, isn’t it?

From anon: I request both admins to please post this ask. So jimin wwnt live today and one of the accounts on twt posted a screen cap of them commenting 'touch your hair if vmin is real' in the live chat and jimin's reaction to it. Now idk if it is an edit or real. No matter i just want to say its not ok to bring up ships in front of the members no matter which ship it is. We dont know the reality of their relationship so lets not make them uncomfortable. Its not a joke. Its not funny. Be respectful the members are real people.

(Admin 1 taking over from this point onward) This ask nicely ties into the last one that’ll be further down in this post since they cover a similar issue of sorts. But let’s start with this one asking about, essentially, vlive comments and the things fans ask/comment, which also ties in with the above ask as well.

The thing with the vlive chat, and especially comments/questions that are like anon said, questions or “commands/requests” about touch your hair if XYZ ship is real or cough twice if you love XYZ member or, likewise, comments such as where is XYZ member or what are the other members doing, unfortunately those have been a steady and unchanging part of the vlive chat since basically forever. It’s been an issue on and off with different intensities though I feel like it’s gotten worse again this year. Particularly if we look back at the vlive Tae did with Hobi and Yoongi and how essentially the entire chat was filled with comments related to Xkook and not much else.

If my memory doesn’t fail me we once even had a situation some years ago (2016) where the chat during Hobi’s vlive was so bad, as in so full of questions about that other members instead of him, that you could see he was upset about it and eventually he handed over the vlive to Jimin, whom the chat had requested Hobi to visit, and Hobi just left. And I can’t blame him for it since the chat must’ve made him feel like basically no one cared about him so what was even the point of him being there, right?

Personally I’ve long given up looking at the comments during vlive because they just make me cringe and feel bad for the members, especially when I think back to vlives such as Yoongi’s D2 one last year where he was so excited to talk about the songs and the process of making the mixtape and yet so many of the comments were just unrelated nonsense and annoying request like speak english or can you say my name or say hello in XYZ language. If it makes me question why the people posting those questions are in the chat, why they are fans to begin with, imagine what the members must feel like, how discouraging that must feel like. After all they are musicians and yet so rarely do they get questions about that. Or rather they do get them but they are just drowned out by nonsense. Which is a shame. And also very disrespectful but any attempts that were made to remind people to be respectful, to remember their place as fans, to focus on the member that’s doing the vlive instead of asking about the others, and to keep ships away from the members have failed because some don’t care and will continue to not care.

From anon: what are your opinions on the Qs that were asked during that zoom meeting thing between BTS and ARMY?

Now I’d like to preface my answer to this last question by saying that by no means do my grievances come from a place of jealousy or anything. I’m very happy for all the ARMYs that won their spot, that they got to participate in the event and that BTS got to see ARMYs again even if only on screens and not in person still. No, my issue stems from something completely different, and I don’t want to say that the system chose the wrong people, because that would be mean and also who even knows how the winners were chosen, if it was pure luck or there were some actual criteria that went into the process, but the fact is that only a select 200 ARMYs got that spot out of however many that applied, so basically for some this was a once in a lifetime chance, right, even just getting this close to asking Bangtan a question and have really great chances of having them give you an answer while acknowledging you somewhat instead of just seeing pure words on a screen, you know what I mean?

Now imagine you are one of those 200 ARMYs and you get the chance to fill the chat with questions along with the other 49 participants of your session and you decide that asking questions such as what it’s like for Jimin to work as angel, if Namjoon ever broke a bicycle, or why JK smells the crowns of the other members heads? Or even worse, you decide to ask about JKs shower routine and in which order he washes his body? And sure, the “fault” doesn’t fall completely on the ARMYs alone, after all it’s the members who read out those questions and not some magical off screen entity, and since I wasn’t part of the event I can’t say with a hundred percent certainty that no one asked any “proper” questions, but if those were the questions that ended up being read out loud, is it that hard to guess that likely all the questions looked similarly?

Which brings me to my main grievance of it all: have you forgotten that you are fans of musicians and not reality TV stars or vloggers/influencers? I know there were likely no rules for what questions you could or couldn’t ask (except for probably ones that were 100% about shipping or far too personal), but really, you get to ask your favorite band a question, something you might never, ever get the chance to do again, and your first thought isn’t to ask about their music but instead about some unimportant nonsense like the angel question or if they differentiate between the clothes they wear at home and those they sleep in? Like sure the angel one was kinda funny, maybe, and Jimin handled it in a cute way, I applaud him for it, but was that really necessary?

I know someone asked JK about Decalcomania, as well as Tae about his mixtape, and Yoongi/Jimin about Tony Montana (season 2), but other than that were there any other questions about their music? Perhaps I’m overthinking things, maybe I’m exaggerating and maybe I’m the only one who sees an issue with this, but if I would’ve won a spot, I’d rather have asked something about their process when writing lyrics or creating beats or how they prepare when learning new choreographies, what it’s like to be on tour (though perhaps that would be a mean question seeing as tours aren’t really something that’ll continue being possible for a while still), you get the point.

It makes me wonder if it was just bad luck or if it had something to do with how old the participants were (I saw some being as young as fifteen), which isn’t to say that teens can’t ask smart questions because they definitely can just like adults can ask stupid ones as well, but somewhere something, in my opinion, just went weirdly. And maybe that was the point of it all, for the event to be casual, funny, lighthearted, but my question then is when is the time for music discussions? For fans to ask those types of questions that actually have something to do with the boys careers? When even journalists aren’t asking them proper questions, ARMYs aren’t either, so what is the point of it all then?

Then again, after the event concluded and Seokjin came onto vlive he seemed so happy and excited, so maybe they had fun (I mean they seemed to have fun) and didn’t mind at all that the questions were lighthearted and silly, maybe I’m the one making mountains out of molehills. I don’t know, but anon wanted to know my thoughts/opinions, and this is them. Once again, I don’t mean to be mean toward the ARMYs that got rightfully in, that won, and I don’t want to insult them for the questions they asked, perhaps I just expected/hoped for something a little different? And perhaps I’m the only one. I don’t know.

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janaeekook · 4 years

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Incapable ii. || {myg}

“You cant love Min Yoongi, he doesn’t know how to love. Or care for that matter. You’ll just end up getting hurt.”

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ii.

"This morning I received this." Namjoon spoke handing his phone around the room.

Unknown- You spill our blood, we spill yours.

"That's for rat face?" You asked,

"Has to be." Jin spoke.

"Taehyung do you think you could pull information from it?" Namjoon asked the tired looking, fluffy haired boy.

"I can try." He took the phone starting to get to work on it.

"Alright, Y/n, Jimin, get A-team together, gather as much information as possible." You both nodded, heading to the east wing to retrieve the 4 members of the A-team, Jeonghan, Jen, Win, and Kai. The members of army bowed to us as we entered, heading to the common room were you found the 4 sitting on the couch.

"Y/n, Jimin." Jeonghan stood quickly bowing which the rest of them followed.

"There's no need for formalities with me." You chuckled hugging him and Kai, You turned to Jen trapping her in a hug, Win who stood next to her smiled at you before you also gave him a hug, "I hope you've all been well, Namjoon gave us a casual intelligence mission."

Jimin handed Jeonghan a manila folder, his eyes skimmed over the pages before his eyes flicked back up to Jimin, "Is this all we have?"

"Unfortunately, yes. Taehyung is working on gathering more remotely, but they're good, they know how to cover their tracks." Jeonghan nodded at Jimin’s words before handing the folder to the other three.

"The Russian mafia? Why would they be in Seoul?" Win asked.

"Wouldnt be much of a mission if we knew right?" You jokingly poked fun at Win, He punched your arm lightly.

"Lets get going as soon as possible, we dont want to waste anytime." Kai said handing the folder back to Jimin.

Jeonghan nodded, "10 minutes, we'll meet at the entrance."

•

You tied your hair back and away from your face before leaving your room and heading for the main staircase, but the second you stepped into the hallway you collided with someone's chest.

The hands gripping your hips lingering longer than they should, the tips of the fingers constricting ever so slightly into your hips. You looked up your breath catching in your throat Yoongi's cold eyes stared back into your own, cheeks ablaze. Your skin all too aware of how he was holding onto your sides before they fell away.

"Uh, sorry." You hurried quickly away from him and down the stairs, not wishing him to know how much power he had over you. Or better yet read you like a book and know you'd fantasized about his hands on you the night before.

Yoongi watched you scurry down the steps. He had felt you shrink beneath his solid gaze, He felt you melt in his grasp, He had felt the control he had over you the brief moment you were in his hands and deep down he wanted more though he'd never admit it.

Jeonghan handed you an earpiece, you put it in your ear before going over the plan, "We're starting downtown dont draw attention to yourselves, you can't forget we're still highly wanted suspects by the government, and keep your eyes open. Understand?"

"Loud and clear." Jen said.

Jimin spoke next, "Alright, Kai and myself will be together, then with Y/n and Jeonghan, Jen and Win do you think you can handle yourselves on your own?" The two only nodded, they were experienced and used to working alone anyway.

You looked to your side peering up at Win, he glanced down at you and smiled. You all did a special handshake you made up years ago in training before heading out the door.

"Hey," a voice stopped you in your tracks, you turned around to see Jungkook, he wore a low V-neck shirt which exposed his tattoos that designed his neck and chest; complimenting the sleeve running down his right arm. You told the others you'd be right out and turned your attention to Jungkook. He was a very attractive young man, you had found yourself tangled up in sheets with him on more than one occasion but nothing had ever been made official, it was more of a stress reliever than anything.

"Hey." You said with a smile which he quickly returned.

"Be safe alright?" He told you.

"Always am." This caused him to smile wider, before pressing a soft kiss on your forehead, and without another word you made your way out the door to join the team.

"What's up with that?" Win looked to you with a raised eyebrow.

"What?"

"Jungkook?"

"Its nothing." You said with a smile, playfully punching his arm.

"Hey just looking out for you." He said flashing you another priceless smile before climbing into the vehicle. You sighed, following after him.

•

It had been 2 hours since you started to search, you walked around the streets with Jeonghan. He was quite a bit taller than you, he wore a baseball cap that shadowed his face, a man bun tied at the base of his neck due to his long hair.

"That man, all black straight a head." He suddenly stated, his eyes narrowing at the suspicious looking man.

"You got something?" Jen's voice came through the ear piece.

"We're on the main road, it's a bit crowded but I've got my eyes on him, we'll tail him." Jeonghan said, the man was thin, if his behavior weren't so odd you'd probably look right over him. "He just turned left at the bbq shop, he seems to be headed towards the docks."

"Headed that way." Win spoke.

You and Jeonghan reached the corner the man had turned down, Kai and Jimin were there as well. Jeonghan looked around the corner before waving us on.

"Keep your guards up." You spoke in a hushed tone. We all continued down the rather quiet road compared to the bustling road you'd just come from, the dock ahead was old and rundown unlike central ports. An abandoned factory you'd assumed, stood at the end of it, all the windows boarded, moss stretching up the old concrete and rusted metal.

"Well that's not sketchy." Jimin stated from behind you.

"Spread out, surround the perimeter see if there's anything of concern." You suggested and everyone nodded continuing forward before splitting to circle the aged building, Win stayed at the front watching over the building and studying the main entrance.

You walked around, Jeonghan still at your side, The sloshing of the ocean to your right and the monstrous building to your left.

"Anything?" Kai asked through the ear piece.

"Negative, Jen?" Jeonghan said.

"Nothing here."

"It doesn't make sense for there to be nothing, circle back around to Win. Win you have anything at the front?" Jeonghan asked, he was answered with silence, "Win, do you copy?" His question was met with another chilling silence. A blood curdling scream came from the direction we had come, you and Jeonghan looked at each other before taking off in a sprint.

You found Jen on her knees sobbing in front of Win, blood spilled from his throat staining his shirt before it seeped into the fine cracks of the concrete around him, forever stained a rusty red puddled that began to encircle his head. Your stomach lurched at the sight, the choked noises as he tried to find his breath but only finding his blood which was suffocating him slowly. An odd looking weapon still stuck in his chest, ungodly amounts of blood spilling from his fatal wounds, you felt frozen as he choked on his own blood. What could you do? Could you do anything? You felt utterly hopeless, fear clawing at the back of your mind, you didn't want to lose someone else, but what could you do?

You willed yourself to move but your feet didn't budge, Jens hands frantically trying to cover his wounds, to cease the blood from evading his body. Your eyes finally met his, softening upon seeing you, you'd bet you'd looked rather like a deer in headlights. His lips shook as he continually struggled for breath, but he managed to quirk them upwards the slightest bit, as if to tell you it was ok before you watched in horror and unexplainable helplessness as his eyes rolled back into his head, his chest no longer rising and falling, in an attempt to take in stuttered uneven breaths.

"No." You whispered, not wanting to believe the sight before you.

"No." It couldn't be Win.

"No." There was no way he could be dead.

Your mind couldn't process it; that he now laid there, no light, no life behind his eyes. Gone. Warmth fading from his skin.

Jen wrapped her arms around his body, You took stumbled steps towards her pulling her up into your chest, She continued to sob, gripping at the back of your shirt with her blood stained hands. Win had been with us for as long as you could remember, you stared at his pale face before allowing a single tear to fall. You looked around for any sign of the person who'd taken your friends life.

"I-Its my fault! I-I sh-should've stayed with him." Jen cried into your chest, you closed your eyes more tears slipping over your cheeks.

"No, Its not your fault. None of us could've known." You spoke softly into her ear, stroking her hair in an attempt to calm her down. When in reality your mind was just as frantic as hers, you mind begging for Wins eyes to open and tell you he was alright.

But he wasn't, the blood being evidence to that. It was real. Painfully, brutally real.

"We need to get him out of here." You told Jimin still holding onto Jen.

"I'll call Jungkook." Jimin said, his face seemed as shocked as the rest of us. No one had ever been able to sneak up on Win before or land an attack on their own, the person who did this had to have been very skilled.

•

You sat silently in the passenger seat, Jungkook driving. When Jimin had called him he thought it had been you that got hurt, although he was relieved, he had just lost another brilliant gunman. It was only the two of you in the car, the others had been taken in another one.

"You alright?" He finally broke the silence, his tone was soft.

"Ya, nothing I haven't seen before." You bit the inside of your cheek, trying desperately to bite back the tears that threatened to spill.

"It was Win, y/n." His tone dropped lower, you didn't want to respond for fear of your voice breaking. When you joined, you spent most of your time with Win, Jeonghan, Jen and Kai. They were your best friends and they got you through a lot.

It was quiet the rest of the way home, when Jungkook pulled up you jumped out walking up the steps and pushing the door open. You headed straight for the stairs not acknowledging the eyes of everyone on you as you came through the door.

"Y/n." You looked over your shoulder to see Jungkook and the others looking at you, "Where are you going?"

"Bed."

"It's 3 o'clock, Y/n." His tone remained soft.

"I'm tired." You stated, mentally cursing at yourself for allowing your voice to break. You hurried up the steps and to your room, shutting the door behind you and sliding down the dark wood as your body shook with each silent sob that racked your body.

•

"Y/n? Why didn't you save me?" The blood ran from his throat, soaking his all white clothing in dark crimson.

"I-I'm Sorry."

"Do you know what it feels like to have your throat slit?"

"N-no."

"Maybe I should show you then-"

You screamed yourself awake, it carried through the whole house. Hot tears spilled down your cheeks as you sobbed, the crown of your head littered with beads of sweat as anxiety ripped at you. The door to your bedroom swung open. Jungkook was the first one in followed by your brother and the others. Namjoon's eyes softened at the sight of you, he hurried over pulling you into a hug.

"Shhh, it's ok." He caressed you're hair in a soothing way.

"J-joonie, it was awful."

"It was just a dream, you're safe." He whispered, you looked over his shoulder, everyone's faces filled with worry, even Yoongi. You let your glistening eyes linger on his, "Get some rest ok?" Namjoon asked, pulling himself away from the embrace, you grabbed his wrist.

"Stay."

He sighed, "I've got work to do, y/n." You pouted.

"I can stay." Jungkook spoke from behind Namjoon, who now looked at Jungkook questioningly, "I'll watch over her."

"Is that alright?" Namjoon turned whispering to you, You nodded, he gave your hand a squeeze and smiled sadly at you. He remembered you getting nightmares when you were younger, and having to hold you until you fell back asleep, he wished he could be there for you like back then but his work called. He lead everyone out of the room to continue their prior activities. When the door had shut Jungkook immediately climbed into the bed next to you, propping his elbow on the pillow next to yours, resting his head in his hand.

"You alright?" He asked, you laid on your back staring at the ceiling.

"It was just a bad dream." You told him, not wanting to elaborate. He simply hummed in understanding, "did you get any information off the weapon?" You asked quietly fiddling with the sheets in your hand.

"We don't have to talk about that, y/n." He spoke soothingly.

"I want to know, Jungkook, please." You turned your head to look him in the eye, letting him know you were serious.

"Well, while you were asleep, I began to analyze it. It's an oddly shaped knife, the letters N-C-T were carved into the handle. They seemingly want us to know who they are, but the question we're trying to figure out now is, why?"

"N-C-T? Who are they?" You questioned but Jungkook shrugged.

"Beats me, they seem to be another group and we can't underestimate them anymore," He spoke as he played with the ends of your hair, "You should get some more sleep."

You nodded, though deep down you knew you'd wouldnt be able to fall back asleep; That your subconscious would only torment you. He put his arm around your body, your mind wandering, feeling miles away from your physical body. The thoughts left in your mind turned over again and again; Who was NCT? What are they looking for? What are they trying to prove?

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jflove · 4 years

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Taekook/Vkook: From things I gathered so far

First of all, it’s just my thinking, I could be wrong. So if im wrong, then just think of this post as a fanfic. So, I started listening/watching BTS just this week. Yeah i know, very late for the party. but i dont usually listen to K-pop, so I came across them simply because they’re everywhere recently.

They amazed me like most of the world right now, i started to watch their interview or v-live vids just to know them better.

Then i saw a old news about they almost break the group in 2018, i was really shocked, so i watched the 2018 festa, heard that V talked about Suga write a long massage to him and end with I love you. then Suga said he also sent to another person.

then Jungkook raised his hand.

i found it a bit weird why he didn’t say it earlier, wait till Suga pointed out another person? But i didn’t think into it. the news commented that Suga cared for the two youngest members, and said the almost disbanded reason was pressure from the fame.

Then i came across those Taekook vids, lots of them with detail analyse, those were too many i can’t repeat. i grow up with Japan’s boy groups, those were K-pop’s beginning, so im no new to those fan service behavior. But I really feel this wasn’t the case.

The first one really bring up suspicious, is when Jimin asked if JK was happy, then JK said yes and thank fans.

I was really shocked to see that, because Jimin actually lower his voice, it doesn’t sound like a joke.

And also JK’s answer... i have to say hes not the best improviser on cover up. He stop for a sec then said something in a weak tone....

He didn’t ask why Jimin say that or anything, like a normal person been wrongfully accused. Just really nervous laughing.

Cute, but boi.

Then theres that famous sleeping together on a boat:

And also those v-live busted:

Jungkook wasn’t wearing clothes when V came, but they exchanged some shady text before. So theory was probably V told him hes coming but didn’t say he would bring the cam, so... poor JK.

Anyway there are lots of them, so im not gonna go threw everything. Just my theory: I would guess they probably started just good friends, they both has the same weirdness, and similar age. And JK said he think V really good looking a lot from the beginning. V would pet JK like a puppy and hug him every chance he got.

Though other’s like the little bro too, but clearly they were the closest.

And most of all, V likes(or needs) to hug something to sleep, and little JK didn’t like sleep alone. So they just naturally sleep together all the time. And other hyungs were used to it. they know each other more than any other members too.

at first I guess they started to make out around 2017, but now i think probably 14-15. I have to keep changing the timeline earlier because more i dig, more i think it happened very early. 2013 When the group started, Jungkook looked so shy and everyone teased him. V’s teasing a bit different, more intimate or inappropriate even. Like the pic above, JK often looks shy and tries to get away. There’re also a vid (I forgot where i saw it) everyone sit down talking, V held JK under his arm and grabbing his nipple, JK looked so uncomfortable and low key tried to get away. But that dynamic soon changed, JK suddenly more confident, can tease back, and possessive of V. i think they started to make out during that time. explain why JK used to so awkward when V teased him, because he got aroused by those joking behavior and embarrassed. But after confirmed that the feeling was mature. He’s all exciting and totally in love. But I don’t think they really consider the other one as lover till 2016, could be when V left the group for the movie shooting, the separation made them realized their own feeling. if i can be a bit pervert, i would say before that could just jerking, making out, normal stuff. but 16 or 17 are the time they really doing it and become lovers.

this vid was form 03.24.2017, i saw it from other people’s great vid. pls go watch it, so informational. In this vid you can hear some kissing sound. I used to think this time was they first build up the real sexual relationship so they couldn’t control themselves. But now i think maybe because company were(are) pressing them, so its their way to get back. So as those sneaky tease, it’s their way to express their feeling under the company rules.

Maybe at first was boys fooling around, but it turn to real general love very quick. It’s not just some dazed and confused, they supported each other in a high pressure industry full with adults. Train together, work together, live together. That would definitely create a strong bond. And I believe them made each other grow a better person. V becomes more thoughtful, discovered his ability on dancing, singing, and song writing. And the very capable JK becomes more caring, confident, and found his mental support he can always rest his head when he really tired.

The another shock for me was the behind scene of Winter Bear.

first of all, JK isn’t in the credit so why was he there lol? Second, that phone lol. JK’s symbol is rabbit. so no matter who that phone is all quite suspicious. Although there’re some camera sound, but it doesn’t looks like another person was shooting, the sound and camera shift could edit in. or just ask the camera person leave the camera after couple shoots. Anyway, i think the camera was on the bed was the tiny movement matched their move so it could be just mattress bouncing. But the important thing i want to talk about was this:

That damn boi was freaking jerking off right?! His top all opened up, his left hand was under the cover, and there were some tiny panting and chest movement... i watched like at least 20 times, its gotta be. And there’s a cut couple sec later, changed to JK singing winter bear with a smirk face.

cus he freaking knew the song is about him. yeah. I think V made that song cuz JK. He said before that JK really hates people waking him up. so i guess kinda like a bear?

Then there’s the walking with JK’s dog scene. Before the behind scene came out, people argued about whether JK was involved. But now, yeah, i would say he probably the person filming since he already filming V a lot on his personal account “golden closet film“... do i even need to say anything about the name?

Back on the bear.

V only held one bear, and the finishing had two bears.

Two bears, how could that be any more obvious?? Two bears, two boys likes to sleep together. do the math.

do you even wanna talk how close he and the person filming? don’t think a professional would film like this. and the look in V’s eyes, the tiny smile on his lips... im tired to go over this, why do i even need to point out? use your eyes.

So, conclusion, I think they were in love since 2017. And the other members all know about it. There are so many slips i wouldn’t gonna talk about it. it’s already a super long post.

Next, it’s the interfering phase. 2018.

Anyway, Korea is not a gay-friendly country. And they have mandatory military service, which V and JK haven’t done. if you’re gay in Korea military, you could face jail time. And not to mention coming out in anywhere would be hard. The company started to separate V and JK, they won’t be in the same vid, even arrange different schedule for them. If it’s a group activity, then they couldn’t stand next to each other without others cut in-between.

I imagine its not a great job for the hyngs, probably why they talked about disband. Yeah, I went back to the first question i got and finished my quest. i think i found the real reason. and it explains why-->

See when Jin said it, V was looking at another person on his right side with that intense look, tell me that's not a look you look at someone you love but couldn’t be with.

And V all broke down, finally JK couldn’t watch it anymore.

I can’t find a close up, but i remember seeing in some other vids. JK was holding his tear and put on a calm face but you can see how hard he gritted.

it’s hard to find because they all got ban by the company. maybe my post would too... i heard there was a vid on YouTube point out the same thing and got ban by bighit. so... anyway. if you think im right, you can make a copy of my post and re-post it. don’t worry about copy my words, i don’t mind. if a lot of people did the same thing, then there would be no point to ban.

IM NOT DOWN HERE!!

That’s talk about this v live: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfHecRN_dLk

if you didnt watch it, go find it on youtu. This vid are so... all over the place. I didn’t understand till some great analysis (see the link above). i couldn’t go throw all the details why how or what... if you don’t believe, why you even read till here?

Simply says, company wanna hide that JK and V was staying in the same room, so they probably ask V to leave the room, but V came back in the middle, everyone was super awkward, so Jin and Jimin left. V looked sad and pissed. He wouldn’t leave, so company sent someone to ring the bell, and told JK to ask V to leave.

see how uncomfortable that JK had to ask V to leave. i feel so bad for them both, had to follow those company stupid rules and pretend their relationship. How would that feel when you have the love one so close to you, but you can’t touch, can’t hold each other, can’t even say how important that person meant to you.

They’re in their 20s! they should be having fun with each other, posting those sweet pics and showing off their boyfriends, having the best. Instead, they can’t even stand together in public photo shooting.

People even thought they have issue with each other, can you imagine how insult that would be? have to see your fans pairing you and your lover with other people, but couldn’t say anything.

Then, that’s talk about the new album. because i think they’re not gonna be quite for long. remember RM made a speech in UN about not just love yourself, also need to speak yourself? I think they are gonna speak, that’s why RM hinted in this interview:

yes form the same youtuber, go find the vid. He say something big could be coming, i do think definitely could be JK and V coming out. see how serious JK’s face? this kid got frown lines in just a year! People were shock that he looks much grown up in “ON”, i just feel sorry for him. hes only 22, he shouldn’t have to grow up so much. But love would do this to you, the things you do for love age you. V seems much older too, i couldn’t imagine how much pressure hes under.

And we have to talk about the songs.

First, Jungkook’s My time. He said the same thing about have to grow up fast. Of course industry would do that to you, but he was always quite happy till couple years ago. love do make us weak and hurt, some love just harder than the other. In his song, he said don’t know what’s his time, I think maybe he was thinking about when to come out? But eventually he definitely will, because his song was for V, the lyric mostly was easy to understand, but

Even if it's opposite of sun One time for the present (one time) Two time for the past (two time) these three lines i think sun means V’s name? probably means even against what V wants? but the one or two im not sure, how many times he disagree with V?

And time, my time, does that mean sexuality? or just simply means he couldn’t have time with V? so many possibility...

But i really wanna talk about V’s inner child. That’s the reason why i spent 4hrs writing this long ass post with my broken english. Not even sure would any one even bother to read... Because after everything i know and believe about V and JK, when i read the lyric i see a totally different song. a heart break love song for someone he knows for so long, when they both young. (im tearing up again) OK, call me imagine things all you want, if there’s a small chance they really are lovers and this song was for JK... just pretend that and read+listen the song again.

At that time, we had it tough While looking up at those stars in the sky, too far out of reach You at that time, didn't believe in galaxies But I saw it, a silver galaxy It must have hurt, it must have been so difficult I ran towards the endless light

The first part is the beginning of their story, they wanna be like those stars, but JK wasn’t sure about himself. V believes they can make it. so they went for it, even have to go through all those lies and suffering.

and the chorus...

It tingles, that summer day's air The cold sounds of the grey-lit streets I draw in a breath and knock at your door We gon' change

maybe how things happened? Not sure the summer is a metaphor or a real time though. this change means they fell in love.

Now I wish we would smile more It will be okay, because today's me is doing fine Yesterday's you, now it's all clear I want to hug the many thorns in the budding rose The smiling kid, the child who was always laughing brightly When I see you like that, I can't help smiling

The second part is breaking my heart. I think hes telling JK not to worry about him. He doesn’t mind those thorns(all the obstacles they have to face), he want the rose(JK or their love relationship). And the smiling kid part just makes me cry every time. The line “Yesterday’s you”, Im not sure means he can sees JK’s grown up, or... When i sense that their relationship might be the almost disband reason, i think probably one of them wanted to go against the company, open their relationship. But the other one refused. That’s why they end up still the same. I thought was V wanted to open, because he’s more don’t care about what people think kinda person. but now i think might be JK. That’s why V was crying so hard on the stage, because hes the one hiding. He felt sorry for JK, and JK held him showed he support his decision. And if that’s true, then the whole “yesterday you” could means that V understand why JK want to go public now. Another thing why i suddenly think JK is the one wanted to come out, is the “Golden Closet Film” name. And It’s started at 2017.11.08... probably the time they talked about coming out, but decided not to, he was frustrated and felt been pressed by the company into this glamorous closet.

the chorus this time means another change, maybe they broke up, or put a hold on their relationship. but i would think... maybe when V made the song, he didn’t know what would happen. this song was what he wanted to say to JK, so he could bring this song to JK and play or sing to him. See what would he choose.

Therefore comes the next part which is dancing in my tears:

Tonight, if I reach my hand to yours Can you hold that hand? I'll become you You just have to look at my galaxies Be showered with all those stars I'll give you my world The lights illuminating your eyes, they're the me of now You’re my boy, my boy My boy, my boy, my boy

Is V asking JK to come out with him? i couldn’t figure out every single words mean but i don’t have to, that’s something V said to JK, the meaning belongs to them, we can just shared a bit of his emotion. there are just so many love and begging, calling for the boy he deeply in love with. every single word hurt me deeply because they are so real and pure.

If someone wrote something like this song to you, you need to grab that person tight. You might never meet another person could love you more than that.

I don’t know if JK hold V’s hand, like I said in the beginning, i could be all wrong and this is just a fanfic. But it’s the ending, if you still with me. let me make a wild guess...

If they come out on one of the coming concert, that would be epic. I worry for them of course, I wish them nothing but happiness. I truly don’t want to see this great kids suffer anymore. So maybe its a good thing if im wrong, or the storm might swallow them all. No matter what, i will keep supporting them, hope most of the army too.

#taekook #vkook

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tentacledipity | four

➛pairing: jimin x reader

➛genre: alien au, space au, soulmate au, wanted au, smut (coming)

➛rating: sfw

➛words: 8.1k

➛warnings: none! well, a sprinkle of grinding and tentacle mentions but other than that *shrugs*

➛notes: finished this in the early hours of the morning so please dont mind any spelling or grammar mistakes if there are any pls & thank u!! also thank u for being so patient, uni isn’t kicking my ass per se but it’s definitely taking up a lot of my time these days! i hope u all like the next does of tentacle adventures!

ps; I will add links at a later date! pls enjoy & lmk what u think!

This tale starts, as any good fiction does, with a girl crash landing on a foreign planet. And, like any good fiction, it follows a theme of serendipitous happening, and tentacles. Behold, serendipity and tentacles— or dare we call it…. tentacledipity.

— posted; 23.04.2019 // ↞ prev. || four || next ↠

“What, you’re not even going to try and stop me?”

At your question, the two males shared an exasperated look.

“Well, no,” Jongin answered plainly, pointing an accusatory finger your way as he narrowed his eyes halfheartedly. “What is the point? You are just going to get away, anyway.”

Your incredulous gaze was drawn to Jongdae next, as he continued where his partner left off. He seemed entirely too pleased with himself, lips curled in a smug, kittenish grin and his expression sly, marks coloured light yellow. “Besides, we are no longer required to watch you. We have been relieved of our duties. Which, personally, I am more than glad for. I think I have aged more than ten sweeps from the stress alone of trying to keep track of you. Really, are all humans so slippery?”

“No, probably not. Just me.” You shrugged in answer, before his earlier words caught your attention and you gaped. “Wait—what do you mean ‘relieved of your duties’? I’m free?”

Jongin shrugged, stretching indolently across the cushioned swing that you’d found him and Jongdae reclining on, out on a patio near your rooms, when you’d attempted to sneak out of the wing. Now that you thought about it, they did have a particularly carefree air right now, something you weren’t really expecting considering how wired you’ve seen them some days. Jongdae swung one leg over the other, completely lax. The action left you in a state of shock, almost.

You continued to sputter for a moment, your brain unable to comprehend the sudden change in the status quo. Sure, this whole time you’d protested the fact that they thought you needed babysitting—ignoring the fact that it was thanks to an incident that came about thanks to you being a dumbass. But, if you weren’t under ‘watch’ anymore… who were you going to have fun evading and escaping? This was the highlight of your days sometimes, what were you going to do now that you couldn’t do it anymore? This felt like a big disruption to the routine you’d established here.

“Do not know, do not care,” Jongdae smiled at you. “We have not been told what will be happening.”

“Wh-what so I’m just, I’m just supposed to sneak around and pretend there are people trying to catch me?” you burst, feeling a little indignant. They should have consulted you first! This was unfair. “Who am I supposed to torment when I’m bored? Who am I supposed to trick with sweets and flee while they’re distracted?!”

Jongin lurched forward, eyes wide. “So you ADMIT that you did that to trick us!”

“No!” you wailed, mournfully. You turned away, dramatic as they likely expected you to be. “They were friend gifts… but I guess they mean nothing now. I’m… I’m leaving. I’m ending my friendship with you two. I’ll…I’ll find some other guard friends— better guard friends— who will chase me as long as I want them to!”

You stomped your foot, fighting a smile at the sound of their barely restrained snorts. You give them a half-hearted glare over your shoulder before turning and yelling, “Don’t look for me! You won’t find me!”

The second you started to walk away they could no longer hold their laughter and the sound of it makes you grin as you retreat down the hall, not bothering to try and sneak as you had earlier now that you knew no one was there to catch you. It was oddly liberating, to be honest, and you didn’t quite know what to do with the freedom. Maybe that’s because even when they were ‘watching’ you, you weren’t exactly restricted. Really, it was a wonder Jimin made them try for so long when it clearly had little to no effect.

Your arms swung a bit as you walked, a bounce in your step. You can’t even remember where you were going in the first place now. It wouldn’t surprise you at all if you didn’t even have a destination in mind when you left your room, actually. You’d been a bit lost in your thoughts lately.

There was a certain someone to blame for it.

As usual, the source of your dilemmas and deep-thinking was the ever-elusive Mister Jimin. Except, after the events of the other night in the hall, which were still painfully fresh in your memory, he had lost his right to the ‘elusive’ title. He hadn’t been bothering to try and avoid you any longer, something that kind of made you want to scream. It was what you wanted, yes, but not quite so soon and so intensely. You’d been in withdrawal for weeks and then he’d gone and given you such a big hit at once that you weren’t ready for it. You’d probably need another three weeks to come to terms with the male’s sudden flip that night and following one-eighty change in behaviour.

You were a little ashamed and excited to admit that he’d completely turned the tables and now you were the one frazzled and flustered. You couldn’t see his face in the halls—an alarmingly much more common occurrence after that night—without thinking of how it had felt when he pushed you to the wall, the way his body slotted so perfectly against yours. Every time your thoughts strayed to the memory the very same butterflies you felt that night returned with renewed vigour and you were flustered all over again.

Was this how he felt? All those times you tried so hard to fluster him? God, perhaps you were more annoying than you initially accepted.

You weren’t sure how you felt about the fact that the dynamic between you had shifted so suddenly and so sharply. Admittedly, that night if he had asked you to get on you hands and knees you wouldn’t have even blinked before doing so. The look in his eyes, the tone of his voice…. They brought out a side of you that didn’t see the light of day that often. Honestly, you’d spent a lot of nights reflecting on what happened and you’d since realised that there wasn’t much that you wouldn’t let that man do to you.

Even so, you weren’t a submissive person by nature, despite your inclination in the bedroom, and you really didn’t want him to think that was the case. You wanted to give back as good as you got, and every time you left your room you steeled yourself to doing so should you run across him.

Except it was a little easier said than done. Despite your affirmations, the second you caught sight of him the butterflies would return and you’d turn tail and run. It was shameful, and you were incredibly embarrassed at your own behaviour. Your mother didn’t raise a coward! It was just that, perhaps, you were a little more rattled and flustered than you allowed yourself to believe.

You realised you needed to be more firm with yourself, though. You needed to make yourself stay and interact with him or you’d never get over the ridiculous butterflies or the way your heart flipped and your pulse started to race. Again, today, you steeled yourself and resolved yourself to sit through the suffering if you happened to run into him again. At the slight tone of flustered panic that ran through you at the thought, you were quick to reassure yourself that it actually wasn’t that likely you’d run into him at all.

Well, historically you had been prone to being proven wrong when assuming such things and today wasn’t an exception.

In your wandering of the halls like a ghost with unresolved business in the material plane, looking for something to entertain yourself with, you happened to walk past a room that had a number of funky sounds coming from within. Intrigued and able to smell entertainment from probably a mile away, you were eager to investigate once you saw that the door was slightly ajar.

When you pushed it open, you quickly realised that you probably should have waited and listened to the sounds a bit more first. But, well, you were nothing if not an idiot and at this point, you were at peace with it.

“Stop! Stop, I am too old for this! Gods, Jiminie, where do you get all this energy from?!”

Confused as to exactly what you just walked into, you leant against the doorframe as you watched Seokjin bend over slightly with his hands on his knees to brace himself. He was wearing a different sort of clothing than you’ve seen before, the fit and material resembling more fitness-wear than anything. His breath came in short pants, apparently winded from whatever he and the other male had been doing before you walked in. Which, you realised quickly from the weapons along the wall and the cushioning along the ground, was… fighting?

Seokjin rattled something out in his native tongue and Jimin burst into laughter from where he stood, stretching a few feet away. He was dressed similarly to Seokjin and god if it wasn’t the most mouth-watering image you’d ever seen in your entire life. Deep blue material complimented his honey skin and raven hair perfectly, not that you thought there would be a colour that didn’t suit Jimin. His marks were a delighted summer yellow and the apples of his cheeks were flushed in slight exertion. Seokjin was in a similar state but unfortunately for him you were too whipped for Jimin to appreciate it as you should have.

Jimin said something you couldn’t understand to the elder male, who burst out loudly in response, “I have duties, you @#&@)#! Not all of us can do whatever we want, you know, I am the one stuck with the royal duties today! Find someone else to help you.”

Jimin was grinning, but seemed a bit disappointed at Seokjin’s answer to whatever he had said. A part of you wandered exactly what Seokjin had called him and you regretted that you didn’t know much kelkoe at all. Seokjin let out a pained noise as he stretched, closing his eyes, and all of a sudden you were overcome with the realisation that you were in the same room, in very close proximity, with Jimin.

Instantly, as you expected, the butterflies returned full-force to barrage the walls of your stomach. The sudden nerves made you feel bit nauseous and at once you felt the familiar urge to turn tail and flee.

No, you bit back the flight aspect of your fight or flight response. No, you said you wouldn’t run, and you wouldn’t. You needed to claim back a bit of control in the new dynamic you’d found yourself in with Jimin and damn it if you didn’t do it now then you never would. So, you did what you usually did whenever you had to do something not so desirable to you at the time and turned your brain off.

“Find someone to help him with what?”

The attention of the two males was instantly on you, Seokjin instantly appearing a cross between amused and sly. You didn’t like that one bit, and quickly raked your eyes over the other male. A mistake—he was surprised at first but the way his features melted into a curious look and his eyes darkened into molten pools almost made your knees week, like you were experiencing your first crush all over again. God, damn it. This was harder than you anticipated. You couldn’t help but wonder if he recalled the events of the other night upon seeing you, like you did every time you saw him.

“Sparring,” Seokjin supplied a little too merrily, and it was almost like you could see the cogs turning in his head. “Kelkie have a lot of restless energy, so it is common practice and customary to have a sparring partner.”

“You two are sparring partners?” you queried, trying desperately to appear much less nervous than you were. Your voice didn’t tremble, so that was something, and at least you weren’t blushing. Yet.

Seokjin’s lips curled into a sly simper. “No, Jimin’s sparring partner is the King, actually. But, since His Majesty is still on leave and Jimin has had an awful lot of… pent up energy, lately, I have taken to being his partner in the meantime.”

Jimin shot the older male a glare at his words, and you couldn’t deny the stupid ripple of giddy hope that dared to bubble within you for a moment. You thought he’d say something to protest his words, anticipating banter, but were caught off guard when his gaze simply returned to you and you felt like you were suddenly in the spotlight once more. Your heart stuttered—shit, damn it. Stupid attractive alien. Your brain was still turned off so that you could remain riding a wave of pretend bravery, and you scrambled to make the most of it and recover.

“So, you need someone to spar with?” You looked to Jimin, interest and excitement leaking into your tone—and it wasn’t fake, in the least, despite your nerves. You almost kicked yourself for what you said next, though, a little too brave for your current state of hidden fluster. “I used to spar with my shipmates when we had long trips, it was always a lot of fun. I’ll spar with you.”

Very bold words from you since you knew how much stronger and faster kelkie were than you—you’d witnessed it one time when you tried to fix a piece of hair that was pulling your scalp from one of Joy’s hairstyles and she’d positively vaulted across the room at breakneck speed to smack your hands away.

Seokjin positively grinned, but Jimin’s face fell into an expression of protest. His dark brows drew together, lips tugging down at the corners.

“No,” he refused immediately, “You will get yourself hurt. I cannot spar with you.”

You sputtered, indignant, and felt a bit of your usual confidence return to you as you pushed from the door and walked forward a little bit. “What? Mister Jimin… are you afraid a weak little human is going to best you in combat? I suppose I understand, the shame for you would be unbearable…”

You’d poked the bear expecting him to continue resisting and refuting you, but to your complete and utter surprise the male’s expression shifted once more, his mouth snapping shut and jaw tensing as his eyes bore into you with a new sort of intensity. That look spelt trouble for you and boy if it didn’t send the most giddy, excited shiver down your spine. Were you perhaps a masochist? This might be the time Jimin finally snapped and killed you for being annoying but you couldn’t think of anything but how hot he looked and how good it would feel even if his hand did end up around your thr—

“That is an excellent idea!” Seokjin was quick to express his avid support, but you got the feeling from the shit-eating grin that never left his flushed face that he had an ulterior motive besides backing you up like a good friend. “There you go Jimin, nip that stress in the bud. I am off now, I have many duties to attend to. Don’t play too rough, children.”

With that he bounced, leaving you and a silent Jimin in his wake. You were still reeling from the abruptness of his departure when there was movement from the corner of your eye and you whipped to see Jimin walking further into the room. You could feel a shift in the air, a new sort of tension that tingled along the base of your spine and made your breath catch. Keep it cool, keep it cool— you needed to tip the scales back into balance.

“Weapons?”

You’d begun to walk further into the room to join Jimin, but froze in your steps at the sound of his voice. It was deeper, rougher than you’d anticipated—he’s back was still to you and though you couldn’t see his face you saw the tension in his shoulders and along firm lines of his back. The shirt was slim-fitting and clung to his form everywhere except the sides where, from about halfway down, the material sported a slit. You guessed it was so he didn’t get too stuffy and so didn’t pay it any mind.

You steeled yourself, summoning some of the confidence that had returned to you so fleetingly earlier, and moved closer, stretching as you did so. “None is fine.”

His jaw ticked as he sent you a curious glance over his shoulder before giving a short nod and turning to face you better. This was the first time you’d been in his presence for longer than three seconds since that night and you felt an absolute mess with each second more that ticked over. Fuck, it was fine, everything was fine. You just had to hold it together a little longer then your nerves would wear off and you’d be back to normal. Probably.

As he settled into a loose pose, readying himself for another ‘sparring’ session, his eyes wept slowly over your form. You squared your shoulders and kept the playful smile on your lips, doing your absolute best to ignore the frantic pattering of your heart against your ribcage. You relished the way his eyes darkened as you stretched your back and your shirt rode up a sliver, providing him the barest peek of your skin. You could tell as you slipped into a loose pose of your own that from the tension he still held in his form, he wasn’t going to be using his full strength on you at all.

You had no doubt he was going to go as easy on you as he could.

But then, if he wasn’t using all his strength and speed, how would he be releasing the pent up tension that these sessions were meant to relieve? He wouldn’t be, so there must have been another reason he was about to humour you and ‘spar’ with you. Your mind ticked it over for a bare second before it registered.

He was playing chicken with you.

Something had changed in him since your last encounter, after you finally seemed to push him over a line of sorts. He was no longer resisting, no longer flustering and growing embarrassed—he was poking and prodding back just as you had done to him from the beginning.

You nearly balked at the realisation, but schooled your features just in time. He wanted to tease, to play? Well, lucky for him playing and teasing was what you did best. A wave of excitement washed over you. Your nerves all but disappeared as you resolved yourself, intending to use this opportunity and treat him as you normally would. You wondered, which one of you would bow first?

He must have noticed the changed tone of your smile, as one dark eyebrow rose in question. He tilted his head, eyes boring into you with more intensity than expected. His marks shifted colours from plum to rose, to periwinkle. A sequence that you had no idea how to decode yet still made your stomach flutter instinctively.

“Are you ready, petal?” he asked, and the nickname nearly undid all the hard work you put into reclaiming your usual mojo.

“Of course, peach cheeks,” you fired back, smiling brightly. He tried to hide it but you saw the way his lips twitched and his marks flushed deep rose. Even so, he didn’t blush, and the observation made you both giddy and eager to try and pull the reaction out of him.

“You may make the first move,” he offered, keen eyes catching every twitch of your features and shift of your body. You’d learnt from Seokjin and Namjoon that the Kelkie were a race of elite warriors, and you could tell just from looking at Jimin and the way he regarded you that he knew how to read and predict moves in battle. You knew then, that you couldn’t turn this into a game of strategy, or he would best you before you even had a chance to have fun. He was stronger and faster than you, obviously, but you didn’t want to make this too easy for him.

You nodded, taking a moment to choose how to proceed before you threw caution to the wind and moved on instinct alone. He watched, waited, coiled and ready for whatever move you might give him first.

When you dipped then lurched forward, aiming a light hit to his face, he dodged with ease. He had a bit of an unreadable expression on his face before you moved, but now that you made the first swing and he was sinking into the sparring mindset once more, an excited glint began to make itself known in his eyes.

You were right in assuming he would hold back. He weaved out of the way, incredibly graceful, and twisted mid-movement to bring his knee up, aiming for your middle. He was fast, but you knew he could be faster—with an amused huff you slipped out of the way and took a few light steps back before darting forward once more to try and jab his ribs. Like that, the two of you began to fall into a pattern.

Something about sparring always set your blood alight, and you could tell the same was the case for the alien dodging and weaving your light-hearted swings. The thought excited you, and you couldn’t help the laugh that bubbled from your throat as he swung and you spun out of the way just in time. You continued like that for the next few minutes, grinning uncontrollably at the sound of the huff he’d let out each time you dodged. So far, despite your occasional swings, you had been on the defensive. Even then, there was no heat or urgency behind his attacks. You wanted him to put a little more effort in.

His breath sped up the longer the two of you moved, his expression morphing. Slippery was how the guards had described you, and slippery was what you proved to be now. He was holding back almost all of his strength and speed, but he still should have been able to grasp you with ease. Yet each time he threw a hit or reached to grab you, you would dip and dodge, dancing out of the way. His stomach gave an excited flutter, the muscles of his back tingling. That was what this was—the way you were moving and interacting with him, reading his movements enough to flee but not to counter, with enough push and pull that it kept him on his toes…

It was like the two of you were dancing.

It was nothing like sparring with his own kind, yet he felt his heart stutter and kick into a higher gear in excitement nonetheless. You had a habit of making everything so exhilarating. The more you pulled back only to push lightly, prodding him and luring him to make a move for your gain, the more he felt himself slip into it. He was no longer moving with the intent to humour you or anything along those lines—he felt it, deep within his abdomen, the knot of longing forming once more. He wanted to chase, to catch you. And with each smooth dodge and light-footed prance out of reach you performed, he felt himself growing more and more riddled with the need to fulfil that instinctive desire.

It was as though you could feel the change in him, the longer the two of you tangled. You could sense a shift and, true to your nature, immediately went to exploit it.

“You’re so slow, peach cheeks!” you let out a breathless giggle as he lurched fluidly and tipped his body in a roundhouse kick of sorts. You ducked, darting forward and trying to land a hit on his gut as he righted himself. “Are you sure you beat Seokjin? You barely—”

The male didn’t even need to respond, as your smug tone was cut off the second his hand flew to grasp your fist before it could make contact with him. Your heart lurched into your throat, breath catching, as he adjusted his grip and tugged you forward, completely off balance. You crashed into his chest with your own, his other hand wrapping around your wrist like iron as he pulled them both behind your back with ease. You were arched into him with your heart racing, stomach flipping. He stared down at you with a dangerous curl to his lips.

“I thought I told you not to push so hard, petal,” his voice was so breathy and low it was absolutely sinful, a shudder rolling down your spine. You could barely tear your eyes away from his own, heat flushing over your skin. Weak as you may be for him, you refused to give in so easily.

You felt his breath brush your face before you shoved your rapidly-returning nerves away and leant up, lips brushing his ear and the cool metal that dangled from it. Your playful tone had his grip tightening “But I like the end result.”

You felt him stiffen in shock, posture turning rigid; apparently he hadn’t been expecting that. You used this to your advantage, breaking out of his hold and snapping your hand around one of his wrists instead. You darted back then danced around him, pulling his arm with you until you were completely behind him. While he was still dazed your free hand whipped to grab his other one, pulling both behind his back and pressing against it in a mockery of the position he’d just had you in. The sound of his breath catching in his throat made your stomach dip giddily.

Deciding to push further while you had him in this position, knowing he’d snap out of it and turn the tables in the next second or so, you pressed a teasing kiss to the nape of his neck, breasts pushed to his upper back. The move was dangerous as it kept you within his reach for longer, but at the shudder you felt move through him you deemed it worth it.

Unfortunately for you, right after that reaction he jerked into action and broke his wrists out of your hold. Letting out a soft squeak of alarm that bled into a short giggle, you leapt backwards and danced out of the way as he spun and lunged for you. The dance began anew.

Except this time, Jimin had changed his tune yet again.

His marks were stained rosy-purple, shifting to wine each time he neared you. His moves became less hits and kicks, and more dives, lunges and grabs—and each time he got closer to catching you in his hold you couldn’t help the way your heart leapt in anticipation and excitement, pulse racing. The way he moved was so incredibly graceful and fluid, like a predator in its natural element, and numerous times you were so mesmerised it almost got you caught. Still, you managed to evade him, and the longer you did so the more worked up he got. Faster and faster, molten gaze never losing track of your form. You wouldn’t be able to catch him like this, you realised; you’d have to let him get close first.

You meant to lure him in purposefully, but in one of your bids to dance out of his reach you ended up stumbling over your own feet—immediately, he pounced. Your arms flew to the side in an attempt to reclaim your balance but you didn’t get the chance to follow through. Jimin dove forward, powerful thighs keeping him stable and propelling him to you faster than you could register. His hand closed around your wrist, using your arm and off-kilter state to turn you before releasing it and looping his arm firmly around your middle instead. The breath whooshed out of your lungs as you were yanked backwards, back meeting his chest as he contained you in his iron grasp. A shot of arousal spiked down your spine as his other hand whipped up to sit over your throat, grip loose but still present, thumb pressing into the soft flesh and fingers tilting your jaw up and head back.

You were sure he could feel your harried breaths, hell could probably even hear the way your heart was currently racing. Your skin was damp with the slightest layer of sweat you’d worked up from your constant movement and activity. You could feel his own breath panting against your neck, his lips and nose brushing against the sensitive shell of your ear as he dipped his head.

“What did we say about saying things like that so carelessly, petal,” his voice was a sultry combination of a lilting purr and a teasing coo, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of your waist. Your hands flew to grip the forearm currently pressing against your stomach, before moving to his bicep. You attempted to shift stance and haul him over your shoulder, like you’d managed to do to old sparring partners so many times before—yet Jimin didn’t so much as budge. The thrill of being faced with such unwavering strength made your stomach dip and butterflies swarm.

You didn’t have the words to respond, instead letting out a soft gasp as he rubbed his thumb along the sensitive column of your neck. Your mind raced, thoughts stumbling over one another as you scrambled for how to proceed and what to do. He was about to win, in more ways that one, but alarmingly you couldn’t find it within yourself to care all that much. There it was again, the yearning to just give yourself over and let him have you. It was getting to be a bit like an old friend, at this rate.

Your sudden desires gave you an idea, however. You rolled your body suddenly, rocking your hips back against him and grinding your ass back oh so ‘innocently’. Unprepared and unsuspecting, the action wrought a sharp, lilting gasp from the male’s throat. You felt the way his grip weakened for the barest second and were quick to take advantage of it.

Spinning in his hold, as you pivoted on your heel you used the other to catch his ankle. The result was his knee buckling, leg knocked out from under him, and as you pushed him backwards the two of you fell to the floor in a heap. You landed atop him, as you’d intended, with your thighs either side of his slim waist and your crotch pressed over his. You were out of breath as you braced yourself on his chest, one palm flat against the top of his sternum with your fingertips brushing his throat in a mock ‘dagger’. His tongue darted to wet full lips.

“Playing dirty,” he commented in between panting breaths, eyes boring into you as his voice brushed your eardrums, thick and low—shamefully, it had your thighs tensing with the urge to close. At your almost imperceptible shift, his nostrils twitched and his pupils blew up, hands suddenly on your hips with a firm grip. He didn’t move after that, but you felt the way his entire body tensed.

“I’m not above it,” you smiled, struggling to catch your own breath. You pushed your hands from his chest, leaning back, and in the process of shifting your weight unintentionally ground your core against him. His fingers instantly dug into your hips, leaving a delicious ache in their wake, as a soft groan that almost sounded like a growl slipped from his throat.

“You—”

“Jimin-ssi, I am terribly sorry to interrupt, but Seokjin called for you—there is an issue that requires your input.”

You jumped, startled beyond belief by the sound of a voice at the doorway to the room, and scrambled off of Jimin instantly. When you turned to see just who you expected, you offered a glare. Joy smiled back, unapologetic and clearly amused at the situation she’d walked in on.

Jimin sat up, a hand coming to pat his lower back—you watched the motion, wondering exactly why he did it but unable to suss a reason out. He turned to face you, eyes dark and swirling with something you couldn’t name but that made your heart skip a beat in anticipation nonetheless, before he rose to his feet and walked coolly to the door. You weren’t ashamed to say that you stared at his ass as he went.

“Understood, let him know that I will be there soon. I have… something to take care of first.”

Your brows furrowed in confusion as you wondered exactly what he had to take care of, but he was slipping through the doors with a hand pressed to his back and gone before you could think to ask. You might have been confused as to what he meant, but Joy seemed to be in the loop and very amused by it.

“I see you’re making progress in wooing him,” she observed, tone playful, and you rolled your eyes as you hopped to your feet. Now that you were no longer distracted by Jimin, you could feel how sweaty and sticky you were from the whole ordeal. Ugh, exercise. A wave of embarrassment coursed through you at the sudden thought—did he notice your gross state when you were on top of him? How humiliating.

“Yeah… Maybe,” you said, dusting off your bottoms. “I’ll gossip with you later though, first thing’s first I need a shower. Do all of you really spar that often to get your energy out? In this heat?”

Joy’s eyes lit up at this titbit of information, the long raven plait down her back swinging as she tilted her head. “Oh, so that is what you were doing? Interesting take on the practice, I will admit.”

You wanted to send her another half-hearted glare but found her words too funny to be able to pull it off. A snort escaped you instead, “Hardly. He went far too easy on me for it to be considered a real spar.”

The female snorted, her marks colouring a delighted blue-green in her amusement. “I am not surprised. Jimin is faster and stronger than most kelkie so I do not imagine he would use anything close to full strength when sparring with you. Interesting that he agreed, though.”

You hummed, unsure how to process her words just yet. “Huh. Well. I’m gonna go back to my rooms and get changed, I’ll find you again later. I have some…. Questions.”

Joy raised an eyebrow but you merely offered her a grin as you left. “See you! And don’t forget to tell Seokjin whatever Jimin wanted you to.”

She rolled her eyes, muttering a curse under her breath before she gave a wave in farewell. “Goodbye. Take your time, please.”

You couldn’t help you laugh as you ventured further down the hall, “I won’t!”

x x x x x x x

True to your word, as soon as you were done bathing and changing you zipped off down the halls in search of her for your promised interrogation session. You were expecting it to take much longer than it did for you to actually track her down.

When you found her, it was on a balcony with Namjoon, who she appeared to be playing a board game of sorts with, and Yoongi, who was to the back napping on large cushion in the sun. He protested whenever you called him a cat and then went and acted just like one, you couldn’t help but laugh.

When she caught sight of you, Joy seemed surprised. “Oh, you really did have some questions you wanted answered, did you?”

Namjoon looked at you curiously after he moved a piece on the board, taking advantage of Joy’s momentary distraction. You wondered what he was thinking before his lips adopted a sudden sly quirk and his teasing tone greeted your ears, “Got up to some fun this morning, did we?”

You rolled your eyes, pulling out the third chair between them at the table and flopping into it with all the attitude you could muster. “I whooped Jimin’s ass in hand-to-hand combat, if that’s what you’re asking.”

Namjoon laughed and Joy snorted, the former clearly having been told what kind of scene Joy had walked in on earlier.

“By playing dirty?”

“My specialty.”

Another chuckle rumbled from his chest as he shook his head, turning back to the board. You allowed a brief moment of silence to settle over you as you watched the two of them make a move. When you couldn’t immediately figure out the point of the game, you gave up your observation.

“Anyway, about those questions I had,” you said suddenly, making the kelkie female to your right smile and shake her head. “I’ll ask them now, since you’re not busy.”

Another snort of amusement and she turned her head in your direction, dark eyes glimmering with mirth and marks glowing soft orange. “Of course, since I am not busy. Go ahead, I know it must be burning you up inside. Has it been unbearable?”

You nodded dramatically, ignoring Namjoon’s eyeroll. “Yes, incredibly so. I haven’t slept in days.”

You received another laugh for that and could barely keep your face straight as Joy shook her head, placing her elbow on the table and leaning her face into her palm. “Well, cheeky human, what is it you are curious about?”

You bit your lip, pondering what you wanted to ask first for a moment before deciding to cut to the chase. “Well, I want to know—why is it that every time I tease Jimin he runs away holding his back?”

It was an innocent enough question in your mind, but the reactions you received made you think that the answer was otherwise. Namjoon choked on his own spit, and Joy’s eyebrows shot up as she clamped her mouth shut and looked very much like she was trying not to laugh. A strangled sound from the side of the room told you that Yoongi had woken up and heard what you said.

Confused, you tilted your head. “What? What is it? Does he have back spasms or something? Wait, are your hearts in your lower back? Am I stressing him out so much he’s having heart attacks?”

To your complete and utter surprise, Namjoon’s face slowly began to turn bright red, and when you turned to peer at Yoongi you found his cheeks had coloured as well, the tips of his ears pink as he coughed and averted his gaze to the balcony. Joy was the only one who didn’t seem incredibly embarrassed at your question—on the contrary, she seemed to be having the time of her life.

“Oh, I love it when you humans ask things like this.” She was positively gleeful, grinning so wide that it actually concerned you a bit. “Your reactions are so funny.”

“What?” you pressed again, worried but also ten times more curious than before. “What is it? Come on, tell me.”

Joy, still grinning, sent Namjoon a pointed look and the male coughed, unable to meet your eyes as he cleared his throat and started, “Uh, well, y/n, you know that there are certain physiological differences between us and kelkies…”

You nodded, slightly impatient but clamping your mouth shut nonetheless in the hopes he would hurry up and continue.

“And you know, uh…” Namjoon looked like he wanted to melt into the floor, face bright pink. “Y-you know that uh, s-sometimes the differences are the ones we can’t see—”

“Spit it out, Joonie!” you couldn’t hold it in, wriggling forward on the seat and placing your palms onto the table. “Please, I’m dying to know, you can’t keep me in suspense like this—”

“y/n, you’ve seen porn, right? From Earth.”

You turned to face Yoongi at the sound of his voice, nodding as you did so. “Yeah, I have. Why? You need some? I had a USB of it with me on the ship, I can go look for it if you want—"

Namjoon choked, coughing and smacking his chest. You ignored him for the moment as Yoongi’s cheeks seemed to darken before he swallowed and continued. “So. Have you seen uh… you’ve seen Japanese animated porn?”

You stared at him plainly for a second, wondering if he was serious. “Uh… yes? Of course I have, I was a teenager too—”

Namjoon let his head slam onto the table with a loud groan, Joy letting out a delighted peal of laughter. Yoongi steeled himself and pushed on. “S-so you know, in the… in Japanese animated porn…”

“Say it for what it is, Yoongi,” you said. “Hentai.”

For a second the urge to kill you flickered in his gaze but he seemed to wrangle it quicker than usual. He let out a great, anguished sigh. “Why do I even bother—have you seen tentacle porn or not?”

“Of course I have, what does that have to do with—” you stopped short, his words ticking over in your head for a few seconds before your jaw dropped and you spun to face Namjoon and Joy with wide eyes and warmed cheeks. “No—oh my god, really?! Holy—”

Namjoon made a strangled, mortified noise and Joy burst into laughter once more as you stumbled over your words, a mess of thoughts zipping around in your poor monkey brain. As utterly shocked as you were in this moment, in a sense you also weren’t that surprised and, shamefully, the knowledge sent something akin to a shiver of excitement down your spine. Wow, you were really a bit depraved, huh? Then again, if you paid attention to the raunchy shit you watched in your teen years (and, if you were being honest with yourself, probably would still watch now if you had it) it would have been a bit telling.

“Oh my god,” you slammed your hands onto the table, on the absolute edge of your seat. “You guys have tentacles? For real? Where? How many? Do both males and females have them, or only—”

“Slow down, y/n,” Joy snorted, withdrawing from the table for a moment to recline comfortably in her chair. She crossed one leg over the other, seeming incredibly tickled. “One question at a time, or I will revoke your question-asking rights.”

You let out a horrified gasp, before instantly snapping your mouth shut and letting her answer the questions you fired at her so rapidly.

“To answer your first question, yes, kelkie do have extra appendages utilised in intercourse. We call them #%&$*@ but you humans describe them as tentacles and that seems to be easier for you to say, so we go with that.” At the sound of a foreign kelkoe word your mind blanked for a moment, but the rest of her words quickly sank in. Namjoon and Yoongi were still dying of embarrassment in the background, and you were a little embarrassed yourself but was by far overpowered by your burning curiosity.

“They’re used specifically for sex?!” you couldn’t help yourself, unable to contain your questions. Obviously, when one hears tentacles they think of certain scenarios, but you didn’t want to just assume. Learning that that was what they were literally for though… god, if it wasn’t enough to make you sweat like a sinner in church.

You could have sworn you heard Yoongi mutter, “I should have known she’d be horny for tentacles, who am I kidding,” under his breath in the background, but ignored it in favour of watching Joy’s features as she compiled a response for you.

“Yes, they are reproductive organs,” she said, a sly smile curling her shapely lips as she easily pinpointed the direction your thoughts were going. “Additional ones to those that some have found we have in common.”

You blushed, but still said what you thought as soon as it entered your mind. “Oh—I—two sets?”

Joy nodded, still very much amused. “Yes—and that is to confirm what you asked earlier, as well. Both males and females have them, but females have less.”

You let that sink in for a moment, mulling over the sudden overload of information, before your mind caught on to a certain detail that it had glossed over earlier and you balked. “Wait—you said you ‘some found’? Who…?”

At your words, both males in the room seemed to shrink in their seats, eyes everywhere but meeting your own. Joy snickered and they flushed bright red. A cackled built in your chest as realisation began to sink in.

“We have had a few celebrations and festivals in the time since the Queen’s crew arrived—you humans like to enjoy yourselves, don’t you?” She might have been teasing you as well as the other two males in the room, but you weren’t ashamed enough of your libido for it to have any effect. At this point, you’d been openly horny for Jimin for a while.

“Oh my god,” you whispered under your breath, eyes flicking between the two sheepish-looking males. The insinuation of what the extra appendages meant for their extracurricular romping in the sheets… you blushed.

Eager to return to your earlier line of questioning, lest you lose the opportunity altogether and they changed the subject, you forced yourself to turn back to a grinning Joy.

“So uh, where are they?” you inquired, somewhat gingerly. It would seem you had some tact left, after all. Joy snorted at your manner and tapped her fingers on the table, marks a cool, light blue.

“They are in two lines along the lower portion of the spine,” she informed you, tilting her head and watching your expression keenly. She smiled the second she saw you make the connection between what she said and what you saw. At your questioning look, she continued, “Yes, that has to do with why Jimin, ah… holds his lower back when you tease him. For the most part, they are hidden. They aren’t appendages that we have entire control over, and in many senses it is as though they have a mind of their own, following our base instincts and urges. When a kelkie experiences a certain amount of stimulation or arousal, they are prone to appearing.”

She gave you a moment for the information to sink in before you made the connection she was waiting for. “Oh, oh—wait so—so every time he slaps a hand to his back and runs away its just because I made him pop a tentacle boner?”

The female raised a brow at your choice of words but seemed to understand the slang enough to snort and nod her head. You heard Namjoon and Yoongi choke on a laugh, Namjoon slamming his head onto the table once more and disrupting the board game that had long since been forgotten.

“Yes,” Joy confirmed simply, lips twitching. “I do not think I ever saw him give such a reaction before you came along, though. I have to give you credit.”

It probably wasn’t something you should be preening with pride to hear, but you were anyway. “Ah, finally. My efforts are being rewarded.”

Yoongi shook his head, squinting at you. “How are you so… unapologetically thirsty?”

“We’re talking about Jimin, how can I not be?” you answered simply, before straightening in your seat and whipping a finger to point in his direction. “And let’s not be the pot calling the kettle black, mister! Word on the street is you’re just as horny as me!”

Yoongi balked, face paling before it began to cycle through about seven different shades of red, and Namjoon let out a strangled chortle.

“Don’t you have more questions for Joy?” Yoongi tried weakly to deflect the attention and change the subject, but to no avail.

“Well, yes, but I also have questions for you—and don’t think you’re off the hook either, Namjoon, I see you looking mortified over there.”

The two males let out long, arduous groans, and Joy erupted in delighted peals of laughter. What was going to be an informative afternoon for you was clearly going to be a very long one for them. You wriggled in your seat, getting comfortable, and dove in headfirst.

You were going to get as much information on this new discovery as you could.

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BTS reaction to rejectjng you Pt. 2 (continued angst)

Request: Hey can I request a pt2 of ‘BTS rejecting you’. In which they are really regretting their decision. Can you please make it extra angst. And btw your writing is really cool. Hope you keep updating. Looking forward. 😁😁💜

A/N this is some continued angst for all you angst people out there (me)

Part One

Part Three

Masterlist

Jin

You were at home, curled up on the couch watching cheesy romance movies on the television. How cliche of you, you thought. Moping around after rejection. You wrinkled your nose as the two main leads leaned in for a kiss, switching the channel.

".. With guest star BTS!" The television announced. Your finger lingered over the channel button, wanting to change it but you couldn't. "And now for an exclusive interview!" You kept watching, you didn't know why but you kept watching.

"Do any of the members have someone in their lives? Jin I've heard you've been seen hanging out with a friend a lot." The interviewer grinned at Seokjin, your heart tightening as pictures of the both of you flashed on screen. A picture he'd taken of you when he took you out to eat, a picture of the two of you at the amusement park, a selfie of your faces pressed together, your eyes closed in a smile while Jin made a kissy face at the camera. You remembered that day, Jin had hugged you when you made a funny joke, your heart had been pounding and your face had heated up. Your eyes stung. Jin just gave a wide, handsome smile and shook his head. "No no! We just, friends." He said in English, his korean accent heavy. The interviewer laughed and went onto the next question, the television screen went black as you smashed the power button. Tears ran down your face, you wiped them away as you turned to your phone. Jin had been sending you messages, asking how you were, if you were alright. It hurt, to have your best friend all over the place. The worst part was that you still loved him. So you finally replied, typed up a whole message of how you were fine. But halfway through it, you started to say something else.

".. But you know what? I'm not alright Jin. I miss you. A lot, and its stupid. But i still have feelings for you and I know you don't love me but i cant help it okay. So please just let me be, just let me forget you."

After you finished typing the message, you threw your phone out of frustration. A few minutes later your phone dinged with a response.

"Please call me. Please talk to me. I'm not letting you go Y/N, I'm not letting you go sad."

Namjoon

You really thought it would have been easier to cope with the rejection, but it was proving to be easier said than done. You couldn't get over it. Not when BTS was all over, not when you had to pass their dorms every single time you needed to go to the store. You'd even tried buying more food on your runs for groceries, just so you wouldn't have to go often.

You'd been running low on food, and today you were trying to go on a quick trip. You were hoping the dorms would be alone when you passed, but unfortunately that wasn't the case. As you were passing by, the members were gathered outside talking while waiting for their car to arrive. You stopped in your tracks, clutching onto the strap of your purse. Namjoon was laughing at something Jin had said, his lips pulling into a wide grin. He smoothed his hair back, saying something to Jimin you couldn't hear, that made Jimin laugh as well. The next time you blinked, you felt tears hold onto your lashes. You were about to turn and go home when Jungkook saw you.

"Y/N!" He waved, and the other members all looked at you and smiled. Namjoon on the other hand, froze as his eyes locked with yours. You pulled away, gave a small wave to the other members and respectfully nodded your head. Jungkook motioned for you to come over, but you shook your head.

"I'm sorry, I have to get to the store!" You laughed, not letting them know something was wrong as you sped past them. Namjoon was the only one not calling a goodbye out to you, his eyes watching you go. You wished you'd never fallen for that stupid smile in the first place, you wished you could've just been friends.

Yoongi

Was he just going to keep pretending like he didn't see you? Maybe he actually hadn't. You shook your head, of course he'd seen you. You walked into the cafe, he was sitting alone, looked right at you. No way he hadn't seen you. You put your head in your hand as you took a sip from the coffee in front of you. It had been many weeks since your confession to Yoongi, yet you hadn't been able to get over it. Whenever there was silence, silence while you were trying to sleep, while you were in a car, at work, eating. The thought of Yoongi always came back. You asked yourself if things might have been different, different if you would have just stayed quiet. Maybe if you would've kept being his friend, maybe over time..

"Why so glum?" Yoongi was sliding into the seat in front of you, much to your surprise. You stared at him with wide eyes, unable to answer at first.

"I uhm.. No reason." You coughed, looking away. Yoongi nodded, the awkward silence sitting in as he bit his lip. "Never got to apologize in person. Sorry. About that. If you're not busy then maybe.. Uhm sometime.." Yoongi shrugged a shoulder. You couldn't believe Yoongi was actually implying you two could hang out again. You wanted to accept, wanted to nod your head and smile. But it wouldn't move, you didn't nod. Or smile.

"I think, I need to go." Your feelings for him were too strong you told yourself, grabbing your coffee and standing up. Yoongi let out the breath he'd been holding while rocking in his seat, not looking at you. "Just think about it. Still have my number. I hope, anyways."

You nodded, and walked away.

J-Hope

You really regretted telling Hoseok to leave you alone. You missed his company, like really missed his company. Eventually you had told yourself that Hoseok wouldn't treat you any differently, and you came back to him. You kept talking, just as any friends would.. But deep down you knew you weren't just like any friends, you still had feelings for him. For the sake of your friendship, you didn't say a word about it, and today was the first time you'd be hanging out with him since the confession.

"Y/N! Look!" Hoseok excidetedly showed you a flower he'd picked off the ground after you came out of the movie theater. You came closer until you could smell the lavender scent wafting off of his freshly washed clothes, bending down to pick a flower of your own. You laughed at Hoseok's bright smile as he turned to give you a closer look, your faces inches apart. Your smiled disappeared as you looked up at him, his eyes meeting yours. The flower was suddenly forgotten, the two of you standing in the middle of the sidewalk gazing at each other. If this were a love story, this would be the part where the two best friends lean in and kiss, where their friendship turns into a relationship. But this wasn't some stupid love story, and you'd already tried that once.

"Im sorry." You looked away, threw the flower in your hand to the ground out of spite. " I thought I could but I can't. I- I still love you dammit." You couldn't stop the tears from coming now as you turned your back to him and started to walk away.

"Y/N!" Hoseok called after you, but you kept walking. Hoseok dropped his hands to his sides and sighed. "Don't go."

Jimin

"They left me Y/N." Jimin told you, seated across from you. You didn't know why you'd gotten yourself into this situation. You were home, got a text message from Jimin, and for some reason you'd actually texted him back and given him the chance. One thing led to another, and now you were talking about Jimin's love life in the booth of a restaurant.

".. What?" You asked, taken aback. Jimin looked on the verge of tears, collapsing back into the seat and taking a long drink from the wine on the table. "I told you I liked someone else. So I went out with said person. Thought they were great, lovely girl. Next thing I know I'm waking up to a text message saying we can't be together, turns out her boyfriend came back." Jimin shook his head. Your eyes went wide as you leaned in.

"She had a boyfriend??"

"Yeah."

"..Did you know?"

"Jesus- no! I wouldn't have dated her if I knew that." Jimin sighed as he ran his hand through his hair. You nodded. You felt bad for Jimin, but you still felt as if you shouldn't be talking to him. Because the only thing you could think of was how you still had feelings for him, and how he was single. Jimin seemed to notice you had something else on your mind, because he leaned in and looked at you. "Do you want to share your feelings?"

You looked up at him bitterly. "I already did. A few weeks ago, in case you don't remember." You shook your head when your voice cracked, you knew this was a bad idea. "I have to go, have a meeting in a few minutes." You said as you stood up, but Jimin stopped you.

"Wait!.. I'm sorry. I should have never let you go for someone else." Jimin sighed. "But you don't love me. Do you?" You asked, wanting to know. Jimin stared at you, his mouth open and unable to say anything. Tears stung at your eyes as you yanked your hand away and walked towards the door.

"I do." Jimin called. You froze.

"I do Y/N. Is just need to get myself together. I can't right now, I'm sorry."

Taehyung

You hadn't lost touch with Taehyung. You needed him, and he needed you. So you two had pushed away the events of the confession, buried it were niether of you could find it. At least, Taehyung couldn't find it. Your feelings were still there, even now as you sat in taehyung's kitchen watching him get drunk.

"Like seriously, I dont know what Namjoon's thinking." Taehyung slurred, his cheek pressed against the surface of his table. "I told him that it wasn't a good idea to accept so many interviews and he didn't listeeen, so now he has to put up a with the same five questions for the next few months. 'Who do you want to collab with? Who's your celeberity crush?' I swear if he asks me one more time!" Taehyung sat up and threw his hands up in the air, making you laugh.

"Poor Joon." You said as you took a drink.

"Do you still love me?"

You almost choked, turning to look at Taehyung who was looking at you with a genuine look of curiosity. "What?"

"Do you still love me." He repeated. You swallowed, rubbed the corner of your mouth and nodded. It was quiet, and then you were getting up and heading for the door. You couldn't face this situation all over again.

Taehyung jumped out of his seat, wobbled over to you as fast as he could and grabbed onto your arm.

"Wait! Please. Don't go. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable just don't go.."

You looked down at him and shook your head. "You're drunk Taehyung.. Call me in the morning." But then he was snoring. By the gods, he'd fallen asleep on your arm. You sighed, then spent the next few minutes dragging him to the couch and laying him down. What was it about Taehyung? Why couldn't you leave him.. Why did you still love him..

Jungkook

You told yourself you were over Jungkook, you were fine. You were 100% over the boy. At least that's what you wanted to believe. So when the members invited you to go have dinner with them, you agreed thinking that you had the right mindset. You could go to dinner with Jungkook there no problem, right?

Jin greeted you at the door, everything was going so well at the dinner table. Jin had made some really fancy looking ramen, and it was a thousand times better than the packaged ramen you'd been living off of before. Jungkook was quiet, there was an awkward atmosphere, but you were still enjoying yourself. You didn't speak to him much.. Until everyone finished eating. You told Jin you'd clean up, and Jungkook had stayed behind to help too. So you two were left alone.

"So.. They invited you over." He said, kind of nervously as you gathered up the dishes.

"Yeah." You nodded. "They did."

It felt weird, to be talking to him again. Like he wasn't the same person, even if you knew he was. You kept talking while you helped him clean up, but then it started getting more personal.

"Isn't it kind of.. Awkward though? The reason I haven't called you.. I didn't want to be weird between us." Jungkook said while looking down at the counter. There was a tone in his voice you couldn't quite identify, it sounded a bit like.. shame, empathy, the kind of way you talk to someone who made a mistake.

"Im trying to get over you." You spoke softly, as if afraid the word wrong word would spend you down a path you wouldn't come back from easily.

"How's it working?"

"..not good." You admitted, rubbing the back of your neck.

"Yeah its uhm. Not easy to get rid of feelings. I tried telling the members that. I told them having you here might be.. Strange. For the both of us." Jungkook nodded.

"You know, it sounds like you really don't want me here." You sighed, closing your eyes as you pressed your back to the wall. You wanted to hear Jungkook tell you that you were wrong, you wanted to hear him say that he did want you there and that it wasn't weird at all. That you were wanted. It hurt you even more when Jungkook didn't deny it. He just went silent. Your nose stung, you pinched at the bridge of your nose against your tear ducts. But then your throat started to get worked up too, and it was too late. Your fear was coming true, you were crying. You couldn't help it when all of the feelings crashed into you at once, the hurt you'd felt that Jungkook seemed to have forgotten you was too strong. The hurt that Jungkook wasn't fighting for you, and you had to remind yourself that he didn't care.

You pushed yourself off of the wall, not even wanting to see Jungkook's look of pity as you headed for the door. Namjoon stopped you before you could leave the dorms, pulled you aside and started asking what was wrong. The whole while, Jungkook could only stand in the kitchen and hear you cry in the other room, not knowing what to do.

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bangtanficrecs · 5 years

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Lost & Found Batch #18

The newest batch was long overdue ^^;; As always, if you happen to know the fic the ask is looking for, reply to this post or send us an ask with the request number and title/author. If you happen to know any fics from Past Batches, those are more than welcome as well. Thank you!! ~ Admin P

1) Hi! I think my ask got lost TT I was wondering if you guys know of a vmin fic on ao3 where they’re roommates and jimin likes tae and decided to seduce him by asking him to take nude pics of him, and tae ended up not reacting and then they admitted that they both liked each other? Or something along those lines. PLEASE HELP IT WAS SO AWESOME AND I LOVED IT :( thank you!!!

you're only brave in the moonlight by ameliabedelias

2) Hi!! so a while back i was reading a yoonseok fic on ao3, it was smut, and i wanted to read it again but i cant find it, i was wondering if you could help??? it was yoonseok and yoongi was a "beta" but soon found out he was an omega he called himself a "late bloomer"?? and hoseok walks in, they have sex, and i specifically remember yoongi feeling hoseoks dick in his stomach and "rubbing" it. i know its wierd but can you please help me find it???

A Test in What, Exactly, Is "Too Much" by Yooniefucks

3) Hello, I'm trying to find a fic that has taekook in it. I don't actually remember what the fic is about, but I remember that jungkook is a guard/knight and somewhere along the story, the Prince (?) finds out that jungkook is a werewolf since he was bitten as a child and he imprinted on taehyung, who's human if I'm not mistaken. The king took him in, and he used to be chained to a cage/cave (?) during full moon. It will be great if you can help me :) thank you! 💜

4) Hi, I'm trying to find this yoonjin fic were yoongi is walking home from an underground gig and it's late at night. He smells fresh baked goods and it leads him to a building he passes by all the time but never noticed before. He goes inside and jin fixes him a drink and gives him a muffin/cupcake. At the end jin reveals that he's magic and he cast a spell to find love. Thank you for your help!!

5) I'm looking for a yoongi/jimin fic where jimin is abused by his boyfriend (I think the author used a random idol) and yoongi catches on and tries to help but jimin is really damaged. The rest of the group lowkey knows jimin abused but don't know how to help. Sorry I can't remember lots of details but it was really angsty and good

6) hello, im looking for some kind of royalty fan fic where jimin was visiting yoongi’s palace/home? I can’t remember why but they weren’t close in the beginning. All I can remember was a scene where a bunch of boys were in a room smoking and playing poker (half naked?) and a young servant/slave who was able to play any piano piece after just listening to it once and in the end he left with a Russian man who made music.... thank youu

7) Ugh I seriously need help! I’ve been looking for this fic I lost for 3 days now, I really want to read it again! I’m going to be upset if it was deleted :( anyway, it was a fic where the boys were on their way to something and they got in a car crash but it was only Jin, Hoseok, Yoongi, Tae and Kook. Then Jin and Hoseok were kidnapped by a guy named Sung I think, and the fic focused on Yoongi and Tae and Kook traveling through the woods they crashed in looking for Jin and Hobi and then (pt.1) Jimin and Joon were at a hotel with their manager and they were convinced something was wrong and they wanted to go look for them. In the end they got rescued and they killed the Sung guy and Yoongi was shot and I just really want to find it again cause there was an unfinished sequel. I’m so upset. I hope this was enough to help you help me lookfor it!

8) YOOO what's poppin sis'. Can yall help me. I've been looking for this fic where the rap line is an underground rap line and like they perform cypher pt 3? Idfr the name but the main pairings were namjin and yoonmin. Thanks 🤪🤪🧡

9) Hi there! I was hoping you guys could help me find this fic - it's on AO3. It was multi-chaptered, completed, and was a collection of namjoon centric oneshots/drabbles. one of the chapters was inspired by the "princess princess" anime and featured joon wearing panties, bent over jin's lap, before yoongi came to rescue him from a bunch of onlookers. please help!!

10) Hi! I’m looking for a Yoongi/Jungkook fic. I’ve been searching nonstop for a few weeks and I think the author may have deleted it. The plot line is basically this: Jungkook is a medical student who falls in love with Yoongi and eventually loses his drive in the field. I know it has sexual content so it’s either M rated or E. One of the tags was ‘slow burn’ and ‘Jungkook cries a lot’. Thanks in advance!

11) Hello! In the lost chuchu batch 16, #13 is "I Can't Even" by handintheshot in Ao3. But I can't find a link of it. Also, I'd like to ask whether you know about the fic where jimin suddenly has a vagenay and then proceeds to have a hot threesome with jk and tae? If possible, can you please recommend me more like those? Thank you so much 💜

12) Hello! Do u guys know of a vmin pwp oneshot where taehyung has ADHD? They sit in a chair for most of it, and the premise has a slight focus on how Jimin makes it easier for Tae to sit still. It was really sweet, and I can't find it :c

13) I am looking for a 6+1 fic where Namjoon is homeless and in each iteration a different member takes him into their home and life. A recurring element is a cake decorating book that Namjoon borrows from the library - a page falls out detailing how to make a flower with icing, and he keeps it in his pocket. I have used my search-fu but I cannot find it. It was on AO3. I hope you can help, even if it's just with a possible name I can run via the Wayback machine! Thanks!

14) Hello! I would like to ask your help into searching for a story that I can't, for the life of me, find. It's a Yoonmin story but what I remember the most is that Jungkook works as a janitor in an office and he quits because his boss is horrible. However, Taehyung, whom his boss is interested in working with, will only sign the proposal if they rehire Jungkook, so the boss sends Jimin to do it, since Jimin is friends with the both of them. In the end, they all end up working at the same place. TY

15) Hello. I'm looking for a fic where the group had six members but Suga time travels/dimension travels and becomes part of the group as a secret member. I remember that Jin is doing a vlive and is squirted with a water gun but everyone thinks it's Jimin. And when it's reveled to be Suga he's in his dorm room and pulls a big super soaker from under his blankets. I hope that's enough. It's super specific but I can't seem to find it. I hope you can help me :)

16) hey i was looking for this soul reaper or angel?? au where jungkook dies and is taken to the shinigami/reaper realm by the reaper (i think it was yoongi) and i cant find it anywhere :(( i think he dies bc of his new friends and the fic opens with a scene where the reaper sends one of his murderers souls to hell? The reader finds out later i guess. Id really appreciate it if u could find that :(( thank you!

An anon believes it’s Naught Readings For Naughty Readers by supermans_crib, however that has been on AO3

17) Hi! I had recently lost one of the greatest ffs ever, it was a jikook au where they were in the military (?) and jimin had went into a stage sort of like heat and jungkook had to fuck him, he got hekka scared afterwords but they ended up liking eachother

as if it's your last by fatal (cumrich)

18) Hi! I'm trying to find a NamJin fic. I searched the fics here and my bookmarks on AO3 (since I swear I bookmarked it) but I can't seem to find it. It starts out where Yoongi is accusing Namjoon of not moving on. We find out that Namjoon and Seokjin are friends and Namjoon confessed to Seokjin and was rejected. Things get complicated when Seokjin keeps coming around and even interfering with someone Namjoon starts dating. Memorable scene, Seokjin chasing Namjoon in the dark screeching his name.

everything moves on by fruitily

19) Hello. I am looking for a namgi fic where yoongi works in an old bookshop and likes wearing feminine clothing , and namjoon works at a cafe but visits the bookshop often. Namjoon likes art and philosophy but is scared of his parent's reactions so yoongi tells him to fuck society and to "wake up from your sad life and figure out who you are", they eventually kiss as well. I read it on AO3. Your help would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.

20) Hi! I was wondering if y’all could help out with a fic I remember reading? jimin pining for yoongi and for some weird reason I remember a specific scene where jimin (whose brought food for yoongi) waits for yoongi outside of (a studio?) falls asleep waiting and wakes up when yoongi and someone else walk out. Jimin had wanted to eat with him I think but yoongi either says that he’s already ate or is headed to eat with the person. It’s unrequited feelings for a bit of the story.

21) There was a fix where yoongi was a prince and he went out and on the way met all the members who were disney princesses, it was a parody kind of, min yoonji was sleeping beauty and she went back to sleep again and from her castle members got a cat and kittens, can you please find it

22) Hello! I read this fiction a loonnggggg time ago where vminkook were in high school detention I think and kook could read minds and read tae's mind once and hes thinking about potatoes so he calls him potato boy but then the next time tae's thinking about fucking jimin and like yeah LOL I think they all end up in a threesome at the end but yeah I dont remember the title or author ))):

23) what’s that fanfic when it’s an au one of them is overweight and they join their school gym or something? and fall in love with the person who trains them. and there’s this beach scene and a car wash scene near the end. been looking for it for a while, hope you can help!

24) hi! i’m looking for a fic i read a while back, i think it was vmin and one of them had been hurt so the other got them off and they ended up in a relationship i think? pretty sure it was cannon compliant too! thanks!

25) so tae is a student and jk is a professor. jk is engaged to this woman (mina?). basically they are both straight but end up falling for each other so before jk gets married he plans to break up with the girl but she blackmails him with pics of him and his student and turns crazy. i don’t rlly remember what happens after that but later they eventually end up together. i think it’s ab 10 chapters. i’m pretty sure i read it on ao3!

26) Hello! I was reading this taekook fic on ao3 but I forgot what it was called ☹️ basically jungkook travels back in time and kidnaps his last self to tell him how in the future Tae kills himself, so jungkook tries to get his past self to be nicer to Tae and stop him. Past jungkook thinks that Tae cheated on him but he was actually forced to have sex with his “boss” but jungkook doesn’t give him a chance to explain and starts cheating on Tae and is being really nasty to him. Ah help plz if you can

27) I’m searching for a fic and i really can’t find it ... i remember it’s jikook (but not really) and it’s about jungkook (who thinks he’s straight) who downloads a porn (by mistake i think) of minjoon and like he ends up liking it, it’s so vague i’m sorry kfhskcj

care to stay for the ride? by voseok

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yoongitexts · 6 years

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• 。Honesty 。•

Jeon Jungkook X Park Jimin Smut

(Sub!Jimin, Dom!Jungkook, hair pulling, oral, orgasm denial, implied anal sex)

Summary: Park Jimin was Jeon Jungkook’s best friend at university. He was probably the most adorable person Jungkook had ever met. The two never talked about anything sexual and Jimin never mentioned any interest in girls and it made Jungkook feel even more comfortable around him. He was always considerate of Jungkook and his feelings. But it wasn’t long before he realized that Park Jimin was no where close to as innocent as Jungkook thought he was and that he was so much closer to being in love with Jimin than he could ever anticipate. All Jungkook had to do now was be honest.

“Jungkookie you have to finish the assignment tonight!” Jimin protested over the phone while Jungkook walked down the street just outside of campus. As per usual Jimin was keeping him on track for school work cause without him Jungkook would teeter right out of his college scholarship. “I know Chim, I just can’t bring my self to doing it, I feel brain dead.” Jungkook smiled through his words as he heard Jimin sigh over the phone.

“Jungkook I know you can do it, just think about it this way; either you do the assignment or else you’ll die.” He said.

A laugh escaped Jungkook’s throat suddenly but Jimin didn’t make a sound, indicating his seriousness.

“But I know I won’t die Chim.” He said.

“Well you still have to think that way! Or else it won’t get done!” He said. Jimin’s honest tough love always worked no matter what.

“I guess you’re right, oh there’s a Starbucks right here I’ll do it now.” Jungkook said walking into the café.

“Of course, I’m always right, now go write the best paper ever!” Jimin said quickly hanging up the phone. Jungkook took his phone off his ear and smiled. ‘What would I do without him?’ He thought to himself. As soon as he sat down and got comfortable he looked out of the window and saw huge dark grey clouds rolling into town. ‘Fuck I should just go back to the dorms before it starts pouring’ he said to himself picking up his backpack and walking out.

He absolutely needed Jimin’s help with this paper, Jimin was so amazing at writing and never ever bragged about it ever. Jungkook walked back onto campus as it started drizzling and made it through the door just in time. ‘Down the hall and the first door on your left’ Jungkook remembered the first time someone told him those directions to Jimins dorm when Jimin was just his tutor who he went to for more formal assistance. Right away after the first tutoring session him and Jimin became close friends. They talked about music and shows and stupid memes, Park Jimin was really his missing piece.

Jungkook knocked on the hard wooden door three times before opening it with ease.

‘Of course it’s unlocked, only Jimin would have that much trust in people.’ He smiled.

He walked around the corner to Jimin’s bedroom and expected to see a four eyed boy with his face shoved in his computer.

“J-“ Jungkook stopped his mouth from moving or making a sound before he was able to embarrassed himself.

Jimin was sat upright on his bed with his head tilted back, letting each golden lock of his hair dangle and defy gravity right behind his neck. His glasses were off letting the darkness of his eyes show. Soft but very audible breaths escaped his mouth and Jungkook wished he wasn’t correct but he knew what he was doing.

Jimin’s completey exposed dick was being caressed by his right hand and he seemed to be in a state of euphoria. Sweat dripped down his neck as he heard one small hum of satisfaction escape his vocal chords. He had earbuds in but he wasn’t sure if he was watching porn or not.

Jungkook was taken back and tried shuffle backwards out of his room as quickly as possible without tripping. He closed the door swiftly and made his way back to his dorm.

That night Jungkook couldn’t get the thought of Jimin’s dick out of his head and the sounds he was making and the ethereal way he looked pleasuring himself. He picked up his phone and texted Hoseok, the one who suggested that Jimin tutor him.

Jungkook

Hoseok omg omg

Hoseok

What

Jungkook

Ugh this is so weird

Hoseok

What is it Gguk

Jungkook

Okay I kinda walked in on Jimin jacking off but he didn’t notice me so I ran away and I just feel so awkward now

There was no response from Hoseok for a few minutes and he thought Hoseok immediately texted Jimin about what happened and your heart began to race. He typed quickly.

Jungkook

Hobi whatever you do DONT TELL HIM

Hoseok

HHAAGAHAHA IM NOT chill out dude

Jungkook

I just don’t know what to do, I saw everything Hobi

Hoseok

Look you know all guys jack off it’s really nothing I’m sure he won’t care kook

Jungkook

But Jimin isn’t all guys, he’s my chim chim, and yeah I guess he’s normal too but I just never thought I’d see it

Hoseok

Kookie I think you need to get some sleep

Jungkook turned his phone off. ‘Well Hoseok is no help right now and I can’t talk to anyone else about this’

Jungkook angrily pulled his douvet over his body and slammed his head into his pillow. As his body began to unstiffen from anger the moments played again in his head. Jimin’s moans... his sweat, fuck...his dick. It was glistening in the light probably from precum or lube. He shook the thought away before it turned into something he didn’t want it to be. He forced yourself to shut off his brain and sleep and forgot about that stupid paper. The next few days he avoided Jimin at all costs and constantly came up with excuses for not being able to hang out. “Too much work.” “I’m sick.” “Just not feeling up to it.”

Jungkook felt awful for lying to him but he didn’t know how to look him in the eye and still refrain from telling him about what happened. Jungkook scrunched his face at the sound of his alarm and tapped the Stop button on his phone as hard as he could. He walked down the hall to the bathroom when he collided with a body as he came around the corner leading to the lounge.

“Sorry-Oh, Jungkookie, I was wondering where you were.” Jimin said fixing his glasses.

“Oh Jimin I’ve been meaning to talk to you.” He said awkwardly.

“Like hell you have, what’s up with you, you’ve been so weird lately?” He said.

Jungkook’s heart shattered as he realized how stupid he was being and how much he might have been hurting Jimin.

“Jimin there’s something that happened a few days ago that I need to talk to you about.” He said.

Jimin immediately looked extremely worried. “Are you okay? Is your family okay?” He asked frantically.

“No they’re fine, c-can you just come here so we can talk in private?” He asked edging towards Jimins dorm.

Jimin followed behind him. Jungkook sat down on his bed and Jimin sat right beside him with his leg propped up on the bed to face Jungkook.

“So a few days ago, I came to your dorm to ask for some help with my paper-“

“Oh yeah did you ever finish that?” Jimin asked.

“No, but that’s not important right now, anyway when I came here I didn’t know, but you were doing something kinda private and I just wanted to let you know that I saw cause I don’t want to keep secrets from you.” Jungkook said. Jimin stared at him in confusion until his face showed his realization.

“Ooohh you mean you saw me jacking off, I’m sorry Kook if I’d known you were coming I would have locked the door.” He said. Jungkook couldn’t believe how casual he was being but that was how Hoseok was saying he would react too.

“So you’re not mad at me?” Jungkook asked softly.

Jimin giggled and then sighed. “Why would I be mad at you?” He asked.

“I-I don’t know.” Jungkook said awkwardly.

“At least you know how sexually frustrated I really am now.” Jimin said.

“Haha yeah me too...” Jungkook said trying to lighten the mood.

“How about this? From now on we have to be honest with each other about everything, no matter what it is, that way we can avoid situations like this.” Jimin said standing up organizing some things on his desk. “Okay.” Jungkook said. Jimin smiled in agreement.

“I’m gonna go finish that paper.” Jungkook said standing up. Jimin shewed him out of the room and he went back to his dorm. Jungkook sat at his desk still thinking about what Jimin said about being honest with each other. He tapped the end of just pen against his desk until he chuckled in thought. ‘Honest? Honest means telling him I can’t stop think about his dick and how beautiful it is and how much I would love to have it in my mouth right about now.’ The thought ate away at him. ‘Jimin... Jimin Jimin Jimin, What is he trying to do to me?’ In the middle of his thought he got a text.

Jimin

Finish that paper yet?

Jungkook

Nope :)))

Jimin

Get to it boy!

Jungkook

Jimin Do you really want me to be honest with you?

Jimin

Of course kookie

Jungkook

I can’t stop thinking about you

Jungkook didn’t get a response after that. His heart was racing. A rejection would be better than nothing at all but there he was, angry, frustrated, heartbroken and teary eyed because of his best friend. He began to whimpered through his sobs. His chested clenched with each breath, his blood vessels lagging and shooting through his heart like tiny pumps of venom. He heard a knock on his door and frantically wiped his tears away with the sleeve of his black sweatshirt. His room was dim, only his desk lamp being on and he hoped the person aquanting him wouldn’t see his glazed irises.

“C-Come in.” Jungkook said still wiping the tears.

A soft figure floated through the door. “Jungkookie... are you crying?” Jimin asked walking over to him and crouching slightly to be at the sitting level Jungkook was at. He looked down away from Jimin as the last two of his tears spilled out. Jimin wiped them away with the pads of his thumbs. “I can’t stop thinking about you either Kookie... I never do.” Jimin whispered. Jungkook didn’t believe him for a second. He shook away the thought and absorbed all the pity in Jimin’s sentence without really listening. Jimin lifted Jungkook’s drowsy face by his chin and planted a soft kiss on his best friend’s face. As their lips parted Jungkook muttered under his breath, “What... is happening?”

“Jungkookie... honestly I want you so bad, I have for some time now...” Jimin breathed.

“So then do something about it you idiot.” Jungkook said chuckling away his tears.

Jimin reached his leg over Jungkook’s lap lowered himself onto his thighs carefully and cupped his hands over Jungkook’s cheeks. Jungkook was the first to quickly lean forward and pull Jimin into a kiss. One of Jungkook’s idle hands trailed up Jimin’s wrist reached for his palms and intertwined his fingers with Jimin’s bringing their clasped hands down to his sides. Their lips quarreled and begged for more from one another. Jimin’s gentle hands tugged at Jungkook’s thick black sweatshirt. He quickly pulled it off from the collar and revealed his bare torso and the two tiny birth marks on his collar bone that Jimin secretly so adored. Jimin traced them with his free hand and Jungkook suddenly lifted Jimin never breaking their connected lips. Jimin wrapped his legs around Jungkook’s hips and he placed Jimin down on his mattress. Jimin lied beneath him staring back up at him, watching Jungkook undress down to his boxers never breaking contact.

Jungkook sighed, “...Ah Jimin, always so beautiful.” He said softly as he climbed onto the bed over the fully clothed smaller male beneath him.

Jungkook pinned Jimin’s wrists above his head and leaned down towards his ear. “I don’t want to hear a sound from you.” Jungkook whispered. The contrast of Jungkook’s warm breath from the cold air that hit Jimin’s skin sent chills and goosebumps through his entire body. Jungkook’s lips lowered down to Jimin’s neck and had full control over his senses. Jimin held back his moans in the back of his throat. Jungkook kept sucking over the skin of his carrotted arteries until a small whimper managed to escape Jimin’s mouth. Jungkook immediately stopped.

“What did I say?” He asked, his voice now raspy with lust. Jimin’s face began to turn pink. “I-I’m sorry.” Jimin said abruptly swallow a mouth full of saliva.

“Sorry’s not gonna cut it baby.” Jungkook said. Jungkook pulled down Jimin’s grey sweatpants and his boxers along with them.

He kissed along Jimin’s V line down beneath his belly button and over his pelvis but right before he could reach Jimin’s dick he lifted his head. “So how long do you think I should make you wait to cum?”

Jimin froze realizing the situation he was in. “H-how ever long you want Kookie.” He said being the kiss up he was.

Jungkook took all of Jimin in his mouth at once, bobbing his head up and down. Jimin’s mouth lead out gravely moans with each breach Jungkook made. Jimin sat up and ran his fingers through Jungkook’s hair. Jungkook went at the same slow antagonizing pace for just enough time to taste Jimin’s precum and immediately come to a halt with his actions. The cool air hit Jimin’s cock as Jungkook’s warm lips were no longer around it. “Wh-wha-“ Jimin started unable to formulate full words.

“Oh, were you getting ready to cum Jiminie?” He asked gently caressing Jimin’s soft blonde hair. “Mhm.” Jimin moaned to the feeling of his scalp being massaged.

Jungkook suddenly grabbed the fist full of Jimin’s hair he was just running his hands through making Jimin’s head jolt. “Ah! Ow..” Jimin said in shock.

“It’s too bad only real good boys get to cum.” Jungkook groaned maniacally still firmly grasping his locks now standing over the smaller boy.

“B-but I am a good boy...” Jimin said.

Jungkook chuckled lightly. “Oh Jimin, you’re so beautiful and so good on the surface but you’re so dirty, fucking yourself with the door practically opened, you were just asking for me to walk in on you, you slut.” He said. Jimin was speechless. He had no idea Jungkook could be so dominant and degrading but he’d sure as hell be lying if he said he didn’t like it.

“So let me ask you, do you think you’re really a good boy?” Jungkook asked. His eyes were so dark that any functioning human would immediately respond how they knew Jungkook wanted in fear of sudden death from his intimidating nature.

“N-no.” Jimin said looking down.

“Good answer baby.” Jungkook said keeping his aura purposefully bipolar.

He reached down and gently ran his hand over Jimin’s hard cock, alternating the sides of his finger tips that he let lightly drag across him. He then wrapped his hand around Jimin and properly began stroking up and down over his smooth dick. “When you were jerking off did you wish I had been the one doing this right now?” Jungkook questioned the closed-eyed overstimulated boy.

“Mhm...yeah.” Jimin whimpered.

“You should have been honest baby, we would have avoided a lot of problems right now...” Jungkook wrapped his hand tigher around Jimin’s cock before finishing his sentence. “Wouldn’t we?” Jungkook said finishing his statement. Jimin’s head was too high in the clouds to respond. As Jungkook continued he began to palming himself off through his boxers. He kneeled down onto the bed behind Jimin and yanked open his nightstand drawer. He pulled out a small tube of lube and carelessly squeezed out all of it into his hand and delicately massaged it over his dick.

“Kookie?” Jimin asked.

“Yes Angel?” Jungkook responded.

“Please start slow.” He said. Jungkook paused and realized just how vulnerable he had made Jimin.

“Just relax baby.” He whisper. He slowly pushed his cock into Jimin and was taken over by the feeling of Jimin surrounding him so perfectly. Jimin let out the breath he held in while bracing himself.

The room began to fill with moans and unfinished cusses. As Jungkook pounded harder into Jimin he reached for his manhood and attempt at finally finishing him off in order to ease the pain he was feeling and intensify the pleasure.

Jimin didn’t expect to reach his high so quickly, it snuck up on him. “Aah-I’m gonna.” Jimin was unable to finish before he came on Jungkook’ s hand and it ran over his index finger and his thumb. Jungkook pounded into Jimin one last time before pulling out. He took Jimin’s cum and rubbed it all over his dick and used it as lube to jerk himself off. Jimin sat watching him intently as Jungkook’s head dropped back in complete Nirvana and he came all over his duvet groaning in pleasure.

The room fell silent.

“Are you okay?” Jungkook asked scooting over and embracing Jimin.

“I’m amazing, that was amazing.” He giggled.

“Maybe we should wash up?” Jungkook asked kindly. Jimin’s eyes glistened as he took in his sweet change in tone. He loved each and every side of Jeon Jungkook and Jungkook loved him back just the same.

“I agree.” He smiled getting up and slipping on Jungkook’s black sweatshirt he had been wearing prior to their eloping and gave Jungkook a very “how do I look?” pose.

“Hey that's my sweate-...actually... it looks good on you.” Jungkook said cutting himself off. The sweatshirt fell just above Jimin’s knees and Jungkook admired this image, this moment in time. He quickly picked up one of the other thousands of sweatshirts in his drawer and they both slipped on shorts and headed to the showers. Despite being as intimate as two could get just moments before, Jungkook still went into a separate shower stall as Jimin. They washed up in piece not saying a word to eachother before Jimin spoke up.

“I have a strong feeling you never finished that paper.” Jimin said.

“Nope.” Jungkook said turning off the water and hopping out. Jimin then turned off his water quickly not wanting to be left behind. As Jungkook walked past Jimin’s stall he whispered.

“Maybe you can help me...”

(I rly hope you guys like this it took me two weeks to write it cause I kept getting writers block in the midst of it asdjhakh but leave a like and reblog if u did)

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SHE'S MY NOONA

Chapter 10

At a nearby restaurant

Min ah could only drink her heart out. She never drinks but today it was the right time fir her after being betrayed right before her eyes. She sat there drinking before Jungkook who was sad for her.

Jungkook didn't like the look on her face hence he wanted to cheer her up." Noona, dont be like that, you look very ugly so dont cry." He said to her

"I'm a fool right? Everyone kept telling me that i was deceived but i never believed in them." She cried "andwe! You aren't a fool we were both blinded and deceieved by love so you aren't the only one." Jungkook cried gently holding her hands.

Min ah could just quietly stare at Jungkook's hands "kumaoh, you always help me but i never did anything to fulfill our promise." She sadly stated broken.

"It's okay i understand you've been through alot so as your dongsae i'm ready to wait now smile for dongsaeng." Jungkook sang making Min ah's smile back on her face.

" Noona, do you realize that you are pretty whenever you smile." Jungkook commented as he smiled at her but Min ah suddenly changed into a nervous. She then pinched Jungkook's cheek "Yah!!, are you mocking me you are the handsome one here!" Min ah cried as she just laughed.

Jungkook's p.o.v

It was fun and simple getting her smile back. She was so cute that made me want to be beside her so bad.

Recently I have been even able to write songs because of her, simply to say it she was my inspiration now that I can not stay a day without seeing her.

She then snapped out my thoughts I could sense she wasn't in her right mood since she was all bubbly and cheerful. I just managed to laugh as she cried to forget her x boyfriend.

"Jungkook let's cheer for forgetting my stupid boyfriend and.." "..and for leaving such a beautiful girl." I cried as she smiled and we cheered but later cried. It was so complicated at first till I got used to it I guess she isn't a drinker.

"Min ah since its fireworks festival let's go outside and watch." I insisted as she agreed and we both went hand to hand up to near the Han river beach were couples sat.

I then got a call from my hyungs but I ignored them cause this was the time I wanted to comfort her and myself for betrayal since it reminded me at the past.

We also sat there silently staring at the waves. " You know this was a time I always wished to stay with my true love at the beach during fireworks festival, Omma always told me that you can make a wish when the fireworks are released but it didn't happen, I don't know when will it ever happen?" She sadly said to me.

I felt sorry for her it made me feel like going to beat up that person. "But Jungkook aniyo.." She denied asking making me wonder what she was about to ask. "Min ah your x boyfriend is such a jerk, how can he leave my pretty noona?" I cried looking at the beach as I got a glimpse of her smile.

"You smiled right?!" I cried as I laughed and faced her. "andwe, I didn't do you have proof?" She chuckled.

"Yes I can get proof!!" I cried as I got an idea of tickling her. I managed to tickle her under her arms as she laughed mercilessly begging me to stop but I didn't till.

End of p.o.v

The two tickled each other till they accidentally fell on eachother Jungkook who was above Min ah as they both stared at each other's eyes.

From above the crowd and everyone cheered when the fireworks were released. As the two were far from the world drowning into each other's world.

The next morning

Shin min ah's p.o.v

I woke up from my sleep feeling my head hurt I think I might have drunk a lot yesterday but how did I reach home?..I looked around only to see nothing. I decided to go into the kitchen that is when I saw breakfast on my dinning table covered with a food cover.

I opened and it smelled really nice and there was steak as I smiled then my smile froze after I saw a note written beside it.

Anyeosseo, I cooked you breakfast for your hangover yesterday you drank too much soon I eat porridge first and don't freak out when you go into the kitchen. ;-) Noona.

Jungkook must have written this, was he with me yesterday?! I started asking myself a lot of questions did I say or do anything stupid. why can't I remember it clearly? But why did he say not to go into the kitchen? I got curious and went to the kitchen only to find dirty utensils, it was a mess.

How could that boy leave like this but did he sleep here or did he leave? I wondered. As I got a call from some karaoke bar.

Meanwhile

Jungkook was already back and lately their music video had hit big time and everyone was celebrating. Jungkook was the happiest ever he couldn't stop hugging everyone that everyone thought it was normal except his members. His company decided to have a welcome party.

Meanwhile

At karaoke

Jennie was in deep thoughts as her friends were busy celebrating them being in top 10. Jisoo and Lisa seemed to notice her being upset and in deep thoughts.

"Yah!, Jennie what's wrong with you I thought you came to give up on Jungkook by the way he's too good for you." Jisoo cried making Jennie mad as Lisa stoped her from saying that.

"I can't believe what I saw, didn't he say he won't date!!" Jennie cried angrily throwing things and complaining. "What! tell us you just keep getting mad with no reason." Rose on the other side cried peeping through the door.

"I saw Jungkook with another woman kiss at the festival yesterday." Jennie cried softly as the others gasped "jinja!, that's amazing it seems he moved on." Rose cried sarcastically

"Yah!, Jennie just give up on him already but you betrayed him first." Jisoo cried "he must have hated me because he met another woman." Jennie angrily cried "Wait this woman is she a public figure? She must be really hot to draw Jungkook's attention." Rose said taking a sip from her glass.

"Andwe! I think I saw her somewhere but I can't recall it." Jennie cried "hey girls since its and other staff are in the next karaoke room their manager invited us to join them, aren't you coming?" The manager insisted as the others were happy to join putting make up properly.

Jennie's p.o.v

We both were invited so I accepted but it was very awkward of me. We went in it was a big karaoke room were different boy band such as BTOB, GOT7, EXO, TWICE and Girl's day.

They were having such a good time. Everyone was so happy when We black pink came in as others began cracking jokes. I watched Jungkook from afar even though one member kept on flirting with me. Jungkook seemed not to concentrate or focus on others even after we locked eyes when I got in.

Why was he acting this way? Maybe it was a mistake to what I saw. I decided to cool for once since I planned to win back Jungkook cause I love him.

End of p.o.v

"Yah!, Jungkook we didn't see you when we first came here where were you?" Kai from exo asked as his other members also wondered where he was?

"Actually i was at my friend's." He lied despite knowing ge slept at Min ah noona. "Dont tell me at a girlfriend's. " others laughed and teased.

"Not what you think it didn't...excuse me i have to go to the washroom." Jungkook cried leaving that place as Jin followed.

The other members laughed at him for being clumsy as always. "He was probably with a girl." J hope cried drinking his beer.

Meanwhile

Min ah had alot of appointment to deliver alot of orders so she didn't know who to call since everyone of her friends was busy. So she managed to it herself.

It was one famous karaoke. So she had to deliver her chicken to one place and get money. "Woow it seems that their is an event going on they must really love my chicken." She said to herself getting in carrying her alot of package.

Min ah's p.o.v

I headed keep asking for the room that was having an event. So i headed to where i was told till i lightly bumped into a woman. She was so pretty and with dark hair.

"Yah! Watch where you are going idiot!" She cried angrily as i apologized, i bet I've seen her before i then remembered she was that girl who was talking with Jungkook. She also must be famous.

"I do know you, have we met before?" She asked me as i told her " so you are the chicken delivery girl? By the way what were you doing there i happen to know people like you aren't supposed to be there." She spoke rudely towards me is she crazy, can't i be there.

"Excuse me miss i know you are famous but do you know that I'm a little older than you?" I gently talked to her but she just smirked at me.

"Arasso, we have a party and it seems you brought these for us follow me." She turned slightly making a sexy move. Jungkook must have dated this woman, i can't believe our cute Jungkook would date such a girl she doesn't deserve him. I thought as i carried these heavy boxes of chicken.

We neary got close to the door i saw alot of celebrities my heart neary skipped. I just stared at myself how could i get in what if bts are there, i panicked. " Excuse me my job is to just drop these boxes and leave." I said as she glared at me as i wondered what i did wrong to deserve that look from Jennie.

"So are you telling me to serve them?!" She cried " It's your job anyways just go in you might be rewarded some tips." She said as i felt nervous.

I was about to get in with the heavy loads when i tripped on something, i knew right away it was all her plan to embarrass me to her fellow idols. I saw all my chicken scattered on the floor. I could sense my face getting red and hot as a tear formed from my eye.

"Min ah ssi." I could Tae's voice from the front they sat with some other men "Min ah get up aren't you embarrassing yourself?" I heard Jimin whispering beside me. I couldn't face them everyone kept staring at me. Bad enough i ruined one girls dress as she kept shouting and crying.

"Yah!, don't you have shame you ruined my dress and you are still sitted there!!" Girls day Hyeri cried as she jumped up and down like a child.

"Mianhaeyo, i just tripped accidentally." I cried but she couldn't understand till one of the guys that i didn't know stood up and helped me up since Hyeri was been supported by some of her friends.

"Are you okay miss you look hurt" he asked me with a smile. I then knew it was BTOB Sungjae my favourite idol group. I noded as the bts showed their concerns late. I bet they didnt want me to have any worries and isues to deal with me unluckily. But Jungkook wasn't around.

"What the heck is he trying to be nice infront of that girl?!!" I heard some of the idols mummer baddly about me that's when I decided to ran. Till i bumped to someone at the door as Sungjae was behind me, i realised it was Jungkook.

"Jungkook!" I cried only to realise that i had to act like i didn't know him infront of others since it was for the best bad enough what would a bad looking girl be seen with these idols so i hurriedly left.

5 minutes ago

Jungkook's p.o.v

It was only the time when Jin came from telling me that if I'm seeing Min ah noona it should be a secret since it was best for our reputation and her

"You should know that, you can't trust any of them arasso?" Jin hyung advised me when we were in the washroom.

"Jin hyung i think it went too fast." I said to him having a flashback on how Min ah lightly kissed me thinking i was his x. "So?" Jin cried " i felt so happy at first but thinking about it i feel as if she hasn't given up on him." I cried hopelessly.

Jin could just stare at me and shake his head "what did i tell you? Things should go smooth if you want her to acknowledge you." He advised me making me more confused.

"You are still a child when will you mentally grow up." Jin continued teasing me as we got out and headed back to the party.

I then accidentally bumped at someone at the but i then discovered it was Min ah, she looked hurt behind her Sungjae was holding her hand. Anger then vent in my heart wondering why she came here.

She then decided to leave without saying a word as i looked at her as she disappeared around the corner making me go after her but Jin held me back.

"Yah! Jungkook you should know that people will talk if they see you with her." Jin whispered making me get in. As i kept asking myself why she avoided me or maybe perhaps she remembered what happened yesterday.

#jungkook x bts #shinminah #bts #romance #betrayal #fame #love #sadness #enmity #jelous #fanfiction #shinminah fanfiction #bts fanfiction

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fatrainbowmermaidunicorn · 6 years

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Nothing New (Jimin x You ft. Park Jihyun)

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A/N: this is the result of what happens after spending the whole night googling and staring at Jimin’s and Jihyun’s beautiful faces. how can a pair of brothers be so good looking? hahaha.

Summary : Falling for your brother’s best friend is nothing new. So its nothing when Jimin falls for Jihyun’s bestfriend right? Especially when the said friend has a huge crush on Jihyun himself?

“Wow, not bad!” Jimin exclaimed as he pushed his sunglasses up to his head from obstructing the view of his little brother’s new apartment. Jihyun just moved to Seoul to continue his studies, and Jimin and his parents are currently looking around his new apartment, making sure he has eveything he needs. His parents are busy combing through every inch of the place, making sure that their son will live comfortably.

“Mom, dont worry so much. I’m already an adult! And Jimin-hyung is just nearby!” Jihyun sighed at his mother constant worry.

“Your brother wont always be able to take care of you Jihyun. What are you going to do when he’s on tour or something?” Jihyun rolled his eyes.

“Oh my god. I know how to take care of myself mom! I dont need Jimin-hyung to babysit me!” Jimin chuckled, understanding both his mother’s and Jihyun’s distressed. His little brother is the family’s baby, of course his parents is going to make a fuss about him moving so far away from home. And Jihyun is finally an adult, so he must be craving for some sort of freedom, and moving away from the family gives him exactly that. “And to make you feel better, shall I remind you that Y/N is my roommate?”

Their mother nodded in an obvious relief after remembering the fact. “Yes, you are right. I forgot you are living with Y/N. At least I can count on her to make sure you eat and at least take a bath once a day,” Jihyun rolled his eyes again.

“We are the same age! How can you trust her more that you trust me?!”

“Wait, Y/N is going to live with you? Your puny bestfriend who has the biggest crush on you?” Jimin raised both of his hands, halting the conversation between Jihyun and his mother. This is news to him. His baby brother is all grown up and having a girl as a roommate.

“She’s not puny hyung! And she does not have a crush on me! We are just best friends!” Jihyun denied whole heartedly.

“Oh honey. She obviously has the biggest crush on you. But I don’t blame her one bit. My son is so handsome, it will be weird if she didnt like you,” his mother went over and pinched his cheeks.

“Oh god, please dont say things like this when she arrived please,” Jihyun groaned. “I dont want to scare her off,” Jimin laughs. Jihyun and Y/N has been bestfriends since they were little, running around and playing in the mud together. Y/N was a timid little girl, shy and awkward, with a slim tiny body that makes Jimin always perceived her as a weak small child who followed his brother around like a puppy. It is also a well known fact that she has the biggest crush on Jihyun, although his brother doesnt seem to recriprocate the feelings, but they are still the best of friends. The doorbell rings, snapping Jimin out from his thoughts.

“Hyung, can you get that? Its probably Y/N. We need to move this couch over there,” Jihyun motioned to the new couch they just bought. Jimin nodded and went to open the door, only to be greeted with a girl who doesnt resemble the puny girl he had imagined, but instead a full grown woman, smiling brightly at him.

“Oppa?”

“Erm… I think you have the wrong house. This is Park Jihyun’s apartment,” Jimin stammered, still mesmerized by the girl’s beauty and eye blinding smile.

“Oppa! Jimin oppa! It is you! I can recognized your face anywhere. You look a lot like Jihyun oppa, how can I ever not recognize you?” The girl laughs. Jimin was surprised. Who is this girl and why does she know both him and his brother? Jimin took another look at her face and he starts to see something familiar in her eyes.

“Wait… Y/N?”

“Duhh. Of course its me oppa! Who else could it be? Dont think just because you have become a hot shot idol and didnt visit me for the last four years that I would let you slide for not recognizing me!” She squeals while rolling her eyes and jumped in to give Jimin a tight hug, just like she usually did when she used to see him when she was younger.

But everything about this hug felt different. Jimin didnt feel like he’s hugging Jihyun’s puny bestfriend. In fact, he is hyperly aware that he is hugging a beautifully grown woman, and as Jimin smell and feel her scent, the smell of her hair and the curves of her body, he knows he’s fucked.

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Ever since moving day, Jimin spend a lot of time visiting Jihyun’s apartment, using “checking out what’s his beloved brother is up to” as a definite reason. He will just sometimes randomly showed up, sometimes with takeout food, sometimes with a movie, sometimes with an invitation to treat the two of them to dinner or lunch. If he’s lucky, Y/N, the person he wanted to actually see will be there, and on even more luckier days, only Y/N will be there while Jihyun is out doinf errnads or attending classes and having something needs to do, dressed in an oversized shirt and messy hair in a bun, which had become Jimin’s favorite look on her.

Jimin thought his infatuation on his brother’s best friend will pass. He meets beautiful girls all the time when he works, why is Y/N any different right? Just another pretty face, that is nothing new to him. But she is not. He knows she’s not, and as he spends more and more time with her, Jimin starts to fall harder. He starts to fall for her laugh, her sense of humour, her views in life, her sarcasm, everything about her.

Jimin wonders how this could happen to him. How did this little girl grow up and turned into everything he wants in a girl? And why does his dream girl has to have a huge crush on his own brother?

“I think I’m in love,” Jimin suddenly declared as him, Taehyung and Yoongi are lazing around watching TV.

“Oh fuck, do I have to be here for this? Can I just go?” A sleepy Yoongi immediately gets up from his sleeping form. Jimin glared at him. Taehyung shifted himself to sit beside Jimin and looked at his hyung who is sleepily hugging a pillow.

“I’ll take care of this. You can go continue sleeping in your room hyung,” with Taehyung’s confirmation, Yoongi immediately gets up and hastily went to his room.

“Seriously. That hyung! How can sleep be more important than my feelings right now?” Jimin grumbled, making Taehyung laughs.

“Dont worry about him. Now tell me what is this about? I didnt even know you are meeting a girl Chim. How can you not tell me?” Taehyung pouts.

“I did tell you about her Tae. Its Jihyun’s roommate, the one I always told you about,” Jimin said quietly, feeling weird to admit out loud about his feelings towards Y/N. Taehyung’s eyes widen as he remembered who Jimin is talking about.

“Wait. You think you are in love with Jihyun’s best friend? The one you called puny and awkward?” Taehyung exclaimed. Jimin scooted lower in the couch.

“She’s not puny anymore Tae! Nor is she awkward. She has turned into this… this… beautiful woman,” Jimin passed him his phone to show a picture of Y/N that they took together recently. Taehyung’s eyes widen again at the picture.

“Woahhh,”

“Who’s the hot chick?” Jungkook who passes by peeked at the phone in Taehyung’s hand. Jimin immediately snatched his phone back. Its bad enough he has to fight for Y/N’s attention from his own brother, he’s not going to win if the muscle pig maknae joins the race.

“Nobody,” Jimin grumbled. Taehyung laughs at his friend’s reaction.

“Its Chim’s new love interest Kook. Dont even think about it,” Taehyung warns him with a playful smile.

“Jimin-hyung sure knows how to pick them. She’s really hot,” Jungkook gave one last statement before walking away, leaving the two of them alone again to continue thier dicussion.

“She’s gorgeous Chim. Now I know what you mean,”

“The problem is, its not just her looks that I like. I like her Tae. Everything about her. She just… gets me, you know?” Jimin sighed as Taehyung nodded silently.

“Have you tried telling her how you feel?”

Jimin shake his head. “No. How can I? She likes Jihyun remember? And isnt it weird for someone you have always think as a big brother suddenly confessed to being in love with you?” Jimin groaned in frustration at the fact. He really dont know what to do. He wants Y/N so bad but she is so out of reached. He doesnt want to scare her off either.

“There’s no harm in trying. You did told me that Jihyun doesnt seem to like her in that way right? On the bright side, you know she must finds you atleast a little attractive at the rate she keeps saying how good looking Jihyun is. You and your brother has the same look Chim!” Taehyung grins, making Jimin smile too. That is true. People has always said that Jihyun looks a lot like him. So if Y/N finds Jihyun to be handsone, she must thinks Jimin is handsome too. “So just go for it Chim. You got nothing to lose, but a lot to gain. What’s the worse that could have happen anyway?”

Jimin nodded and but wonders if he will ever find the balls to do what Taehyung suggested.

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Jimin lets himself enters the apartment when no one answered after he knocked a hundred times and found that the door is unlocked. He is greeted with the sight of Y/N vaccuming the living room while dancing, or atleast tried to, and singing loudly to Twice which is playing on the TV.

No wonder they cant hear me knocking. Still, its absolutely dangerous to leave the door unlock like that!

Jimin take purchased and stand by the back wall, silently watching Y/N who still didnt realized his presence. Jimin felt his heart beats faster as he watched Y/N trying to follow Twice’s dance, looking adorable as hell as she shakes her body, trying her best but fail miserably to follow the group’s cute moves. Jimin always thought girl groups are cute when they danced, but when Y/N does it, its cuteness on a whole other level. Cuteness that just seems to do things to him. Y/N finally deemed the living room to be cleaned enough and turn off the vaccum and as she turned around, she almost had a heart attack seeing Jimin standing there, grinning at her.

“Oppa! When did you arrived? You scared me!” Jimin chuckled.

“Serves you right for not locking the door. Its dangerous! You two are careless!” He scolded her as he walks her way.

“Sorry oppa. We must accidentally forgot,” she smile sheepishly. “That is what big brothers are for right? To remind us of this things,” Jimin felt his heart ache as she calls him big brother. Is that all she will ever see him as? Jimin doesnt want to be her big brother. He wants to be more than that.

“Jihyun is taking a shower. Come and sit with me oppa while you wait for him,” Y/N patted the seat on the couch besides her, which Jimin happily obliged. The two of them continue watching the girl groups perform on the TV screen, well Y/N is. Jimin is just busy controlling his emotions and racing heart for sitting so close to her when Y/N suddenly turned to face him.

“Hey oppa?”

“Yes?”

“I always wonder. The girls are all so beautiful, cute, talented. Why didnt you or any of your members date any of them before?” Y/N’s question took Jimin by surprised. What is he supposed to say? That its because they are nothing like Y/N? That he was never as attracted to those girls as he is with her? Sure, he finds them cute and he enjoys their performance, but a pretty face is nothing new for someone like Jimin. What’s new is how this particular girl that is currently besides him is able to make his heart beats faster just by smiling at him.

“Oh my god,” Y/N exclaimed when Jimin took too long to answer, turning her body to face him with a very excited face. “You did date them didnt you? But you cant tell anybody because you are afraid your fans will not like it? Is that it? Oppa, you can tell me! Please tell me!” Y/N grabbed his hand to shake it in her excitement at the thoughts of Jimin actually dating another idol, but the only thing Jimin can focused on is the goosebump and chills where Y/N’s skin touched his.

God Jimin, you really need to control yourself.

Jimin immediately shake his head at her accusation. “No! I never dated any of them Y/N! And nor do I want to,” He denied whole heartedly. Jimin really hates talking about other girls with Y/N. Why should he talk about things he have no interest it when he rather talk about her and how perfect she is for him instead? Cant she just realized that its her who Jimin really wanted?

“But why not? I know you like Red Velvet. I have seen you said it on some shows,” Y/N insisted, cocking her head to the side, questioning him. Parts of Jimin felt uneasy that Y/N has knowledge of his admittance for admiring the Red Velvet girls but another part of him is happy that Y/N actually watches his show. It only makes him feel like he should work harder from now on, just to make her proud of him. “It cant be because none of them are interested in you oppa. I mean, look at you oppa, you are so good looking and extremely talented. If they dont have a crush on you then they are surely blind!”

Jimin felt himself start to smile at the statement. So Y/N thinks he is good looking and talented. That thought alone is enough to make him stayed up and dwell about her possible feelings for him even further tonight. He cant help but feel a swell of pride and happiness in his chest.

“Those girls are not my type,” Jimin answered, short and direct, hoping it will make Y/N srop talking about this issue further. But what he really wanted to say is; you are. You are my type Y/N. You are what my heart truly desires.

“Not your type? Beautiful and talented is not your type?” Y/N raised an eyebrow. “What is your type then oppa? Ugly and talentless?” She chuckles. “If that’s your type, then you should just date me!” Y/N laughs harder at her own joke, finding it particularly funny that her best friend’s brother, an extremely good looking idol would date her.But Jimin doesnt see it as a joke at all. He felt angry that Y/N called herself ugly and talentless, but he also feel his heart race faster at the thought of him dating Y/N. He starts to imagine what it would be like if he can hold her hand and kiss her whenever he wants to. Where he can spend all night listening to her talk and laugh. Where can tell everyone that she belongs to him and proudly show her off to the world. Jimin would give anything to be that someone for her.

“Y/N-”

“Oh hey hyung, when did you arrived?” Jimin was cut off and the two of them turned around to see Jihyun who is finally finished with his bath, only clad in a towel which is wrapped to cover the lower half of his body, droplets of water trickled down from his hair which is still wet from his recent shower to his tone chest and defined abs that is proudly showcased to their eyes. Jimin glanced at Y/N who is still by his side and watches how she is clearly staring at his little brother with her mouth gaping open, eyes wide and trying to control her breathing, admiring his brother’s well muscled body. Jimin sighed, jealousy and frustration starts to consumed his body as he tries hard not to cupped her face and turned her to look at him instead.

At this rate, will he ever be able to win Y/N’s love from his own brother?

/////

“Hey, happy birthday Y/N,” Jimin peeks his head through the crack of the opened sliding door that separates the currently full apartment with the breezy corridor. “I have been looking everywhere for you. Why are you hiding out here when its your own birthday?” He smile and took a seat besides her.

“Thanks for coming oppa. I didnt think you would come to a party that is filled with teenagers that can recognized you in a heartbeat,”

“Well, they already know I’m Jihyun’s brother anyway. That’s hardly a secret,” Jimin chuckles. “And I have this, idols’ secret weapon,” he took out a crumpled black face mask and grinned, making Y/N laugh. God, Jimin can listen to that laugh all day long.

“Wow, didnt know that’s the only thing you need to successfully hide yourself,”

“Think of it as our main disguise. Superman has his glasses, Batman took has his mask. And we idols cover our faces with this,” he laughs again. “And everybody is mostly drunk anyway, or at least half way there. I dont think they would remember me,”

“Oh? How about you then oppa? Why arent you drunk yet? This is a party you know,” Y/N smile.

“I dont drink at parties. I always try my best to keep sober. An… incident occured while me and my members went out drinking one day, so we decide to keep it to only a two drink maximum since then” Jimin explained as he cringed at the memory of that night.

“Okay, now this is something I would like to know in detail!”

“Not today Y/N. Its a Bangtan most confidential secret,” Jimin chuckled. “But really, what are you doing out here alone? You should be inside with your friends,”

Y/N sighed as she downed the rest of her drink and pour herself another shot from the bottle she had kept beside her chair. “I… dont feel like it,”

“Want to tell me about it?” Jimin asks softly as he detects the sadness in her voice. Y/N finally shrugged and answer after contemplating for a while.

“Oppa probably already know about it anyway. So whats the harm in telling you right?” Y/N closes her eyes and let the night breeze hit her face before she opens them again. “Jihyun introduces me to his girlfriend today. And then I saw them making out in the corner,”

“Y/N…”

“Its okay oppa,” Y/N try to laugh but it sounds so forced to Jimin. “I mean, we were never together anyway. And Jihyun has never lead me on although he knows perfectly well about my feelings. He is respectful and considerate that way. This is bound to happen anyway. He is the best bestfriend anyone could have ever asks for and he deserves to be happy,” Y/N dropped her gaze to the ground. “It just makes me thinks, that’s all. If my own best friend who knows me more than 20 years cant fall in love with me, then I probably dont have anything to offer that could attract anyone. I guess Im just not worthy to be loved,” she chuckles.

“Dont you dare say that,” Jimin growled. “Just because Jihyun cant see what perfection is, doesnt mean everybody else is the same Y/N,” Jimin pulled her in for a tight hug. “Somebody loves you. You just have to find him in the right places,” like right now, I’m here, right in front of you. Jimin sighed. If only he can confessed to her right now, but looking at the situation, this is definitely not the right time. “So stop crying. A pretty girl like you should never cry over a boy. Especially over my stupid little brother,” Jimin teased as he passed her his handkerchief to wiped up all her tears.

God, Jimin hate to see her cry. He hate it when she was younger and he hate seeing it even more now. Only back then he used to think its because he cares for her like a sister, but now he knows better.

Y/N and Jimin spend the remaining of the party at the balcony, and Y/N felt like she had never laughed this much throughout her whole life. Not even with Jihyun, her best friend for years. It could probably just be because she’s drunk, as she keeps on refilling her empty glass, or it could be that Jimin is really funny and interesting as hell, and she just finally realizing the fact that they might have a lot in common, and she loves spending time with him.

But as morning arrived and Y/N wakes up naked and alone on her bed, with only a used condom tied up in her wastebasket and a man’s handkerchief by her nightstand, memory swipe clean from remembering anything that had happened the night before, Y/N’s only salvation is the tiny bit of blurry memory that she had met and spend time with a wonderful man last night, a man for the life of her she cant remember who, and it becomes her life mission to found out who it is.

“Maybe you got too drunk and just imagined it Y/N,” Jihyun said as he stuffed his face with a spoonful of cereal as both if them are having their usual breakfast in the kitchen. Y/N looked at her best friend in irritation. Its been a couple of days since the party and she’s still trying to backtrack her steps and remember who the mystery man is.

“I’m not dreaming Jihyun! It really happened! I know I had the most wonderful conversation and time with the mystery man, although I cant really remember the sex part though,” she grumbles, frustrated that she got to drunk and forget most of the night. “Then he must not be that great in bed if you can remember the appertizer but not the main course ,” Jihyun laughs at his own joke as Y/N hit him hard in the arm making him winced in pain, not amused with her best friend.

“What makes you think the sex is the main course? What if I actually prefer and enjoy talking to someone rather than having sex with them?” She glared at him. “And I know he’s real Jihyun. He left this remember?” Y/N placed the handkerchief on the kitchen counter, the only clue she have on her mystery man as she sighed. She is positive it belongs to hin, whoever he is.

Who are you? And why are you hiding your identity from me?

/////

It almost been a week since Jimin went to visit Jihyun’s apartment after the party. He misses Y/N so much, but after what he did that night, he just cant bare to looked Y/N in the eyes. How can he? The guilt he felt is too much. He slept with her. But what makes him more guilty is not the fact that he did, but the fact that he enjoys it. That it has become the most magical night of his life and Y/N dont even remember in opposed to Jimin who is stark sober and remember every detail that happened that night.

How can he feel this way towards his litlle brother’s best friend? How can he take advantage of her like that?

He actually slept with Y/N.

How could he go back and pretend like nothing happen? How can he contained his feelings in front of her now that he knows how good she feels like in his arms? How perfect she is with him? He cant possibly tell her about what happened that night. He cant possibly tell her about his feelings either. She would hate him if she found out, and he cant have that. He rather swallowed all his pain and have her close than have her hating him.

So he did what all man who are in love and afraid would do. He avoided her.

/////

“Hey Jihyun. Mom told me she send me a package through you. Im here to pick it up,” Jimin yelled out for his brother as he entered the apartment. He specifically chose this time to come over because he knows Y/N’s class schedule like the back of his hand. He wouldnt want to risk running into her. No, he cant have that

“Oh yeah, its on the kitchen counter,” Jihyun yelled back as he makes his way to his brother from his room. Jimin went to picked up the heavy package and as he is about to walk away he saw his handkerchief that Y/N has laid out on the counter a days before.

Oh here it is. Didnt remember that I left it here. Jimin shrugged, assuming he must have left it during one of his visits, not remembering that he use it at the party at all and picked it up.

“Hyung… is that… is that yours?” Jihyun who walked into the kitchen just in time to see Jimin pocketed the handkerchief asks with eyes widen in shocked.

“Yeah. Its mine. I must have left it here by accident. Anyway, I gotta go, I’m late for practice as it is. See you later dongsaeng,” Jimin gave a tiny wave goodbye and hurriedly exited the apartment before Jihyun can say anything.

Jihyun stood frozen in his place, mouth wide open at the realization of what he just saw.

Y/N and his hyung?

Y/N, his childhood best friend and Park Jimin, his beloved hyung?

“Oh My God,” was all that could come out from his mouth.

/////

“Hyung, I need to talk to you,” Jihyun urgently said as he stepped inside his brother’s dorm.

“Woah, calm down. What happened?”

“Tell me the truth now hyung. I know you dont drink at parties, so you must be extremely sober and remember everything. So tell me, did you or did you not sleep with Y/N the night of her birthday?”

Jihyun’s question took Jimin by surprised. Why is his brother suddenly asking him such an intimate question? And such a bold question too? Shit, did Y/N send him here? Did Y/N finally remembers and found out? She cant be. She was really drunk that night. Did someone saw him leaving Y/N’s room?

“Hyung! Answer me!” Jihyun is growing impatient at his brother’s silence. Jimin hesitates but answered anyway.

“Yeah.. yeah.. I did,” he hung his head low in embarassement.

“What the fuck hyung?!”

“Jihyun, language! I’m still your hyung!” Jimin was surprised. His brother has never spoken out of line to him before.

“I dont that matters right now! She’s my best friend hyung! You cant just play with her like you do to other girls!” Jihyun is furious. He knows how good looking his brother is and how girls flocked around him. He also knows how Jimin never wanted a serious relationship. He is an idol anyway, he doesnt have time for that. But to play around with Y/N? Especially when the said girl kept on saying she felt some chemistry between her and the mystery guy from that night? Its just unacceptable!

Jimin, on the other hand is furious about his brother’s accusation. How dare he accused and assumed that he’s playing Y/N? Even if he isnt madly in love with her right now, he would never do that to her. He cares about her enough to not ever treat her like one of his common girls. And now that he’s fallen deep for her… well, it just makes him angry.

“How dare you say I’m just playing here!” Jimin growled at his brother who doesnt seem affected by his anger.

“You knew you slept with her but you didnt say anything? You left her to wake up alone and avoided her all week hyung! She spent all week trying to find who’s the mystery man she claimed to have such a wonderful time with that night and you just kept quiet like an idiot!” It irritates Jimin to hear his brother calling him names but he got a much bigger issue in hand. He will handle Jihyun’s insolance later.

“Wait, she remembers?”

“Well, she dont really remember the… sleeping together part,” Jihyun awkwardly said as he scratched his arm. He really didnt want to talk about his brother sex life, especially one involving his best friend. “And also the who part. But she believes the man she spent the night with is her perfect match. She claimed to have such a wonderful time with him,”

“Really?” Jimin cant help but give out a huge smile, turning his eyes into slits as Jihyun gave him an annoyed looked.

“Well, that was until she remembered it was you who she spend the time with earlier today when I told her you took the hanky, which you left the night you spend it with her, I might add. She had a sudden shocked and started to scream ‘oh my god its Jimin oppa’ before she starts to cry and ran out of the apartment,”

“What?! Where is she now?”

“I dont know, that is why I came here to find you,”

“And you didnt think to start with that? You are really an idiot Jihyun!” Jimin immediately grabbed his jacket and exited the door, trying to locate Y/N as fast as he could, leaving his idiotic brother who is still stunned by his reaction standing in the dorm.

Please be safe. And please dont hate me Y/N.

/////

Y/N swing her legs on the bench she was seating at as the cold night wind blows on her face. She has no more tears left to cry and her mind is blank. After Jihyun told him that Jimin took the hanky and claimed that it was his, a barrage of memories came crashing down on her. She remembers the talk they had at the balcony. How she laughs and laughs, how Jimin’s laughs sounds a like a beautiful tune to her ears, flashing her his eye smile and how she felt her heart beats a little faster whenever she caught Jimin just staying silent and staring at her. That moment was the first time in her life that she finally met someone who was able to make her forget about Jihyun. She remembers how she leads him into the bedroom and how they start to kiss each other, Jimin’s lips felt soft on hers before the kiss turned heated and passionate, filled with lust and want. She remembered how Jimin stared into her eyes as they both lay panting afterwards, and how he kiss her forehead and whispered multiple times that he loves her.

I love you Y/N. I really really love you. I love you so much.

Y/N close her eyes as the sound of Jimin whispering promises of love after they make love keeps on repeating in her head. Tears starts to trickled down her face again. She knows that Jimin remembers everything. He admit it himself that he dont get drunk anymore. But if he really meant what he said, that he really loves her, then why did he avoided her? Why didnt he tell her? Why didnt he say anything? Y/N felt like she shared a connection with the man from that night, but if the man is really Jimin, then she must have only imagining it. Jimin doesnt love her. He cant possibly. Especially now that she knows he is avoiding her after that night.

“Y/N,”

Y/N turned her head to see Jimin huffing out puffs of cold smoke as he walks towards her, looking extremely tired and bewildered, as if he had ran all the way here from god knows where.

“I found you. I actually found you! Thank god,” he sat down besides her, carressing her cold cheeks.

Y/N quickly wiped her eyes and try to smile, acting as if nothing happened, as if she didnt know anything. “Hi oppa. What are you doing here? Why are you looking for me?”

Jimin grabbed both her shoulders and turn her to face him. “Dont act like nothing happened Y/N. I know you know. Jihyun told me everything,”

Y/N released herself from Jimin’s gripped and scooted away from him. Fucking hell Jihyun, do you really have to ran off and tell it to your brother? Y/N make a mental note to beat Jihyun up when she gets home.

“I… uh… ah,”

“I’m sorry Y/N. I’m really really sorry,” Jimin pulled her by the wrist. Y/N shakes her head when she heard him apologizes.

“No oppa. I’m the one who should be sorry. I was the one who was drunk and probably threw myself at you. You have nothing to be sorry for. You-”

“What are you talking about?” Jimin growled. “I have plenty to be sorry for. I’m sorry for leaving you alone the next morning. I’m sorry for pretending like nothing happened. I’m sorry for acting like I didn’t know anything. I’m sorry for making you scared and confused. I’m sorry I didn’t say anything to you earlier,” Jimin now held both of her hands in his. “I’m sorry for making you feel like I took advantage of you Y/N. You deserved to be treated like a queen, not being left alone, confused and vulnerable after a night like that,” Jimin dropped his head in shame. He wished he could stay with her that night. To wake up with her by his side. To see her smiling face when he opens his eyes, but Jimin was afraid. Afraid that Y/N will only hate him if she knew about his feelings for her.

“Its okay oppa. I understand why you did it. Someone like you slept with someone like me, of course you dont want anyone to know about it,” Y/N gave a tiny smile, trying to hide her sadness.

“What the hell does that mean?” Jimin’s eyes flashed in anger. “Dont you ever dare think of yourself that way ever again! You… you are perfect to me Y/N,” Jimin’s voice turned soft. Y/N shakes her head again, diagreeing with him.

“Lets… lets just forget this whole thing ever happened and go back to like it was before,” Y/N suggested, emotionally tired to deal with anything anymore.

“I cant do that Y/N,” Jimin said in a serious tone, making Y/N’s eyes turned wide. “I cant go back to acting like you are just my little brother’s best friend…” he paused for a moment before continuing. “When… when I want to be so much more to you. I cant go back to before, acting like there is nothing between us when I can no longer contained my feelings for you,” Y/N blinked at his confession. “I dont know if you remember Y/N, but I already told you that night and I will tell it to you again. I love you Y/N. I am in love with you. Im in love with everything you are, and with everything I am, I promise I will try to make you happy, if you would have me,” Jimin smile.

“Im sorry for hurting you. For making you feel unworthy and unloved. That was never my intention. I was afraid if I stayed with you that night or told you what happened, you will be disgusted with me. And I cant bare to have you hate me Y/N,” Jimin closes his eyes before opening them again. “Jihyun told me that you felt a connection with that man you spend the night with Y/N. And I want you to know that I felt it too. No one was ever able to make me feel things like you do,”

Y/N finally flashed the biggest smile at his words. “I could never be disgusted or angry with you oppa…”

Jimin smile back and slowly starts to leaned in closer to her, inhaling her familiar scent that he missed. “I have never felt happier than I did during that night oppa. I cant even remember who is it but I can still remember the butterflies in my stomach, the way my heart races as I spend the night laughing away. I knew I fell in love that night. I was confused but deep down, I’m glad it was you oppa,”

Jimin nuzzled his nose with hers as he scooted in closer, pulling her in by the waist. He looks up into her eyes.

“So I take it you dont have a crush on Jihyun anymore?”

“I dont think so. But I might have to checked. Maybe I need to see his face one more time,” she teased.

“Y/N…” Jimin growled in warning, making her laugh. Jimin knows she’s joking, but he still felt a sense of jealousy at the thought of his dream girl lusting over his own brother.

“This is so cliche isnt it? Falling inlove with you best friend’s older brother?”

Jimin placed his hand behind her neck and whispered against her lips, “Yeah, its nothing new to fall in love with your brother’s best friend, but what you are making me feel everyday when I’m with you is definitely something new to me Y/N,” Jimin whispered softly in her ear as he closes his eyes, leans in closer and finally do what he had wanting to do for so long and touched his lips with hers, sealing their love for each other for eternity.

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Part 17; “Let’s play 20 questions”

Silience. {Park Jimin x Mia Thomas (presented as Mia but can also be y/n)-BTS Social Media AU}

You watched, fidgeting with your thumbs and biting your lips nervously as Jimin informed Yoongi and Taehyung that he was going to walk you to work. You were more than afraid that Tae would get mad at you for this impulsive decision when two days ago you literally asked him to not talk to you when you come back. Yet here you are deciding to hang out with the one person you didn’t know yourself you would let get so close.

You expected for Tae to throw you a disapproving look or even cuss you out, but all he did was nod and sigh at Jimin. Yoongi, on the other hand, looked at you and raised a brow, as a wide smirk spread across his lips. He gave you a thumbs up with a nod and you knew he was going to tease you about this for the next week. You were relieved at least he wasn’t pissed, but it was worse to know he thinks you are doing this to get close to Jimin. Ever since everyone found out Jimin is your bias they have been teasing you about it. Jimin had stopped, which was weird of him since you know he loves teasing the heck out of you.

He walked back at you and you felt yourself still blushing at Yoongi’s reactions. “Ready to go?” He asked you.

You nodded and took your notebook in your hands. You walked out of class and started walking out of college, towards the park that leads to your work. It was a twenty-minute walk from your college to the coffee shop you work at. This is going to be interesting, you thought.

Jimin looked at you as you bit your lips with a sweet smile that he rarely ever shows, but it somehow made you very comfortable. “You’re never this quiet with me. Have I made you nervous this time around, Mia?”

“No” You snorted. “Why would you?”

“I don’t know, maybe because we never do this” He said.

“It’s cool. I’m cool. I’m fine” You said, definitely not coming off as calm as you wanted to.

He let out a faint laugh. “I have an idea, to break the ice”

“Hmph shoot”

“Let’s play 20 questions” He suggested. “Get to know one another”

“20 questions? We’re not in high school, Park” I rolled my eyes at him.

“Oh come on, it will be fun! You can’t say that when in your college parties you played beer pong. That is lame” He said.

“Shut up” I hit his arm playfully.

“You go first” He said.

“Uh…” You trailed off. “I’ve never done this, I don’t know what to ask! What is your… favorite color?”

He let out a hearty laugh, his eyes squinting close as he did so. He looks adorable when he laughs, truthfully. “What kind of question is that? And then you call me a kid! Well it’s baby blue”

“Really? I love that color too, but I do not like to discriminate in the color palette” You said.

“Cool” He smiled. “My turn. When is your birthday?” He asked.

“December 18″ You told him.

“Ha!” He exclaimed with a proud look on his face. “Now you gotta call me oppa. I was afraid you were going to be older than me for a moment, you give that vibe to people. You know, being superior”

“I will never call you oppa, you are an idiot” You rolled your eyes at him and his thought. “But that was a compliment actually, so thanks. What is your favorite song to perform?”

“Hmph, that’s a good one” He thought. “You know, I miss performing House Of Cards. I have a special bond with that song”

“I love that” You said, sounding a little too excited than you wanted to, but embracing it anyway. You’re not even trying to hide how much you love their music anymore. “You go”

“What is in your notebook? I see you write on it almost every single day. Even the first day I met you in the coffee shop, you had it on the counter” He said. “I’m really curious since you are a Literature major”

“I cannot share that, Jimin” You told him. “Yah! It still smells like cappuccino from when you spilled the coffee all over it. At least I saved it”

“I’m sorry about that. I can see this notebook means a lot to you” He nodded with a small frown.

“Touch it, ever, and I will cut your dick off” You threatened him, teasing. “Although I doubt you have much of that”

“You just gotta wait and see” He smirked widely.

“You wish” You laughed at his remark. “Since you know my notebook is my prized possession, do you have one?”

“Yeah actually” He nodded and ran his tongue on his lips. “I have a Polaroid book. Throughout the years I have been taking polaroids of certain events or some random moments to remember them, especially on tour last year. I actually have my Polaroid camera in my backpack right now. I like to look back at them and remember all the food times, appreciate them and feel better when I’m in a dark place”

You smiled at his confession and the way he wasn’t scared to admit his feelings. “That is very cool and sweet, actually. I’d actually be down to see that photo album someday”

“Any day” He smiled. “You know what?” He stopped in his tracks and pulled your hand to stop you too. Your hand tingled from the sudden contact, his touch warm, smooth and inviting. “I want to take a polaroid of you right now. Like right here, or maybe let’s take one together”

Your eyes widened at his request and you were suddenly very aware of your appearance, for the second time today. “Right now? Jimin I look like a mess”

“You never do, Mia! You look beautiful, come on” He said. “Uh hello, excuse me” He walked up to a random guy who was sitting on a bench with his girlfriend and smiled at him politely. “Sorry for interrupting you, but can you take a picture of us? It will take one second!” He told him.

“Jimin, what are you doing, are you insane?” You whispered to him and he rolled his eyes at you.

“Of course, no problem” The man said.

“Thank you!” Jimin smiled widely and handed him the black Polaroid camera. “Come on now, Mia. Smile for me”

“I look like a freaking-”

“Angel. That is what you look like. Now shut up and let’s take a Polaroid together” He said. With a swift move, he slung his arm around your waist and pulled you closer to him, your head laying on his shoulder now. He looked down at you with a smile that you couldn’t quite decipher what it meant, but you wanted to be looking at that smile all day long. There was something so genuine about it that made your heart warm.

“Aaand done” The guy said. “Here” He handed Jimin his camera back.

“Thank you so much” Jimin thanked the stranger.

“No problem man” The guy said and sat down back on the bench.

“But- I literally didn’t even find time to pose!” You whined. “I probably look like crap, I didn’t get a chance to stand and look at the camera properly” You said as Jimin shook the Polaroid for the picture to slowly appear.

He smirked widely and looked down at the photo. “Seems like you were too busy looking at me”

Your eyes trailed to the photo. You looked at how close Jimin was holding you and how it looked in the picture, the way he looked down at you, making the hight difference evident. You looked at him too in the picture and blushed at the way it looks like you are looking at him. It looks as if you are ready to kiss him and that is just the last thing you want it to look like. The way you are looking at each other in the picture almost makes it look like you are a couple, but you both know that is far from what you are. “This is adorable, I like it”

“I guess it’s fine” You said. “Why do you want me in your album anyway? What do you want to remember?”

“I want to remember one of the rare moments we hang out” He said. “You know, remember the day I lost my sanity and probably got murdered” He teased you and you laughed.

He nudged your shoulder playfully, the two of you laughing. “God you look small in front of me and it makes me so happy. You, angel, are going to be my photo partner from now on”

“Angel?” You raised an eyebrow at him.

“I think that’s what I will call you from now on. Because it is ironic and you love irony. You are a literal devil, but angel somehow makes sense” He said with a wide grin.

Angel. The sound coming out of his mouth is smooth like honey and you hate how good it sounds coming from him. Now you have to listen to him say it for the rest of your life. Somehow though, you are not mad at that.

AU: This turned to fluff real fast but do not get used to it lol.

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taesmure-blog · 6 years

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Jealousy in the nights of Seoul — Jungkook Imagine

//Requested//

Summary: Jungkookie gets jealous because one of the members is getting to flirty with you.

Pairing: jungkook x female reader ft. suga

warnings: fluffy as a cloud, a little angst Bc of the jealousy part? but not that much? Is it considered angst? I don’t know and I don’t really think so.

a/n: Hey everyone hope you had a nice holiday :) I really like this imagine so I hope you enjoy.

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Flash back to the morning –

“what if for the chorus you just sing three ‘I love myself’ and then, to add edginess, sing “Ya player haters you should love yourself” I mean it’s just a suggestion...”

I was surrounded by the divine rap line that surprisingly asked for my help to write one of the Cyphers. I became very close to the members because of my wonderful and multitalented boyfriend, Jungkook. He was at the recording studio wrapping up one of the songs that they are playing for their comeback.

“That’s an amazing idea! FINALLY!” Namjoon banged his hand in the glass shelf since he raised his hands too high because of his extra excitement.

Hoseok shook his head chuckling at Namjoon’s clumsiness, “Yeah, I’m so happy that Yoongi insisted and insisted and insisted so much for you to help us” Hobi smirked at Yoongi which earned a hit from him on his side to keep him quiet. That was weird— I thought but I didn’t think much of the action because come on, It’s SOPE you are talking about.

“Anyways we should go check on the guys to see if they’re hungry”

Namjoon states trying to alleviate the tense atmosphere that of course I didn’t sense at the time.

That evening...

It was already dark outside and the moon in the sky was shining prevalently making her presence known to everyone walking in Seoul’s magical streets. The buildings were illuminated with bright lights that glowed everywhere. The cold air traveled all the way, softly hitting my face sending shivers all across my body. Kookie noticing this pulled me closer and weaved his hand with mine putting it inside his pocket, he kissed the top of my head as we continued walking.

“Ahh.. you cold Jagi~? You should have brought a coat with you.” Jungkook playfully smiled at me, I smiled back maintaining eye contact with my handsome man. Suddenly, Yoongi grabbed my wrist softly making me face him and away from Jungkook, I stopped surprised by his actions; and of course, jungkook was watching our every move.

“Aish silly girl...” Yoongi whispered huskily not wanting kookie to hear *but OH he did alright* as he took off his own long black jacket and placed it on my shoulders.

“Take care of yourself, I don’t want my little princess catching a cold okay?...” Yoongi said fixing his jacket that was on me. “Thanks Suga” I smiled brightly, not hearing the ‘princess’ part and taking it as a more big brother act.

‘Oh that’s it, I’m tired of this shit’ Jungkook thought angrily pulling me away from Suga into a rough embrace taking his jacket of me and putting his own on my shoulders instead.

“Sorry, Yoongi but I think Y/N would prefer a Gucci coat rather than a grandpa one” He glared at him as he put his hand on my back encouraging me to move in a faster pace with him. I could feel kookie’s eyes always on me like wolf claiming what is his.

Thank goodness we arrived. It was a cozy looking restaurant yet fancy in the corner of the street. We all entered and followed the waiter to our reserved seats. Yoongi and Jungkook didn’t say anything about what happened out there so I ignored it and tried to forget it as well.

There were three spaces in the booth, and the cushions seemed extremely comfortable, Jungkookie reading my mind held his hands on mine and we both sat next to each other. The boys were still arranging themselves sitting on the seats they felt more comfortable with. There was another seat next to the other side of me that Yoongi took gladly. He scooted very close to me our elbows always touching each other with every move. Jungkookie in response, put his arm around me huddling me closer to his chest than we already were.

The beginning wasn’t really that bad, everyone including kookie and Suga seemed to be unfazed and happy; but it all went down hill rather quickly.

“Y/N-ah you are so amazingly talented” Yoongi mentioned as he was chewing down his food,

“Yes, Thank you again for helping us at the studio Y/N, you should think about becoming a composer.” Namjoon thanked.

“No problem at all!”

“You should be proud kookie, you two match perfectly” Jimin pat kookie in the back his statement making him blush while Taehyung *A professional fanboy I must say* clapped for the both of us.

“Ah Y/N you are not only amazing but pretty as well. Kookie should be grateful to have you since he can’t even write a song himself” Yoongi put his arm around my shoulder pushing me slightly closer to him his hand drawing circles against my skin.

Kookie couldn’t take it anymore, he stood up grabbed my wrist and mentioned a stern ‘we have to go’ as we both exited the restaurant quickly.

“Kookie!” I exclaimed trying to get out of his grip still surprised of his actions.

“Let me go!”

“Why didn’t you say that to Suga that has been all over you all day huh?!” He said letting go of me firing this statement sassily at me.

“ I don’t know what you are talking about!!”

“DON’T PLAY DUMB WITH ME Y/N! WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IF I WASNT HERE? HUH? WOULD YOU BE ALL OVER HIM!?”

“HEY! DONT YELL AT ME! Of course I wouldn’t kookie, I love you and I don’t want to flirt with anyone else but you-“

“-IS IT BECAUSE HE IS MORE MATURE? AND BETTER AT MUSIC THAN ME? IS IT BECAUSE HE IS MORE ‘GENTLEMAN LIKE’ THAN ME?” He was trying to get a taxi for the both of us as he yelled at me saying stuff that truly made my heart ache in pain. I could see behind his anger, and felt the sadness in his eyes so I went up to him and pulled him forcefully into an embrace.

“Y/N! You can’t just fix this with a hug-“

I interrupted him by grabbing his chin and pulling it into a sweet kiss; He immediately melted into the kiss and slowly but surely trailed his protective hands around my waist.

“You silly, don’t be jealous!” I pulled back boop-ing his cold nose with the tip of my finger.

“I’m not..” he whispered looking down trying to avoid eye contact.

“You are,” my eyes reconnected with his “It’s okay because I know you truly love me; but I always want you to remember that you have my whole heart in your hands. I love you and only you, no one will never take your place.” I trailed my fingers through his hair taking every aspect of his face.

“I love you too Y/N, more than you can ever imagine. I didn’t want to yell at you I swear... I just... I–“ I see how tears of regret start to form in his sparkling brown eyes, threatening to fall down; and they do.

“Don’t cry love, please. I know that you didn’t mean it.” I peck him all over his face making his happiness wrinkles near his eyes appear once again indicating me that he was smiling. He guided me into a kiss once more this one a more cheerful one.

“I love you Jagi~” he giggled appreciating how cute I was.

“Nope, I’m pretty sure I love you more”

“Nonsense, I love you more”

“Hey! How about we go to this little cafe I know that is right across the street from here?” I smiled.

He weaved his warm hand with mine placing a kiss on them before he started walking.

“Ah yes! I know where it is, but I don’t the name.” He said in English chuckling waiting for the traffic light to turn to green indicating us to cross.

“Hahaha me neither kookie. I have such a smart boyfriend” I giggled since I didn’t know English as much as him.

I was grateful to have him by my side.

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pandaisalwaysinlove · 6 years

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Will you?

Summary: What happens when you break up with one of the BTS boy? Can you pretend that it never happened? Probably not, when your best friend is Yoongi. But what if your ex boyfriend is determined to convice you to give him a second chance? Will Suga play his role as a middleman? He certainly won’t stay silent.

Genre: fanfiction, suga x reader / yoongi x reader, bts x reader

Warning: /

Rating: /

A/N: Final part of my ff. Enjoy :)

Been trying to tell you this

I was supposed to tell you this

That this is all for you

Yoongi handed you lettuce „Here..hold it like this.“ He managed to form the lettuce in so called bowl and then with chopstick put meat, onion, garlic and mushrooms in it.

„Now wrap it.“ He told you and pointed at the mix of food in you hand.

„I.. what?“ you chuckled „How am I supposed to wrap it? Look at this, it’s a mess!“

„Your hair is mess, this is delicacy.“ He obliged you the food and finaly managed to fold it all in your mouth.

„Why you keep being like this?“ you grinned after you swallowed it.

„Because someone must teach you how to eat properly.“

„You don’t eat properly.“

„Eh, who asked for your opinion? Just hold this.“

You laughed and objected „I just ate three of them!“

„So what? This is for me.“ He loked at you and sighed „You’re so selfish.“

The lettuce you held in hand was overflowed with meat and other ingrediences.

„You can not eat this.“ It was the size of a tennis ball.

He didn‘t say anything. Adding some extra sauce he peckoned you to wrap it and took the final work from you, putting it all into his mouth.

„I didn’t say antyhing.“ You laughed.

With Yoongi’s apettite was impossible for you two to leave before 9.p.m. He forced you to eat the same amount of food as much as he did. So you felt right on the edge before throwing up and comitting suicide. How can he possibly eat like this every day?

Finally he took out his vallet.

„Ahh forget about that.“ You protested „Just because you are wealthy and famous, it doesn’t mean, you’ll…“

His hand suddenly reached for yours, when the other was taking out your purse. He looked at you with something like blank face.

„My dear Y/N, I know that you are sophisticated, strong, independent woman, but.. put the FUCKING PURSE in your GODDAMN BAG or I’ll skin you alive.“ Adding his gummy smile he stood up and went to the bar.

Stubborn little shit.

Grabbing your and his things you quickly ran out of the raestaurant. You heard his call and chortle. You catched for your breath, when you hid in near by bus station.

How happy, childish and playfull he made you. Although he reminded you of your used-to-be boyfriend, they were completely different. Here there was no push for what to say, what to look like or if you are wearing make up or not. There was no romantic, physical atraction or bond. He as like older brother or very old friend from school.

Suddenly you hear his footsteps and him leaning back at the glass side of the station.

„You know,“ his voice sounded half amused half tired „I didn’t think you are THAT childish.“

You stayed silence and raised to step to him, all of sudden he appeared next to you and urgently grubbed his things from you.

„What is it?“ you asked with laughter. He was very serious.

„Come.“ Was the answer of his strict sounding voice.

You followed him as he quickly dragged you through the street towards the square. As it was late night, there were not many people.

Because you both agreed on that you dont want to meet any fans o rif then the smallest amount, you picked one really honky-tonk „restaurant“ in very poor and accidentaly the most crimina lquater in Soul.

You hurried after him and then you inadvertently looked behind your shoulder. There was small group of men, gathering about 20 meters behind you. They were completely silent.

„Give me your hand.“ He said all at once and reached palm towards yours.

„Wha…why?“ you gasped when his fingers interweaved with yours.

„Less trouble.“

You followed his lead and the group of men was receiding. The probably never followed you but anyway it was very unwise from you two to hang around here alone.

Yoongi let go of your hand and waved at the taxman standing close to you. Even the square was silent and lonely. It wasn’t very pleasant night. Something heavy was in the air.

„It’s going to be storm.“ You said when you two sat in the car and Yoongi told the driver destination. It was your place.

He looked at you and scanned you with his dark eyes. Street lamps passing by the car and its orange light made his face look sharper and his eyes deeper.

„I was surprised that you didn’t throw up.“ He chuckled with look back out of the window.

„Why? It was thrilling.“

„Because you ate not done pork belly.“ He bursted in laughter.

Ah woo woo Get away away away from me Get away away from me Ah woo woo Whatever it takes, save me, me Save me

„Y/N?“

You turned to him when you fetched up at your door.

„Yes?“

„Can I come in?“ his eyes stared into the ground. When you didn’t answer he took a deep breath and then slowly turning his face to you „I have something…I want you to listen to something.“

Such a relief.

It sounded really odd.

Your heart started to beat again and you exhaled „Of course! Oh my, don’t do this to me again….“ You both laughed. Of course he did it on purpose.

When you entered your appartement, your hand automatically reached for lights, but he stopped you „Leave it.“

„What?“

He took off his jacket and stayed in your window bay. He stood there and observed the lights. He seemed a bit nervous.

„Some songs are better to listen in the dark.“

„You‘re scaring me now.“

He chuckled and put earphones into his phone. You sat on the pillow and waited.

Yoongi’s face was intent. His eyes quickly searched in the phone. What is going on?

„What if I heard it before?“

„You would tell me.“

You laughed „How can you be so sure.“

Not bothering himself with answer he sat down oposite to you and handed you his phone and earphones.

„Wait.“

He looked up at you and waited for the rest of the line.

„Why are some songs better to listen in the dark?“

He looked away and observed the lights again. Soft, almost accidental smile appeared on his face.

„Darkness can hide some...expressions. Some facial expressions that people are willing to show only in the night.“ He breath out and spotted his look on your toes.

„People are more open at night, too. They say and…share more than at daylight. Their responds are more honest and realy rarely lie. At night you dare to say more. Even more when you think no one is watching or listening. So,“ he turned back at you, sitting towards the window „I won’t look at you when you’ll listen to it.“

Then his head turned again „Don’t worry.“ He added softly.

„Okay.“ You said with surrender „Okay.“

You put the earphones in and pressed play.

We laughed, we cried Those days with you, those moments are now in memories I said, grasping my crushed shoulder I really can’t do any more

Last notes of the song were like drops of morning rain. Soft, fresh and soulful.

You opened your eyes.

„Jimin?“ you whispered.

„Y/N…“

At any other oportunity wou’d get up and make him leave. But now? When you heard his confession and his apology? When Yoongi, the little traitor set up all this just for you two meet?

Your ex sat on the place where was Yoongi before you shut your eyes. Now mr.Min wasn’t even in the appartement. He left you there.

„What.. what are you doing here?“ you managed to breathe out. Your hand automatically wiped out the tear, that was flowing down at your cheek. It was because of the song. So beautiful, innocent and intime song. That he sang into your ear.

„I..I wanted to make sure you’ll listen to it..“

There he was. The same old Jimin that wasn’t able to say anything directly. You remembered it all.

How he wasn’t able to confess to you. How he wasn’t able to kiss you in public or take your hand, because he was shy and insecure.

You leaned back at the wall and looked outside.

„I did. You can go now.“

„I don’t want to.“ He answered.

„But I do.“

Straight look into his deep eyes made him frown.

„I wanted to tell you something, too.“

The headphones landed on the ground. Now this trick became filthy and cruel. How Yoongi could do smething like this? Made you look at him again, listen to his voice. When you sworn to yourself to cut him of?

You looked at him, waiting.

„I am sorry.“ His voice was soft, shaking and pure. Nakedness of those words was scary. But you armoured yoursef. He told you that before.

„I miss you…“ he took a deep breath and his eyes run away. He looked out of the window like there would be script to tell him what to say.

„I think.. I can not… I am not good at this..“ he sighed „.. and I know you deserve to be told this..“ his lips twisted into soft smile „You deserve to be loved.“

„And how am I supposed to know?“ you whispered.

Your boldness made him smile more. He wasn’t hurt, although those words were told to make him feel responsible. He was amused.

„I thouht I told you many times.“ His hand slowly played with his shoelaces.

„But then you left and I knew, how blind I was..how deaf and cruel to you.. I hurt you, because I wasn’t respecting you and appreciating you enough..“ although he made those long pauses between lines like always, you were still surprised, how he sounded. He was very self confident.

„I left you waiting, when I wanted to relax.. I didn’t show you love enough.. I didn’t listen to you..“

His eyes finally found yours „Now I know I can relax only with you… now I want to shout into the world that you were my girlfriend and still are in my heart.. I want to listen to you.. know every stupid theory cou come up with..“

„I want to tell everyone…“

Your hands somehow found themselves in his.

„I love you.“

Pull me from this hell

I can’t be free from this pain

Save me, I am being punished

His lips were as soft and warm as you remembered.

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