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4ttack-ur-heart · 8 months

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Flock of Birds

Pairing: levi x gn! Reader

Summary: You’re injured, disoriented, and alone in the middle of the forest with your thoughts. The rest of the Levi squad is dead. You’re hoping death comes sooner rather than later, but luckily your Captain finds you in time.

Warnings: angst, descriptions of violence, reader hoping for death, happy ending.

**something to get me back into writing, and apparently symbolism is hard for me to write. Takes place during season 2 and reader is apart of his og squad.

Their relationship can be read as romantic or platonic, it’s not really specified.

The birds never looked so free. A small flock flew above you in the typical ‘v’ form. Sasha said they do that to keep track of each other. To keep each other safe while migrating and make sure no one gets left behind. Were they ducks? No, no, they had to be crows. Maybe they’re- who cares?

You’re mind was fuzzy.

Vision was blurry.

And of course it had to be raining.

But… the sun was out and the sky was clear.

Then why was water running down your face? The slow tickle of the liquid trailed down your face and down your jaw until it fell on your white pants.

Blood.

Oh. That explains it.

How long have you been out here? What time was it.. what day was it?

The ringing in your ear slowly dissipates and your vision starts to clear. You’re sitting down.

Why? Captain Levi gave you and the rest of his squad orders to stop the Female Titan. This isn’t making any sense.

Where was Petra? Eld?

God, your head hurts.

Maybe they found their flock of birds and flew to safety? But without you?

Nothing makes sense.

All you can see are trees, granted you can’t even move your head around fully. But, the Scouts are in titan territory, this was no time to be sitting.

You try to move your legs that sprawled in front of you, but the small movement makes you release a strangled cry.

Oh. It’s all coming back now.

Your squad, no, Levi’s squad… they’re all gone.

The female Titan elbowed you while going after the others. You must’ve hit the tree and only suffered a few broken bones before you went unconscious.

Perfect.

The sun was starting to get lower in the sky and you realize the scouts must’ve made their way back hours ago.

A small and bitter laugh escaped you. This is how you die? Alone and surrounded by the corpses of your comrades? What a sick world.

Maybe, just maybe if you close your eyes, you won’t wake up. The painful yearning for death in your sleep was no more than a miracle. And miracles don’t happen. Not in this life.

No, a Titan is bound to grab you at any moment, squeezing your body in its hand until your bones crack and blood is pouring out of your mouth. Death only comes once its teeth bite down on your skull.

That’s how you’re supposed to die.

Then why weren’t there any titans?

Not that you minded, but it was very peculiar. This was prime Titan country and you should’ve been dead before you’ve even woken up.

A faint noise catches your attention. That sounds like… odm gear.

With your rotten luck, they’ll fly past you, not noticing you’re still alive. Thin tears leaked from your dehydrated body. You’ll have to suffer a cold night by yourself, then get plucked off the ground by a Titan once dawn approaches. If you’re lucky, you’ll die during the night.

“Captain!”

A voice shouted out as the odm gear sounded a lot closer now. It was a female voice.

Was it Krista? No, her voice is too soft.

Sasha? No, it couldn’t be.

“Captain, they’re alive!”

Oh, it was Mikasa. She was cool.

Thumps and the sound of the twigs and leaves snapping as the two made their way over to you.

Which Captain was it?

Wait, wasn’t there only one Captain?

Yes, he wasn’t just your Captain, he was your squad leader.

Your head tilted to the side and through half-lidded eyes, you saw Captain Levi standing there in shock. Mikasa quickly rushes over to you and scans you for any lethal wounds.

“T-they hit their head pretty hard it looks like.” She says with tears brimming her eyes. Levi finally snaps out of it and remembers his authority.

“Scan the area for any Titans until I get them on one of the branches.” Levi crouches down in front of you as Mikasa leaves. “Hey, hey, can you hear me?”

His hands carefully grasp at your face to steady your head. “Y/l/n, I asked you a question.” Your eyes locked with his. The sharp grey eyes bore into yours just like so many other times, but this time you could tell there was a sense of longing and concern within them. Your hand reaches out to grasp the wings of freedom patch on the shoulder of his jacket.

That’s when your emotions took over. Tears leaked from your eyes and you gave out a cry. “I’m s-so sorry, Captain. We t-tried to stop her.”

The disappointment in yourself rang through your body. You were still alive. Everyone else was dead. So why you? You were the first one down and couldn’t even follow your captains orders.

“Shut the hell up.” Levi interrupts your thoughts.

“You’re alive. That’s all that matters.” He breathes out and rests his forehead on yours. “Thank god.”

More tears. “B-but the others-”

“We can mourn when we’re all safe. Right now, we have to get you out of here.”

Levi takes out a roll of bandages and starts to bind them against your head wound. “Don’t die on me yet, kid.”

“I’m only a few years younger than you.” You gave him a weak smile.

“Save your energy, brat.”

There’s the Captain you know.

Once he bandages your wounds, he sets his arms under you to carry you. You let out a small cry at the movement of your leg.

“Shit.” He mutters and moves to take off his cloak. “There’s nothing I can do for the pain. Just hold on until we can get to the wagons.”

“Okay.”

His thumb wipes away a few of your tears and he rips a strip off his cloak and rolls it up. “We can’t have that loud mouth of yours attracting more of those ugly bastards.” He hold it up to your mouth.

“Bite.”

The cloth is pressed between your teeth and acts as a bite guard.

You couldn’t help the muffled groans of pain as he lifted your body up. He tied more pieces of his cloak around you both to act as a harness so you were strapped to his back.

“You alright?” Levi asked once he stood up. He only got a muffled grunt in response.

Without another word, he took off into the trees.

“Mikasa, let’s go! We’re meeting up with the others.”

The other scout soon joined you two and she gave you a worried glance.

Your arms were limply resting around Levi’s neck as he moved and your head turns to the side.

Birds flew next to you.

“To keep each other safe.” Sasha’s voice rang out in your head. “When my dad was teaching me to hunt, I always wondered why birds flew like that, too.”

“Aw, so they’re looking out for each other?” You asked, splitting your slice of bread in half and handing it to her. “That’s cute.”

She eagerly took it, “Yeah! It’s to make sure no one gets left behind and makes communicating easier.”

Who knew one of Sasha’s old stories would play through your mind at a time like this.

Levi landed on his horse and was careful with you and his own injured leg. The forest was becoming smaller and you could see the walls in the distance.

You’re gonna be okay.

Levi’s hand gripped both of yours around his neck and he held the reigns in the other.

Sorry fate, you weren’t getting left behind this time. Maybe miracles do happen. You might have lost some along the way, but the birds must stick together, especially in this world.

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420ruffy · 1 year

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them with a clingy s/o ,, mikasa jean connie sasha reiner annie pieck porco marcel levi hanji erwin

mikasa

she doesn’t mind at all

in fact, she finds it endearing

when you’re holding onto her she’ll always watch you with a soft content smile

jean

he loves it because it’s reassuring for him and makes him feel really loved

he would literally never deny you touching him. more like the opposite, he invites you to and just grins at you

he’s also very touchy around other people to let them know you’re his bc he’s kinda insecure. he wants to hold your hand and he often fiddles with your fingers. sometimes he’d snake his fingers into the waistband of your pants

connie

he personally doesn’t need that much physical contact but he lets you do whatever you want to him, he really doesn’t care. he just wants you to be happy

he’ll tease you about it though and laugh when you get pouty. he’ll apologize if you get too quiet or embarrassed or hurt though

but he likes it because the thought of you not getting enough of him is ego boosting and just makes him feel good

sasha

she loves physical touch so she lets you touch her whenever you want

you make her hair every morning. just her sitting on the bed all groggy and grumpy and you massaging her head a little and running your fingers through her hair to lighten up her mood until you finally tie it up into her usual ponytail

she’s always one of the last ppl still eating so when you’re done (which is a lot sooner) you cling to her and wrap your arms around her while she’s still eating.

you could be climbing up on her like she’s a tree and she wouldn’t care . so you do sometimes which always ends up with both of you on the ground

you like nuzzling into her chest and she knows it so it doesn’t matter if she’s talking to someone or there’s ppl around, she’ll let you do it if you want to. she’ll stroke your head or back while you’re doing it or just wrap her arms around you

annie

if it’s around other people or in public: she doesn’t mind you constantly having your arms wrapped around her waist or shoulders but don’t expect her to hug you back. she’d more like let it happen and just stand there while you’re doing your thing

she doesn’t wanna kiss or make out in public or when there’s other ppl near

sometimes when somebody else is flirting with her you forget about how much she hates pda and just grab her face and push your tongue into her mouth bc you’re so riled up. she let’s you do it though bc she knows you didn’t mean any harm. also bc she kinda finds it hot.. you’ll never hear her admit it though. it fact, she’ll act annoyed and roll her eyes when you’re done showing the person she’s yours

if you’re alone somewhere she’ll reciprocate your hug and hold onto you tightly while burying her head into your neck

she also initiates make out sessions more than you when you’re alone because she’s actually kinda needy herself

reiner

he’s super clingy himself so whenever you are it’s just reassurance to him

you’re basically hugging 24/7 and neither of you wants to let go. like at all.

you follow each other around like puppies

he feels so loved and content when you initiate hugs

you’re constantly touching and have your hands on each other wether it’s holding hands or letting him fiddle with your fingers or you hooking your fingers through the loops on his pants etc.

he loves it when he’s doing something and you’re, for once, not together but you somehow find him and hug him from the side. he’ll take one of his arms and put it around either your waist or your shoulder and bring his other hand up to cup your face and stroke your cheek

scenario: it’s just a normal day for you warriors with not much to do so you’re all just hanging out when you make your way over to reiner who was sitting on the couch with pieck and sit in his lap facing him with your arms around his neck and him slouching his left arm around your lower back while the other is caressing your back. “right, i’m out.” porco gets up. nothing more disturbing to him than the two of you. “have fun!” pieck sighs tiredly. zeke would just walk out without saying anything. you and reiner chuckle and hug each other tighter. reiner would bring his hands up to your face and press light kisses all over it which would eventually lead to you making out. and then just hugging again. and making out again. and hugging. you could spend hours doing nothing but kiss and hug. 2 hours would go by but none of you would want to get up. then the other warriors would march through the door talking and laughing about something thinking you and reiner would be long gone but to their surprise- “there is no way you’re still sitting here like that..” porco would look at you disgusted. “why, how long has it been?” you ask genuinely curious.

porco

he won’t let you touch him in public especially not around the other warriors or people in the military in higher positions because he thinks it makes him look weak and unprofessional

he’d always regret it immediately after though because he knows that it makes you feel neglected and annoying, but he can’t risk letting his ‘cool guy’ and ‘good warrior’ act fall.

at night when you’re alone though he won’t let go of you and tell you that he’s sorry for being such a stupid asshole sometimes

as soon as you’re alone in either yours or his room he’ll press you against the door and hug you tightly “i’m so sorry. i’m such an ass i’m sorry.” he’d mumble with tears welling up in his eyes. you had already forgotten what this was about because you know him and you know how he gets but when he pleads for you to hug him back you remember.

marcel

i hc him being possessive

so he loves it when you’re touching and hugging him, especially in public. to him it’s just showing other people that you’re his.

he especially likes it when you’re doing it in front of other guys

if you do it around the warriors he’ll just smirk and let you climb in his lap or whatever it is you wanna do

if it’s around instructors he’ll just look at them with a “sorry, they just can’t help it” look. or he’ll just kinda ignore you and act like nothings happening so the instructor will adapt to his state. he’d just stroke your arm or head while your hugging him but he won’t shift his focus away from the conversation he’s having with one of the ppl in power

he acts like he’s not touchy himself bc he knows how needy you are when in reality he’s thriving every time you initiate physical touch

he likes making out in front of other ppl and showing them that you’re his. he won’t do it for long bc he knows you get embarrassed and annoyed but he’ll shove his tongue into your mouth and make out with you for a few seconds just to annoy the ppl around him

pieck

loves it bc it’s just really comfortable and adds warmth

she especially loves it when you’re laying on top of her

you’ll often just pick her up and bury your face in her neck

you also love resting your head on her ass when she’s laying on her stomach

levi

would act annoyed when you do it in public or in front of others but he wouldn’t make you stop or send you away

he’d just stand there helpless letting you do whatever you want to him while he has his usual grumpy look on his face

in private though he is the one initiating physical touch the most because in reality he wants it even more than you. he needs it. he’s just become exceptionally well at suppressing his needs.

he’s the embodiment of a cat. grumpy in front of others but clingy when you’re alone

hange

i hc hanji using they/he pronouns so:

would not mind at all bc he’s clingy himself

blushed the first time you suddenly hugged them bc usually they’re the one doing it

made him so happy fr

he literally loves it so much, it’s so reassuring to them bc he feels like he’s annoying by being so touchy but whenever you’re clingy it just makes them happy and feels like a relief kinda

erwin ** idk i got carried away

he takes his position as commander very serious but when you’re feeling needy while he’s talking to someone, he’ll still let you hug him from the side or from behind but he wouldn’t pay much attention to you. just putting his arm around you while keeping the conversation he was having going or a gentle squeeze of your arm

in private he lets you do whatever you need to do

he’ll let you sit on his lap while he’s doing paperwork or hump his thigh if you need to. “good, baby, keep rubbing yourself on me” “you’re doing so good” “i know you’re close, come for me, sweetie” he’d coo softly while rubbing your back. it’s hard for him to let you finish because all he’d think about when you’re rubbing yourself on his thigh is his cock inside your warm pussy. he’ll have to hold back groans and the uncomfortable feeling of his pants getting tight around his crotch isn’t any less distracting. nine out of ten times he takes you on the sofa after you’re done and panting into his neck

he’s not too clingy himself. but he gets needy and whiny too. he just knows when the right time for those things is and he has no problem waiting until you’re alone.

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sugawara-levi · 1 year

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college!eren treating you like a goddamn trophy wife, always bringing you to social gatherings, putting you at the tip of his knee

his hand practically glued to your hip or the small of your back to show everyone who you belong to, should they ever forget

college!eren loving when you wear short skirts or shorts because he loves to show off your body, even though you’re totally oblivious to it,

he loves it when other people look at your figure only to quickly avert their gaze when they see his hand on your butt and his eyes boring into theirs

college!eren giving you all his attention whenever you speak because you are his baby boy/girl, if someone else was already talking - too bad for them

college!eren’s eyes lighting up whenever he looks at you, but squinting at everyone else, lest they come near you

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seeingivy · 1 year

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airplane seats

eren jeager x gn!reader

in which, you begrudgingly accept help from eren, a bottle of pills, and a gay couple sitting next to you with your flying anxiety.

content: flying anxiety, pills, erwin + levi being nosy asf, a very concerned eren :D

The seven of you stand huddled at the airport gate, your tickets shooting out of the machine. As you grab the papers, still warm from exiting the printer, you groan at the seat numbers. Everyone managed to snag seats together except for you.

The seven of you move towards the gate, Connie reassuring you that at least you ended up with an aisle seat, meaning you’re free to escape and jump off the plane when you get too nervous. You prod your fingers into his forehead, rolling your eyes at his words.

Normally, this wouldn’t be a problem. You’re no stranger to being surrounded by the uncomfortable and at times, you even welcome it. However, your deathly fear of airplanes was never something you were never going to embrace. To make matters worse, being separated from your friends and seated with absolute strangers did nothing to make the situation better.

Sasha buys you condolence snacks, telling you that maybe they’ll be really nice and you’ll sleep through the entire flight. You watch her pickpocket the snacks she gave you while you talk to Mikasa and choose to ignore it. It’s the thought that counts. Mikasa offers to switch seats with you, which you decline, since you know she isn’t a big fan of planes either. Jean tells you that your fear is irrational and that you should just ignore it, which garners him a punch in the gut from both you and Mikasa.

As you turn to the gate, you stare down at your ticket, watching Mikasa, Jean, Sasha, Connie, and Armin get onto the plane. You look over to your right and find Eren still standing next to you.

“I have something to help with your problem.” he says, his hands fidgeting behind his back.

You turn to him, a questioning look on your face. He pulls out a white bag, an orange pill bottle secured inside. Your eyes widen, looking up at him.

“I promise they’re safe. They’ll just put you to sleep for takeoff, which I know you said is the worst part. Maybe if you’re not awake for it, it won’t be as bad.” he explains, pulling out a water bottle for you as well.

“Okay, I’ll try it. Can’t promise it’ll work.” you say, shooting him a grateful smile. As the two of you head towards the gate, Eren rolling both of your bags, you feel yourself turn positively green.

You turn the corner, reaching the walkway onto the plane. You can see Sasha and Mikasa at the end, scanning their tickets and stepping onto the plane. You feel your chest tighten, the breakfast you had earlier coming up. The smell of the airplane reaches your nose, the fear creeping into your chest. You stop at the start of the bridge, your feet glued to the ground.

Sensing your absence, Eren turns around, looking over at you. He hurries over, his hands resting on your shoulders. He squeezes twice, instructing you to take two deep breaths with him.

“You’re fine. The pills are completely safe. I would never give you anything that would hurt you.” he says, his hands dropping from your shoulders to grab the ends of your wrists.

You meekly nod, still feeling positively green.

“Turbulence is normal. The plane is built to handle it. If it’s too much, we can switch seats so you’re with Armin and Mikasa. Come get me if you need me. Keep me updated on how you feel.” he says, his eyes searching yours for admittance.

You nod at him and brace yourself for the nineteen hour flight ahead of you. The two of you head down the walkway, scanning your tickets and stepping onto the plane. You leave Eren at the start of the plane, him settling into the seats he had next to Armin and Mikasa. Their row was directly behind Connie, Sasha, and Jean, who were already rationing (arguing over) the snacks they had bought hours before.

They all shoot you a thumbs up, as you trudge down towards the end of the plane to find your seat. As you reach the row, you find yourself seated next to two men who make eye contact with you as you sit down. The man seated in the window was reading a book, The Lost Book of Herbal Remedies. The other man, seated next to you, was cruising through the entertainment guide, browsing the National Geographic section.

You couldn’t help but admire how attractive they both were as you sat down. The man in the window was small, his jet black hair and gray eyes striking you. The man in the middle, directly next to you, had the definition of perfect blonde hair, his blue eyes glimmering in the fluorescent plane light. You think he could be a model if he tried. They were both wearing button up shirts, their slacks perfectly pressed. You suddenly feel awkward in your sweatpants and hoodie, but banish the thought all together.

You yank out the bottle Eren gave you from your pocket. You feel your hands shaking, reading over the recommended dose. One pill, with water.

“Get nervous on planes?” said the man next to you, shooting you a polite smile.

“That obvious?” you say, laughing awkwardly.

“I’m Erwin. Erwin Smith. My partner, Levi, has taken those before.” he explains, gesturing to the man in the window.

“I’m Y/N. Did they work?”

He looks up from his book, glaring at the two of you. You shoot him a weak smile, suddenly feeling guilty for interrupting him from the book he was reading.

“No.” he deadpans, returning back to his book.

Your heart drops. The smallest sense of confidence you had was shattered with his words. Or word. What are you supposed to do now?

“Excuse him. Do you have any companions on the plane? Levi has mentioned that a familiar presence makes the flight easier at times.” he asks.

“Yeah, my friends are all sitting up there together. I was supposed to be sitting there too, but my friend Jean messed up my ticket.” you respond.

“You can always turn to them for help, if needed. And granted, the pills did knock Levi out for an hour at a time, so it wouldn’t hurt to try them.” he says, smiling to himself. He returns to browsing the entertainment guide and you stare down at the bottle. You don’t miss the look Levi gives Erwin, the two of them communicating something that was lost to you entirely.

You tighten your seatbelt one last time and swallow the pills Eren gave you. You decide five is a good amount, enough to knock you for the first five hours of the flight, if Levi and Erwin’s words were correct. As the safety feature starts and the plane starts moving on the runway, you feel yourself getting a little drowsy, your eyes fluttering closed.

Your eyes shoot open, your ears popping from the altitude. You feel yourself nestled in someone’s arms, the embrace tight.

You feel your blood turn cold. Did you fall asleep on Erwin after taking the pills? This has to be a new low.

You release yourself from the embrace, your cheeks turning red at the embarrassing thought. You feel him move behind you, his hand reaching for your shoulder.

“Y/N, you okay?”

You look back over, realizing you were lying in Eren’s arms. Eren. But wait, what happened to Erwin? You look past him, seeing Levi still sitting in his seat, leaning against the window fast asleep. So you didn’t imagine the men you were sitting next to.

“What happened to Erwin?” you whisper, rubbing your eyes to clear your sight.

“Who?” he whispers in response.

“The guy who was sitting here.”

“Oh, Eyebrows. Well, I came to check on you after we took off, but you were fast asleep. I came back after an hour and you were knocked out. I kept coming back, worried that you were allergic to the pills or that they were too strong or something. I think he felt bad I kept coming back, that he offered to switch so I could keep an eye on you. He’s sitting with Mikasa now.” he explains.

“That’s my fault. I took five of them instead of one. The guy in the window, Levi, mentioned that they don’t really work so I figured if I took more maybe they would.”

Eren narrows his eyes at you, looking into yours. In hindsight, you realize taking that many was a little bit too far. He reaches for your wrist, his fingers intertwining with yours.

“Don’t do that again.” he whispers, his voice slightly angry.

You feel the guilt sit in your throat. You knew Eren had a tendency to think in the worst case scenario, something you related to all too well. You place a hand on his shoulder, looking into his green eyes.

“Sorry, ‘Ren. I was just scared.” you whisper.

You see him soften under your touch, shaking his head at your words.

“I know. Close your eyes and rest now, don’t think too much about the plane.” he says, opening his arm for you to rest on his shoulder.

You nod, leaning into his shoulder, enveloped by the smell of his laundry detergent and honey dew cologne.

After what feels like hours, you give up on trying to rest like Eren asked you to. He’s currently resting his head against your shoulder, fast asleep on your arm.

You look over to find Levi, awake and reading his book once again. You see that he’s nervously twitching his leg, looking unsettled. You feel guilty for letting Erwin move for you, especially when he mentioned Levi gets uncomfortable.

“I’m sorry Erwin switched. I wouldn’t have let him if I was awake.” you whisper, catching Levi’s attention.

Levi looks up from his book, his gray eyes glaring into yours. You curse yourself for speaking, having interrupted his reading for a second time now. You shoot a small smile at him, feeling your palms get sweaty as you feel Levi cursing you down to your soul.

“He kept coming back, pressing his fingers to your neck to make sure your pulse was still there. Six times in twenty minutes.” he says, after an unbearably long silence.

The guilt settling in your chest feels even worse, looking down at Eren who was still sleeping against your shoulder. You place a hand in his hair, untangling the knots forming at the back of his head. You feel your heart tighten in your chest, feeling horrible for worrying him, when all he did was make sure you were okay.

Some more time passes, Levi’s words still ringing in your heads. You’re dreaming up all the ways you can make it up to Eren, maybe convincing the rest of them to let him see the beaches in Amalfi, which were currently not on your travel docket. Or buying him a really expensive watch he had been eyeing. It was out of your price budget, but you could make it work.

Levi breaks the silence again, shutting his book.

“Let him help you. You’re not doing loverboy the service you think you are when you deny him.”

“Loverboy?”

He narrows his eyes down, signaling at Eren. You look over at him, confused at his words. Loverboy? He narrows his eyes down to Eren and then back to you. He turns back over to his left, leaning his forehead against the wall to sleep again. You look back down at Eren, left to ponder Levi’s words.

At some point, you dozed off, your head leaning against Eren’s. However, the service announcement over the speaker announced that you would be landing in five minutes, strartles you awake. As you lift your head from Eren’s shoulder, you look over to see him with his glasses on, reading a book. The Lost Book of Herbal Remedies.

He closes the book as you sit up, his fingers brushing through the tangles in your hair. He smiles over at you, wordlessly placing a granola bar and a water bottle on the tray in front of you. You open your mouth to protest, but spot the back of Levi’s jet black hair, as he looks out the window.

His words from the night before ring in your head, the protest dying on your tongue. You take the granola bar, ripping into it. You look over at Levi and you swear the tiniest makings of a smile are spreading across his face. He turns to you, glaring at the sight of you looking at him. You smile in return, silently thanking him anyways.

As the plane hits the ground, you feel your heart ease, the cursed plane ride finally being over. Eren looks over at you, smiling at you as well, your hands still locked together.

As people start leaving their seats, you and Eren stand in the aisle, reaching for your luggage. You look over to see Erwin joining Levi, removing their bags from the compartment next to yours. You figure he couldn’t reach without Erwin anyways. Levi turns over to the two of you, leaning close to Eren’s face.

“Tell her what you told us or I’ll find you on the coast and wring out your neck myself.” he says, pointing his finger at Eren and stalking away to exit the plane.

You shoot him a confused look, shocked by the threat Levi had just made. Erwin turns to the two of you, placing a hand on your shoulders.

“The two of you look great together. Best of luck, Eren!” he says, striding off to join Levi, the two of them joining hands and passing you one last glance as they exit off the plane.

You and Eren quietly exit off the plane, with the five of them already at the gate, tracking down the hotel reservations.

“What were they talking about?” you ask Eren, pushing your bags down the bridge.

“When I asked to switch places with Erwin, Levi asked for one good reason as to why he should do that. So, I gave them a reason.” he says, pulling the hood of his jacket off the top of his head.

“Which was?” you ask, your voice trailing in the air.

He pauses, exiting off the bridge and turning to you.

“That you won’t accept my help. Or Connie, or Jean’s, or Mikasa’s. That you’ll suffer in silence, freaking out on planes, stressing during parties, crying on your birthdays. If I make one plane easier for you, maybe you’ll be receptive to the rest too.” he says, not missing the tone of anger in his voice.

You stare at him, stunned by his words.

“That and the fact that you took five pills instead of one nearly made my head explode.” he says.

“You needed luck to tell me that?”

You see the frustration in the lines of his forehead, the reason for his anger lost to you completely.

“I needed luck to tell you that I like you.” he says, practically seething.

Levi’s words from the plane ring back to you. You’re not doing loverboy the service you think you are when you deny him.

You swallow the lump in your throat. Eren likes you. Eren likes you. The thought of confessing makes you nervous, the thoughts of him running in the other direction passing through your mind.

You’re not doing loverboy the service you think you are when you deny him.

Levi’s words weigh heavy on your conscience, with Eren still waiting for a response. You leap.

“The thought of you makes me nervous. Every time you look at me, my heart starts racing, pounding in my chest. Every time you touch me, my skin burns at the touch, tingling for minutes after. Every time you speak to me, you make my heart glow.”

You look up at him, not missing the shock plastered on his face.

“Make it easier for me to look at you. I need your help because I don’t know how to do this with you.” you say, the words trembling out of your lips.

He looks at you, his eyes softening at the sight of you. His hands rise to cradle the sides of your cheeks. You squint at the contact, feeling the nervousness rise in your chest again. His lips rest against the top of your forehead, pressing a soft, gentle kiss to your skin.

“We’ll go slow. Until it’s easy to look at me. Then to touch me. And then to talk to me.” he says, whispering against your hair.

You smile up at him, the nervousness in your chest settling down. You nod, returning the smile he’s giving you. The two of you link arms, passing Levi and Erwin in the store nearby, joining the group at the end of the gate.

You don’t miss Erwin and Levi’s stares, silently wondering if they stood around to watch you and Eren exit the plane. You wave at them as you pass, smiling brightly at the two of them. They quickly turn heads, pretending not to see you all together.

“Told you they’d get together. She’s definitely less stubborn than you were. ”

“Shut up, Erwin.”

#eren x reader #eren x you #snk x y/n #snk x you #snk x reader #aot x reader #aot x y/n #aot x gender neutral reader #attack on titan #attack on titan x reader #shingeki no kyojin #eren jeager #eren jeager fluff #eren jeager x reader #seeingivywrites!#read more break

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apollodarling-writes · 4 months

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what is a first date with worshipper Levi like? We decided to give him a chance and are just kinda like “If you fuck up this date I will personally tie you down to a chair and lose my virginity to another man.” So how would that go. I imagine us walking through the market and Levi is tugging at his sleeve trying to hold our hand and we just deadpan at him. “Levi just because I’m going on a date with you doesn’t mean I want everyone in town thinking you’re finally the guy I chose to be with.”

first date with worshipper levi hcs

desc : fluff, short.

— worshipper! levi who is jumping for joy the moment you agree to go on a date with him. he agrees to any conditions you have and any boundaries you set, and will do his absolute best to make it the best date you’ve ever had.

— worshipper! levi who makes a reservation at the nicest restaurant in town and even buy out a room so the two of you can have your privacy. he wants this to be as pleasant for you as it is for him!

—worshipper! levi who picks you up from your dorm with flowers in hand, offering you his arm to be a gentleman. whether you take it is up to you, but he won’t harbor any hard feelings.

— worshipper! levi who is aware that you don’t have any feelings for him currently, and that it was only his begging that made you agree to a date with him.

— worshipper! levi who first takes you to the market and purchase anything you’d like. even if you spend all his money by the end of the night, it will be worth it to him. he just wants you happy.

— worshipper! levi who is itching to hold your hand but knows you wouldn’t want to. his heart stings a little bit at the thought, but he doesn’t let that get him down.

— worshipper! levi who, after your dinner, takes you to a field to stargaze and talk about whatever you’d like. he’ll once again confess his love for you, but won’t expect anything in return.

— worshipper! levi who sees this as a first step. if you enjoyed the evening, he’ll make plans to take you on another. if you didn’t… well, there’s nothing he can do.

— worshipper! levi who drops you off at your dorm around midnight and asks if you’d like to go on another.

— worshipper! levi who returns to his room feeling either fulfilled or a little empty. he’ll undress and slide in bed, replaying the night in his mind. he’ll cherish the time spent with you for the rest of his life <33

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n-agiz · 1 year

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TENDERㅤ fwb! eren yeager x gn! reader — fluff + suggestive [ 1.5k+ wc ] cws mentions of drinking ! MDNI

ㅤeren yeager wasn't someone you would describe as tender, but with how peaceful he looked in that moment, you couldn't help but think that he was just that after all.

eren yeager wasn’t someone you would describe as tender.

he wasn’t particularly unsympathetic or rough either, but his gentleness wasn’t great enough for tenderness to be the first thing to rise up to the top of your head whenever you thought of him. recklessness maybe, or even determination and stubbornness, but definitely not tenderness. eren yeager wasn’t someone characterized by tenderness, at least not in most situations, but as you stared at him in that moment, you couldn’t help but feel the sweet sensation of it fill your chest.

he looked gentle, peaceful, ethereal even, and you didn’t understand why eren of all people was making those adjectives be the first ones to pop at your mind while you looked at him, but you also weren’t complaining, because for some reason, they felt comforting. you felt safe, even if the man laying by your side was fast asleep and in no way capable of actually doing anything to protect you, and you also felt calm, as if an invisible ocean of peace had just swarmed you. eren yeager wasn’t someone who should be giving you such comfort, the relationship you two shared too shallow for that, your physical attraction towards one another the only thing that brought you together and yet, you couldn’t stop such feelings from taking over you, and that scared you, because you knew that as soon as he woke up, everything you were thinking about and feeling so overwhelmingly would have to be immediately discarded and left in the past if you wanted to be able to still share a bed with him every now and then.

eren’s lids were slid shut, his chest rising up and down calmly and his lips ever so slightly parted, the way his long hair drew messy waves over his pillow comical. you had seen that sight uncountable times before, that being what usually greeted you on saturday or sunday mornings whenever you two met up over the weekend after having had one too many drinks, the alcohol in your system leaving you to feel needy enough to resort to someone like a friend with benefits to satiate your cravings. your relationship wasn’t perfect or ideal but it worked and that was what mattered — right now, however, you worried you were about to put all of it in jeopardy. it was as if your hands had created a mind of their own and were moving on their own accord, the thought to stop them from reaching for eren coming entirely too late as you only realized what you were doing once your fingers were already tangled with strands of his hair, your eyes too focused on how the moonlight that sneaked through the window was casting pretty shadows over his features to notice how you had started to massage his scalp, pulling softly at the long locks, smiling when you heard a small, satisfied groan slip through his even breathing. it all felt wrong, but you still felt no motivation to stop any of it whatsoever, if anything only growing more and more inclined to keep going by the second, subconsciously hoping this moment could last forever.

amidst the silence of it all, and with how caught up you were in your own head, you didn’t notice when eren’s eyelids slowly opened up, green irises staring sleepy up at you while a faint smile curled his lips. maybe he was just tired enough to be hallucinating, maybe even still a bit tipsy, but as he stared up at you, eren swore you looked like the closest resemblance of an angel that he could think of, the way the moonlight hit your own face and enhanced your features way too graceful.

“you don’t need to do all this if you wanna go for another round, just need to ask nicely” he chuckled, voice groggy and raspy, and you swore you felt your heart jump out of your chest in that minute, immediately retracting any contact you had with the man lying next to you. “i didn’t tell you to stop” he complained, lids sliding closed again, waiting for your fingers to go back to playing with his hair, sighing with a shameless grin once his request was fulfilled.

“i didn’t mean to wake you up” you said after a second of silence, tone low and cautious, careful to not break the calm atmosphere.

“i don’t mind waking up in the middle of the night everyday if it means getting to look at a pretty thing like you every time” and you swore that eren didn’t know what he was rambling about, probably still too sleepy to even think about what he was saying, because there was no way he would say something like that to you of all people, the one person he had always kept at a safe distance while somehow still having way too close to him — his up-frontness still not enough to justify his words, you concluded.

“you don’t mean that”

“why would i say something i don’t mean?”

“you’re just tired”

“i’m tired, but i still know what i’m talking about”

now it was your turn to sigh. you didn’t know what to make of his words, didn’t know what to reply, so you stayed quiet, assuming silence would be enough for him to understand that it was better both of you forgot anything even happened — but deciding that pretending to be oblivious was the right thing to do was what eren concluded, so he kept talking, ignoring the fact that he knew he was most likely about to ruin your perfectly fine relationship just for something he was feeling in the spur of the moment.

“i don’t see the problem with me saying that, not my fault you look like a pretty angel right now”

you looked at eren confused, wary of why he was saying such things and wondering where he had been hiding such a sweet and soft side of himself. he had called you many nicknames, those two a combination he had used before more than once, but somehow, they felt more real now, not like just something meaningless he was saying while too far gone in his own pleasure to think through whatever was coming out of his mouth.

“eren, stop” you warned, letting out a hesitant chuckle as you spoke.

“don’t want to” he all but whined, one of his large hands wrapping around your wrist and pulling your palm to rest against his cheek instead, moving your thumb against his skin, waiting for you to continue the caress without needing his guidance. “i’m only saying what is going on in my heart”

you scoffed as reply, rolling your eyes but moving your thumb according to what he wanted anyways. “you’re not supposed to say those things to me, save them for when you get a girlfriend or boyfriend or whatever”

“why would i not say them to you if you’re the one who’s making me think these things?” he asked rhetorically, green irises looking up at you in a way that made you want to coo, his gaze so gentle, so tender, it made you want to lean down and kiss him — so you did just that, not thinking twice before pressing your lips against his, the peck you shared brief but somehow more meaningful than any other deeper or longer kissed you had ever given each other.

“we’re supposed to fuck, that’s it, nothing more, nothing less”

“i don’t wanna just fuck you tho…” eren said, his tone making it sound like he was on the verge of throwing a tantrum over the topic, the way his lower lips jotted out not helping in making him look any less like a child about to cry because they weren’t given the candy they desired so badly in that moment. you chuckled at his expression, lowering yourself into a more comfortable position, your face just above eren’s, your noses so close you could almost feel the tips touching.

“i’m afraid you can’t do anything more than just fuck me, i’m sorry” you teased through a smirk.

“i wanna keep fucking you, but i also want to do more” he replied, the hand that was still wrapped around your wrist moving so he could press your knuckles against his lips, kissing each one slowly, taking his time as if he was using that as an excuse to think what he would say next. “let me take you on a date, a real one, not just something lazy like eating take out on my couch. we could go to a fancy restaurant, or maybe to the park and have a picnic, or maybe to the cinema — we can do anything you want! just let me take you out, please”

you hummed at him, looking down for a second before agreeing with a small “okay”, watching as eren smiled at you happily, immediately leaning in for another kiss, this one far more eager than the previous one.

you had never thought of eren yeager as someone tender, but as you looked at him in that moment, with a bright smile stamped across his lips and with enthusiasm burning bright behind his eyes — and all of it because of you, nonetheless — you couldn’t help but think that he was exactly just that, the prospect that there were still so many sides of him you had yet to meet one that excited you far too much.

N-AGIZ '22ㅤ REBLOGS ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED !

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armeenix · 10 months

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How the aot boys + hange moan

lemon?

-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-

HANGE

•groans. Just groans

•they don't seem like the type to moan tbh but I feel like they would groan a lot

•hange would totally giggle a lot during it, specifically when they get a wanted reaction from you

•at times hanges groans will get a little breathy but that's about it

-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-

REINER

•this man is a vocal moaner and whimperer

•he is lowkey ashamed of it but you find it Hella attractive so he tries not to silence his noises

•his moans most definitely become breathy at some points

•his voice does Crack sometimes when he whimperes

•he doesn't like it because he's all like "I'm a big guy so I shouldn't sound so..weak" but the thing is you literally don't give a shit, you find it hot and you tell him that

-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-

JEAN

•he groans and moans but he tries to hide his moans

•at the beginning of yalls relationship this man refused to let you hear his moans at all, it was just his groans that you were allowed to hear clearly

•as your relationship grew though he eventually gave up on trying to hide them because you kept findings things that would make him moan💀

•every once and a while when you are just going slow or just like making out he'll moan but it's very rare that you'll be blessed with his moans😭

-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-

CONNIE

•he's a moaner but claims the he's not💀

•connie will go to insane lengths to convince you that he only groans

•if you do something that'll make him accidentally moan he'll deepen his voice so he sounds more manly

•you can never take him seriously when he does that so instead of the moment being slow and intimate its just an intimate night filled with your moans and giggles, and his horribly faked groans💀😭

• you: "Connie what the fuck was that noise you just made?"

Connie: it was my sexy groans for you mama's🥵😩

You: I'm done, we're done tonight

Connie: nooo mama's don't be like that😩😞

💀

-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-♤-

Pt.2 maybe?

#drabble #aot fanfiction #hange zoe #reiner braun #jean kirschstein #connie springer #aot x gender neutral reader #aot smut #attack on titan #hange x reader #reiner x reader #jean x reader #connie x reader

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hoodjam · 1 year

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teach me

a/n: *sigh* I love armin, he has a soft spot in my heart

tutor!armin is a sucker for late-night studies, preferring to get his studying and homework done first before helping out fellow peers.

you were recommended by your teacher that tutor!armin was the best of the best, and guaranteed a passing grade.

armin couldn’t focus, eyes drinking in how your tight tank top stretched against your hard nipples.

were you cold? is the room cold? he couldn’t tell, he felt as if the room was melting him.

you tilt your head prettily, asking him to check your work. snapping his gaze off your chest tutor!armin looks over your work, distracting him just enough that his bulge deflates.

without a hitch your tutor session goes amazing, full of excitement by the knowledge you acquired, you wrap your arms around his neck pecking his cheek.

“thank you so much armin! I’ll see you next time.”

feeling overwhelmed tutor!armin mumbles a welcome and scrambles into his car, peeling off into an alleyway.

he feels so dirty when he pulls out his aching cock, pumping slowly. all he could think about was how your mouth would feel around his length instead of his cheek, or how your chest felt so plush against his.

with a gasp he cums all over his shirt, feeling unsatisfied and awkward. only to be startled by a knock on his somewhat fogged windows. his eyes widen when they make contact with yours.

“armin?”

#hoodjam 👤#aot #snk #attack on titan #aot x gender neutral reader #aot x reader #snk x reader #aot smut #armin aot #armin smut #armin x reader #snk armin

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mikasa-imadebiscults · 11 months

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NSFW Yandere! Eren Headcannons

100 Followers Event: 19/31

(Warning: NSFW, Yandere themes, bondage, praise, degrading, and masturbation)

- Yandere! Eren doesn’t like to use chains, ropes, or any type of restraints. He would rather use his hands to restrain you.

- Yandere! Eren loves it when you ride him at whatever pace you would like, he is patient with you when you first ride him.

- Yandere! Eren uses a mix of praise and degrading, no matter if it’s a punishment, reward, or just normal sex.

- Yandere! Eren likes to masturbate with you. Watching you touch yourself turns him on so much.

- Yandere! Eren loves it when you put deep and long scratch marks into his back.

- Yandere! Eren likes to mark your back and thighs rather than your neck.

- Yandere! Eren usually puts his hair down during sex, unless he’s eating you out or sucking your dick then he will put his hair up.

- Yandere! Eren doesn’t care how loud you are, he doesn’t mind if you’re quiet, loud, or in the middle. All he wants is for you to be as vocal as you want.

Masterlist

In the Masterlist there’s a link to make requests

#aot smut #eren smut #aot x reader #aot x y/n #aot x gender neutral reader #aot x gn!reader #attack on titan eren #aot eren #eren headcanons #eren yeager #eren jaeger #eren x y/n #eren x reader #eren jeager x y/n #eren jeager x reader

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zaimta · 1 year

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彡FALLEN STAR | HANGE X READER

a/n- i’ve seen this scene in the manga but watching it animated hurt sm more mappa sure knows how to animate a story. also i am not accepting requests for aot im just writing for it here and there bc i’m really into it!!

WARNINGS- MAJOR SPOILERS FROM AOT S4 PT3.

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you watched as hange braced for the rumbling knowing what they had to do. you watched as hange named armin the 15th commander of the scout regiment. you watched as levi said his goodbye to hange. no matter how you thought of it no matter how many times you looked for a different way you knew they were going to die.

as levi walked back to the rest of the group you broke into a sprint, weaving around to tackle hange into a hug, you knew you couldn’t stand by and watch them die. you felt their arms wrap around you the best they could with the ODM gear.

“i know i don’t want to leave you either but…this has to be done and you and i both know it.” they spoke softly as their hand came up to cup the back of your head.

you looked up at hange eyes hot with tears “please don’t go…we can find another way we can do something anything else!”

they softly wiped away your tears and smiled at you. they kissed you softly for the last time and rested their forehead on yours. “i will always love you y/n.” they stepped back from you and flashed you a smile “levi…take care of them for me okay?” levi nodded wordlessly.

he reached out to wrap his arm around your stomach to keep you from lunging at hange begging them to stay once more. your screams were agony to him and the rest of the corps, your heart shattering screams begging hange to come back.

you watched as they fought from the seaplane. and for the last time, you watched them soar before they fell to their demise burning like a shooting star.

#hange zoe x reader #aot x reader #attack on titan x reader #hange zoe x you #hange zoe x y/n #hange x reader #hange x y/n #hange x you #attack on titan x gender neutral reader #attack on titan x you #aot x gn!reader #aot x gender neutral reader #aot x y/n #aot x you #hanji x reader #hanji zoe x reader

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4ttack-ur-heart · 11 months

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Not In This Life

Paring: Eren x gn! Reader

Warnings: manipulative eren, violence, spoilers for season 4.

Genre: angst

Summary: Eren confronts you, Armin, and Mikasa about how he actually feels. Is that all really true though? Maybe your confession will give you an answer.

THIS WAS A REQUEST!! I tried to save the ask as a draft and it disappeared 😭 sooo thank you anon for requesting and I’m sorry it’s not attached.

This wasn’t what was supposed to happen. Not like this. The tension in the room was dangerously thick. Gabi sat at the table with Armin, Mikasa, and you.

Your hands were tightly clutching your thighs as Armin spoke to her. She killed Sasha. Your roommate. Your friend.

“We won’t kill you,” Armin said, his eyes downcast.

“Why not? I know you must want to.” Gabi’s eyes were filled with a dim glow.

“Why would I want that?” He sighed. “Always with the killing. It’s all you ever think about… just like someone else I know.”

The door opened suddenly, and footsteps entered the room. It was Eren.

"Oh, look. It's the brat that killed Sasha."

The three of you gasped upon seeing him. He looked so different and you could tell the light from his eyes was gone. Now just a dull glow. Your breath hitched in your throat at the sight of him.

“Eren..”

Eren’s hand raised to show a deep cut on his palm, blood trailing out. He sat down at the table across from everyone.

“I don’t want any trouble.” He said, his voice deep and sullen. “More conflict isn’t necessary to solve Eldia’s problems. Hange and the others are fine. We’re just relocating them.”

“Eren.” Armin started, surprising even himself almost. “We’ve all wanted to talk to you too.”

It almost seems too surreal. Your thoughts swirled through your head as you tried to listen to Armin’s words.

“…did they really convince you to join their side?”

Silence. Eren’s gaze was set on the white tablecloth. His blood oozed out of his wound and the crimson liquid stained the cloth.

“I am free, Armin.”

The words made you shudder. Mikasa and Armin both tensed next to you.

“My actions are governed by nothing but my own free will.” He continued.

“So you’re saying this was all on you?” Armin asked, his voice a bit shaky in disbelief.

“Yes-”

Mikasa shifted and cut in. “No. You’re being manipulated! The Eren we know would never involve civilians and children in war, even if they were enemies.”

“And you wouldn’t put us at risk either. You care about us more than anything.” You argued, making Eren’s gaze shift to you. His eyes were different, anything but loving. This was no longer the kid you fell in love with.

“Right?” Mikasa added, her tone becoming shakier and her eyes glossy. She stood up at the table. “You saved me from those kidnappers back at the cabin. You wrapped this scarf around me because you care!”

“I said keep your hands on the table, Mikasa.” Eren’s voice was sharp. She was startled by him and sat back down. You glanced towards Gabi next to you and her eyes were wide in dread, not looking at anything but the table.

Eren explained about his talk with Zeke and the Titans. “Armin.”

The blonde looked up at Eren.

“What made you start visiting Annie? Do you really believe it was your own free will?”

“W-what?” Armin’s eyes widened. “I don’t-”

“If memories play a major role in shaping us into who we are, then a part of you has become Bertholdt. Do you understand? An enemy within an enemy. He’s gotten in your head. You’re the one being manipulated by the enemy.”

“Hey! Why would you-?” Mikasa quickly cut in.

“You’re being controlled too.” Eren quipped. His eyes then met yours. “And so are you.”

He made your breathing quiver as you refused to believe him, you wanted to refuse. But the way his eyes held no sentiment or remorse for his words signified everything.

Eren looked back to Mikasa. “The Ackerman clan was designed perfectly to protect the King. Your instincts were dormant until I awakened it inside of you when I ordered you to fight. Your blood mistook me as the host you needed to protect.”

“No- that can’t be.” She whimpered and clenched the tablecloth in her hands.

“It can’t?” Eren’s tone had a bit of surprise in it. “Why not.”

“Because it wasn’t a mistake.”

Eren stopped her and continued clarifying her Ackerman blood background.

“No, I-” She whispered.

“In other words: slaves. You're a slave, Mikasa.”

Armin stood up abruptly and slammed his hands on the table.

“Stop! Leave her alone!” He pleaded. You glanced at Mikasa and you could see her holding back her tears. Her head was down and you quickly placed your hand on hers in consolation, she grasped tightly onto yours.

You were only half paying attention to Eren’s speech. Now, your fixation was settling your friend. Your thumb swiped over her hand in small circles. Her soft cries escaped her lips.

It wasn’t until you heard Eren say those horrible words that you stopped.

“Ever since I was a kid, Mikasa. I've always hated you.”

“Eren, how could you say that to her?” Armin yelled and climbed over the table, desperate to grab at Eren.

Mikasa shoved you off of her and quickly stood up. Her hands seized Armin and pinned him down to the table, his arm bent dangerously behind his back.

“Mikasa, let go!” You shouted and gripped her elbow.

Armin looked at her in shock and she quickly let go of him. Mikasa backed away with tears streaming down her face and gasped at what she had done.

“No, I-I was just…” She couldn’t even finish her sentence before Eren cut her off.

“You see? That blood is all you are.” Eren said.

You held an arm up in front of Mikasa as Armin once again jumped onto the table and swung his fist at Eren.

Gabi stood up abruptly as the table flipped over and Eren fell back on the floor. Armin let out a yell and raised his fists again as Eren quickly stood up.

You both watched in horror as Eren punched Armin in the jaw, evading his other attempts to hit him. Eren grabbed the collar of Armin’s uniform and threw him into the wine cabinet, bottles and glasses toppling over and shattering on impact.

“Eren!” You yelled with tears in your eyes. You were about to take a step forward to break them up when Mikasa held you back.

Turning towards her with wide eyes, she shook her head, the tears still falling down her face. “No, he’ll hurt you too.”

“Jeager!” Three soldiers quickly came into the room upon hearing the commotion.

Eren stood back and watched Armin try to get back up. “I’m fine. I’ll handle this.”

“Just tell me where Zeke is.” He said.

Armin weakly raised his fists again and that’s when Eren beat him. Again and again.

“Eren, stop!” You yelled. Tears now rushed down your face as you watched Armin get beaten up mercilessly. The blonde dropped to the floor in a heap, blood trailing out of his mouth.

“Armin.” You pushed off Mikasa’s arm and quickly knelt beside Armin on the floor. Turning him over, you brushed the hair out of his eyes and used your sleeve to wipe the blood off.

Your hard stare met Eren’s eyes. “What the hell is wrong with you? How could you do this to them? After everything we’ve been through.”

“Funny… you used to follow every choice I made.” He said with the same dull voice, his eyes searching yours for the reaction he craved. “Unless those feelings of yours never went away.”

You paused, he knew?

“It was cute at first, I’ll admit, but like Mikasa, it seems like you were never your own person. Pathetic. Everything you did was to always appeal to me, wasn’t it?”

No (y/n), don’t let him manipulate you. This is what he wants.

“Every day you stood by me with hope that I would love you the way you loved me. Tell me, how does it feel knowing all that work you did was for nothing?”

You gritted your teeth as tears continued to fall.

“This isn’t about me, not about us! This is about you and we don’t want you to do something that you will regret.” Swallowing the lump in your throat, you slowly rose to your feet and glared at Eren. “Yes, you figured it out, Eren, and you’re a damn fool if you try to deny how you felt too!”

Eren’s breath hitched and his eyes widened in surprise.

“Remember all those times we snuck out after hours and talked about our future? It didn’t matter what crazy scenario we made up each time, we were always together in the end!” You yelled. “I don’t think a man who spent his youth 'hating' me would allow himself to become so vulnerable. You told me everything.”

Mikasa knelt by Armin and cradled him in her arms. You moved closer to Eren, the sudden sound of guns cocking made you tense up as the guards all trained their rifles on you.

Eren quickly held up his hand at the guards. His eyes never left yours as they lowered their weapons. Honestly, his immediate defense surprised you.

“Is this what freedom is to you?” You continued, gesturing to your two friends still kneeling on the floor. “It looks like now you’re the one who's a slave, and your master is a worthless bastard.”

Eren gritted his teeth and scowled at you. “Let’s go.” He gripped your upper arm tightly, the other guards doing the same to Mikasa and Armin. “Take the brat that killed Sasha, too. We’re going back to the place where it all started... Shiganshina.”

Gabi stumbled against the soldier's grip while Armin and Mikasa went with no struggle. Eren still hadn't moved yet, keeping you in place. You clenched your teeth in pain as Eren tightened his grip every time you twisted your arm to break free.

“Sir?” One of the guards asked from the doorway.

Eren shifted his vision away from you. “Take them. We’ll be down shortly. I have some business to take care of first.”

The guards escorted your friends away from you. Now, you were all alone. With Eren.

Silence rang between you two as his other hand gripped your other shoulder. He turned you to face him, but you kept your gaze down.

“Hmph, you spent years standing by my side, and now you can’t even look me in the eye.” Eren tutted and gripped your chin with his hand, forcing your eyes to meet his. “There we go.”

You tried to break from his grip, but his hands only tightened more and you had to resist struggling when it began to hurt.

“Were you ever going to tell me?” He asked suddenly. The question seemed innocent, but his eyes told a whole other story.

“Tell you-”

“Don’t play dumb with me, (y/n). I’ll tell you right now it’s not the wisest decision.”

“Y-yeah. The day you left.” You muttered with tears in your eyes.

"I see.” His tone turned solemn.

“Eren, I love you.” You started, pausing briefly to take a shuddering breath and try to rid your tears. “W-was any of it… ever real?”

The memories, laughter, adventures... anything?

He stared at you, taken aback by your words. “You said love not loved... you still love me?”

You sniffled as the tears slipped down your cheeks, trying to avoid his gaze. “Y-yeah, I still do.” You didn’t want to. With all the actions Eren has pulled recently, you didn’t want to. But yet, you still did.

“You shouldn’t.” He commented, thumb swiping over to brush one of your stray tears.

“I don’t want to.”

“But you do.”

Silence washed over you. His eyes were piercing under the grip he still had on your chin.

“Why?” You asked. “Why this way, there wasn’t any other option?”

This time his gaze evaded yours. “No.” He released a heavy sigh and something changed in his eyes. It’s like any small ounce of compassion he held just faded. “It’ll work out in the end. This isn’t over, (y/n). You always come running back to me and I always welcome you.”

Jerk.

A sob left your lips and you managed to rip your face out of his grip. “You know what, Eren?”

Eren’s gaze stiffened when he heard the tone in your voice. “What.”

“I don’t care what you do. Whatever the hell you do, just know I’ll never stop loving you.”

“Don’t you understand?!” His hands grabbed your wrists tightly. “You can’t love me.”

“Eren, ah- you’re hurting me.”

“Don’t you get it? Things aren’t going to end the way you hope.”

“I don’t care-”

“You should!”

Your wrists were still clutched tightly in his grip, but he loosened his hold enough to let you gently cup his face.

“If it’s not in this life, then another one perhaps. I love you, Eren.”

Eren’s face scrunched up in anger, a distraught look crossing his features. “N-no, (y/n). Please, you can’t. The worst has yet to come.”

“Tell me.” You pleaded, your thumb swiping over his cheekbone. “Tell me you don’t love me. I just want to hear you say it.”

Eren stayed silent and dropped his stare. Thoughts ran through his mind.

“Tell me.” You urged.

“I…”

He couldn’t.

“It’s safer for you if I don’t.”

“That didn’t answer my question, Eren.” You scoffed.

“Fine.” His voice was hard. “I love you.”

His hand moved from your wrist to grasp your palm. “But I can’t. You’re right, maybe in another life, we can make this work.” Eren’s eyes met yours. “Just not this one.”

“Wait-”

“Everything I’m doing is to protect you!” He yelled. You blinked at him.

Protecting you? It didn’t make sense. He’s only started a war Eldia wasn’t ready to fight.

He took your hand in his and placed a light kiss on your knuckles. Your eyes softened at the sudden gesture.

A soft metal clinking was heard and before you could even register what happen, your wrist was shackled. The other cuff latching to his own.

“Let’s go.”

“Eren-”

“I told you, (y/n).” Eren looked at you with tears in his eyes. “Not in this life.”

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tvgals · 1 year

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‘ BITCH WHO THE FUCK ? ‘

what happens when you get jealous ????

cw- modern au, black! reader, this includes- connie, eren, armin, and jean <3

no smut today i apologize, also these r very short which i also apologize for and annie and mikasa r defo ooc 😧

⛤ ARMIN ARLERT

you only watched in anger as you saw armin and annie laugh with one another over what annie said. you swore that you wouldn’t get jealous like how you were right now but damn you couldn’t help it. you press your lips together and sigh, getting up to walk next to armin. armin sees you and almost immediately perks up and starts smiling even harder.

“hi baby!” he pulls you down on his lap and presses his nose to your neck. now that you and annie are almost 3 feet apart, you can see what she’s wearing up close, a skimpy shirt, and a skirt that’s just below her mid thigh. annie was never someone to dress like this — so why start now? “hi ‘min. what are you and annie talking about?” you interrogate, batting your eyelashes.

“just some stuff that happened with eren ‘nd them.” he swears, caressing your thigh with his thumb. you look over to annie, insisting her to keep talking with your eyes. she takes a deep breath and looks to armin, continuing her story. “so y’know i went to go buy the jeans anyways, but they were too small and i couldn’t get them past my ass!” annie complained, waiting for arming to say something.

“i doubt it.” you giggle.

⛤ EREN JEAGER

mikasa and eren have been friends for..forever and you know that, so why do you get so damn jealous when they’re together? when you see them laugh and go places with one another — sure you’re invited most of the time, but it just feels like you’re a third wheel in your own relationship, and there’s no way you’ll let it slide.

“hi ‘rinnie!” you exclaim, hugging him from behind. “hey baby. what’s up?” eren responds, from the little sliver of space between eren’s torso and his arm, you can see mikasa staring dead at you — looking pissed. you can only shrug. “just waiting on you. we were supposed to watch the conjuring movies tonight and we won’t get anywhere with you just standing here.” you whine, smirking behind his back.

“right right! sorry mika’ i gotta go. see ya’ later!” he waves and turns around, putting a hand around your waist and walking away.

⛤ CONNIE (CONSTANCE) SPRINGER

looking up, you can see your boyfriend at the bar, talking with the bartender. technically, this wouldn’t be a problem! if the bartender wasn’t trying to get on with your boyfriend. you bite your lip, contemplating on whether to go up there or to stay and wait for connie. after thinking for at most thirty seconds, you stand up and pull your body con dress up just the slightest, and walk towards connie. once you’re practically behind him, you wrap your arm around him and smile.

“oh, hi babe!” connie grins, looking up at you with love filled eyes. “hey baby! who’s this?” you ask, looking at the dumbstruck bartender.

“oh she was just helping me with my drink. wanna dance?” connie asks, pulling you onto his lap. “mhm..” you giggle, kissing him. and all the bartender could do was fume in silence.

⛤ JEAN KIRSTIEN

you knew that jean had a crush on mikasa before the two of you started dating, but you also knew that he was head over heels in love with you, so why doesn’t it seem like it now?

you and jean were just supposed to be buying clothes…but the two of you ended up at the store mikasa was working at. what a mistake. you’ve been walking around the store on your own for what’s felt like an eternity, due to jean and mikasa have their own rendezvous at the counter. you walk up to jean, fists balled up under the clothes that were hoarding your wrists.

“jean, i’m gonna go try these on.” you say, eyes looking down to avoid the looks of jean and mikasa. “i’ll be back mikasa.” jean smiles, walking with you to the changing rooms, picking up you two’s conversation. sure he had a crush, but he’s all yours now.

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kinda-thoughtless-critic · 1 year

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Recruitment at Sunset

(jealous) Jean x Reader

It was a pleasantly warm evening at the survey corps headquarters, fading amber sun rays shone through open windows and avian chitter echoed from the leafy tops of trees outside. A relatively newly appointed Section Commander was at his desk shuffling some documents around. Many a parchment was discarded at a near automated speed, the applicant’s name was scanned and nine times out of ten dummped on a stack towering at the desk’s edge. Another, much smaller pile sat patiently in front of the young soldier.

His long fingers pinching the bridge of his nose as tired eyes forced themselves to squint at less than impressive chicken scratch. A calloused thumb pad sank into the paper, creating creases like that of those framing his features, and he sighed, wishing the setting sun would pause and prolong the day a little longer.

It was then the warm oak door to his office opened with a slight creak of its old hinges, and that wish disappeared through the widening gap. Too quick did bright eyes meet his, curved to the softest gaze, the sheet of paper cropping off a smile. Jean jerked upright at your entrance, only having seconds to swiftly sweep the larger paper pile into the metal bin below and place the one he’d been scanning on the one in front.

You cocked an eyebrow as you drew closer to his desk, the door closing slowly behind.

“These are the applications for your new squad,” he said nonchalantly, handing you a flimsy stack of papers.

You skimmed through the applicants, flipping through the limited number of pages. Impressed by their statements, but disappointed with the lack of choice, after the 5th you stopped. “They’re all female”

“Yeah, that seems to be the case,” he responded, resting his elbows on the desk, light brown eyes piercing in the subdued light, “the top four ones are the people I think you should pick. Bridgette and Lina placed 10th and 8th in their Training Corps a few years back, Winnie was a well respected Garrison soldier and I think it will be good to have one of the new recruits like Piper join your squad and learn the ropes.”

Your smile returned as he pitched his suggestions, noting the stray hairs falling from their carefully combed positions to brush the tips of his nose and cheekbones. “You’ve thought about this a lot haven’t you?”

Jean smiled, softer lines replacing rigid ones, and his expression relaxed. “I’m your superior now; it’s my job.”

“Except on this occasion it isn’t, Commander Hange gave me the okay to choose my own members,” you smirked, “not for my Section Commander to do it for me.”

Jean sat back a bit, running a hand through disheveled locks, “I saved you time. It would’ve taken ages for you to decide on the right ones, so I thought I’d help you out.”

“This doesn’t seem like much.” You flapped the documents for extra effect, then glanced sidelong at the recently filled bin beside his desk. “Unless I am to count the ones you threw away just a moment ago.”

He followed your eyes down and promptly folded his arms. “Those aren’t important.”

“In your opinion perhaps, but not to me,” you said, stalking over to them and fishing them out. Jean frowned, displeasure evident in the reappearing creases gathering around knitted brows as you flipped through them. “So here are all my male applicants.”

“The ones I picked out for you were better suited,” Jean insisted.

You almost laughed. “You sure? Because one of these guys, Isaac Milton, was a Squad Captain in the Garrison.”

“He was stationed at Yarckel,” he countered, “He’s never seen a titan.”

“We’re not really fighting titans anymore. At least, not like before.”

“True, but he’s got little battle experience compared to the veterans I’ve picked, and won’t be as sharp as the new trainees. We don’t know exactly what we’ll be up against. Y/n, I don’t want you getting yourself killed protecting him.”

You sighed, clutching the stack close to your chest. “I’ll need his leadership experience- plus he was in the top 20 after graduating.”

“Leadership experience like choosing which barrel to sit on while you drink away the shift playing cards?” His words were sarcastic but his tone nothing short of sincere, this combined with the intent gaze he fixed you getting up and walking round made for a dangerous combination. He took back the stack with without resistance. “Hange and Levi are giving you a squad because they know what you can do. You’re more than capable of leading them.” He let the pile land with a thump on the desk and rested a hand on it, leaning his tall frame towards you. Attentive. “Have faith in yourself.”

Your heart skipped a beat at his immediacy, amber rays highlighting the precise curve of his smile, sheer softness in this gaze. The musky scent of imported cologne played annoyingly with your senses, threatening to distract your thoughts.

With a huff, you gently shoved his shoulder. “I’m fully capable of your promotion.”

He let out a soft chuckle, allowing his body to sway slightly with the impact. “Alright, then maybe you’ll get the next position that comes up.”

Shaking your head, as if you could brush off the natural half smile clinging to your cheek, you reached around his arm to pick up the lighter stack. Both of you knew he wouldn’t stop you if you really wanted to choose differently, but you were never going to. His judgement was more than reliable, had saved your life multiple times, for the longest time you never questioned trusting it. That said, you weren’t going to make it easy for him. “Is there a reason the only ones you approved were female?”

Jean took his hand off the tall paper pile, subtly hiding it from view as his lower back leaned against the desk. “Nope. They’re the best here.”

“Really?”

“Absolutely.”

“Fine,” you reached up to jiggle his bearded chin. He allowed it, for a moment, before playfully batting your hand away. Turning on a heel you made your way to the door, “I’ll go with these four, so they better not disappoint, Horseface,” finally calling out as you left, “Actually to be on the safe sight, keep those ones on file for me...”

A heavy sigh juxtaposed your friendly wave goodbye, followed by a quiet grumble seeing your fleeting figure, taking away what little light had been left with it.

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