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616witch · 2 years

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innovation is the ultimate weapon.

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astrxealis · 8 months

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me rn having the biggest hots for leon kennedy and astarion sorry LMFAOOO <3

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#^___^ me smiling innocently #bg3 is on the MIND !!! i dearly want it so badly. turns out my dad played 1/2 (not sure which) a looong time ago #but he never got too far i think bcs he's busy... :P but hey i love him. wow. it's really cool he knows it too (ofc he does lmfao)#me and him (handshake emoji) also never getting far in da origins yet bcs we have it on xbox bcs of him getting it a long time ago #but there's that bug in the mage tower... :( funny we both went thru it LMFAO <//3 anyway i got it on steam so i've been playing #again but not recently anymore since 1. ffxiv took over my life last days of summer again 2. summer is over back school so rip #anyway can u tell i love fantasy :)) da and bg babeyyy !!! my type is going to make you guys cry i'm so obvious #zevran... fenris... astarion... i have a thing for ppl w blond/white hair :P idk my fav in inquisition yet and idk anything abt bg1&2 yet #but Yeah. GHBSHJGBSHJG..... da origins is kinda funny (lack of better word) to me btw bcs i like all four main romance options #but it's hard to explain (i have a story behind stuff i want to share but it's tiring and annoying of me /hj !!!!!)#anyway i like blond elves if it wasn't obvious. yes i also like link and zelda from loz. yes i like legolas. yes i like #...anyway! so where does re fit in this? uh. u see i'm a coward actually i'm too scared to play re LMFAOOO #BTU I ADORE THE LORE and the characters and the game franchise and shit ^_^ just. i shld really watch it sometime #instead of reading wikis all the time and just soaking up all the knowledge but i'm. a Coward. okay #i can't even play bloodborne despite how nerdy i am over it... it's so scary to poor little me... i'm a coward (it's the harsh truth).....#anwyay i'll conquer my fears one day but that day is NOT SOON !!! i wna get into re properly tho aside from just being a nerd #so i'm too scared to play but i'll watch playthroughs sometime (and admire leon) <3 yeah. another blond. i know. shut up.#is this my life rn am i just infatuated w blonds and white haired guys. it's gna be hell if i continue nier replicant rn too huh #uh. goodnight!

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elulsdr · 11 months

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WHAT DO PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU?

PILE 1 PILE 2 PILE 3

hey guys, it's my first pac ever so i would love to have your feedback. this pac also has random messages too rather than what do people think about you.

it's mainly about the messages i got. i hope it resonates⭐️ (i swear i'm better at personal readings LMAO)

PILE 1

people think you're very self oriented and love to have the power over them. maybe you have leader qualities and they can see that. i'd say they think you're more likely to choose logic over emotions. they think you're def the overthinker one. they know you know you're worth and know when and what to say something. they can feel that you like to be seen as cold hearted and powerful. in your head being numb equals having power. people think you're very materalistic as in, whatever you wear you make it seem expensive. people think you're very soft inside but don't let a lot people in. sometimes they can sense that deep down you're really insecure and they can see the other side of you. where you're not sure of anything you do, you don't trust yourself enough. sometimes you come off as really complex and a lot. you seem to be stuck on something. you want to let it go but can't really do it cause you get used to it. so that's why people can sense your imbalance energy. you could be indecisive or air headed these days. still, people know you have the strength to get over it. you could intimidate people at first but when they see the real you -which you dont show it to many they love it. maybe you got hurt on the past, that's why you put a mask like that. you could be very obsessive, and passionate about the things you love. you come off as competitive too.

PILE 2

oooh my broken heart pile.. if you recently gone through a breakup, doesnt matter if it's romantic or friends. people see youve been thru ALOT. you show it to everyone whether youre aware of it or not. people can sense the broken energy. you keep trying to explain your feelings? or what happened between you and the other person and they're like, can she move on already?? but it's cruel to think like that. cause i feel like this relationship somehow connected to your inner child. maybe the relationship helped you with healing your inner child that's why you felt those emotions that hard. people think you're sensitive and a romantic. everything i said was in the past, your energy now seems very refreshing and stepping ahead. also i have a really bad headache rn, are u ok? take care of your health and make sure you sleep enough. you have many sleepless nights. anyways, people see your steps to a better life. although you might got addicted to the new me concept and ignore everyone who tries to help you or tries to talk to you. you're like, i don't want your help i've been by myself all this long i can take care of myself from now on. they are a bit annoyed by this. they think you're a bit stubborn. DEF a hopeless romantic. don't try to burden everything and try to move on with your life asap. take your time to heal. and take people's help -only the ones who really care tho. aww i just got the 3 of swords. pls keep your precious heart safe bby. your love is enough and you will find someone that loves you as much as you love them. (wow pile 2's photo says the exact same thing, i didnt mean to do that lol)

PILE 3

hey pile 3, why do you feel so alone even if you're out with your friends? you like to ask people for advice but somehow you don't trust them as much as you trust yourself. i mean good for you but people -maybe your friends can tell that you're faking your feelings sometimes? maybe you feel the need to be happy around everyone even if you feel like shit. they can tell that. there's this person you are stuck on. it seems like you arent able to let them go. people really wonder about you guys. you could be a heartbreaker too. you and your friends are sarcastic people. people could get annoyed by the fact that you guys have fun lol. people think you have it all and you will have it all. they dont like the fact that they cant get a piece of you, your space, your time. it's like, there are people who want you but you got someone else on your mind who you seem to cant have. you like to learn more and more. you're very smart and people like that. but there's just this unknown people love about you. you have the friends, you have the grades, you have the face but what is it that makes you sad(?) and broken? people wonder the shit out of this lmao and you don't give them a chance to understand it. you tend to zone out a lot during the day and your thoughts makes you go nuts. people just seem to curious about you. they don't know enough. the more you don't give them the chance the more they wonder. people feel that you have tons of other shit to do than answer their questions. they know they don't deserve to steal your time like that.

#tarot reading #astrology #pick a card #pick a pile #free tarot #tarotdaily

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ca-suffit · 3 days

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yeah anon I don't want to publish ur specific ask for the reasons u said, but thank u for reminding me of this post. this post from nalyra-dreaming was part of the affirmative action drama and I think a lot of what's in this post got lost out being talked about because of that. so let's talk about it. let's comb thru this so ppl can rly understand nalyra's racism and what they're defending when they want to defend her.

first off, lol take ur own advice. but anyways. this way of speaking is crazy. this is why this whole group of besties put everyone off as time went on. that's why it's lol when ppl come to me saying nobody likes u, we prefer them. okay?? ur weird and u like being yelled at idk. these ppl read some dumb books and think they work on the show. they reference each other's fanon more than anything else. there's no discussions. they talk AT u. it's a bunch of ppl who want to be seen as smart and popular. that's it lol. "we've been trying to tell them" girl u don't work on the show stfu.

this bitch is a whole bitch. u act like u have been victimized by a black fan because you had a disagreement. u play up "I tried to listen and I agree too! poor me, THEY don't want to hear anything else but what THEY want to hear :(" and THEN u have the fckn audacity to say shit like why aren't u all listening to BLACK MAN JACOB ANDERSON. why aren't u listening to black fans? why are u here making this post to act like a victim to "mean" black fans who just don't listen to facts and logic and jacob anderson himself. why are u here twisting this shit up to pretend u have empathy for black ppl by stepping over everyone here (who does not have to filter anything for show press) and saying "actually ur all wrong and stupid and ur the REAL racists because u take away jacob and bailey's own voices."

this is a real level of fucking evil racist shit and why I'm spelling this out rly slow rn so u all understand.

"Louis is not chained to his coffin guys, he could have left, and a fight which shows off power discrepancies within the show story line is not automatically domestic abuse."

u jump thru so many hoops for lestat's defense it has made u dumb as fuck.

where was louis supposed to go? he's black, his family hates him, his husband is a demon spawn who stalks everyone down who tries to leave. who BEAT HIS ASS already at the *thought* that he'd even leave. that's not DV?? he could have left?? how are u like 50 years old and victim blaming like this and then saying u have authority over analyzing these books for the peasants here lol.

the favorite go to line from this dumb group is "they're monsters" "they're vampires." anne rice was famous in the first place for using iwtv to humanize vampires. I think she used this type of "logic" over time too tho and that's prbly where this comes from. it's a bad excuse tho. we're talking about DV but u say it's not DV and then say "they're all murderers anyway so nothing matters." girl the redemption isn't about vampirism, it's about whiteness. u big fucking dummies who can't talk about race always want to pretend this is about lestat being a vampire and how we're too stupid to understand vampires and monsters. the horror of lestat rn is his whiteness. the horror is the power that gives him as he's the least capable of rational thought in that whole "family" unit. he's ignorant, controlling, and quick to anger. he never tries to fix his ignorance, he makes excuses for all his behavior because he CAN. because society allows him to do that! louis and claudia can't make any mistakes or be forgiven because black ppl are not given that same grace. u can call lestat a monster because on a white man that's still an attractive quality. ppl LUV white serial killers and abusers so much and hype them up like they're galaxy brain heroes. calling a black person a monster is just every day. with no benefit. that's the one u rly believe is the threat and then u shoot to kill.

she's so dumb omfg. isolation doesn't mean put in an empty room. lestat wove himself into every aspect of louis' life so that louis could not exist without him. yes, on a level, louis was showing off his man, but u see how the "roots" take hold more and more over time. he's living in lestat's house, lestat is now the one driving the car. more and more lestat is telling them what they're doing and becoming critical of what louis will not give up. acting up v loudly when he doesn't get his way (he brings antoinette in when louis isn't "acting right" so he can torture louis at his job so he'll fix himself already, then he "allows" louis to see other people except now I'm gonna overreact about that too, now I've chased claudia off but btw did u know I've always had a big dick and u not being fun for me anymore is why all of this has ever happened??)

again with the evilness of trying to prove ur shit point by saying "if u disagree with me then u hate black people (jacob anderson) even tho I'm speaking over all black ppl here with this post." ok lestat lol. u are always trying to excuse lestat's actions for being what they are by saying there's a book reason behind it or saying louis or whatever black or brown character is the REAL abuser. do u think abuse has to be intentional to count as abuse? do u rly think lestat's actions are justified when he could have easily explained any of it without doing all that? his response to louis' depression is to do everything I wrote above. u think that's not abuse? u think that's not isolation? "be my companion" but he didn't mean emotionally. u don't think that's maybe the arc lestat is going to have to go thru to be a better partner to louis? what do u think his arc is then, louis just made it all up and soon we won't have to care about race and lestat has been a cool guy this whole time just kidding?? anne rice rly gave u a smooth ass brain.

I don't even know what this means. u all love to skip over points and just say "okay SWEETIE u just don't understand dark themes and monsters, u won't ever get it." okay U, SWEETIE, ur 50 years old, talk slow for me. I know u can do it. if u want authority then prove u know ur shit. a loud voice by itself doesn't do anything but yell. but this is all mama rice taught u tho. so here we are lol.

"everything is unreliable narration except for lestat who is always telling the truth because his egotistical crazy ass white woman author who wanted to be a white man so badly and wrote in his voice IRL to yell at ppl for real said he's telling the truth" u are all so crazy and racist and then u get big mad when ppl notice how crazy and racist u are lol. this gap between series airing has been annoying af but it's sure exposed ur asses because ur not smart like u think u are. when someone rly shows up and breaks down ur arguments to ur face and that is the sole reason I'm here, u all have nothing to say anymore. so fuck u lol enjoy this well earned fallout.

#interview with the vampire #amc interview with the vampire #interview with the vampire amc #iwtv amc #amc iwtv #iwtv 2022 #fandom racism #nalyra-dreaming

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akgaereporter · 3 months

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armies/sleepers: newly debuted 'tae lookalike' posts selcas & some army’s reactions are kinda..??

tldr: newly debuted boygroup member posts pics on twt, bc he looks like tae armies find it & start being weird af in the replies n qrts..🤕

ouu they gone get me..

so this guy is kwonhyeop from the bg waker. he was in pd101 and debuted 2 weeks ago, but was already getting attention predebut for looking like tae:

then he posted these pics:

and armies found it, but the reactions it got are so??🤥 why are we talking abt this man like he isnt a real person who sees these things..??

some people clocked it but the damage has been done, theyre about to ratio the poor guy🤕

☆ my opinion

well lets not lie and say they dont look similar. once you look at him long enough the differences become clearer, but at certain angles and when u see him for the first time, the resemblance is def strong. but that does NAWT excuse all this bullshit.. the military comments are so silly when u think about why and how bts are enlisting like they literally insisted on going when they couldve been exempted at any time of day. “tae really needs an exemption from the military” girl LMFAO the man wants to serve so let him. tae would fight this man to be where hes at rn so can yall please stop w these tired, ran thru, unfunny jokes that not even bts would chuckle at.. nobody but u & ur corny followers are giggling like plz let it rest.

but back to the guy, u can tell that’s just his face, however he or his company may be styling his hair/eye makeup to look more like tae. hes their debut mv thumbnail & seems to be the fotg.. i dont put anything past these small companies & u can lowkey see this strategy is working, bc their followers have gone up since yesterday. some armies desperately missing V oppa😣💔 may actually tune into him bc of this. & good for him, i'm sure he's a great guy, i just hope it’s his choice if he’s being marketed this way..

if it is a marketing tactic then this kind of reaction should've been expected. but im still kinda baffled at why some armies are acting like this is a bad thing bc.. why are yall demonizing & harassing people who are showing your fav’s impact?? if u were an idol who kinda looked like such a successful person in the same field, why wouldnt u capitalize off it..?? especially in such an appearance oriented industry, he’s kinda real for that. these reactions just show they dont view him as an actual person like this is not something to get evil over🤥 theyre acting like he said fuck taehyung and his momma in that tweet i SWEAR its not that srs. tae is fine, this man is fine, everyone's fine lets be calm

anyways their debut album is pretty good ! tune in here :

not done listening but spirit & dash ate

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[c l o s e t a b ?] ◀ ⇨ akgaepop.com

#kpoptwt #taehyung #waker #armies #bts army #army

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 6 months

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mac i am so sorry to enter ur inbox with more qsmp but oh my god. qcellbit update. so he talked to bagi. his sister. he still doesn't remember her. he still needs time to process everything but she said she's waited fifteen years so she can wait a few more days. i'm crying and sobbing rn. also he doesn't even fucking remember what he did to get thrown in prison, all he knows is that he was killing people to survive one day and another he was behind bars. i'm UNWELL!!! he got called in to talk to cucurucho (the fuckin THING that's kind of the federation mascot and it tortured cellbit with a chainsaw months ago FUCK CUCURUCHO ALL MY HOMIES HATE CUCURUCHO) and he was just. fucking tired. yesterday he messed with the feds quite publicly and cucurucho questioned him about it and he said "i don't care what you do to me, you can torture me, i don't care. i just want my family back, i want a future with them. just give me peace. let me rest." HE SOUNDED SO FUCKING TIRED. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HE WAS SAYING UNTIL SOMEONE POSTED A TRANSLATION BUT HE SOUNDED SO SO SAD. AND NOW CELLBIT HIMSELF IS GOING TO TWITCHCON SO QCELLBIT IS TAKING A WEEK LONG DEPRESSION NAP. MAC CAN U HEAR ME. I'M UNWELL. I'M LOSING IT. THIS IS ME RN

anyway. hows ur day. i might go watch some steven universe bc i have been meaning 2 rewatch it (or adventure time!!!! one of the two for sure) take a short break from binge watching hannibal 2 watch a silly funny cartoon :3 also still trying to make my way thru marble hornets again it's just such an insane series 2 rewatch u know but i'm getting there!!! sorry i am just currently lying on the floor in my brain thinking about qsmp i had 2 tell u what happened 2 ur blorbo in law today

NEVER APOLOGIZE TO ME ABOUT PUTTING STUFF IN MY INBOX I LOVE GETTING MAIL I LOVE LEARNING THROUGH OSMOSIS I LOVE LISTENING 2 PPL TALK ATBT THINGS THEY LOVE

that sounss aboslutely DEVASTATING btw. oh my god. so the whole thing is like.. she remembers him but he doesnt remember her ?? GODDDD thats so upsetting. im glad hes getting 2 take a nap even if it is a depression one sigh. oh man oh man i love this.

my day was! good i think! i have not had a day to reat since my whole job shadow debacle last week so im kimd of running on fumes BUT . i have off work tmw so im gonna get a haircut and feel all good about everything. and maybe work on some art bc im now caught up to my pre prepped invertober images and i have a couple other time sensitive things like that. ougah. we keep truckin. ive got a huge backlog of youtube videos to watch from last week + beginning of this week i cannot Wait to get thru those and also watch more adventure time !! bc i have offically gotten to Stakes (a marcelone centric mini series) and it is one of my favorite eras ever. i love you vampire lore!!!

#im like... skooo tired rn. i dont have ANY more words left in me.#but like i also dont want 2 sleep yet #i didnt shower this morning bc our gas lines have been down for like 3 days and we ran out of hot water #BUT theyre back up now. but also its like 11pm and my family is asleep and i dont want to wake them up #but i feel soooooo gross and greasy #+ my hair is at that point where its like. Uncomfortably Long. getting back into oh fuck i look like a girl territory. eugh #but its FINE bc im getting it CUT tomorrow. my favorite place had one (1) opening tomotrow afternoon so i snatched that shit up RIGHT away #uhhh what else. i watched some scary movies today those r always fun.#every day i yearn to be a) a man covered in blood or b) a vampire bite victim but like in a fun homoerotic way #those two things are not mutually exclusive but you know what i mean. i need 2 look like will graham #asks #friends!!!#anachronistic-falsehood #i am also revisiting an old blorbo rn and the nostalgia is hitting sooooo badly #i will not name this blorbo bc im not into public humiliation like that but ohh my god. favoritest guy ever.#fundamentally changed my life type character.#category 7 insane person moment. we stay silly !!!#im like. sooooo sleepy and rambly but also i feel a little bit like an oyster rn

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dark-nekofear · 3 months

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tagged by @kukiyuuri ur so sweet ty for the tag <3

ONE. Are you named after anyone?

*Office stare* whatever gave u that impression? :3c

yea my queer ass swiped Roxas' name as my own. I had a major identity crisis after leaving a cult a decade ago so it kinda felt fitting to pick the name with his own history with cults & identity issues hehe

2. When was the last time you cried?

couple days ago, tho I have a very hard time crying anymore. thaaaat's probs not good ^^;; I used to be a huge crybaby.

3. Do you have kids?

thankfully not. I'm enough work as is tyvm

4. What sports do you play? have you played?

I played street hockey with my neighbors quite a bit growing up, tho it was rather short-lived when they suddenly had a problem with playing with a girl (boy do I have news for them). in high school I joined the tennis team. I wasn't stellar at it but I had a blast. wish there were more opportunities to play but that requires other ppl wanting to play.

these days I've been reconnecting with my childhood love of rollerblading. I'm close to being as good as I used to be which is so exciting cuz there's so much I never mastered! so I'm about to cross over into new territory!

5. Do you use sarcasm?

what's sarcasm? ovo

6. What is the first thing you notice about people?

looking at the world thru an artist's lens, I notice things like posture, expression, body language first. which can tell u a lot about a person in the moment without a word being spoken.

7. What's your eye color?

blue! I think they're turning gray as I get older which is kinda cool but also a little sad.

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

depends on my mood; both are good. so long as the story is told well anything goes really.

9. Any talents?

I suffer from the good at the arts but bad at everything modern society deems useful disease. my main talent is probs drawing, writing coming second (if I ever get the spoons to do it again). I'm also decent at singing with my long history with choir & leading worship services.

10. Where were u born?

the most boring place on earth -- the US Midwest. Siri, play "Sidewalks" by Story of the Year.

11. What are your hobbies?

a lot of my free time lately has been getting back into studying languages. I'm mostly focused on Japanese atm but I'm also at an intermediate level in German & conversational in ASL.

I game quite a bit too, primarily retro games. *screaming crying throwing up that PS2-era is now considered retro* seldom do I play things upon release except of KH.

oh, I'm also a casual fashion doll collector (mostly Barbie & Monster High). old media as well (vhs, retro games, music, etc). lost media & preservation of the arts in general really interests me.

I play guitar a bit too but lol I suck at it.

other hobbies previously touched on in earlier q's include drawing, skating, singing & writing. :3c

12. Do you have any pets?

I have a kitty! she's a dilute calico & a huge diva cuz she knows she's gorgeous. she's loud af just like me & loves talking to her fave humans in the sassiest tone possible.

13. How tall are u?

not tall enough. 165cm

14. Favorite subjects in school?

German (easily my best subject), art & English.

15. Dream job?

I've been thinking a lot about circling back to an old dream job. something utilizing my knack for picking up languages. maybe interpreting or teaching? I'd really like to go back to school so I can maybe have a decent shot at something overseas. where? I'm still deciding. being trans kinda complicates it a bit. with that in mind & having several instances of homelessness this past decade I've concluded the US isn't a viable place for me to continue living. I have a unique opportunity to rebuild rn & I intend to utilize it. even if that means allowing my art to return to being just a hobby.

ahh! sorry I'm totally ending this on a bummer note huh? uhh uhh... puppies! think of puppies!! & kitties!!!

anyway, I'll tag uhh... whoever wants to do this? >w<; u can obvi say I tagged ya.

#thanks again for tagging me <333 #tag game

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wordsarelife · 3 months

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heya babe! i JUST found u thru your xmas calendar n im obsessed w your writing. it's insane to me how u only have 500+ followers rn!?! n e ways idk if ur still doing the follower special - nw if not + feel free to ignore this :)

may i req 💄 for the hp fandom (preferably marauders or slytherin boys) as a fem reader? im very devoted to my friends as my love langs are acts of service and quality time, but obviously i would hope to think that this could apply to anybody else im close w:) physically im 5'3 w medium length, straight dark brown hair, hands that like to be held or looped around smo else's arm, n a constant smile. i clearly dk how to describe myself so honestly go crazy and make stuff up bc I'll eat your writing anyway!!!

thanks love<3

first, thank you so much! you're so nice. i'm glad you like my blog. and don't worry you were just in time :)

i'd ship you with james potter. he's my favorite marauder and a real ride or die boyfriend.

he brings excitement to everything he does and always has the perfect amount of golden retriever energy. he'd do anything for his friends, so i think you would be a great match.

i imagine him as being obsessed with cuddles and always has to touch you in some way. he can never keeps his hands to himself, but he's sweet about it, it's never in a posessive or sexual way, he tends to show you his love through physical touch.

he'd be a great listener too, so you could tell him everything that matters to you and he would also remember every single detail. you are confused how he knows exactly what type of noodles is your favorite. he just knows because you told him once about three years ago.

heavy on the friends to lovers trope. you probably knew each other years before you got together, making your bond even stronger.

in conclusion, james is a great person to be around and an even better boyfriend. he constantly makes you love and you never feel safer than when you're in his presence.

i really hope you like the ship and thank you for participating

love, lizzy 💗

#lizzysfollowercelebration

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anantaru · 9 months

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it's ur fav and very tired anon 🤠 hru my cutie I hope ur good ur hydrated eating good food (EXTREMELY important) and enjoying SUMMERRRRRR NAAAAAAHHHHHHHH BC U KNOW IVE BEEN PLAYING GENSHIN FOR THE LONGEST TIME AND TELL ME Y IM ONLY NOW HAVING DREAMS ABT IT I've been deprived and I also might just be a cheater bc u would think that the dream would be abt kaeya. NO. it was abt that sexy fucking bastard kamisato ayato and it was scrumptious icl but I'm going insane over these fictional men 😔✊️ free me from the shackles of delusion fr but ayato looks delicious icl and his mole near his lips is so kissable. If u need me to elaborate on the dream though 😏😉 yk what's so weird these days all I can think about is getting railed i highkey think I might go and speedrun thru ur works on ao3 ALL OVER AGAIN but when I first found you yk I spent 3 days where I just read ur works till night after school ur acc legendary u keep the genshin smut reading community together ILL SAY IT AND ILL SAY IT WITH CHEST ill acc fight anyone who disagrees like I can by u some glasses perhaps to prove my point but maybe if I knock some sense into u that won't be necessary 🤩😝🤡😊 ill be ur bodyguard for free also another thing bc ik ur the biggest heizou lover I finally got him at c3 but I NEED HIM AT C6 SO BADLY LIKE ⁉️ he's so underrated it's acc so painful he's literally one punch man what more do u want ffs 🫠 anyways abt my lvl 90 kaeya build nah bc his build rn is looking a bit shitty icl he's at crit rate 33 and crit damage like 99 (HE COULD HAVE JUST BEEN 100 MAN ) with 2 p gladiators finale and 2 p blizzard strayer but I'm trying to give him 4p blizzard strayer but I've based him heavily on atk and it helps so so much I gave him aquila favonia as well which is rlly good cos of the physical damage bonus but i haven't rlly even had time to build him as much as I would like bc life man and ayato needs to be built too I've been trying to get weapons for the characters I have weapon banner this time is looking great 5 star wise for my team if I get the 5 star catalyst -> heizou and if I get 5 star claymore -> noelle bc she's a tank or maybe beidou anything else I'll still be very happy anyways HAPPY GENSHINING LETS HAVE A GOOD SUMMER MI AMOR AND IM SENDING U HUGE VIRTUAL KISSES AND HUGS ILY HAVE FUNN OKKK ADIOSSSS

BYEJWJQJQJQ I AM LAUGHING SO HARD OMG BAHQHHQHQHQ LOVE I HAVE MISSED YOU 😭😭😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 I CANT THIS MADE MY ENTIRE DAY BETTER 💕💕🧚🏻‍♀️🧚🏻‍♀️ you‘re so sweet i‘m so happy to have you here with me and whenever i see you in my askbox i smile 🩷 thank you for being here

#˚✩彡 🤠 — anon'#꒰୨ 𖤐 ୧꒱ answered'

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callilouv · 1 year

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hi ... scrolling thru dash and i saw. and don't just want to leave it. so hi. you aren't a disappointment >:(( !! no matter what it is pls always remember there are people who are so so proud of you for even small things, bcs hey, every little big matters, it really does :] and you're so much more than you think you may be at times. self deprecating thoughts suck but hey! you're talented!! very much so!!! you're amazing and pls try to remember <3 also goes for literally whoever sees this even if i have no idea who u r ^__^ on that note tho HI CAL i am checking up on moots uhh hru! hope u've been doing well! take care okay aaa may i just say rq that i super love your art. not just that but just specifically rn okay KDBSKD I SOMETIMES RMBR YOUR SANDY ART and i get so wow and wow and wow? wow? yeah. and it's lovely seeing how much your art improves and no wonder so many people love it, including me and all your friends! i'm not sure what else to say but here's a lil bit of love from a friend (me. i hope. that we count as friends sorry anxiety snuck in a bit there) hehe ^^ (this is in pink bcs tumblr mobile hates me and it's fun so i'm not making it black lol! sorry this is so long i have a lot of energy rn and love being there for ppl when i see they may need it so. yeah <3)

(actually going on anon i'm shy sending long...? asks to literally anyone but i think you can tell who i am anyway. maybe. KDBSKDKS HAVE A GOOD EVE)

HEL O ………. I LNEW WHO U R RIGBT FROM THE START PLS ur texting style is so recognizable to me idk why HDIEBDID<333 but THANK U SOBS . yea those kinds of thoughts suck and they come to me very often unfortunately</3 but . But like friends (yes we r friends mwah) make me feel a 372974383847x better hfnfhfnf especially when they go out of their way to comfort me (like u!) SOBSS idk I just feel loved whenever friends do that and it makes me feel very giddy heehehdbdjxj

I BEEN PRTY GOOD! Schoolwork is starting to pile up again . Pain . But I can manage :D Goodluck w ur work too frfr ik that u have a lot wwww ><

PLS YEAH Ngl sometimes I look back at my old art and even I surprise myself by my improvement…. it’s nice to know that u appreciate it huhu bro STOP ITS 11PM AND UR MAKING ME SMILE AGJWHESJ

#ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ mail received #ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ anonymous #almost typed out ur name and not anonymous LMAO #but frfr I’m glad that I’m not the only one struggling w TUMVLR mobile text though?:₱/!:&#it’s why I’ve been coloring my posts texts purple when I post from mobile HSJABXIS #BUT WAHH ILY AND ALL OF MY OTHER MOOTS WHO CARED ENOUGH ABT ME TO COMFORT ME SOBS #kisses all of u platonically. mwah . HAJABXIX #slides this in my favs too……#★ favorited!#i feel so giddy pls y’all need to stop doing this (pls keep doing it) LMAO

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lyriakisser · 1 year

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AUGHHHHHHHHHHH THE SILLY BILLY CUTEST AND MOST STUPID GUY EVER!!!!!!!!! <33333 OK SO the boy lives in postwick i think it's called? w the protagonist! and his brother is none other than the fucking champion of the region leon!! wow hop u sure were lucky. ANYWAYS he's this super hype guy who loves having fun AND he wants to be the next champion SOSOSO BAD it's crazy. also he loves leon bc yk. he's the champion. who doesn't love the champion <- me AHEM SO u enter the gym challenge and ur rivals and yk how that goes bla bla bla OK SO when u've collected three gym medals smth TERRIBLE happens. u see um........ i uh........ yk so um uhhhhhh............... SIGHS FINE when the protagonist and hop and on their way to the next gym thru the wild area aka place a lots of pokemon um. sighs i/bede appear and um. ummmm uhhhhhhh well u see...... i ask hop for a battle and we battle and when the protagonist reaches the entrance of the next city i appear again....... UM YEAH THAT'S EVERYTHING U NEED TO KNOW AHAHAHA *slaps myself* so since i'm a fucking horrible person hop loses the battle and i tell him he's so weak that no one will think leon is strong. and this gives hop depression for the. rest of the game!! uh yeah ummmmm i wanna kill myself rn um ANYWAYS the guy changed his team WAYYYYYY too much and then he comes back to his main team and he seems to be ok again! kind of? idk sdkjfgkj BUT OFC as a rival he's fated to not become champion. fuck pokemon SO he seems chill abt it BUT THEN after the game ends u have the posgame!! in which two weird guys start dynamaxing pokemon in the gyms bc. idk they want to jdshksd AND OUR DEAR HOP OS DEPRESSED AGAIN BC HE FEELS HE'S NOT STRONG ENOUGH D: the poor guy man...... SO UM u go thru the region defeating those pokemon w him AND piers who's there bc. yes. i love that guy did u know that OH RIGHT me and hop even have an encounter bc yk. i'm a gym leader now dhfksd and we're pretty chill? huh that's weird....... starts having thoughts abt bedehop ANYWAY in the end protagonist and hop catch a fucking legendary and u battle once more AND THEN the new professor pokemon comes and i don't exactly remember what happens but he becomes professor assitant isn't that cool!! yes ofc it is <3 AND SO hop never had depression EVER AGAIN AND TOTALLY NOT BC OF ME <3333 anyways this was long huh. i love hop what can i say

OH RIGHT INFO ABT THE BOY!!!!!!!!!! he's so silly isn't he i love him sm <333 AND UM YEAH I'LL DO ME LATER BC RN I HAVE TO DO MATH KLFHLKAHKFLAGLKALKLKAGFLA

ohmygod he is just like me fr............. ALSO GOOD AS HELL ANALYSIS YOU DID SO WELL HAVE A MEDAL❤️

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munamania · 1 year

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hiiii abby i didn't read the ask posts you reblogged but if everybody else is sending you asks i wanna be included <3 ummm let me think of a question. OH. tell me where you are on riverdale... what do you think about it, i know you're not on s3 yet (unless i don't know that...) so you HAVE to be sure to Blog about it when you do get there becasue it is literally one of THE great tvseasons of all time i think. anyway literally you have got to catch up on riverdale so you can experience waching it live... time is running out... the end is near... etc. anyway i hope you're well, hope your night is going fine. um i hope your roommates get their shit together and i hope film girl dies. sorry to speak her name, i just hate her <3 i'm still very jealous you got to meet dylan mulvaney but also happy for you but also that should have happened to me but also happy for you... xoxo ily bye goodnight :)

hiii beth i saved this cause i got so sleepy last night <3 but okay so im on s2e20 rn. was really happy to see cheryl and betty hanging out this cooper drama is crazzzy. also last ep oh my god! i was like jaw dropped rip archie was all bloody and beaten and kidnapped... i already brought up how fun s2e18 was at one point i was so so giddy thru that ep lol. i have done such an awful job catching up UGH i was watching a decent pace briefly pre break and then my mom didnt wanna watch w me and life happened and i got SO thrown off. so im just gonna have it on as much as i can over the next few days and then........ watch anyway?? or should i just miss the first week the big return and do everything i can to catch up before next week. i appreciate the vitriol you have for her tbh like it's sooooo nice to have another hater for her out there. reminding me to have a backbone. and she sucked so bad. also god the roommates. i HAVE to get out of here (and thank god i will in just a few months.) litchrally wish you could have been here for dylan i was soo so so unexpectedly like nervous like a little chihuahua shaking and she was so kind and sweet but i was SAUR embarrassed and kinda gross after work. she was lovely though. yeah you shouldve been here fr. anyway love u hope ur having a good night <3

#do sound off on how i should approach rvd. i think i'll talk abt it more when im watching too i love talking <3 and it's so. SO much is #always happening it's so fun #asks

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growthpeacelove · 2 months

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So we are just friends now - and I’m fully moved in

So we are just friends now

He said he wants to find like a long term partner bc he wants to get married and settle down and he doesn't want to break my heart and he feels like he might be out of time soon bc he will be 40 soon and he wants to have a family

And he said that in 6 months he usually know that he is in love or not and he doesn't feel that way w me and I'm like " it takes u 6 months to know if u r in love ?"

like that's crazy fast

And he said bc I handled that convo really well and didn't throw a fit or get mad he is even more attracted to me and he said he is confused now *

and he said he knew in the back of his mind just bc things are fine between us doesn't mean it's right to keep seeing me knowing that it's not what he wants long term

and he was worried about me being in love w him and him not knowing and he is checked out

I feel like he was expecting me to say something or have that intense emotion towards him and I told him " rn I don't think long term - I'm thinking about getting my life in order " and when he asked about the 6-7 months we had been dating and how I felt it was going I pointed out that I couldn't think about being in love or anything like that bc he hadn't even asked me to be his gf and he was like " oh I didn't know I had to ask u about that" and I'm like " !!! U know I haven't had many relationships- these things r important to me"

And I also told him that I was not ready to be in a vulnerable place like that- and that's why I can handle this news so well - and I'm happy that we are friends now and we are still in each others lives bc I care about him and he has done a lot for me and it was so easy being in a relationship with him

that it was nice and fine and that's also why this convo was so hard for him

Bc there wasn't anything wrong between us and it was very easy

and he was worried about like hurting me and mistreating me and I told him that how he he told me and everything was nice and I'm not hurt

And I'm honestly not hurt - I'm sad bc I am going to miss that time together

but it's going to be fine and I want him to find the love of his life - like he should be more intentional if he already knows if he will be in love 6 months

and he said he can't date multiple people at the same time so one he is done grieving the end he will start to date other people and is intentional about finding his future wife

But ya we didn't have that spark but we did have an honest conversation and I could tell him that I'm honestly afraid of a long term relationship rn and that's why the last 6-7 months I've just been enjoying how healthy it has been and how easy it has been

And I knew a hard convo would happen at some point and it's better now than later when I'm more attached or I felt like he took time from me

I just am not at the mental capacity to be in a relationship Rn anyways

that Level of vulnerability ??

I don't have it in me to share that yet

But ya before we had that talk we built my bed and we moved stuff around so now I'm sleeping on my bed

And he was so concerned about me getting settled in before he had this convo w me

He has had women in his life who threw a fit before and was really upset but ya dude he looked like he would cry at some point

so I kept cracking jokes

thru out the convo - bc I was like Feeling like we needed humor otherwise it would just be a really weird convo or it might go south or something

ya I was like shocked when he said he knows 6 months in Like I told him - I'm not even fully unmasked at that point

hell I'm still working thru how to be vulnerable and be present and just not always get mad at myself

I was like " u know me but u don't really know me - im still very guarded "

he said I don't seem that anxious and I'm just like uh I've been a crying panicked mess the last few months for a variety of reasons and I just have not been feeling like my best self so no I wasn't thinking that deep about our relationship

but what do i know - I haven't been in love before - I've had to reel myself back in everytime I thought I was w my future husband/ could see myself in love over a text or acts of service

He really kept emphasizing how he really tried his best to treat me well and I'm like ... it doesn't take much to treat me very well

ya I was pointing out to him about that- I mask a lot and most of the time I'm in my own head and in my own world

it's like again you cannot date a 25 year old like me w my own stuff and adhd and expect them to be one kind of way/ look for a spark when my energy is on 17 other mini lights - my sparks are all over

I also told him - my personality and who I am - this is prob it and if he thought I would be calmer in the coming months or something was to change - I told him - that prob wasn't going to happen and we prob are also not compatible in the end

He can give himself that 6 month mark and tell himself he has to feel a certain way by then - then it's also prob more than just that - that we are not completely compatible

Which is fine - I told him I have felt a lot more calmer bc I know him So there are traits that I absorbed from him

he told me if was younger or 34 he could have been seeing me for longer at this rate

Im encouraging him to find his person - and make that effort - someone out there is the one

it's just not me !

In true writing fashion I sent this

Thank you for sharing how you were feeling with me today. The compassion and integrity and kindness you showed really means a lot. I am so happy you are in my life in every form that it takes and I really hope you find what you are looking for. You deserve it - fr

I am excited about this new chapter in our friendship! It’s going to be nice to hang out and hopefully enjoy the amenities and just hang out together. You are really important to me and not just anyone gets that title. Thank you for being there for me for a lot of stressful times in my life and for all the best times! You have no idea what that means to me. You are a wonderful person and empathetic and kind and intentional and I adore you in so many ways.

Additionally. !!

I told him that me moving out was a big deal bc it is giving me agency and men r not emotional getaway cars and im trying to heal so another explanation for my lack of strong feelings - I wanted him to understand that it wasn't him - like im just trying to get back to where i was

he's great and wonderful - and like honestly I'm glad he told me and he still wants to help me bring the mirror to my place and be helpful still

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osachiyo · 6 months

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I keep losing track if i already did a daily or not 💔 anyways im back teehee (‘m sorry 4 flooding ur inbox 🙏🙏)

Miau :3

https://pin.it/657jwAu

Chuuya w a pokemon makes my heart MELT! Adorable!!<3 ESPECIALLY A VULPIX!!

https://pin.it/4C5XQYk pikaCHU! Get it..? Because CHUuya… yk….?? (Please tell me u get it)

https://pin.it/22yjgaD

Also what is ur fav bsd character? So i can gather pins of them and send em to ur inbox!<3

Also todays school was a bit urrhhh…. I had a history exam today! And it was a bit hard ngl, i suck at history- anyways! Today we were gonna watch a movie in Dutch class and everyone kept talking and yelling, it was so annoying! We couldnt watch the movie in peace! :( also in math class today we played kahoot! I didnt join in cause i was interested in reading fanfics teehee… also the lunch lady ran out of chicken sandwhiches so that was a bummer :( and uhh that was my day, oh! Btw i had extra lessons at 4 pm righr after school so no break 💔💔

How did your day go? I hope it went amazing and that you had fun!<3 daily reminder to take care of yourself! :) this goes for everyone btw!!

-💞 anon

hey nonnie !!! always such a treat to see you in my ask box <3 (dw, love! I don't mind you flooding my askbox at all 💓)

HELP the chuuya pun 😭 tysm for the pins, as always <3

I made a list of my fave bsd characters a while ago, but if I had to choose one character... It would definitely be fyodor ! but I'm going thru a chuuya phase rn so I'm a lil confused </3

I suck at history too, don't worry love 😭😭 GOSH I hate it sm when ppl talk during movies..

Be sure to take care of yourself, dear ! Classes n stuff might be stressful but don't forget to put yourself first ! <3

My day went great, thank you for asking ! Though I almost died from eating this spicy ass chicken curry 😭😭

Anyway, sending kisses n hugs ! excited for tomorrow <3

#chiyoh talks ☆#ᥫ᭡ msg! ᥫ᭡#▹ from ▹ 💞 anon #ilysm <3

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stillwithkoo · 2 years

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Hi y'all I'm just here to rant & ramble again dun mind me. So i got this new job which i really like. (it's about content creation and social media!) But ofc my GAD had to remind me how effed up i am. And it's not easy. I'm trying my best to work, even tho my mind can't function at 100% bec of my anxiety. And this person's comment on the 2nd pic/screenshot (i attached here) is totes relatable. I've always felt stupid and useless for having a hard time focusing & remembering shit when I'm anxious. That's why I can't hold down jobs. 🙃 (I'm still working in my new job rn but idk for how long lol)

Also the article said if you went thru a lot of trauma (which i did & I'm still going thru thanks to my dna donors) that might be the reason why u tend to zone out and forget a lot. Anyway, i can't tell my bosses or my coworkers about it bec they already think im so sloW (which maybe i am bec of my disorder) but imagine how powerful I'd be if i wasn't so traumatized and crippled with anxiety. 🙂

So, I'm just here ranting about how life is so unfair and how much i want to function & work better if only i wasn't so fcked up. 💀 I tried anxiety & depression meds before but they didn't work. So now I'm planning to try another method, when i get enough money. I wanna find a good therapist someday when i can afford to get one.

#Tw: anxiety and depression #N rambles #I'm an anxious bitch but I'm trying my best to still function and be productive #It's not easy bec my birthgiver has bipolar and a lot of other disorders and she projects them on me when she's mad.#I just feel so alone i dun have a good support system at home or a friend i can rely on. Haha (:#And there's this coworker who's being a bitch to me cos she thinks im fcking dumb lol #I am just so exhausted. I'm tired of looking stupid. But I'm looking for ways to manage it. Im trying to be more independent

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dreamertrilogys · 3 years

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1. birds hover the trampled field, richard siken / 2. the crane wife, cj hauser / 3. john my beloved, sufjan stevens / 4. belovéd, yves olade / 5. @steveyockey / 6, 9. hunger makes me, jess zimmerman / 7. end of desire, muna / 8. what the dragon said: a love story, catherynne m. valente

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