It still rubs me wrong when religious people say stuff like “personal preferences” or “their preferences” because it’s still implying that I’m choosing to be gay and like ugh idk it just makes me feel uncomfortable
I am yet again awoken at 8am. Am I adulting?
Or maybe I’m being too sensitive lol. Because Tatum 100% looks southeast asian. And his last name being Mendoza makes me think he might be Filipino. And he looks exactly like the kind of guy I might go for irl. So this whole anti-Tatum sentiment has me feeling some kind of way. It makes me uncomfortable to have someone whose features look like mine be treated that way but maybe I’m just being paranoid lol.
guys i haven’t been fully dumb online for a few weeks… it’s time for another… what did i call it the first time… anyway just send me asks about the most inane things going on in your lives rn <333
Just giving myself a reality check. Not every picture needs to have beauty filter. Here I am dark circles and all. 😊💕
Once I get top surgery and start dressing like Luke with tank tops that barely have any sides, it’s over for you bitches.
Also, once I get top surgery and start wearing crop tops and get back to skateboarding like Willie, it’s even more over for you bitches.
I think most likely scenario is she just meant that it was sunny or something but the phrasing and timing made it seem like an obvious dig so she deleted
my theatre teacher was on the disney theatrical marketing team when newsies opened and she was talking abt it during theatre studies
and she went around asking our favorite musicals
i said “ask me tomorrow, it’ll be different, but today bonnie and clyde”
and she says “ah i see the jeremy jordan trend continues. but listen. jeremy jordan isn’t as hot in person.”
and i was like miss gURL that was a casual name drop
and she was like “yeah i know the obc and have some of their numbers” like GIRLLLLL GIMME SOME
i’m so grateful that my mom recognizes and understands how manipulative and abusive my grandmother is.. i’d feel so crazy alone trying to figure out if i’m overreacting or not
Last time I looked like, a year or 2 ago there were about 23 lawrusso fics and I just checked ao3 and now there’s over 400 lmao yes thank you netflix for making the show blow up more
If you’re like me you have probably been very confused by the reporting on this new variant of the coronavirus from the UK, since no one seems to clarify what “more transmissible” means, how we know that information, or what that means for precautions, vaccination, etc. I turned to my preferred source for COVID news, the podcast This Week in Virology, and I have a few clarifying notes from episode #697, where they discuss this:
ok so basically i really like it when characters end up being different than their reputation, especially when they’re so mythologized like arthur dayne. he’s seen as like, a paragon of knighthood and honor and chivalry but when he was alive he was just…. a guy. and had personality quirks and flaws like everyone does.
i personally like the idea that he was kind of a weirdo and struggled with his vows too and also enjoyed the killing part of being a knight a little more than you’d expect. like that sandor quote about how knights are for killing– even if he’s lauded as a super honorable guy the fact remains that he was like, really fucking good at killing people and also part of the kingsguard which is for following orders and doing what you’re told. also his fight with the smiling knight, the way they fought so hard that the smiling knight’s sword got too chipped to use and arthur stopped and let him get another, and then when the smiling knight was like “it’s YOUR sword i want” arthur was like “well here u go” and killed him…. jaime thinks of this as like a chivalric move but i like to interpret it as arthur kind of…. idk, it seems like he’s almost playing a game which i find interesting. and this isn’t even touching on his whole thing with the tower of joy.
idk, i don’t think he was a bad person, but “perfect honorable super-knight” is obviously not all he was cause everyone is very complex, and i think it would be dope if he was also weird and liked killing people. i posted a joncon quote earlier about how arthur liked things orderly and neat and i think it would be a cool character trait if he was kind of rigid and nitpicky towards himself in an attempt at self control…. aaah i’ve never read the once and future king but i once saw a post with character notes about lancelot and i feel like a lot of that informed my arthur headcanons (if anyone knows the post im talking abt please send it to me). something something deconstruction of chivalry and knighthood something something i’m not smart
In a rush of energy I made a playlist called “murder by love” intended to be songs about obsesion to the point of threats and I added a bunch of songs in a frenzy without listening to them but later when reviewing the songs none really held up to what the playlist was intended to be so after deleting the songs that didn’t fit I was left with only a few songs (most of which by Meg Myers) and by then the Spotify radio based on the playlist began to play and I deleted the playlist since it was so short but radio based on it actually slaps and I’m not sure what to do with that :/
he freezes. how does he feel? something is off. something is wrong. gaara stares into the mirror a few seconds longer than he would otherwise. his face is clear, he doesn’t block it out, he can see himself. no, he’s never been blind, but until now he would only barely process his existence, just barely acknowledging his own form. right now, gaara looks in the mirror, & gaara looks back. there is no disgust, no regret, & no muddied confusion.
he can’t look away. is this who he really is? he’s turning thirty five soon… it took this long for him to see this? how much he’s grown, how much he’s done. gaara is free from his past, at least for a moment, it’s tight grip on him has loosened. he smiles, for no one but himself. it’s small, & subtle, but kind nonetheless.
yes, he does deserve to be kind to himself sometimes.
maybe he’ll take the rest of the day off. there’s not much left to do that he can’t do later. gaara takes a breath, finally breaking eye contact with himself & walking off. it’s best not to question a random good mood, isn’t it?
hahahah hello!! so glad you forgot to unfollow!! thank you for sharing :))
yeah honestly, i don’t have like barely any dsmp people i’m following so if anyone has good blog recs, please hmu!
okay so apparently my answer wasn’t posted? wtf @ tumblr but i passed out after i answered
(smh tumblr) your ask gabzidnxkx also it’s 1 am rn but i can’t sleep HAJDKDKD AND I SCRAPPED MY 200 WORD SECRET SANTA FIC BC I HAD A KINDA BIG BRAIN MOMENT AND CHANGED THE WHOLE PLOT 😭